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Spork borth!!!
#doodle#art#sparky#It's his birthday!! (sept 5)#Also UnderCharged's... 8th? anniversary?#Wild!#nikki-tine#yes this is just an uncolored doodle#Similar to what I did on Bori's birthday#I just haven't had much energy lately#sfw tickling community#sfw tickle community#tagging for community relevance
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#a very quick thing i cranked out in under 2 hours because i really want to draw them more#but i just haven't had the energy lately to get anywhere near as much art done as I want to (regardless of subject)...#avatar#avatar 2#avatar 2009#sully family#jake sully#neytiri#neteyam#jeytiri#my art
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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pls do nsfw modern linzin: Lin lost a bet, and as her punishment, she had to wear a toy while Tenzin controls the remote.
Teacher AU: work from home edition
Typhoon coming through Republic City forces the school to do classes online for a few days. No one knows that Lin is actually at Tenzin's place. Teachers are all having a meeting and their favorite one is talking
Raiko.
Lin lost a bet in the morning, and now she has something inside of her and Tenzin keeps buzzing it at random times. She tries to hold her face as much as she can as she adjusts herself. It's more infuriating because Tenzin can see the effect it has on her through Zoom ;)
He'll do it for a few seconds thankfully so that nothing unprofessional happens on camera. And so Bumi or Tarrlok don't bully them because they were sharp enough to catch on.
But then Tenzin holds it for almost a full minute and Lin accidentally presses the hand-raising emoji on the meeting. Tenzin instantly stops it.
Raiko: "Got a question, Beifong?"
Lin unmutes herself, jaw clenched. "Nope. Just accidentally hit it."
Tenzin smirks and shakes his head.
The meeting continues and it's beginning to grate on Lin's gears. With expertly and minimal movements, she grabs her phone and places it under the table. Eyes flicker from the computer to her phone as her fingers tap along the screen.
Bzzz. Bzzz. Bzzz.
Tenzin glances at his phone and opens it up.
His eyes widen and mouth salivates, and the remote loosens from his hand.
It's a video of Lin raising spreading her legs underneath the table, fingering herself. She's rubbing her clit slowly in circles, fingertips inching inside her center as the audio of the meeting plays in the background. Then Lin zooms in close enough for him to see how she's soaking wet, lace panties damp and he can see her dripping on the seat.
"Wang, you good?"
Tenzin flinches and turns his phone over.
"Yup, I'm fine. I thought my dog was gonna throw up or something."
"Oh...ew."
A cough. "Yeah."
As soon as the meeting is over, Tenzin presses the remote and can hear Lin gasping and moaning. By the time he goes to the room she's in, Lin is crumpled on the floor and bent over on her knees. Tenzin grabs a condom and pulls down his boxers (he didn't need to wear pants doing wfh)
Tugging off those vibrating panties, Tenzin kneels behind Lin and spreads her legs before plunging into her.
Lin gasps at the girth and length stretching her before she could recover from the panties stimulating her clit. Tenzin growls, pushing her tank top higher and gripping her waist as he fucks her deep and hard from behind. He squeezes her ass and smacks.
"Naughty, naughty girl. Sending nudes in the middle of work."
"You...started it..." Lin whines, arching her spine more and relaxing her upper torso so that his dick thrusts deeper into her.
Tenzin snakes his hand in front of her, reaching for her clit and earning higher gasps from Lin. His speed increases, intensity following, and he can feel her clenching around him.
"I'm cumming, Tenzin!"
"I know you are, baby." And he presses harder on her clit, rubbing faster as Lin's legs quiver and shake.
The sight of her ass jiggling everytime his body collides against hers is erotic as hell, and he can't stop staring. But the wave of his own pleasure is building and he pulls out for a moment.
"Get on your knees," he commands, standing and walking in front of Lin. He pushes his dick between her breasts, and Lin immediately knows, squishing her breasts. Lin moves up and down while Tenzin thrusts in a slower rhythm. His breathing is uneven, and deep, low growls crawl out of his throat as hot, sticky white liquid erupts from the tip of his dick and splatters all over Lin's chest.
As the orgasm melts from his body, his cock is still hard enough and he spreads his cum along Lin's breasts.
"Next time I'll do it on your face."
Lin gazes up at him and licks her lips. "Only if you win the next bet."
#linzin#lin beifong#tenzin#tlok#teacher au#nsft#i've missed spicy linzin too#i just haven't had much energy lately so hoping to get back into it
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Captain yells in the abyss about cosplays and broken dreams 🙃
Curse my hobby for 15 years having been cosplay and my college degree also having been costume making because I very much still have the "maker's mindset" despite having no energy to actually commit to cosplay for the past 2 years. The pandemic killed my enthusiasm for convention-going for obvious reasons, and I took up drawing digitally. However I still approach new media with crafting costumes in mind, thinking about what outfits would be fun to pour hours into making a reality, browsing fabrics and materials (and occasionally buy things whoops), and frequently daydreaming about having fun at conventions again along with doing cool photoshoots.
My last large WIP was Mother Miranda and there's still months of work to be done before she's wearable. Never finished my Angie doll for my Donna cosplay either. I do still want to finish MM after 2 years tho... EXCEPT NOW THAT DAMN CRAFTING BUG IS TRYNA BITE ME AGAIN WITH AGATHAAAAA
Goddddd I want to make that 1950s dress so bad! It'd be so cute to dressin black and white, to painted up to look like I walked out of the show. And that sexy frock coat... UGHHHH. THE DESIGN IS SO RIDICULOUS WITH THE BACK BUT I WANT IT. I WANT TO PATTERN THAT STUPID SEXY SHIT.
But with everything... do I impulsively try to make things before my ADHD fucks off and I get bored, or keep waiting to see if the desire fades all while dying to give in? And... do I even have the energy to try anymore without my chronic illnesses keeling me over while I barely juggle extra work shifts and life? 😭
#I want to do so many things in life and just... every facet of my life is limited by illnesses. It SUCKS.#I haven't had the energy to draw much lately either even tho I want to#And obviously if I start up cosplay again my drawing time will go way down. I can't win here.#I want to jump back in to costuming but the percent chance I don't finish yet another project is insanely high. I mean astronomically so.#Drawing WIPs are free to abandon but costume WIPs cost money and sometimes quite a lot! And I've had numerous cosplays I've abandoned befor#Sighs... all this turmoil and for what? I'm so weak and tired all the time just trying to keep up with normal people
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I'm eating your art
It tastes like marshmallows and sweet /vpos
Eeeee thank you!! That's so sweet oh my god <3 I hope it tastes good and you don't make yourself sick!!
#Ask#Anon#That's so nice thank you <3 I'm glad you like it!!#You guys have not been getting fed much lately my bad lol#I haven't had a lot of energy for drawing lately it's been mostly crafts and writing#But I'll hopefully get back in the swing of it soon!#Just taking a lil break so I come back refreshed when I've got an idea
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puella magi rue magica!!!!
#my doodles#oc tag#rue tag#the words in this drawing are from the midi bunny song 'magical girl(s)' which is a very good song you should listen to#this drawing is kinda just a quick thing because ive been tired and boring lately so i havent had much energy to draw and stuff#sorry.. but i'll go back to normal again soon probably. i haven't drawn a magical girl in a while#and i wanted to draw rue as a magical girl for ages now#so yeah :3 the wand shes holding is the cutie moon wand from sailor moon btw#i think rue would enjoy sailor moon. i mean have you ever met a bunny girl that doesn't like sailor moon?#its in their blood. sailor moon is bunny girl territory#okay my cat just started climbing up my shelf so im gonna stop typing tags for this and tell him to stop knocking stuff down ..
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A wholesome interaction I had with my mom
Me: Mama! Guess what? I actually remembered to eat today and I was hungry!
Mom: Yay!! Let's go to chillis and get lava cakes with Pepsi.
Me: Oh um... I'm actually kind of full-
Mom, with ominuous but wholesome aura: You're eating more today.
#For context I've been going through some issues lately#And haven't had much of an appetite or I just don't have energy to feed myself at all#So when I told my mom she of course worried#But I'm rocking now with some lava cakes 🤘#Doing much better#cherry rambles#tw#food
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Just thought I would drop a screentoned manga snippet, since while it's going on hiatus again I wanted to share this one because I love how it turned out!
#okami#okami amaterasu#amaterasu#okami fanart#okami manga#my artwork#so sorry I haven't been posting as much Okami stuff lately#or many manga updates for that matter#final fantasy xiv and general life stuff's been kicking me in the butt#and well#I wish I had more energy for it#I still love working on it. of course I do#it's just...yeah#that and I wish the database I use for the japanese onomatopoeia was working#and I can't find another one#aaaaughhgh
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shinobu with horns 😈
feel free to use as an icon with credit in bio, but please don’t edit my art !
#genshin impact#kuki shinobu#i was going to draw role reversal arataki gang but i do not have the energy to draw itto so now it's just oni!kuki for fun#anatomy is kind of wonky but i had fun focusing more on shading instead :3#also i didn't ref her outfit perfectly because ... genshin designs r soooo much + i like the cufffed sleeve more than the long one#i haven't posted a lot lately because i've been putting off redesigning my watermark oofies
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Some perspective/emotion practice
um tbh I think it's embarrassing that im just now using multiply layers considering how long I've been drawing digitally
but now that I have tasted it I don't think I'll ever go back 😭🫶 never been more happy w my art before omgg
Close-ups:
#total drama#total drama island#tdi#total drama pahkitew island#tdpi#tdpi dave#td dave#tdi cody#td cody#my art#by the way. i haven't been drawing as much as i should've#its because lately i just haven't had the energy to#and figuring out my art style too#so that made it harder. im a major perfectionist so that made it even worse 😭#i sadly don't know atp if ill be able to do nocovember like i wanted to#but we'll see! i hope this reignites my energy to draw. maybe it will because school is out for me for like a week#BUT ANYWAY. I JUST WANTED TO CLARIFY THAT! ILY GUYS SO MUCH AND THANK YOU FOR APPRECIATING MY ART <3
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Heard someone say that liking books that are commonly assigned in high school suggests you probably haven't read a book since high school and I'm so mad. I study English literature at university and therefore read all the time, but my favourite book is still Lord of the Flies and has been since I was 13 years old.
People are often introduced to these books in high school but that doesn't mean they're bad or lack academic value. Academics who have been in the field for decades are still thinking and writing about these books. Even books that are literally written for children can be worth studying. And even if they aren't who cares? Some people just like certain books because they make them happy, and that is in no way an indicator of their general intelligence or education level.
I just hate the logic that you're somehow lesser because you were introduced to a book at a younger age and fell in love with it. People seriously need to stop bashing other people for liking things.
#rant#books#lotf#lord of the flies#sorry for reviving my blog after months of inactivity just to go on a huge rant lol#i've been having some life issues lately and haven't had much energy to post but i still very much love lotf
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Sonic with a soda.
#my art#sonic#sonicthehedgehog#fanart#soda#doodle#just a doodle#I haven't had much time or energy to draw lately#but this smacked me in the head for some reason#so you get sonic with a soda#ring#classic sonic
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okeydoke as I have not had much energy for working on stuff lately (but lots of motivation) I'm not gonna do proper NaNo with a wordcount or anything, BUT I am gonna make it a goal to get some amount of work done on a writing project every day (at least until I go away on the 24th). Main priority blaseball projects are, in no particular order:
Fic about the ending
Abner fic
Simon's Quest
secret fic(s) :)
get the Talkers exchange set up
Aside from that, I've been poking at more non-blaseball stuff, which is a good excuse for me to plug my writing blog @cyndakip! All my fics get posted there, so if you're interested in my writing beyond just blaseball (especially if you like pokemon), I recommend following me there, since I don't post non-blaseball fics here.
#I'm in a weird place rn where the end of blb is coinciding with me finally feeling ready to get back to nuzlockes#and I very much want to keep writing blb fics! it's just complicated by me getting smacked over the head with pokemon motivation#and separate from that I think it's just been hard for me to work on blb fics knowing that it's over#writing the ending fic in particular means confronting that. and I definitely haven't fully processed it yet and idk when I will#I really truly do want to keep writing blb fics for a long time but I worry there will be not much of an audience anymore#and I know that doesn't matter. I'm gonna write what I want and I know some people will still read it. but yknow. it's rough#also my relationship with pokemon and the nuzlocke community has been really fucking complicated these past few years#to the point where I stopped engaging altogether bc it was stressing me out too much and I had lost all confidence in my writing#this happened to be right before I got into blb. which came along at the perfect time and gave me the community & confidence boost I needed#now it kinda feels like we've come full circle. blb has changed me and now I'm ready to go back with a whole new attitude#I just don't want these two things to be mutually exclusive! I want both! but that's easier said than done#especially bc I haven't had enough energy to work on much of either lately! I want to say things are getting better on that front but#it's complicated. you know how it is with human bodies. treacherous things#the thing is I don't want to waste this. I feel ready for pokemon again and god I missed it and I'm gonna ride this wave of motivation#if I had more energy this would be less of a problem. ah well#gonna get all this done sooner or later#talking moistly
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Cue the pink!
#my gram taught me that there are 3 kinds of people in your life: leaves branches and roots#leaves fly away every season despite the energy the tree gives to them#branch people are hardy and they stick around for a while but one bad storm or one bad cut they fall off#root people nourish and help keep the tree alive and even if the tree gets cut in half they stay until the bitter end#there's nothing wrong with any of these categories we're all someones leaf someone's branch or someone's root#the problem though lies in the fact we don't let nature run its course#when the leaves want to leave let them go#when the branches can't wither the storm let them go#when the roots raise you up let them raise you up and shield them in return#i had a friend i haven't spoken to in years ask me why i got rid of most of my socials and isolated from people irl and online#there's a lot of reasons but it dawned on me that it was because i got so damn tired of chasing leaf people#and fortifying branch people only for them to break off when i (the tree) needed help#and i had to take a long hard look and prune everything#now its a matter of narrowing down my roots and being present with them#i think too thats why im not giving as much of a fuck either in fandom spaces or other spots irl or online cause im tired of the chase#ive been tired of leaves and branches taking me for granted#mostly vent post but i guess im sharing this cause i hope my grams words help ya out in some way today#also one of my familys oldest horses died today and her and gram were close#poor gal just turned 31 i was a baby when she was a baby#got me thinking about my late gram and the recent convo i had with my peep#anyway cue the pink!#magenta is my vent word
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updated from having a theme to just going to dash only, all info should still be on carrd which i'll touch upon... in the next few days or so
#» time to roll the dice ( ooc )#been feeling very meh with dash lately in general but#looking to work past it#plus mood hasn't been the best lately due to irl stuff so i just haven't had energy for much
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