#I just think they should listen to music and smoke and make out
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empress-of-snark Ā· 1 year ago
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you keep your distance with a system of touch
and gentle persuasion
Iā€™m lost in admiration, could I need you this much?
oh, youā€™re wasting my time
youā€™re just, just, just wasting time
stranger things rarepair collection
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phagodyke Ā· 8 months ago
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almost explored the entirety of the nationals discography.. I've come so far from spending a whole year only listening to sleep well beast <3
#when im confident im familiar w everything im gonna listen 1 by 1 and make a tier list of every track theyve ever released#which is like a good 12 hours of music i think. enrichment for me#its rly hard to rank whole albums bc they have very different vibes to me n hit at different times#but ranking individual tracks should be doable. theres usually a flop or two per album for me anyway#FINALLY been listening to alligator and everyone was right to say this is the blueprint. its unpolished in places but really strong#i wish theyd stuck more w that style than mellowing out so much bc every now and then u get a glimpse of that and its SOOOO#like i love most of laugh track its really cohesive n coherent as a whole they def thought abt how the tracks fit together#n im glad they split it from first two pages altho i probably wouldve put crumble on f2p and eucalyptus on lt...but thats just me#BUT smoke detector is smth else its got smth a little more raw n immediate to it. very heavily reminiscent of alligator#its just an 8 minute long haze u can tell they got rly into it jamming in the studio i hope it packs as much punch live!!!!#i caught snippets of their glasto set online n fuuuuuckkkk theyre still at their peak!! just wish i could tweak the setlist a little#n wish there was more lt over f2p argh. get rid of the overly tight production let them just fucking Go at it !!!!!#if it was up to me they wouldnt be allowed to play any of i am easy to find either cuz thats the only album i rly dont like#ARGH SO EXCITED THO!!!!!!!#.diaries
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edward-munson Ā· 9 days ago
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just for tonight | S.H.
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Summary: You and Steve can't stand each other. You always jump at each other's throats whenever you are together. You have set a goal during his birthday party, but you didn't think it would work.
Pairing: Steve Harrington x f! reader
Warnings: SMUT (18+ MINORS DNI), p in v (protected sex), oral (m receiving), choking kink, fingering, (sort of) aftercare, a little bit of angst
Word count: 4.6k
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If there's something Steve hates the most besides hating you, it's the fact that Robin insisted you should come to his birthday party. And he insisted it was his birthday, and you would ruin it if you were there. He wasn't wrong, though. You made his life a living hell simply for the fun of it, but he would always make sure he did the same.
And there you were, holding the same scowl on your face as he does. Whenever he had to walk past you in his big apartment, he would try to avoid your gaze, but deep inside he wanted to show you how much he despised your presence. You couldn't give a shit about him, completely ignoring his existence as you were drinking your PiƱa Colada while talking to Eddie about something random.
At some point, you started to notice how Steve would go back and forth. While you were sitting in the stool of his living room with Robin and Nancy, you would notice he would stand there and huff. Now you try to pretend you're not listening to him as you look straight forward, but your left ear perks up when you listen to what he's saying. He's complaining he has been turned down twice until now. You try to hold back a snort and sip on your drink to avoid that to happen.
Pretty, golden kissed skin, perfect sat hair on his head and muscled Steve Harrington was complaining he was being denied. Twice. You thought your night wasn't going to be good at all, but the sight of him with pouty lips as he talks to his girl friends, it was worth getting out.
You lost count on how many drinks you had, you already smoked weed with Eddie, who drank more beers than he could count as well. Argyle was also in a funny state of drunkenness. You were dancing with both girls too, bumping a few times into each other as the alcohol traveled through your system. You're in a daze as you swing your body to the music, barely keeping your feet steady and Eddie has to hold your waist a few times so you won't fall on your face. You laugh at it all.
You laugh even more when you watch from afar while a girl rips herself from Steve's grip and gives him an apologetic nod, before turning her back to him. He turns his head directly at Robin, who's dancing beside you, and it's enough for him to notice you were watching all of it as well. This time, you snort and cackle. You laugh so hard, there's no reason to hide it. He rolls his eyes and walks towards you, his hands balled into fists as his face holds a scowl again.
"Is it all amusing to you?" His face gets closer to yours, his eyes are kind of blown from the weed he also smoked.
You sipped on your drink, nonchalant, and shrugged. "Well, I just think it's funny how king Steve can't seem to score on his birthday"
Robin tries scolding you with a warning look on her face.
"It's okay, Steve! Someone will like you!" She comforts him with a gentle look. Her hand rubbed his shoulder.
He's actually still shooting daggers at you, mouth closed on a thin line. His chest is kind of puffed because he feels like his body is rigid from his anger.
"You should just stop being such a brat. This is my house. Go find something better to do" He scans you up and down with disdain over his eyes and you just hold your gaze at him.
And you did.
But you never intended to stop looking his way to make sure he wasn't getting a girl. And it's not like there were many options, because it wasn't a big party anyway. You complained to Eddie about the way Steve talked to you, and he laughed it off.
He was being annoying too. He would try at all costs to bump into you whenever he got closer. Steve was trying to get on your nerves just so you could feel what it's like. And when you were left alone for a moment, he would send you this taunting sly smirk. When you were leaving his bathroom, you were caught off guard when his sudden shadow made its presence in the hallway. He passed by you, shoving his shoulder against yours when he made his way to the bedroom.
Back to the living room, when you were all dancing, he made sure he would hit his back against yours, making you stumble forward. It was getting really infuriating. You looked back over your shoulder, just to catch him mouthing a forced "sorry" with another smile. Then something switched inside of you. You weren't getting guys either, but because you didn't want to. So you decided there would be a goal tonight.
You placed both hands over Eddie's shoulders and danced to the music. You swayed your hips to the rhythm, sliding down until you were almost crouched. Your dress rode up a little, showing a little more of your skin. He was flabbergasted to see you dancing like that out of nowhere.
You stood up and kept swinging your hips left and right. Turning on your back to your friend, you couldn't help but notice how Steve's eyes would divert whenever you caught him looking. You smirked. It was working. You then moved to Robin, dancing on your back to her as she placed her hands on your hips, dancing in sync with you. You dropped your head back, leaning against her shoulder, biting your lip.
"Yeah, honey. Whoo!" She gripped your skin through the fabric and grazed your stomach.
You and Robin were always too touchy and sometimes it made people think you had a thing. Steve included. He swallowed the dry lump in his throat, growing impatient as he saw the way she was holding your ribs, fingers touching the curve of your breasts. He tried to focus on his other friends, but it was too hard when you were looking at him that way.
He waved it off, reminding himself why he hated you, why he despised you. He remembered why he didn't invite you even then, you were forced to come because of your friends. But the thought of ripping off the material and sucking on your skin was making him become annoyed.
You were twerking with Robin and Eddie, your ass bouncing to the music. Your hips rolling as your legs are tangled to Eddie's. He doesn't care if you look hot, you're like a sister to him and it's hard for him to actually sexualize you. They knew what you were doing by now. They were catching sight of Steve holding his glass of whisky tightly. Your eyes drifted to him a few times, and your tongue would slip between your fingers in a cocky way. He knew that.
There was no one in the kitchen. You went looking for a beer as the buzz of all the drinks you had was too much now. There were too many empty bottles spread through the sink, along with the bottles of booze. A few snacks were on top of the kitchen island. You were too absorbed into your own thoughts as you ate the food and sipped on your newfound beer. You didn't see when Steve came right behind you.
His frame caged you between the kitchen island, while towering over you. His big hand found your hip and he swung you around, your faces barely touching as your eyes widened. He wasn't scowling, but his brows were furrowed and his lips were pursed.
"What?" You ask in confrontation, his arms leaning against the furniture behind you. "What? You're frustrated no one would fuck you on your birthday?"
Steve didn't answer you, rather, he chuckled with sarcasm. You watched as he shook his head, looking down. When he looked up at you, one of his hands flew up to your face, he was gripping your jawline almost forcefully.
"You know it sounds like you're just jealous, right? It seems to me you wish you were the one I was hitting on".
You laughed at his words, you truly laughed. But you couldn't deny the fact that Steve Harrington was almost God's grace.
"Oh, Stevie. Not even if the world was ending" Your own hand came up to his cheek, where you left a mocking slight slap.
He reacted to that. He truly wished you didn't have to be so bitchy about it. But now it was his time to play your game. His free hand reached for your side, fingers sliding up to your ribs. His thumb stroked your skin through the dress, right under the curve of your breast.
"Are you sure?" He rasped, his lips ghosting over the shell of your ear. His breath hit your skin and it left goosebumps.
The ones you couldn't fucking control. He mused at your reaction. "Yeah. That's what I thought".
Your only plan was to induce him. You didn't think Steve would actually come after you at all. And now you didn't have cards to play against him. And it made him realize he was the one ahead of you this time.
"So now that you have no other options, you come crawling to me?" You spread your hands against his chest, slipping your fingers down his white t-shirt, all while he tightens his fingers around your side.
He has to hold a grunt, because you're so hot and yet adorably annoying. He hates you, yes. But he would never deny fucking you either.
"Now, you wish. Don't pretend you're not enjoying this, pretty girl" His voice is like honey when it reaches your ear.
His fingers are rough on you, but they never hurt you. His expensive cologne is not helping either. And the way his hair falls on his face makes you think you wish you could rake your fingers through them. Your legs almost close in response to the pet name, but he's pushing one of his own legs in between yours. You didn't even notice it.
"Don't be so arrogant. You may be handsome, but you're far from being worth the time".
And you lie. You don't even budge, you don't blink an eye. It makes you realize how good of a liar you are and how bad it would make you look.
But it's not like he doesn't know you well enough to see you're not saying the truth and he laughs again. There's a soft, but still hard look on his face, he pouts at you with a sided smile and tilts his head. You wish you could admit he's not worth it.
"Right. So I won't waste your time" He then leaves your skin, and steps back. You immediately miss his touch. His leg isn't between yours anymore and he gives you another look before going back to the living room.
Steve can't do this anymore. He wished for a long time he would fuck you dumb. Just to hear you say his name. So he slowly retrieves back and turns his footsteps. And he waits, for a moment, but he waits. He's walking away sluggishly from you.
And you watch him walking away. Your heart is pumping faster and your hands are gripping too tight on the edge of the kitchen island. Your knees are wobbly. For a few seconds, you think it's better this way. Maybe you won't work in bed either. Maybe it would be a disaster doing that. But your body aches for him, your stomach burns craving for his touch. You call him out in almost a whisper, but it's enough for him to hear you.
He turns his head first, the corner of his eyes peering at you. "Are you sure?" He barely sees when you just nod, still holding yourself up from all the tension. "Fuck this".
He clings to you in a rush, holding your waist with both hands as he brushes his lips against yours. "Tell me we're not gonna regret this" He breathes out.
"I know I won't" Your arms wrap around his neck, hands finally tangling between his hair.
He needed reassurance, because there was no way he would regret this either. There was a fire growing inside his chest from seeing you this night. Obviously he wished he went to bed with another woman, but there's something about you that pulls him in. He wants to drown in you. His lips finally crashed against yours, for the first seconds it was an intense rush of feelings. You let out a muffled whimper, leaving him desperate to taste more of you.
His tongue slips through your mouth, colliding against yours. He tastes your beer and you taste the bourbon he was having. It's an explosion of lust between you two, finally. Steve lifts one hand and plants it on your neck, his rub stroking your chin. You wouldn't know he was soft after all you've been through. All the bickering, all the mocking. Every time you crossed paths, there was a look of aversion at each other.
You were almost always together. There were times you refused to go out with your friend because he was going too. Or he wouldn't go to someone's house or go out either because you'd be there. It's been like that for almost two years, ever since you saw him making fun of Eddie when he was still a new friend. And you hated that. You started to hate him with a growing avoidance to be near him.
After you started to mistreat him and be ironic most of the time. Until he started to fight back. Eddie was such a sweetheart, he was the one to stop you from fighting. He said it was okay, because then he became friends with Steve. But you never agreed to that and never forgave him either.
Now you were almost turning into a puddle. He kisses like he can't get enough of you. And you battle for dominance with your tongue. You pull the nape of his hair back and he groans. He tugs at you and pushes his hips forward until you feel the bulge straining in his jeans. His thumb slips down your neck as he feels your pulse, and then squeezes your throat lightly. You breathe out against his mouth with a soft moan and he loses it.
"Fuck, you're going to kill me" His voice is hoarse. Steve opens his lids only a few inches just to look at you with lust fulfilling his eyes.
He doesn't waste anymore time as he holds you up and you wrap your legs around his waist. He makes his way to his bedroom, locking the door as he shoves both of you against it. He kisses you again and there's no romance in it. He's impatient and bites your lower lip, pulling it back gently. It's a mix of roughness and softness at the same time. He drops your weight, only to capture your ass with both hands this time. His fingertips graze over the curve of your ass, digging his nails against it.
There's a jolt on your body when he slaps your asscheek. It stings but it doesn't hurt. "You like that, huh?" He chuckles against your mouth and gives your lips a smell peck before slapping you again.
"You're such an arrogant dork" You pull back and use both hands to shove him by his chest until the back of his knees hit his bed.
He watches in awe as you bend down in front of him, small gentle hands undoing his jeans, sliding your fingers against his boxer. You feel the roughness of it, his cock being pressed by the fabric, a damp patch forming around it. You don't need to waste your time with teasing, so you immediately get rid of both at the same time, watching as his hardness springs free. Reddened tip, leaking precum. His length surprised you.
You wrap a hand around his girth, stroking him a few times. You look back at him behind your lashes, his eyes trained at you with such an unreadable expression. He doesn't seem to hate you right now. You see how his chest rises quickly, and you bite your lower lip when you notice how his eyes shut when you stroke him harder.Ā 
Your fingers spread the liquid over his shaft before you finally get to taste him. You lick a stripe from his balls until the tip and put on a show for him. You swirl your tongue over the sensitive spot and open your mouth, sucking on it. Steve throws his head back, leaving a loud growl in reaction. You can't help but hum. You lower your head further down, bobbing it a few times until you're used to his size. You don't think you can deep throat him, but you try your best to get past half of it without gagging.Ā 
His tip hits the back of your throat and he moans. He doesn't care if he's vocal. You use your free hand to rest it over his stomach, fingers grazing his hairs, nails scratching his skin. You use your tongue to lick him through his length, pumping him with your mouth.
He grabs a fistful of your hair, fingers tangling on it. He bucks his hips forward and fucks your mouth. He can't stop whimpering either. You hear your name slipping out of his throat every now and then. You hold his shaft and suck his cock mercilessly, saliva dripping down his skin. You pull back with a pant, looking at him straight in the eyes and he hurriedly pulls you back up. Your mouth is so wet, from the spit, from his precum.
Steve is fast when he swings you around, removing your shoes and throwing them off. He pushes you slowly to the bed so you bend over to him, your ass in the air for him. He plants his palms over your cheeks, stroking them before slapping one and you jolt forward again, leaving a mewl.
"You're such a pretty needy thing, aren't you?" His tone is raspy and it trembles from his sight. Another slap. "Always so pretty. Delicate". Another slap. "It's such a shame we hate each other. Could've had fucked you way before".
You feel his hands lifting the hem of your dress, reaching for your underwear. He rolls it off your legs, getting rid of it before opening your legs apart with one knee. The air gets knocked out of your lungs when he uses his thumb to spread your slit. His finger reaches for your clit and rubs circles around it, making your hips stutter.
"Fuck, Steve" You plead. He collects the wetness of your cunt and uses it as leverage to push into your pussy and you cry out. "Shit".
He's lightheaded, drunk on you. Steve strokes his cock as he pumps his finger inside you a few times. He rubs his thumb up and down, pressing your swollen nub. He hisses whenever you roll your hips against his finger, feeling your slippy skin against his thumb. His cock is almost bursting into a mess and he can't seem to hold it back for too long, but he tries. He picks up a condom from his drawer and rolls the plastic around his shaft.
Still on your fours, you can feel him shifting behind you, positioning himself. His free hand stays on your waist as he uses the other one to rub his dick against your slit. You bite your lip from the obscenities you want to scream.
He pushes his tip first, feeling you clench around him. He takes another second before thrusting against you once, carefully so it won't hurt. You drop your weight forward, whimpering from the sensation.
"Fuck, I'm so big for you" His hips slowly start to hit on your ass. "You okay, pretty?"
You can't formulate an answer so you just nod. Steve could never be this gentle in your head. And yet, there he was, making sure you were good. You heard his own voice proclaiming curses under his breath each time he digs his cock further into your pussy. He starts pounding on you quickly, slapping his skin against yours.
You're both a mess of moans, you can't stand on your elbows and you can't stop rolling your hips against him. He holds your waist with both hands, firmly gripping on your skin.
"Oh God, Steve. That's it. That's so good" You yelp when you feel the tip of his cock hitting you.
His hair is a mess, there's a few strands falling over his eyes as he looks down. He takes his shirt off and throws it away as well, feeling his body on fire. Sweat streamed down his hairy chest, reaching his happy trail.
"You're so fucking good" He praises.
He leans down on you, thrusting harder against your pussy. The new position makes you feel every inch of his cock, his balls slapping against your ass too. Steve carefully wraps one hand around your throat, squeezing it. It's enough for your windpipe to close a bit.
You shut your eyes and your brows crease, voice too strained from pleasure to say anything else. He can only listen to your crying moans.
He licks his lips, moving closer to your ear. "You're such a kinky girl, I see" Steve whispers, his hot breath hitting your skin. You clench around him again and he leaves a groan next to you. "Fuck, do that again".
Now you chuckle, still in a daze. He's still gripping your throat tightly, fingers digging on your neck, straining you. You cage his cock so hard with your pussy, he pushes it all inside of you. He can't move it, and the more you clench around him, the more he feels his pleasure building up.
He pounds hard once, his free hand still holding your waist for support. You throw your head back and roll your eyes. His other hand never leaves your throat. He pushes further again, hips meeting your ass, and you cry. He then decides to pull you up, leaning your back against his chest. You're feeling limp already. His tip hits a different spot inside of you and it makes you roll your hips against him.
Steve rests his head over your shoulder, and he whispers such dirty things for you but you can barely comprehend what he's saying. He's wrapped an arm around you, snapping his hips against you. The other hand slips down your body, cupping one of your breasts. His fingers pinch your hardened nipple, ripping another moan from you.
He loves the way you're falling apart for him, as much as he's glad you're doing the same for him. Even though he would love to see you riding him. He feels your legs wobbling, tension contracting your body. Your muscles are sore and there's a knot forming in your stomach.
He's clinging to you, his sweaty chest is sticking to your back. Now he's not even pounding on you anymore, he's just pushing his cock in a soft motion as he whispers into your ear.
He grazes his teeth between your earlobe and breathes against your skin. You're already clenching so hard, he thinks his cock could snap in half. "Come for me, pretty girl".
Steve spreads wet kisses against your neck, sucking on it as he trails your skin down to your shoulder. You don't want to deal with that right now, you don't want to think how soft he's being to you. There's a coil inside of you and it snaps as you cum on his cock. Your body jolts and trembles over him, legs almost faltering.
You're squirming and clenching around him as he thrusts faster when he feels his orgasm reaching its peak. He usually doesn't cum together with a partner. It's either he waits for them to cum first and he finishes minutes later, or when he's feeling needy he finishes first. But it's hard for something like that to happen.
You're still coming down from your high, he spurts into the condom, feeling his muscles contracting. He never leaves you, he groans from the pleasure over your ear and leaves marks from his fingertips on you.
He gives his final thrust, throwing his head over your shoulder. He's heaving against your back, cock still twitching inside of you. You turn your head to the side where his head is resting and kiss his temple, ripping him from his daydream, catching him off guard.
He painfully pulls back from you, missing your pussy right at the same moment. Steve disappears into his bathroom for a few seconds, walking back and picking up the clothes from the floor. You notice you're completely naked and start wondering when the fuck you got rid of your dress.
You look at Steve. Sweat coating his skin. His hair is wet, as well as his chest and his stomach. His face is flushed and his breathing is still uneven just like yours. He hands you your lace underwear and gets dressed up. You're still peering at him from the corner of your eye, watching the way he tries to fix his greasy sweaty hair with his fingers, only making you feel giddy about it.
But it surprises you when he hands out a comb for you to brush your hair. Your head immediately snapping at him, eyes wide and mouth agape. He clears his throat when he notices your reaction, sitting on his bed close to you.
"I uhā€“ Maybe we should, you know" He gestures with his fingers, but it's unclear to you what he wants.
And you giggle, tilting your head at him. "Are you getting shy on me, Steve Harrington?"
But he waves you off, pretending he doesn't know what you're talking about. It's kind of a strange feeling to be around him without jumping at each other's throats, but at the same time, it's a good thing.
"I meant, we should talk it off. You know, hating each other. I know you never bothered to show how much you hate me because of Eddie. And I know I was a dick" Steve never even tried to apologize to you before, knowing you were never open to it.
"Let's not get through this tonight, we should try to have fun on your birthday. See if you can actually score".
He chuckles when you finish your sentence, knowing there would be no way he would fuck someone else this night. Not even if he wanted to. "So... we're kinda good tonight?"
You look down at his hand that is expectantly waiting for you to shake it. Maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea after all. "Yeah, kinda. Just for tonight".
He shakes your hand as well, flicking his eyes between your hand and your lips. God, he wanted to kiss you again. You both get up from the bed and fix your clothes before leaving the bedroom, but when you're holding the doorknob, you feel his hand wrapping around your wrist carefully.
You look to your side, to the way he's facing you in a different way. His hand slips to yours, interlocking his fingers with yours, and he pulls you closer to him. You just let him. He holds your jawline with his free hand and hovers his lips against yours lips.
"Just... let me do it one more time tonight" And he kisses you, soft tongue colliding against yours again.
There's something conflicting inside of him. Like his feelings are battling against his mind. Because to him, there was no way he was starting to have emotions towards you.
Not now, not ever.
He breaks the kiss, and when he opens his eyes he realizes something. He was fucked.
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lyrefromthesea Ā· 8 months ago
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HEYYY IIDK IFHOU TAKE REQUEST BUTTTT HOW WOULD THE HASHIRA REACT TO A HYPER ENERGETIC READER WHO IS ONE SECOND DOING 1 THINK THEN THE NEXT A NEW THING LIKE THEY COULD BE PAINTING AND THE NEXT SKY DIVING
I love your writing style hehe
Male pillars x Reader - the art of being too energetic
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author's note: i hope this request is to your liking. truthfully, i had trouble writing it at some points.
pairing: Tengen x reader, Obanai x reader, Rengoku x reader, Sanemi x reader, Giyuu x reader, Gyomei x reader
content warning: none
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Tengen:
where were you now? he swore you had been standing next to him a few moments ago. he looked around the streets, trying to spot you.
did you see a demon and moved forward without him? no, he would've heard it. he looked around the dark streets, not taking long to figure out where you went.
his feet dragged him towards the festival down the street. the area was filled with lamps and people wearing the prettiest kimonos or yukatas.
yet none of them stole his attention away from what mattered. you. you were in the middle of the crowd of dancing people. you spun around in fluid motions, a smile plastered on your face.
if it hadn't been for your uniform, you would've fitted right in. he moved forward without thinking, his hand soon grasping yours.
"now what were you thinking? we've been walking through the empty streets just a few seconds ago!" he said, his lips tugging up into a smile.
"couldn't resist, the music drew me in!" you laughed, twirling around him. he followed, both of you now dancing in sync. you didn't care for the eyes staring at the two of you. "are you mad?"
"you're too flamboyant to be mad at."
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Obanai:
Obanai had been sitting on a tree, lazily watching you train. he didn't have anything better to do and you enjoyed his presence. however, when he looked down, you weren't training next to his tree anymore.
he looked to the side, flinching when you sat right next to him. "[name]!" he called out, looking at you surpised. he gave you a questioning look, waiting for your explanation.
"i found this." you answered, showing him a small acorn - or rather the rest of it. he looked at the cupule, you held it up by it's stem.
"and..?" he asked, still confused. it wasn't surprising to see you change your mood so quickly, but he found himself confused every time. especially now when you looked at Kaburamaru.
"and this!" you said, offering the snake to slither onto your arm. Kaburamu listened and Obanai watched in anticipation. the snake trusted you, just like Obanai did.
the cupule you held in hand was carefully placed on Kaburamaru's head, slowly pulling away to not knock it down. you blinked a few times and then looked at Obanai.
"it's a little hat! what do ya think?" you asked enthusiastically.
Obanai's eyes wandered between you and Kaburamaru, then back at you. "it's great. you should find him a scarf too."
"you're right!"
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Rengoku:
"little flame? darling?!" he called out your name, desperately trying to find you. he had been sitting in the living room when he noticed the odd smell of smoke.
he had been worried sick, trying to find the source. his eyes widened upon seeing the clouds of smoke leaving your shared kitchen. however, when he ran inside, he was even more confused.
"darling..?" he asked, tilting his head to the side to get a better look at you. he could barely see it through all the fug, but he figured you were standing next to the stove.
when he came closer, he saw you more clearly - you were holding a bucket in your hand. his eyes fixed on the stove, hearing it sizzle quietly. it was wet and still slightly hot. he couldn't make out what had been in the pan, but it was burnt now.
"oh, Kyojuro!" you gasped, looking at the man. you hadn't heard him before. your eyes followed his gaze, your face growing red when you looked at the stove.
"i wanted to cook something, but then i remembered this book from a few years ago. i'm sure i had it somewhere around-" you babbled, stopping when you looked at him again.
you had expected him to be mad for nearly burning the whole house down, but he didn't look angry in the slightest. he took the bucket out of your hands instead, placing it to the side.
"let's clean this up first, we can search for the book later." he simply said, his motivated stance not leaving. you agreed, cleaning the kitchen together.
you only stopped when he suddenly spoke again, leaving you baffled.
"you know, i once burned my family's house down when i was smaller."
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Sanemi:
Sanemi looked at you, your eyes staring back into his. his gaze hardened, daring you to move further.
"don't do it." he grumbled, his hands ready to grab you in an instant. if someone would've walked into the room, they would've surely questioned your sanity.
"i'm going to do it." you answered, giving him a mischevious smirk. his eyes narrowed, his body tensing up.
you had found a new hobby a few days ago, which happened to involve him. now he gave you his undivided attention when you were acting strange or gave him a knowing look.
in the blink of an eye you turned around and jumped backwards, Sanemi reacting immediately. he made sure to catch you in his arms, stopping you from falling and hitting the ground.
he let out an annoyed sigh, having caught you. again. he didn't even remember how many times it had been this week. "stop doing that!"
"you know you love it" you chirped, giving him a triumphing smile. he rolled his eyes, letting go of you.
but you were right, he did love it.
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Giyuu:
"i want wagashi." you said, tugging at Giyuu's sleeve. normally, your request would've been completely fine, but now he was looking at you in disbelief.
"what?" he asked, stopping in his tracks. you came to a halt next to him, repeating what you've just said. "i want to eat wagashi."
he was at a loss of words. you had asked for daifuku nearly ten minutes ago. he had been walking to your favourite shop with you since then, knowing it would make you the happiest.
"we would have to walk in the opposite direction." he remarked, giving you a questioning stare. you blinked at him a few times, as if you were waiting for his answer.
he would've said no to anyone else, but he was used to your impulsive behavior. he couldn't explain why you made decision the way you did, but he thought of it as refreshing. he sighed, turning around on his feet.
"let's buy you some wagashi."
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Gyomei:
"can i move now?" he asked. he had been sitting under the waterfall for about thirty minutes now. you had asked him to paint a picture of the moment, which he found himself agreeing to.
however, he hadn't heard anything from you since over fifteen minutes, making him question what was going on. the cold water of the waterfall hitting his back overshadowed most of the other sounds around him, but he managed to hear you stand up.
"Gyomei, i'm so sorry!" you apologized profusely, running towards the waterfall. he heard the splashs over your body pushing the water around you away, eventually feeling your hand pull on his.
"i completely forget about the painting. there was a cat and-" you stopped when you felt his head turn towards yours. you looked at him, wondering what could've made him forget about your mistake.
"a cat?" he asked, feeling you change the direction you were pulling him. it wasn't your strength to keep attention on one thing, but he couldn't care less.
besides, he shared your fascination over cats.
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nadvs Ā· 11 months ago
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watch and learn (part one)
pairing fratboy! rafe cameron x female reader
rating explicit 18+
content warning drug and alcohol use
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summary it takes one conversation with your college dorm neighbor to know you wonā€™t get along. rafe is loud, rude, and short-tempered. after he overhears you talking about a disappointing fling, he loses his confidence in his sexual abilities and suggests you start hooking up to both improve your skills in the bedroom. you canā€™t stand him, but itā€™s too good of an offer to turn down.
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At first, you cut your neighbor some slack. Over freshman welcome week, you figured it wouldnā€™t be reasonable to expect him to be quiet.
But itā€™s Thursday of week two, well past quiet hours, and the bass of his music is nearly making your bed shake.
You assumed the guy youā€™ve heard but havenā€™t seen yet would settle down once classes were underway. So much for that.
You have a lecture early tomorrow. Itā€™s past midnight and his music and loud conversations are still drumming through your wall.
Youā€™d call the resident advisor, but youā€™d rather talk to him yourself so not to risk any bad blood that could form from you snitching on him. You sigh, get out of bed, and decide to finally face him.
Rafe takes another hit of his joint, leaning back in his desk chair while three of his frat buddies talk about the past week of rushing.
He just got accepted into his top choice frat and heā€™s elated. And if he proves himself, heā€™ll be able to move into the Sigma Chi house next semester.
He probably will never get used to living in such a small room compared to the mansion he grew up in, but at least the frat house will be an upgrade.
ā€œDude, I think someoneā€™s knocking,ā€ Blake says, slapping Rafeā€™s knee.
ā€œOh, shit,ā€ Rafe laughs, high out of his mind. He pauses the music and ambles out of the circle heā€™s been sitting in.
When he opens the door to see a girl in pajamas looking up at him, her arms crossed and her lips pinched, heā€™s taken aback for a second. Damn, youā€™re pretty.
ā€œHi,ā€ you say, failing to force a smile at the man towering over you. The smell of weed hits you instantly. ā€œI live next door. I wanted to ask if you could please keep it down?ā€
He grimaces as his unseen friends jeer behind him. You notice the Greek lettering on his t-shirt. A frat boy. Of course.
ā€œYouā€™re in trouble, Rafe!ā€ one of them taunts.
He props a big arm against his doorframe, his blue eyes trailing down your body.
ā€œWere we being loud?ā€ he teases, purposely playing dumb. Heā€™s obviously wasted. And is giving off strong fuckboy vibes.
ā€œI have an early class tomorrow,ā€ you try to explain. ā€œCan you at least keep the music off?ā€
ā€œWhat, you donā€™t like it?ā€
ā€œListenā€¦ Rafe, right?ā€ you say. He nods, his grin still so fucking smug. You tell him your name. ā€œIā€™m not trying to ruin anyoneā€™s fun, but-ā€
ā€œThatā€™s kind of what youā€™re doing,ā€ Rafe interrupts. The way your face screws up when youā€™re pissed off is too cute for him to stop fucking with you.
ā€œDonā€™t you have a frat house you can do this at?ā€ you finally snap, gesturing to his t-shirt.
ā€œYou telling me I canā€™t be in my own room?ā€ Rafe says, annoyance starting to prick at his skin.
ā€œNot if youā€™re gonna keep people up,ā€ you say.
ā€œTurn around.ā€
ā€œWhat?ā€ you snap.
ā€œI wanna know if I can see the stick up your ass from here,ā€ he says.
His friends explode in laughter and he looks back with a wide smile.
ā€œI fucking hate frat boys,ā€ you mutter more to yourself than to him. Rafe brings a hand up to his chest in mock offence. ā€œAnd youā€™re not allowed to smoke in your room,ā€ you add.
ā€œYou gonna tell on me?ā€ He cocks his head, his hair falling over his forehead.
ā€œYeah, actually, I might.ā€
A man appears behind Rafe with a charming smile.
ā€œOkay, okay,ā€ he drawls to you, gesturing to dap Rafe up. ā€œWe should get going anyway.ā€
ā€œNah, man, you donā€™t have to,ā€ Rafe says, immediately disappointed that his fun is ending.
ā€œItā€™s late,ā€ he says. The man nods at you with a smile.
ā€œBlake,ā€ he introduces himself to you. ā€œSorry about the noise.ā€
ā€œThank you,ā€ you say through gritted teeth, wishing Rafe had half the manners his friend does. He shuffles past you, followed by two other guys who say their goodbyes to Rafe.
ā€œHappy?ā€ Rafe mutters, all the playfulness from his tone now gone.
ā€œThrilled,ā€ you say, turning to get back to your room.
The next afternoon, youā€™re on the phone with your friend, Liv, as you make your way back to your dorm room after a full day of classes.
Sheā€™s trying to convince you to come to a party at a frat house tonight. Youā€™re exhausted after a long day, but sheā€™s right that you need some fun.
ā€œI canā€™t be out long,ā€ you say on the phone, pushing your key into the lock. ā€œIā€™m tired. And honestly, already kind of stressed out over school.ā€
ā€œMaybe youā€™ll meet a guy whoā€™ll take your mind off things,ā€ Liv suggests. You snort.
ā€œThe last guy I hooked up was such a disappointment,ā€ you tell her. You try to twist your key. It wonā€™t budge. ā€œI almost faked my orgasm, then was like, itā€™s not even worth it.ā€
Liv laughs.
ā€œThey should know when they suck,ā€ she says.
You wiggle your key, your fingers starting to hurt.
ā€œExactly,ā€ you say. ā€œPlus, he wanted to try this position andā€¦ I donā€™t know, I felt too nervous to do it. It was just a failure all around.ā€
Finally, your key twists and make it into your room, clueless to the fact that Rafe heard everything.
That night, youā€™re at the Sigma Chi house, two drinks in, when you spot your neighbor playing beer pong across the room. Shit. Youā€™re sure this is his frat.
You already told Liv about your encounter with Rafe, so you nudge her and point him out.
ā€œThatā€™s my fuckboy neighbor,ā€ you say.
ā€œYou didnā€™t mention how hot he is.ā€
ā€œWait until he opens his mouth,ā€ you tell her, earning a laugh.
Honestly, Rafe does look good. He fills out his t-shirt so well, his backwards hat pushing his hair out of his handsome face.
Rafe glances around the crowded room and catches you staring at him. Even though you irritated him the first time you spoke last night, heat fills his body once he realizes your eyes are on him.
You quickly look away.
Despite how much of a tight-ass he thinks you are, heā€™s glad to see you tonight. What he overheard you say on the phone a few hours ago has been weighing on his mind. And his ego.
He finishes up his game of beer pong and the alcohol rushing through his system convinces him to find you and ask you what heā€™s been mulling over.
ā€œAre you lost?ā€ a voice says behind you.
You turn to look up at Rafe, whoā€™s ducking down so you can hear him over the music. You glance back at Liv, who raises her eyebrows and turns away to give you privacy.
ā€œOr do you actually know how to have fun?ā€ he asks. You sigh as you glance back at him.
ā€œI do, without the expense of peopleā€™s sleep,ā€ you reply, a sarcastic smile on your face. ā€œCrazy concept, right?ā€
ā€œI figured it out,ā€ he says. ā€œWhy youā€™re such a tight-ass.ā€
ā€œI am not a tight-ass,ā€ you reply.
ā€œItā€™s ā€˜cause you canā€™t get off. I heard you,ā€ he says. He sees embarrassment wash over your face. You know exactly what heā€™s referring to. ā€œAnd Iā€™m the loud one?ā€
You look away, regretting that you didnā€™t stop to think your voice would float into his dorm room. Fuck.
ā€œDoes that actually happen?ā€ Rafe asks. ā€œGirls fake orgasms?ā€
Your eyes dart up to meet his and you scoff a chuckle.
ā€œYes,ā€ you say. ā€œWhat, you didnā€™t know that?ā€
Rafe shakes his head. Admittedly, heā€™s been wondering if any girls faked cumming with him since he overheard you. Itā€™s kind of a blow to his ego.
ā€œOuch,ā€ you laugh, regaining your confidence. ā€œLet me guess. You thought you had a perfect track record.ā€
ā€œHow can you tell that a girlā€™s faking it?ā€
You take a sip of your beer and he canā€™t help but notice the enticing way your lips look glossed with moisture.
ā€œEvery girlā€™s different,ā€ you say. ā€œBut for the most part, you canļæ½ļæ½ feel it. You knowā€¦ down there.ā€
Youā€™re glad youā€™re drunk for this conversation. You doubt you could have it sober.
ā€œHow?ā€ he asks, genuinely curious.
ā€œIā€™m not helping you with this,ā€ you say. ā€œEspecially after you were such a dick to me.ā€
Rafe smirks, looking down. You notice he has really cute dimples. Shit. The fuckboy is charming you.
ā€œLetā€™s start over,ā€ he suggests. ā€œI have an idea.ā€
ā€œYou can have those?ā€ you ask.
ā€œI heard you say you were nervous trying a new position,ā€ Rafe says, ignoring your chide. You look down in unease again.
ā€œYou donā€™t have to be embarrassed,ā€ he says. You look at him again, speechless over how forward he is. ā€œWe can help each other. You show me how to make a girl cum and how to know I actually did it. And Iā€™ll let you practice whatever you want with me until you feel confident.ā€
You freeze for a second. Is he seriously suggesting you two fuckā€¦ to get better at fucking?
ā€œOh, youā€™ll let me?ā€ you say, his proposal admittedly making your stomach numb with anticipation. ā€œYouā€™re insane.ā€
ā€œMaybe,ā€ Rafe says with a shrug. You realize heā€™s being totally and unabashedly serious. ā€œWhat? Do you need time to think about it?ā€
You take another sip of your drink, the cold beer spilling down your throat.
He is insane. But heā€™s also attractive. Charming. Confident. Would it be so crazy to start hooking up with him?
Youā€™d have the guarantee of an orgasm, without wondering if the guy youā€™re with cares enough about getting you there, and youā€™d get practice so you donā€™t feel as insecure next time youā€™re with a guy you actually like.
ā€œIā€™m in, only if you promise to actually respect quiet hours from now on,ā€ you finally say.
ā€œGreat sex isnā€™t a good enough deal?ā€
ā€œWhoā€™s to say itā€™ll be great?ā€
ā€œSo, I have to tiptoe around my own room,ā€ he says, his temper flaring.
ā€œIf you consider not blasting music at night tiptoeing, then yeah,ā€ you retort.
If Rafe wasnā€™t sure of it before, he is now: youā€™re hot when youā€™re pissed off.
ā€œFine,ā€ he relents. Heā€™ll probably be moving out next semester anyway. He fishes his phone out of his pocket and opens a new conversation. ā€œText yourself so I have your number.ā€œ
You hand him your cup in exchange for his phone. You send an eggplant emoji to your number. He takes a sip of your drink and you scowl.
ā€œAre you that selfish in bed, too?ā€ you say.
ā€œYou can let me know,ā€ he quips. You roll your eyes at him and take your drink, giving him his phone back. Rafe chuckles when he sees the emoji you sent yourself.
ā€œI will,ā€ you promise. ā€œIā€™ll call you out on everything you do wrong. If you can take it.ā€
ā€œOkay,ā€ he says. ā€œTonight?ā€
Wow. Heā€™s eager. Itā€™s kind of thrilling that he wants you this badly.
ā€œMaybe,ā€ you say. ā€œIf Iā€™m not too tired when I get home, Iā€™ll text you.ā€
Rafeā€™s chest tightens with excitement. His hot, mouthy neighbor is actually doing this with him.
ā€œSure.ā€ Rafe juts out his bottom lip, nodding, as if this conversation is completely normal. Heā€™s so casual about it. This feels unreal.
You give him a small smile. Probably the first genuine one youā€™ve offered him. Okay. You can admit to yourself that youā€™re looking forward to hooking up with him.
You stay at the frat house for another hour, hanging out with Liv and a few other friends you made, before you make it to your dorm just before midnight.
After changing into pajamas, and the nicest set of bra and panties that you own, you text Rafe: iā€™m home if you want to come over.
About ten minutes later, you hear a knock at your door. You open it to see Rafe standing with his hands stuffed in the pockets of his gray sweatpants.
Youā€™re sure he knows how good he looks when you notice the outline of his length. He did this on purpose.
ā€œEager,ā€ you say. ā€œWere you already home?ā€
ā€œI was quiet, huh?ā€ he boasts, stepping into your room. He takes a second to soak in your space, eyes travelling over the way youā€™ve decorated.
ā€œWhat the fuck? Your roomā€™s bigger than mine,ā€ he says.
ā€œTheyā€™re all the same size.ā€ You settle on your bed, glad heā€™s so comfortable about this, not making it awkward at all. Truthfully, the beer has worn off, and youā€™re kind of freaked out.
But this is what youā€™re doing this for. So you can stop being so nervous about sex.
ā€œIā€™ll show you my room and youā€™ll see for yourself,ā€ Rafe says. You watch him pace across your space to study the photos on your wall.
His eyes travel over the snapshots of you with your family and friends, your smile bright and pretty in every image.
With Rafeā€™s back turned to you, you take in the way his broad shoulders stretch out his white t-shirt. By the slight curve in his back, you can tell heā€™s not just lean, but muscular, too.
ā€œHow long are you expecting thisā€¦ arrangement to go on for?ā€ you ask.
ā€œUntil weā€™re both satisfied,ā€ he says confidently, turning to meet your eyes.
ā€œSo, youā€™re aware you wonā€™t be coming out of this with a girlfriend, right?ā€ you assert.
While Rafe is attractive and charming, heā€™s also rude and narcissistic. You donā€™t want him to think youā€™re interested in him in that way. This isnā€™t a romance.
ā€œOh, yeah,ā€ he huffs. ā€œIā€™m not gonna be in college tied down to one chick.ā€
You scoff. Yup. Definitely no romance here.
ā€œMaybe donā€™t call a girl a chick,ā€ you say. ā€œAt least not to her face.ā€
ā€œRight,ā€ Rafe says with an easy laugh. He slowly steps towards you, his eyelids heavy as he looks down at you. ā€œYou have nice tits.ā€
You feel your skin burn, looking down at your chest in your tank-top. Rafe hardens the longer he looks at you.
ā€œHow sweet,ā€ you say flatly.
Rafe smirks and sits down next to you, getting right to business as he pulls you in for a kiss. His lips are warm and surprisingly soft. He tastes like cinnamon toothpaste and smells like aftershave.
Heā€™s a good kisser. But you expected as much. By his confidence and the fact that he prepositioned you the way he did, you can tell heā€™s experienced with girls.
You feel his hand slide up your body and squeeze your breast. You sit back, disjointing your lips.
ā€œSlow down,ā€ you tell him. ā€œDo you always go right into groping a girl like this?ā€
ā€œYeah?ā€ His brows furrow.
ā€œOkay, some might like it,ā€ you say. ā€œBut most want foreplay. You have to give me some time to get turned on.ā€
ā€œArenā€™t you already?ā€ he asks. ā€œWeā€™re kissing.ā€
ā€œWeā€™ve been at it for like, a second, Rafe. Just because youā€™reā€¦ā€ You look down at the tent in his sweatpants. ā€œReady, it doesnā€™t mean I am.ā€
ā€œSo, what should I do?ā€ he asks.
ā€œJustā€¦ donā€™t rush,ā€ you say.
Rafe nods and leans into kiss you again, his hand cupping your waist this time. He doesnā€™t usually like kissing that much, typically wanting to jump right into sex, but the way your tongue runs over his is actually sort of nice.
A few moments later, his fingers dip to pull your top off. When Rafe sees you in your bra, he swallows hard. Why does he feel like this is his first time seeing a half-naked woman?
Probably because heā€™s being graded, he realizes.
ā€œWow,ā€ he breathes. You look down, scratching your neck. ā€œDamn, you do get nervous.ā€
ā€œWhat?ā€ you say.
ā€œWhen a guy says wow, take the compliment,ā€ he states.
You shyly shake your head and pull him in for another kiss to brush past the moment. He catches on, pushing you back.
ā€œIā€™m teaching you shit, too, remember?ā€ he mutters. ā€œDonā€™t be shy. Youā€™re hot.ā€
ā€œAlright,ā€ you groan, tugging at his shirt. ā€œTake this off.ā€
He smirks and obeys, hoping he at least partly got through to you.
When your eyes roam Rafeā€™s bare torso, your heart pounds harder.
You continue making out, and he eventually slowly unhooks your bra. He peels it off and slowly cups your breast, fondling and gently squeezing.
ā€œIs this too hard?ā€ he asks.
ā€œNo, itā€™s - itā€™s good,ā€ you sigh. You remind yourself this is supposed to be instructional. ā€œYou shouldā€¦ umā€¦ā€
ā€œWhat?ā€ he asks against your lips. ā€œStop being shy.ā€
ā€œPlay with my nipples,ā€ you say, cheeks burning. ā€œSome girls like that.ā€
ā€œDo you?ā€
ā€œYes.ā€ He looks down at your chest and softly pinches you, then rubs his thumb back and forth. ā€œGood.ā€
Rafe is entirely hard now, your praise making him ache to be inside you. But heā€™s here to learn. He needs to go slower.
He dips to put his mouth on your chest, his lips locking around your nipple. You let out a shaky moan and he knows heā€™s doing something right.
Big hands gently press against your hips to push you onto your back. You settle on your firm bed, hands roaming over his smooth back.
He shifts to give your other breast the same amount of attention, coating your nipple in his warm spit. You bite your lip, feeling your stomach tighten in arousal.
ā€œCan I go down on you?ā€ he rasps.
You meet his eyes. Rafe realizes just how pleased you look already. Itā€™s really gratifying.
ā€œYeah,ā€ you whisper. He eagerly pulls down your bottoms and panties in one move, losing his breath when his eyes take you in.
ā€œGoddamn.ā€ His voice is strained. Youā€™re already glistening and he wants to put his mouth on you immediately.
ā€œGo slow there, too,ā€ you say. ā€œKiss my thighs first.ā€
ā€œOkay,ā€ he says, nodding urgently. Itā€™s satisfying seeing him listen to you like this, considering he doesnā€™t seem to care for rules.
Your thighs are so damn soft against his mouth. He peppers kisses up your skin. Itā€™s taking all his willpower not to start eating you out right now.
Your breaths are shallow as he leaves languid, tender kisses on you. You feel his fingers stretch your lips apart and hear him sharply inhale.
ā€œNow?ā€ he asks impatiently.
ā€œYeah. Lick everywhere,ā€ you say, ā€œbut pay the most attention to my clit. You know where it is, right?ā€
ā€œIā€™m not that fucking helpless,ā€ he mutters. You canā€™t help but laugh.
He lowers his mouth onto you and you tremble immediately. He laps at you for a few seconds, a groan escaping his lips.
ā€œFuck,ā€ he whispers. ā€œYou taste really fucking good.ā€
ā€œDo you always talk like that?ā€ you ask.
ā€œYeah, is it okay?ā€ Rafe says, suddenly tense.
ā€œItā€™s amazing,ā€ you admit. ā€œKeep doing it.ā€
ā€œYeah?ā€ he says with a smile. He points his tongue over your clit, wriggling it over your flesh.
ā€œThatā€™s good,ā€ you tell him. ā€œMake your tongue flat, too. Switch between the two.ā€
You feel him nod against you, avidly taking every tip.
ā€œAnd suck a little,ā€ you tell him. Rafe didnā€™t think heā€™d like being bossed around, but the way youā€™re telling him what feels good and making him better at eating pussy is rewarding.
He starts to suck at your clit and the way you moan tells him everything he needs to know. He sucks harder and your breath gets shaky.
Rafe is desperate to see how the inside of you feels, even if itā€™s just with his fingers. He shifts to slowly dip a finger in your cunt and glances up to look at you.
ā€œCan I finger you?ā€ he says.
ā€œYes,ā€ you nod. ā€œItā€™s good to ask. Start with one.ā€
He slowly sinks into you, stopping at his knuckle. Youā€™re so tight.
ā€œShit, baby,ā€ Rafe whispers. ā€œI know youā€™re gonna squeeze my cock so good.ā€
Your head is spinning. Youā€™ve never had a man talk to you like this before. This is what youā€™ve been missing out on, hooking up with guys who didnā€™t care about your pleasure? It feels unfair.
He adds a finger, curling into you and feeling you clench around him as he continues to work your clit. You look down to enjoy the sight of his head between your legs, the tips of soft dirty blonde hair tickling your skin.
Itā€™s intoxicating, being taken care of the way you want to be.
Rafeā€™s jaw starts to get sore, but your noises give him the drive to keep going. Eventually, your thighs press against your ears.
ā€œIā€™m gonna cum,ā€ you mumble. ā€œDonā€™t stop.ā€ Rafeā€™s stomach twists with excitement, fully alert and eager to take mental notes.
Your breath stops, your muscles tense, and your walls flutter around him as you meet your peak. Sparks of pleasure fire throughout your body and you tug at the roots of his hair.
He keeps sucking and licking and pumping his fingers until you shuffle beneath him, overstimulated.
ā€œOkay,ā€ you sigh. ā€œGood, thatā€™s good.ā€
Rafe sits up, his lips wet with your arousal. You look happy, yet somehow kind of guilty. He makes a mental note to figure out how to make you unashamed for having a sex drive.
The way youā€™re panting is making him so fucking turned on that it hurts.
ā€œI need to fuck you,ā€ he says.
ā€œYeah,ā€ you say breathlessly, hoping heā€™d say that. ā€œDo you have something?ā€
He nods, pulling a condom wrapper out of his pocket. He takes his pants and boxers off at the same time and he springs out.
You never thought youā€™d think a cock could be perfect, but thereā€™s no other way to describe it.
He leans over you, looking down as he lines himself up and slowly sinks into you. You watch him shut his eyes with pleasure, but when he opens them again, you look down at his body.
ā€œSo shy,ā€ Rafe teases, his voice thick. ā€œMake eye contact.ā€
You listen to him, meeting his eyes. It adds an entirely new level of pleasure and vulnerability, looking at each other while he starts to rock in and out of you.
He starts to thrust faster, revelling in the way your tits are bouncing with his force. His strokes are deep and powerful and you whimper over how nice it feels.
His balls feel tight already. He never cums this fast. Thereā€™s something about you thatā€™s making his body react like this. But knowing you already orgasmed, he doesnā€™t let himself overthink it.
ā€œFeels good?ā€ Rafe asks with amusement in his tone. You moan in response. At least he doesnā€™t need to improve on this part.
He goes harder, losing his rhythm as he reaches his climax, trembling over you. The way he breathes through it is so unbelievably hot to you.
Once Rafe slows down, he collapses on top of you, his chest pressed against yours.
ā€œHow was that?ā€ he mumbles.
ā€œI donā€™t think your ego needs to get any bigger,ā€ you say breathlessly. ā€œBut that was good.ā€
ā€œJust good?ā€
You laugh. Okay, it was fucking mind-blowing. He doesnā€™t need to know that, though.
ā€œYup,ā€ you say, patting his shoulder. ā€œLet me up.ā€
ā€œWhat - what could I have done better?ā€ he asks, sitting up off of you, pulling out. ā€œI listened to everything you said. I swear, I never cum that fast.ā€
You smirk. Heā€™s desperate for the praise.
ā€œFine,ā€ you say. ā€œIt was amazing, okay? Donā€™t let it get to your head, frat boy.ā€
It definitely gets to his head. You can tell by the way heā€™s smiling.
ā€œWhat position did that guy want you to try? Wanna do it?ā€ he asks. You shake your head in disbelief. He could probably go all night.
ā€œNext time,ā€ you say, exhausted, your muscles weak.
Rafeā€™s disappointed, but he doesnā€™t show it.
ā€œOkay,ā€ he agrees. ā€œNext time.ā€
part two
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When you manifest something, you'll realize that it feels completely and utterly natural. I don't know about you guys, but when I manifest something, I don't even realize in that moment that I was the reason behind the manifestation until later. For example, a few weeks ago I walked into my pantry and saw the chocolate chips my mom and I bought a few days prior, so I thought to myself, "we need to make cookies soon". After a few hours my mom comes back from work and later she asked me if I wanted to make cookies. It wasn't until about an hour or two later that I realized that I manifest making the cookies. My point is that a lot of people make manifesting out to be almost like magic, where something just magically appears out of thin air with purple, glittery smoke fuming around it (although you can manifest that if you wantšŸ¤­), but in reality manifesting feels like the natural flow of life. And, essentially, it is. You are the creator of life, so of course whatever you imagine and persist in is going to appear. It is easy to brush off my cookie incident as a "coincidence", but there is no such thing, especially not after learning/knowing what you know about manifesting and the law of assumption. What I am trying to get at here is that you shouldn't put manifesting or the law on a pedestal because it is a completely normal and natural process. If you remember any coincidences that happened to you, like you thought of someone and ended up seeing them at the store or something, you manifested seeing the person and I guarantee that it didn't feel magical. It felt normal, surprising maybe, but nothing spectacular. And I am not saying that you can't or aren't allowed to feel happy or excited over your manifestations reflecting because I know I feel happy and accomplished myself, but I am telling you that you shouldn't make manifestation harder than it actually is. All you have to do: āœ§ Think of/imagine something you want āœ§ Know that since you have it in imagination/you can imagine it, it is already yours regardless of what the 3D says āœ§ Persist in knowing that since you have it in imagination it has to reflect into the 3D and nothing can stop that at all āœ¦ You can also use methods such as affirming, scripting, visualizing, listening to music, etc. Whatever helps remind you that you have what you want (staying in the wish fulfilled) āœ§ Get whatever it is that you want That is all you have to do when it comes to manifesting! It is very simple. Please do not complicate manifesting or the law, I promise you if you follow the FOUR steps above, you will get any and everything you want and it will all feel like everything is falling into place as it should.
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jjscrybaby Ā· 2 months ago
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jj maybank x fem!reader | fluff | (reader has hair, a fight, mentions of sex, kissing.)
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JJ Maybankā€™s type was simple; girls that he never had to see again. It didnā€™t matter what colour hair they had, their height or personality, all he cared about was the sex and the lack of them the next morning. It was a running theme though that the majority of the girls he went for were Pogues, loud, reckless and naughty.
He was a man whore, all his friends loved to tease him about it but in reality it was deeper than that. It wasnā€™t that heā€™d never thought about falling in love like they did in the movies Sarah watched, it was the fear he felt when heā€™d think of that. The idea of being stuck with someone, giving them all of your trust when they could so easily walk away, he didnā€™t like the thought.
Not to mention, heā€™s not the ideal boyfriend. Heā€™s been locked up more times than he could count, he smoked weed like he was drinking water and he was easily angered which always ended with his fist in another manā€™s face.
He didnā€™t want to be at the bar alone, but non of his friends would go with him. John B and Sarah were staying in, Sarah couldnā€™t drink due to the pregnancy and John B felt bad to go out without her, Cleo and Pope were having a movie night and he didnā€™t feel like listening to them bicker about morality and shit, Kiara was on a date with her new girlfriend and he definitely wasnā€™t invited to that. So, that lead to him stepping into the bar by himself ready to drink himself to death.
JJ was a regular at the Tangled Line, a bar on the edge of the pier which heā€™d been going to since he was fifteen. He knew everyone in there, the regular old men that sit in the corner, the owners who should be divorced but arenā€™t and the staff. Thatā€™s why heā€™s shocked when he takes a seat at the sticky bar and comes face to face with you.
ā€œWhat can I get for you?ā€ Your voice is sweet but professional, something he doesnā€™t hear a lot in this kind of place.
You donā€™t look like you belong here, a ropey bar full of old men that are sure to spend their night shamelessly flirting with you. You look too sweet. Too good. You may be the most beautiful girl heā€™s ever laid his eyes on, and for the first time maybe ever heā€™s at a loss for words.
ā€œUm, yeah, just a lager,ā€ he mumbled, eyes stuck on the kind smile you shoot him as you turn to grab a glass to make his drink.
ā€œFive dollars, please,ā€ you request, placing the drink in front of him.
He rummages through his jean pockets to find the loose cash heā€™d grabbed from Popeā€™s wallet ā€” Pope wouldnā€™t mind ā€” and placed a few notes down. You put the cash in the register and went back to standing, no other customers around. It was nine pm on a Tuesday, so that wasnā€™t much of a surprise.
ā€œSo, whatā€™s your name?ā€ JJ asked, after taking a few sips of his drink. You looked over at him, as if checking he was talking to you. ā€œI just havenā€™t seen you around here before.ā€ You introduce yourself, giving him a shy smile. It was obvious you hadnā€™t expected him to take any notice of you, and that made his confidence grow. ā€œYou just moved here?ā€
ā€œYeah, uh, my nan lives here,ā€ you explained. ā€œShe offered for me to come stay with her for a bit, see if I like the change.ā€
ā€œAnd do you?ā€ He smirked, sipping his drink once again.
ā€œHavenā€™t decided yet,ā€ you shrugged sheepishly, fiddling with a charm bracelet on your wrist. ā€œItā€™s only been a couple weeks, and I havenā€™t had the chance to meet anyone yet.ā€
ā€œYeah, this place ainā€™t exactly huge with the young folk,ā€ JJ responded.
You let out a giggle and itā€™s like music to his ears, he grins back at you. ā€œIā€™ve noticed, yeah. Youā€™re probably the first person in here thatā€™s not over forty.ā€
ā€œMaybe I just look really good for my age,ā€ he smirked.
ā€œMaybe,ā€ you giggle again, before an older man comes over for a refill and you walk to the other side of the bar.
JJ canā€™t take his eyes off of you as you work, and when you notice your cheeks heat up with a pink tint. Heā€™s not sure whatā€™s wrong with him, he has an urge to jump over the bar and kiss your glossy lips until youā€™re putty in his hands. Itā€™s not the same feeling he gets with hookups, though, with them itā€™s all lust for his own pleasure; he feels like he wants to put you in his pocket and never let you out.
ā€œSo, what made you want to make the change?ā€ He carried on the conversation when you walked back over towards him, not giving you a chance to go too far away.
ā€œUh, I donā€™t know,ā€ you shrugged. ā€œMy nana said I needed to let loose, stop being so uptight. My mom wasnā€™t happy with me moving but she agreed in the end.ā€
ā€œLet loose, huh?ā€ He smirked, downing the rest of his beer before leaning forward towards you. ā€œWhat time do you get off?ā€
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When youā€™d moved to the Outerbanks, you never expected to meet someone like JJ. Someone that actually paid so much attention to you that you usually felt yourself blushing, someone who lives life in such a peculiar way.
He lives with all of his friends, and he works for their own business in a building that they built. You figured heā€™d only pay attention to you for a couple days, he already had a life here, but it had been over a month and you were still waking up with texts from him.
ā€œHavinā€™ fun?ā€ Kiara sat next to you, a smirk on her lips as she took in the sight of you. Sheā€™s never seen someone go to a party and read, but thereā€™s a first time for everything.
ā€œYeah,ā€ you smiled, looking over at her. She gave you a look, as if to say really? You sighed, smile still on your face. ā€œParties arenā€™t really my kind of thing, but JJ wanted me to come.ā€
ā€œItā€™ll probably take awhile to find him, he gets easily distracted,ā€ Kie joked, making you giggle.
ā€œI donā€™t mind waiting,ā€ you shrugged, nodding to the book that laid open in your lap.
ā€œItā€™s nice, seeing JJ like this. He isnā€™t normally one to keep girls around.ā€ Kiara was clearly tipsy, ready to reveal every secret about JJ she could think of. You couldnā€™t help but furrow your brows, looking at her as she carried on speaking. ā€œHe seems to really like you.ā€
ā€œYou think so?ā€ You asked softly, hopefully.
She nodded her head, giving you a drunken smile. ā€œI hope it works out. Youā€™re fun, for someone that sits and reads books at parties. And I think youā€™d be really good for him.ā€
Before you can ask her what she means, her girlfriend calls for her and she goes stumbling away. You look around until your eyes land on JJ, heā€™s already looking at you.
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JJ had become a regular at the Tangled Line, not for the booze but for you. Heā€™d sit at the bar and chat to you throughout your shift, and then heā€™d drive you back to your nanaā€™s house afterwards. Tonight, heā€™d shown up and had a couple beers, which then turned into vodkas.
You only had an hour left, most of the time you were just wiping down the bar to give you something to do so you werenā€™t just staring at the clock. You were halfway through a conversation with JJ, giggling at one of his flirty jokes, when you got interrupted.
ā€œOi!ā€ Your head swivelled at the sound of an annoyed voice, an older man who youā€™d served earlier on stood there. ā€œGonna do your fuckinā€™ job or what?ā€
ā€œIā€™m sorryā€”ā€ you went to apologise, but JJ beat you to it.
ā€œWho the fuck do you think youā€™re talking to?ā€ JJ was standing now, walking towards the man who had a scowl on his face.
ā€œNot you,ā€ he argued. ā€œGet me aā€”ā€
ā€œNah, donā€™t talk to her. Iā€™m talkinā€™ now,ā€ JJ interrupted, once again. They were chest to chest now, and you were just watching with wide eyes. Youā€™d never seen him like this, eyes narrowed and face red in anger. ā€œNow, why donā€™t you try and ask nicely, huh? She donā€™t owe you shit.ā€
ā€œItā€™s her damn job. Ainā€™t my fault sheā€™s too busy whorinā€™ herself out to you to do her jobā€”ā€ he was cut off with JJā€™s fist connecting with his cheek, sending her head to the side.
ā€œJJ!ā€ You exclaimed, covering your mouth in shock as the two of them started to fight.
JJ had the upper-hand the majority of the time, but the older man managed to get a few good hits in. By the time they were being dragged apart, JJ was spitting blood and the other was almost entirely unconscious.
ā€œYou need to get out of here!ā€ You exclaimed to him, watching someone pull out their phone to call the cops.
ā€œFuck, no!ā€ JJ argued.
ā€œJJ,ā€ you plead, trying to push him out the door.
ā€œYou cominā€™ with me?ā€ He asked, looking down at you. His eye was starting to swell and blood stained his nose and lips.
ā€œIā€™m gonna have to go grovel for my jobā€”ā€ you began to argue. He grabbed ahold of your waist, shaking his head.
ā€œYou hate this job. And I donā€™t want you workinā€™ here, servinā€™ other people that talk to you like that jackass. Iā€™ll help you find another job, okay? I promise. Just come with me,ā€ he begged.
You hesitated, looking back at where the man JJ had hit was slowly coming back to it, being held back by another man as he tried to get at JJ. You could see your boss coming out from the back, looking around in confusion. Your eyes landed on JJ, the determination in his eyes that he wasnā€™t going to leave without you.
ā€œFine, come on,ā€ you sighed, ignoring the smirk that played on his bloody lips.
His fingers laced through yours and the two of you made a run for it out the building and down the road, he was chuckling but you didnā€™t find any of this amusing. You shoved at his arm once the two of you were far enough away.
ā€œWhat?ā€ He laughed.
ā€œItā€™s not funny, JJ! Youā€™re bleeding,ā€ you argued, finally taking a proper look at the damage. He didnā€™t look that bad, once the blood was washed away there would probably only be a few bruises, but the sight still made your stomach churn.
ā€œCā€™mon, baby, he deserved it,ā€ JJ murmured, leaning down towards your face.
You sighed, pulling your hair from ponytail it was in to run your fingers through it. He reached for your waist, wrapping his arm around your back to hold you close to him.
ā€œYouā€™re an idiot,ā€ you huffed, resting your face in his chest for a moment. ā€œI canā€™t afford not to have a job.ā€
ā€œWeā€™ll get you a new one, one without old pricks who think they can talk to you like that,ā€ JJ reassured, pressing a soothing kiss to your temple.
You wanted to shout at him, maybe even walk away and just go home. Youā€™d never seen JJ like that before, John B had mentioned a few stories of JJ being in fights but you didnā€™t realise it could get that bad. Youā€™d been a bit afraid at all the yelling and the blood splatters, but you couldnā€™t help the smugness you felt; heā€™d fought for you.
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As promised, JJ got you a new job at the Wreck where Kiara and her family worked. Heā€™d had to beg her to do him this favour, but luckily for both him and you, Kiara had become fond of you and she didnā€™t hate the idea of working with you.
You were locking up the restaurant, it was your turn to stay late and lock up, when you stepped outside you were met with a familiar camper-van and an even more familiar blonde leaning against it.
ā€œI thought John B banned you from borrowing the Twinkie?ā€ You teased, walking towards him.
He smirked back at you, shaking his head. ā€œSarah was beinā€™ sick so he was too busy to notice me take the keys.ā€
ā€œNaughty,ā€ you giggled, letting him open the passenger door for you. ā€œI didnā€™t know you were pickinā€™ me up.ā€
ā€œYou havenā€™t got plans, right?ā€ He checked, ignoring your statement.
You shook your head and he grinned, closing your door before jogging around to get in the drivers seat. You asked countless times where you were going, but each time heā€™d just give your knee a squeeze and turn the radio up higher. He pulled up at the beach, but an area you hadnā€™t seen before. It was secluded behind some rocks, just a small area of sand and the sea.
ā€œWhatā€™s this?ā€ You asked as he helped you step over the rocks.
ā€œItā€™s my place,ā€ he shrugged, sitting down on the sand. You sat next to him and his arm gravitated to wrap around your waist, a gentle kiss pressed to your cheek. ā€œIā€” I wanna talk to you, ā€˜bout somethinā€™, guess Iā€™ve been too afraid to do it.ā€
ā€œAfraid? Of what?ā€ You looked at him worriedly, resting your hand on his bicep comfortingly.
He gulped, giving you an anxious smile. ā€œYā€™donā€™t know much about how I was before you moved here, donā€™t really like talkinā€™ about it. I donā€™t want you to think of me like that, how everyone else does.ā€
ā€œWhat do you mean, Jayj?ā€ You asked gently.
ā€œIā€™m not a good guy,ā€ he murmured, looking out to the ocean. ā€œAnd I donā€™t mean that in a self-pity way, itā€™s just a fact, yā€™know? I sleep with loads of girls and never call them back, I get in fights and end up locked up, literally every cop on this damn island knows me by name.ā€
ā€œReally?ā€ You didnā€™t sound judgmental, just surprised, and thatā€™s what gave him the strength to keep going.
ā€œMy old manā€™s not a good guy either, guess I just grew up thinkinā€™ all this shit was right and now Iā€™m older I know itā€™s not, but I could never get out of the habit of treatinā€™ everyone like shit. But thenā€¦ well, then you came along,ā€ he explained, voice softening at the end as he turned to look at you.
ā€œMe?ā€ It had been impossible to work out what you and JJ were. He flirted, sure, heā€™d hold your hand and kiss your forehead and beg for you to hangout with him, but he hadnā€™t outright said how he felt. You knew how you felt, though. You knew that whenever his eyes met yours your stomach would flutter, you knew that your waist would burn from his touch and youā€™d stay up late thinking of him when you couldnā€™t sleep.
ā€œYeah, baby, you,ā€ he confirmed, a teasing tone. ā€œI ainā€™t ever had proper feelings for a girl, guess thatā€™s why itā€™s taken me so damn long to admit it to you.ā€
ā€œStill havenā€™t,ā€ you beamed, cheeks flushed and eyes excited.
He chuckled, turning his full body to face you. His hands cupped your cheeks and he leant forward so your breath was mingling with his. ā€œI love you.ā€ Your eyes widened, you hadnā€™t been expecting that. ā€œThat okay?ā€
ā€œYeah, definitely okay,ā€ you whispered back. ā€œI love you, too.ā€
He leant in and his lips touched yours, moving gently against your own. His hands were cold against your skin, but you never wanted him to let go. You brain went fuzzy and you pulled away slightly, breathing hard.
ā€œYou remind me of home,ā€ you murmured softly, running your fingers through his hair.
ā€œYou are home.ā€
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princessmaeee Ā· 28 days ago
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Bisexual Lights
This is all about S M U T Thanos x Reader x Nam Gyu It's more about Nam Gyu than about the reader. I Imagine him being touch straved. He need you and He need Thanos. He play the big guy but when you're alone, he's the submissive one. You can't say I'm wrong and he's not like that.
Also, it's only my second Smut In english, and since a Long time, so it's probably not perfect, but I still hope you will like it ! I was really inspired! Even if it was hard for characters placement, but hey, I figured it out :) Should I plan a Part 2 ?
TW : Threesome - Sub.Nam Gyu - Switch Reader - Dom Thanos - Smoking - Fingering - Oral ( Both gender receiving ) No Squid Game
You should read it while listening this playlist
Taglist : @arzias @space-girl-16
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You were at Thanos' small apartment, smoking him and Nam Gyu. It was a rainy night and none of you wanted to go Out, so you just decided to crash on the couch at Su-Bong place and smoke some weed and try some new stuff your two friends got.Ā  You put a Movie to not let the apartment in complete silence, even if it wasnā€™t really silent. Thanos was at his desk, working on some new music. You could hear him mumble some rap words or play some notes with his guitar.Ā  Legs against the couch back and head upside down, you gave a Look to Nam Gyu. He was just there, vibing on the sound made by Thanos Guitar, or maybe sound in his head, who knows.Ā  Your eyes go to your purple hair friends, next.Ā 
Ā«-How was your last Hook up ? You asked Thanos, you didnā€™t mention her after you left Last Friday. -Boring, he answered. She was too loud. Ā»
You frown your brows and sit correctly, ready to hear what your friend has to tell.
Ā«-I taught you guys like when a Girl moans. -Yeah, but sometimes itā€™s just too much. Just like girls in those Porn movies. That sounds fake. -Anyway Girls are always like that, Nam Gyu said, some weird loudly moaning Mess.Ā»
You didnā€™t feel attacked by what your friend told you, but somehow you felt like he would be no better and it made you laugh, making your dark-haired friend look at you, confused.
Ā«-Shut Up Nam-Gyu, Iā€™m sure you will be a Loud moaning mess too. You look like that kind of guy. Ā»
Thanos softly laughs, shaking his head in agreement. Nam Gyu cheeks became red as he tried to defend himself.
Ā«-I donā€™t know what makes you think that, but thatā€™s absolutely not true. Anyway, girls a easier to make moan than boys, so the biggest moaning mess here will probably be You Y/N Ā»
Still smiling, you get up from the couch and take the stick ofĀ  weed you friend is still holding in his hand to put it between your lips. Inhaling a deep puff of it.
Ā«-Alright, letā€™s see that.Ā»
As the smoke comes out of your mouth, you sit on Nam Gyuā€™s lap, putting your tights on each side of him. Your arms pass around his neck as your free hand gently pulls his hair, giving you a good access to his neck. You start kissing his skin, feeling him shiver. His lips were forced close and you smiled. He was high and probably more sensitive. Nam Gyu is the kind of guy who likes physical touch, he is almost needy for it. Especially with you and Thanos. Heā€™s always there, trying to hold a piece of fabric you wear, touch you or Thanos when you get mad, falling asleep on your shoulders or laps. He never told you but you noticed when you helped him to cut his hair, he loved when people played in it. This guy is just needy and touchstaving. You continue to kiss his neck, going up to his ear, gently biting his lobe before you continue your trail of kisses on his jawline.Ā  You could feel Nam-Gyuā€™s body trembling under yours and you loved it.Ā  His hands grab your back as he pull you closer to him.
Ā«-Come on, Nam Gyu, Let it go, you whisper as you get closer to his lips.Ā»
You felt the stick of weed leaving your hand and looked up to see Thanos who have left his desk to come closer. He took a puff before grabbing Nam Gyuā€™s jaw, getting closer to him. You were now pressed between both of them, your head going back to your friendā€™s neck as Thanos Lips pressed against his. You noticed some smoke escaping from their kiss. You could feel yourself blushing from the view. It was kinda hot and unexpected. Thanosā€™s tongue slips into Nam gyuā€™s mouth, still holding his jaw, pressing a little bite more on it. Yours continue their way on your needy friends, bitting here and there until you finally hear a little moan from him. It was a light sound,muffled by the kiss, but Thanos heard it too and thatā€™s the moment he chose to pull away from Nam Gyuā€™s lips, letting between them a thin line of saliva. Poor Nam Gyu, he was there, gripping your T-shirt, cheeks red, heavy breath. His body was still shakingĀ  as you could feel his boner through his jeans. A devilish smile appears in the corner of your eyes and you give a slight trust, making him moan again.Ā 
Ā«-F-fuck ā€¦ What are playing atā€¦ Ā»
You didnā€™t answer. Instead you let your hands slip under Nam Gyu's Shirt as your lips make their way back to his face to meet theirs. He was still breathless from Thanos' kiss but he still answered yours.Ā  You removed his Top, pulling away from his lips a brief moment before coming back. Your hips move, giving another trust against him. This started to turn you on too. Nam Gyuā€™s handā€™s find their place on your hips, making you move again against him. You could feel his tongue slip between your lips and a second pair of hands slid themself under your Top, finding their way to your breast, it was Thanos, who decided to continue this little thing. You could feel his lips on your neck, kissing and sucking your skin until you let a moan be heard. Nam Gyu smiled and broke the kiss.
Ā«-That was a pretty sound you did there -Fuck You.Ā»
You felt your hair be grip and pulled back before your lips met Thanosā€™s ones. You were kinda confused, that wasnā€™t the plan. You just wanted to make Nam Gyu moan and you ended up between those two guys. You weren't sure for a second but you felt good between them, so you just closed your eyes and answered your friend's hot kiss, letting you go.Ā  Your purple haired friend unties the clip of your bra, letting Nam Gyu pull up your shirt and your F/C bra , releasing your breast. His eyes rooming over it like if it was the first time He saw a pair of boobs in his life. Staring at your erect nipples before he leaned closer, taking one in his mouth. The hot and wet feeling of his tongue twirling around your sensitive tip of skin gives you shivers all over your body, making you moan againtā€™s Thanos Lips. When he lets go of your lips and hair, you take a moment to breathe as you try to control every sound that could slip out cause of nam gyuā€™s mouth still around your nips. You just slide your fingers in his hair. With a cocky smile your other hand finds her way through his jeans and unbutton it before putting your hands in his boxer, gripping his dick before you start to pump it. He let go of your breast, pressing his forehead against it.
Ā«-Fuck Y/Nā€¦Ā»
Nam Gyuā€™s whimpers were shaky and adorable. His hips move on their own, silently asking for more.Ā  Thanos hands come around you as he puts his chin on your shoulder, whispering to your ear in a lust tone.
Ā«-Iā€™m gonna start to be jealous. -Give me two minutes and Iā€™m all yours Ā»
You could feel Nam Gyuā€™s dick twitching in your hand as you continue to move it up and down at a quicker pace, making him grunt and moan more and more as he gets closer to his release. His voice was soft but sounded desperate.
Ā«-Pleaseā€¦ Y/Nā€¦ please. Ā»
You smiled more when you heard him beg. Your pace goes slower as your thumb gently slides on his tip full of pre cum.
Ā«-No, please, moreā€¦Ā»
His grip on your Hips got more insistent. You could feel his nail digging in your skin, his lips started to kiss your neck, sucking it to let you red marks just like Thanos did on the other side. His hips moving again on their own at a desperate pace.
Ā«-Please, let me cum, I'm so close.Ā»
You could hear Thanos Laugh in your ear.
Ā«-Poor little thing, give him what he wants. He sounds so desperate. -Yeah, I love it. Thatā€™s adorable, you reply.Ā»
You finally answered Nam Gyu's request and continued to pump his dick at a faster pace until you could feel something hot in your hand. Removing it from your friend's pants you lick the liquid in the palm of your hand. Thanos takes it and puts one of your fingers in his mouth, cleaning it from Nam Gyuā€™s cum, right under his eyes. Even if he just came, he could feel his dick still hard caused by the view their friend gave to him. Turning you around, but still keeping you on Nam gyuā€™s laps, Thanos unbuckled his jeans and dropped it down, freeing his cock in front of you. You quickly get it and open your mouth to take him between your lips. Thanos Sight and slide his fingers in your hair, pressing on your head for you to take all of him until it touches the deepest part of your throat. He moved his hips, fucking your mouth as he wanted. Tears flowed from your eyes as saliva from your mouth.
Ā«-Fuck, youā€™re such a good girl. Your mouth feel good as hell. Ā»
As Thanos fucked your throat, you felt Nam Gyuā€™s hand slide in your pants to find their way to your wet core. His finger slips inside you, making you moan againtā€™s Thanos dick. He removed it from your mouth when he felt like you needed a break to breathe. Nam Gyu didnā€™t stop his fingers, moving them a little bit faster inside you as you became the moaning mess.
Ā«-Both of you, pants down,Ā  he ordered. Ā»
You both listened to him and took your place back on Nam Gyu Lapā€™s feeling his hard dick in your back. Thanos smiled and pushed the tip of his manhood in your mouth as you took him all again. He present two of his fingers to Nam Gyu
Ā«-Suck it. Ā»
At first, Nam Gyu was unsure but obeyed his friend and opened his mouth to take his fingers in, sucking it like it was Thanos dick. His Tongue moved around it, making it as wet as he could. Close of his orgasm, Thanos started to move his hips faster, fucking your throat again until he let go of his cum in your mouth. You pulled away and caught, putting your hand in front of your mouth to keep it all, swallowing as much as you could. As Thanos removes his finger from Nam Gyuā€™ mouth, this one pulls your hair to bring you closer and kisses you, making you share the taste of Thanoā€™s cum with him. Your tongues danced together, fighting even, trying to dominate each other, but you were the one to lose when you pulled away when you felt Thanos' Tongue between your legs, licking the wetness of your core and his lips around your swollen Clit.
Ā«-Nam Gyu, spread your Legs, said Thanos, it's gonna spread her better. Ā»
With a Smile, Nam Gyu obey and spreads his legs, making yours spread wilder, making you blush. While Thanos was eating you out, one of his wet fingers slipped into Nam Gyuā€™s ass, making him let out a soft growl of surprise, he wanted to protest, but Thanos added his second finger, making him moan. Between his tongue around your Clit and his finger moving in and out of Nam Gym, touching his soft spot, you were both some desperate moaning mess as you quickly cum undone.Ā 
Ā«-Fuck, you said, exosted, I think I need to take a Shower. -Yeah, good Idea, reply Nam Gyu, I sort ofā€¦made a disaster on your back. -Ah, gross, dudeā€¦ -Said the one who swallowed.Ā»
You felt your cheeks becoming red as you quickly get up from him, still half naked.
Ā«-Get Fuck Nam Gyu ! Ā»
As you quickly lock yourself in the bathroom for a shower, Thanos pulls up his pants before sitting next to Nam Gyu.
Ā«-You were less tight than I thought. Already took it in the ass ? Asked Thanos with a Cocky SmileĀ»
This Time it was Nam Gyuā€™s turn to blush as he pulled up his pants.
Ā«-Ah Shut Up dude ! Ā»
Pulling his friends by gripping his shirt, Thanos pressed his lips against his to shut him up. Nam Gyu was surprised, but answered his kiss. Both of them make out until you get out of the Bathroom, all clean, wearing Thanos Sweater who just looks like an oversized T-shirt on you.Ā  When You came back in the living room, they stopped their making out session and you noticed another bulge in both of their pants. You sight and just go lay on the Bed, too tired to deal with their level of testosterone. Why do mens alway have so much energy when it comes to sex ?
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sp0o0kylights Ā· 11 months ago
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Wayne takes in a Beat to Shit Steve Harrington after Starcourt as n Owed Favor to Hopper Part 4
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First Chapter (parts 1-3 on tumblr) on A03: Link
The kid was madder than a wet hen.
Just as slippery as one too, when he got like this--music pulsing like a living thing to signal all his rage and upset.Ā 
Not like Wayne hadnā€™t expected it.Ā 
He just wished it wasnā€™t quite so damn loud.Ā 
The music had started up almost immediately after Eddie had stormed to his room, startling Steve awake and nearly making Wayne curse for it.
Normally it was a good thing--music meant Eds was willing to listenĀ instead of heading for the hills.Ā Ā 
Normally, they didn't have a house guest who looked like he'd gone ten rounds with a bear.
They had a routine for this, was the thing and the music was a key part of it. It worked all the edges off for Wayne, and he'd long figured out that about thirty minutes was a the perfect length of time for Eddie to stew before he could actually talk things through.
Given the hand Harrington put to his forehead, Wayne wasn't eager to give him that thirty minutes.
Not when Steve deserved little peace he could have.
Unfortunately, so did Eds.Ā 
Still.
Ā Strutting through the door and demanding to talk right now was a bad move and so, with a sympathetic look given to Steve, Wayne did what he did best
Gave space.
Let Eddie rage, as Wayne got up and shuffled about the kitchen.
Pulled out the soft earplugs he pretended werenā€™t there for Eds to steal (playing that damn loud guitar all the time could not be good for his ears) and offered them to Steve, before making two cups of what Wayne privately thought was the Munson ā€œchitchatā€ drink.Ā 
One cup of hot water, one packet swiss miss, a small amount of maple syrup drizzled in, topped with little marshmallows they reserved for these types of situations.Ā 
Wayne took his time with it, thinking through what he wanted to say.Ā 
ā€˜I understand that this is a screen door on a submarine kind of situation...ā€™Ā 
Nope.Ā 
ā€˜Son I know you hate listening to anyone for anything but this is serious...ā€™Ā 
Absolutely not--that would end up with the boy bolting for sure.Ā 
ā€˜Edā€™s, I love you but could we please turn Ozzy off while we talk? That man wails louder than any damn cat I have ever met.ā€™
That one was purely self indulgent, mostly because the wall was starting to shake.Ā 
Wayne put the finishing touches on the cocoa before staring at both of them.Ā 
Perhaps if he stared the Garfield mug in its eyes hard enough, the right words would come through.Ā 
They did not.
He kept trying, standing there long enough for the cocoa to reasonably have cooled and for Eddieā€™s song to flip over to something with more screaming in it than singing.Ā 
Wayne supposed that this was the hardest part of being a parent. You just didnā€™t get to have the magical one liner. The right thing to say at just the right time.Ā Ā 
The joke that would ease all the tension and let things progress forward nice and easy.
Instead, you got to fumble your way through the dark with a flashlight up your ass and hope you were going in the right-ish direction. Ideally without making things worse.Ā 
Wayne was here though, and that had to count for something.Ā 
(Knew it counted for something--because Eddie was still here.Ā 
They had cleared hurdles far higher than this when it came to trust. Theyā€™d get through this too, come what may.Ā 
Steve too.)
ā€œCan I just ask,ā€ Eddie started, aggressive as always when Wayne finally gave in and entered his room, feeling all sorts of awful for the migraine Steve had to have, ā€œwhat the absolute fuck is happening?ā€Ā 
Sure as fire he was sitting on his bed, leg bouncing a mile a minute.
An unlit cigarette hung between two fingers, looking a little chewed on, but otherwise undisturbed--as it should be, because one of Wayneā€™s few rules was that smoke stayed outside the house.Ā 
ā€œYou could.ā€ Wayne said loudly but agreeably, as he turned himself around and dropped down next to his kid.Ā Ā 
Held out the Garfield mug, and was happy when it was taken from him.Ā 
ā€œFigured you might have other things to say, though.ā€Ā 
Likely a lot of things.Ā 
It was as good an opening as any, and his kid didnā€™t disappoint, launching right to it.Ā 
ā€œWhy is he here and not at a hospital?ā€
Ā ā€˜Hereā€™ was punctuated by Edā€™s hand winging towards the door, and while it wasnā€™t the righteous fury Wayne expected, it was at least, an easy answer to give.Ā 
ā€œSteve has some people looking for him. Bad people. Hospital makes him an easy target.ā€Ā 
Wayne was still talking loud. Could only hear Eddie himself because he was looking at the kidā€™s lips more than he was actually hearing his voice.Ā 
Eddie took that in, swallowing it about as well as heā€™d swallowed anything he hadnā€™t liked.Ā 
And thank the stars above, he finally reached a hand out and turned the music down. Not a lot--Steve wouldnā€™t be able to hear them over all this--but enough that Wayne didnā€™t have to struggle.Ā 
ā€œWeā€™re hiding him from the cops now?!ā€ Edā€™s spat.Ā 
ā€œCops know heā€™s here. Hopperā€™s the one who asked me to take him.ā€ Wayne reminded him, because it was the truth.Ā 
Not the full truth, but given how Edā€™s pissed off half the local PD on a good day, Wayne absolutely did not want to see his nephew take on Federal Agents.
(Particularly not the kind who were going ā€˜round killing kids.)Ā 
ā€œSo--what?ā€ Eddie yanked hard on his hair, a gesture that looked less intentional and more like he was trying to fight his own anger down. ā€œHopper just called you up and said ā€˜Hey, we had a whoopsie with the rich kid, the hospitalā€™s not safe anymore. Can we stash him with you for a few days?ā€Ā 
Wayne nodded once, slow-like.Ā 
Always remembered how too fast movements had made Eddie flinch and jerk back when was littler, and given the way Steve was looking, figured it was a good time to be cautious again.Ā 
ā€œHe did.ā€
ā€œAnd you just--agreed? Just like that!?ā€Ā 
ā€œI did.ā€Ā 
He pretended not to see Eddie boggle at him at the simple admission, so furious that he seemed to struggle for words when he normally had too many to say.Ā 
Wayne took advantage.Ā 
ā€œWe did talk a bit more than that, Iā€™ll admit.ā€
Edā€™s scoffed. ā€œAbout the weather Iā€™m sure.ā€Ā 
ā€œā€˜Bout trust.ā€Ā 
Eddie blinked at that.Ā 
ā€œTrust.ā€ He echoed flatly.Ā 
ā€œWhat have I always told you? People like to ask you to trust them, but you they donā€™t get to have it until--ā€Ā 
ā€œThey provide proof or a reason.ā€ Eddie finished with an eyeroll. ā€œSo which did Hopper provide then?ā€
Wayne took a noisy sip of his coca. Smacked his lips a little before saying: ā€œBoth.ā€Ā 
Didnā€™t bother to say anything else, because he knew Eddie would finish the thought for him.Ā 
ā€œOne of them was me, wasnā€™t it.ā€Ā 
Eds didnā€™t say it like a question, but Wayne hummed in agreement anyway.Ā 
He wasnā€™t gonna shame his boy, but he wasnā€™t gonna sugar coat Eddieā€™s involvement in this either. Not when heā€™d already admitted that was half the reason Hopper had gone to Wayne to begin with.Ā 
ā€œNo one is expecting Steve to be here.ā€ He said, seeing the chance to hammer home the most important part of this entire shitshow. ā€œSo long as no one finds out heā€™s here, heā€™ll be safe. Everyone will be safe.ā€Ā 
Steve from the Feds who were hunting him for while he was busy being involved in shit he couldnā€™t control and Eddie because he had a mouth that most people didnā€™t like.Ā 
Not small town people anyway, and absolutely not authority figures with guns.Ā 
ā€œWhoā€™s even after him?ā€ Eddie was theatrical as always, hands waving away as he talked. ā€œDid he make a deal with the mob? Piss off some other rich guy? I know itā€™s not anything drug related, Iā€™d have heard about it by now.ā€Ā 
After years of experience, Wayne knew exactly how far to lean away to stay out of range, too used to his nephew talking with his entire body.
ā€œThatā€™s his story to tell ya, Edā€™s. It ainā€™t mine. Same way it ainā€™t my place to tell him your story.ā€Ā 
That at least got the boy to think for a minute. Put down that frustration he carried with him all the time, and use the brain they both knew he had.Ā 
ā€œHow long is he staying here?ā€
Wayne shrugged. ā€œDonā€™t know.ā€Ā 
Eddie sighed and mockingly mimicked Wayne, taking an obnoxious slurp of his cocoa. ā€œThe neighbors are going to notice if heā€™s here more than a few days. The trailer park isnā€™t exactly big.ā€Ā 
ā€œThey didnā€™t notice that time you decided to make fireballs with the cooking spray and about blew up half the driveway. Donā€™t think theyā€™re gonna notice someone being quiet in the house.ā€Ā 
Eddie snorted, and probably rolled his eyes again, not that Wayne could see it given the kid was looking into his own mug as he thought it all through.Ā 
Wayne sat with him as he processed.Ā 
Eds worked at his own pace with things, and while life at large might be against that, Wayne was happy to let him do it. Found it easier that way, then trying to poke and prod and force him like so many father figures did.Ā 
Wayneā€™s patience was rewarded not even a full minute later, when Eddie turned to him and asked;Ā 
ā€œWhat if he finds out?ā€Ā Ā 
This in a quieter voice. An unsure one--words and body hunching in a way unlike the Eddie the world outside knew, but very much like the little boy Wayne had brought inside his home.Ā 
It took WayneĀ  a moment to connect the dots--heā€™d been speaking out of the place parents and authority figures often do, and in doing so hadnā€™t thought much of the fact his nephew had a real secret.Ā 
The kind small town minds didnā€™t like--and would kill him over.Ā 
This all wasnā€™t about Wayne taking in Steve, he realized abruptly.Ā  It was that Steve being here meant Eddie couldnā€™t be himself.Ā 
Could not relax in a place he was accepted for who he was, because Wayne knew and made sure Eddie understood he was wanted here, had a place here, regardless of who he loved.Ā 
Now, Wayne had gone and removed it.
ā€˜Shit.ā€™Ā 
ā€œHe wonā€™t.ā€ Wayne said.Ā 
Knew that wasnā€™t enough, and so, promised: ā€œBut if he does, Iā€™ll make sure he understands his safety here relies on your own.ā€Ā 
Edā€™s chin jerked in a nod, the two of them sitting in silence for a moment before the boy did as he often did when he wanted a hug but felt too awkward to ask for one, and tipped himself into Wayneā€™s side.Ā 
ā€œThanks old man.ā€ Eddie whispered into his shoulder and not for the first time, Wayne wished things were easier for the poor kid as he put his mug in one hand and hugged his kid with the other.Ā 
Hoped that in the future, it would be.
Even if he had to force everyone and everything coming after him--and now Steve--to do it.
(Wondered vaguely, how bad it was that he was already getting as protective as Steve as he was of his own kid.
Probably very, given his kid clearly hated Harrington.)
xXx
Wayne took the first night of Steveā€™s stay off.
He wasnā€™t the type to use his PTO lightly. Was used to rationing it for any possible thing Eddie might need him for.
A night up sick when he was younger, to a night spent chasing him down during some of their bad spots--but the last year or so Wayne had slowly realized he hadnā€™t had to use it much.
He was still careful with it though, precious as it was, and was thankful for it now as it ensured his nephew didnā€™t murder their house guest.Ā 
Or at the very least, didn't sit there pecking at him.
The kid might've failed English a few times, but he had a real gift with words and an even better one with insults.
(Wayne wasn't quite clear on what all the "King" jabs were about, and absolutely did not get why Steve looked far more hurt at the comment about his "sad ass floppy hair" but given the increasingly flat look Steve was throwing Eddie's way, Wayne figured it couldn't be anything good.)
Thankfully a pointed reminder about Steve's injuries had finally gotten them all some peace, enough for Harrington to drop back to sleep--and for Wayne to realize he looked a little too dead while he did it to be comfortable getting any sleep himself.
The kids chest barely moved, and that it ate at Wayneā€™s until he got up and shoved a hand under his nose.Ā 
Felt his breath, and told himself the poor sod was fine.Ā 
Hurt, absolutely, but alive.Ā 
Over and over again, until the sun had made its rotation in the sky, bringing the morning with it.
ā€˜Better than nightmares, I suppose.ā€™ Wayne figured, as exhaustion scraped at his eyelids.
Those Wayne knew, would come later. When Steveā€™s brain caught up to the rest of him, and stopping dumping survival chemicals through his battered body.Ā 
He'd given up on sleep entirely sometime around 1 am, and now he sat at his small kitchen table, writing out a medication schedule for Harrington so he and the kid both knew when he could have his next Tylenol.Ā 
Wasnā€™t even halfway through it before Eddie made his typically late appearance and blew through his door.Ā 
Had his back up from the moment heā€™d stepped a foot in the kitchen and it didnā€™t take a genius to see heā€™d worked himself into a snit again.
Unfortunately for him, whatever scenario that imaginative brain of his had cooked up fell flat to the reality that was the poor kid on the couch.Ā 
Steve Harrington was one a hell of a sight.
Didnā€™t help that he was doing his level best to make himself as small as possible, curled deep into Wayne's ancient couch.
The blankets covered the ribs and hid away most of the damage, but there wasnā€™t much Steve could do to hide the shiners on his face--or the marks around his neck.Ā Ā 
Not when theyā€™d grown worse overnight, practically inviting questions.
It was almost laughable how quickly Eddie ate whatever words heā€™d prepared, mouth awkwardly chewing around them as if they were tangible.Ā 
The less-than-sneaky looks he threw at the younger teen were equally amusing, and if Wayne wasnā€™t trying to peace keep, heā€™d have given in and chuckled when Eds split attention caused him to pour half his coffee into the sink rather than a cup.Ā 
Looked utterly lost when, after finishing putting his coffee together and grabbing some junk food thing that absolutely was not a breakfast item, he came to stand awkwardly at Wayne's shoulder, openly staring as Steve blatantly ignored him.
Eds didnā€™t know what to do, and Wayne couldn't blame him.Ā 
Seemed to keep thinking he was going to encounter a boy that likely no longer existed, and whose blood tinged specter just made things sad.
Shit like this, Wayne knew, took a manā€™s ego and warped it, shaping it to something else entirely.Ā 
At least for Steve, it seemed that getting wrapped up in whatever mess he had had shaped him for the better, instead of pretzeling him into something worse. That, Wayne thought, spoke to the boy's character more than anything heā€™d done prior.Ā 
(It helped to know what Hopper tolerated and what he didnā€™t. That heā€™d vouched for Steve in the same way Wayne knew heā€™d vouched for Eddie, even if Eddie didnā€™t yet realize the cop he antagonized so much would do that for him.)Ā 
That didn't erase the history his kid had with Harrington, though.
Wouldn't stop him from seeing the old Steve, first.
ā€˜Donā€™t you got school?ā€ Wayne asked when he decided Ed had stared enough.Ā 
ā€œYeah, yeah.ā€ Eddie waved him off, trotting out the door. ā€œBye old man, house parasite!ā€Ā 
It was clearly a jab, meant to nettle, but Steve barely acted like he heard it.Ā 
Wayne rolled his eyes.Ā 
ā€œGoodbye, Eds.ā€ He said firmly, much of a warning as he ever gave, and fondly watched his nephew scuttle out the door.Ā 
Turned to see how Steve was taking things, and was once again given a reminder that Steve wasnā€™t doing a hell of a lot other than feeling his injuries.Ā 
ā€œI think I promised you a game, son.ā€Ā  Wayne said gently, startling Steve out of the distant, dim look he had trained on the wall.Ā 
It wasnā€™t a lot to offer in terms of a distraction, but it would have to do.
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lordprettyflackotara Ā· 7 months ago
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noise || ben drowned & jeff the killer || maid!reader || (š“•š“»š“®š“Ŗš““š“µš”‚pasta au)
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SMUT MINORS DNI 18+. tw: threesome, jeffā€™s an asshole, dom!jeff, soft dom!ben, humiliation, spanking, face fucking, you take a trip to paris, facial, orgasm denial, bondage
If your past self couldā€™ve asked your current self how you had gotten in this position, you werenā€™t sure you couldā€™ve provided an answer.
You were currently bent over on Benā€™s bed, knees tucked to your chest as your hands were handcuffed behind your back. A silk blindfold was secured around your eyes, making everything you possibly couldā€™ve seen now invisible. Jeff had asked Ben to tie you up before he got there, no longer in the mood for a chase. Now you had to silently suffer, listening to Jeff and Ben chat nonchalantly. Your cunt was soaking, your previous orgasm covering your slick. They chatted about you as if you werenā€™t there, the thick smell of weed indicating to you they were smoking.
ā€œYeah and then, she came on my dick without permission dude,ā€ Ben finished, his story one full of the raunchy and explicit details of your affair with him. He handed Jeff back the blunt, Jeffā€™s preferred method of smoking. The pale killer chuckled darkly. ā€œFunny that sheā€™s that much of a brat, everyone around here loves to praise her,ā€ He commented. The two watched you squirm, the handcuffs preventing you from doing much of anything at all. ā€œYou ask me we could probably find many more just like her. Ones that are more obedient too,ā€ Ben replied. They grinned sadistically as you tried to clench your thighs to create some sort of friction. Jeff exhaled the smoke, passing the blunt back to Ben. ā€œMaybe we should ask Slender for a new maid. I think this one is broken,ā€ He snickered. This really got you going, the pleas falling off of your lips before you could stop yourself,
ā€œNo no no please, iā€™ll be good. Please just touch me. Use me.ā€
The boys exchanged devious looks as they approached you, Ben in front of you and Jeff behind you. You didnā€™t recognize Jeffā€™s large and rough hands, but you knew it was him by the sharp slap he delivered to your ass. ā€œYou gonna be a good whore then? Huh? Let us use you until you break?ā€ Jeff huffed. You nodded profusely, Benā€™s hand picking your chin up off of the mattress. ā€œWhatever you want. Just please. I need this. I need you. Both of you,ā€ You cried, silently cursing the restriction of the blindfold. You sighed in relief as you felt the bed dip, the clinking of belts music to your ears. Jeff ran two fingers up your slick, grinning devilishly at the sight of how wet you were. "I see you had fun disobeying Ben," He mused. You swallowed, licking your dry lips. "I-I didn't mean to, it felt so good," You explained. Jeff delivered a sharp slap to your ass, causing you to yelp in pain.
"I didn't ask you to speak, did I? Shut her up Ben," Jeff barked. You rolled out your tongue, Ben teasingly slapping the tip of his cock against your cheek. You whimpered as Jeff delivered another slap to your ass, your skin turning visibly red. "Arch that back for me slut," Jeff ordered. You arched your back as best as you could, your wrist scraping against the metal. Ben slowly slid his cock into your mouth, as Jeff teased and prodded at your cunt. He purposefully avoided your clit, exploring your folds delightfully slow. You whined around Ben's cock, the vibrations making Ben groan. "Such a warm mouth, fuck," Ben panted. Jeff grabbed the mounds of your ass, forcefully splitting them open. "I have an idea. Let's play a game," Jeff suggested. Ben shoved himself in deeper, his cock sinking into the back of your throat. Tears flooded your waterline, the blindfold soaking up the droplets. "You need some discipline slut. Since you like cock so much let's teach you in a way you'll understand," Jeff chuckled darkly. Your clenched around nothing in anticipation, forcing your jaw to go slack.
"Every time I spank you, you're going to count. If you don't or lose track, I think i'll fuck your other hole, got it?" Jeff asked. His thumb ran over your puckered hole, causing you to shudder from fear and arousal. You nodded profusely, Ben's cock sliding in and out of your throat. The first smack made you fall forward in a pathetic attempt to get away, your nose buried in Ben's bush. "One," You said, Ben's cock muffling you. It continued like that, each slap from Jeff getting rougher and rougher. Your skin was becoming tomato red, sensitive to the touch. Jeff teasingly traced the mound of your ass, watching you quiver. Meanwhile you were struggling to continue deep throating Ben, becoming light headed from the lack of oxygen. You weren't able to protest anything, Ben's cock relentless as it pounded into your throat. Jeff finally grew impatient, rubbing his tip up and down your slick.
"You're lucky i'm feeling kind today doll. Now shut up and take this dick," Jeff huffed. The pale killer was anything but gentle, slamming his cock inside of you. You struggled against the handcuffs, Jeff not giving you anytime to adjust to his girth. Momentarily Ben pulled out of your throat, grinning as you gasped for air. Your moans rang off of Benā€™s bedroom walls, Jeff fucking you mercilessly. Ben smeared the remnants of saliva on his cock on your cheek, soaking in your sinful noises as Jeff pounded into you. ā€œF-fucking shit, too much,ā€ You whined, your wrist beginning to burn from digging into the metal of the handcuffs. Ben grabbed your chin, your blindfold finally being ripped off. ā€œToo much? Cmon pretty princess weā€™re just getting started!ā€ Ben said, giving you a devilish smile. Jeff relished in the feeling of your gummy walls clinging to his cock, milking him dry. ā€œYouā€™re gonna take it and youā€™re gonna like it,ā€ Jeff grunted. His fingers dug harshly into your hips, you knew you were guaranteed bruises tomorrow.
You whined as Jeffā€™s balls slammed against your clit with each thrust, another orgasm boiling in the bottom of your stomach. Ben stuffed his cock back in your mouth, snickering at the sight of you fighting against your handcuffs. ā€œLoosen up your jaw for me,ā€ He panted, weak in the knees as your mascara trailed down your cheeks. The boys were relentless, pounding you from both ends. Jeff could sense you were about to cum, his evil grin curling upwards even wider. ā€œAwe are you about to cum on my cock slut? Does taking two cocks at the same time really get you off?ā€ He questioned. Your response was muffled by Ben abusing your throat, your thighs trembling as you attempted to hold back your orgasm. You didnā€™t want to give Jeff the gratification by cumming on his cock. Yet your body was betraying you, each thrust bringing you dangerously closer and closer to the edge.
ā€œI think sheā€™s holding back. Stupid slut doesnā€™t want to cum,ā€ Ben commented. Jeff delivered another sharp slap to your ass, before abruptly pulling out of your cunt. You whimpered at the loss of friction, the pale killer watching your cunt clench around nothing. ā€œYou donā€™t wanna cum? Fine then, donā€™t cum,ā€ He barked. He joined Benā€™s side, the blonde removing his cock from your throat. You gasped for air, both men standing before you with their hard cocks begging for attention. ā€œStick out your fuckin tongue,ā€ Jeff growled. You flattened your tongue across your lip, staring up at both of the men. Your heart was beating a hundred miles per hour, your smeared mascara now dried across your cheeks. Both of them pumped their cocks in front of your face, panting as they did so. ā€œFuck, gonna cum,ā€ Ben sighed, aiming his seed to paint your tongue. The taste of salt danced across your taste buds as his warm cum slid down your tongue. ā€œKeep that tongue out,ā€ Jeff sneered. Benā€™s cum traveled down your tongue, dripping onto the bed below. Jeff grunted your name as he came, purposefully aiming his seed to shoot across your face.
Both boys were quick to button themselves back up, leaving you a filthy and wet mess. ā€œYou know we forgot to get Helen a birthday present. His birthdays tomorrow,ā€ Ben mentioned casually, as if they didnā€™t just take you to paris. You wouldā€™ve began to clean yourself up, if the fear of what theyā€™d do to you if they disagreed didnā€™t scare you. So instead you felt Jeffā€™s warm cum settle onto your face, little droplets of Benā€™s dripping off your tongue. ā€œNo worries dude, I have the perfect bday gift,ā€ Jeff replied. He took out his phone, turning on the obnoxious flash and snapping a picture of you. He tapped away at his phone, before giving you a devilish smile.
ā€œBetter pack your bags sweetheart. Youā€™re gonna spend the night at the Trenderman mansion.ā€
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totalswag Ā· 1 year ago
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how much did you drink? ā€” RAFE CAMERON
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authors note hi loves!! i know i disappeared for awhile, my personal life got extremely busy and i never had time to write on my computer. i'm so excited to be back and writing for you guys though. this fic has been in my google doc for small minute and i got a request from an anon somewhat similar to this fic too, lol.
summary y/n getting a little too drunk at a party and rafe has to come pick her up
warnings drinking, swearing, smoking, sexual tension, implied smut?
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Lets face it, you were drunk, like really drunk.
You made the decision to come out on a Saturday night with Sarah to John Bā€™s. People dancing, making out everywhere, smoking, drinking, along with loud music.
As the night progressed you were on the table dancing with your best friend with bottles of tequila in your hands, everyone cheering you two on as you continued dancing.
ā€œIā€™m having so much fun tonightā€ your words are slurring at this point.Ā 
ā€œMe too,ā€ your friend giggled.
Topper and Kelce shook their heads while they stood near the kitchen. Rafe, your boyfriend, told Topper and Kelce to watch you simply because he wasn't at the party.
ā€œShe's about to do something dumbā€ Topper murmurs, and Kelce nods in agreement.
Kelce replies, "I think it's time we called Rafe."
Topper calls Rafe, while Kelce tries to get you off the table but fails when you say no and to go away so you can drink more. Kelce turns around, sending Topper the clear message that Rafe needs to arrive as quickly as possible.
"Yo, Rafe, sorry for bothering you, but Y/N is really drunk and dancing on the table, and she won't listen to us" Topper scratched his chin, glancing at Kelce, who was attempting to get you off the table.
"Are you being serious?" Rafe must have been in a deep sleep based on the sound of his voice.Ā 
"Yeah, could you pick her up?" He begs.
Topper can hear Rafe's end shifting, "I'll be there soon, just keep an eye on here, please." Rafe sighs and hangs up the phone.Ā 
Meanwhile, Topper and Kelce were eventually able to get you off the table by claiming a drinking game was about to begin, which was correct. You stood in the kitchen with the guys and few other friends watching while others set out the red solo cups on the board.
Your friends came into the kitchen to see what you were doing and they were worried about you because they couldnā€™t find you.
"These two have me on lock down so I don't drink anymore but oddly waiting to play a drinking game," you add, staring at the girls before wandering your gaze over to Kelce and Topper, who are in the middle of a conversation with a few of their buddies.
Your friends laugh, shaking their heads, telling you, you should still be drinking and having fun.
"I'm so drunk right now, it's not even funny," you hiccuped as your body swayed back and forth, almost knocking you off your feet.
Topper leaned over the counter, grabbing you before you fell.
"Y/N, please drink the water," he says as he puts the water bottle out to you, you look at him, shaking your head as you push it away with your hand.
"Drink the water now, Y/N, we're going home," your boyfriend said, filling your ears. You circle around, placing your arms around his waist, excited.Ā 
"You guys are no fun," you scoff.
"That hangover isn't going to be fun in the morning," Rafe responds.Ā 
ā€œHow much did you drink baby?ā€ he asks, lifting your chin up, making eye contact with you.
ā€œI drank a lot and smoked tooā€ you answered truthly, hiccuping.
"You are so hot, I could just fu-" you run your hands down his stomach, removing his shirt a little and gliding your hands on his exposed skin. Rafe stopped you before you could complete your sentence.
Usually when you drink too much and Rafeā€™s around you get very touchy with him and start saying unholy words from your mouth which leads to fucking or you need to really sober up. You canā€™t stop but think of how good he looks right now.
Rafe comes to these types of parties with you but tonight he wasnā€™t feeling it. He trusts you going to parties with your friends or the guys cause he knows you would never do anything that can hurt your relationship.
"All right, that's enough for the night. "Seriously, drink the water," he says, twisting the cap and handing you the water to sip. You realized nothing else would work, so you drank the water.
Rafe watched as you drank the water. When you get this drunk no one else can handle you unless itā€™s Rafe because heā€™s been around you enough to know. Your best friends get drunk with you so them being drunk trying to help you too doesnā€™t make the situation better.
When you finished the water, you wrapped your arms around Rafe, nuzzling your face in his chest mumbling words. He took it as a sign that you were ready to leave the party.
ā€œWeā€™ll walk you two outā€ Topper suggested to Rafe.
ā€œYeah that would be helpful, thank youā€ picking you up in braid style.
You lifted your head from Rafe's chest, confused as to why he began guiding you from the kitchen to the front door. "Why are we leaving?" you asked as you pulled away. "I want to stay," you protest, pointing back to your friends.Ā 
Rafe sighs, closing his eyes, "baby you are drunk and have been drinking a lot" he pauses, "you need to rest too" you pout.
ā€œSay goodnight to them real quick,ā€
When you walk back to the kitchen your friends eyeā€™s light up but faces drop when you tell them you were saying goodnight. They told you to be safe and see you tomorrow.
ā€œI better get dick out of thisā€ you sarcastically state, making the girls laugh.
ā€œI love you girlsā€ you wave as you leave the kitchen.
You flip Rafe off as you walk past him, giving him a blank stare. He throws his hands in the air, shaking his head, then follows you out the door.
The car ride to his house took five minutes. You were knocked out in the passenger seat curled up in a ball. You woke up when you felt the truck come to a complete stop. Rafe opened the door, carrying you inside.
You start singing a song from the party when you enter the Cameron household. Rafe chuckled as he locked the door then came behind you.
ā€œYou need to stay quiet because everyone's sleeping,ā€ Rafe whispered softly.
ā€œOh my badā€ you quickly stop, putting your hand over your mouth.
He lays you on his bed and goes in his closet for clothes for you. He comes back with sweats and one of your favorite t-shirts of his. Before you could lift your shirt, he stopped you.
ā€œLet me do it pleaseā€ he kisses your cheek.
He led you into the bathroom to remove your makeup and then dab water on your face to freshen it up before taking you into bed. When you spent the night, there was Advil and ice water on your side of the bed.Ā 
Rafe could tell you were still drunk by your facial expressions.
In your drunken state, seeing the Advil and water on the nightstand warms your heart, "Thank you baby," you look up, then pop the Advil in your mouth and take a long sip of the water.Ā 
"Need to make sure my girl is okay," he grins.
"How about we get into bed and sleep?" He then pulls you both into bed.
You quickly close your eyes when your head makes contact with his chest.
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Cherry Blossom. aka - Cherry, Part Four.
a night of conversations, kisses and long awaited confessions.
pairing - bestfriend!steve harrington x female reader
warnings - cursing, kissing (but no real smut).
word count - 2.6k
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The smoke from the bonfire is stinging your eyes, ash sticking to the strands of your hair. Orange embers burn rapidly, dry wood being occasionally thrown on top by drunk boys with red cups in their hands.
The music is way too loud for a forest party, but no one seems to care. Someoneā€™s haphazardly strung lights between the trees, creating a surprisingly cosy ambience. The atmosphere is alive, charged with the electricity of being out later than curfew.
ā€œMā€™lady!ā€
You laugh, accepting the drink from Eddieā€™s outstretched hand.
ā€œThank you, kind sir,ā€ you say as you curtsy sarcastically, making both of you laugh harder. ā€œHey, you didnā€™t bump into Steve on your way over here, did you? I havenā€™t seen him for like an hour.ā€
The curly haired boy kicks the toe of your sneaker with his.
ā€œSaw him with that Clara girl, talking by the lake.ā€
You take a steadying breath, pretending it doesnā€™t bother you in the slightest.
ā€œYou should go and check if he needs rescuing,ā€ Eddie jokes. ā€œGod knows she can talk for hours without coming up for air.ā€
You smile at him, pulling at one of his curls.
ā€œGood idea. Just in case.ā€
ā€œJust in case,ā€ he winks, pushing you in the right direction.
You saunter down towards the water, spotting your best friend instantly. Heā€™s stood with his arms across his chest, weight on one hip as he tries to listen to whatever Clara has to say. The minute he sees you, his posture is straightening, lips quirking up at the corners.
Clara turns around to see what Steve is looking at, her face falling when she recognises you.
ā€œHi. I donā€™t mean to interrupt! Just wanted to check if you needed another drink, Stevie.ā€
The boy grins, beckoning you closer with a nod of his head. When youā€™re near enough, he leans down and presses a sweet kiss to your lips, all affectionate and tender.
Oh.
You donā€™t do that.
The two of you have kept your romance completely behind closed doors, up until now. It hasnā€™t got a name, never mind a label, and you donā€™t need people asking questions when you donā€™t even know the answers yourself.
You could blame it on the alcohol, but you know Steveā€™s on his first drink. With your head spinning, you look up at him as if he is the sun and all things warm. He looks down at you the exact same way.
ā€œIā€™m gonna go see where my friends are,ā€ Clara says a little too loudly, strutting away with as much confidence as she can muster.
You have a sudden feeling that youā€™re the villain in her story, but youā€™re not entirely sure why.
ā€œHow many drinks have you had?ā€ Steve asks as he pulls a strand of hair away from your face.
ā€œThis is my second. I was nursing my first one, Eddie says.ā€
The boy laughs, and you grab onto his bicep for support. The sound of it is enough to buckle your knees.
ā€œThis is my first. Itā€™s not doing much for me.ā€
ā€œYou want something different? Iā€™m sure Robin has that beer you like in her bag.ā€
ā€œNah, Iā€™m okay. Donā€™t think Iā€™m gonna drink any more tonight.ā€
Steve slips his hands into the back pockets of your jeans, pulling you in closer and keeping them there.
ā€œYou sure?ā€
ā€œIā€™m sure.ā€
ā€œOkay,ā€ you whisper.
ā€œOkay,ā€ he whispers back.
And then he kisses you. Again. Itā€™s slow and careful and so romantic that you think you might start crying about it.
ā€œWhat time is it?ā€ he asks when he pulls away as if nothing happened.
ā€œEleven thirty.ā€
ā€œYou wanna stay a bit longer?ā€
ā€œNot if you donā€™t.ā€
Steve presses his lips to your forehead, hands cradling your cheeks.
ā€œI kinda wanna go home.ā€
You smile at him, all soft and sweet.
ā€œThen letā€™s go home. Iā€™m getting a little cold, anyway. And I didnā€™t bring a jacket.ā€
ā€œWill you ever learn?ā€ he laughs, slinging an arm around your shoulders.
ā€œIf it means I have to stop wearing your jackets that I know you bring to parties just for me? No, I wonā€™t.ā€
You werenā€™t supposed to say that out loud, but the way Steve chuckles soothes the sting of the accidental wound.
ā€œLetā€™s go home, Cherry Baby.ā€
Home. The assumption that the two of you will always be returning to the same place makes your heart so full, you wonder how it doesnā€™t spill over.
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ā€œYou good?ā€
ā€œFeet hurt.ā€
This happens every single time the two of you go to a party, so you feel as if youā€™re reliving a memory.
ā€œHop on.ā€
ā€œSteve-ā€
ā€œCherry. Come on. Weā€™ll get home quicker this way.ā€
You canā€™t argue with that. Steve crouches as you jump onto his back, his hands wrapping around your thighs to keep you steady. You wrap your arms around his neck from behind, resting your head on top of his.
ā€œComfy back there?ā€
You hum, the noise of agreement enough for Steve to start walking.
The two of you chat each others ears off on the way home, talking about nothing and everything. You laugh so hard at something he says that you end up with a mouthful of his hair, which he in turn finds hilarious.
ā€œHave you thought any more about what I said the other day?ā€
ā€œYou say a lot of things, Steven.ā€
He chuckles, shaking his head and giving your thighs a squeeze.
ā€œAbout college.ā€
You go quiet for a moment, and Steve wonders if heā€™s chosen the wrong time to have this conversation.
ā€œIā€™ve been thinking about it.ā€
ā€œYeah?ā€
ā€œYeah.ā€
ā€œLetā€™s talk about it later, okay? When Iā€™m not constantly worried Iā€™m gonna accidentally trip and kill you.ā€
You nod, and he feels it. You know it needs to be a discussion sometime soon, but perhaps having it when youā€™re being carried down the street on your best friends back isnā€™t all that practical.
ā€œLove you,ā€ you mumble into the crook of Steveā€™s neck.
He shudders a little at your lips on his skin, leaning his head sideways to rest against yours.
ā€œLove you, Cherry Pie. More than anything.ā€
You let Steve piggyback you all the way to his front door. Neither of you say anything else. Neither of you feel the need to.
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Steve bumps his hip into yours as you both brush your teeth, laughing at your shocked reflection in the mirror.
ā€œAre you okay?ā€ you ask as you place your toothbrush back in its holder, right next to his.
ā€œYeah, Iā€™m good.ā€
ā€œYou sure?ā€
You hop up on the bathroom counter, sitting up so youā€™re eye to eye with the boy in front of you. He takes a step forward, standing between your legs as he splays his cold hands over your thighs.
ā€œWhyā€™d you ask?ā€
You trace over his fingers where they rest on your skin, quiet for a moment.
ā€œYou seemed pretty eager to go home tonight. Itā€™s unlike you. You love a party. Leaving at eleven thirty is likeā€¦ unheard of, for King Steve.ā€
ā€œKing Steve would rather be at home with you than at a party with all those people.ā€
ā€œReally?ā€
ā€œReally. Clara was going on about something or other, the music was too loud, and I could feel the chill coming in. It hit me, all of a sudden, that Iā€™d rather be in bed. Or, anywhere else, as long as I was with you.ā€
You lean forward to rest your head against his chest, sighing when he starts playing with your hair gently.
ā€œYouā€™re a softie,ā€ you mumble into his shirt. ā€œAnd a mind reader.ā€
ā€œItā€™s my one talent,ā€ he chuckles. ā€œI wish reading your mind was a college major. Iā€™d be the best in the world.ā€
You shake your head, laughing like you canā€™t help it.
ā€œIf I donā€™t move soon, Iā€™m gonna fall asleep on this bathroom counter.ā€
ā€œWant me to carry you?ā€
ā€œContrary to popular belief,ā€ you tease as you hop down, ā€œmy legs actually do work.ā€
Steve gasps, all theatrical and exaggerated, which only makes you laugh harder.
ā€œCome on, sleepy girl. Letā€™s go to bed.ā€
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ā€œWeā€™re not talking about stuff.ā€
You whisper it into the darkness, the trees rustling outside Steveā€™s window serving as the only sound you can hear.
ā€œHmm?ā€
Your legs are tangled with his, tired head resting on the boys shoulder as your sides are pressed together. Youā€™re both lying on your backs, staring at the ceiling.
ā€œWe keep saying weā€™ll talk about stuff, but we havenā€™t been. Itā€™s not like us.ā€
ā€œYou mean, like, feelings?ā€
ā€œYeah.ā€
All that can be heard now is two sets of heaving lungs. Steveā€™s hand finds yours under the duvet, fingers intertwining.
ā€œIs there something specific thatā€™s bothering you?ā€
ā€œNot bothering me as such. I justā€¦ I think the more we donā€™t talk, the more complicated things become.ā€
Thereā€™s silence for a moment, before Steve speaks.
ā€œIā€™m scared, Cherry.ā€
The tone of his voice is paper thin and vulnerable, and you will yourself not to cry about it.
ā€œOf what, Stevie?ā€
You squeeze his hand, tucking yourself further into his side until there isnā€™t an inch of space between you.
ā€œOfā€¦ everything changing. Youā€™re my best friend in the entire world, and I know that what weā€™ve been doing isnā€™t typicalā€¦ best friend stuff. I justā€¦ā€ he takes a deep breath, exhaling carefully. ā€œI worry that something will happen and weā€™ll break up, and Iā€™ll lose you forever.ā€
His voice cracks on the last word, fear seeping through his pores. Yet, he continues.
ā€œIā€™d die without you, Cherry. I really would. I donā€™t know what itā€™s like to live in a world where weā€™re notā€¦ us.ā€
You turn onto your side to face him in the dark, reaching up to cradle his cheek softly. You rest your forehead against his temple, pressing a kiss into his skin.
ā€œIā€™m scared too. I have been ever since that first night in my room. Not because I donā€™t trust you, or because I donā€™t feel that way about youā€¦ but because I donā€™t want to lose you either. More than anything, I donā€™t want to lose you.ā€
ā€œWhy didnā€™t we talk about this sooner?ā€ he laughs, throat thick with emotion.
ā€œBecause weā€™re us. And whether we talk or donā€™t talk, we know weā€™ll figure it out. We always know weā€™ll be okay.ā€
ā€œI love you,ā€ he whispers into the dark. ā€œMore than all the stars in the sky.ā€
ā€œI love you,ā€ you whisper back. ā€œMore than all the grains of sand on all the beaches in the world.ā€
You press another kiss into his temple, letting your lips linger on his soft skin. He smells so familiar, so warm, so yoursļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ you canā€™t help but inhale, chuckling when he shudders.
You continue to leave kisses across his jaw, over his ear, down his neck. He tilts his head to give you better access, groaning when you nip at his throat with your teeth, licking over the scrape to soothe him.
Steve pulls you in as if you weigh nothing, moving you so youā€™re lying on top of him. You sit up, straddling his lap, as he does the same so youā€™re chest to chest. Running his hands under your shirt and over the bare skin of your back, he rests his forehead against yours.
ā€œYou look so pretty like this,ā€ he hums against your lips. ā€œPrettiest girl in the world.ā€
ā€œYou wanna talk about pretty?ā€ you tease, running your fingers through his hair. ā€œMy pretty, pretty boy.ā€
Steveā€™s hips buck up into yours, making you giggle.
ā€œOh, you like that? You like it when I call you pretty? Or do you just like it when I call you mine?ā€
His hips buck again as his cheeks flush pink.
ā€œI am yours,ā€ he murmurs. ā€œAlways have been.ā€
You thought you had the upper hand for a minute, but now you just want to cry. Youā€™re overwhelmed by the way you feel about the boy underneath you, unsure of how to process it without bursting into tears.
ā€œAll mine,ā€ you whisper, tracing the features of his face with your fingertip.
Steve takes a deep breath, watching your eyes as they look over him again and again, taking him in as if itā€™s the first time. He decides itā€™s now or never.
ā€œCherry?ā€
ā€œStevie?ā€
Your voices are low and careful, irregardless of the fact that youā€™re alone in the house.
ā€œIā€™m in love with you.ā€
Your heart stops, and so does the world outside. Everything pauses, the two of you suspended in this moment in time.
Steve takes another breath, exhaling it carefully before meeting your eyes and continuing.
ā€œYou donā€™t have to say it back. Now, or ever. I just - I needed you to know.ā€
You blink back tears as you watch his face, biting your lip to stop them from falling.
ā€œSteve-ā€
ā€œHey, I told you. You donā€™t have to say anything, babe. I know-ā€
ā€œShut up.ā€
ā€œWhat?ā€
ā€œJust-ā€
You surge forward and kiss him with all the affection you can muster, trying to express your feelings. You grip his hair, plastering your bodies together where you sit in his lap still. He wraps his arms around you, pulling you in as close as he can.
ā€œIf you let me talk,ā€ you say when you pull away, all breathless, ā€œyouā€™d hear that I have something Iā€™d like to say.ā€
Steve smiles, humming in acknowledgment and encouraging you to keep going.
ā€œIā€™m in love with you, too.ā€
The boy looks shocked to hear it, as if itā€™s news to him.
ā€œWhatā€™s that face for?ā€ you laugh.
ā€œI justā€¦ I didnā€™t expect you to say it back.ā€
ā€œSteve,ā€ you chuckle, looking at him sternly. When you realise heā€™s being serious, you double down. ā€œIā€™ve been in love with you for as long as I can remember. When we were kids, and someone would say the word ā€˜husbandā€™, I always pictured you. I was so convinced it was always going to end up being you and I.ā€
ā€œWhyā€¦ why didnā€™t you say anything sooner?ā€
ā€œWhy didnā€™t you?ā€
He laughs, and the sound makes you feel as if youā€™re on cloud nine. You can feel his heartbeat where his chest is pressed to yours, frantic like heā€™s just ran a marathon.
ā€œFuck, I love you.ā€
He leans up to kiss you, all saccharine and honey sweet.
ā€œSay it again,ā€ you whisper against his lips.
ā€œIā€™m in love with you, Cherry.ā€
ā€œSay it again.ā€
ā€œI, Steve Harrington, declare that I am completely, utterly, ridiculously in love with this girl right here. I always have been. I always will be.ā€
You canā€™t help but throw your head back with laughter.
ā€œAnd I love you. So much.ā€
The words youā€™ve always said mean so much more now. Itā€™s a welcome change, one you never thought youā€™d see happen.
ā€œHey Steve?ā€
ā€œHmm?ā€
You lean in, nosing at his jaw as you murmur into his ear.
ā€œWant you. So bad.ā€
ā€œFuck, honey,ā€ he groans, all low and rough.
ā€œPlease. Want it to be you.ā€
Looking up at you with big eyes, he searches your face for any kind of hesitation.
ā€œAre you sure?ā€
Smoothing his hair away from his face, you trace your thumb over his bottom lip.
ā€œIā€™ve never been so sure of anything.ā€
ā€œOkay.ā€
ā€œYeah?ā€
ā€œYeah,ā€ he grins. ā€œIā€™m about to rock your world, Cherry Blossom.ā€
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pairing: Ellie Williams [brother's best friend] x fem reader c.w. : smoking summary: you have had your eyes on your brother's best friend and band member forever, but you'd never think she would actually talk to you? a/n: this was a submission + I'll make more parts if it gets a good response!
The air in your room hangs heavy with humidity. A slight breeze from your open window blows through, fluttering your various posters and decor hanging on your walls. And over you, sprawled across your bed, flipping through social media, you were honestly bored out of your mind. Three weeks into summer and your closest friend was away for vacation, leaving you aloneā€¦ and bored.
Cycling through your socials again you get fed up with the lack of entertainment and toss your phone on the floor with an exacerbated sigh. You lay on your bed, wondering what you should do to fill the void of dopamine when the sound of music begins to fill the house. A mixture of rock, indie, and midwest emo songs rang out from your garage, conveniently positioned directly under your room.Ā 
Your brother's band got around to practicing, you assumed. You didnā€™t even realize your brother was home, he had gone out earlier this morning after your parents left for work. The music got louder and you suddenly had an idea of what you wanted to do, and it wasn't staying here and listening to your brother's shitty garage band. You gather your sketchbook, some pens, headphones, and a few other things into a bag, throw on a hoodie and a pair of shoes and head downstairs. You were headed to a river spot in the woods near your house. It was a commonly frequented spot by you, and your friends but not known to many. Perfect for a little seclusion and wading in cool water.Ā 
You walk down stairs and almost instantly are hit with the strong earthy smell of smoke. You linger for a second and decide that your trip would be improved with a joint, hoping your brother would front you something, you enter the loud garage.Ā 
Your brother and his band mates, all two of them, were unaware of your entrance. They were playing as loud as possible (maybe not as well as possible) but they were producing sound! Your brother slamming away on the drums while the guitarist, and bassist/singer were in their own worlds.Ā 
ā€œHey!ā€ you yell over the trio.
ā€œHEY KAI!ā€ You shout once more at your brother. Who, without skipping a beat or stopping, yells back.
ā€œWHAT DO YOU WANT?ā€Ā 
This got the attention of the other two band members who did stop upon seeing you standing there, amps silencing to white noise feedback.Ā 
ā€œCan I get a joint?ā€ you ask.
ā€œYou got money for a joint?ā€ Kai laughs.
ā€œCan you just front me one?ā€ you reply back flatly
ā€œWhy should I?ā€Ā 
ā€œIf you give me one I wont tell mom you were smoking in the house again.ā€ You counter.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s the garage so technically not the house and whatever you know they wont do anythingā€
ā€œShe can have one of mine?ā€ a voice sparks up behind Kai, drawing your attention to the guitarist. A girl named Ellie. She and Kai had been longtime friends and bandmates. You barely knew anything about her other than she was in Kaiā€™s grade, one above yours, but you knew her. You knew her eye color, her favorite flannel she wore a little too often. You knew she got a new guitar last year, and a fresh tattoo this year that shined under the garage light as she held up a joint in your direction.Ā Ā 
You also knew that this was one of the only times she had ever spoken to you. Not like you were around each other often but you almost felt like she would try to avoid you when she was over. Shocked, but with adrenaline pumping you took your chance, walking over to Ellie. She still had her guitar hanging around her, flannel sleeves rolled up, her hair was a bit disheveled from playing, strands falling out of her half up hair do.
She hands you the joint with a sideways smile, and her eyes glint a bit.
ā€œThanks, youā€™re so much nicer than my brotherā€ you scoff, giving her a smile back. You turn to leave, flipping off Kai as you bound out the door, leaving the band members commotion in the garage. Not seeing Kai chuck a drumstick at Ellie who dodges it with a laugh.Ā 
The success of getting a joint over shined the butterflies fluttering in your stomach from that look she gave you. The sun hit your face as you got outside and you were only looking forward to your solo date in the forest.
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The sun was setting slowly, but from where you were in the woods shade had taken over your spot. You had smoked, worked on your art, and walked along the water looking for rocks. Hanging out in the forest for a few hours always rejuvenated you in a way you couldnā€™t explain. But you started to get cold and decided now was a good time to head home. While packing up you realized you had pretty bad cotton mouth from the joint, so you planned to stop by the corner store.Ā 
It wasnā€™t a long walk but by the time you got to the corner store it was dusk. Street lights started sparking up like stars in the night sky. You opened the glass door and walked in, perusing the aisles for any snack or drink that could satiate your munchies. You were contemplating between an iced tea or a soda when the doorbell rang as someone walked in the store. You barely noticed the bell, or the girl walking up behind you until she spoke.
ā€œDid you enjoy your smoke?ā€Ā 
You jump, previously lost in your thoughts, you turn around to see Ellie standing there. She was wearing a hoodie now, her guitar in its case strapped to her back.
ā€œOh my god you scared me!ā€ you say, almost dropping the bottles in your hands.
ā€œSorry! Didn't mean to!ā€ Ellie laughs, moving around you to open the fridge door next to you and grab a coke. ā€œFunny running into you hereā€ she says, a little awkward you note.
ā€œI mean my house is only a few blocks away,ā€ you laugh.Ā 
ā€œMm ya i guess so, you getting both of those?ā€ Ellie looks down at the bottles in your hand.
ā€œOh um, I'm getting this one.ā€ you hold up the iced tea & go to put back the soda. Before you could think Ellie takes the iced tea from your hand and starts walking towards the front of the store.
ā€œHey wait!ā€ you look at her confused.
ā€œOh do you want something else princess?ā€ Ellie turns back to look at you with a smirk.
Sparks ignite in your stomach, confused but now flustered, your mind swirling. You finally get a word out, ā€œno, just thatā€ and Ellie turns back to walk towards the cash register.Ā 
You follow her, not really knowing what to do or how to act. Ellie and you had barely spoken to each other before this. And now she's acting so casually around you, and what did she call you? Everything happened so fast you barely caught it but reflecting back now, did she call you princess?
Ellie pays for the two drinks and you walk out together, taking your ice tea from her once outside.Ā 
ā€œThank you, you didn't have to do thatā€ you say, unscrewing the top and taking a refreshing sip.
ā€œDon't mention itā€ Ellie says, ā€œSo are you going back home now?ā€
ā€œMhm yeah, what about you?ā€
ā€œYeah I was, but it's getting dark now, iā€™ll walk you back home firstā€ Ellie says with a smile.Ā 
ā€œWho said chivalry was deadā€ you joke, it was a nice gesture, as much as you were confused by Ellieā€™s sudden intentions you couldnā€™t help but feel a type of way when she looked at you. Her green eyes danced over your face like she was memorizing your features. You wondered if she always looked at you this way?
She had. Ellie for the past few years had been keeping such a distance from you because when you were around she felt her whole body tense up. She felt like she was on fire if you looked in her direction. And god help her if she tried to speak around you, she ended up tripping over her words and losing her train of thought. Truthfully, she didn't know what magical queer fairy blessed her with the confidence to talk to you today. But she had taken in a chance earlier in the garage, and when she saw you in the store she knew it wasn't a coincidence.Ā 
The walk back to your house was short, only a few blocks. You and Ellie joke together and talk about summer plans in the meantime. Both of you slightly high still, making your balance shifty, occasionally you would brush shoulders, sending sparks down each other's spines.Ā 
When you get to your house you stop at the walk way, a little awkwardly since you knew Ellie had been in your house before.Ā 
ā€œThanks for walking me home! And buying me this, um and the joint '' you say, taking in all of Ellieā€™s courtesy today, a little unsure what to do with yourself.
ā€œAny time!ā€ Ellie says with a smile, she fidgets where she stands for a second before reaching her hand up to your face. She tucks a small strand of hair behind your ear, without breaking eye contact.
ā€œHave a good night y/nā€ and with that she turns around and walks away, putting up her hood.Ā 
She left you solidified on the sidewalk, body unmoving but nerves on fire with a simple touch. You float for the next hour or so, barely registering going into your house and up to your room. Trying to make sense of what had just happened, and why now? And why so suddenly?
Later that night you receive a notification on Instagram
* @www.ellie followed you *
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A love story told through voicelines (IV)
C/W: slow-burn, Diluc x gn!reader, reader works at the flower shop in Mondstadt, subtle (I think) Epic: the musical references, fluff, angst, Crepus mentioned, violence, reader gets injured
Note: okay so not totally voicelines.. there are character stories too cuz I had no idea how else to write other scenes.. lmk if thatā€™s alright with you guys or if I should stick with the voiceline format<3 Enjoy! (sorry this took a while btw) link for part 3! link for part 1! link for part 5!
(You) About Diluc: The manor
Dawn Winery? Never been there, honestly. I heard itā€™s massive, though. Do I know the way? Also noā€”but thatā€™s not gonna stop me! I will get him back. Yeah, he once told me never to go out at nightā€¦ but whatā€™s the worst that could happen? There havenā€™t been any monsters nearby, as far as I know. Besides, getting lost is part of the challenge, and itā€™ll all be worth it in the end when me and Diluc make up and have a proper dinner in his manor.
ā€¦ Hey, do you feel like weā€™re being watched? Uhm, how about you stay back in town? Something feels fishy here. Donā€™t worry, I know how to handle myself in a pinch. Plus, itā€™ll be awkward to have you there while Iā€™m patching things up with him.
(Diluc) About you: During patrols
Despite everything thatā€™s happened, my duties as the Darknight Heroā€”however terrible the name isā€”remain unchanged. Protecting Mondstadt and its people comes firstā€”always. At least from here, Iā€™m certain I can keep them safe.
Waitā€”shh. Did you hear that? Get back. Stay close to me, butā€¦ on second thought, maybe you should return to Mondstadt. Itā€™s too dangerous out here tonight. I can handle this, just like I always do.
ā€”
(You) Character Story: The Abyss
The scent of wine lingered faintly in the airā€”a guide to the manor. Alone, they pressed forward, the quiet of the night broken only by the crunch of their footsteps. But something was off. A rustle in the bushes made them pause, and then it cameā€”a low growl, followed by the chilling cackle of an Abyss mage.
It happened so suddenly. A hilichurl raised its bow, an arrow already notched; another, larger one, came charging to them with its axe. An entire army had come. And somehow, they knewā€”they were the target.
They moved into a desperate sprint, throat burning as they yelled for help. The fiery breath of a demon head roared behind them as arrows streaked by, one grazing their arm with a biting chill. Smoke choked their lungs, the glow of the burning grass blurring their vision. Their heart thundered in their ears, drowning out the cacophony of growls, crackling flames, and the ominous hum of a charged arrow ready to fly.
Faced with looming cliffs that boxed them in, the shadows of monsters grew tallerā€”darker. ā€œThis canā€™t be it,ā€ they froze, stumbling to a halt. They were out of time.
Dilucā€™s warning echoed in their mind, ā€œThe world becomes a very different place at night; promise me you wonā€™t even try to go outside the city.ā€ They canā€™t help but cry, ā€œI-Iā€™m sorryā€¦ I shouldā€™ve listened.ā€
The Abyss mage raised its wand, and a circle appeared beneath them. This was it. Desperate, they drew one last call for help before the mage had showered them in red.
Thenā€¦ the world fell coldā€¦ they expected fire to be nibbling at their skin, but Mondstadtā€™s winds blew clearly against their legs.
Strangeā€¦ in the distance, they could hear grunts, the sounds of a battlefield. They took a hot breath, choking and coughing immediately from the smoke. Their vision was hazy, head aching from the lack of oxygen. But they could see the flash of red hair in front of them, claymore in hand, and their world grew brighter.
ā€œDiluc..?ā€
ā€œStay where you are,ā€ his voice was firm yet steady. ā€œI got you.ā€
(Diluc) Character Story: Ruthlessness
Diluc had one goal in mind: protect them.
It didnā€™t matter howā€”whether it meant staying far away from them, or cutting down every last monster standing between him and their safety. He would become a monster if it meant keeping them alive.
His claymore burned hotter than ever, fueled with his anger and determination. Hilichurls fell in his wake like leaves in a storm as he mercilessly brushed through them in a line, disregarding the burning grass around him.
Yet, despite his ruthless display, the Abyss mage stood mockingly strong, its Pyro shield glowing, unscathed. Its laughter echoed through the chaos, each chuckle grating against his nerves like splinters.
Diluc tightened his grip on his claymore, his knuckles white. With a sharp breath, he hoisted the weapon high and brought it crashing down against the shield with everything he had. The impact sent a burst of sparks into the air, but the barrier hardly wavered.
Again and again, he struck, the rhythmic clanging of metal against magic filling the battlefield. Each hit drained more of his strength, but he refused to stop. His heart pounded louder with every passing second, the image of their limp body lying somewhere in the smoke seared into his mind. He couldnā€™t let it end this way. He wouldnā€™t. Memories of his father, flaccid in his arms, came flashing through him. Not again.
And then, as if the archons themselves had taken pity on him, he felt a cold drop of water land on his head.
Diluc froze, his breath hitching. Another drop followed, and another, until rain poured from the sky, extinguishing the flames that had threatened to consume the battlefield. The Abyss mage hissed in irritation as its shield flickered, weakened by the downpour.
This was his chance. With a roar, Diluc swung his claymore in a wide arc, the final blow shattering the mageā€™s defenses. He watched as it picked itself up from the ground, small and weak.
In a dark, vengeful growl, he said: ā€œI have had enough.ā€
Dilucā€™s gaze thinned as he raised his weapon, and let itā€™s tip fall on that tiny monster, apathetic, unbothered.
As it crumpled to the ground, the battlefield grew silent save for the steady patter of rain. His gaze turned sharply toward the smoke-filled air, his voice hoarse but resolute.
ā€œIā€™m coming,ā€ he muttered, his steps quick and determined as he searched for them, rain streaming down his face. ā€œJust hold on.ā€
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(You) About Diluc: The morning after
I woke up in his bed.
In his room.
In Dawn Winery!
Yeah, that Dawn Winery.
I meanā€”Iā€™m not complainingā€¦ ahemā€”itā€™s better than laying in a ditch full of dirt and scars, right? Anyway, there I was, sitting on his bed, flabbergasted, confused, and with a wounded arm. I heard a knock on the door and Dilucā€™s headmaid, Adelinde walked in. Have you met her? Sheā€™s just the kindest person ever, Iā€™m telling you! The way sheā€™s so soft-spoken and gentle in the way she tended to my injury, it felt like I was with my mother.
But hereā€™s the weird partā€”she thanked me for helping Diluc. I was like, help him?! All I did was cause trouble for him last night! Honestly, I donā€™t get it. What could I have possibly done?
(Diluc) About you: The morning after
I hadnā€™t slept a wink that night. How could I, after all thatā€™s happened? What if something were to sneak through the window and take them away from me? *sigh* Theyā€™re so reckless, honestly. I canā€™t believe itā€”out of all the things I told them not to do, that was what they did!
Then againā€¦ their stubbornness landed them here, in the manor. Iā€™d rather have them unharmed, of course, butā€¦ theyā€™re here, nonetheless.
Adelinde is tending to their wounds right now, though I insisted I do it myself. Maybe I should check in on themā€”make sure theyā€™re resting well. Elzer, could you tell Charles I wonā€™t be coming in today?
(You) About Diluc: Staying
Heā€™s letting me stay with him in the manor until my arm healsā€¦ Ehe.
Okay, as much as I love that, I didnā€™t really like how Diluc said it. It was more of aā€¦ command than a suggestion. Like, ā€œYouā€™re staying with me until your arm gets better.ā€ And not, ā€œYou should stay here until youā€™re healed.ā€
It felt weird hearing him in that toneā€¦ I understand why people are intimidated by him, now.
(Diluc) About you: Staying
They insisted they were fine and ready to leaveā€”typical. But I couldnā€™t let them. Not after what happened. Theyā€™re staying here, no question about it. Iā€™ve already asked Adelinde to prepare the guest bedroom for them.
ā€¦Do they think I was being harsh? Maybe. I wouldnā€™t be surprised. But itā€™s not about being polite; itā€™s about keeping them safe. Their recklessness already put them in danger once. I canā€™t take any chances with them walking back to Mondstadt in that condition. Theyā€™ll understand eventually.
(You) About Diluc: Meals
Diluc and I eat together pretty often, though considering what happened, there was anā€¦ unmistakable tension between us, so you could say our meal was, uhmā€¦ lukewarm. It might just be me, but I could feel his eyes on me all the timeā€¦
Ah, I havenā€™t had the chance to talk to him as well. There are so many things I want to confront him aboutā€”why did he decide to end things just like that? Did he think I wasnā€™t worth spending time over because of the rumors? Does he think that Iā€™m only using him for his money? Why would he choose to believe that stupid Donna?!
*sigh* Calm down, Iā€™ll ask when I get the chance.
(Diluc) About you: Meals
Theyā€™re recovering well enough to sit and eat, butā€¦ the silence at the table was deafening. I tried to focus on my plate, but I couldnā€™t help glancing up at them. Their injuries, though minor, stood out starkly against their skin, and every time I saw the bandages, guilt gnawed at me.
I wanted to say somethingā€”anythingā€”but the words wouldnā€™t come. Should I apologize for what happened? For letting those ridiculous rumors drive me to push them away? Or would that just make things worse?
Still, I noticed they barely touched their food. Are they upset with me? Or still in pain? ā€¦ Perhaps I shouldā€™ve made something easier for them to eat. Iā€™ll have Adelinde prepare something lighter next time.
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(You) About Diluc: Leisure time
He plays chess a lot, I noticed. So, I had nothing better to do once day, and I joined him! It had been a while since I played that game soā€”you guessed itā€”he won all the rounds we played. I came close to checkmating him, though!
We played a lot more everyday, and, not to brag butā€¦ I won three games in a row, hehe. ā€¦Out of ten, yes. Thatā€™s still a win, though! You canā€™t take this away from me!
Oh, and get thisā€”he actually smiled when I beat him. A small one, but it was there! Maybe Iā€™ll win again tomorrow and see if I can get him to laugh, too.
(Diluc) About you: Leisure time
Their injured arm makes it difficult for them to tend to the flower garden, so Iā€™ve been helping where I can. I canā€™t say Iā€™m particularly skilled, butā€¦ I try. Watching their face light up when a new bloom appears is a small joy I didnā€™t know I needed. Theyā€™re so enthusiastic, so full of lifeā€”itā€™s captivating. Their voice softens, and their smileā€¦ itā€™s unforgettable.
I suspect they miss working at Floraā€™s shop. Speaking of which, I still need to inform Flora about their absence. Iā€™ll take care of it soonā€”after I finish pruning these roses. Orā€¦ at least, trying to.
(Adelinde) About you
Oh, theyā€™re a delight! Itā€™s admirable how they manage to brighten up the room, even on a gloomy day. I hope they stick around even after they recover.
(You) About the voices
ā€¦ Itā€™s hard to sleep with everything swirling in my head. The Abyss, that cold feeling of being surrounded, trapped, suffocatedā€”itā€™s still so vivid in my mind. I can almost hear their claws scraping against the walls, the sounds of battle echoing like a distant memory. ā€¦ Whereā€™s Diluc?
(Diluc) Character story: The voices
The manor was quiet, the crackle of the fireplace being the only one breaking the stillness. Diluc sat on the couch, a book in hand, his expression calm and focused. Laying down beside him, they were curled up, eyes shut but clearly restless.
He noticed their faint shiver before they spoke.
ā€œIā€™m sorryā€¦ I shouldā€™ve listened to you.ā€ Their voice trembled, barely above a whisper.
Diluc closed his book, setting it aside. ā€œThereā€™s no need to apologize.ā€ His tone was low, soothing.
ā€œI hear them sometimes,ā€ they admitted, their fingers tightening against the blanket. ā€œThe voicesā€¦ from that night. I can still feel itā€”the claws, the cold, everything.ā€
They allowed him to pull them up his chest, his hand gently rubbing their uninjured arm. ā€œThe Abyss Order has a way of lingering, even after the fight is over.ā€He felt a shaky breath from them. ā€œBut itā€™s over now. Youā€™re safe here. I wonā€™t let them harm you again.ā€
For a moment, the only sound was the fire, warm and constant. They nodded, eyes finally closing as their breathing began to even out.
Diluc remained by their side, watching the flickering flames. His expression was unreadable, but his thoughts were clear: Iā€™ll protect you. Always.
(Adelinde) About you and Diluc: Warmth from more than the hearth
I was about to leave the manor when I stumbled upon themā€”the floristā€”sleeping on the couch. What surprised me more, however, was that Master Diluc, also fast asleep, had them laying on his chest!
He rarely lets his guard down, even here at the manor. To see him so relaxed, and with them of all people, was heartwarming in a way I canā€™t quite describe. It seems theyā€™ve brought more than just liveliness to this houseā€”theyā€™ve brought him comfort, too.
(You) About Diluc: A good nightā€™s sleep
Eheā€¦
(Diluc) About you: A good nightā€™s sleep
Hahā€¦
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(You) About Diluc: Little habits
I noticed how he always takes a moment to straighten the chairs at the table after everyone has left. Itā€™s like a small ritual for him, but itā€™sā€¦ cute.
(Diluc) About you: Little habits
They have a habit of making instruments out of anything. I once caught them in the kitchen searching for snacks and beating the jar covers like drums. The way they embarrassingly paused when I came in had me stifling a laugh, haha.
(You) About Diluc: Unasked questions
Itā€™s not like I keep forgetting to ask him about what happened a few days ago, itā€™s justā€” I never seem to find the right time. I know, I should talk to him as soon as possible, but how on earth do I start?! ā€œHey, Diluc, I wanted to ask you why you left me all of a suddenā€ feels a bitā€¦ heavy, doesnā€™t it? But I need to know. I just have to figure out how to say it.
(Diluc) About you: Unasked questions
I still havenā€™t asked why they went out that night. Do you have any idea? They seemed soā€¦ determined. I canā€™t help but wonder what was going through their mind. Perhaps itā€™s not my place to ask, but I canā€™t shake the feeling that thereā€™s more to it. I should probably wait, though. But the curiosity nags at me.
(You) About Diluc: Sticking around
Is it just me, or does that man almost never leave me alone? Itā€™s been around three days since Iā€™ve been staying at the manor, and I swear, heā€™s everywhere I go! Yeah, it was nice at firstā€¦ but now? Itā€™s getting a bit much. I canā€™t even sneak into the kitchen for a snack without him showing up with a cup of tea or a plate of food, acting like heā€™s been there for hours. Iā€™m starting to wonder if heā€™s doing this on purpose. Maybe heā€™s just trying to make sure Iā€™m not boredā€¦ Whatever the reason, I need some space.
(Diluc) About you: Sticking around
Iā€™ve noticed how tense theyā€™ve been latelyā€¦ but I canā€™t afford to let them out of my sight. Not after everything thatā€™s happened. I know they probably think Iā€™m smothering them, butā€¦ Iā€™m only doing this to protect them. There are always dangers lurking around, especially when theyā€™re vulnerable. I canā€™t help but stay nearby, even if it means interrupting their little moments of peace.
(You) About Diluc: Overbearing
Oh my Archons, heā€™s at it again! I swear, Dilucā€™s taken over my entire routine! I canā€™t even make a cup of tea without him swooping in, insisting I drink his special blend, and then serving it on a tray like Iā€™m royalty. He keeps asking if Iā€™m sure Iā€™m not still hurtā€”yes, Diluc, Iā€™m fine! Iā€™m practically healed! But every time I try to do something for myself, itā€™s like heā€™s right there, ready to stop me. I donā€™t want to be treated like Iā€™m broken. I get it, okay? He wants to take care of me, but Iā€™m not some delicate flower!
(Diluc) About you: Distant
Theyā€™re avoiding me. I can see it in the way they peek through the door before going out. I know Iā€™ve been overbearing, butā€¦ What else am I supposed to do? I canā€™t stand the idea of something happening to them. Theyā€™re so strong, but thereā€™s always that part of me, a nagging fear that I canā€™t shakeā€”that if I donā€™t keep watch, Iā€™ll lose them. How do I explain that without pushing them away even more?
(You) About Diluc: Confrontation
Ah, thatā€¦ Yeah, I talked to himā€”about everything. We had a pretty big fight, soā€¦ Iā€™m going back to town. What happened? Ermā€¦ I donā€™t wanna talk about it. Letā€™s just say I now think of him as stubborn, and he, of me, reckless. We wonā€™t be seeing each other anymore, I believe.
(Diluc) About you: Confrontation
The argument was inevitableā€”I expected it, actually. I just wish I chose the right words to say. Did you know they went out that night to see me? *sigh* This guiltā€¦ is overwhelming. I shouldnā€™t have caged them like that. Or called them recklessā€¦
The manor feels unbearably quiet without them, now.
ā€¦ Should I stop by the flower shop?
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Note: comments and reblogs are very much appreciated! As Iā€™ve mentioned, lmk if I should include character stories in the next part, or if I should stick with only the voicelines.
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i loved to be desired sm omg. Could i request a joost x reader where reader is partying with joost and friends. they meet ski aggu and are chilling and they tell ski that they are super into joost but joost isnt into them and they are sad about it. The ski aggu makes it his mission to make joost jealous to get them together and there is a lil angst but reader and joost end up together and making out.
loved writing this request!! i love shy!joost in this, hope you enjoy!!ā£ļøā£ļø
is this as good as it gets? ~ joost klein one shot
My masterlist here āœØšŸ’Œ
Pairing:Ā Joost KleinĀ x female!reader (also Ski Aggu x reader if you squint ig)
Description:Ā When you almost lose all your hope getting with Joost, Aggu proposes an interesting idea to get the two of you together.
Word Count:Ā 2.3k
A/N:Ā title and also vibe inspired by as good as it gets by fizz so i highly rec giving that song a listen! again, you can still send in requests šŸ’Œ
Warnings:Ā consumption of alcohol and cigarettes, not proofread
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You should write Mel a thank you note, really. For one because she always lets you crash at her place whenever you visit Berlin (which happens to be very frequently, actually) but also for tagging along to her party nights with her Berlin friends which also include the famous German rapper Ski Aggu and his dutch friend Joost who you couldn't seem to keep your eyes from. Ever since you first met last time you were in Berlin (which was only three weeks ago) you were crushing on the man - hard. And suddenly you were pretending you knew more about music than you actually did just so you could try to hold a conversation with Joost. And you stepped out one time too many to smoke a cigarette with him when you usually smoked maybe two cigarettes within one year. And overthinking whatever you should wear to go out with Mel and all her friends without even knowing if Joost was gonna be there that evening as well.
And when you decided to visit Mel again just three weeks after having been the last time ("Already?"), maybe Joost was a deciding factor as well. You didn't even know if he was gonna be in Berlin around the same time as well but you were in luck when you and Mel walked into the bar and you could see Joost's figure sitting beside Aggu. You tried to play it cool as you greeted everyone and finally got to Joost.
"So nice to see you again," you said earnestly as you both hugged.
"Likewise," Joost said and gently rubbed your back. You hoped that he wasn't just being polite and actually remembered you.
You were also in luck when there was a free spot beside Joost which you could take as you tried to casually open a conversation with him, talking about whatever the two of you had been up to in the last few weeks. You talked about his hometown, your hometown, why you were visiting Berlin so often and how you were thinking of moving here. You could tell that Joost was taking interest in the conversation and by extension you, but it wasn't enough for you. You knew that you wanted Joost in other ways and you wondered how and if you could persuade him of you.
"I'm getting a new drink," you announced. "Does anybody want anything?" you asked and hoped Joost would say something or offer to come with you to the bar.
"Actually, I'll go with you," Ski Aggu offered instead.
"Alright," you smiled and you two headed off to the bar.
The bar was incredibly crowded and you could already tell that you would have to wait a while until the bartender would get around to take your orders. You leaned against the counter.
"So, does Joost visit here often?" you asked and immediately regretted it as it came out way too obsessively as you had intended to. Aggu laughed.
"Why do you want to know?" he asked amused.
"I don't know, just because I don't live here as well," you tried to casually explain.
"Yeah, well, he's working on new music currently, so he comes here a lot," Aggu said and paused as he seemed to contemplate for a moment. "Joost is cute, right?" he tested you. Blood rushed to your head.
"I suppose," you shrugged nonchalantly.
"Nah, come on, he's very cute, we can agree on that," Aggu pushed jokingly.
"I imagine most girls would agree," you said.
"Maybe, but I'm talking about you," Aggu said and poked your shoulder as he said the last word. "Do you think he's cute?" he asked again. "Or sexy or dreamy or whatever?"
"Yeah, I think Joost is very cute," you blushed. "Is it obvious?" you asked.
"Well, I think Mel mentioned how you're not a smoker when we first met and suddenly Joost is here and all of a sudden you're out with him for a smoke every hour or so," he teased and you hid your face behind your hands in embarrassment.
"Oh god," you groaned.
"Nah, come on, it doesn't matter," Aggu said. "Nothing to be embarrassed about," he insisted and removed your hands from in front of your face.
"Yeah, but Joost definitely doesn't like me," you explained with a saddened expression on your face. Aggu raised an eyebrow.
"How do you know that?" he inquired.
"I don't know, I just feel like he's deliberately treating me like a friend, you know, in a very platonic way only," you tried to explain. "Like he's very persistent about me just being a friend - if that," you said. Aggu looked sceptical.
"Listen, I don't know if Joost likes you back but I do know that he's a little awkward about flirting and expressing his feelings and whatever," he said. "He might need a little help to push him along," Aggu said with a knowing smile. You looked at him with a confused expression on your face. "You can say no to this if you want, but I have an idea for us," Aggu said and you nodded, indicating for him to keep going. "What if we both do a little thing to make Joost jealous?" Aggu proposed and your heart started racing.
"What do you mean?" you asked.
"Let's just try for tonight to spend a lot of time together, laughing a lot, sitting very close to each other, touching, flirting and just rubbing it in Joost's face that you're having a great time with me?" Aggu explained. "In fact, I saw Joost looking over at us standing here a few times already," Aggu pointed out and you looked over to the table where all your friends were sitting and as your gaze crossed Joost's eyes he immediately averted the gaze and looked in another direction. "We've got nothing to lose, either way the outcome, we'll just have a fun evening together," Aggu concluded.
You contemplated Aggu's idea for a second before you decided that he was right - you had nothing to lose. Aggu obviously was a nice and handsome guy so you wouldn't mind having a fun evening with him as well.
"Alright, it's a deal," you said with a smile and extended your hand before Aggu took it for a handshake.
"Alright, let's start with me buying you a drink," Aggu grinned and moved to stand closer to you. You casually rested your hand on Aggus bicep as you kept talking until the bartender finally took both of your orders.
"Is this okay?" Aggu asked as his arm wrapped around your waist to hold you.
"Yes," you said and you wondered whether Joost could see you right now, what he would feel at the sight of you two being so close to one another. "Thanks for the drink," you said and cheered your cup to Aggu's after you got your drinks.
"Scoot over," Aggu directed Joost as you got back to your table. You could read a confused expression on Joost's face for just a second before he darted his eyes back and forth between you and Aggu quickly. As Joost moved over from his spot Aggu could now sit beside him and you could take your seat beside Aggu.
As you were talking with Aggu you made an effort to seem careless and laugh at every joke he made, softly grazing his arm if the chance occurred or bite your lips as you watched his face. It took everything in you to look to the left of Aggu to check on Joost. You were so desperate to see whether he was fazed by your spiel. But you knew you needed to ignore him for the time being. Aggu took the biggest leap so far when he casually wrapped his arm around your shoulders to bring you closer to him as you giggled.
"Alright, I'm going for a smoke," Joost announced almost immediately after. Aggu's arm dropped from your shoulder as you both had to move over to let Joost out of the booth. After Joost got out he stood there for a moment looking down at you with a blank expression. Did he wait for you to join him for a cigarette as you always had in the past? Surely not, you thought before Joost turned around to get outside alone.
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Joost leaned against the wall outside as his cigarette was slowly nearing its end. Usually, you would be leaning against the wall beside him as well and he would intently listen to whatever story you were telling him, always grateful that you were so good at making conversation. If it weren't for that fact you might as well would have never talked to each other. And although Joost tended to be a little quieter around you, he was hanging onto every word you said. The truth is, Joost was a little shy around you because you mattered to him. Because he liked you, he was way too afraid to mess something up. So he stood back instead.
But now he was cursing himself for doing so. Because apparently now you had enough of him and instead you were attached at the hip with Aggu. And the situation was made worse by the fact that Aggu was Joost's friend. He was annoyed at Aggu for snatching you away from him but he knew he shouldn't feel angry and instead be happy for his friend.
Joost flicked his cigarette to the ground and stumped it out before he decided to get back inside. As he looked over to the table where you and your friends sat he caught your gaze. You were sitting on Aggu's lap, your arm wrapped around his shoulders. Joost stood still, the sight really making him not want to sit back down beside you. Aggu leaned into you and whispered something into your ear as you were still looking over at Joost who couldn't hide the sad expression on his face.
Joost felt uncomfortable and looked down at his phone before he decided to step out again instead of sitting back down at the table. Time for another cigarette or just maybe go back home already. As Joost lit the cigarette in his hand, the door to the bar opened again and you stepped out into the cold.
"Hey," you said softly.
"Hey," Joost replied with a nod. "Want one?" he asked and held out his hand with his pack of cigarettes. Your arms were crossed in front of your body because of the temperature. You looked down at his offer before you declined.
"You know I usually don't smoke," you admitted.
"Really?" Joost asked with a raise of an eyebrow. "That's news to me," Joost said although it really shouldn't come as a surprise to him as he noticed that you never carried your own pack of cigarettes.Ā Ā 
"I know," you laughed. "Are you having a good evening?" you asked.
"Not really," Joost admitted honestly.
"How come?" you asked and Joost didn't answer. Instead, he just shrugged as if it wasn't a big deal. You could feel an aura of sadness radiating from him and you suddenly felt really bad for the spiel you and Aggu had been doing tonight. Although you still didn't know how Joost felt about you, you wondered if you had somehow contributed to his bad mood tonight.
"How long are you staying in Berlin for?" Joost asked after he released a puff of smoke.
"Another two days," you said. "You?" you asked in return.
"'M leaving next week," Joost said. "You should come back soon," Joost tried nonchalantly, giving you a sign that he cared about you in some way.
"You think?" you said with a smile.
"Yeah, you're fun to have around," Joost said.
"Well, I'm sorry if I haven't been around you tonight a lot," you said earnestly.
"It's fine," Joost said. If he had the confidence of Aggu, Joost would only have to take one step forward to engulf you in a kiss. "Can't blame Aggu," he said and immediately realised the implication of his words. He looked up at you again and saw a smirk on your face.
"You know me and Aggu aren't actually-," you tried to explain. "We're just friends," you said and Joost could feel a blush creeping on his face.
"Oh?" Joost said.
"Yeah, I'm interested in someone else actually," you said.
"Oh," Joost stated.
"If only he would notice already," you said and looked Joost deeply in the eyes.
"Maybe he's too shy," Joost offered.
"He doesn't have to be," you said and stepped towards Joost. You reached out for his hand and took the cigarette before you put it to your mouth to take a drag. As you let it fall to the floor Joost slowly and carefully reached out his arm to your hip without actually laying his hand on there. You stepped just a little closer until his hand touched your hip and you were standing so close you had to look up to him. "He could just kiss me," you said and it wasn't long before Joost leaned down, his hand finding the back of your neck, and his lips attached to yours.
You approvingly hummed into the kiss. Joost's lips tasted of beer and smoke but it was a divine taste to you as your lips started moving against each other in sync. You rested your hands on Joost's chest where you could feel his calm breathing. Joost's hands tangled in your hair as your lips parted to taste each other on your tongue. Your head was spinning, heart racing as you finally got what you had been looking for since the night you first met Joost.
As you pulled back from the kiss Joost cupped your face and looked down at you with a sheepish grin on his face.
"We should've done this way sooner," he stated.
"That's what I've been saying!" you laughed before you leaned back in for another kiss.
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ā”€ā”€ STANDING NEXT TO YOU ; dazai osamu x fem!reader
synopsis ā”€ā–ø ā he is someone you should truly stay away from because every smile of his drips with danger, every laugh is coated with mystery and every touch has tragedy lingering yet that's the only thing you can't bring yourself to do -- staying away from him. especially when he seeks you out himself. āž
warnings ; racer!zai. age gap. dazai is in late twenties while reader is in early twenties, nineteen to be exact. angst. romance. tragedy. illegal racing and illegal activities. port mafia is in here too. dazai has smoking addiction. drug addiction. toxic workplace. reader works at a club. sexual harassment. prostitution though it's mentioned lightly. uses of whore, slut etc in a derogatory way. pedophilic behaviour and pedophilia, mentions of grooming.
chapter specific warnings ; mentions of being raped, sexual assault, dissociation from reality etc.
masterlist.
it's a busy night tonight, you think to yourself as you descend down the stairs, going down to the ground floor to help at the bar. you stop for a moment to admire the moon shining brightly through the glass windows before you look down at the roads below and wonder how ironic it is for a club to be able to blend so well with it's surroundings.
how many people must pass by this lavish two floor building without even realising that they just passed by a club?
you wish you could be one of them, alas, you aren't. continuing to walk down after that short moment of peace, you initially flinch as the loud music reaches your ear. you aren't used to loud noises even yet despite working here for years.
as you walk through the many tables and couches, you have to pretend as if you don't feel the leering disgusting stares on your ass or the whispers of immature or drunk guys betting to each other how long it will take before you end up in bed with them. can't they be more quieter about their perverse nature?
you increase your pace, fortunately there was no customer who decided to stop you so you reached the bar without any intruptions or hardships, after which only do you take a breath of relief. the worst thing is you can't say no to any customer if they want you to do them some sexual favours. your boss won't listen to your reasons that this isn't your work and you are just a escort here. he will only tell you to keep quiet and keep your head low, desperate to please his disgusting customers no matter what.
you hate all of them. even your boss. you can't stand any of these disgusting men who think they are above all just because they have a little too much money to spare.
"i am surprised how packed and busy the second floor is." one of the bartenders say, leaning over the counter to talk to you since the music here is so loud.
you nod, leaning in so he can hear you speak too, "it's cause there will be a race later on."
"woah, really? just out in the open like this?" he expresses the same surprise you did when you first heard about it from one of the strippers who learnt this from her client -- the organizer of these races.
"mhm, money talks." you smile, leaning back to stand properly, slipping your feet out of the painful heels you are wearing to relieve them for a little while. you don't give them time to heal because you don't have the permission to do so. looking down at your feet, you grimace yourself at how they are covered with red markings from the heel. your soles pain alot too and even bending your toes is painful.
leaning back against the counter to look over at the bustling club, you wonder how their lives are. your eyes dart towards the entrance right in time to see a man with blue dyed hair entering and you immediately straighten up, adjusting your top.
the man moves like a snake slithering between the dancing and making out bodies on the dance floor. you squint your eyes to focus on him as he seems to blend in with the crowd.
"what are you focusing on?" the bartender from before is also leaning on the counter, eyes trained on the man.
"he's one of the event manager's of those races." you tell, not looking away even once.
"damn, he looks more like he belongs to a gang or one of those kpop idols."
"well he certainly fits the illegal part of those races." you smile, turning to look at the bartender again. "they come here often. good luck in guessing who is who."
"finally a good pass time apart from listening to horrible hook up stories." the bartender snorts sarcastically as you wave at him, turning to walk towards the direction of the blue haired man.
it's not hard to find him as he sits where he always does, at the centre on one of the u-shaped couches, observing the rest of the club.
he nods at you upon seeing you approach him and smiles a bit as you lean down to have your ear next to his mouth so he can speak without having to be loud.
"is the boss done?" he asks, you look down at your digital watch before shaking your head. "nope, there's still an hour left. he rented the room for six hours today. he's here since seven p.m."
you tell the man who groans. "what does he even do there?"
you blink. "um normally when someone books a room, it's to have se--"
"i know." the man cuts you off immediately, smiling sheepishly as he waves his hand to dismiss you yet you stay there as you want to ask him something.
you wet your bottom lip with your tongue before nervously whispering, "is he gonna come?"
the man furrows his eyebrows in thought then quickly smiles, "i am joking. of course he will, you are here after all."
you smile as you mutter a small thank you, turning as you leave because you do not want that man to see how happy you feel on hearing that since 'he' is the only one who makes it worth working in this hellhole.
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cheers and howls erupted at the same time like an explosion when the familiar koenigsegg drives over the finishing line in first place. many more cheers erupted when it drifted and did it's famous donut on the road with it's tires as it stopped itself. due to the car's velocity, dust and pebbles which were on the road were now blowing around when the door of the car opened.
he steps out, his brown hair being the first thing which the spectators can see as he ruffles his hair, smirking. as the dust settles on the road again, rushed footsteps is all he hears before seeing his manager laughing joyfully.
"attaboy! " the older man cheers, laughing as he pats the taller man's shoulder. "you keep this up and you might catch the eyes of one of those suckers, my boy has to get invited to formula one at this rate."
he smirks in amusement at the older's enthusiasm but quickly bursts his bubble of imagination, "oh my, how sad it is that despite your motivation i do not think of racing as anything more than a pass time?" he teases the older man who rolls his eyes. when the older man smirks, his gold tooth flashes as it catches the light from one of the streetlights, "if you change your mind, hit yo man up, 'kay dazai?"
dazai only rolls his eyes, "where's boss-man?" he asks, not wanting to waste another second here.
"at the club.... where are you goin--"
"to the club." dazai shouts, already jogging away while the older man sighs, grumbling under his breath. "he's always at that club. what's so special that he runs there every night?"
dazai quickly jogged towards his mercedes, adjusting his hair in the rear view mirror and looking over his face incase something out of the ordinary was tainting it. he quickly looked away however, he can never tolerate seeing his own face too much. he opens the glove compartment to take out his box of cigarettes and a lighter, these two being absolutely essential for him. it's like he can't function without these now, a bad habit but he's already too addicted to give a fuck now.
he takes out one cigarette stick and holds it between his lips, using his other hand to light the lighter and brings the small flame closer towards the free end of the stick. as soon as he takes one puff he releases a loud puff as if he had only now engulfed oxygen.
tilting his head back, he closes his eyes for a while as his body feels it's almost reached a heaven like state, he feels light and he can feel the nicotine in every vein running through his body. it's been only six hours without smoking and he already feels as if he was going to loose his mind. cutting off his smoking habit seems like a distant dream now.
he sighs again as he looks at his face in the rearview mirror again, making sure he looks absolutely dashing. he has a girl to impress once again after all. ".... should i get her chocolates?"
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"i am sorry, i don't drink during work hours." you politely smile to conceal your fear which the man sitting on the couch in this private room is producing in you, having no choice but to serve him because this is your job. you can't 'slack' off on your job as said by your boss the last time you tried to bring these kinds of harassment to his attention.
"mhm baby, just a bit? come on, it's gonna be worth it, i promise." he doesn't understand and continues to push you to do something you clearly don't want to. you lick your lips as you feel them go dry, a shrill stab of fear goes through your chest when you see his eyes narrow at your action as he had clearly seen this as 'seduction'. he doesn't seem to think of the sweatbeads on your forehead and your wide frantic eyes as signs of panick or fear but rather as signs of you trying to appear demure to seduce him.
"i was eighteen not long ago sir, please don't. we will both get in troub --" your voice is shaky due to fear, eyes closing as you try not to grimace when he lowers his hand to cup your cheek. his hand feels disgusting on your skin but you can't speak about it. you internally feel your stomach clench in disgust when he begins to rub his thumb up and down your cheek as he leans in, his hot breath hits the shell of your ear, "you think you can fool me? you think i don't know how long you have been working here? are you allowed to have favourites between customers, hmm? should i have a word with your boss?"
his underlying threats makes you widen your eyes, desperately shaking your head as you plead. "i-i am sorry. i was out of line, sir. i will drink it."
he smiles in victory, his hand moves down to cup your jaw as he brings your face forwards while tilting the glass towards your lips, you part your lips slowly as the drink flows down your throat. you have to pinch your thighs to not end up coughing or gagging.
"good girl. take a big sip." he orders, a shiver travels down your spine as you can guess what perverted thoughts are behind his cocky smile.
don't puke. don't puke. don't puke. hold it in. hold it in. don't puke.
you chant to yourself because you cannot manage to make a mistake. boss is a scary man. not knowing his name despite living with him for eight years is enough of a proof.
his hand travels up towards your lips as he taps it with his thumb before he leans down, licking his lips greedily as he tries to peak down the low cut neckline of your jacket. a cropped leather jacket under which you are wearing just a bra.
don't puke. don't puke. don't puke. don't puke. don't puke. don't puke. don't puke. don't puke. don't puke.
the man tilts the glass down to watch the alcoholic drink flow down your throat and neck, disappearing inside your jacket. he gulps in pleasure at the thought of this drink staining your cleavage, how lewd it must look if he had the chance to see them, drops of the drink would cling to your nipples and drip down your chest.
an excited huff of breath escapes his lips at the imagery in his twisted mind, he smiles to seem apologetic but all you see are the ugly curves of his lips, like a monster smiling before devouring it's prey.
"i am sorry baby." he begins to speak, grabbing a few tissues from the tissue box next to him, he curled them and began to dap it on your neck. at his movement a very violent shudder travels down your spine, you don't even have to raise your eyes to see his second hand slowly inching towards his belt. the reason he is being so discrete despite wanting to pleasure himself is simple, this despicable man gets off to the thrill of subtlety.
"you should take your jacket off, i will help you clean it." he says, hand dipping lower to press the tissues against your covered cleavage, a shuddering breath escapes his lips, eyes hungrily waiting for you to expose more of yourself, to feed into his perversion more.
"i-i can do it myself." you stutter, trying to take a step back but he grabs your forearms, his fingers digging into your skin as he shakes his head. "no, no. it's my fault so let me help."
his words aren't a request or anything. it's an order. the previous threat of complaining to boss hangs at the back of your mind as you quietly unzip your jacket and take it off.
the man ogles your breasts covered by the bra, his hand slips inside his pants as he begins to jerk. "lean forward."
and you know you have to follow what he says because trapped in the walls of this private room, he is the king and you are the slave. not only to him but to the emperor (boss) as well. whatever boss says shall happen, no?
you do not have a choice, you think, it's all your fault anyway. you made a bad choice years ago and now this is the consequence.
. . . but isn't it too much? doesn't matter. blaming yourself somehow helps you to suck it up and continue working despite your own self screaming how unfair it is.
when the man leans to unclasp your bra, you do not flinch or react. over time you learned that fighting it or resisting it is more painful than the actual process (it isn't, both are equally awful but somehow gaslighting and blaming yourself helps you function.)
the man's hands hover over your breasts, skimming the skin as he pants.
a beep emits from your phone which is by his side before he could grab your flesh, a annoyed look of almost fury spreads onto his face as he looks at the useless piece of technology, he reads who messaged you and almost sighs but he doesn't.
no king is foolish enough to deny the emperor.
"it's your boss, go. he's sending someone else for me." he informs you, voice laced in annoyance yet the relief his words fill you with is almost enough to make you tear up.
it takes you no more than five minutes to wear your bra and jacket again, grabbing your phone as you immediately twist on your heels and walk out with hurried steps.
you unlock your phone to see what boss messaged you, heart thumping in your chest as you read the text.
boss : dress nice. he is here.
a shiver filled with relief travels down your vertebral column as you can finally meet the one who makes working here a bit more bearable. he hadn't come here yesterday or the day before yesterday so you are really happy that he is here today.
of course he has a life. he is not inclined to remember you either but it still feels depressing to think he will forget you one day, you won't be more than a blur with the tag of 'a girl at a nightclub'. it just feels wrong to not be remembered by anyone so you will put this expectation on the one who treated you like a human.
perhaps because he himself is unable to feel human? ... what an odd thing to say. you shake your head to rid yourself of these thoughts, thinking much about him is like being pulled down towards the ocean in a sinking ship where gravity works against your favour. if you sink too much into him, you are afraid he might run away like he always does.
he enjoys being a enigma, a mystery to intellectuals, an illusion disgused as a puzzle waiting to be solved but when you try to touch his pieces, the illusion shatters and he disappears.
your feet stop as you stand infront of boss's room. if he sees you here, you will have to go in so you retreat hastily, walking far far away from his office because you can never walk away from the man himself.
the door is always surrounded by black shadows which make the door seem narrower and more twisted then it actually appears, two years ago you realised it's because of your fear and bad memories associated with the room that makes your vision play tricks on you whenever it falls on this door.
you walk away for hours despite only a few minutes passing before you enter the dressing rooms where many pretty yet broken women lounges, some getting ready for their shift while some relaxed and others got ready to leave this godforsaken place for good only to return tomorrow.
a few smiles greeted you but then disappeared once they noticed your drenched and sweaty state and everyone ignored you, to not humiliate you. truly it's a messed up life you guys live, isolated from the 'normal, working part of society', drained in everything intoxicating and forbidden, placed on a pedestal where some think of as a fantasy while others look at you guys with either desire or mockery.
it is a monotonous process involving only a few steps -- you entered one of the dressing rooms with a dress you grabbed from the big closets, discarding your current ones which makes you want to vomit and instead slipping into the new ones ; black shorts and a tank top of the same colour. your steps are light and almost airy when you step out and walk towards the vanity area, adjusting your makeup and combing through your hair before you are on your way out again, waving at the women who still lounged.
your hips swayed as you walked out, putting on a confident smile as you enter the people packed areas again. this is the life you live, you can't slack off for even one second no matter how much harassment or violation you go through, you have to keep on dancing on thorns so the perverts can drink your blood from your feet and throw money at you which boss greedily grabs and hides in his black hole of a heart.
from your peripheral vision you see a customer raise their hand at the sight of you, needing some kind of assistance. you shift your body to face his direction, taking two steps in his direction but not more for a slender hand wraps around your hip to pull you towards him. you look up, eyes meeting those honey brown ones which seem to always have mischief and danger dripping down them and whoever looks into it can't help but lean in to drink it greedily.
greed is very reoccurring, is it not?
"hey." he breaths out, smelling like fresh mint. he smiles down at you and it feels the entire world stilled to admire the curve of his lips, you find yourself imitating him and smiling back, a giddy itch in your heart.
"hey." you breath out too. it's no fair, he seems to always steak your breath away. he applies forces on his hand on your hip to make you walk with him, away from the customer and from everyone towards one of the private rooms which is indirectly off limits to everyone else. only he uses it, it's untouchable to anyone else.
the room is nothing much worth defining because this specific room may be the treasure where you store your good memories, the other replicas of this exact room are horrifying realities tucked close till the door opens. you know these rooms better then anyone, having stared at them for hours while greedy folks had their fill of you, drank and left you all weak on the floor but alas that's the life of a prostitute.
never a human, always desired.
are you a mere escort? a prostitute? you aren't aware of your own identity in this concealed world of sins and desires. for all you know, you might be the golden hen with a eye-catching bow on her head, one which lures pigs.
oh silly you, pigs don't eat hens.
are you sure they don't? when even a human is capable of eating another, why can't a pig eat a hen? they have been eating you for years.
"thinking something?" his voice breaks you out of the never ending labyrinth of your thoughts, you smile almost from muscle memory alone.
"does dazai-san want me to think of only him?" you speak, a well reversed stream of words which dance around you as even to him you say them without meaning to. somehow you feel as if dazai knows it as well, that you only cling to him because he offers you safety.
"that's up to you but dazai-san himself has been thinking about you." his voice is airy and playful with gaps that are filled with mystery which he weaved himself, breaking pieces of himself and starving whoever is his companion before feeding them a very tiny piece, leaving them wanting for more.
you look up at him curiously, so he answers. "i wanted to buy you chocolates but would you believe all chocolate shops and bakeries are closed at this time?" he whines playfully yet why is it that all the time spend together gave you an ability to look past the thick disguises to see just how tired he looks beneath them all?
how's it even possible to present oneself as filled with energy while being exhausted to the brink of fainting from the inside?
"why would you waste your money on me -- ah, i didn't mean to sound ungrateful. i am just curious dazai-san." you speak as he walks, making you walk along with him till you two approach the couch and he doesn't make you sit on the floor, he pats the space next to him once he is seated on the couch, you obey.
"too many questions, sweetie." dazai chuckles before he tilts his head back, eyes closing as if the burdens of the world is on his shoulders, "i have my reasons."
his answer is vague, hardly an answer but you nod, placing your hands between your thighs as you look down. "dazai-san?"
"hm?"
"thank you."
"hm?"
you smile as you continue to look down, shrugging. "for letting me breath and never asking me for sex."
how horrifying must it be for one to live such life that when someone doesn't immediately ask them to strip or kneel, they are grateful and feel as if they own them something, dazai thinks. he hasn't opened his eyes yet but he extends his hand to pat your knee. "don't thank me for treating you like a basic human."
and how much irony his words hold because what does he know about humans and how they live, how they feel and how they function?
but how can one think he doesn't know all this? knowing and acting on it is a very different think from naturally being born with the instinct. that's his only fault.
his words reach a part of your heart you didn't know still existed within you, which hadn't broken down due to your situation and misfortune. said part is very fragile and weak yet extremely guarded yet his words hold equal value. the parallelism of the man you were serving before him and him is too grave to not move you. you lower your head, eyes filling with tears as you nod yet you do not cry. you never cry.
crying makes you look ugly, boss always scolds you whenever he sees a tiny little tear attempting to leave the cage which are your eyes.
"i won a race today." to anyone else it might seem like a casual comment yet to you whose every move is watched like vultures watching a poor weak lamb limp as it tries to fight against it's inevitable death, this means a lot because he's really not treating you like you are an eye candy but rather as a normal person because he knows this normalcy is something you will never get.
"you are amazing dazai-san --"
"dazai." he corrects you, sitting up as he looks at you with his head tilted, a charming boyish smile on his face which makes your stomach flutter, "no need for honorific, hm? or i will use them with you too."
no, it's not only your stomach that flutters but the lining of your stomach that folds, your intestines which squeeze and your lungs which stop functioning whenever he speaks to you because his voice is so soft and gentle it feels as if everything will be better, the bad time will pass and good will come find you, that's what his voice is.
"you are not good for my health dazai-san-- dazai." you correct yourself at the last second, smiling at how better his name sounds without having to use honorific which you only use with clients to make them feel even more superior then what they already are,. you continue, "do you do this with every girl over here?"
you turn to look at him, tears still in your eyes yet none of you comment or acknowledge them. he grins, "do what?"
"make them feel special."
"nah," he quickly shakes his head, grinning as he leans closer to tap your nose, "i only do that with my special girl."
he freezes. the grin that takes over your lips and brightens your features, which makes you look much more happier and more your age and the realisation that it's because of him makes him feel funny.
he looks down, feeling shy now as he leans his head on your shoulder, making you halt as you look down at him.
"you say all that to me yet don't you know how bad you are for my health?" he mutters in a pouty tone, making your heart do flips.
"but i am only this way with you --"
"i know." he whispers.
"it's because you make me feel comfortable and i don't feel obligated to act a certain way around yo --"
"i know." he whispers again and you huff.
"what are you? a mindreader?"
"yeah, and i can even read your mind!" dazai teases, cackling as he sees the look of skepticism on your face. it's always worth it to see your reactions. "right now, you need to close your eyes and go to sleep for a while. your brain is begging you to take a small nap." he teases, once again a cackle escapes his lips when he sees your eyes widen, it's almost comical to him.
to you, however, it's astonishing because how does he know about the pounding headache on the back of your head? is he that good at reading people? must be. these are the times where you realise how much intellect this man hides behinds his tomfoolery, the times which makes a sensible part of you scream to distance yourself from this enigmatic man.
but how can you?
oh truly, how can you!
he wraps his arm around your shoulders and pulls you towards his chest, leaning back against the couch as he tries to find a possible position which will be comfortable for you both.
truly how can you distance yourself from him when every touch leaves your skin tingling and wanting more?
greed is inevitable and you are no God.
you fall for greed too. especially when it comes in the form of a man named dazai osamu.
as the man who has your whole attention shifts the cushions behind you both to find a specific position which will make his aching muscles to sing praises for showing them mercy, your eyes do not stray away from him, a true devoted follower.
you stare intently at his bandages emerging from deep below his neck as you wonder how he got them. he doesn't really speak much about him. you do not want to risk asking and angering him too.
"if you want to ask questions, prepare to answer some yourself too." he advices, not even looking at you yet it feels as if there is a pair of invisible eyes behind his head which are devouring your walls and masks. you nod. "how do i know it's the right time to ask?"
he pauses, a look of thought on his face though it's only a act, he quickly goes back to smoothing and adjusting the cushions as he answers, "when you have the upper hand."
you purse your lips. upper hand against someone like him? yeah, as if.
your sigh is inaudible as the advice he gave can't be used against him at all.
"hm. so much sighing from someone so young. when does your shift end again?" he asks which makes you look at the clock on the wall, "in half an hour. why?"
you look at him. his eyes are closed and a lazy smirk is on his face. "in half an hour let's go on a date. who knows how many upper hands you may receive if you do?"
his words are a trap. a bait to lure you in. you shake your head, not wanting to take unnecessary risk but the thought of being alone with boss for the night is more unpleasant, you can either sit in a room with snacks or rats.
the latter doesn't seem as dangerous as snakes but truly what's more scarier ā€” the eye catching snake or the rats which curries away from under one's nose?
that's dazai and boss respectively. the date and being alone with boss likewise.
you blame dazai for this, ever since you began to meet with him a few months ago you began to see how disgusting boss really is, he makes your skin curl in disgust after dazai opened your eyes to what you consider normal to not be anyone else's normal.
you take your bottom lip between your upper row of teeth, sinking them onto your plush lip as you ponder while dazai removes his watch and tosses it on the glass spherical coffee table made of black marble. his moves are casual but he's a pretty snake. like a mamba.
the mamba or the rat?
"where ..... will we go?" you cautiously ask to which he hums. "a secret spot."
"your racing venue?"
"no. it's too soon for that ā€” maybe after two or three dates i might take you there too?" he grins as he talks, eyes not opening because you know he doesn't think of you as a threat. you, however, do.
you nod. it's a date so maybe you should get ready?
as if hearing your thoughts, he shakes his head. dazai sits up and let's out a few curses when his joints pop in protest, screaming at this man who doesn't show mercy to even his own self.
"i don't want you to not enjoy yourself with me because of a headache. for now, you will sleep." he orders. it's not a advice or words spoken from worry but a prophecy in a way which will be true if you do not follow him.
what a dictator.
though you do not object for you have no reason to yet. instead you curl by his side, leaning back against his open arm. with your face against his chest, you close your eyes as the drumming of his fingers against your shoulders are a lullaby.
as your eyes close you are unable to see the pair of eyes who got their pigment from the sorrow it went through. sun lights and honey and tree trunks are all romanticized but his eyes are the colours of a abandoned and dried tree trunk which always feels as if this breath is it's last breath but then somehow the roots find water and its pulled up by the thread it's hanging on which dangles between life and death.
his fingers curl against your shoulder as he pulls you closer, shutting his eyes as his other hand is on your hip and pulls you closer by it.
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though an hour later in the starry and chilly night sky which has no witnesses apart from the coldness, you crouch on the ground and scream. "dazai!"
you close your eyes to not look at the white tiger which lunges at you to attack you, his body looking majestic under the night sky.
this was not how you expected your date to go.
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