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scrappies cause HE'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 📖
#witch hat tag#orufrey#witch hat atelier spoilers#AAAAHHHHFRUHFREJGKLGGL;GFF..... tired i will make better Celebratory I Survived The Qifreylessness of 2023-24 art later#so many chapters end with some horrific threat/mystery that will not be cleared up yet or possibly not for like a YEAR. lol *accepts it*#i still haven't processed the chapter yet ive been trying to calm down. and kitchen 5 should finally arrive. YIPPEE!! life isn't SO bad....#i think i will pour some of my feelings and contemplations about loneliness into an original comic. i keep meaning to. for me. i guess#i am very VERY grateful that i get to be safe inside a house and read my silly beautiful little manga. even if my brain is breaking down
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AusHun Gangsta!AU REAL
#hetalia#aph austria#aushun#aph hungary#official work#I never thought they will be showed again by each other#tho it appears that they don't really interact in this chapter so it's more like introductionary??#and this chapter is more focused on bulgaria and romania#but seeing them again made me very happy#I haven't even read gangsta yet I might as well... for reseach purpose hahaha
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#I've read it.#**** you just read fluff chaos and little amount of angst and here BUM#It took me almost 2 hours to read just one chapter I don't know why but no regrets at all#With all these emotional ups and downs#I have one novel that I hold on the very top of the angst stories (I haven't read that many books#stories and fics and can judge only withing that little I have)#but if mnmc keep going like this this I need to widen my place on top...#I've cried over Mojo again#The same scene and here we go again. how.#And then this one SORRY I CAN'T PUT IT INTO WORDS#The way they triet each other#they both go through hell#All little details about their emotions#Their differences yet so many similarities#I don't like the angst is placed out of nowhere but this fic was BORN IN ANGST#I WANNA BITE BIG MAMA'S HEAD OFF#FOR THE GOD'S SAKE LEON KILL HER FRIEND#YOU WANTED LEO JUST TO BE SAFE BUT WHAT'S THE MEANING IF HE'S NOT#AND IT'S SO DARK IN THEIR CEILING THAT LEON COULDN'T EVEN SEE WHAT'S GOING ON WITH LEO#SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED AT ONE TIME#I DID COUNT WITHOUT JOKES HOW MANY TIMES I DID CRY DON'T JUDGE (I AM HARD TO CRY ON SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T CATCH MY ATTENTION I GUESS MY AT#ENTION IS CAUGHT WELL ENOUGH) 4 TIMES. 4 F***ING TIMES#FOR THE GOD'S SAKE I WANNA SEE CLICHE WHEN THEIR BROTHERS JUST BOOOM CRUSH EVERYTHING AROUND ON THIS AIRPLANE AND SAVE THEIR BROTHERS I WAN#A A CLICHE#I DON'T WANT IT TO BE THE END OF THE STORY WHEN LEON DIES HOW HE WANTED FROM THE VERY BEGINNING#I AM NOT OKAY OVER THE WAY HE TREATS THESE KIDS#OR LEO SUDDENLY A BOOST OF POWERS AND TELEPORTS THEM#ANYTHING#JUST NOT DEATH#AT LEAST NOT LIKE THIS
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when the mlc novel gave us 'this' scene and expected us to be ok afterward | part 1


Part 1 features a scene from Volume 1, chapter 16 - where Di Feisheng and Li Lianhua meet for the first time in ten years ~
Li Lianhua looked up and sighed softly, his eyes looking a little desolate and lonely as they shone in the silvery moonlight.
He turned around to gaze at the empty courtyard. There were several clusters of peonies there. At this time of year, only a few snow-covered branches were left. Nothing was attractive about them, but he still gazed at them.
He stood quietly in the courtyard for a long moment. Finally, he stepped to the side and turned to leave.
After walking slowly for about ten steps, Li Lianhua stopped in his tracks and turned his back to the flowers.
“Who’s here?” he asked calmly.
The courtyard had been empty just earlier as he stared at it, but now, standing there in the snow among the peonies, was a man. His hands were clasped behind his back, and it seemed as if he had been standing there for a long while.
“Your hearing is even better than before,” the man said flatly. His tone had no emotion like he was neither speaking to a friend nor an enemy.
“You were heavier on your feet when you landed… ” Li Lianhua smiled gently, “...Di Feisheng.”
Li Lianhua continued, “Even though you have taken the Weeping Guanyin, your injury from back then can’t be healed in merely a day or two. It's no wonder you don’t want to leave footprints on the snow, the sound of your movement could even be heard by peddlers and petty thieves.”
The man in the peonies was silent for a moment before he spoke.
"Even after everything that has happened to you, you're still the same Li Xiangyi after all."
Even though the man's tone didn't change much, there was no denying the sincere admiration in his voice as he spoke the words.
Li Lianhua chuckled, "Thank you. And you're still the same Di Feisheng after all. I thought there was no cure for your injury from our battle in the East Sea. How did you find out about the Weeping Guanyin? Human beings are so resourceful in this world."
Standing among the peonies, the man in the green robes and cloth shoes seemed a little surprised, "Your temperament has changed a lot over the years."
Li Lianhua smiled gently, "And yours hasn't changed at all."
Di Feisheng didn't answer.
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#“Even after everything that has happened to you you're still the same Li Xiangyi after all”#my heart omg 😭😭#the gentle smiles??#this exchange is everything#the chuckles??#the sincere admiration??#AHHHH#my parents 🥹#dihua#di feisheng#mysterious lotus casebook#mlc#auspicious pattern lotus house#li lianhua#MLC novel#lianhua lou novel#novel scenes#莲花楼#吉祥紋蓮花樓#the rest of the scene also gave us a very cute little worried fanghua moment#but I didn't include it so as not to spoil the chapter for those who haven't read it yet ☺️#translation credit to Dreamy's Fan Translations on WordPress
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I haven't even read it yet and it ALREADY HURTS (even more so with context of what happened just before)
I already feel too many emotions
screaming "I DIDN'T HAVE IT IN MYSELF TO GO WITH GRACE, 'CAUSE WHEN I'D FIGHT YOU USED TO TELL ME I WAS BRAVE!"
#I also started singing Cardigan#it made me feel more emotions than it should have probably#I was doing mostly fine until I read those words#and I haven't even played the attire mission part yet#I'm starting to wonder if chapter 14 is like the track 5 for ikevil#at least I think that one chapter in Liam's route was ch 14#... and yes I know track 5 is yet another Taylor Swift reference but I've been getting back into listening to folklore lately#still trying to figure out what the specific tag is for specific routes#ikevil spoilers#ikevil william route spoilers#ikevil#ikemen villains#ikevil william#william rex
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TFOTA update (major spoilers for book 1): chapter 20
this book just keeps throwing plot twist after plot twist after plot twist on me and I'm falling for every.single.one. gosh. first jude kidnaps the human girl to free her into the mortal world, and she drowns herself? Then Dain yells at Jude for the thing I WASN'T expecting (stabbing Valerian) and then Jude fucking KILLS Valerian not even a few minutes later, then buried the body in HER house, then Balekin gatecrashes and slaughters almost everyone in his fucking blood line in the matter of MINUTES. Madoc kills Dain?? And ghost kills Caelia?? Rhyia kills herself?? Taryn and Locke might secretly have an affair??
Jude feels pleasure in seeing Cardan miss out on the coronation bc he got drunk which is ironically the best thing he did bc he dodged a bullet?? Now Cardan is the only hope elfhame has, which is also super ironic since Jude was marvelling over how glad she was that cardan wasn't ever going to be king in the first few chapters.
I NEED A MOMENT TO TAKE ALL THIS IN
#I just whispered holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck the entire time I was reading#I'm speechless#How does one come up with this many plot twists without making it seem clunky#Holly you are a mastermind ily#Gosh this chapter has me in shambles#I haven't even finished book 1 yet i know I'm officially roped into this fandom#For me it's the way Dain and valerian died so casually like-#i genuinely wanted to see more of Dain so I'm kinda disappointed.#I thought his dynamic with Jude would be very interesting in an acquaintance pov like what all could Jude have achieved w the help of Dain?#Valerian can go to hell tho#Poor elowyn :(( she died so suddenly and for no reason aswell#I'm already started to feel dread of what Taryn is going to do to Jude#I'm excited to see jurdan tho eee#tfota#the folk of the air#the cruel prince#tfota series#madoc tfota#cardan greenbriar#prince cardan#jude duarte#dain greenbriar#balekin greenbriar#the cruel prince series#taryn duarte#locke#folk of the air#madoc#tcp
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WAKE UP YOU IDIOT ...
... Please wake up
#ISTG PTJ if you make him wake up just to kill him this time#DON'T YOU DARE TO PULL THAT SHIT#Idgaf about whether he has dad genes or not anymore just make sure he survives#please please please#I haven't even read the chapters yet bruh but the spoilers got me good already 😭#lookism joongoo#kim joongoo#goo kim#picrew maker#picrew
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I'm reading the WFA chapter that came out this wednesday and—

Agskshdkdhjtakhvdjd—
Look at his pretty face right there.
Those puppy eyes—
I can't—
I know it's a serious talk, but why does he have to look so good here?
#look at that face#i know he looks sad but why does he have to look so good?#he's so cute#so pretty#so precious#I haven't even finished reading the chapter yet#i came to post this as soon as I saw this beautiful image#jason todd#wayne family adventures#i know I'm simping for jason rn#but it's actually a steph centric chapter#as it should be#love her too
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first of all, thank you so much for sharing your take on the rebecca/iwtv parallel. rebecca is one of my fave books growing up and the metas i've seen so far have always rubbed me the wrong way. and i totally agree that there's a strong tendency in the fandom to water down the loustat dynamic into a gender binary (as evidenced by that anon with the accusatory tone even tho they explicitly headlined their msg as a race issue lol). anyway, i mainly wanted to say that I love your take on the agency vs autonomy question, bc i've always thought that one of the biggest and perhaps most controversial adaptive changes in the show, lestat dropping louis in s1, was precisely hannah/rolin's attempt to address lestat's lack of autonomy in the books, which to me was a brilliant move. but it also led some of the lestat-critical (or straight-up hating tbh) part of the audience to accuse the s2 writing of 'defanging' him, aka having things happen to him and being powerless to fight back, which, as you perfectly summarized, is exactly what happened in the books. and i think it can easily be read as one of the weaknesses of anne's storytelling (i did when I first read the books years ago). and for me, the drop (and lestat's subsequent guilt) reinjected some autonomy into lestat's arc, and was also very onbrand of him to commit such a horrific act stemming from rage, heartbreak, (and fundamentally) love that will forever impact his dynamic with louis. so i'm very happy with how the writers have balanced this issue so far, and very excited to see what they'll do in s3, and of course would always love to hear more of your thoughts on it.
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You're very welcome, and thank you! Really interesting that you read Lestat dropping Louis as reinjecting some autonomy into Lestat's arc! I hadn't thought of it that way, but I think you could be right particularly now with the shifting context of their fight and the violence that preceded Lestat's act of brutality.
It's been interesting re-reading TVL lately and getting to the scene where Lestat badly beats Armand after getting triggered with memories of Magnus after Armand forcibly drinks from him. It made me wonder how much that scene informed the way Rolin and Hannah wrote the drop? It's of course not the same - Armand and Lestat have a very different power dynamic, especially at that point, to Lestat and Louis - but I wonder if it was also a way to both depict Lestat's very masculine and powerful temper, but also his knee jerk trigger point as a traumatised character? Both are so central to TVL and QOTD in particular, so to depict that in an intimate relationship early on in hte series' run is interesting to think about!
#i've been reading lundy bancroft's 'why does he do that? inside the minds of angry and controlling men' lately as research#both in trying to help my sister navigate the one in her life and for a few projects i'm working on#and one of the things i found suuuper interesting is that he says men who experienced family violence as children are often more likely#to be violent against other men than they are women#like through bar fights or sports fights etc#and i haven't gotten to his chapter yet on same sex couples but he's alluded to that as being a factor there for gay men#so i'm very curious to read that#not excusing lestat obviously or the drop#but digging into the complexity of all of that both on a narrative thematic level and on a real psychological level#is just - - yes#interesting to me#to use a work i am overusing at the moment hahaha#lestat asks#iwtv asks#people are complicated!#i love that the show embraces that even when it's ugly!
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i've been writing at the story more the past few days since typing at my desk draws less attention than drawing there and today i had the worrying Belated realization that the entire plot of vanya's story hinges on the fact that he Can Read, despite probably all expectations going to the opposite conclusion
#or. if nothing else that he Can Read but doesn't like to. which admittedly may be closer to the truth#also yes. i might be writing the actual End of the story even tho i haven't even finished a single chapter yet#rip#ooc
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Chapters: 7/16 Fandom: Hetalia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Prussia/South Italy (Hetalia), South Italy & Spain (Hetalia), North Italy & South Italy (Hetalia), South Italy/Spain (Hetalia) Characters: South Italy (Hetalia), Prussia (Hetalia), Austria (Hetalia), Spain (Hetalia), France (Hetalia), Hungary (Hetalia), Belgium (Hetalia), North Italy (Hetalia), Germany (Hetalia) Additional Tags: Historical Hetalia, Historical, Background Relationships, Minor Germany/North Italy (Hetalia), Holy Roman Empire/North Italy, One-Sided South Italy/France, Nation/Human relationships, Prussia/Old Fritz, War, so many wars, World War I, World War II, Drama, Romance, Slow Burn, the slowest of burns, This fic spans 300 years, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Pining, Mutual Pining, Smut, Eventual Smut, Rape/Non-con Elements, Rape Recovery, Blood and Injury, Political Alliances, Political Marriages, Nations age more or less how they do in canon because I think that's fucked up and I like it, Minor Original Character(s), throwing all of my own trauma and insecurity at Romano and seeing what sticks, throwing all my historical knowledge and headcanons into this fic and seeing what sticks, 300 years of prumano being the right person at the wrong time for each other, Chapters will be posted weekly Summary:
Through the centuries, nations rise and fall, political dynamics shift, and Romano and Prussia continuously find solace in each other.
#I keep forgetting to share when I update this#anyway we're on chapter 7 guys#go read it#prumano haven't even kissed yet omg#i warned you this was the slowest of slow burns#hetalia#hetalia fanfiction#prumano#lovino vargas#gilbert beilschmidt#spamano#historical hetalia
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Just out of pure curiosity, isn't this a horrible way to experience the story lmao?
I'm not saying it's for everyone, but it's worked for me personally so far. more than I would have expected, tbh!
honestly though, this might sound kind of backwards, but a big part of my decision to read these chapters early had more to do with me NOT wanting to be spoiled. let me explain.
I went on hiatus from the BnHA manga beginning in January 2022. I remained completely spoiler-free for almost eight whole months without the slightest issue. then August happened. :')
the thing is, despite my taking a break from the manga, I didn't stop reading fanfiction. in fact I probably read more fic than I usually do, because I missed the series and the characters. it may sound odd that I had the time to read fic but couldn't use that same time to catch up with the manga instead, but they're very different things as far as mental load and time commitment. one is very passive, almost relaxed, while the other requires me to be quick-witted and mentally engaged (at least if I want to do a halfway decent job). something which I wasn't really capable of being at the time. so yeah.
anyway so at the time I generally thought of fanfic as a relatively safe activity, spoiler-wise. and to be fair it was. right up until the single most popular character in the series fucking DIED in the most grisly way possible while fighting the main villain, right in the middle of everyone's fucking summer break. after which pretty much the entirety of fandom erupted into "BAKUGOU DIED??!" and "HE DIED THINKING ABOUT IZUKU??!" and "BABY BOY WANTED ALL MIGHT TO SIGN HIS TRADING CARD?!?!" and "RAIN!?!?" etc. etc. pretty much 24/7 on all social platforms for weeks on end.
so what I learned from that experience is that no matter how good you are at dodging spoilers, it is literally impossible to do so when something THAT momentous and life-altering happens your favorite character who also happens to be fandom's most beloved blorbo. hell, I didn't even get spoiled on AO3 initially; they got me over on YouTube of all places. literally nothing I could do to prevent it. and after that, no matter how meticulously I avoided all of the fics tagged with "362: Light Fades to Rain spoilers", I still kept getting caught off guard because people would casually drop spoilers into untagged fics as well. so I had a bunch of additional little details spoiled for me unexpectedly and I was pretty much defenseless against it. pretty much the only way I could have avoided it all would have been to stop reading Kacchan whump entirely. which, idk about you, but to me that would have been a far more horrible fate. :p
anyway so fast forward to last month, and Kacchan finally came back, and you bet your ass I spoiled myself for it immediately. because I knew it would still take me forever to get caught up The Right Way, and in the meantime I would once again be leaving myself at the mercy of the internet. at least this way I have control over where and when and how I find out. and I got to experience the moment via the manga itself, rather than a third party. and I have to say, this way was vastly preferable to the alternative.
and at the end of the day that's pretty much the same rationale I had for giving in and reading 404 - 406 as well. I knew that once Kacchan was back, the pace of the Final Battle was going to start picking up, and things were going to start happening, and I'd rather read all of those things for myself! like just for example, there's close to a 100% chance the "Kacchan" line from this week would have been spoiled for me in someone's fic if I hadn't read 406 beforehand. just little things like that. anyway so this way, no matter what happens to Kacchan and Deku from this point forward, I'll get to read it fresh and experience it in a way that I unfortunately never got to with the chapter 362 moment. and so to me, that's more than worth the trade-off.
#bnha 406#bnha 362#bnha#boku no hero academia#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#makeste reads bnha#asks#and honestly these last few chapters have been so self-contained#and focused pretty much exclusively on this one battle#that there really haven't been *that* many spoilers for other things#and the few things I don't yet have context for have been easy enough to piece together even without#so yeah all in all it really hasn't been that bad#and still hoping to finish catching up within a few weeks' time so then this will all be moot
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i still dont know how to post youtube videos properly on tumblr, so here,
my way to cope wth 109.
#ch 109 spoilers#bsd manga spoilers#bsd#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#bungo stray dogs chuuya#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#i am SO okay(lie) with chapter 109 and im totally still not hung up on it even if i haven't even READ it yet
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randomly looked at this account to update my age and holy shit it's been a while since i posted here..........i have a small pile of art i have yet to post but hbhbshdbshbd too lazy
#part of it is that i haven't posted any of my recent art but in addition#i haven't made new art in a WHILE (abt 3 months) which is highly unusual for me but the reason for that is#3 months ago i suddenly remembered that i tried learning mandarin for three (3) days before forgetting about it for 9 months#(amusingly the reason why is not because of danmei......i did not even know danmei existed when i first decided to learn it)#anyways i have been insanely fixated on learning it for the past 3 months#however since art is primarily a way for me to process my interests and that only really be done when i'm fixated on media........well#let's just say i have not been making art at all#that might change soon tho#rn i'm reading 撒野 (saye) in chinese bc it's at a level i can read and i fucking love it so far#idk why i picked a book longer than svsss (which took me a week to read in english)...u would think there's no chance of me finishing it#or even reading it#especially when the only novel i've read before this is a chinese translation of the fucking magic finger by roald dahl LMFAO#but it's been a week and i'm a fifth of the way into it which i was not expecting at all#it was initially an exercise of “i will get as far as i can and try my best to read a chapter a day” but i've been zipping through chapters#last night i was up until 3 AM reading it and i was so tempted to read more but had to stop myself#of course this is all aided by pleco which lets me quickly look up words that i don't know yet. pleco ily#that being said...this all does mean i know words like 收銀台 before i even know the word for “orange” (the color) which is pretty funny#but idk considering that the sum of my time spent learning chinese is just 3 months..........i think i am doing pretty damn good#i thought it would be a LOT longer before i could finally start enjoying some interesting things#god but it really has been a while since i last read a high school romance...but i am quite fond of the leads and their respective baggage#sorry for the whole tag ramble.........i haven't really had anyone to talk abt this stuff with#oh also it's my birthday#that is why i am even here to update my age in the first place#happy lan wangji birthday#actually the only reason i realized it was gonna be my birthday soon is because i saw chinese artists posting lan wangji birthday fanart#and then remembered that we share the same birthday#also re: the art i haven't posted yet.........a good chunk of it is misvil fanart...song qingshi my beloved#and there's also a luo binghe drawn on an art app i PROGRAMMED MYSELF (!!!!!!!!!) in there#actually that piece is the main reason i haven't posted the art i HAVE made. how the fuck do i explain that i drew it on an app that i made#sorry this is genuinely the most off the rails tag ramble i've ever done. okay i'm done
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all I can say is I am really happy to meet him
#to delete later#sorry for babbling in the tags#but i NEED to for a moment#maybe he isn’t the greenest flag#maybe I find a little too much comfort in him for a character I've known for maybe a month#(and I haven't even finished reading sd yet)#but fianlly I don't have to wait a sick amount of chapters/episodes to see him#and it makes me so happy when everyone just appreciates him#like okay he is the mvp of junior high and now he is a little weaker than he was but still has the respect of others#Of course he has his difficult moments but Inoue doesnt intentionally harm him#(I think about one particular author and what he did with my comfort character now :) )#reminds me so much of the second most important boy from my comfort list - just author isnt bullying him#(I found peace)#I have a rule that I add characters to this list after about a year of hyperfixation#but mitsui will probably skip this rule#My yesterday's thoughts but I didnt manage to write it - I just fell from fatigue
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the parallel world to last mission to abyss line was crazy akira needs to go back to having intertwined and correlated stories instead of switch and knights climax
#''it would be nice if the plot of this major story followed what had been established in the prior ones'' is a crazy thing to have to say#and yet#i still haven't started reading gambit but the starter tl note has me..........#oh ok so even if interesting it doesn't quite follow the previous stuff...............#but anw yeah madara in parallel world 'i have become the center of an unrelated scandal' + maguro name reveal#to maguro attending the parallel world live during last mission to last mission showing the sneak peek of kanata's child sprite#so good oh to be there again (worst summer of my life by far)#madara even says being disliked is his karmic retribution in parallel world and what are some of the last mission chapters titled?#karmic retribution! crazy#parallel world is so good btw#mar's midnight rambles
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