#I just need a good nap honestly
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i wish I were the crab in elliott’s pocket
#I just need a good nap honestly#and the sound of the ocean would be heavenly#I feel like he would scoop up a small pile of sand and put it in there with me so I had something soft to lay on#elliott sdv#sdv#stardew valley
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LDR CH. 18 SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT GO READ IT IF U HAVENTT ARUGH anyways take these quick doodles i did immediately after reading the new chapter cause oh my god
as usual LDR belongs to @spadillelicious
#dca fandom#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf dca#sundrop#moondrop#fnaf sb#candy cadet#fnaf dca au#dca community#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#love death and rollerskates#dude that chapter...#i need fluff#i need comfort#i need snacks and honestly a good nap oh my god#ik its not rlly spoilers but just in case <3#cw bright colors#bright colors#pingdoobles
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A collection of sketches that are pr much all an amalgamation of the shit loads of Atreus and Kratos caring for each other fanfics that I can’t stop reading.
Also if anyone who sees this ships these two fucking block me
Anyway here are my favorite ones that Ive taken some drawing material from (keep in mind, these sketches are heavily inspired, not direct draws of specific scenes from the fanfics):
My absolute fucking favorite I fkn scream and screech over it especially the first chapter:
The top left sketch:
Top right:
Bottom left:
Bottom right: I just wanted to draw Mimir he’s funny
#Atreus#Kratos#god of war#Also Mimir is saying a Ur mom joke to Atreus ik it’s not obvious LMAO#I’m so normal over them being father and son#I’m so fucking normal I stg#I I just love them smsmsm#these writers deserve a good bomb ass sandwich they’re all so good with these super cute moments of kratos and Atreus#I NEED MOAAR#sobbing#the Silence one and the nap time ones are honestly my favs they just a a. a a a a. A A A UHHHAGDJWHDKHSKD#ty to the reblogger who said fic rec in their hashtags I didn’t realize there was a hashtag for that lol#fic rec#:D#my poopis
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Despite all odds, I have arrived home safely👍
Turns out that the earlier goop was the better goop. The adderall goop. The adderall has worn off now though. So I am. Very incredibly out of it.
But I am home. And I will take my quick shower. And then I will climb into bed.
I do need to eat. But... later...
#speculation nation#im the special kind of tired where im more tired than hungry#which is to say my every cell is yelling at me to get some fucking sleep.#and i dont think id be much more successful at eating rn than i was this morning.#i ate. half a can of chef boyardee. which was half bc i was so focused on typing and half bc i could barely stomach it.#so i at least ate Something. but not as much as normal.#i did have an ensure in the middle of the day. so theres some nutrients too at least.#i'll eat after i get a few hours of sleep. when the edge is no longer so desperate.#and hopefully i'll be able to stomach things better then.#honestly have all nighters always been this hard or am i just getting older? i havent actually pulled an all nighter since uhhh#well there was kind of one on dead dad day. but that day sucked just in general.#last time i think was april '23 when i read t.rimax volume 9-14 within a 24 hour period while also finishing a final presentation.#even then tho i got like 2 hours of sleep. it was still pretty rough though.#like ok i guess those times were pretty awful and also i did get at least some sleep. which is more than today.#so it makes sense for me to be in worse shape rn. i also didnt get as much sleep the night before last as i wanted to#i got... ...maybe 4 hours sleep??? ummm. which isnt a good thing actuslly. no wonder im so fucking exhausted.#i can barely type right now i will be honest. it was so hard to bike home. it took all my focus to not drive off a bridge#or get pushed into traffic by wind. oh boy the wind sure did try.#then i almost tripped down the stairs at my apartment after grabbing the mail bc i Briefly was focused on my mail 🙄#barely present. total mess. but at least im home. and i already did all the thinking i need to do today.#i was brave. i perservered. i was tempted to give up around 6 am ish but i was like No. this is getting done TODAY.#so i did it. i turned it in. and i so bravely did my in class work for my 2nd class. even though i was so mentally not present the whole way#i did my thinking... i am home... rest soon.#actually its kind of funny im lying on my couch rn and i think if most other ppl were in my current state theyd fall asleep right here.#but the power of my insomnia is so. powerful. i am not at risk of falling asleep without meaning to.#only time thats ever actually happened are like. a handful of times i was like. the most tired ive ever been in my life. etc etc.#in fact idk how well i'll be able to fall asleep for my nap. i certainly couldnt last night despite how hard i tried.#hopefully this time... i am truly tired enough....pls i need to rest i am so tired 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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be boop. colored some are for a fanfic i'm working on
#oh my goodness the effects on this were fighting me#honestly it probably would have been easier to actually just shade this but i wanted to be lazy#and some how lazy took way more time#i'm losing my mind gamers#i'll try to upload the next chapter later but i think i need a nap first#twisted wonderland#ace trappola#yuu crowley#twisted wonderland oc#twisted wonderland yuu#deuce spade#twisted wonderland grim#twst#fanart#mine monster/overblot phantom#idk what it's called#my art#deuce twst#ace twst
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watching alfie become catastrophically enamored with lunter over the course of thanks to them was so fucking funny i LOVE showing toh to new people. everyone gets something slightly different out of it. and it is Literally Always Hilarious.
#there's nothing funnier than a relationship that has half your friends going 'oh theyre like brother and sister :3'#and half your friends yelling 'KISS. KISS. KISS. THEY NEED TO KISS RIGHT NOW OH MY GOD WHEN WILL THEY KISS'#me? i'm right in the middle baybey. best of both worlds i write them being super weird in ways that defy the usual dynamics.#the most essential thing in my luz hunter writing is that no matter where u stand on the sibling-to-romance spectrum#i want it to feel weird. not like i tripped and ended up in some boring '''just friends''' territory between the two dynamics#but that they are far too bizarre and tangled up together for both the romance And sibling truthers. gotta feel a little wrong for both.#and also a little right. their secret fourth thing (being completely fucking crazy people together. something is wrong with them)#i should get up and go grocery shopping now that ive napped a little. is this a risky post. we're not still doing bad faith ship wars right#lunter is good honestly i'm just never going to ship it without amity and/or willow there too. i dont do monogamous ships when i could not.#toh#horrible mindscape trauma pals
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I made myself eggs :) and a London fog with my apple pie honey as the sweetener :) (still trying to get it right bc I prefer the ones I get at cafes still)
(It’s nice to at least on one of my days off have like. A slow start to my morning, using the good milk frother if I can bc I’ll presumably have time to wash it. And have like a breakfast outside if possible :) which I am just sitting on the steps outside.) (ive simply made my peace. Perhaps im weird. But I am free. And it’s not a crime to eat outside. It’s nice) (like. People in the semi hedged in sometimes gated communities often have table and chair sets to eat on their front porch. If I’m on the steps or a step stool or the stone tiles or the ground it’s still all good) (we do not have space to both have the path to the front door and a table set. Not would we buy one. But I got a free 6’ folding table that I intended to use a lot more but sadly there’s usually a car in the carport where I’d set it up. Outdoor covered spaces my BELOVED!)
Eh. Whatever. I’ll just do what I feel like and what I’m up to. (A bit sad I’m not going on an impulse trip to get another tattoo tomorrow but ah well. I haven’t messaged the artist and I need to pay for school anyway :P) (…unless my friend IS free at a time that works that I could go get the tattoo anyway… 👀 but no. Unless. Anyway)
#meds later.#food#if I need something else I might make my garlic bread into mushroom chili oil French toast?#good pics#shatters’ fragments#just. my accidental nap last night FUCKED ME up#even though it’s the perfect day for a bike ride (as long as I can refill the tire) I am. unsure if I’ll be able to#my hip wasn’t too happy to let me stand (but I’m up and around now) and I might have to drive later bc I said I might take mum on an outing#to a local ish farm stand (it’s honestly really lovely I just don’t want to drive 5-7 days per week :()#however that farm stand is MUCH TOO FAR for me to bike (especially once we purchase vegetables) and it would be a stretch to bus as well :(#we’ll see how my head is doing later#even though I’m on my phone now (and I know I shouldn’t be but dignity of risk and all that I guess 😭) it’s still better than if I stay down#the kids are out of school now and honestly they’re quieter than they could be but it still. is right next door#anyway#I could’ve probably gone to the field but I didn’t want to go so far.#bugs#bees#yay honeybees
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Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV) Relationship: Chris Argent/Derek Hale Characters: Chris Argent, Derek Hale, Kate Argent, Original Characters, Minor Characters, Araya (Teen Wolf) Additional Tags: Asexual Derek Hale, Stone Top Derek Hale, Wolf Derek Hale, Slow Burn, Enemies to Lovers, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Lovers to Friends, Friends With Benefits, Age Difference, Explicit Consent, Cohabitation, Grief/Mourning, Beards (Facial Hair), Trauma, Nightmares, Flashbacks, Unreliable Narrator, Past Abuse, Past Sexual Abuse, Past Underage, Sexual Dysfunction, Warning: Kate Argent, Minor Character Death, Blow Jobs, Grief Beards, Asexual Character Words: 55,331 Summary: Derek insists on coming along with Chris Argent and the Calaveras on the hunt for Kate, so he can see her dead for good. While following her trail back to Beacon Hills, they come to understand some hard truths about both each other and themselves, and struggle to find the reason why, after losing nearly everyone they've ever loved, they're still here.
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV) Relationships: Chris Argent/Derek Hale, Derek Hale & Laura Hale Characters: Derek Hale, Laura Hale, Chris Argent Additional Tags: Wolf Derek Hale, Grief/Mourning, Codependency, Cohabitation Words: 2,278 Summary: Derek's first day back home.
Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV) Relationships: Chris Argent/Derek Hale, Chris Argent & Scott McCall, Derek Hale & Scott McCall, Past Relationships:, Derek Hale/Paige, Kate Argent/Derek Hale, Chris Argent/Original Character(s), Chris Argent/Victoria Argent, Allison Argent & Derek Hale Characters: Chris Argent, Derek Hale, Scott McCall, Original Characters, Mentioned:, Kate Argent, Victoria Argent, Allison Argent, Gerard Argent Additional Tags: Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Nightmares, Flashbacks, Grief/Mourning, Panic Attacks, Suicide, Suicidal Thoughts, Memory Loss, Repressed Memories, Guilt, Redemption, Codependency, Cohabitation, Asexual Character, Asexual Derek Hale, Sexual Dysfunction, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Murder Words: 36,500 Summary: Twenty-four hours after the death of his sister, Chris Argent wakes in Derek Hale's loft with his hands trembling too badly to load and fire a gun, and no matter what he does, he can't make them stop. He made a promise to protect Beacon Hills in Allison's stead, but now he has to decide how he carries on her legacy when he doesn't know if he can fight, if he can ever lay his guilt to rest, and if he's truly capable of doing good when he has already done so much harm.
...i wrote this series in 2017/2018 as teen wolf was coming to a close, but i didn't post them here since i was a little shy about my rarepair and also they're Extremely Explicit and i had a lot of kids following me for skeleton art. since those kids are all grown up now (?!?!?), here these finally are, on this blog for the first time Ever. the first fic is the best one, obviously - it's almost a ship manifesto, and i am proud to report i have won over skeptics with it <3 derek hale i love you forever
#just uh. you know. mind the tags. mind the tags and i'm NOT kidding#man there's so much i'd change about the first one if i was doing it again#but honestly i don't think i COULD ever do something like this again#i churned it out in a month and a half and basically just did not sleep. it was like being possessed#like i'd stay awake until 10am and grab a 3-4hr nap and then start writing it again#so even though there are some areas that could use a bit of technical polish#i don't think that level of sheer passion and NEED to get it out of me could ever be like it was then#it's like dragon age ii in that way#raw and authentic and unpolished and that's for better AND worse#i kind of feel the same way about gambler's knife sometimes. my brain was just pushing it out so fucking fast#that i wasn't capable of seeing the little things i'd have tweaked on something i did slower#i did also find the list of ''post fic vignettes'' i had planned for this series#try 10 (TEN!) fully outlined mini-sequels. good grief. only 2-3 of them would have been shorter than steady hands#liz writes#liz makes stuff#bday srb spam#queue
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Woke up today and just knew it was gonna be a bad day. Not even 3 minutes after leaving my house I got pulled over by a cop and then my car tried to break down on me
#that bastard tried to convince me I ran a stop sign. the thing abt me is I don't run stop signs. I love stopping.#I love pissing people behind me off. I love looking both ways twice to be safe.#and the stop sign he said I ran is literally in front of a daycare. I was like sir you must be fucking joking.#I LIVE here. I know that these kids like to ride their bikes and skateboards up and down this street and they do not look out for cars#I would never be so reckless and potentially kill one of those babies. so you need to come up with a better reason to ticket me#he ended up giving me a warning and not a ticket. which is literally a first for me#but whatever. ended up being late to work cuz after that my car started acting up and I wasnt sure I could make it to work safely like that#I just hate being right. why can't I think I'm gonna have a bad day and then it turns out really good#like someone gives me $30000#honestly that's all I need for a day to be good. maybe a nap too but I dont wanna be greedy
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KI DESERVES CAT JELLY
#personal#WIGGLY JIGGLY CUTE CAT PUDDING#IF SOMEONE DOESNT TAKE KI OUT TO A NICE RESTAURANT AND TAKE HIS HAND GENTLY AND#PULL HIS SEAT OUT FOR HIM LIKE A GENTLEMAN#😤😤😤😤 THEY BETTER#And Ki can wear a cute wittle cat dress 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭🤧#GON WILL HOLD HIS HAND OUT LIKE A PRINCE WOULD FOR KI TO TAKEEE AHNNN#THANK YOU AHHHHN GOOD DAY#I I WUV#BRB GOTTA START THIS WIP#I NEED SLEEP BUT NO I WRITE INSTEAD#AND IF ANYONE TRIES TO LEAVE HATE AGAIN MWAHAHA#I'll just honestly turn everything off lol NOTHING WILL STOP ME FROM WRITING MY NICHES NOM NOM NOM#The twitter linkkk didn’t work so I did this#I STARTED MY WIP YES#Should probs take short 15 min nap before work graveyard life problems#it isn’t inspo if it doesn’t come at bad timesss BUT I SO HAPOY IDC#*happy
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i keep thinking of mayyyybe trying to cover a milgram song and the thing is that i did. try to do it once but to my own shock and surprise the only song that i was able to handle was. weakness.
i literally was like "okay i have a high-pitched voice uhhh let's go with after pain or umbilical or tihtbilwy maybe??" and that failed and i was like "okay i can't handle fast-paced songs let's go with something slower" that also failed.
and then i tried to sing weakness and. it worked. it didn't sync with the instrumental that well so i still was a little slow but it still. sounded good.
#haruka muu and mahiru kinnies in me were fighting and haruka won. good for him#this close to just singing mappi's psychogram cover honestly. let me go insane. let me go crazy#the hardest thing about singing for me is not even the actual process or mixing or anything. it's the fact that i don't live alone#i COULD sing the highest notes ever or something but consider this. my grandma is taking a nap#or there was a time while i was just quietly singing one of the songs and my mom was like “are you okay? it sounded like you were swearing”#I FIND IT FUNNY HOW SHE WASN'T MAD AT ME FOR SWEARING SHE JUST GOT WORRIED BC SHE THOUGHT SOMETHING HAPPENEDHJDFJDKDK#.. just realized that me kinning haruka muu and mahiru basically screams “i NEED attention”. hold on gonna go fix my kinlist real quick /j#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]
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guys i've officially made it as a TA aka one of my students gave me a hand written card thanking me for being "the best TA" and creating a great environment and making her feel better when things started to go wrong :^)
time to go cry!!!!!
#work tag#tbh i have seriously thought about dropping out bc i've felt like i'm not smart enough or someone made a mistake admitting me or whatever#but. then shit like this happens and i'm like no i can't leave i need to follow this through bc i LOVE teaching#also one of my friends brought up the point that if THIS is what i can do as a TA??? like if i'm this good as a fckn TA imagine how amazing#im gonna be as a professor when i get to decide the rubric and curriculum and deadlines and what not!!!#like i'm just . this term has been rough and i have been 🎵going through it🎵 but this honestly made it all worth it#like i love my students and i'm gonna reach out to this student and another one and be like hey!!!! don't be a stranger okay!!!!#anyway :•)#also group got cancelled!! so i'll be able to grade and take a nap and pack because TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW#things are feeling ... good for once#oh it should also be noted this is my second term as a TA ᵕ̈#like .... i feel like i'm kicking ass you guys ᵕ̈
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the kpop space is so tiring
#m.💬#was gonna leave this as a tag on my last post but nah#there’s always some kind of drama#I do not concern myself with that shit#I just woke up from a nap to so much information and I am overwhelmed#love being someone who doesn’t include myself in drama honestly#I’m depressed and angry enough about living as it is#I don’t need that added stress#don’t get me wrong I’m a nosy bitch and I’ll figure out what’s going on but then I walk away#I’ll just be listening to my music yall can be mad about whatever you want don’t mind me#but I’m basically a shadow and invisible so no one minds me anyway 🙂#I’m on my period don’t take what I say seriously#also still post nap/sleep hazy#got rid of the ‘and petty’ part bc I don’t think that’s the right word#and it’s tiring in more ways than one so that descriptor is good enough
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Coffee at 8pm seems like a bad idea but technically this is my morning now so
#ace is a mess#i also have a headache that i think caffeine will fix#i just woke up from my nap to fix my sleep schedule for travelling overnight (read: only just convinced myself to get out of bed) so its#todays morning for me ive decided so coffee also because the coffee at home was not good and i need to cleanse my palate of the reminder#6pm-5am travel was not my best idea honestly
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came home from work with the gnarliest headache, legitimately the whole base of my skull was throbbing and felt like a cracked egg, jaw hurt, teeth hurt. took one (1) ibuprofen and dozed for like an hour and suddenly i'm all good??? what is this magic??????
#i've seriously never had these types of headaches disappear without at least three hours of full sleep lmao#i get these intense headaches semi-regularly and my god they really really suck#not really migraines per se but strong enough that it's really hard to function in day to day life with one#like i can handle bright lights & such but talking hurts and my brain can't really process info bc of the pain#and ofc they almost always happen in the middle of my workday#strong sleep usually cures them - this is the first time i've gotten rid of one without that#im trying to remember if i usually take ibuprofen and honestly maybe not??? idk i kind of forget drugs exist when im sick lol#liveblogging life#anyway it just felt really miraculous to get up to use the bathroom one hour into my nap#and be like: oh damn i think im good actually maybe i dont need to sleep???
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Am I feeling bad because of the COVID or am I feeling bad because of what happened in Friday league? Who knows, probably both.
#ramblings#beastlife#beastlife skyfall friday league#I'm fine honestly#and it was a good session#just one thing#one moment#gonna make me lie down in an active freeway#if you know you know#I think I do need to lie down#not on the freeway to clarify#just taking a nap#y'know#for the COVID#snore mii mii mii mii mii
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