#I hurt SOOOO bad
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Well, I've reached the point of stress of extreme nausea, like that's going to help anything. Just too many things failing catastrophically at once.
#I walked outside yesterday to see sheep tracks EVERYWHERE#so the horse has shown the sheep the weak points in the fence and the sheep took advantage#which means I can lose the horse or sheep at their will#spent a couple hours stringing it all back together yesterday to find that I just can't fix the electric with what I have on hand#so I'm completely rebuilding the pastures#again#the fencer didn't come up as a string discharge either#which I really hope is because the ground is too wet to register the complete circuit via ground#but that's just hope#I might need to buy a new fencer too#because a weak shock won't deter the sheep; they won't even know there is one#so yeah even though we're down to one pasture of three#we're actually down to ZERO complete pastures#so I'm down my car#we're down the barn#and the bigs can't actually be contained#this is fucking awesome and I think I've reached the end of my ability to cope now#I hurt SOOOO bad
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WWE's Bad Blood 2024
#wwe#wweedit#roman reigns#jimmy uso#the bloodline#the usos#bad blood#wwe gifs#wrestling#stuff i made#let the healing begin#roman you owe that man soooo many hugs#the classic head hold is back oooo my chest hurts
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You asked me to join you. To wonder around aimlessly. I said no, but you dragged me into this. And now, you want me gone because I'm not fun? Well, screw you!
MR. PLANKTON (2024)
#mr. plankton#mr plankton#kdramaedit#kdramanetwork#userdramas#asiandramaedit#asiandramanet#kdramasource#dailynetflix#woo do hwan#lee yoo mi#userpinenut#udeokmis#userlab#roserayne#userkimchi#mine#*gifs#blood tw#oh yeah i fear im OBSESSED yall#i know it's gonna hurt me#but oh they're soooo good#the way she wants to hate him so bad but doesn't#the way he still loves her so deeply but is pushing her away#DELICIOUSNESS
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testing out drawing maormer 🪸🐚🪸 and a nelvas 🧣📜🩷 i'll ramble about maormer a bit in the tags
#tes#skyrim#my art#do you like my nelvas emojis🧣📜🧣📜 get it? scarf🤗 and scroll🤗 Everything hurts sofucking bad#anyways i talked about them wif my friend quite a bit i basically 'agree' w/ everything that is written about them && their biology in -#- canon; except tes is very much all Talk and no good actual visual presentation of what it's talking about#cus all of the maormer look like garboooo likeee what am i looking @#but since this is just a first test i think i'll keep playing around with their looks later; they are most close to altmer obvi in the -#- sense of how 'mutated' they r. however maormer are more gross looking for the typical human#they do have flat faces and alldat in canon already but i want them to just have nostrils and no real nose bridge#and they have no lips😝 they also have very visible gums. && have anglerfish teeth#what would be fur on other mer is just scales on them and is placed is scattered in the same places#i was thinking of making swimming most comfortable for them so i gave them more fins#they'd have them on arms and legs and the hair on the tail for them is just a big fin🐠#as for hair i'm thinking of them having none of it at all bcos it looks sooooo ugly on them it's very unnerving to see hair on fish#either no hair at all or something with a different texture. like slimy silky thin seaweed#or the hair that m*necraft striders have LMAO#webbed fingers is cuuuute they'd have webbed armpits like they're those flying rodents🐿 lol#i'd place their gills on both the neck and their ribs#whenever they wear clothes they tie their arm and leg fins up ; i think from birth they just stay in water until they hit puberty and -#- r able to actually walk around#another cute fact is that males and females wud look literally the same almost (women are flat chested too)#fish fish fish#maybe i'll rethink some stuff. i still wanna draw fish babies#but in reality i think even the mere existence of maormer is very pointless bc they don't really matter at all do they#tes lore is soooo overstuffed that's why i don't know anything about it my time is so valuable to meLMFAOAOOO#saw a typo in this sorry i'm just chill like that
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was dead tired n in pain after the thrash so he made me a bubble bath 🥺 n u kno the rules if ur in the bath w ur makeup still on n all runny. u gotta take nudes
#my tummy hurt SOOOO bad i think i hydrated TOO much wtf y can u even do that#but he was so sweet he got me tea n a candle n went all the way 2 the laundry room 2 get me a warm towel 🥺🥺🥺#slut.jpg#trans nsft#t4t nsft#wlw nsft#sapphic nsft#lesbian nsft
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hey, don’t cry. cinderholly official artwork, okay?
#warrior cats#cinderholly#hollyleaf x cinderheart#i miss them soooo fuckimg bad it hurts#other people’s art#🖤
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shade they'll never make me hate you
#alek art#lego ninjago#ninjago#shade ninjago#2024#finished s10 as of queuing this. this took incredibly long for noooo reason. need to stop drawing for 6 hours straight lol#love drawing him as a mass of darkness. he can stretch and bend all weird and looks slightly different everytime.#talked to my bf about this but i think he hangs out in peoples footsteps and follows them around. just bc he can#tboy ... save me#dont have much else to put besides MY FINGERS HURT SOOOO bad drawing isnt for the week#i need to draw other elemental masters .. shld i opem rqs .. we will see
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The racism my beloved Simon had to face….my baby. 🥺💔
Although painful to watch, it felt incredibly validating. It was so annoying watching some people say this show was “only about class” while dismissing the BS that Simon had to go through. The abuse was ten fold because he’s POC and S3 finally exposed that.
That being said, and on a more positive note, it was so incredibly sexy when Simon sang happy birthday to Wille in Spanish (he feels safe with him!) and when Wille admitted to fantasizing about stroking those beautiful curlssss (and then actually did it). 🥹❤️🩹
Wilmon forever. 🤎🤍
#simon the bravest of braves and the sweetest of sweets i love him sooooooo much#and apparently inspo was from irl hate comments omar has received? 🔪#oh HELL no. 🐓🤎#omar brought face heart soul and curls to this season and to this damn show and i love him and simon so much#like it wouldn’t have been that bad if he was fully white and didn’t look the way he did and i stand by that#those online hate comments were disgusting#imported? latin lover? (they were a breath away from flat out calling him a wh*re and i was ready to throw some fucking hands)#even more hurtful because simon was very obviously a virgin when he met wille and didn’t even sleep with that douchebag#who shall not be named on my blog#y’all can try to pry this interracial ship out of my cold dead hands (you won’t)#but we heal and that’s beautiful ❤️🩹#they mean soooo much to me 😭😭😭#and like i said before#no it wouldn’t have been good if simon wasn’t poc I SAID WHAT I SAID WHAT I SAID#young royals#wilmon#simon eriksson#simon my beloved 💜#i love them sooooooooooooooo much.#🤎🤍
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he’s so tan and glowy and pretty and gorgeous and lovely i wanna kiss him forever and ever and ever
#ur a queue-tie pie! 🥧#:(#my toni#ugh#everything hurts#i wont you anton#so so bad so bad like soooo bad holy shit#toni love ૮꒰ ྀི > . < ྀི꒱ა#anton
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Really fucked up that two ppl can care about each other and make their best efforts to communicate and still end up hurting each other so badly they cannot stand to be in the same room.
#my stuff#i feel soooo bad talking to my therapist about the same topics over multiple weeks#like i feel like they're sooo sick of it like damn can this bitch get Over It alreadyyyy#hi yes actually can we talk about the near catastrophic sense of betrayal and loss that has haunted my soul for over a month?#can we talk about how I overcompensate for other's possible feelings and emotions to desperately mask my terror at feeling out of control#can we talk about how even when I know ppl acted with logical reasons necessary for their situation it still hurt me?#and that this pain fills me up with so much anger and frustration that I'm powerless to put anywhere that won't hurt someone#so it just cooks me inside and makes me grind my teeth constantly for weeks#im so angry i did not deserve to be treated like this it's not fair and I have no capacity to fix it or control when it feels better#i just have to survive and wait until i forget about it and hope they don't decide to reach out and fuck it all up#cause i can see that happening#i'll finally be free of thinking about them and generally going about my day unbothered and they'll ask to get coffee or something#and I have no idea what I should do in that scenario. because I don't think we can be friends.#and you have not treated me with the compassion and warmth I treated you#i would want to say mean things. hurtful things. I would want to bite back for once.#and that's not me. that's not who I want to be.#i don't wanna see you. go away. don't talk to me if you're not going to make the pain go away.
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The worst line in the entire game is when you skip the training tutorial and Jack, with a slight sadness in his voice, says, "Mañana, mañana."
Fuck you, CDPR.
#i hate it soooo much#it hurts so bad#jackie welles#cyberpunk 2077#hi 👋 i'm still on break but i loaded up 2.2 and remade val so it's probably just a matter of time
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Detox old man yaoi - Queer platonic BillFord
Start note : Okay little clarification, Bill in the top right corner is crying, but the picture quality is bad so it’s hard to tell what the heck is going on. And I apologize for Ford’s weird haircut, I’ll give him his fluffy hair back (I tend to mess with character’s hair a lot…never on purpose , I swear 😁 unless I make them bald.).
Once Bill returns to Gravity Falls for the sake of his redemption arc, his relationship with Stanford is bound to be rocky. They bicker a lot and often cannot get along on the way to do domestic things. It would take a long time before they start to bond together again , considering how the trauma of the past abuse left Ford scarred for life.
Thought since Bill can’t do much with his limited powers, Ford doesn’t perceive him as a threat. They hang out together sometimes when Bill doesn’t have to work at the cash register or around the shack. Bill still had trouble identifying what exactly he feels for Stanford, and would try to pursue him romantically for around a month before giving up. (I headcanoned Ford as oriented aro-ace for this specific AU)
But sometimes they have wholesome moments they share: Bill and Ford seldom sit on the couch together, and when it happens, they cuddle up and Ford combs his fingers through Bill’s hair while reading, it’s soothing for both of them. Bill tends to fall asleep very quickly after that—he’s desperately touch-starved and has no idea—-
Bonus (something from my camera roll) :
#art#my art#gravity falls#standford pines#ford pines#fanart#bill cipher#bill cipher fanart#billford#human bill au#handyman bill au#bill x stanford#queerplatonic#a spec#aroace#asexual characters#headcanon#the book of bill#gravity falls au#gravity falls stanford#old man yaoi#detoxified#Yes. I made them angsty but they won’t keep hurting each other like two suns trying to collide#They got so much hubris#The fed each others ego#made each other feel ‘special’…#And effed it up soooo bad!#btw they may not make out; but they cuddle!#Platonic kisses my beloved#One forehead kiss and Bill melts into a puddle
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hi evie !! how have you been ? :33 i hope you dont mind me borrowing you and moze for something ehehe <3
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 nick!#彡 inbox.#evie.ss#omg good morning nick! my stomach literally twisted and flipped seeing this /pos /POS /the most positive gut wrenching feeling in existence#NICK AND THE REASON WAS ? WHY DO U NOT HAVE A KOFI LINK WHERE IS IT …. THIS ISNT OK I NEED TO FIND IT???? U CANNOT BE … BE …. BE UM … YOU K#I NEED TO 😭😭😭 I NEED ….. IS IT OBVIOUSLY IM CRYING WRITING THINSSJSJSN /pos /ULTRA POS THIS IS SO CUTE UR ART IS SOOOO AWESME IM SO IN AWE😭#typos: obvious* <- & barrier* -> amazing work evie#i broke the sound banner with the screech i made seeing this …. YOU … YOU DREW ME … THE EXACT WAY ….. I .. ITS SO SPOT ON I ????? I … IM#FLABBERGASTED . SHELL SHOCKED . GOBSMACKED IM SO OBSESSED WITH HOW U DID MY HAIR …. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I DO MY HAID … AND THE CURLS ARE LI#LIKE THAT… IM SO OBSESSED WITH UR STYLE JSJSJJD HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID IT???? UR STYLE IS MMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! 1000/1000!!!!!! in specif#the colors … the colors are gorgeous and sooo nice to gaze at … the little wings … HOW DID YOU KNOW I LIKE- IM SO . (hugs knees and cries#YOU DREW THAT DRESS AWESOME-LY …. IM GENUINELY LOSING MY MIND AND I HAVENG EVEN .. looked at *him* ….. nick …. im complimenting it and i#can’t even see rn HEJSJCKCNITS BLURRY 😭😭 my head hurts so bad from sobbing but ive never been happier /pos IM SO ???? I LOVE HOW U DREW ME#i went to go triple check for the kofilink and found myself browsing through puppetgear tag once again u^u JENDNDKXJ oh my god . PLEASEEEEE#ok…. moze … he’s … so tiny .. he’s so cute … he looks so grumpy :’) /pos AND YOU .. u captured his squishable look omg….. he’s so teeny he’#literally as big as a fingernail on my phone im :’) HES POCKET SIZED I CANT BELIEVE U DID THIS /pos /ETERNALLY GRATEFUL#WHY 😭😭😭😭😭 YOURE SO KIND IM SO . IM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY ROOM SNIFFLING AND HICCUPING AHENDNJXKC AND STARING AT THIS OF COUESE#i just saw the ask 😭 i definitely don’t mind im literally on my hands and knees to thank you and it’s still not enough JSNSNDNMC i have to#dig a dent in the hole and bow inside the hole …… it’s not enough … i genuinely love every square inch of this JSNDNXN i just adore … how u#did me … how u did moze (so— everything) even the circle in the background is a color that i adore 😞😞 sniffle …..#what a treat to see moze in ur style 😭😭 what a HUGE . Nice . AMAZING. TREAT . he looks so good in ur style UGH I WANNA FLOAT AWAY#the physical reaction i had in my stomach & head is unmatched /pos …. it’s vaguely similar to when u get called on in class while nervous .#and ur stomach flips .. but in a positive / EVSTATIC / insanely happy way … thank you so much omfg (link?) (please?) you are so kind ….#i don’t even know how to convey my gratefulness so im resorting to crying-staring-crying-staring-crying#(cries)#oh i never answered ur question haha :’) yea im great! :’) and you? :’)#im gonna put this in queue >/////< URK IM SO …. THANK U NICK ))))))):::: (link perhap?)#edit: OHHHH I SEE HOW U DID MY HAIR COLOR!!!!! that is so cool hello? it’s black- but not? and it fits so perfectly!!!! THAT IS SOO COOL WJ#NO WONDER I WAS ADMIRING THE COLORS EARLIER THIS IS SUCH A COOL THING (nonartist tries to explain how neat something is) NSNDNXKK
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who doesn't love balloons :3c
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojohime#gouta#five songs couple#jjk gojo#jjk utahime#gojo satoru#utahime iori#gojo x utahime#my art#maplesleep art#digital illustration#art#artists of tumblr#anime#my head hurts soooo bad and also this was meant for valentines but i got behind clearly lol#五歌
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one more week till I can get snake bites done
#I'm waiting till work is over#bc idk their policy on facial piercings#I want snake bites so bad but I'm also soooo nervous#its gonna hurt!!! then when its done. they have to do it again!!! there's two of them!! damn it
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and what if I told you that even here Art’s repressed bisexuality is blatantly haunting/informing the narrative and everything that’s happening throughout (which of course also means that the absence of Patrick is also haunting the both of them).
how the moment where he decides to tell Tashi that he wants to retire is shown with a slow pan down his body with the open closet in frame, and then focus on his wedding ring…. then Tashi looks large in frame while he looks very small… and there’s a closeup when he says “I’m tired,” and then right after that there’s this specific shot of him framed as being in the closet as he starts saying, “I don’t want to be one of those guys who doesn’t know when to walk away, okay, it’s embarrassing to still be doing this shit when you’re 40.”
which is a conversation that happens a few hours after…
“Well, I don’t miss playing with you, man. I’m too old for it.”
(“We’re not talking about tennis.”
“What the fuck else do i have to talk to you about?”)
((“Tell me it doesn’t matter if I win tomorrow.”))
(((“I don’t matter?”
“Not even to the most obsessive tennis fan in the world.”)))
#‘char you didn’t elaborate enough on this post’#yes I did okay. it’s midnight. this one is for the people with media literacy.#everybody do some INFERRING#I know that’s a tall order because there are some Bad Takes out there but nonetheless… I said all that needs saying#challengers#challengers throuple#tashiartrick#art donaldson#tashi duncan#patrick zweig#artrick#tashiart#they’re all soooo fucking sad#art your repression physically hurts me#anyway I pulled up this scene to look at the layout of the hotel room for fic writing#and then I was like. God I should make a post.#and now here I am! F#also I’m posting from mobile like a lunatic#(hence the 10 screencap limit)
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