#I just wanna BLAB you know
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#some of these are defunct but#really I wanna know what other people do in their lives too#that might be niche-ish and not mentioned as much online#people get involved in such cool stuff!!!!!!#polls#blabbing Haddock#non-dragons#about me#I'm bored at work can you tell#like#I'm not bored because there's nothing to do#I'm bored because there's TOO MUCH to do?#you hear?#so braindead just post shit time#fear the shit#I'm going to be sad at some things not getting (m)any votes but I already know a few that won't be getting (m)any votes#honorary mention to 'stupid facts about classical musicians' which didn't make the list
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~Lucifer blanches. He looks around, as if trying to find a sense of Alastor’s words somewhere in the trash-heap he calls a room, before rounding back to him, lips pulling up in disgust. “Are you asking me out?”
“Ahaha!” Alastor laughs, slapping him so hard on the back it nearly takes Lucifer off his feet. “Oh, Heavens no. I’m just proposing we let Hell continue thinking that you and I are,” he waves his hand, searching for the word, “in cahoots. In that way.”~
This is golden comedy right here. Honestly every time I read ur fic I always start wheezing so hard I can’t breathe, u are an amazing writer, hope u know that. When I saw ur last update on the ‘damage control’ chapter i was so excited i devoured it so fast help
Alastor saying he wants to be in ‘cahoots’ with Lucifer it’s so funny to me cause no one use that term anymore, and Lucifer is just downright dumbfounded that they are even having the conversation. I can imagine the shadow rolling his eyes at them, we need more sassy shadow moments, he is so underrated. 😭😭
I love that Lucifer is trying to respect Al boundaries, especially after the ‘incident’ , and doesn’t pry to much on his scars, but now I am curious about what did Al meant. Does he not remember who did that to him? 🥺
Also I am curious about what they gonna tell to the others about their new found relationship. I don’t think Lucifer would want to lie to Charlie, but I also think that it would be too risky to make the whole crew knew they are acting, someone might slip. And it’s not like Al is gonna make it easy for Lucy anyway. If they want to be credible, less ppl knowing it’s best course of action for me.
Last thing~ I really wanted to thank you, cause ur fic really brings me a lot of joy since I recently only been able to find happiness in small things like these , and I I can’t wait to read more🌈
Hehehe, Alastor purposefully refusing to go into depth about their "sexual relationship," and even side-stepping outright calling it a relationship, is what's going to make it all more entertaining when he actually has to commit to the bit. Cuz you see, they're not fucking. They're "in cahoots."
It's different.
(I love Alastor's Shadow being sassy. If it's attached to Alastor, it has to be. I take no critiques.)
😈 Alastor and his scars is something I'm very excited to get into it. I've been thinking about them for a while, and while it may take a bit to actually get the answer, I'm very eager to get there when we do.
The way I see it, Alastor doesn't want to tell the others (as they already know their not actually dating--as he made VERY clear last time), but Lucifer isn't going to be okay with lying to Charlie. Out of the group, Alastor knows he can trust Husk and Niffty to keep it a secret. Maybe Angel Dust too. But he's most worried about Charlie and Vaggie.
Vaggie isn't a good liar, and Charlie's such an open, bright, heart-on-her-sleeves person, he doesn't trust her to keep up the ruse without letting something slip--most likely by accident.
But Lucifer is stubborn. He doesn't want to lie to Charlie, and if he tells Charlie, Charlie is going to tell Vaggie. If Vaggie knows, well, we already know she has a hard time lying on the spot, so if the others see Alastor and Lucifer suddenly "in cahoots," and ask about it, she's not going to be able to come up with a plausible excuse on the fly.
This is all to say, the next installment is going to be full of silly Hazbin Crew hijinks, where Alastor is forcefully enrolled into Chaggies Dating 101 Crash Course, and he is definitely not setting the grading curve. (And maybe we'll even get a bit of HuskerDust thrown in there, who knows. Certainly not me).
And it warms me so much to know that my fic can bring you joy in a time that such things are scarce 🥺 I can't wait to share more of the story with you!
#seriously#getting asks like these brighten my day to know end#I like keeping actual story elements and plot hooks a secret until we get there in the fic#but GOD#when you guys ask questions about it I just want to blab everything#ive got so many thoughts on the brain and I wanna SHAARRREEEE#Im so happy my fic is helping through a hard time#that's such an amazing thing to hear and i sincerely hope that whatever situation your in gets better#in the meantime#pls accept these absolute goofuses stumble their way into an actual queer relationship#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#lucifer morningstar#the radio demon#appleradio#lucifer magne#asks#charlie hazbin hotel#hazbin charlie#charlie morningstar#vaggie#chaggie#niffty#charlotte morningstar#vaggie hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#husk#hazbin husk
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i will never understand how people think Kent hates animals for what he said to Heroine after Kuro’s death.
let’s start with how after Kuro gets hit by the car Kent immediately takes control of the situation directing both her and the driver so Kuro can get to the vet quickly so he doesn’t die.
next what he says to the Herione isn’t him blaming her it’s him trying to help her by pointing out what she could’ve done/ can do in the future to prevent something like this happening again. Heroine actually agrees with kent she fully acknowledges that this happened due to her in proper care
Kent is coming form the perspective of learning form your mistakes and keywords here
Respecting kuro
the heroine right after this flash back realizes that Kent wasn’t acting maliciously and did care.
he quite literally feels guilty for Kuro’s death despite knowing it’s illogical.
he doesn’t hate animals or anything he’s just not a dog person.
#‘he was so mean to her after her dog died’ you don’t even know kuro’s name shush#this isn’t targeted at anyone or serious i just wanna blab about my man#Shin is a bully Ikkyu is an alcoholic toma is toma and ukyo is horrible d.i.d rep#yet Kent failing to comfort someone after their dog died and coming off rude is where you draw the line?#he was literally trying to help he just isn’t good at it#and he apologized for having done it poorly!#stop lying about my man being some disgusting animal hater#he just wanted his crush to stop ‘oh who’s a good boy!’ her dog and pay attention to him#amnesia kent#amnesia memories#otomegame#kent amnesia#amnesia otome#🧠text
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*covered in blood* ijve been playing ffta nonstop for 2 days
#pete blabs#videos games..... good#the thing abt these tactical games is that i can never learn how to use a tactic i always just brute force it#even in pokemon i would always delete all the status moves n only have attacking moves#itss hard for me to figure out#this game kinda makes it hard to know wtf im doing sometimes bc all the items dont have goddamn descriptions n shit#guy who is complaining as if the game isnt super fun anyway#this is one of my childhood games ive never played a normal ff game ive only ever played ffta GSGSJFHSKG#hm. it occured to me that maybe by watching a lets play it could help me figure out how all this stuff works#but i dont wanna watch someone else play I WANNS PLAYYYYY#ok i just checked out a random lets play video#this guy be like#''and keep in mind if youre gonna be making a blue mage you gotta give them the blue saber so they can learn [learning] because this#is what makes it so when they get hit by a monster attack they learn it''#HOW DO YOU KNOW ALL OF THIS. WHERE DOES IT TELL YOU ALL OF THIS#this game is so much More than i remember
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i havent even read enough gl to justify the feelings and emotions i have about kyle i just have the lovers heart and also something wrong with me. and my projection. in my mind he's just like me. and he would have loved college vending machine frozen cheeseburger and heating it up in the microwave at 1 in the morning because he was bored and didn't want to work on a drawing assignment on 20" x 30" paper that was due tomorrow in his freshman year. he would have loved going to the club to push off finals work that's creating the worst stress known to man in his brain. and he would love to annoy the fuck out of his roommate when high and avoiding homework on a saturday.
#IN MY MIND HE'S JUST LIKE ME and i understand why he dropped out of art school also.#i need to get back to my readings but im too into thinking about the couple dozen issues i have read#and then going i wonder what he was like in college. and the answer is definitely fucking annoying.#if i knew him i know we would be not arguing in art history class. i would be saying his takes are stupid outside of class during break.#and he would go i dont know how somoene can defend british utilitarian furniture so vehemently and try to liken it to bauhaus design#our arguments would also stem from having very different art history and therefore philosophy education. his background would be from a pro#who would focus on european canon as per usual while my prof was coming from the perspective of someone with a phd in asian art history#and a curriculum based mostly around exploring and investigating non euro art work and how movements like modernism and#post modernism functioned in other continents.#this is such a main blog post but idont care. EVERYONE HAS TO KNOW HOW I PROJECT AND INTERACT WITH HIM IN MY MIND#he would also hate how i argue for art even i dont care about by approaching it at the philosophical angle.#'how do you like this it's barely even art. or it is art. but it's a boring cop out for suckers. honestly.'#'the thing is i dont like it. i just think you need to expand your world views and stop being close minded. youre limiting yourself.'#you might go eiffel what are you basing this on? the answer is vaguely remembered panels in my mind plus generally taste opinions of his i#can gleam from what art references they give him within issues.#it would also be funny bc like. he has a background in design... he's just stubborn and snobby i think when it then comes to the realm of#fine arts. i think his opinions and how they operate in regards to design + illustration + non gallery art are probably quite different#but i cant lie. from the singular 'i dont wanna be some loser who shows up with a blank canvas to a gallery' panel i remember someone talki#about in a post i have used it to create a variety of thoughts i think he could have had.#and the answer is the opinions of someone definitely a little annoying in art school. with a pretty standard traditional training#and background that stems from euo+american art history and sensibilities that inform how he interacts with art. which is very normal#but i think it's funny to view him as someone i would probably roll my eyes at for some comments he would be making.#and it gets funnier with how he acts generally as a person.#kyle you cant be this snobby when you are drawing pin ups of your work crush in your home studio...#good lord this got so long i have a problem. hi. sorry to my new follower your kyle posting made me go ha ha kyle. i like that guy.#static.soundz#back issues box#< it might as well go there bc i blabbed way too hard and too much. sorry. overtaken by an entity in my mind
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I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)
I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime 🙏🙏
#seriously though I'm sorry for just up and disappearing like that#wanna talk to people and interact with them so bad lately but I just can't bring myself to do it#so the best i can manage is blabbing in the tags like always#i don't know wtf is going on but over the past few days I've just felt like i don't deserve to talk to anyone#tried to reblog posts from mutuals several times but something in my head keeps saying;#'yeah they don't actually care for your input at all and you're being a bother for even trying etc etc'#and i know deep down that's probably not true (i hope) but i can't reason it away you know#and i know the best solution to this is to just talk to someone#let it be known that i *did* make an attempt to#i tried texting someone (and succeeded) but i couldn't keep doing it and I'm back at square one (and now feel worse lmao)#i'm not really putting this here for anybody to see it as much as i am for myself#but i know that (hypothetically) this could be seen by a real human so it still kinda feels like I'm reaching out in a way which feels nice#makes me feel less like I'm shriveling up in my own self imposed solitude#so uh hello person who might be reading the tags (there's six of you guys here now which is crazy cause i post nothing but junk here lol)#((but thanks anyway for following and even more thanks for reading this if you did))#i'll make my way around all the posts i missed soon enough don't worry#i'm sorry i'm really not meaning to ignore anybody#i have drafted quite a few posts from moots that i couldn't finish leaving comments on but i have seen them#everyone here is super cool and talented as always <3 whether that be through art or writing or just finding neat posts to share#this wall of text is long enough and i'm very eeby so thank you again for reading this#tldr; not dead and i'll be okay eventually :)#not rb#hey look i didn't post a picture of my dog this time (a crime)#i'll make sure to share one the next time i get a good one
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#messing around in ms paint#i was working on something to post on halloween but i got frustrated with it and set it aside for now#maybe i'll redo this later 'cause the actual picture grew on me#there's more i could do to this but really i just don't wanna sleep#i think they call it reclaiming time and i should stop so i'm going to do that#anyway kris and noelle#i don't really have anything cool or profound to say#just that their relationship is so bittersweet#they have a bond that was quite possibly very strong a long time ago#despite whatever happened#i think kris still cares a lot for her#but an already strained relationship crumbled once more by something completely out of your control#is extra painful when that person was like family to you#i mean she's the first to notice something is off with kris in *that* route#granted she spent more time with them alone#but to catch it before their own mother??#i know we have pretty good guesses as to what happened but i wanna know for sure#what could possibly drive you away from someone that close to you for so long#okay its 3:19 AM i'll stop blabbing now#kris#noelle#deltarune
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#anyways if i was as direct about my distaste of Genshin Impact and the entirety of the mihoyoverse#as the people who love it do it about my interests COUGH FFXIV COUGH#i wouldve been kicked out of certain places already lmao#but no i have to be the bigger person and bite my tongue#but god sometimes i wanna go off and it takes everything within my power not to bitch back at people#because those people take any opportunity they have to take shots and shit all over what i love#and if you know who this is about no you dont lmao#and if you still do know who this is about fuck it im just tired of having to sit silently#while people will badmouth something they wont even try because of preconceived notions#why am i blabbing about it right now? because the new expansion is coming out#and if i hear certain people dismissing it and shitting on it im just gonna pick up my shit and leave#maybe find a place where people actually like my interests#instead of begging for attention like a dog
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I'm so fucking excited to get all this outstanding work done, and for tax season to fuck off. I cannot wait to have more time to play games with pals, go out with friends whom I haven't seen in a few months....go to some random meetups to meet new ppl and create new connections (and perhaps snag me a new person wink wonk LMAO).
And just...have more time to live. To stop feeling as lonely as I am feeling rn. CAUSE HOO BOY, it's been hitting me hard. And I can't do too much about it CAUSE of the deadlines I need to meet!
#I have learned my lesson: no more zines. or rather. no more modding zines#as much as I love you grizz zine. the amount of work you have placed on my shoulders is too much. heck. the other mods have it worse#I dont enjoy doing overtime and coming home to work on the art for the zine that I really should have had help with :')#27 spots...thats way too much for me at least. my hands are struggling and I am getting flare ups again. and I am not including the notes#I legit havent drawn anything for me in months because of this and I just wanna draw abby n pilos cuddling!!!!!! LMAO#and I so badly want to reach out to ppl to play games with and I cant cause Im either WORKING or WORKING#I really want to stream games again too.....I REALLY want to play 999 with someone :'))))))))))) would be a fun game to share......#and the cube escape game too#AUGH I HATE BEING SO BUSY AND ALONE SOMETIMES LMAO. IDM being single but this is an instance where a partner would be nice to have to blab#but ye I am so excited for may. most things will be done and work will still be rough but more manageable!#so ye. IM so sorry if you read all this I just like talking. and I dont really have anyone to talk to rn except myself XD#(ye ye I could reach out to ppl but hm. well I am tbh LOL. but ya know. busy. haha)#also typing has been really painful lately. the only reason why these tags are ending is cause my hands are numb from typing. :')))))))))))#ok goodnight
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me then: i will never write self-insert fanfiction i like to stay true to the characters and canon
me now, 10,000 words into a self insert rdr2 fanfiction: [clown emoji]
#ten thousand words.#sorry younger me. cringe is dead (even though i feel it with every keystroke)#something about arthur just has my brain in a vice grip#i wanna be him. i wanna fuck him. i wanna save him. i wanna watch him suffer. you know the drill#rdr2#muffinrag blabs
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wanting to write some ye olde barbarian Bakugo but not knowing how to include the ye olde English that actually sets the tone
#u know like. creates the ambiance and makes thing more realistic / believable / enhances#and puts you into that world#instead it’s just like. my normal writing describing something I don’t actually detail#u know what I mean??? I hope#like idk the right terms for stuff like … currency and mom and dad and sacks and merchants or how to describe anything#I’m frustrated abt it#but I like the idea#I also wanna write this weird dub con idea but … idk if it’s like. too weird#I’m in a weird writing state balahhsjdhaja#caitie blabs
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whomst has open commissions. I have brainworms
#bachuqq blabs#i want my dnd character done...#im considering just waiting until my bday in may as a present to myself tho#if you or someone u know has open comms or they will be open near the end of may pls tell me 💖#i follow a few of u artists but i see u all closed up and dont wanna bother u!!!
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I hope you had fun at the party…or at least survived it.
Thank youuuu
#I did survive it!!!!!#I’m so proud of myself#honestly I feel like the part after a party is the shit I don’t like#like I always go into my head and I’m like ‘why did you say that????????’ or ‘you should have said that’#and kinda gets negative but don’t wanna go there#I miss the parties where I would get so shit faced I would have to crash at that place#and then I’d wake up and it would be super weird but I would find my way home#and all would be fine#but this party wasn’t like that#I mean I think someone crashed upstairs#but like I said I didn’t reallyyyyyy know that many people and even if I knew them they were more like work friends#and maybe not even friends#like I knew the person who was hosting but I don’t think I’ve ever talked to her before tonight#my friend was there and I just stuck by his side the entire night#honestly if he didn’t go i wouldn’t have gone#but but but buuuut#WE DID get to see a fire show and that was really fucking cool#the host knew someone who does fire breathing and all that and she put on a show for us#ok now I’m blabbing#it’s 3:20am and I’m exhausted from socializing for so long#now I just need to ignore my stupid dumb negative thoughts and I’ll be greatttt#ask
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Had a bad dream where I was watching tv with my friends and it was my turn to pick what we were watching next. I was really excited because I had pick out my favorite episode of something (I can’t remember what it was of but knowing me it was probably trek) and they immediately started playing tictoks at full blast on their phone. I didn’t say anything until the credits where I asked why did they did that and they replied “no one takes you seriously. Stop trying”. And then I woke up.
#Rod Serling’s voice that was fuck up#personal#emotional dump#like this friend has actually done this to me#the playing tictoks when I pick out an episode to watch of something#not the comment#but like that still hurt you know#I feel like my friends don’t really care about my interest that don’t line up cleanly with theirs#and feel disregarded#like I’ll be talking and the subject would change.#i know that I have a disability that makes communication harder but it happens so often that I worry it’s not me#I try to engage with them the best that I can#i just want to be a good friend#but I can’t shake this feeling#I don’t wanna bring this up with them because they both have bigger things the listening to my pity party#I’m probably overreacting#adri blabs
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>be me (old as hell)
>old internet shit plauging my head again
>idly wonder what ever became of the creator of one series
>look up series on tumblr
>"oh yeah btw i made this series ages ago"
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>WHAT
>CREATOR IS JUST. HERE. ON TUMBLR DOT GOV.
>I SAW ONE OF THEIR COSPLAY VIDEOS LIKE A DAY AGO W/O KNOWING IT WAS THEM WHAT DA HELL-
#ni blabs#i was honestly just expecting to never find out Ever#older creators randomly disappeared seemingly all the time#it's like wondering what happened to your childhood hero only to find out you bumped into them at the grocers last week#anyways i don't wanna bug 'em about it i'll just be happy Knowing
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#one of His Songs™ lately#why is it that all our persecutors always end up listening to so much aesthetic perfection#stuck in our head all the time#it's. surprisingly self aware of him.#had a chuckle abt the integration bit considering his subsystem situation ngl#but mostly it's just#i thought it'd be easy to let you go#repeating on a loop#not sure if he thinks doll's left for good (he hasn't he's just tired) or....did he only now become aware just how much it affects him#he's briefly kinda sorta acknowledged it before but. not really. it was just abt whether he'd lash out should doll try to leave#not abt the way it'd affect him emotionally#n it's really strange cause he's...not angry. at least i can't feel any aggression at all. he's just umm#....not wanting me to blab abt his feelings. ok.#it feels like it could be a breakthrough but also i don't wanna get my hopes up#idk i just don't want him to hurt like this. i also don't want him to hurt me but...i'm used to it. i can take it.#he doesn't know how to cope w/ this shit#spdrvent
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