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#messing around in ms paint#i was working on something to post on halloween but i got frustrated with it and set it aside for now#maybe i'll redo this later 'cause the actual picture grew on me#there's more i could do to this but really i just don't wanna sleep#i think they call it reclaiming time and i should stop so i'm going to do that#anyway kris and noelle#i don't really have anything cool or profound to say#just that their relationship is so bittersweet#they have a bond that was quite possibly very strong a long time ago#despite whatever happened#i think kris still cares a lot for her#but an already strained relationship crumbled once more by something completely out of your control#is extra painful when that person was like family to you#i mean she's the first to notice something is off with kris in *that* route#granted she spent more time with them alone#but to catch it before their own mother??#i know we have pretty good guesses as to what happened but i wanna know for sure#what could possibly drive you away from someone that close to you for so long#okay its 3:19 AM i'll stop blabbing now#kris#noelle#deltarune
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A little different than last year's, but here we are again. To say that this past year hasn't been absolutely wild would be a lie, cause HOLY SHIT MAN
This year's birthday is. A little different for me, but you already have the silly comic to show that so I won't make like a broken record oops
But, despite the changes and hills that life's decided I should climb or throw at, it hasn't changed the fact that I'm so genuinely fucking thankful to the people that I've known since joining this fandom. I'm not even kidding when I say that being here has actually changed my life for the better. I know I said something similar last year, but this time, hoo boy it sure turned up the AMP and test how far I could go.
So, to everyone, both new and old; thank you for being here :D
@garbagechocolate @darkxsoulzyx @smoljeanius @bunmuffin @skizabaa
@tuzesdays @sleepykas @fernzwing @kandidandi @starsketchez
@just-a-drawing-bean @notdysfunk @ilsole @amberluvsbugs @cloudyvoid
@nomsthecat @alfinefalf @nosleepygay @theblog-with-thestuff
@cacaocheri
(Edit: ty kibbits for informing me of the. Fuck ass tagging system)
AND TAGGING OTHERS BECAUSE. POINTS. BONKS WITH HEAD. GETTING TO EITHER INTERACT OR TALK OR WHATEVER IS ALWAYS A DELIGHT
@ohno-the-sun @kibbits @ink-yy @saltyfryz @kaprisvn
@hierba-picante @sunny-sophies-garden @cookiiemancer @sneeblbop @justaduckarts
@pepethehumanz @crystalmagpie447 @woolysstuff @mocha-illustrates @duhsty1
@sanchensky @pillowspace @victarin @witherfide
[I DEFINITELY GOT SONAS WRONG AND THESE AREN'T ALL THE SILLY PEOPLE I KNOW BUT IM SITTING HERE AT 2:30 IN THE MORNING JUST KNOW YOU'RE THERE IN SPIRIT HANDING YOU ALL POPTARTS WAUGH]
#nebula art and doodles#should. i even count it as that-#nebula birthday time#fuck it birthday tag go brrr#also if i. didnt tag you it is 100% because i'm. a fucking coward <33 and am not sure if you'd like to be tagged in a silly thing like this#(or i don't. know you. that also but shaky thumbs up)#god. this year has been. insane dawg#my goofy ass going through canon events like it's a buffet /silly#jokes aside#the fact that im still like. here. right here#posting or reblogging goofy shit#still in the process of making my fic (i prommy im working on it)#and just. managing to make friends with people despite shit happening#it's so wild to me#i know for some people i've tagged we either haven't talked that much or haven't talked in awhile#and to that i say#fuck it we ball /j#but seriously it's. honestly bc getting to interact with you guys at all makes or has made my day that much brighter#even if it's been awhile like i mentioned or for whatever reason#this is. getting long as hell and i need to go to bed oops#anywhooooo#gotta go fast or some shit#OH- and thank you all so much for. almost 3k. holy shit#where the fuck did you all COME FROM HOW DID WE GET HERE#big heart emojis and sending love to you all#thank you so much
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Pac: Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok? See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. [Fit tries to lasso Pac] You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, we don't have time to be gay right now.
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Pac: I'm just here to say goodbye to you, Fit.
Fit: Goodbye? We're not– we're gonna be fine, we're going to get out of here, don't worry.
Aypierre: Yeah, don't worry!
Pac: I know, but like– I will sleep until the end, you know? I will pass through this moment sleeping, man. I won't be able to be awake for the moment.
Fit: [Laughs] You know, it's– I mean, if that's how you wanna go, but– I mean, that- I mean, isn't that bed kind of like.... I don't know, it's–
Pac: No no, I will be staying on the sofa, you know, I will be staying on the sofa.
Fit: Oh the sofa. Ok, that's a nice sofa! Yeah, that is a pretty nice sofa.
Pac: Yeah, it's a nice sofa right? No, yeah– I'm going to stay on the sofa, you know? So, since I will be going Fit... [Pac starts tossing Fit all his items]
Aypierre: [Not paying attention to their conversation] Is that bigger cell? I don't think it's a bigger- biggest one.
Fit: Oh... Thank you Pac, thank you.
Pac: Everything you need to survive, ok?
Fit: Wow.
Aypierre: Wow.
Pac: And if you need this one also, maybe, who knows? [Throws him more items]
Fit: Ohhh, well hey– just take this to remember me by, ok? [Tosses him a photo of himself – the same one Aypierre was carrying all day yesterday]
Pac: [Laughs] Ok, I will sleep holding the picture you know, like this. You know, I will dream about you, Fit. And I hope this is gonna be good dreams. I see you in the other side. Good luck, my friend.
Fit: The other side... Yeah, you know, yeah, we– we– you know? It's been an honor, Pac. It's been an honor, you know?
Pac: Yeah, for me too, you know? Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok?
Fit: Ok.
Pac: See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: I will sing your praise– Oh yeah, hey– [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Fit: Sorry, there's–
Pac: I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, you guys– we don't have time to be gay right now, come on. There's no time.
Pac: No, there's no time! Oh, goodbye Fit...
Fit: Ok, c'mon, no no no, come on, we got this we got this!
Pac: Goodbye Fit, I'm sorry!
Fit: [Laughs] Oh no...
#Pactw#FitMC#Hideduo#FitPac#QSMP#QSMP Prison#January 22 2024#So canonically how do you guys view this moment?#Did Pac just canonically conk out from stress?#Did he take sleeping pills on purpose to sleep through whatever awful thing was inevitably going to happen?#Curious to hear what other people think#I like to imagine the stress finally got to him#He spent the entire time trying to mirror things he saw Cell doing#and finally cried about it to Bagi#I can't blame him if he wants to sleep through the rest of it. Man's living in a place that's actively making him relive past trauma#Fit says he's carrying Pac in his backpack but I like to imagine that he just gave Pac a piggy back ride the entire way home :D#I imagined that for Purgatory too#it's cute#idk the whole idea of very traumatized characters being so comfortable around certain people#Idk the idea Pac feeling so safe around Fit#(despite being in a place that is actively stressing him out)#that he feels alright falling asleep and trusting him / Mike to protect him is sweet to me#Idk man I'm a big fan of the ''literal sleeping together'' trope#I love when characters take naps together it's so cute#esp when it's two traumatized characters with a lot of baggage / trust issues#It's nice#anyways I got way off topic with these tags LMAO sorry#I was gonna edit this down but I like the entire conversation so I'm leaving it as is#The YouTube editor living in my brain: Not great for viewer retension#Me: Shhhhhhhh I'm an Archivist. I can do whatever I want.
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Prompts in Memes 7
#batman au#batman#prompts#dc#dcu#cryptid batman#cryptid batfam#cryptid batfamily#memes#meme#“So are we going to talk on how we've all become inhuman creatures or”#“No we're not going to talk about it now finish your food Jays about to scare the shit out of people again”#Alfred is a half-fae#But all the family gives off fae-vibes in their civilian identity#Jason deserves to be a dullahan#Let him remove his head and pull a Shakespeare#Tim is like a Grim or a Banshee to the gothamites#Also I think it's hilarious when the league are oblivious to what's happening in Gotham#And oblivious to the whole batfamily despite Bruce mentioning children once a blue moon#The league thought he was talking about the teams or civilians not whatever the fuck these things are#Bruce: Wow this is a surprisingly peaceful undercover mission#Bruce: . . .#Bruce: Something is happening back home isn't it
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had such a terribly awful day from start to finish yesterday but i am snuggling my sugu plushie and drinking warm milk like a domesticated cat and the sun is shining ……. today will be a little better
#manifesting 👽 manifesting 👽 ….#. alien was the closest i could get to like . antenna signals#idk#my mind is still a mess and i still feel like an unlovable wreck but like#i know itll pass . and thats enough for now#i think i need to unlearn whatever makes me feel so . annoying and awful when i show the slightest hint of venting on dash#bc internalizing that always just makes me feel worse. and my brain tricks me into thinking no one cares or comparing myself to other -#people and the comfort they receive …. that needs to end lmao#like actually#i will not make myself or other people feel miserable just bc im in pms hell . thats not happening#:’) i am trying to be . i dont know. emotionally put together even when ive been crying nonstop since last night pdjdkdj#and i am proud of myself for that despite it all#at the end of the day i have warm milk and my sugu and that is enough#ari noises ✩#cw vent#…… using that tag still makes me feel ashamed but ill work on it lmao#anyway good morning dash . i hope the sun peeks out for you today; or that the moonlight is kissing your skin very softly
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[sketches/w.i.p.s?] a random crossover involving fixations, old and new 🥼⚠️
check out below for some more doodles + silly ramblings about this crossover for those who wanna! (p.s.: involves angst + existential dread, so be advised!!)


my crossovering multifandom brain: "hey since Bill C. can break 4th Walls™️ and see parallel universes, do you think he'd see Flint's alternate versions of himself being a different person / being more successful / being an actual innovator like his concept arts rather than the flimsy inventor that he is now? how would Flint even react to all of that, the fact that he's just a mere concept of what he could have been, boiled down into an inconsistent joke that no creator(s) of his would bother to further develop? that he's just a mere puppet for a story that was never his?"
me: "bro chill i just want to draw Flint again calm down (/lhj) 😭😭"
#cloudy with a chance of meatballs#cwacom#flint lockwood#sam sparks#gravity falls#bill cipher#my art#onem talks#very sorry to the Flint fans out there (including me)#and to any GF / Bill Cipher fans who just happened to see this indulgent crossover going on HDJDH#the fact this is the first time i've ever posted online about Flint too despite being a hugeeee fan of the 1st movie#since childhood - and it's an angsty crossover with trending Gravity Falls of all things - feels so dumb of me /hj HHSH 😭😭#but anyways! yeah i'll try to post doodles / sketches more often around here too inbetween finished art#for the sake of activity and whatever hhdjd#(and also cuz i'm interested atm in the cwacom fandom but i barely see any activity of it here so.. might as well help out /lhj dhjdh)#cw angst#cw existentialism
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Yo… My man is truly majestic 🥰
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#bnha season 7#mha season 7#y’all can say whatever the f you guys want but he’s the hottest character in bnha and it’s not just his quirk doing the trick TRUST ME#everything about this man is honestly so immaculate. horikoshi you outsold yourself by creating dabi ngl#the ending might be ASS but not this man. this man is fantastic and one of the best things happened to the anime community 🥰#from the backstory to the characterization and the differences between dabi and touya despite them being the same person like—#actually yknow what??? all of the LOV have a fantastic characterization… they’re the best characters of bnha for a reason after all 💜
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did you guys know that death note is good and i like it
#the human who writes in this note will never lead a happy life#i'm sorry misa i should have never given you the notebook#without kira i would never have met light!#ryuk this notebook is the best thing that ever happened to me#heh. so soichiro yagami gets to die not knowing his son was kira… people who use the note face misfortune… well i guess he never did use it#are you god?#you're the only man i've ever actually admired and knowing you're kira it's almost too amazing for words#we'll create a world of only kind-hearted people like we talked about in college#the real evil… is the power to kill#whatever. whatever. god despite the everything it is such a good manga.
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@suzukiblu was talking bout Kon as a magical girl protagonist a couple days ago and i blacked out and when i woke up i had this. Just a WIP cause i'm sick of redrawing that one hand. the other one came out so nice but this problem child makes me want to die.
#aw hell what's the tag for my stuff#i know i used to have one#whatever#my stuff#i literally haven't drawn anything in like a year#might actually be more#anyway this is somehow the best person i've ever drawn despite that and also despite not really understanding how muscles or bones work#also the best skirt i've drawn hot dog#don't ask me what's happening with the hair tho i kinda gave up lol#gotta add the belts and spikes and maybe clean it up and throw on some flats and then it's done aside from that sTUPID HAND
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Day 7 of posting Nevermore thoughts until S2 drops
In honor of the recent revival of my interest in the Magnus Archives, here are the Fears that I think everyone would be associated with
Lenore: The Desolation/The Spiral
Annabel: The Web/The Spiral
Theo: The Hunt
Duke: The Stranger/The Buried
Pluto: The End
Prospero: The Flesh
Ada: The Lonely/The Corruption
Berenice: The Hunt
Eulalie: The Desolation
Montressor: The Slaughter/The Eye
Will: The Stanger/The Lonely
Morella: The Slaughter/The Lonely
Poppet+Dolly: The Stranger
Merry+Mourn: The Vast/The End
#who's a victim and who's an avatar i havent figured out yet#kinda niche but whatever#ill explain if I am asked#some are self-explanatory but others took a bit of thinking#i hesitated to associate Lenore with the Spiral because she isnt actuallly afraid of going/being insane#that's one thing I find really interesting about her#despite everything she doesnt question her sanity much and when she does it's usually with a blase attitude#like “whatever happens; happens”#i could actually go on about this in depth for a sec#nevermore webtoon#nevermore academy#nevermore webcomic#lenore nevermore#annabel lee nevermore#duke nevermore#pluto nevermore#berenice nevermore#eulalie nevermore#morella nevermore#prospero nevermore#ada nevermore#montresor nevermore#will nevermore#merry nevermore#mourn nevermore#poppet nevermore#dolly nevermore#edit bc i forgot to add theo 😭#theo nevermore
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i mostly ship chapyard bc i’m a sucker for those rival to lovers tropes but sometimes i’ll get reminded of “i wish we had gone out for coffee, the two of us together” and “i loved you from the first syllable” and chapgone’s overall development in canon and i feel my heart clench bc WHAT
#honestly depending on whatever fic i read most recently i like that ship more#recency effect or whatever#but either way they both want to make me tear my hair out#i guess i like chapyard in the fanon sense and chapgone in the canon sense#i also rlly think antigone/edgeware were cute despite what happened to them#i read a few fics of them and got hooked#multishipping goes crazy#wooden overcoats#chapyard#chapgone#rudyard funn#eric chapman#antigone funn
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ik we're literally only two episodes deep, but this is such a fun season already, and i can't wait to see how it's going to play out now that bailey's back, and we're finally getting back to the major plotline of prison escapees oscar and jason.
#*carly catalogs#the rookie#the rookie season 7#the rookie s7#even though i really don't care about nolan or bailey's parts in this plotline despite the fact that they're their main targets zzsdfghjkl#i'm just interested in seeing how they're gonna fuck with everyone else in the friend group#cause ik oscar and jason will do whatever they can to make nolan and bailey's lives a living hell#and what better way to cause harm to them than to go after the people they love? hmm??#i mean... should the opportunity present itself to them#ik it's not gonna happen but ever since they put oscar back into the picture i've always thought....#“now hmm... wouldn't it be neat if lucy we're stabbed by oscar to parallel the time wesley got stabbed by him?”#like idk how they'd go about it but....#IT WOULD MAKE FOR SUCH A GOOD WOPEZ/CHENFORD PARALLEL DON'T YOU THINK??????????#(literally everyone @ me rn: “no you fucking lunatic i don't want that” szzsdfgthyjkl)#only i could think these thoughtse#okay i'm done bye
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i loooove when ocs unrealized development makes them feel like real people like no i dont know whether talon is genuinely attracted to women after years of both clinging to them for safety and years of putting them onto that untouchable idealized Perfect Protector Pedestal that must remain untainted by any bad experiences, so he doesn't even try to Be With any. He doesn't know either
#like i heart bisexual men so part of me is like no yeah he does like women. he literally loves women#>what if this is just love as general blind devotion solely on the basis of them not being men#we all know he likes men without much of what would be societal shame but he still grapples with it in that personal way#in the if i like men it means i like them despite what happened to me -> i secretly like what happened to me way#talon like i like men and women but i could never spend my eternal life with a man. as a way to just focus on one thing (finding said women#instead of letting himself think about anything else at all#oc text#ill let it float into my mind but idk because this would mess up his original plot before i kept him#though tbh i want to keep keeping him idk if ill ever let him go back home ykwim. long gone concept at dis point he's mine now. ours#talkys#also this makes things more interesting too in the way of#well it was previously thought that talon has a great interest in [smunker] because of smunkers Body#a sort of unintentional and subconscious rejecting of [smunker's] gender and seeing him#as not a man#now its like. what if its not that. it rly is just sole attraction to men because well al is also a pretty feminine guy#views challenged because no‚ men one way (bad) and women another way (good)#but theres TWO guys here who exhibit femininity so he's like wait hold onnnnnn waittttt#that subconscious conflict still exists though in the fearing al (at first) due to his body and both terrorizing and clinging to [smunker]#because of his#the terrorizing because talon sees his original self in smunker (weak and youthful‚ cherubic‚ naive)#theres so many layerssss#anyway yes. loving women as in of course i love women. beautiful and they keep me safe#but not in any way further than that... i love them i can and will kiss them and do much more but it doesnt feel The Same#i dont think i actually even have any fully gay guy characters [EXCEPT MAYBE THE SELF? LMAO IDK] bc i love bisexual men so much#groundbreaking...#wait sorry more oc rambling this actually would also make sense too because how i imagine talon with women is exaggerated#complete personality change to be pleasant and pliable and you can do whatever you want to me#when its also known that the reason he ''acts out'' with al and [smunker] is because he feels safe enough to drop any and all masks to do s#hmmmmmmmm i must keep thinking
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"Stop saying Crowley won't help Aziraphale in S3 he'd go back to him in a HEARTBEAT and nothing would stop him" I get it no one likes the idea of Crowley being bitter after what happened for a long period of time but like can we at least acknowledge that he's currently going through probably the most emotional pain in his life since falling? Can we agree that he's opened his heart entirely - something you couldn't pay him to do unless the world is literally ending and he's desperate - to Aziraphale, and got shot down? Can we understand that he did it AGAIN only to lose Aziraphale again? Not that what Aziraphale did isn't without Crowley's own shortcomings (hiding the truth of Heaven's cruelty from him) but like,,,,
The appeal here isn't Scorned Crowley Doesn't Love Aziraphale Anymore, or Never Wants To Help Him Again, the appeal here is Crowley learning enough self respect to not just walk back right to Aziraphale like nothing happened after Aziraphale has had a pattern of consistently refusing him. Going years ping-ponging between "We're not friends I don't even know him" to "That's what friends are for right?" and "We're friends, why would you even say anything?" and "Friends? We're not friends. We are an angel and a demon!"
Like I get it, Crowley is a heartbreakingly forgiving person. Of course he's gonna forgive Aziraphale, I'll be surprised if he didn't forgive him by the time he walked out the bookshop door, but gdi he could at least grant himself the luxury of being at least a little irritated for longer than however long it takes to make a globe and some books float and angrily cry out to God in his flat. But due to the change of pace and dynamic that is establishing part of the conflict for Season 3, I just really like the idea of him for ONCE prioritizing himself and being like "Okay, fine. We'll get back at it when you're ready, then," instead of just taking Aziraphale back like his words and actions meant nothing to him, when clearly they have an effect on him.
What is Aziraphale going to learn if Crowley just accepts what he did so quickly, like he always has the entire time they've been friends? Idk maybe I'm just projecting too much darkness on their dynamic but I mean, if the pattern of Aziraphale pushing Crowley away/disrespecting him one day and then being fine with his friendship the next + Crowley never stopping to be like "Hey, that's not cool, at least give me a little credit" or smth was fine all along and will continue to be fine in the future, then why, after 6,000 years of being friends and loving this demon, can Aziraphale still not accept that Crowley is just fine the way he is, and instead got excited to promote him to an angel in a heartbeat once the opportunity presented itself? You can't blame all of it on Heaven when Aziraphale has demonstrated his free will/defiance to Heaven so many times. Or, I don't know, I guess maybe we can? Maybe I'm just craving too much angst to the point where I'm letting it cloud my analysis of canon. Idk.
#derpy speaks#good omens#good omens 2#no i dont think crowley is gonna ever hate aziraphale for what happened but he's allowed to be angry#he's allowed to be done with it all. he's allowed to be exhausted. just look at his face when he drives away.#meh. idk. but i dont know how i'll feel if crowley just INSTANTLY accepts aziraphale back in a situation involving#idk - ''hey help me stop the new apocalypse''#at least. without like. SOME pushback? it can even be something small like ''are you SURE you want ME to help you? do you really need me?''#doesnt have to be a straight refusal but i'd like SOME kind of action to show that crowley is putting his foot down for once#he deserves that self respect#do NOT reply saying that im insinuating that aziraphale is actively malicious or doing it on purpose.#everything he has done up until now is his own complicated response to all the trauma and guilt he's been through#but despite that crowley is STILL allowed to be upset... it's messy. i can write a whole paper about how this whole thing#is just unfortunate on both ends. again. we didnt get queerbaited we got communication baited 😭#but help me out here. am i just too fandom-brained to have these expectations from the story?#is there something obvious im missing that is making me sound like a complete asshole here? do i need to get my head out of the gutter?#someone please explain it to me if so because whatever it is‚ i can't find it#not queued
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trying out lobcorp sprite style. hard. but rewarding
#library of ruina#angela library of ruina#how do you people tag hokma...#hokma#? like that?#anyway.#moroderdraws#you know. their relationship. i dig it#it can be viewed as totally anything. caretaker-child or colleagues with mutual traumatic past or young friend-older friend whatever#i personally do not choose one and toy with the interpretation#but its always so cute. like they clearly care for each other despite all thats happened#ohhhh.. ill be over there in the corner. join me
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