#I just love this song and always think of star wars whenever I hear it (which is a lot lately)

[wlntrsldler]

marvel masterlist

bucky barnes:

series

DOPPELGÄNGER: Bucky has only been in love once and it was before he was put in ice and way before he became the Winter Soldier. What happens when Bucky meets Y/N, the exact look alike of the girl he used to love? (Social Media AU) (WIP) DISCONTINUED

ROSES: Bucky tells Y/N he’s the Winter Soldier. The next day, he’s taken by the government and that’s the last Y/N sees of him... until they cross paths again. But what if Bucky doesn’t remember her? (COMPLETED)

TO BE SO LONELY: When Bucky and Y/N signed up for this online penpal system, they never expected to grow attached to the other person behind the screen. (COMPLETED)

FALLING: Bucky has been distant lately. Y/N doesn’t know why. (COMPLETED)

THE BREAKUP CHRONICLES: A collection of imagines that can be read independently or as a whole fic about Y/N and Bucky’s relationship post-breakup. DISCONTINUED

one shots

NOT MY TYPE AT ALL: Y/N isn’t Bucky’s type but honestly, he doesn’t care about that anymore. (Not My Type At All by Jacob Whitesides)

SLOW DANCING IN A BURNING ROOM: Y/N knew that Bucky had to leave someday but that didn’t mean that she was ready when the day came. (Slow Dancing In A Burning Room by John Mayer)

CLOSE TO YOU: Requested! Bucky loves Y/N, he didn’t mean to snap at her. (Close To You by Rihanna)

LAST KISS: 1940’s Bucky tells Y/N that he got his orders. (Last Kiss by Taylor Swift)

KISS ME SLOWLY: Bucky keeps running away from Y/N. He doesn’t want to get attached. (Kiss Me Slowly by Parachute)

FALLING LIKE THE STARS: Bucky and Y/N fall in love but he’s sent off to fight the war. (Falling Like the Stars by James Arthur)

HARD PLACE: Bucky and Y/N can’t stop fighting and it’s getting too much. (Hard Place by H.E.R)

F&MU**: Bucky and Y/N hate each other… but they can’t stop letting their anger out through sex. (F&MU by Kehlani) 18+!

MAY I ASK: Y/N and Bucky see each other for the first time since the breakup. Y/N confronts Bucky on why he ended things. (May I Ask by Luke Chiang)

I WILL BE FOUND:  Bucky finally found the place where he belongs when he met Y/N but at times, he wished that he could somehow take the life he used to have and magically fit it into the life he had now. (I Will Be Found by John Mayer)

10 AM: REQUESTED! Bucky is hopelessly in love with Y/N. He stops himself from saying anything to her because he’s afraid of getting hurt again, not knowing how much more he can take in his lifetime. (10AM by Keaton Henson)

FLAWLESS**: Bucky and Y/N are friends with benefits. They found a new thing to play with in the bedroom. The Winter Soldier. (Flawless by The Neighbourhood)

CHERIE: Bucky doesn’t understand why Y/N is always so happy. He never thought he would be one of the people who got entranced by her until he was. (Cherry by Harry Styles)

TEE SHIRT:  Bucky and Y/N walk into a music shop and she hears the song her and her ex used to love playing in the background. (Tee Shirt by Birdy)

I’M LONELY: lex’s writing challenge! enemies to lovers; “Will you wait for me?” (i’m lonely by luz)

LOUD: Every time Y/N is afraid, she plays her music too loudly but this time, Bucky is there to comfort her.

BUBBLES: Short Bucky imagine about bubbles.

DOCTOR ME UP: Y/N is Bucky’s doctor when he wakes up in Wakanda. 

WHITE DRESS: Bucky loves her, so so much, especially as she walks down the aisle in her white dress. 

SHAWARMAS: Bucky has a crush on Y/N, the cashier from the Shawarma place. 

NO CLUE: Y/N and Bucky hate each other. Nobody knows why. Whenever someone asks, the pair just say, “I have my reasons.” Some think that something happened between them when Bucky was in hiding. Some think that Bucky did something to Y/N when he was the Winter Soldier. Some think that there’s no actual reason- they simply hate each other.

RITUALS: You died on a mission and all Bucky has left is the voicemail you left him before you got on the Quinjet. 

FAMILIARITY: Love is a foreign concept to Bucky. 

peter parker:

JEALOUS: Where Peter tells Y/N that he’s Spiderman and things go down. (Jealous by Labrinth)

[grievedeeply]

could you write something for freyr.... anything at all..... i love him so much

freyr is probably my favorite new addition into god of war through the new game so as soon as i saw this i got all giggly immediately. thank you for this anon you're so real

gn!reader | no tws

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dating freyr headcanons

freyr is a romantic. he loves thinking about a future where he's so in love, his partner is the only thing he can think about. he pictures a love so deep and beautiful, and he yearns for it

that being said— he isn't desperate for it. he's a bit of a flirt, but it's all out of playfulness even if he does find someone attractive. he wants to be sure of his feelings before making moves on anyone seriously

his heart is so big and capable of so much love for his partner it's blinding. he's one of the sweetest people ever. friendly, kind— selfless. it's a miracle he wasn't already with someone

you're a mortal from midgard who traveled to vanaheim to escape fimbulwinter soon after baldur's death— and freyr's group welcomes you with open arms. you're talented with a few different weapons and you have a bright and skilled mind. you're a good addition

you become a close friend to him and he comes to rely on you. he tells you everything. he speaks his mind openly with you— telling you about how afraid he really is of everything going on

you don't pay any mind to his flirting. you never have. it's all harmless fun, and you think of it that way, replying in laughter and rolling your eyes each time he mentions how your eyes shimmer like stars or how your laugh sounds like a song in his ears

unbeknownst to you, his at first only playful flirting blossomed into real feelings. he felt his heart burst in his chest whenever he saw you— but he wondered if you would ever take his flirting seriously

freyr fell for you first. he couldn't help it. he saw how you looked at him when he was hurt. your eyes filled with compassion and care for him. how you tenderly took care of his wounds, patting his leg reassuringly as you turned to grab whatever else you needed

he didn't feel the pain as he looked at you. all he felt was a warmth in his chest and a pounding in his heart

having real feelings for someone was something that scared him a bit. he was fine with flirting— but the thought of it being more than that was worrying for some reason

he liked you, though. he pushed through that anxiety even though he knew you didn't feel the same way. he was okay with hiding how much he liked you if it would mean keeping his friendship with you

it took you longer, but when you fell you fell HARD. he wasn't even doing anything. he was talking to someone— you couldn't remember who— but it didn't matter to you

he smiled, and your face suddenly felt hot as you looked at him. he was so into the conversation, his eyes glued on who he was talking to. he was so genuine. you always liked that about him

though, you tried to ignore the feelings you had for him for awhile. he was a god. he wouldn't feel that way about you, right? you were a mortal. you didn't even feel worthy of his attention in that way in the first place

it felt almost embarrassing to like him as much as you did knowing it was unlikely to go anywhere. you tried to hide it from him, and you did it surprisingly well despite how obvious you were to literally everyone else

freyr is actually the one to confess first. he ends up telling you when you're injured really badly, and out of worry he'll never be able to tell you he just blurts it out

you could barely hear him, going in and out of consciousness, but your heart picks up in your chest just at the sound of his voice

he confirms his feelings again when you're completely conscious, feeling badly for keeping it from you when he attempted to tell you before

you barely react, your eyebrows raising being the only sign you even heard him in the first place. his heart drops and he sighs with a thin lipped smile on his face

after a few moments, you whisper, "i like you too." and the rest is history honestly

he asks you to be his partner officially a few days after he confesses to you. it's all very sappy. he takes you to his favorite place in vanaheim, a wide smile on his lips the entire way there

he goes the long way on purpose just to spend time with you. he talks about anything and everything just to hear your voice

he doesn't make the actual asking of the question too fancy, but he did want the perfect location and scenery for it. it's perfect

finally! onto actual relationship stuff

freyr is a very soft boyfriend. he's the human embodiment of sunshine and will go out of his way to make you happy no matter what it means. if it's possible, he'll do it for you

he's really big on physical touch. he loves feeling your hands all over him. it makes him feel really special— knowing that he's the only one that gets to hold you in his arms

if you ever show extra attention to his scars expect him to melt into you even faster. he's not self conscious about them to an incredible extent, but seeing that you love all of him, including what others may deem imperfections, makes him weak at the knees

if he leaves without you he WILL find something to bring back for you. it might just be a pretty looking rock, others it'll be something fancier he found while he was out. he says "it reminded me of you" every time with the cutest smile <3

he finds a lot of different ways to express his love for you, verbally, physically, gift giving— it's something he really enjoys. he wants you to know how much he appreciates you

it still hasn't really set in to you that you're dating a god. you look at freyr and you wonder why he chose a mortal out of everyone else there is. you'll die one day, and he'll continue living without you

you're content with that, though. spending the rest of your mortal life with the man you love. he doesn't feel that way, though. he avoids thinking about your death. you're young— you have plenty of time left

he knows that you being young for mortals doesn't mean anything, though. he knows that accidents happen. other gods happen. the world is dangerous, and he does everything he can to see protect you from it

he cherishes his time with you. he knows that nothing lasts forever and he's grateful that he has you, even if it'll end some day. again, he tries not to think about a life without you

moving onto happier things

freyr is very protective of you. an example of this is when kratos comes along, he's standing in front of you to shield you from him if things were to go wrong <3

it comes as a surprise when you step out from behind him with a smile to greet him and mimir. they were the ones who helped you leave midgard, and you remembered them from all those years ago

he's obviously very confused, but that confusion doubles when he hears his sister's voice. she was captured or dead. was he hallucinating?

after finding out freya is really alive, he gets very emotional. he talks to you about how he feels. how he regrets not showing her more support. how he treated her before she left. how he didn't look for her. it eats him up

he has a chance to make amends, you remind him. all he does in response is smile, wrap an arm around you and say, "you're right, sunshine."

speaking of nicknames, he has a lot for you. sunshine, sweetheart, angel, darling— anything becomes a nickname for you if he thinks it suits you

he doesn't have a favorite, but he uses them to tease you. he has that smug look on his face calling you baby every time without fail. he knows how it makes your heart race

he knows he's attractive. people tell him that plenty. though, if you ever call him 'pretty boy' or anything of the sort, he WILL start blushing

he gets so giddy hearing you compliment his looks. it means so much more from you than anyone else

he's a good kisser. if he's your first kiss, he's so gentle and reassuring with you. not that he wouldn't be if it wasn't, but he wants to make your first special and meaningful

definitely the type of guy to caress your face and jaw while kissing you. he smiles against your lips every time without fail. he feels so lucky :")

he knows where to put his hands to make you feel the safest. his hands on your hips or in your hair, caressing against your skin <3

freya loves you. she knows her brother is a romantic and seeing that he finally got a meaningful relationship with you means a lot to her. she has no doubts that you're the one for him

naturally, the two of you become close and she tells you all about him in their childhood— much to freyr's dismay

he got lucky. he knows he did. you're everything he's ever wanted in a partner, and realizing he has you for as long as you'll have him makes his chest tight

he loves how you make him feel. the way you look at him is like no one else. he doesn't know how he managed to win you over, but he's so glad he did

even though he's a playful person, he knows when to be serious. he's great at comforting you whenever you're feeling down

he's good at reading you, somehow. he just knows whenever you're upset or sad. he can see it in your behavior and on your face

you're his first priority, and he's a big worrier when it comes to you and your safety. kratos is running, carrying him on his back and all he's asking about is you

reuniting with him after being apart comes straight out of a disney movie. he picks you up, twirls you around and presses kisses all over your skin with a bright smile. doesn't matter if you're taller than him. he'll pick you up

he takes care of you if you're sick or injured. he'll do a bit of doting on you, fetching everything you ask for and even some things you didn't mention at all. it's very sweet of him to do, but you'll be surrounded by stuff he brought you before too long

freyr is a very sweet boyfriend. he's had experience, but you're the only one of his partners who he can see an actual future with

he does want to have one with you— if it's something you're open to

the thought of getting married makes him really giddy, giggly almost. he thinks about it more than he'd like to admit, but he wants his dream to come true one day

if you say i love you before he does, his brain will short circuit and it'll take him a moment to respond. he loves you, he really does. it means a lot to him to hear you say it <3

overall, he's a doting, protective and loving boyfriend who wants nothing more than to keep you safe, happy and healthy

he loves you a WHOLE lot. he's the sweetest :")

[jedimasterbailey]

Hey there love 😘 for the writer ask game 💚, ❤️,💜, 💛,🤍, 🤎

Hi baby! 🥰 I love that you selected all the other colors so no one else takes them 🤣

💚- Do you ever feel inspired by and/or jealous of other people’s writing?

I’m always inspired by other people’s work whenever I read because I’m actually quite picky on what I read and have a super short attention span so if a fic gets my attention I’m always taking mental notes on how the author got my attention and enjoyment and I try to do it in my own writing. Huge shoutout to @mini-and-mighty @bluedeedeedoop @kaaragen @stellanslashgeode @alexeithegoat @archduke42 @lesbiansandpuns and of course my dearest wife @devondeal for writing my favorite pieces of fiction ever. Everyone should check out their work.

❤️- Do you ever feel anxious or scared while writing? If so, why?

Honestly no, writing is when I feel my most confident so it’s just pure fun for me.

💜- Name one song you’re listening to while writing your next/current fic. How or why does it help the writing process?

Oh I love this question because music really drives my work and is a need besides caffeine for me to write ☺️ I’m currently going in between my Luminara and Barriss story and the sequel story to The Padawans and where I’m in in both stories, I’m having to really delve into Barriss’s depression and internal pain and even Luminara’s I may add so I listen to the song “Birds” by Audrey Morgan. I guarantee you that you will think of Barriss Offee and/or Luminara Unduli when you hear that song and/or read the lyrics.

💛- Do you ever alter, highlight, or de-empathize certain canonical traits in a character? If so, why and describe how.

I definitely do more highlighting on Luminara and Barriss’s positive canonical traits (I.e. their compassion, their intelligence, etc.) because they receives so much slander from the Star Wars fandom that it’s partially why I started writing fic in the first place, because I want to chip away at that negativity.

🤍- What’s a fanfic scenario or idea you’d like someone else to write so you can read it?

I’d love to see someone tackle any of these ideas I have not conquered yet but would love to see someone’s interpretation of it.

1.) Ahsoka thinking of Barriss during the events of Order 66 and/or the events of the Ahsoka novel

2.) Luminara and Barriss during Order 66

3.) Luminara and Barriss in the direct aftermath of the first Geonosis battle

4.) How Ahsoka and Captain Rex split up after Padme’s funeral

5.) A Luminara and Ventress adventure after the events of Cloak of Darkness

🤎- How did you decide to write (or why are you writing) a certain fanfic?

I write fanfic mainly to fill in gaps in the Star Wars timeline canon refuses to touch on (I.e Barriss and Ahsoka post Wrong Jedi arc, Luminara and Barriss pre Clone Wars, etc.)this why I write them so that I can have that closure 🤣

[reylokisses]

Hello and a happy Star Wars weekend to you! 😉

Since you're taking asks, here's a themed one for you...what's the first song that comes to mind that you would associate with Reylo? What about other songs for other Star Wars pairings you follow too like say Gingerrose or RebelCaptain and ect? I love music so I always enjoy hearing other people's musical takes on their various otps and fave characters ❤️

Anyway, long time follower first time commentator on here...thanks for keeping the fandom reblogs alive and fun and a Happy Revenge of the 5th to you!

Hi @phantomravens! Happy Revenge of the 5th to you too! ❤️

Thanks so much for your ask - that’s an interesting one 🤔

“Dead Girl Walking” from Heathers The Musical always makes me think of Reylo, even though the pairing of Veronica and JD strikes me as being more like Anidala. Whenever I listen to Heathers the Musical, I picture Veronica and JD as Rey and Ben during Dead Girl Walking, and as Anakin and Padmé during Meant to Be Yours.

I just realised that I don’t associate any songs with any other Star Wars pairings 😣 I really should start doing that. I have other songs that I associate with my other non-Star Wars ships if you’re interested- I think of Spock x Uhura when I hear “Just Give Me a Reason”, and Paul x Chani when I listen to “Miss You” by Conan Gray and “Fortnight” by Taylor Swift. I love it when a song matches a ship perfectly!

Thank you for being my mutual! 🥰

[biolizardboils]

Underpanniversary mont September is almost over, so here’s one last headcanon dump for the road

General

The entire book series takes place in a single school year. The following is my vain attempt at cramming everything into that timeframe in a way that makes sense

The football game in Book 1 was the kickoff and happened in early August. The 4-to-6 weeks before the Ring arrived was really just 4 weeks, minimizing the Boys' slave labor and placing Captain's first day on duty in early September (not exactly the 1st but close enough)

Book 6 canonically happens during the cold and flu season (so late autumn), making it the halfway point of the school year and the series. (I just realized that it’s never shown snowing in modern-day Piqua? Maybe it only happened while the Boys were on winter break)

In Book 11, Krupp mentions there’s 7 weeks of school left. Summer break usually starts in mid-to-late May; subtracting 7 weeks from that places Book 11 in early-to-mid April

Book 12 happens in May. The Rid-O-Kid incident and sudden lack of gym teacher forced the school to close for damage control, then hold a half-day to do the yay-you’re-moving-up-a-grade stuff. (And yes, this means Captain Underpants Pizza Party didn’t happen and is merely a wistful fantasy 😔)

Also said school year is 1997-1998 (except for when I bring up any media that came out after that) because this is my post and I make the anachronisms

The Boys

Harold raises Sea Monkeys as snacks for his and George's pets

Speaking of their pets, they are NOT to be put in the same room together. George's are cats, Harold's are fish. Can I make it any more obvious

George had to stay home sick for a whole week once. when he finally came back to school, he walked in with this blasting on this boombox

George's fave computer game is Star Wars: Behind the Magic, Harold's is Insaniquarium (first the browser version, then Deluxe way later), and they both love Backyard Baseball

George's fave Disney film is A Goofy Movie. Harold didn’t have a favorite until middle school when Treasure Planet came out

The boys took Captain to see Hercules in theaters. He declared it the greatest movie of all time, so they bought it on VHS and played it in the treehouse whenever he asked. The boys kept it long after 4th grade and watched it whenever they missed him

They used to think boy bands were weird and girls were weird for liking them... until Heidi got into the Backstreet Boys. Harold caught The Fever from hearing her play their songs in the house, and George caught it from him. Their favorite song is Answer To Our Life

Harold would later joke that him catching The Fever should’ve been his wake-up call lol

The Old!Boys

In college they held a dorm party and made Jungle Juice in a (fully sanitized!!!) toilet so they could flush away the evidence after. And also just for laffs

Their kids go to Stubinville Elementary. It’s farther away and they have to take a bus, but it’s got generally better teachers than Jerome Horwitz. Go Stinkbugs

They wrote a letter to Krupp about what they did to him in 4th grade, but never sent it

Other

The Boys' parents didnt realize their families had blended together for years. It finally hit them when they asked Grandma and Grandpa to synchronize their visits. They were like "....Huh." and then went right back to setting the table

Other things both families do together: bills, carpooling, cooking, movie nights, fishing, picnics, holiday card photos at the mall

The Beards have a record player and a vinyl collection of every funk and R&B hit from 1968 to 1989. They always have one playing as background noise in the mornings and evenings. (The Hutchins like to play MTV instead)

Heidi goes to a preschool halfway across town. Robbie Hoskins (the little boy whose mom never believes him) goes there too

The Boys plan on being Heidi’s bodyguards when she starts kindergarten at Jerome Horwitz. No one’s gonna give her trouble, student or teacher, if they can help it

She can’t get in the Treehouse—not cus the Boys won’t let her, but cus she’s too small to safely climb the ladder 😔 Some day she'll get in there and eat all the hidden junk food, but not yet

I diagnose Melvin with EXTREME Gifted Kid Burnout post-canon lmao. He ends up going to the same community college as the Boys and they finally bury the hatchet there

Switching to paragraphs for this last one:

Long ago, when Krupp first started out as a principal, him and all the staff fell victim to an impossibly elaborate prank. He was excited to write his first detention slip and grilled the whole student body to find the culprit. 

After threatening to hold them hostage past the last bell, a dirty blonde boy in 2nd grade came up to him and claimed responsibility. Krupp locked him in the detention room and looked for his parents' number in the school directory, but couldn't find anything under his last name. 

Just then, he heard the kid make this noise. He stormed back to the detention room and opened it to yell at him... but the kid had vanished. The only sign he’d been there was his slip on the floor.

Krupp framed it in his office to preserve a milestone in his career, and vowed to crush that kid's spirit the next day.

But he never appeared at the school again.

[judgementdaysunshine]

For the birthday celebration (HAPPY BIRTHDAY BTW!!!!): 🌲 + X-Men fandom, Indiana Jones fandom, and Star Wars fandom (male character preference) + I’m a 30 year old queer woman (she/they) who is Graysexual and Biromantic. I’m 5’1” with a peaches and cream complexion, dark green eyes (tho my right eye has a blue film over it due to blindness), long dark brown hair, and an almost hourglass figure. I’m a Hufflepuff! I’m compassionate, stubborn, get frustrated easily, silly, happy, cute, passionate, have OCD, Dyscalculia, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and I’m Autistic. I studied general studies in school (I switched majors a few times). I’m ethnically an Ashkenazi Jew and was raised both religiously Roman Catholic and Jewish. I am trying to be more religiously Jewish. I love animals a lot. I love reading (especially history, romance, myths/lore, anything about Judaism/being Jewish, and fiction), botany, space, cats, my faith, playing games, dancing, singing, traveling, and naps. When I get frustrated/upset or despondent, I tend to belittle myself and think that whatever is wrong is my fault even when it is not.

OMG my lovely I first ship you with Finn Dameron! 💫

He was blown away with how you looked but when he saw the blue film over your right eye despite what it was from it made your eyes look like the galaxy with a milky way

He didn't know a lot about religion but once he found out you were Jewish he researched learning everything about the culture from how it started to what people can and can't do due to the religion

He would find your body figure beautiful and absolutely always running his hands down your sides gently whenever he could always admiring you in whatever you were wearing even in the plainest clothes and pajamas

Every time you would get overstimulated or frustrated he would just wrap his arms around and hold you rubbing your arm or sides for as long as you need

He never fails to smile whenever you did the most simple thing to help others even when you didn't have to but still did

He always shows how much he cares for and loves you when you belittle yourself always interrupting before you can finish what you were saying and holding your shoulders giving you the most breathtaking kiss in your life making you fall in love again and again

It's number two I ship you with the man himself Indiana Jones! 🤍

He always does little dances to make you laugh in between the crazy adventures the two of you go on across the world for the next historical story

He can tell when you are getting frustrated or overwhelmed so no matter where the two of you are on your journey he will take you to a place he knows that will make you calm and happy whether it's a flower garden in the Netherlands,small rabbit farm in Scotland,or a local cafe in France

Anytime he hears you try to talk bad about yourself he either puts his hand on your mouth with a certain look on his face or kisses you telling you in between each kiss how much you mean to him

He has met quite a few different people of many races,religions,and sexualities and he had a few friends who were Jewish and would always try to follow the traditions and what not to do under the religion

Anytime you're overstimulated he always puts headphones with your favorite songs on a walkman for you to listen to until you feel calm

He can never not look at your body no matter what you're wearing and how many times he's seen your curves and every mark on your body

He always smiles when he looks in your eyes especially in the orange sunlight making it seem like your eyes were the clear ocean water in Puerto Rico with the white foam flowing on shore

And finally I ship you with Erik Lehnsherr! ♥️

He always takes you to the greenhouse or library whenever you're upset and needing to get away and a break from everyone else him with you

He always loves looking and seeing your figure and curves no matter if you're wearing a tank top and jeans,pajamas,or a nice dress he bought for you oogling over your body every single time

He does little random things to make you smile and laugh even in the dead quiet reading looking up to see erik wearing the most ridiculous hat in the whole school makes your day

He loves all of you but his secret favorite part of you was your eyes always reminding him of all the green plants and light blue of the sky peeking over them making them more beautiful

He is always ready with some type of soft items you can hold in your arms when you're overstimulated and tired to help you calm down and fall asleep

He immediately researches and writes a list of dos and not to dos after learning your Jewish even learning how to make your favorite meals from the culture bonding the two of you together even more

Every time you bash yourself he gently turns you to look at him slowly talking to you telling you how wonderful you are and how much he truly loves you always giving you a gentle kiss on the forehead

[wornkindness]

MINI CHARACTER PLAYLIST

SHARE AT LEAST FIVE SONGS THAT REMIND YOU OF YOUR MUSE, OR THAT YOU ASSOCIATE WITH YOUR MUSE’S CHARACTER ARC. Including lyrics is optional.

i have idk like 6 playlist for amelia, but my main one for her has almost 100 songs because i have a problem. so i guess i’ll just list songs i’m currently vibing with the most

stronger than a lion - delta rae

oh yeah, you want to drag me down / i'm stronger than a lion when the jackals come around / you may think i'm weak, that my heart beats faint / but you shouldn't judge an engine by the car's ripped paint / baby, i'm a fighter in the robes of a saint / pull me through your fire, but i feel no pain / i'll be a survivor when i rise from the flames

daughter - sleeping at last

the sunlight shines a little brighter / the weight of the world's a little lighter / the stars lean in a little closer / all because of you […] this is your kingdom / this is your crown/ this is your story / this is your moment / don't look down / you're ready, born ready

all-american bitch - olivia rodrigo

and i make light of the darkness / i've got sun in my motherfucking pocket, best believe […] i am light as a feather / i'm as fresh as the air / coca-cola bottles that i only use to curl my hair / i got class and integrity / just like a goddamn kennedy / i swear / with love to spare […] i don't get angry when i'm pissed / i'm the eternal optimist / i scream inside to deal with it […] i'm sexy and i'm kind / i'm pretty when i cry

you're on your kid - taylor swift (this is more specifically tied to amelia queen’s arc)

from sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes / i gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this / i hosted parties and starved my body / like i'd be saved by a perfect kiss / the jokes weren't funny, i took the money / my friends from home don't know what to say / i looked around in a blood-soaked gown / and i saw something they can't take away / 'cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned / everything you lose is a step you take / so make the friendship bracelets / take the moment and taste it / you've got no reason to be afraid / you're on your own, kid / yeah, you can face this / you're on your own, kid / you always have been

history of man - maisie peters (again a song tied to amelia’s queen arc)

you didn't even falter / didn't look back once, did you? / so samson blamed delilah, but given half the chance i / i would have made him weaker too / sirens sounded, trumpets blaring / you walked out oh, without sweating […] the men start wars yet troy hates helen / women's hearts are lethal weapons / did you hold mine and feel threatened? / hear my lyrics, taste my venom […] i've seen it, in the poems and the sands / i've pleaded, with the powers and their plans

i hope you dance - lee ann womack

i hope you never lose your sense of wonder, / you get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger, / may you never take one single breath for granted, / god forbid love ever leave you empty handed, / i hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean, / whenever one door closes i hope one more opens, / promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance, / and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. / i hope you dance… i hope you dance… / i hope you never fear those mountains in the distance, / never settle for the path of least resistance, / livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin', / lovin' might be a mistake, but it's worth makin', / don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter, / when you come close to sellin' out reconsider, / give the heavens above more than just a passing glance, / and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance./ i hope you dance

tagged by: @debelltio (thank you friend uwu) tagging: you!

[redsoul-squire]

Get To Know Me Better / 9 People You Want To Know w/ 9 Questions

Well, I still don't really have any followers, and I haven't been active enough here to have people that I could tag, but I was graciously tagged by the adorable @pastel-chrysalis so that I could have something fun to fill in myself, so here I go~

Three Ships: 🎵"I saw three ships come sailing in~"🎵 Hmm... That's a pretty tough one actually! I really haven't watched much recently ((and I guess I mostly only end up self-shipping)), but one of the first ones that comes to mind is Kyouko x Sayaka from Puella Magi Madoka Magica. I always loved that pairing and they're the first ones that ever come to mind whenever I hear the word "shipping". I think my favorite current pairing is probably Charlie x Emily from Hazbin Hotel? That may be dangerous to say, I dunno, since Charlie is obviously canonically with Vaggie, but I definitely ship it. Third and final ship I'll say 2B x 9S. Maybe generic and boring, but the idea of them shopping together happily in an AU makes me smile, therefore I ship.

First Ship: Errhm.. probably Ash and Misty from Pokémon? At that point I really had no idea what "shipping" was, but my young mind definitely identified those two as obviously being boyfriend and girlfriend.

Last Song: "The Horse and the Infant", EPIC the Musical - The Troy Saga. Apparently this is some kind of musical album that doesn't actually have a stage adaptation yet? I'm not really sure how it works yet since my friend just introduced me to it, but it kinda whips so far? Listening currently to it as I type...

Last Movie: Dune! the new one. I really enjoyed seeing it originally in theaters and am really looking forward to seeing the sequel, but want to make sure I can remember what happens in the first one. A mom and son adventure in space is really cool to me as a young man who's really close with his own mother (who thankfully also really liked it!).

Last Spoken Words: "Nah, I'm good, thanks~" I had to dip out quick to grab some food while typing this out and had to tell the corner 7/11 cashier that I didn't need a receipt.

Currently Reading: Alphabet Squadron (Star Wars). I'm actually listening on Audible. Unfortunately I can't actually remember the last book that I like sat down to read, but I can sometimes listen to books while I'm at work, so that tends to work better for me. Its weird-- this is definitely one of the best Star Wars books I've ever read, but its also taking me the longest to ever finish. Back in "the day" I could get through like one Star Wars book a day, but I've been listening to this one for like months now and still haven't finished it. Maybe because its better quality in my mind? So I'm like taking it more seriously?

Currently Watching: Mighty Morphin Power Rangers! I saw some stuff on Twitter about Power Rangers and was kinda struck by how much my inner self missed it, so I decided to try and see how my current self would react to it. I'm really liking it so far! Will definitely be blogging more about it later.

Currently Eating: Uhh.. Some kind of strange Buffalo Chicken stick thing from 7/11. Its warm and closely resembles food.

Currently Craving: I'd love to be able to get some Red Lobster! I don't even know what I'd get if I went there, but the nearest one is really far away and I haven't been able to go in a long time... I used to have one just a few minutes up the road, but it closed down a few months ago and I still haven't gotten over it.

[s-k-y-w-a-l-k-e-r]

Band on the Run!

[bellafragolina]

I love headcanons for sharing characters clothes , but I always see it with the reader stealing shirts and goodies and such. Not that I don't love it but A: not all of us are tiny and would fit into our favorites stuff, B: some of us, like yours truly, love to war excessively baggy clothes already, so what I would like to see are headcanons for Guzma, Piers, and Elesa constantly "borrowing" their SOs clothes? I just need to see some grown ass men and one woman absolutely SWIMMING in something that is too big for them because they are SAPS.

Ooh, baggy clothes are the best!! And so I hear, they’re even nicer when they smell like the one you love

🍓🍓🍓

Guzma:

You wear baggier clothes than he does, which is a surprise. But he’s not complaining, your shit is comfy! He wears your hoodies and shirts around the Shady House without a care. The grunts marvel his comfort, and beg you to lend them some of your clothes too. Guzma shouts at them; that’s a boyfriend privilege, and he’s the boyfriend

“Please??” The grunts tug on your sleeve, giving you their best Babydoll Eyes. You wince. It’s super effective. “Please, big sib? Can we borrow your hoodies??”

“Uh,” you drawl, doing a mental count, “I don’t think I have that many hoodies, guys.”

“What about shirts??” Another grunt wraps her arms around your waist, batting her lashes. “You have a lot of those, right?”

“Oi!!” The grunts scatter at the shout. Guzma stalks up in their place, pouring as he embraces you from behind and places his chin on your shoulder. “Damn kids.”

“Guz, are those my sweats?”

“Heh! Love ya?”

Piers:

He is unashamed. His aesthetic, while killer, can get uncomfortable. Your clothes are comfortable, and he gets to drown in your scent and the fabric whenever he wears them. So whenever he has down time, he’s wearing your stuff. It’d be annoying if he didn’t look so cute

“Babe,” you call, wandering towards him, “it’s like three am.” You flop against him, plucking at the loose threads of your “Hey, Cutiefly!” hoodie. Piers looks cute swamped in the pastel fabric, but you’re exhausted. “Come to bed.”

“Writing a song.” Piers responds, scribbling at a page of bars and notes you don’t bother trying to understand.

“Good for you.” You grumble. “Come to bed.” You tug the hoodie up, and touch his warm waist with your frigid hands. He jumps and curses at you. “There’s more where that came from, Nickit.”

“Fine, fine.” Piers drops his pen, shuffling after you. “Abomasnow.”

“Aipom.”

He snorts.

Elesa:

She is a menace to you. She seems to have a sense for which pieces are your favorites, for she always has them on her, her grin wide and teasing. She teases you whenever she steals your clothes, does little fashion shows for you, despite your unamused smile

“You’re a menace.” You tell her, but she just grins and twirls for you.

“I think I’m stellar.” She says, nose in the air. “Maybe even Star-ly.” You sigh heavily. “Aw, babe, you’re just mad I look better in your stuff than you.”

“You only look better because I’m attracted to you.”

“Aw, thanks-! Wait! Hey!!”

You snort. “C’mere and cuddle me, Starly.”

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I like the cute little domestic moments that couples have. Writing about them and reading them make them feel more real to me.

Hope you like it, hon! Have a great day!

~Renee

[phoenixyfriend]

Rex and Anakin Raise a Family: Part Four

Part One, Part Two, Part Three – Chrono

Warnings: grief, resentment, lactation, animal death

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For all that Anakin had said he could handle the twins, Rex still takes one in the sling as they go into town. They don't have a hoverpram yet, and neither of them could figure out a way to fold the fabric to securely hold the babies' heads up. Anakin takes Luke, and Rex takes Leia, and they ignore the whispers that still follow them.

The General keeps just behind his shoulder when they get to the hardware shop that carries the closest paint they can find in such a small town. It's not meant for armor, really, but speeder paint will do the trick for now. Rex's hands shake as he picks out the shades he needs, and the young Rodian at the register almost asks about it.

The issue isn't pressed.

They make their way back to the cottage, and Leia starts fussing fifteen minutes past the town's edge. Anakin looks like he wants to offer to take her back, but Rex is fine. He can comfort her. He can--

Anakin takes the paint, floating it along in the air before them, freeing Rex's hands to focus on the infant strapped to his chest.

"I'll feed her as soon as we get back," Anakin says, low and calm. "She's a little hungry."

Pacifier, then. They're only a few minutes out, by now. She can wait for them to get back to where exchanging the twins won't involve juggling.

Rex feels eyes on him, looks up and sees the soft, quiet smile on his General's face, and ducks his head back to Leia.

She glares up at him as well as a newborn can, sucking angrily on the paci in her mouth. Rex has no idea if she's actually upset or if her face just naturally follows such an expression, but it's adorable nonetheless. He hums to her, nonsense without words.

He's never learned lullabies; they picked up drinking songs in the field and from local soldiers, from their Jedi, war songs from their trainers, pop songs from the radio. A few learned lullabies, those who loved children and wanted their own, one day, brothers like Waxer who would have adopted Numa in a heartbeat if it had been an option.

He wants to learn lullabies. He wants to be able to sing children's songs to these tiny, helpless lives he holds in his hands, day in and day out. He wants to learn Mandalorian songs, real ones, not just battle chants and mourning melodies. He wants to be able to raise them with the childhood he didn't have.

"Rex? Door's open."

He looks up, and Anakin's standing on the porch, pulling the keys from the lock and gesturing in with his head. Rex hadn't even realized he'd stopped walking, subconsciously waiting for the blockage of the door to be handled. It's easier to focus on the children.

The paint gets sent to the backyard--trapped fumes wouldn’t be good for the children--and Rex lays Leia down in her crib. Anakin urges him to the backyard, says I’ll handle it about anything Rex uses to delay, and it’s only a few minutes later that Rex finds himself sitting on the grass, armor spread across a sheet of disposable flimsi, paints and brushes at the ready. He doesn’t quite remember setting it up, but he must have.

Anakin joins him, a twin in each arm and the Force laying out a picnic blanket. Leia’s nursing, swaddled up but content to suckle, and Luke seems happy to doze when Anakin sets him down on the cotton gingham. It’s a warm day, with a light breeze, and the babies are where the wind won’t carry the paint fumes.

“I’m here if you need me,” Anakin promises, though his attention drifts immediately to his daughter.

Rex begins to paint.

----

His remembrances are endless.

Every brother he’s ever known, every general he’s met, every small commander and random civilian, everyone he loved and knew. He lights a pyre, sings under his breath and tries not to break in a way that can’t be patched together. He mourns the tubies and cadets, the Jedi younglings, names he never learned and now never would.

Anakin gets Japor from somewhere, carves it whenever he’s too jittery to sleep and the twins are asleep. Rex recognizes a few symbols, like the open circle fleet, like Fives’ helmet eel, like Ahsoka’s markings. There are more, though, that are wholly unfamiliar, things he thinks are born of desert sands and binary suns, rough and painful and deeper in Anakin’s heart than even the Jedi.

He asks about the one for Fives, when he sees it.

He hides his anger.

Explanations, first.

“It’s an apology,” his General tells him, eyes distant. “I should have listened to him. I didn’t. The carvings are regrets, broken trust... that sort of thing. I’m part of why he died, and in that, part of why the rest is gone. He and his memory deserve a place of honor.”

Rex considers that, and accepts it.

Fives deserves an apology. The General recognizes that.

The General recognizes that he fucked up.

This is a good thing.

Rex lets go of his anger, still curled tight to his chest after months, as best he can.

He’s not very good at it, but he can try.

Luke starts crying, and Rex gets up to warm a bottle.

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“I need to stay close to home until the twins are a little older,” Rex says. Teskarim, the woman at the childcare store, tilts her head to encourage him to continue. “I’m... I’ve never been anything but a soldier, and nobody here needs security services, but I can hunt. Do you know if there’s any kind of licenses required, or lists of which animals are legal hunt and which are endangered?”

“I... don’t,” she says, chewing her bottom lip. “But I think the butcher’s shop can probably point you in the right direction.”

Damn. He’d been hoping he wouldn’t have to talk to anyone new today.

“Thanks,” he sighs, and shells out some of the local currency for more formula.

----

The butcher has answers, and preferences. Rex isn’t much of a trapper, but he’s a hell of a shot, and decent enough scout and tracker. He listens to what there is to hear, and mentally takes all the notes he can. There aren’t any licenses needed in this hemisphere, but there are legally-defined hunting seasons for different creatures. The butcher knows when the optimal times of day are, which parts of the nearby forest and mountains are best to stake out, and so on.

Rex tells Anakin about his plan. He gets a slow blink in response, a cringe in what he thinks is guilt, and an offer to meditate for the best direction to take when he goes out. He accepts the offer in the spirit its meant, and sets out the next morning with the expectation that he may need to spend a few nights out under the leaves and stars.

The calm and quiet are their own kind of comfort. He’s loyal to Anakin, and he already loves the twins, but there’s a part of him that needs to be away from natborns right now. Anakin was a Jedi, a general, and fought in the metaphorical trenches with the rest of them, but he wasn’t a brother.

They grieve many of the same people, but they do not grieve the same way.

Rex needs the solitude. Not forever, not even for very long, but he needs it.

It takes two days, but he finds one of the in-season creatures, a creature shaped much like an Alderaan deer, but larger, and with longer fur. It’s darker in color, too, and he gives it a bit of time to wander about until he can be sure it’s a male, and he’s not about to leave some fawns without a mother. The shot is clean, and it doesn’t take him very long to tie it up and sling it over his shoulders to bring back to town.

The trek back takes hours, and the creature on his back is a pain to carry, but it’s almost worth the looks he gets from the civvies. Eyes bulge out the sockets at the sight of him, and he’s glad his helmet hides his smirk. He’s Kamino stock, hardened by over three years on the front lines, and there’s a pride in how easy the physical things are for him. It’s not impossible for a natborn to carry this kind of creature this far without help, but it’s uncommon.

He kind of likes the attention, now that it doesn’t come with the many prejudices that being a clone always had.

Anakin meets him at the butcher’s, one twin on his chest and the other on his back.

Seems he’s found a solution to that.

“Here to help me barter a fair payment?” Rex asks, and gets a too-charming grin in response.

“Well, I’ve been doing it most of my life,” Anakin says, cheery in a way that feels pasted on. “And I’ll have a trick to know if we’re being cheated.”

It’s a solid response, but Rex doesn’t like it. He takes note of the bags under Anakins eyes. “Have you been sleeping, sir?”

“Twins,” the man himself says. “And don’t call me ‘sir,’ Rex, we’ve been over this.”

“You need to sleep, General.”

Anakin pouts at him, probably because of the title. “I can handle two days alone, Captain.”

Rex rolls his eyes and sidles through the entrance of the butcher’s shop.

They’ve got this.

[agirlwhoisaphantom]

Turning Page- Bucky Barnes x Reader

Turning Page- Bucky Barnes x Reader

a/n: This is a 3 part one shot. I wanted all parts to have their moment since there is going to be a bunch of fluff in them. Especially because they all take place at different times. This first part will be when you find out you are pregnant and you tell Bucky about it.

Words Count: 2300

Warnings: Fluff a lot of it. A hint of insecurity 

Summary: You have been feeling weird for the past couple of days. You decided to take a test and the results shocked you. Was telling Bucky about the results a great idea?

Hmm, the smell of freshly baked cookies surrounds you as you walk into the kitchen. Besides the smell of roses, your second favorite smell was the smell of homemade food. 

For the past three days, you haven’t felt the greatest. You had been vomiting, having random headaches, and you felt a very high fever. You didn’t think of it much. You must have been getting the cold or the flu.

You loved eating Chinese food, but for the past three days, whenever you wanted to eat it, you would immediately vomit it. You tried getting the food from different places, but it always led to the same results.

Searching your symptoms on the internet wasn’t the greatest idea, but you were just curious about what you might have.

Early signs of pregnancy

Signs that you might be Pregnant

Symptoms of the Flu

Those were your main results when you googled your symptoms. The one that made the most sense to you was that you might have the flu. Then it clicked to you. You and Bucky have never used protection, especially because you are on the pill. So you weren’t concerned about the lack of condoms. 

“Could I have been pregnant” “No, it can’t be” “what if I was? How will I tell Bucky?” your heart started to race faster and faster as your mind started to wonder if you were pregnant. You go through a roller coaster of emotions. You were excited, terrified, happy, sad, worried, every emotion in the book. Happy because you and Bucky have been talking about wanting to start your own little family. You were terrified because what if he didn’t want to have a kid this early? What would happen to Bucky? Would he quit? That was never something that popped up for the both of you.

Wanda walks into the room with a worried look on her face. “I don’t want to be that person, but I can hear your thoughts miles away. Is everything alright?” she takes a seat next to where you were sitting. She takes your hand and tries to comfort you. “I can go buy you a couple of tests if that brings your mind to ease.��� you give her a small nod. She leans in forward to hug you. “I’ll be back. Wait right here and try to relax.” 

The moment she left the room, you go to the bathroom and start preparing for a bath. You stare at yourself in the mirror, looking at your lower stomach. You were able to see a small bump. You place your hand on your stomach. Now you were fantasizing, what if you were pregnant? Would it be a mini you or a mini James? 

You had the biggest smile at the thought that you might be carrying a baby in your stomach. 

You lower your body into the warm bath full of bubbles. You now felt relaxed. All you could focus on was the playlist that Bucky created for you, full of music that reminded him of you. The playlist went from 40’s music to present-day songs. Your mind wanders back to that day, where he was showing you the playlist he created for you.

You both were cuddling on the couch watching Star Wars: Empire Strikes Back. Your head was lying on his right shoulder and your arms wrapped around his bicep. Bucky looked confused watching the movie “so this is what you and Peter enjoy watching?” 

“Yes, this is a good movie, and if you don’t be quiet, I’m going to throw a handful of popcorn towards you” you giggled a little. You were serious. If he didn’t stay quiet, you were going to do that.

He turns his head, pressing his lips against your forehead. “Doll, I would like to see you try,” He whispers as he maintains his lips pressed on your skin. 

Without hesitation, you take a handful of popcorn and throw it to his face. He does the same thing and throws popcorn at you. At this point, you both forgot about the movie and focused on just throwing each other popcorn. There were shared laughs and smiles between the two of you.

Bucky moves to the floor, grabbing the pillow next to him, trying to protect himself. You grab the pillow next to you as well. 

Minutes pass by, and now the living room looked like a mess. It seemed like a popcorn machine has just exploded. The bowl that you and Bucky were getting popcorn was now empty.

You both were trying to catch your breath. From all the laughter you both had. Bucky gets back up and sits on the couch. He put his right arm around your shoulder. 

“Now, how are we going to watch the movie without popcorn?” you cross your arms and have a small frown on your face.

With his metal hand, he unwraps your arms and takes your left hand. He brings it up to his lips and softly kisses it “that sounds like a problem, doesn’t it doll?” he had a small smirk on his face.

You ignored him and snarky comment. It did make you giggle a little. 

Once the movie ended, Bucky reaches to his pocket and takes out his phone. “Doll, I have a surprise for you” his voice got small and a bit shaky. He was always nervous about giving you a present. He would always think that you wouldn’t like it.

He scratches his head, he wasn’t sure if he wanted to give this to you. It was something different it wasn’t the usual thing that he has given you. Such as flowers or food.

You notice how tense he was, so you place your hand on his cheek. You slowly move your thumb against his skin. “Baby, no matter what it is. I know I’m going to love it” you nodded briefly with a small smile on your face.

He takes a big gulp, but he was a bit more relaxed than he was a couple of minutes ago. “okay,” there is a small pause in between. He was unsure if he wanted to continue “Just to let you know Peter helped me create this since he knows more about this magic box than I do” he gave a brief giggle and hands you the phone “look for the app called Spotify, and there should be a playlist with your name on it.” 

You always found it cute that he never knew how the technology worked, but he was always willing to learn for you, as you scroll through the apps trying to find Spotify. The moment you opened the app, there it was the playlist made for you. The name of it was “songs that remind me of my angel.” You clicked on the playlist to see what songs it had. The playlist had over 100 songs.

Tears start falling down your cheeks. You were happy. You couldn’t believe that he had done this for you. 

Bucky had a concerned look on his face. “Doll, no, don’t start crying.” His voice was shaky, and he started to panic slowly. He intended never to make you cry.

You place both of your hands on his cheeks and pull him in for a kiss. As you both were kissing, you get on top of him, leaving no space in between the two of you. He wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you in closer. 

You pull away for a moment. “Thank you, Bucky. I love it”

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You hear a knock on your door. “Hey, I’m back from the store with the tests” You sighed in relief. It was Wanda. 

You rapidly get out of the bathtub and grab a towel to wrap yourself in. “You can come in, Wanda.”

Wanda opens the door and places the tests on the countertop. She grabs a towel “turn around. I want to help you dry your hair” you listened to her and let her dry your hair. “I don’t know how you might feel, but one thing I will reassure you about is that no matter what the results may say. Bucky is always going to love you.” 

With what Wanda has just told you, it put your mind at ease. She was right. No matter what, he was always going to be there. You take Wanda’s hand “can you stay here with me while I take these?” you had a small smile on your face as she gives you a nod.

You put on your PJs. You didn’t want to stay in a towel anymore. Opening the box, you can feel your heart racing, a hundred beats a minute. 

The moment you took the test, you stared at it. You were waiting for the results to pop up. On the box, it said to wait for five minutes. To you, those five minutes felt like an eternity. You wanted to know, and you wanted to know now.

Positive.

Two dark blue lines, you started at those lines for a couple of minutes. Those minutes felt like they were hours. You wanted to make sure you weren’t delusional and that you saw those lines. The results on that little stick were positive. You were pregnant, something you thought wasn’t possible. But it happened, your heart full of joy and love. You were going to be a mom, and Bucky was going to be a dad. The little family you both, have dreamt for years is finally happening. 

Before telling Bucky about the news, you wanted to feel confident about the results. Lucky, the pregnancy test box that Wanda bought had two inside. You take a big breath before you take it, just in case if those results were negative. You didn’t want to your hopes up. You take the second test, and the same dark blue lines from earlier show up. Once again, your heart fills up with happiness, joy, but mainly love.

You couldn’t wait till Bucky came home. You were so excited to tell him. 

Wanda didn’t have to ask you about your results. She already knew, especially because you had the biggest smile on your face. 

Hours pass by, you were thinking about how you were going to tell him. “Should I just tell him the moment he walks in?” “no, that would catch him by surprise” “Should I-?” your thoughts were running wild. Before you knew it, the door was opening.

Bucky throws his bag onto the couch. He looked exhausted; it looked like he had a very long day. You run towards him and hug him tightly. “Woah, Woah, looks like someone missed me” He holds you and gently kisses your head. 

He grabs your hand and starts walking towards the direction where the couch was. He sits down and pats his thigh as he wants you to sit on his lap. The moment you sat down, he wraps his arms around you. “I’m glad that I’m finally holding my baby girl in my arms.” Whenever he would call you his baby girl, your cheeks would turn bright red with the biggest smile. “I can’t get enough of that beautiful smile of yours. Such a sweet smile that lights up your whole face” He places his hand on your cheek and pulls you in for a kiss. 

You lay your head on his shoulder. You were taking a big breath before you said anything. Once again, your heart was racing. “Bucky,” there was a small pause. You wanted to make sure you said the right words and that he would be able to hear you. “I’m pregnant.” 

Silence 

You could hear his heartbeat increase. You were unsure what face he had. You didn’t know what emotion he was portraying. All you could feel and hear is the sounds of his heartbeat dramatically increase. 

The silence lasted for minutes. “Oh no, did I do the wrong thing by telling him?” you thought. You hated the silence. Your stomach started twisting and turning.

Bucky takes a big breath and places his hand on your lower stomach. “are we-“ he pauses for a moment, his voice got small and shaky, “are we going to be parents?” He starts to slowly move his hand in circular motions on your stomach.

You left up to your head from his shoulder and looked at him. He had the biggest smile on his face, tears forming in his eyes. He was happy. He knew the answer you were going to say without saying a word. Just the look on your face said it all. 

Bucky places his hand behind your head, slowly running his fingers through your hair. He pulls you in, pressing his lips against yours. It felt like time has stopped for the both of you. All you could focus on was how soft he felt against your lips, how addictively he invaded all your senses. 

You both were kissing like there was no tomorrow and as if your lives were dependent on it. Bucky tongue slips inside your mouth, gentle but yet so demanding. Even though this wasn’t the first time he had done that, it always felt like it was. This was the type of kiss that melted you into his arms, every square inch of your body dissolves into his. Moving your hand from his neck to his hair, you grip his hair, pulling him closer. 

Without breaking the kiss, he pushes you gently onto the couch. Now you were lying down. Meanwhile, he was on top of you. He pulled away for a moment and had the cutest smile on his face “Baby girl. We are going to be parents” you give him that same smile and give him a small nod.

[sporadiclilbook]

How about a yandere! Zhongli x reader where the reader loves to sing the edge of dawn or atleast any sond from fire emblem?

Let me let you in on a lil secret: I am planning to do several fe song x genshin. And for Zhongli I picked Heritors of Arcadia so I hope you don't mind anon! (This series will also include Diluc, Kaeya and Dainsleif)

War God's Hymn

Yan!Zhongli x Incarnated!reader

TW: implied kidnapping, implied stockholm syndrome

On an ocean of stars

Lo, an angel they see

Zhongli remember when he first saw you. It was a long time ago when the people held a festivity that was to celebrate his victory in the Archon War. That festivity has long died since he's more known as a god of commerce and contracts rather than a god of war now. But to him, it was immortalised forever.

Untouched by the war

That they waged

The festival was to his liking. Maybe it was because of his pride or perhaps it's because it remembered the Dust Goddess as well. He appreciated the fact that they remembered her sacrifice. The rumours of it being revived after his 'death' makes him quite happy. He remembers when he decided to attend it out of curiousity. Ever since that, he started to attend it annually.

Laid low by their scars

A people wounded but free

Each year they would select someone to sing the hymn. But out of all the people's voice he heard that has sang it countless times, yours stood out the most to him. Like the sweetest honey. It was as if your voice was meant for this song.

Seek what lies beyond

This dark age

As he watched you sing from afar, he can't help but be mesmerised. Your predecessor who sung it before was great as well but he feels like your successor might not be able to outshine you in his eyes. He decided to greet you in his human disguise, eager to get to know you. Perhaps befriend even. He knows having a mortal friend will hurt but he thinks it's better to know you rather than not knowing at all.

The seasons they turn

Winter to spring

To him you were such a pleasant individual to be around. He always made time to visit you whenever he can. Sometimes he'll bring you trinkets and other times you would sing for him, with your instrument in hand. He's glad that he took the opportunity to know you.

Dulling the pain and

Erasing the sting

But all good things comes to an end, doesn't it? Whether it ends after a long period of time or abruptly after it started, it still hurts. Zhongli thought he could handle your death well. After all he was used to be surrounded by it. Even if it's not caused by his own hands.

The seasons turn

Summer to fall

Time's warm embrace begins to heal all

Decades after your death, he never forgets your voice. He walked through Liyue harbour, deep in thoughts. The festival was dying but he didn't mind. Without you, it lost it's spark. But it seems like today.....

On the wild at first light

The jasper lion will run

Fate is a fickle thing. It's not controlled by the Archons or the gods of Celestia. Some might even believe that the everyone and everything controls their own fate. As he stood there, looking at what seems to be your incarnation, he can't help but to gravitate towards you once more. Perhaps this is your fate and his?

Hark an anthem he drums

Can you hear?

And here he is. On his way to start a small talk to you. He knows it isn't you, the one he once befriended and, although he hasn't realise it yet, fell for. He just wants to believe that perhaps, somehow, you'll remember him.

"The harbour looks mesmerising at this hour, don't you think?"

The people fresh from the night

Rise and listen as one

The land that they were promised is near

There it is again. The warmth of your presence that he had missed. Enough to give him nostalgia surprisingly. To him, something nostalgic would've been something that's over more than an era's old. But this decade long warmth was enough to bring it to him. It wouldn't hurt a second time, right? Surely he will be used to the pain soon enough.

And though I am gone

Just ash in the wind

"It seems that the Day of Remembrance is ironically being forgotten, don't you think?" You let out a sorrowful sigh at Zhongli's statement. Year by year if did fade. The people want Rex Lapis to be known more as a god of commerce more than he was a god of war. "It is ironic indeed. A shame, really. I loved the song that was sang during the festival."

One life surrendered

So yours can begin

"Why don't you volunteer this year? They haven't picked someone yet, have they? I think your voice suits the song pretty well." You let out a small laugh. But it was true, it was getting harder to find youth who is willing and the officials are desperate. "You think so?"

"Indeed. Why would I lie?"

Courage my children

This is your song

It is just as he remembered. Your voice was like soft wind chimes to his ears. You spotted him standing among the crowds and smiled during the song's interlude. He returned the gesture and kept on listening.

I am the earth

I will make you strong

Unfortunately, meeting your incarnation was a double edged blade. To attend your funeral yet again, it's something he knows he should be accustomed to. He knows that this will happen at least once a decade or more.

A world riven by pride

Repaired at last

But why? Why was fate was so cruel to end your life abruptly again? You have not done anything wrong. He pondered in silence as the people around him gave him their condolences. He was also thankful for the rain that masked his tears.

And now it's maker can be at rest

Our vision come to pass

The third time the same thing happened, it didn't matter what gender you were. Your voice was still beautiful and your face was always recognisable. The fourth time he realises his feelings for you. By the time of your fifth reincarnation the festival was gone. But that didn't stop him at all. Even seeing you alive and talking was enough for him.

The seasons, they turn

Memory fades

But with my name has been lost to the grey

With your numerous incarnation, there are times you've been with other people even though you have been with him before. He seethes with jealousy. In a technical way, he's been with you the longest. They are unworthy of your affection.

I will sustain you

Year after year

I will protect you when dangers appear

Fret not though, you are safe now. No longer you will succumb to death early. In this incarnation you will be together with him through a contract. Now as an Adepti you can be together with him forever.

"By the terms of contract you agreed to everything, did you not? There is no backing out."

And though I am gone

Just ash in the wind

You screamed and cried at first but that's alright. He knows that with time you will be accustomed to it. Even if you don't remember who he is, he remembers you. Your preferences, habits and behaviour. All of it. You were his and he was yours.

"I remember you perfectly dear, don't be afraid I will protect you."

One life surrendered

So yours can begin

Soon enough you fell for him as well. Zhongli is elated after you started to willingly hug and greet him when he comes home. No longer he has to deal with your coldness. He can freely caress you without you looking away now too. Now you are able to sing for him. Even if you're stuck in his luxurious cage that he trapped you in.

"You seems ecstatic today love. Why don't you sing for me? I'd love to hear you after a long day."

Courage my children

This is your song

And what better way to not show it off than having you sing for the newly revived Day of Rememberance? He stood with pride as he hears the crowd whispering praises of you to each other. He doesn't need to worry about them taking you away from him. He knows that you'll only fly back to him and no one else.

I am the earth

I will make you strong

His prized and cherished songbird, whose wings were clipped and is now bound to him.

[river-bottom-nightmare]

relationship dynamics

because i felt like it

Birdflash: Their relationship dynamic is like the cutest thing ever. “I’ve noticed that we’ve slowly begun to phase the ‘B’ out of our bromance.” Have done the spiderman kiss and will continue to do the spiderman kiss. SO. MANY. PUNS. They’re CONSTANTLY in a pun war. In a drive thru: “Hey can you tell the guy in the car behind me that he’s cute and I’ll pay for his drink?” “Um….okay sir.” “Your total is $10.59. Also the guy in front of you said, um, he said to tell you that he thinks you’re cute and he’ll pay for your drink.” “*rolls eyes with a fond smile* that’s my husband, he thinks he’s romantic,” but the best part is that it works for either one of them. Birdflash Culture is the word “babe.” If you don’t think they had a bubble machine at their wedding then you’re lying to yourself. Eating junk food whenever and wherever they want,. “Oh my god just get in the fucking blanket fort already.” Where you go, I go. SO MUCH FOOD OH MY GOD ALL THE FOOD SO MUCH FRIGGIN FOOD. Police/crime lab aesthetic bc I have a headcanon that they’ both work with the police department (Dick’s a detective, Wally’s the lead CSI). Photo booth strips. Them being impressed by each other all the time. F R E C K L E S. Stopping halfway through the middle of sex because they just realized something about Star Trek season 3 episode 8 and they really need to pull it up on the tv to make sure they’re right. Re-enacting fight scenes from martial arts movies in the living room of a tiny apartment. Have i mentioned the babe thing because they toss around the word babe all the friggin time, not baby that’s gross, just plain babe along with bro and dude those three are interchangeable. “I called shotgun infinity when I was twelve.” The glass is always half full. Them playing video games at home eating pizza counts as a “date” but also they’ve been doing the same thing for years.

Jayroy: “don’t worry I know what I’m doing” “not even god knows what you’re doing.” Sharing cigarettes. Desperate messy kisses. Constant fast paced insult war that you can’t keep up with if you’re not quick witted enough. “My family had to put up with me but you? You’re the idiot who chose me as a best friend.” pet names galore but like edgy ones not gross sweet ones (my personal favorite is jaybird bc it’s awesome and also canon), very very kinky sex, will murder rapists and drug lords in the most painful way possible without giving a solitary fuck but will go to a nursing home the next morning and be as respectful as possible to the elderly. Tattooossss. Baseball hats. Say “fuck you” as “I love you.” Hair ties everywhere. m u s c l e s.

Timkon:  Classic love story. Like, switch one of their genders and you’ve got a old school romance movie in the making. Photo shoots with a pride flag and merch. Pictures in frames of kisses on cheeks. Tim wearing Kon’s clothes to the point where practically his entire wardrobe except for his fancy clothes and red robin suit consists solely of Kon’s stuff. The Neighborhood vibes. Holding hands on a date at the carnival. Pride bracelets and pins. 90s vibes. Kind of the type of Destiel feeling where you can’t really have Destiel without also having Sam being the overenthusiastic shipper/supportive brother? That but with the rest of the Core Four. Polaroid pictures. Gay and Tired. Flannel + Leather + Denim. they go on dates with other people (before they realize they’re in love) and spend the entire time talking about their other half. Skateboards. A high school romance.

Damijon (aged up obviously):  constant constant constant bickering and arguing, like we’re surpassing married couple status here. “I’m older” “I’m taller” starts out as a biting insult, falls into teasing joke, then becomes something they say with a mischievous fondness and an inside-joke smile. Country + Pop Taylor swift songs. Wandering together through the city. "Be kind to animals or I’ll kill you.” Sitting on the roof together. Kryptonite blades that Jon trusts no one except Damian to wield. “I hate you” “happy to hear it” turning into another inside joke. Sleepovers. Never growing up. “I trust you with my life unconditionally but I do not trust you to get my order right remember the time you betrayed me and everything I ever stood for?” “Oh my god dami I forgot the sauce onCE.” Don’t lie to yourself, habibi is totally a thing. Damian wearing Jon’s varsity football jacket over dark colored/black turtleneck shirts. Damian sketching Jon either late at night in the light of the moon or early in the morning by the light of the sun. Classic dark vs Light. Running down the street tugging the other behind you while holding hands. Red converse + Combat boots. TEAMWORK. “Clark, your son is annoying, loud, clumsy, entirely too tall, hopelessly optimistic, and way too naive. I trust him with every cell in my body.”

[ptergwen]

the best gifts are unexpected

w/c: 1.6k

summary: you sort of end up with two secret santa’s this year

a/n: this is another random idea i had that i actually really love? plus it’s a christmas one and christmas is this week which is insane wow :/ happy reading y’all

━━━ ☆彡*. ｡

“ok, who wants to go first?” betty asks the group and shakes her present around.

everyone agreed to do secret santa at your mini christmas party. it was ned’s idea, which is why you’re all in a circle on his living room carpet with mystery boxes in front of you. you picked names out of a beanie mj was wearing so it would be fair. all you know is that you’re peter’s secret santa. the rest surprisingly stayed secret.

it’s a surprise because some people in the group are terrible at keeping things to themselves.

flash holds his gift bag up in the air before anyone else can answer. “me!” he quickly pulls the wrapped box out and starts ripping the paper off. betty watches on with a proud smile. she tries to cover her mouth, but you already saw. that crosses one pairing off the list. flash gasps when he sees what it is.

she got him a spider-man pop figure. it’s one of his newest suits, too. peter will definitely be blushing if you look over at him right now.

“this is so sick! he’s gonna go under my pillow.” flash grins and taps the clear spot that shows him. “why, so you can say you slept with spider-man?” mj snorts at her own joke. she’s next to you, so you elbow her side. she winces and shoots you a glare. peter smiles to himself.

“no, so he can keep me safe at night,” flash says a little too seriously. the circle goes quiet for long enough to be awkward. he puts the box behind him with an eye roll. “whatever. who had me?” betty raises her hand, beaming at her success. flash nods. “nice. thanks.” “you’re very welcome,” she says in a sing song voice.

you can feel someone’s eyes on you. you turn your head, and it happens to be peter’s. he shifts his attention back to ned the second you make eye contact. that’s odd. then again, peter is always odd.

next is ned since you’re going in order. he’s excited to open up the cardboard box until he realizes there’s nothing in it. his face scrunches in confusion. he ends up picks something up and squinting at it.

“it’s a... piece of paper?” he eyes everyone suspiciously. “turn it over, buddy,” mj says under her breath. ned hears her and does. grinning, he holds the paper to his heart. “no way! this is, like, all i ever need!” “what is it?” you furrow your eyebrows with a small smile.

“a subscription to disney plus!” you direct your smile to mj. you’re impressed. she shrugs and pulls a knee up to her chest. “dude, they have so much star wars stuff on there,” peter chimes in. ned gives his best friend a knowing look. “can you sleep over?” “nerds,” mj mumbles to you. “let them have their moment,” you defend.

betty goes after ned. she’s probably the happiest of all of you to open her gift. she texted everyone her wishlist at least three times, so it has to be something good. based on the way she squeals, it is. it’s this new eyeshadow palette from sephora she’s been wanting.

“oh my god, shut up! i love it!” she carefully puts it down and bounces up on her knees. “whoever got me this, i have to give you a hug.” peter is the one who opens up his arms. she scoots over to him on her knees, practically tackling him. he chuckles and hugs her back. “thank you so much, peter!” “of course.”

you try to laugh along with everyone else, but something stops you. it’s a green monster, and not the grinch. you’re jealous. mj just has to pick up on it. she pats your back, a smirk pulling at her lips. “relax, mrs. parker. it’s nothing.” scowling, you scoot away from her. “don’t call me that.”

“your turn, y/n,” betty chirps, sitting back down next to you. you unenthusiastically sit your heavy present in your lap. everyone watches you slowly peel the wrapping paper off, mj fake yawning. “take your time,” flash comments. “guys, come on,” peter says for you.

you perk up when your gift is finally open. you’d always thought it would be cool to have a record player. no one ever got you one before because you “didn’t need it.” apparently, the music sounds the same as it would in your earbuds. you can actually find out if that’s true now.

plus, you have something else to do during break. lots of record shopping.

“wait, seriously?” you pout at the group and set the record player down in front of you. “i’ve wanted one of these for so long. thank you.” “i got you.” ned smiles and reaches over betty to give you a fist bump. mj goes next.

she gets a book that goes inside the criminal mind from flash. he says his search history probably got him on a few watchlists.

peter is last to open his present from you. you’ve been anxious for him to open it since you added it to your cart. anxious in a good way because you’re positive he’ll like it. he’ll hopefully like you also.

he already knows you’re his secret santa since the rest of the group went. mj scoots back so you can see him while he opens it. you catch a wink from her. peter grins at the bow you put on it and sticks it on his shirt for now. you watch his whole face light up as he finishes unwrapping it.

he’s kind of amazing at photography. he takes it as an elective and practices whenever he has time. you’ve even done little photoshoots on his phone for fun. midtown lets him use a camera with pretty good quality and all the important functions. but, peter’s style is more vintage.

that’s why you got him a polaroid camera. some film for it, too.

“woah, y/n.” peter looks from the box to you. “this is so awesome. it’s a lot cooler than anything i have,” he breathes out a laugh, licking his lips. “i think it’s... my favorite present.” “ever?” you laugh. “ever,” he confirms, reaching for your hand. your heart is thumping in your ears. he squeezes your hand in his. it earns an “aw” from ned and betty in unison.

“thank you isn’t even enough. you have no idea,” peter says for only you to hear. you squeeze his hand back with a small smile. “yes it is. take some good pictures for me.” “i will,” he agrees after a few seconds. something is on his mind. mj moves up again before you can ask what it is, which also makes you drop his hand.

“dessert time,” she announces and rubs her hands together. she’s oblivious to the look of disappointment on your face. flash points at her. “someone get those sugar cookies.” “i’ll go,” ned volunteers, about to stand. peter shoots up from his spot instead. “no, i can do it. you pick a movie to watch later.”

he nudges your shoulder. “y/n, could you help me?” ned makes a face at him. “you know, we need plates and everything,” peter quickly covers up. it’s a good enough explanation for him to focus on logging into disney plus. you take the hint and get to your feet. “yeah, let’s go.”

you follow peter into the kitchen, everyone else giving ned movie suggestions. peter checks behind him to make sure no one is looking. he relaxes after that and leans back against the counter. you stand next to him, closer than usual. he’s not mad about that.

“i feel like we’ve barely talked all night,” peter murmurs and stares down at his feet. you press your lips together. “that’s cuz we haven’t.” “let’s fix that.” he taps your foot with his playfully, getting a laugh out of you. “hey.” “hi,” you say back. “thanks again for the camera. i can’t wait to set it up.” the smile is clear in his voice.

“i’m really happy you like it. i thought you would,” you admit, leaning into him slightly. he welcomes it. “i, uh, actually got a little something for you,” he starts and reaches behind him. your heart is beating out of control again. so is his, but you don’t know that. “aw, peter. you did?”

“it’s... it’s kinda stupid. i’m not sure you even want it-“ “i’ll take anything if it’s from you,” you cut off the rambling he’s about to do. he nods and pulls whatever it is out of his pocket. it goes from behind his back to over your heads. you look up and see mistletoe.

peter moves so he’s in front of you. his face is only inches from yours now, your eyes landing on his lips. he takes the same hand he was holding earlier, lacing your fingers together. “can i kiss you?” he checks, his voice soft. you wind an arm around his neck. “please.”

he presses his lips to yours so lightly, your eyes fluttering shut. it’s so sweet and so long overdue. you tug him closer so the kiss deepens. leaning his head forward, he drops the mistletoe and wraps his other arm around your waist. you’re back against the counter with him hovering over you.

your lips move easily against each other’s like it’s natural for you.

“peter and y/n, what’s taking so-“ mj turns her head and sees you two kissing. “oh, okay!” she cheers, betty glancing curiously. “get it, y/n!” ned and flash join in next. they all holler at you while you kiss. it becomes too funny, and you have to pull away so you can both laugh.

giggling, you bring one of your hands down to the bow peter left on his shirt. you pull on it. “i think you’re my favorite present.” “ever?” he repeats what you said earlier and nudges your nose. his lips brush yours in the process. “ever.”

[chaoticparker]

Dating Peter Parker headcanon pt 2

This is a part 2 to my previous headcanon I wrote so I would recommend you read it one first, (I make a few references to it) and let me know what you think!

Part 1 || Masterlist

Going on a ‘proper’ date with Peter Parker would always be a little weird

and weird meaning both of you would be uncomfortable 

not because you don’t like each other 

but more because you are both seriously worried

Peter worried that you would not like something on the date

and you worried you would mess up

which neither are true but your both anxious people who want to make sure that they other is happy

anyways you both realized that you felt more comfortable doing dates in more familiar areas were their is less pressure 

such as movie nights or walks in central park 

ice skating and some art museums  

and the occasional swing around New York City

Of course you could go out to fancy restaurants but you preferred each other with less strangers around 

Aunt May finding out about how you two are dating by seeing you both passed out on his bed cuddling with a rom-com playing on his computer 

Also Peter Parker is a sucker for Rom-coms, he loves every single one ever since you introduced him to them

Some of his favorites include 10 Things I Hate About you and The Princess Bride

But if anyone were to ask him about his favorite movie he would definitely say Star Wars: The Empire Strikes Back 

Simply because it help him come up with the idea on how to take down Ant Man when he was with Mr. Stark and his ‘friends’ in their little Civil War

But anyway, May would be coming back from her shift at the hospital and wanting to quickly check on Peter, but would be met with the two of you cuddling really close

and not just because its a small bed

more because you wanted to be close

but May is not one to assume so when Ned is next over she quickly pulls him aside to ask

“is Peter dating y/n?” 

“Aunt May I-I don’t think you should be asking me”

“I’m going to say that’s a yes then”

“I did not say that!” 

“Don’t worry i won’t tell them that you told me”

“But I didn’t!”

Also every single one of Peter’s friends would call May, ‘Aunt May’

She always tells people to just say May but secretly she really likes being called Aunt May

She also does not like Ms. Parker, she says it makes her seem old 

Eventually Peter works up the courage to tell her that you are dating each other

also risking your sleepovers while doing so

which is a huge issue between the two of you

“Hey Aunt May, uh- I wanted to let you know y/n and I are dating, and we have for a little while. I just wanted you to know.”

“I’ve known for a little while Pet-”

“WAIT HOW DID YOU FIND OUT?” 

“You and y/n were cuddling much closer then usual.”

Peter being all nerves for no reason and him then immediately texting you an update, 

with wayyyy too many hearts

and you responding with wayyyy too many hearts too 

and not the emoji hearts, 

<3 hearts

because those type of hearts are just simply more special then any other emoji

Peter Parker would make music playlists for you

and about you

and about your relationship

just songs in general that remind him of you

and they are all some cheesy stuff 

with a surprising amount of love songs

Whenever one of you hears a song that reminds you of the other, you immediately add it to your playlist and send a text thats like “I ADDED A SONG GO LISTEN RN”

and no matter what the other was doing, you or Peter would listen to the song right away and reply “AHHHH ITS PERFECT”

because you could always perfectly capture the perfect song for either about the other or about your relationship

and sometimes when Peter is bored and missing you, he would go through the songs that are on the playlist about your relationship starting at the very beginning

the beginning songs are filled with songs about love confession

and as your scroll to more recent songs your would slowly start to see more ‘deeper’ ones

or songs that are more about how you want to stay with each other forever and how your in love 

and it always makes him smile as he presses play to listen to the playlist

Peter’s favorite time of day would be late at night 

because then he would normally be finishing with patrol and for some reason you would still be awake 

so either he would sneak into your apartment or you would meet him on the fire escape by his window

because you guys got some ‘boy next door’ and ‘I’m in love with my best friend thats my neighbor’ stuff going on

and you guys would stay together all night 

your parents would think your just having a sleepover and its not big deal 

but aunt may would raise an eyebrow after figuring it out you too are together

but in the end she trusts you and Peter so she does not mind

and every night you would be talking about your day

snuggling close together

and eventually falling asleep together