#ni blabs

[knightwhoisni]

seeing a new influx of players coming to warframe because of the addition of Hot People You Can Kiss only for the only way to get to them to be like a bajillion different quests and mission types and systems you gotta figure out is kinda funny tbh. not for the fact they're here because of that (godspeed to those baby tenno!) but because we're basically giving dating sim players guns and sending them out to save the solar system like twenty times over before they can even think about that.

like yeah, you gotta learn about the horrors of war n' exploitation and the struggles that come with discovering one's own identity but also the power of love, understanding, and community first. also you gotta figure out what a mod is and shoot this guy's weakpoint a kajillion times if you want a chance at that last frame part you're missing. sorry.

[nis-si-hellhole]

damn did they make this game to appeal to me specifically or what

[knightwhoisni]

oh my god i had to go check for myself and it happened to me too

Loid sweetie what the fuck happened to your hair

[en-gelic]

boyfriend riki instagram dump an. part 2 bcs i keep ( click here ) ! finding so many good photos

epilogue - ⋆ riki's posts !

🎧 taglist ( open ) : @07sleepykatz @cholexc @seunghancore - send an ask or comment to be added !

[theloveinc]

shinso definitely feels bad abt getting head

[megacarapa]

he's so real

[marms-momentos]

Struggling with original thoughts

Someone asked me recently "Do you have anything to add or original thoughts? Not just regurgitation..?"

They didn't ask in a mean way at all but it definitely sparked some less than positive emotions. But then, why did that question spark them? What is dormant within me that resonate with that question? I think having Ne as a dominant function, I didn't realize how much I was absorbing information without really processing it. It's so so easy to just listen and reiterate people's thoughts without adding any of my own. Most of the time, it makes them very happy too. It feels as though the possibilities are endless, and if I were to express one form of my take, I would be excluding another possibility that is just as accurate. But pleasing others and just being a sponge to information isn't how I want to live for the next (hopefully) 65 years. I don't know really how to talk about my own opinions. I like theories and objective forms of thought. I really enjoy listening to other people's thoughts but when asked, "What do you think?" I never have anything to say. Nothing of my own at least, and I think that's why the question really threw me off. Not because "oh, no one ever cares about me or my opinions boo-hoo" but someone was challenging my opinions and was genuinely curious! For the first time, someone wasn't just happy I agreed with them but was prying into my own reasonings! It was a shove towards the realization that my Ni is freaking garbage! Thank goodness for good friends who challenge us to become the best versions of ourselves.

So for 2025, there will be a couple of goals I will set. Instead of attempting to force my brain to create an opinion (about anything, I am being vague ik mb), I am going to intake as much information as I can about topics I care about. Then I will actually s i t with it, sifting through the data points until I can conclude to something that I find accurate and valuable. Consuming educational content is nothing if I don't end up being educated by the end of it. Listening is not the goal for the coming year, understanding in silence will be. And I don't want to just blab it out either, it's too easy to talk and not walk. I guess this blog will be a diary of how it goes!

[bi-lavelent]

Lone Wolf (Quinn Fabray x Fem-Reader part 7)

Warning: Fluff, Angst, Cussing, Bullying, Smut

We were all sat in the auditorium. Everybody except for me was watching Sue and Mr.Schue fight. I needed to talk to Sue after practice she needed to take the glee club down and I was ready to help. You see since the other day Quinn still has not talked to me. I overheard that she giving the baby to Terry. This highschool had never been this dramatic til now. It may or may have not also been the fact that I haven’t gotten layed recently. With glee I didn’t have time to go Cruising lately so I had to stay on home turf. Which wouldn’t had been an issue my freshman year when I was I had more confidence or any of the other years when there was ladies willing to do a little lady on top of lady stuff. But instead I’ve had to use my message gun and my fingers. It’s not the same I understand why Sue is always angry. I have gone full out against the glee club not only due to me not having friends except for the freshman. I’ve got nothing Santana won’t even flirt with me anymore. Which she started freshman year before all this Glee club shit. Sue had decided to turn the minorities against the others. As the meeting ended I ran up to Sue

“Hay sue” I said

“Yes Y/N” Sue said

“Can we talk in you office” I asked

“Sure” Sue said

As we both walked to her office together

“I can help you destroy Glee club. But you have to promise me two things one you won’t get kick Quinn off the Cheerios and two you’ll protect me if they come after me.” I said

“What do you got?” Sue asked

“I got things that will tear each of them apart. I’m tired of them bashing kids with special needs.” I told her.

The next day, I was sitting in the choir room as everybody entered. As Sue called out the names for her special club. Called Sues Special kids

“K just take the football players and your Cheerios” Mr.Schue said

“K when you hear your name cross over to my side of the black shiny thing.” Sue said

“That’s called the piano Sue.” Schue said

“Santana, Wheels, Gay kid, Asian, other Asian, Arthea, Shaft and Y/n” Sue said

As I was sitting in the glee room waiting for sue Santana came in.

“Hey” I said

“Don’t talk to me” Santana said

“Look I know we were never friends. But we at-least talked. We were becoming friends.” I said

“Okay than what’s going on with you and Puck.” She said

“Nothings going on I’m not flirting with him I’m mad at him. He got Quinn kicked off the Cheerios cause he blabbed to coach Sue about her pregnancy.” I said

“Why would he care? Why would either of you care?” she asked

“Because Finn isn’t the father he is she felt shitty about herself and he got her extremely drunk and took advantage of her. Oh yeah all of this was while you two were together.” I said

“Okay that does not answer why you’re helping Quinn.” She said

“What I’m about to tell you only two people in this school know. Sue and Quinn and know you. Freshman year I went worlds on the schools boxing team I was dating a Lacrosse, football player who was a senior. I got pregnant 6 months before school ended. The dad left for college I have never seen him since I then had the baby all alone no one was there for me. Because I had pushed everyone I cared about away. My daughter lives on a farm in Kansas. It was an open adoption so she can find me when she turns 18. But that’s why helping Quinn I was Quinn. I was popular I wasn’t a cheerleader I’m not hot or sexy enough to be one. But I was popular I lost everything so since Puck told Sue I’ve been trying everything to save Quinn’s reputation at this school. I even agreed to help you guys destroy Glee club. I care okay.” I said

“Wait that’s actually really nice.” Santana said “Wait do you think I’m hot?”

“Maybe I guess you will never know” I said

“Look When Sue told me to take glee club down. She also said that if I needed to get credit for a source to take you guys down too.” I said

“Of course she did” she said

“I really like you guys, you’re nice to my sister. I’m glad she has you guys as friends.” I said

“Thanks your not to bad yourself and hey I won’t get offended when you come at us. You’re actually kinda nice. This doesn't make us friends though” She said

“Oh trust me we will be friends one day.” I said

“Okay when pigs fly.” She said

As everyone else came in including sue went to sit next to each other she sprawled out on two chairs her head was on my feet as I was also sprawled out on two chairs.

Me and Santana sat up and danced together and sang along to song that Sue had chosen. What apparently connected to us being minorities.

The next day in glee we all were sat in there singing rid with me

Where they at? Where they at? Where they at? Where they at? Where they at? Where they at? Where they at? Where they at? (Come on, now)

If you want to go and take a ride with me We 3-wheeling in the fo' with the gold D's Oh, why do I live this way? (Hey, must be the money) If you wanna go and get high with me Smoke a L in the back of the Benz-E Oh, why must I feel this way? (Hey, must be the money)

In the club on the late night, feeling right Looking, trying to spot something real nice Looking for a little shorty I noticed so that I can take home (I can take home) She can be 18 (18) with an attitude Or 19, kinda snotty, acting real rude But as long as you a thicky-thicky-thick girl You know that it's on (you know that it's on)

I peep something coming towards me on the dance floor Sexy and real slow Saying she was peeping and I dig the last video "So when Nelly, can we go?" How could I tell her no? Her measurements were 36-25-34 "I like the way you brush your hair And I like those stylish clothes you wear I like the way the light hit the ice and glare And I can see you, boo, from way over there"

If you want to go and take a ride with me We 3-wheeling in the fo' with the gold D's Oh, why do I live this way? (Hey, must be the money) If you wanna go and get high with me Smoke a L in the back of the Benz-E Oh, why must I feel this way? (Hey, must be the money)

Face and body Frontenac, don't know how to act Without no vouchers on her boots she's bringing nothing back You should feel the impact, shop on plastic When the sky's the limit and them haters can't get past that Watch me as I gas that 4 dot 6 Range Watch the candy paint change, every time I switch lanes It feel strange now Making a living off my brain, instead of 'caine now I got the title from my momma, put the whip in my own name now Damn, shit done changed now Running credit checks with no shame now I feel the fame now (come on), I can't complain now (no more) Shit, I'm the mayne now, in and out my own town I'm getting pages out of New Jersey from Courtney B Telling me about a party up in NYC And can I make it? Damn right, I be on the next flight Paying cash, first class, sitting next to Vanna White, c'mon

If you want to go and take a ride with me We 3-wheeling in the fo' with the gold D's Oh, why do I live this way? (Hey, must be the money) If you wanna go and get high with me Smoke a L in the back of the Benz-E Oh, why must I feel this way? (Hey, must be the money)

If you want to go and take a ride with me We 3-wheeling in the fo' with the gold D's Oh, why do I live this way? (Hey, must be the money) If you wanna go and get high with me Smoke a L in the back of the Benz-E Oh, why must I feel this way? (Hey, must be the money)

Check, check, yo, I know something you don't know And I've got something to tell ya You won't believe how many people straight doubted the flow Most said that I was a failure But now the same motherfuckers asking me for dough And I'm yelling, "I can't help ya" "But Nelly can we get tickets to the next show?" Hell no (what's witchyou?), you for real?

Hey yo, now that I'm a fly guy, and I fly high Niggas want to know why, why I fly by But yo, it's all good, Range Rover all wood Do me like you should, fuck me good, suck me good We be them stud niggas, 'wishing you was' niggas Popping like we drug dealers, sipping Crissy, bubb' macking Honey in the club, me in the Benz Icy grip, telling me to leave with you and your friends

So if shorty wanna knock, we knocking to this And if shorty wanna rock, we rocking to this And if shorty wanna pop, we popping the Crist' Shorty wanna see the ice, then I ice the wrist City talk, Nelly listen, Nelly talk, city listen When I fuck fly bitches, when I walk pay attention See the ice and the glist', niggas staring, know they diss Honies looking all "They wish, " come on boo, gimme kiss, c'mon

If you want to go and take a ride with me We 3-wheeling in the fo' with the gold D's Oh, why do I live this way? (Hey, must be the money) If you wanna go and get high with me Smoke a L in the back of the Benz-E Oh, why must I feel this way? (Hey, must be the money)

If you want to go and take a ride with me We 3-wheeling in the fo' with the gold D's Oh, why do I live this way? (Hey, must be the money) If you wanna go and get high with me Smoke a L in the back of the Benz-E Oh, why must I feel this way? (Hey, must be the money)

Hey, must be the money Hey, must be the money Hey, must be the money Must be the money

If you want to go and take a ride with me We 3-wheeling in the fo' with the gold D's Oh, why do I live this way? (Hey, must be the money) If you wanna go and get high with me Smoke a L in the back of the Benz-E Oh, why must I feel this-

After the song ended

Rachel said “I miss us all being together”

“I hope we don’t get in trouble for our covert jam session” Artie said

we all laughed

“If sue catches us mingling we’re cooked. She told me if I even talked to one of Mr.Schues kid that she would shave my head and I just can’t rock that look. Even Justin Timberlake is growing his frow back.” Kurt said

“Well we gotta go you guys Mrs.Sylvester is expecting us in ten minutes. In the dance studio.” Mercedes said

I started to walk down and waited for Santana to finish her hug with Brittnay.

we all said bye and left

“Bye white people” Artie said

“hey what are you guys doing here” Mr.Schue said

“oh we’re just stopping bye to say hello.” Tina said

“Hey at-least I still get you Freshman” I said after we had left

“Hey what minority are you?” Matt asked

“yeah” everyone said

“I’ll tell you guys just not right now okay. Let’s go get to Sue before she yells at us for being late.” I said

I wrapped my arms around Mercedes and Kurt shoulders as we walked to the classroom.

Two days later in glee club. We all got sat down after Mr.Schue

“You’ll all minorities cause your in the glee club now there’s only 14 of you so it doesn’t matter that Rachel is Jewish or that Finn is” Mr.schue said

“unable to tell my rights from my lefts” Finn said

we all laugh

“or that Santana is Latina or that Quinn is” Mr. Schue says

“pregnant” Sue said

“Sorry Q it will be all over the blogosphere this afternoon. Now everybody knows. Including me.” Sue said

I meet Jacob leaving school. “Jacob no I don’t care what Sue made you do. I told you not to run that story. Hell Rachael even gave you her underwear. I gave you everything you wanted. One day you’re going to have to realize that the things you write can destroy peoples lives. Your not a journalists Jacob you’re a nerd who’s a bully. You just ruined Quinn’s life and she needs friends right now so I’m not gonna hurt you. But if you ever come after someone in Glee again and destroy their life I will burn your house down and kill you. Do you understand me.” I asked

“yes can I go know” he asked running off

[100percentsorandom]

Ao no Orchestra Ships

Upon seeing the raws, as an Akine and Hajime shipper, I'm getting scared for some reasons. hahaahahah

Aono and Haru ship teases and chapters are strong. They have more moments (dating-like chapters, skinships) and some sort-of development? ( Aono defending Haru, standing up for Haru's sake) they also got closer every CHAPTER. - like consecutively. Aono has become softer towards her, more blushes with her, closer with her. As far as I can skim through the latest chapter, they are quite close alright. I dunno if there's practising or auditioning for something but man they are playing alongside each other in chapter 73.

I like Haru. I actually see myself in her than Akine. I'm like Haru for the shy part and being bullied and Akine like an amatuer in violin hahaha.

I dunno. In terms of skill-wise, Haru got the edge against Akine. She's more advance, she competed with Aono in that level also let us not forget how Haru and Aono got "the promise" thingy.

Putting that aside, I love how fun loving Akine is. Sure, she's a beginner, and armature when she started playing the violin, but I live her development as a violinist, Maybe the early ship tease between Akine and Aono seems bland to me .. maybe because they came out so natural to be ever called out as ship hint hahahaha. Oh well.

Wake me up when chapter 60 is translated. That maybe the last chapter I squeeeled real hard for Akine. Aono is confused af. I kennat. hahahah. Anywhom, kung di talaga magkatuluyan si Akine and Hajime , i'm dropping the manga right here, right now. hahahaha

No offense to Haru, and Haru/Aono shippper. This is just my playful blabbing. I aint throwing darts at you guys nor to the mangaka.

Overall. I loved Ao no Orchestra since 2018 and seeing it adapted as an anime is like a dream come true. The musical genre made me stay but as far as ship at daming Haru at Aono interactions, well.. hindi ko na alam hahaha natatakot ako kay Akine langya. Kung ano ano na nagagawa ng isip ko, making headcanon na what if: nafracture kamay ni Akine at di na naka violin? what if: narinig ni Akine na nagconfess si Haru kay Aono tsaka sya umalis ng club or worse school? mga ganong churva. loka. ayoko na.

[thewinter22]

I only know one of these (and a half, because I literally kust became a fan of the Oblongs) so I have to go with Mustache girl. Why isn't the one girl from that kids show with the grim reaper in there too? Mandy I think? She isn't really evil but like, neither is Mustache girl technically. Or I mean she kinda is. I wish we knew more about Mustache girl. All we know is she got bullied by Mafia and thrn bullied all the bad guys back. Also holy fuck I just remembered the fucking adorable scene of Hat Kid running out of her throne room and giving you a fake game over which is so adorable because other than her diary entries you never really find out about her either.

Tangent because I am in a blabbing mood but like. I think the reason I dislike a lot of games is when the silent protagonist ends up actually having a voice. Like you get confused. When you have a silent protagonist you think "Ah, Player=protagonist", because you and the character you are playing are one and the same. But then you see stuff like Hat Kid Link being embarassed when wearing a Grrudo suit. Ehich makes you think "Hey that isn't me. They are acting on their own".

Like for characters like Kris Deltarune that is like the whole point (pls ni deltarune 2 spoilers incase anyone actually replies), but for characters like Frisk? I still always refer to Frisk as they them, but when I play it, I feel Frisk is a he (sometiems a she maybe). Because I am Frisk in that moment.

What is your favorite Devilish/Evil Child?

[goofyrpmaniacs]

Zekki: The heck are you blabbing about?

Shawn: I think we found weirdos...

Rod: Are you two okay?

Ni: Yeah, we’re good. Uhh isn’t the weather hot outside?

[knightwhoisni]

aoi, pumped after a round of faceoff: haha wow that was a lot but what a riot! amir, zipping back and forth: haha yeah everything was like KABOOM!!! drifter, a little tired but enjoying everyone's company: well, i've worked up an appetite. let's head back to the mall and get ready to dig into a big ol' slice of pizza! teshin's disembodied voice out of nowhere: YOU HAVE PROVEN YOURSELF ON THE FIELD OF BATTLE, TENNO. YOU APPROACH THE NEXT CONCLAVE RANK QUITE QUICKLY. drifter: aoi: amir: drifter: i. uh. i honestly have no idea how he just did that.

[nis-si-hellhole]

murp

[bearseulgs]

me: i should sleep, i have a dentist appointment tomorrow morning

me, eyes shooting wide open: b̶͎̃ụ̸̍t̶̲̓ ̸̮́t̴̨̍ḩ̴͋e̶͉̓ ̸̺͑n̶̗͝i̷͙̎-̸̠͒k̷̢͛i̴̞͂ ̸̳̉r̴͙̓e̷̗̍q̵̜̀ū̶̹ȩ̷̈́s̵̙̈́t̸͖̎

[en-gelic]

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[theloveinc]

Zodyl is the rebound of a lifetime