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haven’t written in weeks and idk how to formulate words anymore but anyway before i log out again for the month here’s the in progress stuff coming for january
nerd! gojo fic
ex-convict! geto fic
gojo fix-it fic (i’m rewriting canon thank you 👍🏽)
#wow#i been so busy with final presentations for capstone#i haven’t even been able to read fanfic let alone write it#and then i read over a wip yesterday and i was like ??? how am i supposed to complete this idk how to write anymore#i’ll find a way#those ideas cannot die out they must see the light#anyway#i have a report to finish unfortunately </3#see u all in january some time#maybe#all depends on if i put my thinking cap on and actually figure out how to put words together again after a month of illiteracy#byeeeeee for now
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✨ Metropolis Cocktail ✨
Here’s the first few pages of my first full-length comic with the crew, to close out the Halloween season! 🎃
pg. 1, 2, & 3
#aAH#sry I’ve been so quiet all month#with work and commissions and trying to get this out remotely close to halloween#but now it’s out!! and getting back into the swing of making comics has been so gratifying#that makes it sound so clinical haha I’m trying to say it’s like the most fun I’ve had drawing in awhile#I love LOVE doing fast paced loose lighthearted comics so much#and being able to get all my funny little creatures together and being able to write them aUGH#and backgrounds slowly starting to have more fun with backgrounds and coloring#more to come hope y’all enjoy it so far!#Metropolis Cocktail#(and just to clarify that’s the name of like. the overall comics/the group of characters)#(I haven’t figured out a name for the actual single comic/episode yet haha whoops)#comics#Halloween
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when i think about it, i can’t imagine most of magolor’s time scheming was all that satisfying. not really.
it kinda depends on where you place him, but with the helper magolor feature in rtdldx i think it’s more interesting to imagine him traveling alongside kirby and the others. and how lonely that must have felt.
y’know, especially with kirby around. someone so earnest and friendly.
anyway, just a concept i can’t let go of
the phrase “you are my deepest most tender wound” has been stuck in my head lately. i think it fits. not perfectly, but enough.
yes this is like 95% to be apart things. i have brainrot
#kirbyposting#my art or something#kirby and magolor are such siblings to me but in like the most distant way possible#it’s the combination of knowing each other so well#not knowing each other at all#and loving and hating each other#i made a post about having magolor thoughts a few months ago well they’re back#meta knight#kirby#magolor#to be apart#‘ah yes i will take it easy tonight and maybe write tomorrow’ i drew for hours lol oops#not even what i had set out to draw#i have a bunch of posts almost done and i was hoping to focus on that but here we are#i still don’t know how to draw magolor tbh it’s the face#i couldn’t be satisfied with the eyebrows so im just gonna say they’re hidden in the uh#hood shadow???#we’re going with that#I saw that quote on a post here and i haven’t been able to find it again
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all my fellow fic writers who’ve been writing while working a 9 to 5 i applaud you. i barely have the mental energy to shower and eat after i get off work and yall are still out here creating masterpieces???
#couldn’t be me#i haven’t been able to write more than 100 words a day for a month now#i took advantage of the freedom of being a student 😔#mayoral decree
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WIP Wednesday
i didn’t realize it was wednesday but here’s a peek at the au i started almost a year ago & recently started working on again 🥰
#hint: skk defecting together 🤭🤭#i’ve been wanting to write it for so long#i’m *hoping* to have smth ready to post by this weekend but we shall see 👀#this month has been rough health wise so i haven’t been able to write or interact much. but aiming for this weekend!!#bsd#skk#wip wednesday#wip whenever#my wips#my writing#skk fic#bsd fic
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Fandom: Atlantis: The Lost Empire (Disney Movies)
Relationship: Vincenzo "Vinny" Santorini & Milo Thatch
Characters: Vincenzo "Vinny" Santorini, Milo Thatch
Additional Tags: Missing Scene, Guilt, Friendship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Comfort, Milo Thatch Needs a Hug, Panic Attacks, Vinny is a Good Bro, Salt and Light
Summary:
When Vinny considered it, Milo was a lot like a bomb.
#COLLEGE SHANT GET THE BEST OF ME! *dies*#my writing#atlantis the lost empire#fics#gonna get real here.#I haven’t been able to publish anything since my dog died in november#my dog was my writing buddy#I’ve got a finished fic that been sitting for months waiting to go out that I haven’t been able to do anything with#so it’s one of those little big things for me#that I was able to write this and get it posted
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Please help Jerry!
After 3 months of vet visits and different tests, my cat has been diagnosed with Corona (FCoV) and anemia.
While usually cats can recover fairly easily from anemia, since he also has corona it can lead to FIP, which isn’t as easy to recover from and can lead to death.
Because I’ve had to cover medical bills for the last 3 months I’m having difficulty paying for what’s to come. He’s going to need an ultrasound and x-rays done to see if he has fluid in his abdomen or chest. The treatment for corona isn’t even available in my city so we’re going to have to find a doctor somewhere else and have tests and treatment done if possible.
Right now he’s only getting supplements to get his red blood cells up.
Today we only had a blood test and virus tests done and it cost me 170 euros.
I hate to do this but if any kind soul can help me cover his medical bills I’d be forever grateful. Anything helps. 🙏🥺
Since my country isn’t supported on gofundme i’ll add my paypal. If you're not able to donate please reblog this!
#i haven’t been able to stop crying and im shaking as im writing this.#im so mad i wasted 3 months on money hungry vets#they swore up and down he was allergic and needed expensive foods#this vet looked at his old blood tests and immediately said he’s anemic#if you only care about the money you make you shouldnt be a doctor
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one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t
#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap#bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU#lol idk why my head is so bad today#the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it#i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!!#but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do#oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse#sorry guys needed to rant#the inadequacy was strong today#something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like#i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me.#and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but#my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m#missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids#who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me#for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just—#sorry#that felt good actually#idk what came over me#imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags#sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh#okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is
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”oh you want to keep that? It’s so girly are you even trans?”
(Rant in tags if you wanna read it ig)
#Mom yelled at me bc I wanted to keep a dress that had memories attached to it#I hate dresses but look.#It has a stain on it where my friend who moved far away dropped some paint on it where my thigh would be#It has a loose string tied sloppily into a flower from a friend who had issues speaking her feelings and instead acted them#It has discoloured patches from my old friend who I haven’t been able to talk to in months hugging me and her bracelets rubbing against it#It has memories attached to it#Just like how my purple coat does#I always have a bag of mint tea in it because a while back somebody got me a huge pack of it during a secret Santa because they noticed -#- i had a stuffy nose during the winter due to allergy’s and often couldn’t breathe properly#I have thousand of sticky notes of a made up language somebody in my class made and wanted me to be in#Hell even my shoes show this sorts of stuff.#My converse that I wore for so long the laces tore? They’re covered in writing from my friend who’s a poet at heart#My big#chunky platforms? Filled with sparkles and dust from a party my friend had#For crying out loud soon I’m gonna be filling my room with Sanrio and feather stickers#Because everytime my ex gf sees me (we’re still friends btw) she always manages to put a sticker somewhere on me#MY SKETCHBOOKS TOO. Full of little doodles and hearts and paint splatters and everything you can think of.#My notebooks for writing? I forgot it a week i went off for surgery and I came back to it full of stories I liked and stores that had them-#For cheap because they knew my family wasn’t doing too well. And full of notes of them missing me#Seriously like I have a string on my wall full of notes from them because that’s been my pickmeup for whenever I’m not on here#It’s pathetic I know I just don’t care. I love them and I know they love me too. I hope they’re well
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🌻 ₊˚⊹ ࿔ 🌳
#the weather is so lovely today. it’s breezy and cool but the sun is warm so it’s not too cold or too hot out.#i wish it was like this forever.#ive been feeling so tired lately. physically n mentally & idk if its an underlying health issue or bc i haven’t been sleeping super well#the past few days i wake up in the middle of the night but im able to go back to sleep fairly quickly. but i STILL feel exhausted.#im supposed to talk about my lab results w my doc tmrw on the phone so. i hope everything is okay but tbh i wouldn’t be surprised if#something wasn’t optimal. my iron was okay last time i checked it though. sigh i just idefk anymore.#im sick of everything. im irritable for no reason. i don’t wanna do anything. like anything. i just want to rot in my bed#and even my interests are slowly slipping away from me. writing? couldn’t care less if i don’t write anything for the rest of the year tbh.#reading? i couldn’t even care to browse the shelves when we went to the bookstore the other day and it scared the shit out of me#kpop? meh.#i have a massive to do list and uni starts in a month and i have no energy. + dealing with my own brain and nonsensical thoughts on top#of that. overthinking anxiety all that super great stuff.#im also sick of putting in 110% into my relationships and getting half of it back. family friends whoever. and it makes me so sad. +#i feel like nobody even understands me. or even tries to or wants to.#im just tired#sick and tiredddddd#actually a bit sick too my throat hurts#anyways whatever#it’ll be fine i guess#i don’t want to give up but i don’t have any desire to push through im sort of just. floating. ill deal with it when i deal with it#♡ dear diary…
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man. that anxious attachment style can preoccupied
#had a good year or so there where i was really consistently normal. last few months? MAN.#hey god is it normal to have a stomach ache for months at a time because everyone in your life probably hates you secretly.#no? no i’m doing bad and probably need to be up on my meds?#yeah. yeah alright okay thank you god 🫡#beat the loneliness allegations was doing great but now comes the second challenger. um.#being confident in those deep and meaningful relationships#unrelated haven’t been able to write a poem for months i’m sure this is relevant to no mental health crisis haha#valentine notes
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Guys, I am so so excited bc the very very long-lost side story for Where Demons Hide, “Suicide Candy” is actually finally going to see the light of day!
The first chapter I’m hoping to have up for the anniversary in a couple days. It’ll have several chapters, bc it’s a longish little story, but it’s really fun and I know y’all will love it.
🥹
Plus you can finally see the epic cover art @luci-on-the-moon did for it ages ago.
(I first started the story back in 2019 and have been hoping to finish and publish it ever since, but my health has had diff plans. So now I’m determined to make it happen.)
#black butler#sebard#where demons hide#suicude candy#poi writes#this is a huge deal bc I haven’t been able to write in like 2 months#so excited to be writing bardluci again
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FINAL MIDBLOCK ESSAY DONE!! I AM FREE!!
#FINALLY. have not been able to relax for like a month that’s the thing about the due dates being so far apart it’s great because you’ve got#more time but it also means everything just. lasts longer. anyway! done now. this one perhaps not my best work but it was harder than i#expected…my us government one will be rough but what else do you expect from 1500 words..and then my theory essay..my best hope for a good#grade perhaps…but we’ll see. the next lot aren’t due until january but im gonna start thinking about them now so im less busy over christmas#insane that that’s not too terrible a thought. uni is crazy when you actually enjoy your degree. anyway! for now i am going to enjoy the#rest of my weekend at home n me and my mum are going out tomorrow n im gonna buy some books with the voucher i haven’t spent since my#birthday in february and ill finally have time to finish the book im reading rn AND to do some writing..start chapter 2 : ^ )#woohoo!! aware no one gaf about any of this but i am first and foremost always the audience for my own posts so. this one’s for me..#(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again
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having one of those moments where writing just feels so hard and wrong to the point where i’m ready to give up because maybe writing never was for me lol
#i’m being dramatic but i haven’t been able to write anything for king simon for like a month and it literally makes me feel sick#like i allowed myself a break when i posted the last chapter but now i just can’t come up with anything#and i feel like that’s a bad sign#writing shouldn’t feel like pulling teeth right??
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i just think people need to be nicer to fic writers, we’re not your servants, you can’t just click your fingers and expect us to write bc you want an update
#.text#just some thoughts about a fic i’ve been writing for over 6 years and haven’t updated since january and like. i will finish it#but i don’t like being demanded of when i’m three months into my mum dying. i might never be able to write again and people are going to#have to accept that some people’s lives change dramatically and maybe it’s not our fault#i just think we need as a society to be kinder to people writing you beautiful stories for free#writing#fic writers#ao3
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I haven’t drawn anything recently but I’m trying to pick up some old wip’s! 😭 in the meantime have the start of some yuri that I did for a class a few months ago :]
#I posted just the cover awhile ago but here’s the whole thing 🥹#this is really just an excuse for me to post a lil’ update though and truthfully. I haven’t been able to finish anything for 4 months 😭#thanks for sticking around! 🥰🫶#oc#23tarts#actually I was really upset abt this assignment bc the prof gave us so many requirements for it#for a class that was neither an art or a creative writing class#and only a WEEK to do it 😭#that’s why it’s so. corny :)#but we need cringe lesbians too I am a firm believer in cringe lesbians 🫡#love wins!!!
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