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Blameworthiness
Yandere Platonic Superman x GN Reader
Notes: typical yandere themes, small mention of blood
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đ- all you can hear is the sound of your own heartbeat as you race into the barn
đ- you climb up the ladder and survey the loft
đ- thereâs a small space under a lopsided bale of hay and an abandoned work table
đ- you squeeze through the gap to find a space just big enough for your size
đ- you lie down flat in the open space and do your best to even out your breathing
đ- your eyes close in relief and exhaustion. You havenât been able to rest since who knows when
đ- youâre pretty sure you saw the setting sun while running from the house to the barn
đ- your chance to rest is destroyed as you hear the sound of someone humming
đ- how? He was in Beijing just minutes ago. You checked his home pager to be sure
đ- the pager showed Batmanâs name and a quick message that read: Beijing. Need you.
đ- you figured that heâd be busy for a while. Thereâs no way he could head all the way over to Beijing, help Batman, and return in a few hours
đ- how is he here already?
đ- they were right. He is a monster
đ- you squeeze your eyes shut as the humming grows closer
đ- you grip the lifting edge of a floorboard to ground yourself
đ- the humming figure ascends to the loft. The heavy footfalls make their way over to your hiding spot
đ- you slowly open your eyes to find out how close he is
đ- heâs right there
đ- Clark is crouched down and peering between the bale of hay and the work table
đ- âHi, Chickadee,â Clark murmurs sweetly
đ- you fix your face and put on a small smile, âhey, Mr. Clark. How was work?â
đ- his eyebrows pinch and you rush to correct yourself, âHi, Papa. How was work?â
đ- Clarkâs expression softens again, âit wasnât fun, but itâs all over now.â
đ- he grabs the bale of hay in one hand and tosses it to the other side of the loft
đ- Clark extends his other hand and gently pulls you by your elbow
đ- he pulls you from your hiding spot and plucks the hay strands out your clothes
đ- you wince at the splinter he removes from your finger
đ- maybe you shouldnât have been holding a lifted wooden plank for support
đ- Clark takes your hand and pinches the tip of your index finger. A bead of blood gathers on your finger
đ- Clark makes a disappointed sound at the sight of your wound, âCâmon letâs get you cleaning up.â
đ- He doesnât wait for your response and instead picks you up and flies to the house
đ- show off
đ- once inside, Clark sets you down and heads upstairs for the first aid kit
đ- itâs embarrassing. Your delusional kidnapper knows he can just leave you here and thereâs no way you can escape
đ- even if you ran out of the door like a track star, he could still get you in a matter of seconds
đ- the thought of your recently failed escape plan brings you even more shame
đ- Clark makes his way back down the stairs and sets the kit on the kitchen table. He sits down on the red and white gingham chair and pats the edge of the table, indicating for you to sit
đ- you wordlessly comply and climb up onto the old kitchen table
đ- Clark goes through his standard, overbearing ritual to clean your wound (heâs done this same ritual more times than you can count)
đ- âthere. All better,â Clark kisses the top of the bandaid with unnecessary gentleness
đ- âthanks Papa.â
đ- your unsolicited use of Papa makes his eyes widen
đ- âoh brother,â you think. Heâs about to cry because you called him papa?
đ- your judgmental thoughts are cut short when Clark wraps you up in his arms
đ- he gives you a slight squeeze. Carefully managing his otherworldly strength as he rocks you side to side
đ- âoh my poor baby,â he coos, âthatâs why you ran way huh? Cuzâ you were mad I went to work?â
đ- his teary eyes look at you expectantly
đ- this might work. You can actually get out of this run away situation scot free if you play your cards right
đ- you poke out your lip a bit and fiddle with your hands, âyeah, I just couldnât stand the thought of you getting hurt.â
đ- You glance back at Clarkâs face to find him looking absolutely distraught
đ- âmaybe we can go fishing this weekend. That is, if you arenât to busy with your real lifeâŠand real family,â you sniffle
đ- Clark looks like heâs about to explode from guilt. His eyes and nose are pink like heâs one guilt trip away from bursting into tears
đ- âOf course, we can go fishing! Chickadee, you are my real family. I just havenât introduced you to Lois and the boys yet,â he asserts
đ- your face doesnât lift and Clark hurries to finish his declaration, âonce I find a way to tell them about you, I will bring you to home to join the whole family. I promise.â
đ- you nod at his response and jump down from the table to hug him
đ- all you can hear are Clark happy noises âą as he excitedly hugs you back
đ- while Clark is impossible to run from, at least heâs easy to emotionally manipulate
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Extra notes: thereâs not enough platonic Superman out there so I decided to make some myself
Not sure if my batfam tag list folks would want to be added to this one or not so⊠weâll see!
#dc x reader#dcu#gn reader#yandere x reader#platonic yandere x reader#yandere superman#yandere dc#yandere platonic x reader#yandere superfam#yandere clark kent#platonic superman#platonic Clark kent#yandere platonic superman
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Angel who is so dainty and oh so genderless, "I don't do labels" until the demon forcemascs the shit out of him is that anything
They also beat the shit out of each other with flaming swords and twisted daggers because why not
The demon has been watching them for awhile. Everytime he thinks he knows, he doesnât. The curves are soft, hair short, eyes round and doey. His lips are pouted and chest is flat. Their voice doesnât give anything away either, and really all the demon wants to know is whatâs under that stupid Lacey gown. Ofcourse he isnât ever expecting the angel to let him see, theyâre constantly at each others throats.
âHey pretty bird, gonna sing a song for me today?â He asks when the angel walks by, only scoffing and rolling their eyes.
âWhy would I ever sing for you? Youâre not worthy. Youâre damned already, thereâs nothing I could sing for you.â
Demon Hums but continues his stride by their side. This is routine. Heâll hang around, push some buttons, just enough to watch that face turn red and words turn truely spiteful.
âGive me a chance and Iâll make you sing real pretty for me, doll. Just gotta get you out of those clothes. Whatâs an angel look like under those wraps anyway?â
The angel pulls their clothes tighter to their body, cheeks heating up a light pink and lips turning to a frown.
âCome on, Iâm sure youâre a real pretty girl under there.â The angel glares, making the demon put his hands up in surrender. âOr boy. Youâre a real pretty boy, arenât you?â That gets a different reaction. A spark of something in the angel eyes.
âIâm not a girl or a boy. Angels are genderless, regardless of whatâs under our uniforms. We donât do labels, thereâs no need. Sex is a sin.â
âOh I think youâre wrong there, sweet boy. I think you know youâre a boy but youâre just too scared to say it. Come on, no one else is here. You can say it. You a pretty boy?â
It happens fast. The fist that makes contact with his face, drawing blood from his nose and lip. Heâs stood in shock, watching the way the angels lip trembles and their chest heaves.
âDidnât think you had it in you, pretty boy.â The demon quips, wiping away the stray stream of red with his thumb.
âStop it. Youâll get me introuble. Weâre not supposed toâŠwant those things. Okay? Please for once will you just drop it?â
Ofcourse he doesnât. He grabs the dainty boy by his arm and drags him into an empty alley. Slams him into a wall and points a silver dagger just under his chin. The Angel looks at him, wide eyed and shivering under his touch.
âEverythingâs a sin with you angels, isnât it? Always denying yourself the simple pleasures. You lot wouldnât be so stuck up if you just learned to enjoy the little things. Like having your cock played with.â His hand is slipping through the robes, feeling between the angels legs and into his cunt. His fingers dance over his little dick, perked and hidden under the hood. The way the Angel gasps and tries to throw his head back further against the brick wall makes the demon throb in his pants. âThere it is. Your pretty little cock, probably so neglected. Tell me do you ever touch it? Ever give it any attention? What do you when you feel that ache between your legs?â His fingers continue working at him the entire time.
âIâŠI donât do anything I..Iâm not su-supposed to hmmmâŠâ
âDonât lie to me, Angel. What do you do, really, when your little cock gets hard and your cunt gets all wet.â
The angel bites his lip, looking to the side.
âIâŠsometimes Iâll rub against m-my pillowâŠI donât mean to though! My clit just gets so- ah!!â Heâs cut off by a pinch to the sensitive bundle.
âThatâs not your clit, baby boy. Thatâs your cock. Youâll address it as such, cause youâre a pretty boy right? And thatâs what boys have, cocks.â
âWeâre..weâre not supposed to lean towards either gender- fuck! Please please please!!â Another harsh pinch, fingers that tug. It brings tears to the angels eyes.
âStop denying yourself. Let it feel good. Let yourself be who you really are. What are you?â
The angel whines, body shaking against the wall and face bright red. His hips have started moving against the hand between his legs.
âIâm..Iâm a boy! Iâm a boy, I know it. I know Iâm a boy, okay? I know I am. But I canât, you wouldnât understand! I canât just be that, okay! I could lose my wings, my halo, I could fall.â
The demon leans in, pointed teeth now against the angels neck.
âI think youâll find thereâs worse things in life than falling. But I get it. Thatâs fine. How about when itâs just us, youâre a boy? Does that sound good, baby?â He sinks his teeth into the pale skin between his neck and shoulder, marking his claim on the boy.
The angel lets out a choked sob, legs shaking when he cums against the demons fingers. Heâs slumped into his body, energy drained and fight gone.
âWhat could you possibly understand about what Iâm going through?â He mumbles, head against the demons shoulder now. The blade is still pressed against his skin but he doesnât care much for it now. Itâs an after thought, an empty threat.
The demon doesnât say anything, just grabs the angels hand and slides it down his pants. The angel gasps when he feels the familiar slit and button like dick. He leans back to meet his eyes, and the demon just smiles.
âNot all sinners are born this way. Some of us were song birds once too.â
#I tried here#angel/demon#t4t kink#t4t ns/fw#angel x demon#t4t sub#ftm t4t#t4t nsft#force masc#forcemasc#gay nsft#gay ns/fw#mlm nsft
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Out of Love | Criminal Minds
ïž”âżïž”âżàšâĄà§âżïž”âżïž”âżàšâĄà§âżïž”âżïž”âżàšâĄà§âżïž”âżïž”



Summary: All the late nights, missed phone calls and canceled dates finally caught up to you and Spencer.
A/N: Love this song so why not write a fic about it?? Hope you loved it <333
Tags: Sad Spencer and a bit of shouting <-[warnings]
11:30 p.m the clock read
Two hours and thirty minutes was the amount of time your fiancé had been late, and two hours and thirty minutes was the time he took to not leave a message
âHeyâ a low exhausted voice said from your front door already knowing who it was you kept your eyes on the tv âhiâ you quietly said
You watched the tired man make his way towards you lowering his body to leave a kiss on your forehead âLong case?â You questioned âyeah.â His answer was short but there were traces of guilt in his tone but there always was so it wasnât new to you
He threw his body on the empty space next you making sure not to intrude to much on your space, before though he wouldnât care after a long day of work you were all he wanted, all he needed.
â I wonât tell you Iâm lonely Cause it may be selfish â
What had changed?
âI saved you dinner.â You told him after a long period of silence he exhaled âthank you.â But he didnât move
You turned off the tv and turned to look at him âSpencer.â You whispered he looked at you âare we okay?â You asked he furrowed his eyebrows âwhy wouldnât we be?â
You swallowed feeling nervous âeverything feels different.â You admit to him âIt has been for months now.â You look away scared to see his reaction
âI know Iâve been working a lot-â
âNo itâs not just thatâ you cut him off âyouâve been different, weâve been different.â You say as you bit the inside of your cheek
He stayed silent but you knew he was only thinking of what to say, you felt like you can see the gears running in his head trying to figure out what to say
It was silly because he was so quick to find answers for murders or give anyone a fact but for you he couldnât think of anything not right now
âI donât want to loose you.â Is all he said, he knew where this conversation was going âI donât want to loose you either.â You admit âbut I donât know what else I can do for you.â
âWhat do you mean? Iâm right here.â He said with a bit of frustration in his tone, you shook your head disagreeing with him âNo you arenât.â
âYouâre in different cities, police stations, at your desk. Everywhere but here.â You tell him as the tears finally left your eyes
Silence filled the room again, he couldnât even comfort you properly
âIâm sorry.â He said reaching for your hand but not out of love more out of habit âwhat are we going to do?â You ask âI donât knowâ he confessed
â I wonât ask you to hold me âcause that wonât mend whatâs helpless â
For once he didnât know what to do
You wished he did, you wished he just all of the sudden had a break through as to what it is you guys needed to fix your relationship but he his only human and so are you.
You couldnât beg him to change, and he couldnât wake up a different man.
Spencer had tears running down his cheeks so badly you wanted to wipe them away but he felt foreign to you, like his body wasnât yours anymore
âI think we both know whatâs happened.â You say looking down at your fingers intertwined âwhatâs that?â He asks
âWe arenât us anymore, weâve outgrown each other. You will always put work first and I am not okay with that.â You tell him as you wipe your tears
âDonât say that. Itâs not true.â He replied taking his hand from you, you couldnât help but roll your eyes you moved your body to face him
âThen what? If itâs not work then what is it? Is it just you? Did you outgrow me?â You harshly ask getting angry, his silence was loud.
And it also gave you an answer
Maybe you just so badly wanted it to be his job making you guys pull away from each other but could it have just been him not in love with you anymore ?
â Oh, when did you fall out of love with me? â
#spencer reid x reader#criminal minds x reader#criminal minds#spencer reid x you#spencer reid#spencer reid fanfiction#matthew gray gubler#criminal minds fanfiction#bau team#Spotify#spencer reid x y/n#spencer reid scenario#spencer reid smut#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid blurb#spencer reid series#criminal minds fandom#criminal minds spencer reid
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Hi I genuinely love your work can you pls so some drabbles about Robb and a reader who's super touch averse in public but very cuddly in public
I love u pls don't die
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i live to serve!! thank you very much for the ask (i love u more) (was gonna die but i guess i wont just for u.....)
robb stark x fem!reader
theonâs voice rings through the hall, hands on his hips as he watches the chandelier be lowered. "Careful, JonâŠ. careful."
jon, lowering it, finds his âdirectionâ anything but helpful. "I'm bein' careful."
the chandeliers candles have been burnt down almost completely, and you had been assigned to the task of replacing them. you had only sought out jon to help lower it, but boredom is a contagious disease, making theon and robb jump at the opportunity to pass the time.
âYouâre lowering it too fast.â
jon is patient, but theon is regal in his talent to annoy anybody, and peace is best found when his mouth is closed. youâre about to tell him so when robb beats you to it. âShut up, Theon.â
he turns to robb, but a sharp noise cuts him off before he can retort. he jolts, and you stifle a laugh at his jumpiness.
he turns, finding the source to be the chandelier hitting the limit on its ability to be lowered. the glares he shoots at jon - whom is tying the chains into place - are not enough to wipe the smirk from his face while he does so.
jon abandons your construction crew at the first available opportunity - a wise choice. even while on a ladder replacing candles, you can't escape theon's nagging he likes to call "supervision".
"The shortest ones should be in the center. "
"Have you done this before?"
"That's not where it goes."
"I'll show you where it goes, Greyjoy." you call down, losing your sanity after a meager five minutes. theon raises his hands in surrender, looking to robb for support, but is only met with a shake of his head. âFine then, do it wrong.â he mutters under his breath. âNo skin off my back.â
minutes of sweet, sweet silence pass, and eventually, you sigh much louder than intended. it betrays your frustrations.
you start to move down the ladder, and robb calls from below. "What is it?"
"Ran out of candles. I think we-" the ladders instability is proven when you're about to touch the ground, and it moves under your weight. you would've fallen, if not for robb's reflexes. his grip is bruising, but welcomed in face of the alternative of hitting the floor.
"You alright?" he aks. you nod. "Thanks, Robb."
you're quick to slip out of his hold, feeling white hot embarrassment crawl up your spine. its only theon, you tell yourself. somehow, it doesn't help. robb doesn't hold it against you, letting you go without protest. he's nothing if not understanding.
theon notices, brows furrowing as you retreat to resupply in candles. once you turn the corner, he pipes up. "What's all that?"
robb fights with the ladder, trying to bring some stability to it. "All what?"
"You know what. She's your lady and you can't touch her?"
robb turns slightly as he glances at theon. luckily for him, you're not around, meaning he doesn't have to keep his language proper.
"Just because the whores you accompany like to be groped in public," he says. "doesn't mean my lady feels the same."
the greyjoy is apt at recognizing defeat. "Fair enough."
eventually, the ladder starts behaving, not nearly as shaky as it was minutes ago. robb sends a quick thanks to the gods, and when he turns back around, your pretty face pops around the corner. you wave him over, and he shoos theon off before making his way over to you.Â
âGet lost on the way?â he says, approaching. âBig castle, sâ alright.â your eye roll in response is nothing short of the greatest reward. you turn and start walking; he follows with a lovesick smile on his face.
âIâm in need of a tall person, as someone... quite intelligent has decided to place candles on the very top shelf.âÂ
robbs glad he's walking behind you, so not to give away how he fights a massive grin. someone intelligent must have done that, of course. âTall,â he repeats. âYes,â you confirm.Â
âAnd handsome, surely,â he adds. âTheyâll hide if you aren't. Theon can never find them.â Â
he catches a glimpse of your smile as you open the door to one of winterfells (many) storage rooms. not huge areas, but comfortable enough for their intended purpose. you werenât lying â they really are high up. he forgets to pretend to not know where they were moved. Â
if you notice, you don't bring attention to it, only moving to stand on a small stool next to the space robb fills while reaching for what you need. these specific kinds of candles are tricky, stood on a tray & quite easy to knock over. he hands you the tray in front, reaching to get the one farther back. Â
âRobb?â he hums, holding a tray of his own. âThanks for catching me. Really.â he murmurs something in agreeance, brows lightly furrowed - you already thanked him minutes ago. not that heâs complaining, of course.
still on your stool, it makes it easier for you to reach out, caressing his curls. âI donât mean to be difficult, I just get...â your hand drops as your sentence trails off - he wishes it wouldnât. âYou make me nervous.â you manage, stepping off your stool.Â
âHey,â he temporarily blocks the door. your eyes meet his. âYou didnât do anything wrong.âÂ
you shrug like you donât believe him. he scoffs. âI should lock you in here... talking to yourself like that.â he opens the door for you with a shake of his head, catching another lucky glimpse of the smile you try and fight off. he allows himself a final mutter of, âBlasphemous, really,âÂ
#dippys asks#đ„»anon#me when The fantastic four#aka you robb jon and theon#i feel like i didnât lean eno if h into the cuddly part#fuck it i didnât lena into shit here actually#oh whatever#guess iâll just die then#i hope i did this justice for real#game of thrones#robb stark#robb stark x reader#touchaverse!reader
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Hello everyone, happy Wednesday, thank you to @tailsbeth-writes for the tag. I may have deviated and spun out 3 short lil fics in the last 24 hours, BUT, I am fully back on Angel Henry now, gonna try and finish that up before I have to go back to work <3
have a snippet of how things are progressing (under the cut because it's smutty)
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âThatâŠâ Henry visibly shuddered, his thighs squishing closer together as he watched Alex, âThatâs very arousing, when you speak to me that way,â he admitted, âYour voice isâŠlow, you sound hungry with need. And the way you say such filthy things to me, command me to do sexual acts-â âYou know,â Alex closed his eyes exhaling, âI donât want to sound like an asshole, but when you start talking to me like that, it makes me feel so fucking guilty. Like Iâm corrupting a child or something.â âYouâre not corrupting me,â the blond whispered, âEven now, I was watching the way your dick twitched in my palm, how it lubricates, the bead of arousal fluid; I find it very attractive.â Henry leaned in closer then, his tongue licking over the slit of the other manâs cock. âForgive me, I donât mean to make you feel guilty. Neither of us are sinning more than the other. I am only inexperienced,â he whispered, pressing a kiss to the brunetteâs tip, âNot unknowledgeable, and I do feelâŠvery much desire for you carnally.â âCarnally?â the brunette laughed, shaking his head, his breathing shaking from the sensation of licks and kisses, âYou desire me carnally?â he repeated, âJust say you wanna suck my dick, please.â âI want to suck your dick,â Henry nearly panted--------------
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Stuff that was never addressed and/or elaborated on in TUA (now that it's over):
- Sloane??? Where is she??? What became of her in this season's timeline and why did Luther so easily give up on looking for the love of his life???
- Dave. You get a 2 second shot of Klaus fishing his dog tags out of the box and that's it
- Ray. 1 throwaway line about him walking out and, like Dave, that's all we get
- Was Sy always Abigail?
- What the fuck exactly was the Interdimensional Train Station?
- How did Jennifer end up in the squid???
- What happened to other Ben, who was shown in the post-credits scene of S3?
- Why did no one talk about how, when they got their powers back, they were wonky for some of them? Luther developing his ape body? Lila having laser eyes? Viktor being able to laser blast people now? Five only being able to jump to the (again, very much unexplained) subway station?
- Lila having family in the US? And also having three kids, 2 of whom are only ever referred to as "the twins"?
- Klaus being kidnapped, used for sex trafficking, and then buried alive. No relevance to the overarching plot whatsoever
- Also Claire was just kinda there? Like, you could have removed her from the season and pretty much nothing would've changed. Isn't it Writer's Rule #1 that if a character can be taken out of a series and it in no way affects the show then the character is unnecessary to begin with?
- What do we want? Allison to have an actual sit-down conversation with her family (namely Viktor and Luther) about what she did! Did we get it? NO!
- The Writers: Oh yeah, Viktor plays violin. Nothing more, just wanted to remind you that he did that at one point
- The extremely unnecessary Five/Lila/Diego love triangle bullshit. Just put a bullet to my head, it would be kinder than this
- I'm just bitching at this point, but fuck you I'm mad and need to get this all out
- The Commission what? The Commission who??
- So only the main Hargreeves had to sacrifice themselves? What about the other babies born because of the Marigold??
- Klaus discovered he could levitate, something fans have been waiting years for. This ability is then only utilized twice (2)
- Diego and Lila being written as a kickass, in-sync power couple: NOPE!
- Diego and Lila being written as a discordant, deeply unhappy couple: YEP!
- Five, after spending every previous season trying to protect his family or just be with them even if the world is ending, decides to fuck-off entirely while having an affair with his sister-in-law
- Diego isn't fat??? I count 0% body fat on that man! What the fuck was with all the fat jokes!?!
- Were the characters in a steamroller accident? Because they were FLAT AS FUCK THIS SEASON
- Writer A: Hey, what should we do with Luther and Diego for an episode?
Writer B: IDK, put them in the CIA's basement or something.
Writer B: Oh, but don't forget to have them discover that Five's boss is a member of The Keepers!
Writer A: Of course! No way silly Five would've ever figured that out super easily on his own!
- Why was Luther living in the condemned Academy?? Just have him have a shitty apartment or something!
#tua#the umbrella academy#tua spoilers#the umbrella academy spoilers#tua 4#the umbrella academy 4#I have to cut this short because I need to head out for work#but please feel free to add on in the notes
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trying to find inspiration on dressing masc in a stylish and fun way when ur fat can be so dire when ur a person who hates tucking in their shirt
#i also look like a fool in crop tops because they're all cut at the wrong spot for me. plus the big ol floppy booba makes it hang#kind of lame on me unless theres some elastic to pull it back in to the waist.#im fighting for my life out here. at least i can do my old standby of dressing like a slutty version of a movie jock fratboy#(tanktop big track jacket short shorts and long socks)#it doesnt help that i dont accessorize. i cant wear scarves or necklaces i'll suffocate to death somehow#i cant wear bracelets or watchers because they get in my way and i wash my hands too much#same with rings. belts never stay in the right place and i dont wear belted pants enough#and they also get in the way unless theyre made off cloth because i squat and pose like a jojo character#i can wear anklets tho. and the aforementioned fun socks. and i do look good in a hat#not a headband tho. i look like a buffoon in a head band because i have hair that goes directly up LOL#and the short hair does make hair accessories difficult. scrunchies are a no go. clips can work#i dont need glasses outside of sunglasses...i like either tiny round ones or huge square ones#huge round also works. as long as i look like a washed up rock star the sunglasses are good#i gotta figure this out.... i gotta go through my clothes too theres a bunch of busted shirts that i cant wear that i keep because im#too attached LOL i gotta figure out what i got that can fit together and how. and fight against my ten million sensory issues#the 20-something and their fight to look stylish..... the endless fight....
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Google how do you draw faster without losing quality--
#Giving myself the bad feels because I want to draw more often and stuff but#my art takes me so long and takes so much energy ;~;#I wish it didn't...#I miss being able to draw nearly every day#I wish I could draw fast#aaaa#My brain was made for words not for art#I think like that's kind of the trade off#I think in words and most people think in images and pictures apparently#I have to actively TRY to get a picture in my head and tbh it often is only very brief#Compsition was really hard for me before I started using my 3D models#then I could tweak the poses until it felt right and THEN I could draw#But posing is also like#kinda hard???#it's tedious I think#I might look up how to make different hand poses and stuff just so that's not like#something I have to fuss with every time#like if I make a hand pose and save it then I can reuse it#that kind of idea#Hands are always really annoying and hard to pose so that would probably be for the best#at least it'll speed up posing#I might also make some generic poses like walking and running#just bases to work from to make more unique poses for art pieces#Anyway long story short#I'm a slow artist because I'm a fast writer#that might just be something I need to live with#And I need to find ways to short cut the process for art so it's not nearly as miserable to draw for me#I've been kind of tempted to try out making 3D models of all the characters I want to or like to draw#And use special methods to just use that to make line art for drawing because boy can I NOT be fucked to do line art#I've been kind of wanting to get more into 3D stuff lately too so idk
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𫶠svt reacts to you saying 'i love you' on accident.
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prompt: Ot13 reaction to you saying I love you for the first time (possibly kind of by accident) đ„° c/o anon
â friends to lovers vibes, flirting, pet names. headcanons under the cut.
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seungcheol tries to take it in stride. really, he does. he's convinced he can be very normal about this, even though it will probably have him preening the whole day. he's always thrived most on words of affirmation, and what's more affirming than the truth?
jeonghan's joking, of course. he knows deep down that your little slip doesn't immediately entail a relationship, but he's definitely intent on going out swinging. the light teasing is an attempt to get you to think about a time where you can freely say 'i love you' to him every day.
there's a fair amount of sincerity in joshua's reaction. his first thought is to make sure that you're okay with it, since he has some idea that you've probably tripped on the words. but give him that leeway and he'll take it in a heartbeat. you've started saying it; he'll never let you hear the end of it.
if junhui manages to feign nonchalance, it's because of his acting prowess. he's smug and giddy, though he's not about to let you know that. he's the type to pull the rug underneath you a couple of days later, right when you've probably forgotten it. "soâŠ" he'll drawl. "how much do you love me, hm?"
to no one's surprise, soonyoung is decisively not chill about it. this is A Big Deal to him! an 'i love you'? something he's wanted to hear for ages? he needs to make sure he's not dreaming. there's the dopiest smile on his face, because you love him. it's the best thing he's heard.
wonwoo's hands are shaking. his throat is suddenly dry, and he's relatively sure his brain has short-circuited. it'sâ just an offhand thing. at least that's what he tries to convince himself. the reality: he's going to be replaying the words in his head for weeks on end.
it doesn't strike jihoon immediately. maybe it hits him once you're gone; maybe it occurs to him when the moment has already passed. one thing's for sure: he's not going to let it go unanswered. he's a little late, not on time, but that doesn't mean he doesn't mean it. you know that, right?
the words make something bloom and blossom in seokmin's chest. they take root like a promise, and even though he tries not to get ahead of itself, it's hard. he's so, so happy to hear it from you that he'll be walking on clouds for the days to come.
mingyu doesn't hate you. that much is certain. he just hates the power you have over himâ how you can upend his entire day with a couple of choice words. he had thought he'd be stronger than this, but here he is. panicking because of 'ily'? god, he can't afford to be in shambles like this.
ever the rational type, minghao will be the type to press, "how do you love me?" he can't afford any missteps, needs to know you're on the same page. if you love him as a friend, then so be it. but if there's a prospect for anything more, even just a minute worth of it⊠well. he would like to know.
joking about it is a coping mechanism. that's something seungkwan subscribes to, at the very least. it gives him time to gather his wits, this whole keeping-up-a-facade thing. (ask anyone: he had been smiling a little too hard at his phone when your text came in. the eyes never lie.)
rarely is vernon thrown off his game like this. he's not supposed to be melting over a flippant 'ily', and yet here he isâ trying (and failing) to be cool about your slip-up. can you blame him? he's wanted you for so long, and the words can be as good as a promise if he really wanted them to be.
you're not playing fair. chan has half a mind to make you suffer, to not give you the satisfaction of a reaction. alas, he's always had a soft spot for you. that extends to unquestioning forgiveness, and reciprocity where it matters. yes, even in accidental confessions.
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The Alchemy vol. I
jason todd x fem!reader
aka the progression of your relationship with the red hood
vol II
warnings: slow burn, mentions of attempted sa for reader, depictions of blood and injury, mentions of standard gotham violence



Dear fuck, heâs as heavy as he looks.
You use all of your weight to pull him backwards towards the couch, almost giving up when you realized youâd have to lift him up off the ground to actually get on it.
Getting him through the window was enough of a hassle, challenging the difficulty of the decision to bring him in here at all.Â
Thankfully you donât have to think too hard on it because you feel his body stiffen up suddenly. He jolts upright, though clearly pained to do so, hand flying to the gun holster on his side.
You take a step back, hands out in front of you. âHey, itâs alright.â
âWho are you?â His voice is interrogative.Â
You put your hands down, âYouâre the one who passed out on my balcony, I think if anyone gets to ask that question itâs me.â
He stares at you, white lenses bearing into your soul.
Okay, yeah. You tell him your name. He doesnât move. âYou just looked like you needed some help..â
His posture loosens a bit, and his hand finally leaves the holster.
He glances down at his abdomen, a sizable tear in his suit and a nearly alarming amount of blood. âYou got any bandages?â
âUh, Iâyeah, yeah, I do.â You dart down the hall into the bathroom, shuffling through your first aid kid. You toss a few wraps into your arms, along with some antiseptic spray you suspect heâll need. You grab your hand towel and get it wet under warm water.Â
When you return, heâs moved himself onto the sofa, lifting his shirt up to assess the damage. You round the couch, seeing more blood than youâd have hoped for.
âCan I?â You ask, motioning to his injury.Â
He looks up at you for a long moment. He nods.
You kneel down in front of him and replace his hand in lifting up the shirt. Itâs a cut, it doesnât look terribly deep, but still not shallow enough that he could just leave it.
You take the rag and dab it around the wound, trying to clean up the blood as much as possible without making contact with it.
Heâs very still as you work, and you get the strong impression heâs watching you carefully.
You grab the antiseptic spray, shaking it. âThisâll sting.â
He grunts.
You apply the antiseptic thoroughly and he doesnât even flinch. Doesnât move his gaze from you for a second.
You unwrap one of the bandages and place it on firmly, making sure thereâs no bleedthrough.
And not that you particularly want to be thinking about this right now, but the man is noticeably ripped. Stacked like a house of cards.
You rip away your gaze and stand up, hands on your hips, taking a deep breath. You look at himâat his helmet.
You donât know how you can tell, but heâs studying you. Trying to get a read on you, maybe. Regardless, youâre eager to escape the gaze.
You shovel the remainder of your supplies back into your arms and bring them back to the bathroom, calling out, âI didnât take off your helmet, if thatâs what youâre worried about.â
Thereâs a short beat.Â
âDo I seem like someone that worries often?âÂ
You peek your head out of the bathroom door.Â
You look at him. âYou seem like someone that doesnât worry enough.â
He snorts. âYouâre not far off.â
You make your way back once youâre done, looking at the disregarded meal youâd been interrupted from. âI have pasta if youâŠeat.â
âI do.â
âI can go in the other room if youââ
He clicks the lock on his helmet, taking it off. Heâs left with a second mask underneath, covering his eyes and nose. His dark hair sticks up from the helmet, a white streak poking out in the front. He looks younger than you wouldâve expected. Cuter, if his jaw is anything to go by.
âDonât worry about it.â
Okay then.
You grab a second plate out of the cabinet and scoop on the rest of the pasta from the pan.
You hand him the plate, avoiding standing too close.Â
âThanks, sweetheart.âÂ
You turn back around as casually as possible after hearing the name, wanting to avoid letting your face give anything away.
This guy kills people, right?
You sit down in the armchair across from the couch, spooling the pasta on and off the fork. He doesnât show the same hesitation in dining away that you doâyou guess fighting crime would require some calorie exchange.
âYou a nurse?â He asks after a few minutes.Â
The question takes you by surprise. You hadnât taken him as a small talk kind of person. âHuh? Oh, no, Iâve just taken a few first aid courses and stuff.â
He gives a short hum, thoughtful.
âWhat?â
âYouâre good.â Hardly.
âI didnât really do anything.â
âYou did enough.â He says, not leaving much room for argument.
He stands up at once, walking past you to the kitchen. Your gaze follows him silently. He puts his empty plate in the sink and returns to the edge of the living room.
He looks at you once more and pops his helmet back on followed by the click of the lock.
âIâll see ya.â He says shortly, before ducking out the window.
Youâre left alone, sitting in your armchair, plate of cold pasta forgotten on your lap.
That couldâve gone very badly. Maybe not your most thought-through decision to literally drag the Red Hood into your apartment, but hey. Maybe youâre exercising your ability to be an upstanding, helpful person. Or maybe you were just hoping to prevent a vigilante being found dead on your fire escape.
Regardless, you close the window after him, leaving it unlocked. Just in case.

You wake in the middle of the night to the sounds of footsteps in your living room. You shoot upright, immediately spotting the lamp light flooding in from under your door.
Creeping to a stand, you grab the baseball bat next to your bed and slowly walk to the door.
You creep the door open as quietly as possible, inching out half a step at a time. A nearby creak on your floorboards had you swinging blindly, only to have your bat get stopped midair. You look up to see Mr. Hood himself, blocking the blow of your hit with his hand.Â
âWow. You and a bat against Gotham, huh, sweetheart?â
âFuck!â You let go of the bat and drown your face in your hands. âWhat is wrong with you?â
âApparently that I donât carry enough baseball bats with me.â He says coolly, inspecting your bat. Though heâs got to admit, your bat is probably a hell of a lot more useful than his.Â
You drop your arms at your side. âIf Iâd known bringing you into my apartment one time was going to be considered a free pass forever, I mightâve thought twice.â
âIf Iâd known I was going to nearly be concussed with a baseball bat, I mightâve too.â Barely. If youâre being honest with yourself, youâre still half asleep and it was not a very good swing.
He looks at you straight on for the first time. His helmet quickly drifts down and back up to your face just as fast.
You look down. T-Shirt, underwear, andâŠno thatâs it. NotâŠideal. You pull down on the unfortunately not at all oversized shirt, wanting to creep back into your room.
He turns his back, allowing you to do just that and scramble for some shorts to throw on.Â
âVery gentlemanly of you.â You call out from your room, âAnd only thirty seconds after breaking into my apartment.â
âOkay, one, Iâve been here longer than that. In a non creepy way.â
âRight.â
âAnd two, I didnât break anything. You live in the middle of Gotham and donât lock your window?â
You reemerge in the doorway, âI live on the eighth floor.âÂ
He turns around to face you again, helmet in his hands. âDidnât stop me.â No it did not.Â
âMm. So are you here specifically to judge my home security or was there something you needed?â
He takes a deep breath, âActually yeah. I just need a place to rest for a minute.âÂ
âRest from what?â
A series of gunshots echo from down the street.
âNext question.â
Concise.
You and Hood sit on the couch in the dark, per his insistence, because for some godforsaken reason, you have no curtains. It takes a few minutes for the silence to dissipate into forced conversation, which takes a few more minutes to fade into actual conversation.
âCan I be honest with you?â You ask him.
âDoes it matter how I answer?â
âI donât understand how youâre not dead.â You poke your head up, turning to him. âAre you human?â
He cranes his neck to look out the window, âMaybe getting shot at isnât the worst thing that could happen tonightâŠâ
You roll your eyes with a smile that youâre glad is hidden by the darkness. âOh, fuck off.â
âYou donât have much in terms of self-preservation skills, do you?â
You ignore him as to not acknowledge that heâs probably right and roll through to your next curiosity, âWho the hell was shooting at you anyways?â Though, you donât really expect an answer.
He shakes his head. âDoesnât matter. They got âtil sunrise anyway.â
You tilt your head, ââTil sunriââ oh. Yeah. Come to think of it, he does have two guns on him right now. At least that you can see. You squint blankly at the wall, âYou know, Iâm placing a lot of trust in the hope that youâre not just as bad as those guys.â
âYes you are.â He nods, not doing anything to convince you that he is in fact a good guy. He hasnât tried to harm you in any way though, so you guess thatâs a good sign.
You tilt your head at him. âDo you get paid to do this?âÂ
âIâm pretty sure thereâs a lot of people who would pay me not to do this.âÂ
You nod solemnly, mouth turned into an exaggerated frown. âSo you have a day job?â
He looks over at you, âDo you always ask this many questions?â
âAre you always so dodgy about answering them?â You shoot back. If youâd thought for .5 seconds longer on that, you might not have said anything. But you feel comfortable here, in your apartment with a man whose face youâve never seen, name you donât know, and always has at least two loaded guns on him.
He huffs out a laugh, âYeah. I am.â He looks over at you. âYou live here by yourself?â
You look around at the empty apartment before turning back to him, âSeems that way.â
He shrugs, âBoyfriend could be out or something.â
âWell most people are asleep at one in the morning. Like I was. Remember that?â
âNo.â
You sigh, curling up into a ball on your end of the couch, resting your chin on your knees. Youâre quiet for a minute before piping up, âDo people actually break into apartments on high floors a lot?â
âStupid people.â He pauses, looking over at the frown on your face. âLook, Iâm in the neighborhood a lot. If I see somebody climbing your fire escape Iâll shoot them.â
You let a little smile out, âIâm thinking thereâs other steps you could take before you get to that point.â
âIf you want to waste time.â His gaze doubles back at you, âThat was a joke, by the way.â
You bark out a tired laugh, âYeah, I picked up on that, thanks.â
He removes his eyes from you, fixing on a set of pictures you have hanging on the wall.
Your eyes flutter and you move to rest your head on the arm of the couch. âIs this going to be a regular thing then?â
âYou could lock your window.â
âLiving on the eighth floor didnât stop you, I canât imagine a shitty lock will do much more.â
âIf you donât want me here, I wonât be here.â He says gruffly.
âIf I donât want you here, Iâll let you know.â You mumble, eyes closing.
You can barely make out a laugh from him, âGood to know.â
Youâre not quite sure how much time goes by when he leaves, but you have a pretty strong feeling youâd fallen asleep. Your main indicator was feeling the blanket draped nicely over you that you couldâve sworn was on the chair across the room.

Maybe itâs ten oâclock at night and youâre sat on your kitchen floor, bawling your eyes out. Maybe youâre going to have to quit your job. Or maybe youâll have to face a lawsuit. Maybe this is the worst day in the history of time. Maybe itâs about to get worse.Â
The sound of your living room window sliding open has you startling into a rush, body panicking as if youâve done something wrong and desperately need to cover the evidence. The past few weeks of sporadic visits leaves no question about who it is, and you just hope the kitchen island in front of you will be enough to convince Hood that youâre not in and heâll leave.
But because today is today, thatâs not how it goes down.
You can vaguely make out the sound of his footsteps approaching, a courtesy that youâre sure he incorporated on purpose.
âOh fuckâŠâ you mutter to yourself, wiping your eyes.
He rounds the counter, looking down at you. âWhaâwhatâs wrong?â
âFuck. Nothing.â You say, standing up and adjusting your clothes. âAre you hurt?â He better fucking not be at only ten.
âNo, Iâwhy are you on the floor?âÂ
You roll your eyes, âI live alone, forgive me for assuming I would be given the privilege to cry on the floor in private.â
âDid something happen?â Youâre trying really hard not to call him an idiot.Â
You raise your eyebrows, giving a light nod. âUh, yeah, Iâd say so.â
He shifts in his stance, âDo I need to talk to someone?â
You scoff, knowing damn well his version of âtalk to someoneâ does not include talking to someone. âWhy are you even here so early?âÂ
âWanted to stop by before I went out.â he says quietly.
Youâre about to snap something at him again, but the burning in your eyes takes immediate priority. You wrap your arms around your middle and try to calm yourself down, with very little success. The tears fall easily and your shoulders start shaking as you look at the floor, letting the melancholy take over.Â
It feels like much longer than it probably was, but sometime after the first few tears fall he wraps his arms around you and pulls you into his chest. This only makes you cry harder, sobbing against his armor. Your arms stay wrapped around your center, while his hands remain completely still against your back, though firm. You donât realize it immediately, but heâs holding a good portion of your weight up, youâd for sure collapse onto the floor otherwise. You kind of wish you would. Sitting on the floor felt nice, maybe falling down on it will feel even better.
You slowly start to regain your breathing, the well in your eyes drying up again. He waits for you to stop completely and slowly pulls back from you, hands momentarily still wavering next to you like heâs ready to catch you.
It takes you a minute to notice, but his helmet is locked on to the finger-shaped bruises on your forearm. You awkwardly move your opposite arm to cover them, looking around your apartment with nothing to search for. Â
Heâs quiet for a long while, clearly thinking hard. âWhat happened?â
You sniffle, âSome asshole at my job.â
âSome asshole?â He doesnât believe you. Rightfully so, but he has no business being able to tell that youâre lying about one single word in that sentence. Â
âMy boss. Was very intent on successfully hitting on me.â You exhale deeply, âHis approach could use some work though, if Iâm honest.â
His posture remains statue-like. âWhere do you work?â
You look at him straight on for the first time that night, âWhat does that matter?â
âIâll take care of it.â He says simply.
You wave him off, âItâs fine.â
He waits a moment before letting you know, âIâm being polite by asking, Iâm going to find out either way.â
You plop back down on the kitchen floor, knees to chest. âWell, then do it the hard way.â
About ten seconds of him staring down at you in silence go by, before he sits down next to you. Itâs a bit funny how he tries to shrink himself down next to you, youâre assuming because he doesnât want you to get panicked again because this massive stranger is sitting next to you in your kitchen in the dead of night. Â
You donât look at him as he clicks his helmet off and sets it on the other side of him. Itâs quiet for another minute when he holds his gloved hand out to you, and youâre not quite sure how you know what he wants, but you do. You place your bruised arm in his hand, letting him gently pull it closer to him and scan over it.Â
âAre you hurt anywhere else?âÂ
Again, you donât know how, but you can tell heâs asking how far things went. âI started screaming and it freaked him out. He let me go.â you say numbly.Â
You can see him nod out of the corner of your eye, bits of red making their way into your peripheral despite the discarded helmet. You turn slowly to look at him, finding him looking at you already. Â
His face is more covered than it had been the first night, the same black mask covers his eyes but the lower half of his face is also hidden by a red mouthpiece. Youâre in the lamp light and closer to him than you had been before and youâre counting out specks of green in his blue eyes. He lets you, to your surprise, and when you run out of emerald hues you take focus on his thick, dark eyelashes. Your gaze moves back ever so slightly to make eye contact with him and you tear your eyes away, zeroing in on the kitchen tiles.Â
You sigh contemplatively, âIâm worried if you kill my boss itâll be traced back to me and Iâll get pinned for it.â
He doesnât laugh. But your delivery was a little dry in the wrong way so really it was on you.
âIâm not going to kill him.â he tells you, âI wouldnât gamble with my pied-a-terre like that.â
Your head falls back, hitting the drawer behind you with a light thud. âThen why waste your time at all?â Maybe you should slow down with the snide comments.
He wants to, but he doesnât call out the implied self-slighting in your words. âMaybe itâs a âmeâ thing but I donât particularly like men that hurt women.â
You let out a dry laugh. âIn Gotham, it just might be.â
He sits with you on the linoleum tile of your kitchen until your eyes start to droop and he lightly corrals you to your bedroom before taking his exit through the window. You told him multiple times that he could go and you were fine, but he insisted that nothing important was happening in the city that time of night. You didnât quite believe him though, because it was past midnight by the time heâd headed out. Â
When you showed up to work the following day your boss wasnât there. Wasnât there the day after either. Or the day after. He didnât make an appearance again until the following Monday. And when he did show face, he did so with a neck brace and a cast on his leg. But once more, he absolutely refused to make eye contact or speak to any of the female employees. It actually became a whole thing when he wouldnât give instructions or feedback to any of you, and insisted on having his secretary replaced with a man, who he then used as a middle man to speak to all of the women for him. HR got involved three times in the span of the next five days, and by the Monday after, heâd been fired.
So to recap: yes, no, no, undecided, and hard no.Â
Maybe youâre really starting to like this Red Hood guy.
Hard yes.

Youâre slightly on guard upon hearing a clattering on the balcony, though if the past few weeks have been any indicator, youâre not in much danger.
Your posture slumps as you peer around the hallway corner, âOh, itâs you.â
âGood to see you too.â he grumbles, dropping onto the floor.
âWell, I have to imagine Iâm a step up from the last person you saw.â You say, looking him up and down, seeing what sure as hell looks like a gunshot wound on his chest armor. âWhat happened to you? The Mad Hatter uses guns now?â
He groans, âAh, I said something about him being a heartless fuck, and I guess he took it personally.â
You sigh, âJesus Christ, Hood.â
He waves you off, âItâs not that big of a deal.âÂ
You scoff, âHe tried to shoot you in the heart.â
âYeah, well, he missed.â He grumbles, adjusting his position on the couch.Â
You exhale sharply, âHow do you know?â
âHow do I know?â He tilts his helmet at you, exasperated.Â
You throw your arms up at your side, âI donât know! Iâm not equipped for this scenario.â
He huffs, âLook, itâs fine, it hit my armor. Itâll probably just be a bad bruise.â
âProbably?â
âI donât think thereâs blood. Could youâŠâ he vaguely gestures to his torso, but it's enough for you to get the hint.
You shake the panic out of your head, âYeah, yeah, of course.â
You help him shrug off his jacket as he strips off his armor, and you lift his shirt up as slowly as you can in case the injury is worse than he thinks.
Youâre not shocked to see that he has scars, thatâs kind of a given in his line of work. What you are shocked to see is one very long scar that lines directly up the center of his body. Itâs a deep scar, too.
And, oh. The long scar extends further, splitting off into a fork at his collar. Thatâsâoh. Oh. Oh. That is an autopsy scar.Â
Youâre not sure what to do. Youâve never seen a living person with an autopsy scarâthough you have to imagine neither have most people.
He clearly does not want to talk about it and youâre happy to let him keep the skeleton in the closet.
You avert your gaze back over to his diaphragm at the area of reddened skin.
âThereâs no blood, butâŠâ You inspect it a bit closer, âI think thereâs going to be a bad bruise. You might end up with bruising on your ribs, you need to get that looked at.â
âI am.â He says shortly.
You stand up straight, dropping your shoulders. âBy someone who went to medical school. Or has taken more than one anatomy class in their life.âÂ
He yanks down his shirt, standing, apparently too quickly, and wobbling. You catch his arm as he sways, attempting to steady him. âYou should sit down.â
âNeed to go back out.â He grunts, trying to pull away from you with little force.
âTo get killed? âCause youâre going the right way about it.âÂ
He tilts his head at you like heâs daring you to be so bold again. At least that's what it felt like. You sigh, gesturing to the couch, âSit down.â
You didnât expect it to work but he does as told.
You look around, unsure of what to do next. âDo you need ice?â
âWhat?â
âYouâre hurt.â You say slower. âDo you need ice?â
He falters for a second, âNo, itâsâno.â A couple beats pass before he adds, âThanks, sweetheart.âÂ
Itâs impossible not to notice that heâs staring at you. You feel hot under his gaze, not knowing what to do with yourself. You clear your throat, telling him to hang on for a second.Â
You call out behind you as you walk to the kitchen, âTake your helmet off, itâs rude.â You grab the painkillers from their new easily-accessible place on the kitchen counter and grab a water bottle from the fridge.
It was a joke but when you come back his helmet is off and heâs just wearing his domino eye mask. His hair is extra tousled, the white streak barely visible in the mess of loose curls. You toss the bottle of meds at him, followed by the capped bottle of water. He catches them easily, downing more than he probably should have but he got shot tonight so you figure youâll give him a break about it.   Â
You plop down on the couch next to him, honestly closer than youâd meant to. Your knees and shoulders lightly brush against one anothers, though neither of you make any moves to scoot over.Â
You both look straight ahead at the wall, simmering in the amity. âSo did somebody else deal with the Hatter or when you get shot do you just bounce back like a T-1000?â
He scoffs, âNo, getting shot at is a bit of an inconvenience for me.â
âWrong line of work.â
He cocks an eyebrow, âYouâre telling me.â
You turn your head to him, âWhy do you do it then?âÂ
He looks back at you earnestly. âSomeone has to.âÂ
âSomeone does.â
He tenses up a bit at that, breaking eye contact. âNot well enough.âÂ
Your head slowly lulls and drops into a rest on his shoulder, causing him to stiffen up a bit more before almost completely relaxing.
âSo violence is the answer to violence?â you ask, not argumentative, just genuinely musing.Â
Hood sighs, âHalf-assed reform programs didnât do anything, shitty âcrisis interventionsâ didnât do anything, the cops sure as hell donât do anything.â He shrugs under you. âYou run out of options eventually.â
âAnd thatâs why you took it upon yourself to intervene?â
âMm. ïżœïżœWhen reason fails, the devil helps.ââ He says, quite melodramatically, in your opinion.
âI-Is thatââ you squint, shooting off of his shoulder to look him in the eye. âYou spend your nights getting in street fights and shootouts and you spend your days reading Crime and Punishment of all things?â You gawk at him, âThat explains a lot about your disposition.â
He shrugs with a shake of his head. âItâs a rough world. Canât afford to be reading about Hogwarts.â
You pause, combing through your next words, ââMan only likes to count his troubles; he doesnât calculate his happiness.ââ
His eyes crinkle under his mask as he smiles, clearly pleasantly surprised that you know your shit. âTouchĂ©.â
You grin back, pleased with yourself.Â
Thereâs a brief recession where your smiles both get caught in the flicker between on and off, where your eyes take the opportunity to scan over each otherâs faces.Â
You realize that this may be the first time youâve seen him properly smile and itâs so magnetizing. So much so that you donât realize youâre staring at his lips until your eyes snap back up to his and find that his are on yours.
His eyes donât leave yours as he nudges you a bit with his shoulder. It does just enough to break the trance, giving you the cue to rest your head on him again. This time you allow more of your weight to lean against him and he actually seems relaxed for once.
 You glance at the clock on the wall without moving and realize itâs almost four in the morning. âIâm tired, Hood.â you mumble into his shirt.
âYou donâtââ he falters for a moment, âYou donât have to call me that.â
You squint at him, âWhat should I call you then?â
Heâs quiet for a moment. âJ.â
âJ?â you whisper, like itâs a grave secret. You guess it kind of is.
He nods.
âOkay.â Your cheek flattens against his shoulder. âJ.âÂ
You nearly think youâre imagining it when you feel him rest his head against yours.

âYou donât know how to protect yourself?â
You roll your eyes at him, âYou saw the way I swung at you with the baseball bat, what do you think?â
Itâs only just after sunset, you could still see some purple-pink hues in the sky if you looked out the window. Heâs started showing up before patrol some nights, saying he felt bad about waking you up at 3 am multiple times a week. So now, he mostly only drops in late if heâs a manageable amount of injured.
You stand in the middle of your living room together, after youâd made a joke about needing him as a bodyguard in Gotham. As it turns out, that was a one way street to him finding out that youâre useless in a fight.
âI was hoping you were having an off night because you just woke up, but now I'm concerned.â He says, grimacing.
You shrug, âI carry pepper spray.âÂ
He grumbles, displeased. âPut your hands up.â
You drop your head to the side and glower at him, âReally?â
He raises his eyebrows at you. Just do it.Â
Alright, youâll humor him. You put your fists up and he holds his hands open in front of you in kind. You throw a light punch.
âCome on, put your weight behind it.â
You do, hitting his hand harder. âHoodââ
He tilts his head forward at that, looking at you through his brows.
You inhale impatiently, âJ, Why do we have to do this? I donât have any illusions that I could knock you out and I canât imagine you do either.âÂ
He shakes his head, âItâs not about knocking someone out, itâs about defending yourself. Gonna be a hell of a lot harder to hurt you if youâre throwing punches. Harder.â
You give a raised hum, âNot if they have a gunâŠâ
âWell, weâll work on that too.â
You groan, throwing a half-assed hit. âWhereâd you learn to fight?â You ask before throwing another.
âTurn your body into it.â He corrects. âMy, uh, my dad taught me.â
You hum, hitting him again. âAre you guys close?â
âYouâre being nosy again.â He grunts amidst a hit.
âYouâre being evasive again.â You shoot back. Â
He drops his hands, taking your wrists in his, âHere, put your hands in front of your face when you shoot so you can block counters.â He tells you, adjusting your stance accordingly.
You make a face, âIâm confused, am I fighting a mugger or a kickboxer?â Â
He ignores you, moving his hands around to give you different angles to hit at.Â
You go at it for a few minutes, taking his critiques with reluctant concedence. âAlright, thatâs good.â He says, relaxing his body.
You perk up, âWeâre done?âÂ
âNo,â he shuts you down before asking earnestly, âDo you trust me?â
Your brain hadnât even fully processed the question before you nod, mumbling a âyesâ. He takes a measured step closer to you, watching carefully for your reaction. You almost back up in surprise, angling your head up further to look at him properly. You give no objection, so he continues, âI want you to try to get me on the ground.â
You let out a sound thatâs half-laugh, half-scoff. âYouâre twice my size.â     Â
He sighs, looking at you somberly. âSweetheart, odds are youâre not going to be evenly matched against someone that wants to hurt you. You get âem on the ground ân you have the upper hand or itâll give you time to get away.â
You throw your hands up at your sides, âI donâtââ You huff, âFine, okay.â You try to trip him by sliding your leg behind his and kicking, but he blocks you expertly.
You, against better judgment, shove your shoulder into his side, though it does nothing to phase him, let alone knock him down.Â
âYou gotta get more creative than that.â He chastises with a tut.Â
In response, you take a step back to reassess the situation. You try to maintain a poker face as you strategize in your head. You make a dive for his legs, wrapping your arms around the back of his legs and pulling hard to make him lose balance. Youâre sure if he were actually trying for a damn you would immediately be done for afterwards, but it does make him wobble. You then throw all of your weight against him, pushing him backwards and causing him to hit the floor with a thud.
He probably allowed for gravity to come to your aid, but he lands on his back all the same. You land half on him, half on the carpet, your hand resting on his chest. He looks up at you nodding, âGood. That was good, sweetheart.â
You smile, quite proud of yourself, and start to stand up when he hooks his arm around the back of your knee and pulls you to the ground too, switching places with you. You hit the ground gently with a sigh, âReally?â
He has one hand rested next to your head to balance him in his place above you. He smirks down at you and lets a tussle of white hair hang over his forehead. âCanât be getting cocky, sweetheart.â
You laugh sourly, âComing from you?âÂ
You quickly push at the bend of his arm and use the distraction to adjust your position to wrap your legs around his center and push your arm against his chest in an attempt to rotate him off of you.
He counters you by pushing your shoulder down, holding you down to the floor. His opposite hand flies to pull your forearm away from his chest, pinning it next to your head, careful to avoid your hair. He moves so quickly that you have half a mind to think he acted on pure instinct. That, and the look on his face when the dust settles says that he hadnât intended for you to end up in this position.Â
Your legs are still wrapped around him and youâre too frozen in the moment to make any changes. Heâs in no more of a rush to move, large frame towering over you. You feel his touch stutter against your shoulder, his eyes flickering across your face.
You gaze up at him, taking in the soft look in his eyes behind the mask. You think you can see more green than you did before. You unwrap your legs from around his waist and slowly start to sit up. He releases your wrist and eases the pressure on your shoulder. He leans back half as quickly as you move forward, stopping when youâre propped up on your elbows.
Your faces are only a few inches apart and it feels like your only option is to look down at his lips. You have a feeling heâs doing the same to you. The adrenaline of the hassle has long since faded but the rhythm in both of your chests remains quick.
He leans forward so barely, but itâs enough to make your breath hitch. âJâŠâ you say breathily, not sure what implication youâre aiming for.
He stills and this time youâre sure heâs looking at your lips. He blinks a few times like heâs trying to come back to himself and inches his face away from yours slowly.Â
You let the hold in your breath release, disappointed more than anything. He eases off the floor to a stand and holds his hand out to help you up too. You take it with more of a frown than youâd meant to let out and rise to your feet.
âLetâs, uhâŠâ He looks at the ground before taking a step back and putting his hands up again. âLetâs try some combos.â
You blink up at him for a second before raising your hands too. Â
Alright, one step at a time.  Â

vol II
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Beach Adventures
Pedro Pascal x fem!reader
Summary: Pedro takes the opportunity to fuck you at the beach.
Warnings/Tags: 18+ mdni!, unprotected p in v (wrap it before you tap it!), fingering, multiple orgasms (two), filthy talk, implied age gap (because, let's face it, we're all much younger than him), established relationship, porn without a plot
Word Count: 5.289
Authors Note: What. Did. I. Do. I don't know. But this video of Pedro? It sent me down a spiral I wasn't ready to be pushed down. This was living in my head rent-free since then, and i think it's time it does something for its stay! I hope you'll enjoy this. Never did anything for Pedro before, so this is kinda new. Also, it's been a while since I did smut, so, please, cut me some slack.
Enjoy!

You should have known he'd take that challenge - and succeed it.
Making you horny at the beach on your vacation? Yes.
Making you come on his fingers at the beach? Yes.
Fucking you at the public beach? Triple that yes.
Pedro sat in the reclined chair under the parasol at the beach, busy reading the book he had brought along for the Christmas holidays. You were sitting in a chair right beside his, bathing in the sun. He'd be lying if he said you weren't distracting him in your tiny swim suit.
You stretched a bit, the sun making you sleepy. "How's your book?" you asked, eyes still closed.
He chuckled softly at your comment, seeing as your eyes were still closed. Clearly you hadn't been paying attention to the world around you for a short moment. "It's alright. Very well written, but a little boring for my taste." he admitted, closing it for a brief moment just to admire the view of you in your swim suit. "How's... sun bathing going?"
You hummed. "Good." you said. "Though I'm sorry for the book. I know how excited you were about it."
He shook his head, waving it off almost immediately. He set the book to the side, turning his chair just a tiny bit to see you even better. "It's alright, babe. Can't like everything right?"Â Â
You hummed once more. "That's true."
His hand moved up onto your leg, running up and down your thigh absentmindedly. It was a very subtle move, but clearly, he was in need of some entertainment.
"Are you getting sun burnt yet? You've been laying there for a while - I'd hate for you to turn red later.â he mused.
You snorted under your breath. "I have some very good sunscreen." you told him. "Don't worry. I can still turn onto my front if you're scared, though."
He chuckled. Despite the fact he was enjoying the view of you lying there, he'd much rather see you on your stomach anyway. Less... distracting. "Oh yes, that would be much better. Don't wanna miss any spot while applying more sunscreen you know, gotta make sure everything is covered in SPF."
You hummed, turning onto your stomach. "You're absolutely right." you mumbled.
The sun felt so nice. It was a nice distraction from everything. Holidays meant no work, no events or galas to attend to. No dressing up, no socializing. Just Pedro, a couple friends, and you.
His eyes scanned you up and down, admiring your naked back and how the thin straps of your swim suit kept you from being completely exposed. Pedro didn't mind, he could easily pull those tiny strings...
He leaned forward, a small smirk forming on his face. His hand moved up and down your naked back, touching the smooth skin. Â
You sighed, relaxing into the chair. Â
He chuckled softly at your reaction, enjoying the fact he could get a reaction out of you just by touching your skin. He moved his fingers to the straps of your swim suit, pulling it a little. Â
"Would you mind if I took the straps off? So I could apply the sunscreen everywhere?" he wanted to know.Â
You repressed a snort. Right, for the sunscreen. "No, go ahead." Â
He smirked as you agreed. He was going to have a lot of fun here. His fingers moved around your body, pulling the straps off of it, exposing you almost completely. His eyes traveled up and down your body, taking in every inch of it in the process.Â
He grabbed the lotion, squirting a bunch of it into his hand, before slowly spreading it across your soft skin, covering you in sunscreen from the top of your neck all the way down your back. Â
"Pedro?" you mumbled his name. "Are we gonna go to that little bar we saw yesterday, later? It looked really nice." Â
He raised an eyebrow absentmindedly, his hands continuing to move across your body. He was just getting to your lower back now, massaging the sunscreen into your skin, not realizing you were talking at first until he heard you say his name once more. Â
"Hm?" He hummed, snapping out of the trance he had been in for the past few minutes. "Bar? Yeah, we can do that. I could use a few drinks and some music." Â
"Everything okay?" you asked, though you already knew what was going through his head. Being an actor meant for him being very busy and on the run most of the time, which left little time for... other activities. Â
Chuckling, Pedro leaned down and pressed a kiss to your lower back, not caring about the sunscreen heâd just applied there. He couldn't help it, you just looked so good, completely exposed for him to see and touch... Â
"I'm perfect, baby. Just got a little... distracted. That's all." He moved up onto his knees a bit, his hands slipping a bit further down your body. "We should go somewhere a little more... private, though."
You snorted softly. "Why?" you asked. "The sun's feeling so nice." Â
He chuckled, continuing to spread the sunscreen across your body, until he was on your legs. Once on the tops of your legs, he leaned forward, pressing a kiss to one thigh and then the other. Â
"You know exactly why, baby.â he mumbled into your skin. âYou don't need your thighs exposed to the world, not when I can take my time with you in private..." Â
"Didn't you do that this morning already?" you mused. The morning had indeed been... busy, causing you and Pedro to miss breakfast.Â
He hummed. Yes, they did do some... things earlier that day, but that felt like ages ago, and not nearly enough to satisfy him completely. Â
"I don't need a reason to enjoy your body again.â he gave back. âOr an excuse, for that matter. You should know that by now, mi amor." Â
"Oh, I do." you sighed. "Why do you think I brought this swimsuit?"
Snickering, he ran his hands up and down every soft curve of your body. âYou mean this little thing?" He tugged on the fabric of your top, enjoying how little it covered. "I do love it. Almost too much, darling...â
You chuckled quietly at his words. "Yeah?"
He nodded, his eyes traveling the length of your body once more. "It looks so... good.â he mumbled dreamily. âReally reveals your curves. I love it." His hands ran up and down your legs now, taking his time to caress your smooth skin. His touch on your thighs almost lingered just a bit longer than necessary.
"I'm glad." you mumbled. "Picked it just for you, mi amor."
He hummed happily as you called him that, his hands now moving to the inside of your thighs and then up to the tiny fabric strip of your swimsuit in the middle. He tugged on it a little as if testing your limits.
"You're trying to kill me here, aren't you?" he asked.
You grinned softly. "Only a bit."
He chuckled, continuing to tease you with his touch. His hand reached over, picking up the lotion again, before squeezing some onto your thighs, spreading it across your soft skin.
"You're gonna end up going to that bar with a little... problem, if you keep this up.â Pedro murmured.
You huffed. "What problem?"
Chuckling again, he continued to spread the lotion, moving further and further up your legs, until his knuckles were brushing against your bikini bottoms.
"Oh, I think you're smart enough to figure that one out, mi vida. Unless, of course, you want me to explain myself?"
"Please do." you breathed out, though knowing exactly what he meant. "Wouldn't wanna risk a misunderstanding."
He smirked, his hand moving just a little higher up and around your body. Then, very subtly, he moved his finger against the front of your bikini bottoms, pressing it right against the sensitive area there, not doing much, just touching.
"I think you know exactly what's about to happen if you push me a little further, darling."
You swallowed, heat rising up your spine. "You sure?" you asked, keeping your voice steady. "âCause I'm not."
He chuckled. You were testing him, challenging him. It excited him, though, knowing you wanted to see how far he'd go. He didn't mind showing you one bit.
"You're a naughty little tease." he breathed out, slowly applying pressure to your sweet clit with his finger, rubbing it gently and teasingly through the fabric, just to see your reaction.
You gritted your teeth, trying to keep your hips from moving. "Am I?" you asked. "And here I thought that part was yours, old man."
He smirked at you calling him old, knowing fully well by now that was only for the purpose of riling him up. He loved it.
"Old man? That ain't very nice, darling." He mused, rubbing over your clit a little rougher. He was trying to find your limits, testing your patience.
"Ain't it?" you breathed out, the slightest bit of strain to your voice. "Just stating facts. You're older than me, I was told to show respect to my elders."
He snickered. "Elders aren't the same as old men, mi amor.â he said. âI don't think you're showing much respect here. Not with the way you're teasing me, at least.â
"Not doing it on purpose." you tried to defend yourself, though it was a clear lie. "Maybe a little."
He smirked, continuing to rub your clit. Slowly, but surely, rubbing a little faster every time he moved his finger. He loved teasing you too, just to see when you'd give in.
"A little? You're doing it on purpose entirely, mi vida. You love to tease me, and you enjoy every second doing it." he gave back, brows furrowing slightly.
You bit your cheek, a strangled breath leaving your lips. "Just tryna test your durability." you said. "Fifteen years aren't nothing, baby."
Pedro chuckled, continuing is ministrations on your clit before moving his fingers across the edge of your bikini bottoms, teasing you with the idea of slipping them underneath them. He knew you couldn't last much longer, but you knew he was just as weak as you were.
"Hmm, you mean you doubt my durability, darling? Is that what you're trying to say here?" His voice was low, his words barely above a whisper.
You bit your lip. "I'm just tryna look out for you, JosĂš." you said. "Can't have you getting bored with me."
He chuckled and bit his lip, leaning down and whispering in your ear. "Oh, I could never get bored with you. Not after seeing you like this, mi amor. So beautiful, so... desirable." Moving his fingers back to your clit, he added a little more pressure, just enough to send a jolt through your body. "And that's why you won't ever have me get bored in the first place.â he added.
"Hngh- that's good to know." you pressed out, inhaling shakily. "You're being mean, Pedro."
He chuckled, his touch getting more intense the longer he continued. He loved to tease you like this, loved the way you reacted to his touch. He knew he was close to breaking you. All he had to do was push you just a little bit further.
"Oh, I'm being mean, am I?â he mused. âWell, maybe you should've thought about that before you decided to tease an old man like me, darling."
You scoffed. "That's not fair."
He smiled, leaning closer to your neck, his lips brushing against your skin. "Not fair?â he echoed, his hot breath fanning against your skin. âIt's not fair that you tease me, knowing what it does to me. And it's not fair that you keep testing me, just to see where I break, when we both know damn well that you aren't lasting much longer either.â
You bit your cheek. "We're at the beach." you breathed out.
He smiled, whispering against your skin, his hand running the risk of pushing your bikini bottoms to the side once more, but not quite getting there yet. He loved the reactions he was getting out of you so far, he loved the way you breathed faster, the way you squirmed. He loved it.
"No one's nearby.â he mumbled. âThey're all more towards the entrance of the beach, mi vida. We've got the corner all to ourselves..."
You huffed quietly. "Still wanna go to that private place?"
Pedro pressed a kiss to your shoulder, his hand moving across the crotch of your bikini bottoms. He was testing your limits.
"A private place would be nice, yes." he whispered to you. "Or we could stay right here, see how far you'll let me go...â
You swallowed, heat rising farther up your body. "That was the purpose of the question, Pedro.â you gave back, doing your best not to squeeze your thighs together.
Pedroâs fingers found your clit again, slowly beginning to move them in circles once more. He whispered into your ear, his voice low, rough.
âI just want you to admit it, mi vida... Are you desperate for me, darling? Do you need me as much as I need you right now?"
"Always, Pedro." you breathed out. "You know that."
He chuckled, gently kissing your neck again. That admission from you was more than enough for him. He knew you needed him just as bad as he needed you. Without warning, his fingers moved the fabric of your bottoms to the side, his fingertips brushing against your bare, sensitive folds.
"How much do you want me, mi vida?â he whispered. âYou need my touch? Need it so bad you're letting me do this right here in public?"
You swallowed thickly, the wetness pooling between your legs intensifying. "Yes, Pedro." you breathed out. "So much."
He hummed happily at your words, pleased with your response. He pushed a single finger inside of you, though not moving it yet.
"You'll need to stay quiet for me, mi amor.â he murmured. âWe wouldn't want anyone to see us, after all. Could you do that, darling?"
You bit your lip, leaning your forehead against the backrest as you let out a strangled breath. "Sure."
Pedro chuckled, moving his finger slowly in and out of you, eliciting a broken moan to spill from your lips. His movement was steady, but he didn't want to rush things just yet. You had time.
"Are you sure you can stay quiet?â he wondered out loud. âBecause you're not being all too quiet right now, mi amor. Just imagine what the others would think if they saw you right now... You're not as good at holding in your sweet little noises as you think you are."
You breathed shakily. "Yes, Pedro." you mumbled as your spine seemed to liquefy to lava. "I can.â
He smiled, chuckling softly in your ear. He knew you couldn't, he knew you would break eventually. But damn if it wasn't fun to tease you like this. He pressed a kiss to your neck.
"We shall see, mi amor. We shall see..."
His finger kept moving, steadily getting faster and rougher as he went along. Continuing to listen to you for now, he paid attention to any noise, any whimpers, or even the smallest of moans you let out.
You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to focus on your breathing. White hot pleasure nipped at your nerve endings, want and desire swirling through you.
Pedro knew what he had to do. He moved his finger faster, pressing his lips to your neck, moving up and down the sensitive skin there.
âThatâs it, mi vida. Just focus on your breathing.â he whispered to you, his movements not stopping anytime soon. âGood, good. Just breatheâŠâÂ
You squirmed, feeling lightheaded already. âPedro.â you breathed out. âYouâre not helping.âÂ
âI know.â he whispered, his lips pressed against the sensitive spot behind your ear. He was enjoying getting this reaction out of you, enjoying this game of his.Â
âBut I want to see how bad you need Me. How bad youâre craving my touch.â He pressed a kiss to your neck again. âYouâre holding out longer than I expected you to, mi amor. Maybe you deserve a little more?âÂ
âPlease, Pedro.â you breathed out. For someone so innocent looking he clearly wasnât.Â
He chuckled softly to your begging, amused by your submission to him. He hadnât expected you to break that quickly. But now that he had you so desperate, begging him⊠Who was he to deny you, mi amor?Â
âYouâre doing so good, mi vida. So good for me.â he whispered to you, moving his finger inside of you faster for a second, before pulling it out and moving it up. He found your sweet nub again, rubbing against it before he started moving his fingertips in figure eights, adding pressure as he went.Â
You drew in a sharp breath, hips bucking almost automatically into his hand as more heat crept up your spine. You whimpered, desperately trying to keep quiet. Maybe it hadnât been your best idea to do this out here.Â
He grinned against your neck, enjoying the reaction he got out of you. You were so perfect, so responsive to his touch. To him. He loved it, loved the way you bucked your hips into his hand, trying to get more, the way you whimpered so quietly, trying to keep it in.Â
âShhh, mi amor. Remember you need to stay quiet. You donât want the people nearby knowing what weâre doing.â he reminded you. As if he had to. âDo you?âÂ
You huffed. Or the press. Thatâd be a headliner, though. Pedro Pascal fucking his younger girlfriend at the public beach. âI know...â you groaned. Your hips already ached, the coil inside of you winding tighter and tighter.Â
âDonât let out too much more noise, mi amor.â Pedro said, his tone almost a whine as his strong facade crumbled. âI donât think I can hold out much longer if you keep whining and whimpering like that."Â
You whined on purpose, biting your lip, hard. Fuck! you thought. He was driving you right towards the edge of sweet bliss.Â
Pedro heard the whine, knowing that meant he was pushing you closer to the edge. He couldnât hold back anymore, he was too excited and needed you just as bad as you needed him. He gently bit down on your exposed neck, hard enough to leave a mark, causing you to hiss.Â
âHush, mi amor.â he whispered, tongue brushing over the mark. âWeâre still in public. Hold back the cute little noises youâre making and I promise, I give you whatever you want later.âÂ
âPlease, Pedro.â you whimpered, squirming underneath him. âNeed you now.âÂ
He chuckled in your ear, enjoying your begging. He was getting close to losing control, losing any sense of decency. But he wanted to get you off before he took care of himself, wanting to see you finish first. Hearing you whimper had him losing his composure, so desperate to do it right then and there.Â
You whimpered as he picked up the pace, leaving you trembling as you teetered on the edge, gasping for air. âPedro,â you breathed out. âI- Iâm-âÂ
He smiled as he heard the desperate way you were begging for him, knowing you were close, and he didnât dare stop now.Â
âShhh, mi vida. I know⊠I know youâre close, mi amor.â he whispered soothingly, wanting to send you over the edge. âDonât hold it back, mi amor. Iâve got you. Let go.âÂ
You squirmed, drawing in a shaky breath before you squeezed your eyes shut, covering your mouth with your hand as you came, violently clenching around nothing. Your body trembled, hips bucking wildly.Â
He could still hear the sweet little whimpers leaving your throat as you came for him. Just hearing you like that almost sent him over the edge on its own, his own breathing heavy in your ear as he helped bring you back down from the high.Â
âThatâs it, mi amor. Good, good. You did so good for me, mi amor.âÂ
You gasped for air, trying to steady yourself. Fuck.Â
He pulled his hand away, letting you catch your breath for a bit., moving his hands back up to your thighs. He wasnât done with you yet. âYou did such a good job holding back your sweet litle moans, mi amor.â he whispered to you, leaning down and pressing small kisses to your neck. âNow I think you deserve a little more.âÂ
You swallowed, wanting nothing more than for him to just fuck you into oblivion already. âPlease...âÂ
He pressed more kisses to your neck, his hands moving back to the edge of your bikini bottoms, tugging at them. âPlease what, mi amor?â he teased. âYou need to tell me, darling. Use your words.âÂ
âPlease fuck me, Pedro.â you breathed out, not caring how desperate you sounded. Youâd go crazy if he wouldnât be inside of you soon.Â
âThere you go, mi amor.â he mumbled, his lips brushing against your sensitive skin, fingers slowly pulling your bikini bottoms to the side once more, exposing you further to him. He loved the sight. Heâd never get tired of it. Â
âThatâs exactly what I wanted to hear.â he mumbled, leaning down a bit, pressing a kiss to the top of your spine before moving his hands and cupping your ass, squeezing slightly.Â
Another sight heâd never grow tired of. He groaned quietly as you wiggled underneath him impatiently, your ass swaying with every movement. Yet he was just as impatient. Pulling his swimming trunks down enough to free his throbbing cock, he gave it a few pumps. He would have been lying if he said he hadnât already been leaking into his trunks as heâd taken care of you. âYou gotta be quiet, baby.â he mumbled, using his precum to lubricate himself.Â
âIâll be quiet.â you gave back. âI promise.âÂ
âGood girl.â he mumbled, positioning himself, before slowly and gently beginning to rub his aching length against your glistening folds, letting the friction build up for a few moments.Â
You suppressed a moan, inhaling shakily. He was riling you up and you loved and hated it.Â
He smiled, moving his hips just a bit faster.Â
âYouâre being very quiet, mi amor.â he mused. âAre you actually serious about keeping your promise?âÂ
âYes.â you breathed out, eyes fluttering. âYes, mi amor.âÂ
Humming happily, he moved his hips again, a subtle hint that he was going to push in, if you were ready. You pushed your ass further up, as good as it was possible in your position.Â
âIâm going to hold you to that promise, darling.â he whispered, his hand gripping onto your hip a bit tighter.Â
With one final movement, he finally pushed inside, stretching you oh so deliciously. He moved his fingers back onto your hip to steady you, whilst he sank further and further into your warmth, hissing as your velvety walls clenched and fluttered around him in response.Â
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head with a gasp as he split you open. Fuck, so big. You would never get used to his girth, no matter how often heâd fuck you.Â
He listened to your reaction, enjoying the way you gasped with a small grin. He always loved to hear you like this, cherishing the moment heâd sink into you. He rarely did it fast, too greedy for the way you reacted, nearly sucking him in.Â
âPussyâs so good to me.â he mumbled, his breath hot against your neck. He wanted this to last for a while, but he didnât know how long he could hold out. Â
You shivered at his words, clenching around him. He hissed in return, huffing a breathy chuckle. He knew you did it on purpose, and damn if he didnât love it.Â
Slowly, he started moving his hips, trying to be gentle and not rock the chair â or worse, topple it over. It wouldnât have been the first time, yet he didnât need it to happen right here where everyone could see.Â
He moved slow, wanting to enjoy this, every gasp, every whimper that left your lips. âYou're so good for me, mi vida.â he breathed out, hips rutting into you a bit faster. âPussyâs been made for my cock, huh?â
You clenched around him, sighing his name. âOnly for you, baby.â Â
A soft moan left his mouth as he felt you clench around him once more. âSo sweet and eager for me.âÂ
He thrust a little harder, faster, effectively fucking the thoughts of other people possibly seeing you out of your head. Leaning closer, his chest brushed your back as he angled his hips to push deeper.Â
You moaned quietly, his name leaving your parted lips. âMore, please, Pedro.â you whimpered.Â
He pressed a kiss to your neck, grinning against your skin as he heard you moan his name again. As you asked for more, he moved a little faster, his hand slipping farther down your body.Â
âThatâs it, mi amor⊠Moan my name for me.â he whispered, pressing a kiss to the shell of your ear. He could tell he was getting close already, but he wanted to be absolutely certain you were getting what you needed first. Not that he had any doubts that you were enjoying every second of this, considering your whimpers and sounds, but he wanted to make sure.Â
âLet me know when youâre close, mi amor. Want you to finish before me.â he breathed into your ear, teeth tugging on it lightly.Â
You clenched around him once more at his words. Always so considerate. âI willâ you breathed out in a whimper. âWant you to come inside of me. Want your cum dripping outta me, Pedro.âÂ
He moaned hearing your words. Hearing you telling him exactly what you wanted was just so damn exciting, so hot⊠it pushed him right towards the edge.Â
âAnything you want, mi amor.â he promised. âWill give you anything you want, mi vida. Anything you need.âÂ
His movements were getting rougher now, not bothering to hold back from you anymore. He didnât need to. He could trust you, he knew you wouldnât give them away to anyone. He just knew. And that allowed him to forget about everything else, just focus on you and this moment right there.Â
âDo you need more, mi amor? Are you getting close, mi vida?â he wanted to know.Â
You whimpered in return. âMore, please?â you asked. âYour fingers, please, Pedro. Can feel you twitching already.âÂ
He growled against your skin, wrapping his arm around your chest, holding you firmly, so he could use his other hand for you. âThatâs it. Thatâs my good, sweet girl. Asking for what you want, being so desperate for me. I like that, mi amor. IâIl give you what you need.â he mumbled directly Into your ear, the words sending chills through your body as you listened to them.Â
âMove your lower half up for me a little, so I can take care of you, mi amor.âÂ
You did as you were told, lifting your hips a little.Â
Pedro hummed happily feeling you move, giving him a better angle. He was pretty certain that nobody from the beach would be able to see anything from here, and he didnât care either. All he cared about right now was you and that you needed him. His hand slid down your body, feeling down your stomach for a moment, until it was able to move the fabric of your bottoms aside once more. His fingertips found your sweet clit, rubbing over it in small, quick movements, wanting to please you. Sure, he could have taken his time, could have made you come on his cock alone, but he didnât know how much time you had until someone would question what was going on under your parasol. He wanted to make sure you felt good, and make sure youâd reach your peek.Â
You moaned, eyes rolling to the back of your head as you gasped, hoping no one would hear you.Â
âShhh, mi amor, youâre being so good.â he praised you. âBeing so quiet. Such a good girl for me. But I know youâre close.â He moved his hips a little rougher, moving them in a steady, quick pace now, matching his fingers. He was getting close, and he was starting to get desperate, but he never forgot about your needs.Â
Moving his fingertips in quick, small circles, he knew it would almost certainly send you over the edge. He didnât know how much longer heâd be able to last, but he didnât care. It was all about you, about making you feel good. Â
The pleasure was mind numbing, the way he fucked you always so good. It didn't take long for you to teeter on the edge.
You stiffened slightly in his hold, hiding your face in the backrest of the chair as the coil tightened, and you fell apart, desperately trying to muffle any sounds. Â
A smile tugged at the corners of his mouth as he heard you finally let go, falling apart for him. It was an amazing sight when he was able to make you finish, and he loved it. Just then though, he was unable to hold back. You clenching around him, your noises you tried to keep quiet⊠He finally gave in, coming inside of you, gasping into your ear as he breathed your name over and over again.  Â
You whimpered, eyes rolling to the back of your head. Perfect, just perfect.Â
He pressed kisses to your neck, trying to catch his breath, still holding you against his chest. He needed you close, he just needed to feel you against him, needed to be close to you right in that moment. You grounded him like no one else did.
âI love the way you sound when you come for me, darling.â he mumbled, nuzzling his nose into your neck. âItâs so sweet and perfect. The sounds you make... I love them. I love every part of youâŠâÂ
You smiled, still trying to calm your breathing âI love you, Pedro.â you breathed out, exhausted. Â
He chuckled softly into your neck, holding you close against his chest and kissing your neck a couple times. âI love you too, mi vida. So much. Youâre perfect.âÂ
He slowly pulled out, pulling your bottoms back into place. As much as he would have loved to just stay there with you, he knew they eventually had to move. He had no intention of leaving you anytime soon though. He was happy here on the beach.Â
You whimpered involuntarily when he pulled out, sighing deeply as you sank further into the chair. âYouâre too good to me, Pedro.â you mumbled. âLeaving me full of your cum.âÂ
He chuckled into your neck, loving how you spoke to him. He was already addicted enough to you, but hearing you using such filthy words... He pressed another kiss to your neck, his own breathing still a little heavy. âIâII always take care of you, mi amor. And I love taking care of you, especially in this way⊠I canât deny you what you need, especially when Iâm getting something out of it too.âÂ
You huffed a chuckle. âSounds just fair.âÂ
He smiled, holding you in his arms, just enjoying the moment before anything else. âIt does sound fair, doesnât it?â he mumbled. âThere is one disadvantage to this, though.â Â
You frowned, turning your head so your cheek rested against the backrest. âWhat is it?â Â
He moved his head a little bit, leaning it against yours, wrapping his arms around you in a tight embrace. âI'm not going to be able to let you wander around this beach again wearing just this without thinking of what Iâm going to do to you in this seat again.âÂ
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PROMISE ME , rafe cameron
ââ KINKTOBER: THIGH RIDING
"you stay with me, 'cause nobody fuck you better." â kiana ledĂ©, promise me.
rafe cameron x bsf!reader
(18+) thigh riding, dirty talk, slight nipple play
cheating on your boyfriend is so wrong, but rafe makes it feel so right
KINKTOBER , OBX MASTERLIST
"back already, huh? thought i gave it to you good this morning?"
you shoved his tall figure backward, watching hims tumble back a few steps closer to the foot of his bed. "shut up. take your clothes off."
you pulled your shirt up and over your head, tossing it onto the floor without a second thought. you were halway through tugging your shorts down when you noticed that rafe hadn't moved a muscle. he was just standing there with that stupid, obnoxious smirk he wore all the damn time. his buff arms were crossed over his chest, and his tongue poked out to wet his lips.
you arched a brow, halting your movements. "what?"
"no. please?" he took a step closer to you. "like, 'm i jus a sex doll to you or somethin'? or...wait, waitâ lemme guess. he's small. he can't hit that spot that makes you go all dumb, huh? sâokay, princess. you can tell me."
classic. always so desperate to bring up your boyfriend when you were clearly in search of what he couldn't give you. what he knew he could give you. maybe he just liked the reminder that you still needed him. no, he definitely liked it.
"just take your clothes off, rafe."
all he could do was let out a chuckle, shaking his head in exasperation as he shrugged his shirt off. he let you shove at his chest again, willingly falling back onto his bed. he rose up onto his elbows, watching you climb on top of him and settle in a straddle in his lap. you reached for his belt buckle, nimble fingers working at it swfitly to free his cock.
"you should've taken this shit off," you complained, yanking down his zipper extra harshly to to show your annoyance.
"think you're gettin' too brave wi'me."
"then do something about it instead of talking my damn ear off."
his hand gripped your throat, tightening and cutting off your air supply just slightly as he drew you closer to his face. "watch it, a'ight? you want somethin' from me, then you gotta goddamn ask for it. nicely. you don't jus' storm in here 'n start makin' demands." his warm breath fanned over your cupid's bow when he spoke, and his eyes didn't leave yours. "what'd i teach you, huh? what d'you need?"
he knew what you needed. why else would you have driven yourself over to tannyhill in the middle of the night? and why else would your heated cunt be throbbing in his lap?
if he had to guess, he'd say you were already wet.
needy girl.
he also knew that when he put his foot down, you'd immediately fall into line because that's how bad he'd gotten you hooked. you could throw your little tantrums all you wanted, 'casue in the end, you'd still end up following his every word and instruction just to hear a simple good girl fall from his lips.
"need your cock, daddy."
he tilted his head expectantly, clearly not satisfied. "you forgettin' somethin'?"
your shoulders sagged. "please, daddy? been thinkin' about you all day. need you." you hated how quickly the words flew out of your mouth. but still, you sulked at him, knowing it would earn you some brownie points. rafe had always had a thing for that innocent look you reserved only for him.
rafe thumbed at your lower lip. "see? was that so hard?" his hand released your throat, and trailed down your sternum. his fingers dipped behind the middle part of your bra, and he pulled at it. "y'wanna take this off f'me?"
you nodded, your hands reaching behind your back in an instant to unhook your bra. you let it fall to the floor, before turning back to rafe. his hands slid up your body until he was cupping your breasts in both hands. his warmth elicited goosebumps all over your flesh, and you shivered. your nipples perked up underneath his touch and he was quick to start rolling them between his fingers.Â
you released a sigh of relief, feeling like your world has snapped back into focus now that he was touching you. your hands found his shoulders, and you held onto them as a reminder that he was really there.
rafe's heated touch travelled down to the top of your panties, letting his hand cup your pussy over the flimsy lace of your underwear. his blue eyes peered up at yours. "you fuck him today, doll?"
you shook your head desperately, rolling your hips against the heel of his palm pitifully. all you wanted was one taste of pleasure, and yet, he was still being difficult.
as always.
"no? why not? but he didn't wait for your response. instead, he answered his own question for you. "'cause you know i'm better."
you couldn't bring yourself to answer. all you could think about was how close his fingers were getting to your dripping entrance. it was already spasming as it awaited intrusion. but he grabbed a hold of your face, forcing you to open your eyes and obey him.
"say it," he demanded. "say i'm better."
"you're better, daddy."
"fuckin' love it when you call me that, baby. but i can't jus' let you get what you want, can i?" he bit into his lower lip, staring a hole into your perfect mouth. his wide palms curled around your hips, and he eased you onto one of his thighs. he used his hold on you to guide you back and forth against the tough muscle. you faltered slightly at the pressure against your hungry bundle of nerves. "need you to show me how bad you want it."
"but, rafeâ"
"shh," he said, placing the pad of your index finger against your lips to shut you up. "want you to cum once before i fuck you."
"what? why?" you questioned, confusion clear on your face. why wasn't he jumping on the chance to fuck you like he usually did?
"'cause i'm tryna remind you that i don't even need to touch you to make you cum."
it was nearly infuriating, the way things like that could just roll off his tongue so naturally. like he didn't know how much they really pricked at your skin and made your heart jackhammer in your chest. now this would go on to haunt you forever â the thought that rafe would bring you to such a heavenly release without laying a single finger on you. meanwhile, your boyfriend was doing a lousy job at arousing you.
"so, you gonna be good for me or what?" his fingers tapped at your hipbones as he awaited your reply.
but what else could you do besides follow his every command like he was some sort of god?
you started to move, gyrating your hips against the tough ripples of muscle. you couldn't stop the whimper from falling past your lips when the consistent pleasure thrummed inside you. you could feel rafe's scorching gaze on you, watching every single twitch and quiver in your expressions as you quelled the hunger your cunt felt in his absence.
"my obedient girl," he spoke lowly, lust threading through his voice. "you're so fuckin' good for me. makes me wonder why you even bother with that asshole."
"rafe, don't," you warned. he knew that despite your actions, you constantly carried the guilt of cheating atop your shoulders. you didn't need the reminder, especially when you were so desperate to drown in him, in your escape.
"why not, huh?" he leaned into the crook of your neck, teeth grazing down the length of it until he reached your collarbone. he sucked on it, nipping at the flesh and revelling in the noise that leaves your lips. "'cause that pussy gets wet at the thought of betrayin' him, right?"
"rafe, shut upâ"
but then his fingers forced themselves into your mouth, effectively gagging you and leaving you babbling around them. the low drawl in his voice weakened your knees when he spoke, "don't gotta deny it, doll."
he started to bounce his knee in time with your movements, and you cried out as the pleasure spiked, already nearing release due to his filthy mind. "even when you find someone, you come back 'n fuck me. you cum for me." he snickered evilly, "this pussy knows what she wants. stop fightin' her on it."
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family outing | t. fushiguro
authors note: happy holidays freaks.
summary: toji decides to take his pretty little stepdaughter out for a picnic
pairing: toji fushiguro x stepdaughter!reader
wc: 4k
warnings: smut under the cut + dark content (stepcest) + public sex + spitting + pussy/ass eating + mating press + breeding kink + comparison + dumbification + dacryphilia + âdaddyâ + creampie + overstimulation + infidelity + praise + degrading + squirting + age gap (15 years) + slut shaming + lmk if i missed anything mwah
others: inspired by these videos: 1 2, unedited
toji never really cared for your mother. she was decent, had a good job and held his attention for long enough. it didnât take a genius to know you hated her, though. you were hostile whenever you were home and spent most of your time far away from her in the mansion you called home.
you were home for your brief holiday before you began grad school, and toji had failed to keep his eyes off of you from the beginning. when he came home to were laying on a pool chair wearing the tiniest fucking bikini heâs ever seen. youâd barely looked over your sunglasses to greet him. that was the first time he wanted to bend you over, though excitedly not the last.
you barely spoke to anyone while you were home despite your mother pestering you about getting to know toji. they got married while you were out of the country, not that youâd bothered making an effort to see her or him anyway. however, toji was enjoying watching you shift in false discomfort when your mom suggested you two go off and do something together while she works. he watches the way your legs cross and your eyes light up albeit subtly. thatâs why he takes the perfect opportunity to smile evenly at your mother.
âwe could go out for a picnic. itâll be an easy way to get along. everyone likes food.â tojiâs lips quirk up into something more sinister, but no one seemed to notice but you. you arch an eyebrow at him and glance down at your phone briefly for the time. âitâs almost 4, a little later for lunch donât you think? plus, itâs getting dark soon.â excuses. toji clicks his tongue in false approval, knowing damn well youâre trying your best not to be alone with him. and you are. because you have no idea what youâll do if youâre left with him.
âyou afraid of the dark, sweetheart?â he snarks easily at you, jutting his chin slightly. you puff air from your nose, rolling your eyes irritatedly at him. oh, how he wished to make them roll differently. âno. i'm worried about the people wandering parks at night.â oh? toji smiles but decides against voicing the nasty thought that ran through his head. âlisten, weâll head out to the park and you can go ahead on to work. donât worry about us, honey. weâll get along just fine.â tojiâs eyes cut to you briefly as he speaks but most of his words are focused on your mom.
oblivious to the rising tension between you two, she smiles and claps her hands excitedly. âgood! good! okay, i really have to go but i love you two. send me pictures and be safe!â she kisses the side of your head (much to your dismay) before kissing toji. sheâs out of the door faster then you can blink and you slowly realize exactly what youâve gotten yourself into. toji watches you carefully before he decides whether he wants to make his next move now or later. your legs are tensing, he can see that because of those tiny fucking shorts you have on. youâre biting down on your lip and scrolling aimlessly on your phone.
he steps closer to the couch and hesitates, looking down at you before resting his hands on your shoulders. âi think you should go get ready,â he purrs, letting his hands slide forward just slightly. you jolt but pretend that you hadnât, swallowing thickly. âdonât need to stay out late, you know. we donât know who might be wandering the park at night.â suddenly you hate yourself for speaking earlier but also thank yourself because the chills running down your spine are unimaginable.
"you're right." you murmur in response. "maybe we shouldn't go at all, would be much easier." you side-eye him out of the corner of your eye. toji ignores how you're glaring at him, settling for leaning down to whisper in your ear. "i'm going to put some finger food in one of those cooling bags your mom has. by the time i'm done, you better be down here. understood?" his voice is light, but there's a certain edge to it that makes you sit up straight.
you swallow and turn to face him fully. you've given up on distracting yourself with your phone, your heart is fluttering and your pussy clenching at his tone. "whatever." your voice shakes but you ignore it for the sake of your sanity. toji's jaw clenches but he doesn't work to say much. you finally stand to push past him on the other side of the couch, glancing up at him briefly as you go.
toji felt irritated, but he decided it was all in due time. he'd have his way with you one way or another. and this stupid little date would be perfect. perfect for him to fill your cunt.
that's exactly how you found yourself on your stomach, clawing at the blanket toji had oh-so gently sat down earlier. his strong hands grip the fat of your ass cheeks, spreading them so he can spit on your asshole. you clench subconsciously, whining softly at the foreign feeling. "shut up." toji hisses as he watches the glob of spit slide from your asshole and down your already wet folds.
"you're already showing me this fucking hole in public, you wanna get caught too? fucking slut." his words go straight to your pussy as it clenches around nothing. his tongue slides around the skin near your asshole. he teases you with long slow licks nearing closer and closer to your puckered hole. he wants to ease his fingers inside your ass and threaten to fuck the tight hole, but he needs to know how your cunt feels. he needs to know how tight the pussy you've been teasing him with is.
you dig your face impossibly deeper into the soft blanket underneath you. your fingers are already clenching the blanket and if you moan any louder someone will know exactly what's going on in your little secluded section of the park. toji's ministrations don't cease at your whines. instead, he slips his tongue in your ass while his fingers dig into your ass cheeks to pull them apart further.
"pretty fucking ass." he mumbles, pulling away briefly to admire the slick forming. "you've never had this ass eaten before? tell me, baby." you tilt your head back briefly to attempt to make eye contact with him, but this notion fails when he places harsh smacks on both of your ass cheeks. your back bends as you moan with a shaky hand covering your mouth.
he watches your ass and pussy clench around nothing, begging to be filled. toji traces his fingers along your pussy lips, laughing darkly when your cunt twitches in anticipation. "don't be a slut, baby. wait patiently and i'll give you what you want." the words are ironic coming from him because if it was up to him, he'd have fucked you into the ground by now. however, you looked so fucking good and you deserved to be ruined. so he'd ruin you.
his fingers slowly slide into your cunt, eliciting a loud squish! as they enter you. somehow there's already cum sliding down his fingers and he lets out the harshest scoff. "how long has it been? barely started eating this-" he emphasizes his point by thumbing at your asshole. "fucking hole and the other one 's wet? slutty, slutty baby. should've fucked you sooner."
if you weren't already feeling the effects of toji on you you'd have refuted his claim. he shouldn't have thought of fucking you at all...but you liked it. you wanted your stepdad to take time out of his day, out of his work week to fuck you. you wanted to feel bad and be scared to get caught as he filled you the exact way you needed to be filled. you wanted to sob an cry while his cock stretched you beyond what youâre used to.
tojiâs tongue returns to your ass while his fingers slowly begin to pump in and out of you. his tongue ignores the resistance of your hole, pushing through to lick sloppily at the inside. every time his tongue slips inside it comes back out with a soft pop!, and the sound mixes with the loud wet noises coming from your poor cunt. tojiâs fingers start to pick up the deeper he begins to get in your ass.
toji shifts slightly from behind you, adjusting to he can use his free hand to put his thumb in your ass. he laughs at the way you clench around his fingers. youâre so fucking needy. your pussy sucks his fingers in deeper every time he pulls out to thrust back in. âyou always this fucking tight? or you just been waiting for this?â you whine, freeing your hand from your mouth to grip his wrist.
âi havenât-! no! iâm not like that!â you cry desperately. toji snorts, pulling his thick fingers out of you to watch your reaction. your hips stutter, pausing briefly before shaking back against him to search for that fullness youâd lost. âânot like thatâ? this pussyâs hungry for me and i ainâ even fed her properly. do you dream about this?â you shake your head again, parting your lips to argue with him when he shoves his fingers back into you.
you cry out again, softer this time despite your lack of secrecy the second he slipped his fingers into your cunt. toji laughs, kissing up your neck and across your jaw before landing at the corner of your lips. âshhh, baby girl.â he coos, kissing your lips as his fingers begin to piston in and out of you. your moans are swallowed my his hungry lips as they move against yours, sloppy and uncoordinated kisses being exchanged between the two of you. tojiâs tongue slides against your lips before finding its way inside your mouth, wrapping around your tongue sloppily. you groan louder when his fingers find that spot deep inside of you, roughly pressing at the soft spot.
your hips twitch erratically at the newfound pleasure of having your g-spot abused. toji pulls away from your mouth, watching the fucked expression on your face as he dug his fingers further in you. he watches the way your eyes water and your lips pout before parting into a âoâ shape. youâre so fucking pretty, he really just cannot help himself. âbehave and iâll let you cum the first time.â he purrs sweetly, pressing a kiss to your parted lips.
toji doesnât give you a real chance to reply. by the time youâve barely come to your senses to reply, you feel his hot tongue nudging its way back into you. his fingers pump into you in quick, short pumps as his tongue assaults your asshole. he pulls away to spit harshly onto your open hole, chuckling lowly to himself as it winks back at him. youâre overwhelmed. youâve never had someone pay so much attention to your ass, let alone lick at it like youâre some kind of dessert. you push your ass further into his face, desperate for the feeling to continue.
you start to feel that burning feeling in your tummy, your heartâs pounding and you temporarily forget youâre outside. youâve forgotten tojiâs words about being quiet but you still find yourself covering your mouth. this feels wrong, but it feels so so good. you sob loudly as a third finger slides into your pussy, glancing back at toji who only meets your gaze. you can see the smugness in his face and it does little to nothing to deter your orgasm. your face pinches, thighs tensing as the burning sensation overcomes you. ââm gonna- oh fuck!â
the noise that leaves your throat is inhuman. you rock forward at the strength of your orgasm as your cunt flutters around tojiâs fingers. you thought heâd stop but you can still feel his fingers pumping in and out of you still. tojiâs tongue somehow finds itself deeper into your ass as you cum. the sensation renders you speechless, your voice escaping you. âdonât worry baby weâre not done.â toji shifts behind you, sliding his fingers from your drooling cunt. he presses a wet kiss to your asshole before pulling away completely. he spreads his fingers to watch your slick nearly keep them together, thick strings of cum spreading between each finger.
âdonât spent too much time coming down. i still have to fuck this pretty pussy.â he slaps your pussy for emphasis, laughing when you find your voice again to whine at the pain. "no toji. can't" you mumble into the blanket. your chest moves rapidly as you try to gather yourself. despite your protests, your pussy clenches as the cold air hits you with toji moving out of the way. your hips jut much to your annoyance, hips shifting forward and away from imaginary fingers.
"shh, sweet girl. daddy's gonna give ya what ya need." he murmurs, laughing to himself when your asshole clenched. toji teases your pussy, sliding his fat tip up and down your pretty, drenched pussy. he watches as his tip starts to glisten from your slick, the way his cock slides easily against you from how wet you are. he slaps his cock against you one more time before he decides to pull away, a sly smile tugging at his lips.
he slaps your ass with a sense of finality, gripping your hips. "turn over, baby girl. c'mon. don't make me wait." you push up on shaky arms to turn yourself over. somehow, the top of your sundress had stayed up and you were hoping he'd allow you that sense of conservation. knowing toji, though, he wouldn't. and he didn't. the second you turned over his hand was on the top of your dress, pulling it down to free your tits.
toji palms your tits roughly, pulling at your nipples as he ground his cock against you. his eyes flicker over you, the way your lips are parted and drool escapes them. he watches your lashes flutter as you blink in a futile attempt to become more aware. your dress is a little damp from both of your fluids, and your pussy looks so so pretty in this position. he's won the jackpot, he thinks. if only he married this pussy.
"enough. you ready for this, pretty girl?" you grunt harshly under him, glancing up at him to nod. toji slaps his cock against you one more time before beginning to slide into you. his fat tip begins to press into you, forcing a soft sob from your throat. it's an uncomfortable feeling because he's so big. you've been fucked beforeâplenty of timesâbut toji's cock is stretching you wide enough for you to be nervous. he'd had you on your stomach so long you hadn't gotten a chance to see how big he was. clearly, he was big enough to split you in half.
"toji..â you pause to frown up at him. ââs not gonna fit.â he's nearly as thick as a soda can and long enough for you to be concerned. still, you peek at him through your lashes to beg him to stop or slow down. toji only rolls his eyes. "we're gonna make it fit, pretty baby. can you do that f'me? hmmm?" he settles his hands on either side of you, leaning down to brush his lips over yours. your eyes shift over his face, flickering up to his eyes before slowly making their way down to his lips.
if you hadn't gulped already toji would be convinced you were joking. you were questioning the fit but the way you were squeezing him--the way you gushed, toji knew you weren't scared. his hips shift as he pushes further into you. he smashes his lips against yours before you can cry out, quieting your moans and loud pleas. he knows you can take it because you're his good girl. you'd just have to prove it. "tight fucking cunt." he hisses against your mouth, shifting his hips forward once more. "not even halfway and she's tryna bully me out. why 's that, hm? she too shy? can't take this fucking dick?"
you whine against his lips, sniffling softly as tears begin to spill. "no, no! you're too big, toji. i can't- can't take it! please!" your cries fall on deaf ears as toji presses down on your hips to slide further into you. he watches you squirm with a satisfied grin tugging at his lips. your body is warm and the tears that slip from your eyes are scorching. he watches in pure satisfaction as your cunt clenches tightly around him the further he digs into you. "bet this pussy wasn't shy when you were in college." he tuts at you, releasing one side of your hip to spank your clit.
he relishes the way your hips twitch and your back arches. you're so fucking responsive. "remember your mom said you're a sorority girl. how many times were you gettin' fucked in the bathroom? now you wanna tell me 's too big? you're my little slut, baby. you can take it." you're not gonna tell him when you can take it and, frankly, toji doesn't care. his eyebrows twitch in annoyance at your escalating whines. you've come to your senses because you're pushing at his stomach. your eyes are closed in both discomfort and pleasure, and tears are starting to accumulate on the blanket.
"fucked those college boys with no problem but the second a real man tries to take this pussy you wanna cry." he rolls his eyes in pure irritation, gripping your hips tightly so he can finally slam you down on his cock. he groans in relief as your warmth surrounds him fully. his cock twitches inside of you and he already knows he's fucked. you're so fucking wet, so fucking tight. he can't take it. he moves his hands to slide underneath your thighs, pushing them up so that he has more room.
"move...toji please." your voice is so soft he would've missed it if the wind was blowing. your stepdad tuts at you, spreading your legs further to settle between them. "please what? what's my name?" he watches the conflict in your eyes. you're contemplating if you want to give in (as if you hadn't already). your eyes flutter shut before opening again. "please," you pause, a disgusted frown pulling at your lips. "daddy please? fuck me! i need it- need you so bad."
a warm feeling starts to brew in his chest after your little declaration. toji hadn't given a fuck when your mother mentioned she had an adult daughter but now? god was he grateful he met her. he would've never found this pretty pussy on his own. "since you asked so nicely, princess. gonna take it realll good f'me, huh? slutty fucking pussy." he practically purrs his words to you. toji doesn't bother starting slow, immediately starting with pounding in and out of your cunt.
your cunt makes the nastiest, wettest noise as toji's cock slides in and out of you. he's not going nearly as fast as he wants, but your pussy gushes around him nonetheless. your back arches off the ground as his tip kisses your cervix. he keeps hitting deep inside you every time he pulls out halfway just to fuck right back into you. "oh my god.." you murmur. you shift your hips in an attempt to fuck yourself forward as he continues to pound into you.
"oh my fuck- daddy please! harder! need it!" you're practically sobbing for him to fuck you harder. your fingers press weakly against his stomach and you find yourself unable to decide if you really want him to go harder. your pussy feels so full--you feel so fucking full and you feel like you're going to explode. "whatever you say, baby. been so fucking good." toji leans over, pressing your legs back further. his lips attach to yours in the neediest kiss you've ever taken part of. it's sloppy and desperate and it's so fucking good.
your tongue slides against his in near perfection, one of your hands reaching up to grasp at his hair. you pull him closer to you, jutting your hips against his. toji's pounding is incessant, and your cry against his lips. "let go of my legs, toji. i want you to cum in me." you whine against his lips. toji releases your legs reluctantly, letting you wrap them around his waist. he grunts as you push him impossibly deeper inside of you. "fuck i should've met you sooner." his hisses, pressing down on your stomach. "should've married this fucking cunt. could be inside you for days, keep cumming inside of you, get you pregn- oh fuck!"
you press toji inside of you to keep him there. your fingers grasp his hair tightly, forcing his lips to remain against yours. he's groaning despite your attempts to keep the both of you quiet, his hips beginning to stutter and your fingers beginning to twitch. "then fucking do it. fill me up daddy, please." he laughs against you, pulling back to slam back into you. "yeah, baby. knew this fucking pussy would want me. i knew you'd fucking love this." you nod dumbly, muttering incoherently about how you need him.
toji grips your neck as his hips begin to stutter. your pussy tightens around him and flutters as he nudges your g-spot. every time he pulls back he hits it with perfection only to push forward and kiss your cervix. you need him to cum inside you. you need it the same way you need oxygen. you just want to feel the same warmth you've craved since you met him a week ago. he's right, he should've married you. you'd give him what he wants and more. "is this pretty pussy gonna cum for me?" he's whispering so close to you that you can feel the warmth against your wet lips.
you nod hard and fast, squeezing your eyes shut as the knot in your stomach tightens. you move your hips to no real avail. he's fucked you so stupid you can barely match his rhythm. your pussy almost hurts from the stretch and the overstimulation from your first lingering orgasm. you can feel your asshole flutter whilst your pussy attempts to shut around toji's dick. "ohhh i'm gonna- fuckfuckfuck." you sob your words out, nails clawing angrily at toji's back. he doesn't let up, continuing to fuck harshly into your pussy even as he feels spurts hit the bottom of his stomach. he ignores the fact that you've squirted on his dick, fucking you like he needs it.
"this is what i needed from you. knew you weren't a brat. jus' needed to be fucked." he chuckles, though the joke is lost on you. he watches the way your eyes have rolled. your pretty lips are parted, but no sound leaves them. you're done for and he's about to cum so deep in you that he knows it'll take. toji slams his hips forward, his balls slapping against your ass as he finally cums. he glances down to see the white ring of your cream at the base of his dick, now watching his own cum drip down. he can see your pussy twitch and he presses meanly on your clit just to watch you practically howl.
"too much." you murmur, eyes opening just slightly to see his face. toji presses a kiss to your lips, licking at them to let himself in. he gives you one more sloppy kiss, relishing in the after of the harsh orgasms the two of you had. "you did so good." he coos, pressing kisses to your tear-stained cheeks. "good fucking girl. c'mon, we'll go home so you can take a bath." you grunt, blinking your eyes completely open to watch his face. he was looking at you differently. softer. maybe you'd like having a stepdaddy after all.
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The Three Commandments
The thing about writing is this: you gotta start in medias res, to hook your readers with action immediately. But readers arenât invested in people they know nothing about, so start with a framing scene that instead describes the characters and the stakes. But those scenes are boring, so cut straight to the action, after opening with a clever quip, but open in the style of the story, and try not to be too clever in the opener, it looks tacky. One shouldnât use too many dialogue tags, itâs distracting; but you can use âsaidâ a lot, because âsaidâ is invisible, but donât use âsaidâ too much because itâs boring and uninformative â make sure to vary your dialogue tags to be as descriptive as possible, except donât do that because itâs distracting, and instead rely mostly on âsaidâ and only use others when you need them. But donât use âsaidâ too often; you should avoid dialogue tags as much as you possibly can and indicate speakers through describing their reactions. But donât do that, itâs distracting.
Having a viewpoint character describe themselves is amateurish, so avoid that. But also be sure to describe your viewpoint character so that the reader can picture them. And include a lot of introspection, so we can see their mindset, but donât include too much introspection, because itâs boring and takes away from the action and really bogs down the story, but also remember to include plenty of introspection so your character doesnât feel like a robot. And adverbs are great action descriptors; you should have a lot of them, but donât use a lot of adverbs; theyâre amateurish and bog down the story. And
The reason new writers are bombarded with so much outright contradictory writing advice is that these tips are conditional. It depends on your style, your genre, your audience, your level of skill, and what problems in your writing youâre trying to fix. Which is why, when Iâm writing, I tend to focus on what I call my Three Commandments of Writing. These are the overall rules; before accepting any writing advice, I check whether it reinforces one of these rules or not. If not, I ditch it.
1: Thou Shalt Have Something To Say
Whatâs your book about?
I donât mean, describe to me the plot. I mean, why should anybody read this? Whatâs its thesis? Whatâs its reason for existence, from the readerâs perspective? People write stories for all kinds of reasons, but things like âI just wanted to get it out of my headâ are meaningless from a reader perspective. The greatest piece of writing advice I ever received was you putting words on a page does not obligate anybody to read them. So why are the words there? What point are you trying to make?
The purpose of your story can vary wildly. Usually, youâll be exploring some kind of thesis, especially if you write genre fiction. Curse Words, for example, is an exploration of self-perpetuating power structures and how aiming for short-term stability and safety can cause long-term problems, as well as the responsibilities of an agitator when seeking to do the necessary work of dismantling those power structures. Most of the things in Curse Words eventually fold back into exploring this question. Alternately, you might just have a really cool idea for a society or alien species or something and want to show it off (note: it can be VERY VERY HARD to carry a story on a âcool original conceptâ by itself. You think your sky society where they fly above the clouds and have no rainfall and have to harvest water from the clouds below is a cool enough idea to carry a story: Youâre almost certainly wrong. These cool concept stories work best when they are either very short, or working in conjunction with exploring a theme). You might be writing a mystery series where each story is a standalone mystery and the point is to present a puzzle and solve a fun mystery each book. Maybe youâre just here to make the reader laugh, and will throw in anything you can find thatâll act as framing for better jokes. In some genres, readers know exactly what they want and have gotten it a hundred times before and want that story again but with different character names â maybe youâre writing one of those. (These stories are popular in romance, pulp fantasy, some action genres, and rather a lot of types of fanfiction).
Whatever the main point of your story is, you should know it by the time you finish the first draft, because you simply cannot write the second draft if you donât know what the point of the story is. (If you write web serials and are publishing the first draft, youâll need to figure it out a lot faster.)
Once you know what the point of your story is, you can assess all writing decisions through this lens â does this help or hurt the point of my story?
2: Thou Shalt Respect Thy Readerâs Investment
Readers invest a lot in a story. Sometimes itâs money, if they bought your book, but even if your story is free, they invest time, attention, and emotional investment. The vast majority of your job is making that investment worth it. There are two factors to this â lowering the investment, and increasing the payoff. If you can lower your audienceâs suspension of disbelief through consistent characterisation, realistic (for your genre â this may deviate from real realism) worldbuilding, and appropriately foreshadowing and forewarning any unexpected rules of your world. You can lower the amount of effort or attention your audience need to put into getting into your story by writing in a clear manner, using an entertaining tone, and relying on cultural touchpoints they understand already instead of pushing them in the deep end into a completely unfamiliar situation. The lower their initial investment, the easier it is to make the payoff worth it.
Two important notes here: one, not all audiences view investment in the same way. Your average reader views time as a major investment, but readers of long fiction (epic fantasies, web serials, et cetera) often view length as part of the payoff. Brandon Sanderson fans donât grab his latest book and think âUuuugh, why does it have to be so looong!â Similarly, some people like being thrown in the deep end and having to put a lot of work into figuring out what the fuck is going on with no onboarding. This is one of science fictionâs main tactics for forcibly immersing you in a future world. So the valuation of what counts as too much investment varies drastically between readers.
Two, itâs not always the best idea to minimise the necessary investment at all costs. Generally, engagement with art asks something of us, and thatâs part of the appeal. Minimum-effort books do have their appeal and their place, in the same way that idle games or repetitive sitcoms have their appeal and their place, but the memorable stories, the ones that have staying power and provide real value, are the ones that ask something of the reader. If theyâre not investing anything, they have no incentive to engage, and youâre just filling in time. This commandment does not exist to tell you to try to ask nothing of your audience â you should be asking something of your audience. It exists to tell you to respect that investment. Know what youâre asking of your audience, and make sure that the ask is less than the payoff.
The other way to respect the investment is of course to focus on a great payoff. Make those characters socially fascinating, make that sacrifice emotionally rending, make the answer to that mystery intellectually fulfilling. If you can make the investment worth it, theyâll enjoy your story. And if you consistently make their investment worth it, you build trust, and theyâll be willing to invest more next time, which means you can ask more of them and give them an even better payoff. Audience trust is a very precious currency and this is how you build it â be worth their time.
But how do you know what your audience does and doesnât consider an onerous investment? And how do you know what kinds of payoff theyâll find rewarding? Easy â they self-sort. Part of your job is telling your audience what to expect from you as soon as you can, so that if itâs not for them, theyâll leave, and if it is, theyâll invest and appreciate the return. (âOh but I want as many people reading my story as possible!â No, you donât. If you want that, you can write paint-by-numbers common denominator mass appeal fic. What you want is the audience who will enjoy your story; everyone else is a waste of time, and is in fact, detrimental to your success, because if they donât like your story then theyâre likely to be bad marketing. You want these people to bounce off and leave before you disappoint them. Donât try to trick them into staying around.) Your audience should know, very early on, what kind of an experience theyâre in for, what the tone will be, the genre and character(s) theyâre going to follow, that sort of thing. The first couple of chapters of Time to Orbit: Unknown, for example, are a micro-example of the sorts of mysteries that Aspen will be dealing with for most of the book, as well as a sample of their character voice, the way they approach problems, and enough of their background, world and behaviour for the reader to decide if this sort of story is for them. We also start the story with some mildly graphic medical stuff, enough physics for the reader to determine the âhardnessâ of the scifi, and about the level of physical risk that Aspen will be putting themselves at for most of the book. This is all important information for a reader to have.
If you are mindful of the investment your readers are making, mindful of the value of the payoff, and honest with them about both from the start so that they can decide whether the story is for them, you can respect their investment and make sure they have a good time.
3: Thou Shalt Not Make Thy World Less Interesting
This oneâs really about payoff, but itâs important enough to be its own commandment. It relates primarily to twists, reveals, worldbuilding, and killing off storylines or characters. One mistake that I see new writers make all the time is that they tank the engagement of their story by introducing a cool fun twist that seems so awesome in the moment and then⊠is a major letdown, because the implications make the world less interesting.
âIt was all a dreamâ twists often fall into this trap. Contrary to popular opinion, I think these twists can be done extremely well. Iâve seen them done extremely well. The vast majority of the time, theyâre very bad. Theyâre bad because they take an interesting world and make it boring. The same is true of poorly thought out, shocking character deaths â when you kill a character, you kill their potential, and if theyâre a character worth killing in a high impact way then this is always a huge sacrifice on your part. Is it worth it? Will it make the story more interesting? Similarly, if your bad guy is going to get up and gloat âAha, your quest was all planned by me, I was working in the shadows to get you to acquire the Mystery Object since I could not! You have fallen into my trap! Now give me the Mystery Object!â, is this a more interesting story than if the protagonistâs journey had actually been their own unmanipulated adventure? It makes your bad guy look clever and can be a cool twist, but does it mean that all those times your protagonist escaped the bad guyâs men by the skin of his teeth, he was being allowed to escape? Are they retroactively less interesting now?
Whether these twists work or not will depend on how youâve constructed the rest of your story. Do they make your world more or less interesting?
If you have the audienceâs trust, itâs permissible to make your world temporarily less interesting. You can kill off the cool guy with the awesome plan, or make it so that the Chosen One wasnât actually the Chosen One, or even have the main character wake up and find out it was all a dream, and let the reader marinate in disappointment for a little while before you pick it up again and turn things around so that actually, that twist does lead to a more interesting story! But you have to pick it up again. Donât leave them with the version thatâs less interesting than the story you tanked for the twist. The general slop of interest must trend upward, and your sacrifices need to all lead into the more interesting world. Otherwise, your readers will be disappointed, and their experience will be tainted.
Whenever Iâm looking at a new piece of writing advice, I view it through these three rules. Is this plot still delivering on the bookâs purpose, or have I gone off the rails somewhere and just stared writing random stuff? Does making this character âmore relateableâ help or hinder that goal? Does this argument with the protagonistsâ mother tell the reader anything or lead to any useful payoff; is it respectful of their time? Will starting in medias res give the audience an accurate view of the story and help them decide whether to invest? Does this big twist that challenges all the assumptions weâve made so far imply a world that is more or less interesting than the world previously implied?
Hopefully these can help you, too.
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Retired pro hero Bakugou buying a really old abandoned home in Japan and restoring it while living in it.
It's all he's got, a lot of his friends have wives, families, kids, some of them even expecting a first grandkid and Bakugou in his 40s has nothing of his life to show for aside from the undisputed number one spot on the hero charts for 20 years straight and more scars than he can count.
He feels he relates to the house, old, once adored but now empty.
He wants to change that, wants to be more than an idea or idol, wants to disassociate from Dynamight and just be Bakugou Katsuki but he isn't sure he knows who that is. Dynamight is still parts of him yes but exaggerated, in all his years Katsuki knows he can soften he just doesn't know where.
Although he's ready to find out. Sadly or maybe fortunately, he's the type of man who has to find out through action and hard work. He bought the house site unseen, didn't even Google what the front of the home looked like he didn't care.
Standing in front of his mostly dilapidated home he feels good, crossing his arms over his chest as he lets his mind wander on where to start. Eyes sharp, cutting into the features of the home as he assesses just like he would any villain situation.
"Excuse me Dyna-" You clear your throat before he looks at you, as you remember his retiring announcement of him saying Dynamight can go fuck himself. I'm Bakugou Katsuki now.
"Excuse me Bakugou. I brought you a little welcome gift. I'm your neighbor." You don't flinch when his heavy gaze flicks to you, don't shy away from his snarl and if anything your smile grows as you offer up the bento and plate of cookies.
He doesn't take them and you don't take offense, just gently pull them back to yourself as you look at the home
"I'm so happy you bought the Sato house. They were good neighbors. They lived here when I was younger by both passed suddenly. Old age does that ya know? They didn't have any children but Mrs. Sato taught me her special rice for bentos."
You're rambling but you don't care, you'd just bought your childhood home from your parents a month prior. Fearful your home would suffer the same fate as the Satos. That the love and memories would be washed away by the rain and neglect. That the air around the home would worsen each year it went unaccompanied until it became so stagnant with neglect it became a miasma that not even the toughest soul could stomach.
Yet here stood Bakugou strong and tall outside a broken home.
"I don't think it's anything special by the way. Just a bit more soy sauce or sesame seed oil, I think she was what made it special."
Katsuki looks down at you for a long time, sees your fingers twitch against the fabric of the neatly wrapped bento, watches you swallow thickly and lashes flutter to combat the burn in your eyes as you stare at the home. You turn to face him, give a polite smile and nod of your head in a brief good bye before his voice stops you.
"I'll be the judge of that." You furrow your brows in confusion, looking up at him before his big warm palm comes under the bento to lift from your hands, "If the rice is special or not."
He watches your face light up, a true genuine smile that could compete with the sun and he feels something deep in his chest ache. Feels it yearn to reach out to you but he stands firm in his spot as he watches you disappear down the short overgrown walk way back to your home.
He doesn't even need to try the fucking rice to know the answer.
The rice was going to be special because you made it, Katsuki's sure of it.
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Day 2655: As winter trucks on, everyone hauls up as the snow piles up in the city below...
Short story below the cut
Snow accumulated along the penthouse's enormous balconies, and the many large windows. Beyond was a landscape whited out by the frosty blanket, difficult to discern the shapes of any of the distant buildings through the heavy weather.
Tango's arm quietly ached. These days he could almost ignore it. Jimmy would chastise him if he knew, say it was not healthy, but what was there to do about it? hypocrite that he was, the avian had his own issues, even if it normally was not painful. They'd spent all morning pretending like Tango couldn't hear his unnaturally deep breaths, or that he'd turned his machine up higher. It was already high compared to before they'd been separated.
Today, though, was an okay day for Tango. He could almost ignore it. His prosthetic couldn't, but it was far too cold for it anyways. There was little to do while hauled up, he'd taken to hardly wearing it the past two weeks as the cold settled in. If not for their few chores and Jimmy's returning energy they'd both be hauled up in their room still.
But they still needed to clean and they still needed to eat. So, while he waited for False to return from taking care of the animals for them and the signal from Wels that his brother was still safely locked up, he cleaned. Plucked the dead leaves from the plants, moved muddy clothing to the laundry room, put away the last game they'd played, anything he saw that he could do.
Humming echoed from the hall, riding the same breeze that wafted a lovely smell of spices and meat. The last of a deer False had found. It was easy to mindlessly work with the smells and sounds of Jimmy cooking nearby. Or maybe it was just easier because he knew there was something tasty waiting at the end of it all. His thoughts were quick to get lost imagining the various dishes, unwilling to risk a fork getting thrown at him for interrupting to ask. It couldn't hurt, though, to take a peak..?
The room dimmed as great ruddy wings blocked the whiteout. False's terrifyingly sharp talons seemed like they might crush the railing beneath them, and Tango was silently glad Jimmy's were that of a songbird and not a raptor like their new companions. It wasn't as graceful as Wels' or Grian's landings either, the woman lurching slightly before hopping down to the ground. A few months ago Tango might not have noticed, but he'd seen the three avians come and go so often from that window he couldn't help notice the differences.
"All the chickens are accounted for, and your horse is fed." She announced, giving a salute with her smile that Tango returned.
"Thanks again for this." He said for the fourth time that day. "Jimmy can't even get himself off the ground this week, never mind carrying-"
"I told you it's fine." False waved him off as she slipped off her cap. even just the short flight from ground level to the 40th some-odd floor had it coated in a heavy blanket of snow.
Tango opened his mouth to protest but a yelp escaped instead, accompanied by clattering metal and plastic. It took them both a moment to realize it hadn't been him at all. Both spun towards the hall, a squeaky curse echoing. Tango was the first to rush forward.
Jimmy was leaned over the counter, head in one hand and the other limply stretched over the kitchen island where his leftovers bucket had spilled over the edge. His breaths came heavy and quick, much worse than earlier. Feathered ears twitched, well aware of his new company but unable to pick himself back up to say anything. At least until Tango had his arm around him. Then, he found the ability to give a weak protest, easily ignored as Tango guided him towards the bench-chest on the far wall.
Tango only glanced to False for a second, to check she had followed, "Go turn up the airificator." He directed.
"I'm fine." Jimmy wheezed. It was as though he'd just ran several miles, his hand clutched to his chest to catch a breath of air that would not come to him. "I just got a bit dizzy and dropped my knife."
"Is that all." Tango muttered, running his hands down Jimmy's tubes looking for any knots or breaks. A wing smacked his head until he backed away.
Jimmy huffed, though it wasn't entirely clear if it was frustration or his inability to breathe. "Just give me a minute! It's already high enough. I don't need to get used to it being even higher."
It was pure stubbornness. And if Tango was honest, he wasn't sure what to do with it. Normally it was himself being stubborn about his arm and Jimmy knocking sense into him. Jimmy could be as stubborn as a mule, but it'd never been directed at his health.
Sheepishly, False appeared around the corner. "I turned it up, there's not much room for higher, though."
"See?" Jimmy said pointedly. It was true, that it wasn't good for Jimmy to have it so high for extended time. But if that's what his body needed right now, then what could they do? Suffer and almost drop a knife on himself, apparently. Tango's brows knit together.
"You go lay down, I'll finish the cooking."
Jimmy balked. "You have one hand!"
"That's one more than you right now." He knelt down, allowing the hunched avian to look down on him. "It's not going to get better if you push yourself."
There was a look in his rancher's eyes, one that quickly shifted between several emotions until they were almost glassy, before he dropped his head, his grown out hair curtaining his face out of view. Tango sat there, running his hand up and down Jimmy's arm, until a weak voice escaped between gasps, "What if it doesn't?"
If it didn't? There wasn't much to be done if it didn't. They'd live with it like they did every time things became incrementally worse, and a bad day became a regular day. But if this was a regular day, what would be a bad day? Tango couldn't bring to let himself think about the thought that seemed to be consuming Jimmy at that moment. Not while Revy was still in the back of his mind. So, instead he says, "It will."
There was nothing in Jimmy's expression that conveyed any faith in those words.
"You need to let yourself rest." False interjected, hesitant to step forward when both men's eyes turned to her. She fiddled with the tube in her gloves, still having yet to even remove her coat. "Your lungs, if they're straining you need to let them rest for now, build up strength."
"For how long?" Muttered Jimmy, expression resigned. He'd already spent weeks in bed.
False wasn't one for complicated answers. "As long as it takes. You've been straining them for months, it'll take a while. And there's no better time to do it while we're all cooped up in here anyways."
"But it's just cooking. If I can't even do that-"
"Singing while running back and forth and wielding heavy utensils and pots? Your muscles aren't exactly in great shape either after that, it's probably taking it out of your entire body. And there's a difference between exercise and straining yourself."
She pushed he hand to her chest, "If you rest now I can help you with your breathing."
Both ranchers blinked in shock. "What?" Tango asked.
She ignored them at first, taking her time to pull off her scarf and coat, hanging both up on the back of a chair. Hands went to her clothed ribs, and she took a deep breath as her wings flexed. They stuttered, that same oddity Tango had noticed in her movement. "Look, you've met my sister, right? H?"
"Yeah..."
"Then you must have noticed she has a few less limbs." False nodded, fluttering her wings. "She's basic."
"That's a bit rude." Tango couldn't help joke, earning a shoulder bump from Jimmy to quiet down.
She groaned, and then threw her arms out, "I was born from an alteration of her genetics, I wasn't naturally an avian."
That made sense to Tango, knowing what they could do to Doc when he was already alive. It quickly cascaded, other pieces of the puzzle clicking into place.
"I had to learn things you already know, and make up for things that didn't quite take. This included an obnoxious amount of physical therapy, especially dedicated to lung capacity." She put her hands on her hips, taking in a deep breath as if it were an example of her newfound capabilities before releasing. "I don't exactly know all the doctor-y mumbo jumbo behind how it all works, and we don't have all the big fancy equipment, but I know what helped me and what will probably help you some."
"False..." Jimmy sounded torn, and Tango couldn't blame him. It was hard to have any hope after living with his lung damage for seven years, steadily watching it get worse and worse. Their conditions had been very different, but was there really something False could offer that Scar hadn't already offered them in the past? How much was there that she could realistically do? At some point there had to be nothing at all. But it was tempting, even if just to get back to what it had been before, or at the very least prevent it from getting worse. There wasn't much farther it could fall, after all, any lifeline looks tempting.
"It's worth a shot, innit?" She shrugged, giving a tentative smile. "It's the least I could do, is at least try. At worst it does nothing."
"At worst I get my hopes up." Jimmy sighed, leaning his head against Tango. It seemed his body was beginning to decide for him that it was time to rest.
Tango brought his hand up to his rancher's hair, running his claws through the long strands in comfort. Whatever you want to do, I support it. That was how they always operated, wasn't it? He let his tail curl around Jimmy's talons. "I think either way, for now rest is in order."
That Jimmy found the strength to grumble about. "Fine, all of you can go hungry. I don't care."
"That's the spirit!" Tango chirped, hauling the whining avian to his feet. He couldn't pick him up with only one arm, so he resigned to dragging him down the hall. He stopped as they reached False, giving her a grateful smile before shuffling past her. He hissed as his stump bumped against the wall. Jimmy's head shot up immediately. "It's fine, I'm used to it." Tango strained to say through the jolt of pain. He'd forgotten just how tender it had been that day.
"You shouldn't be used to it." Jimmy chastised. "It's not healthy."
Tango gaped at him then burst out laughing, "Okay, Mister Hypocrite. Time to go to bed."
"Excuse me!"
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