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spidori Ā· 22 hours ago
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As someone currently writing my thesis, I feel the need to throw one wrinkle into this. High level academics often have egos large enough to insist their interpretations are correct even when the data disagree with them. I have seen at least as many academics obsessed with proving something obviously incorrect if they could look at it objectively as I have one's who managed to set their ego aside.
Honestly, I think the former is more likely to exhibit the extreme obsessive nature in life which would facilitate ghost formation in death. Like, Freud's stuff has been largely discredited, but he was certainly obsessed with some stuff; imagine if the large fraction of ghost academia followed that pattern, obsessed with their interpretation to the point they slipped into cherry-picking the data which could be interpreted to support it and dismissing the rest.
Not only will nothing pierce the fog of obsession with their beliefs which makes up the heart of their existence. Not only will they not shut up if anyone disagrees with them, because that obsession with being right about this thing would likely make them quite literally incapable of doing so. They not only don't agree with reality, they don't agree with each other either.
As this is spinning out further and further in my mind, I'm realizing just how violently insane such a community would be in the Realms. I'm coming to the head cannon that they would absolutely need an Ancient of knowledge to corral them, which is usually Ghost Writer. And honestly? Yeah. That tracks.
Dude has reality warping powers intertwined with strict rules about how they can be used and how information can be shared. He's shown a propensity for fables and teaching lessons of humility and cooperative community. And I think it would be absolutely hilarious if the one person ruling over all the academics was a lit major.
You know what would be funny?
If the downfall of the GIW and other anti-Ecto acts and organizations? Came about because of some long dead scholars pathological need to Be Right.
How? Would this work, you may ask? Oh, easily!
WIKIPEDIA.
Somebody is WRONG about FACTS. And that can not stand! You see, they were told... well, more OVERHEARD then anything else (during their annual and ongoing debate about EVERYTHING) from that...? Techmus? Fellow? Whomever he was.
They HEARD, there has been a MARVELOUS advancement in the realm of the Living! A collective knowledge repository! Imagine the possibilities! They must see it at ONCE!
So they harrass Danny about it. Obviously.
He finally caves. And, to prevent them going Wrath Of The Old Academic or something, shows them JUST technical papers sites and Wikipedia etc. That should fix things, right? They should be HAPPY, now, RIGHT?
WRONG.
These so called "Facts" are INCORRECT! I was THERE! We did not do THAT! Slander! Outrage! I shall BURN THEIR HOUSE DOW-!
Ooooookay, hold up! OR? We could EDIT the page? See that button? Push that.
They blink. Push up their spectacles. Squint at the screens more closely. Ah. So there IS! Their mistake! How silly, quite embassies. Now then... *furiously begins typing*
And? You obviously can just? Make random edits. Even if you seem to be correct. ESPECIALLY with out any sources. And no one will accept "I was There" as a source. We are discussing Pompeii. And a spcertain historically significant volcanic incident. NO YOU WERE NOT.
Yet? No matter HOW had the moderators try? They for some reason can not BLOCK this deluge of edits. It's unending. And not even a united front. As they edit each other's edits.
AND on top of THAT? Random papers are showing up in official journals. Ones that were NOT put there by the journal's staff. About alchemy or frogs or rebuttals to people no one has even HEARD off.
Obviously, it's? Kind of a Big Thing in the scientific and academic community. Everyone is talking about it and confused. Every Hero with a scientific job. Oracle, with her job at a LIBRARY. Anyone connected to them they ask to look into this. It keeps spreading.
Especially when the hackers FAIL to stop it.
Imagine Danny's horror. Just... IMAGINE it. He goes to bed. The old fogies content to quietly argue and merrily type away, certain he's distracted them. Harmless he thinks. Contained, he believes.
They blow up the internet. Bring the JUSTICE LEAGUE to his city.
He has to explain himself to BATMAN.
He's gonna cry. Stop laughing Tucker, this is absolutely a threat. He is GOING to cry on you. (T^T )
@ailithnight @the-witchhunter @hdgnj @nerdpoe
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andhumanslovedstories Ā· 17 hours ago
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Something I've been thinking about in regards to the difficulty of writing about my job in the healthcare profession is that there's very different conversations happening at the same time. The first is that this is a job that gives us a lot of power over vulnerable people that is easy to abuse and easier to be passive about. The second is that people will never not bitch about their jobs.
What if a customer service job was high-stakes? That's nursing. It's not the only part of nursing, but cmon, anyone who has worked a public-facing job knows how some people can be. Hospitals are full of people having the worst days of their lives while also being tired, hungry, lonely, and bored.
Plus, it's not just the general population you're dealing with. Hospitals have a disproportionate amount of very difficult people. To draw some examples from my own direct experience: the dementia patient had become too violent to stay at home (unfortunately common), infected chronic wound guy who is so racist that his facility will not take him back, confused patient who screams unceasingly 24 hours a day until she passes out, sexually inappropriate guy who needs two caregivers at all time, another racist patient but this time they're also sexist, banned from multiple shelters for assaulting the staff, etc. Or what might be the most common: person who is too sick to go home alone but no one they know will agree to take care of them. Like, have any of you cut off horrible relatives or abusive partners? People who were in whatever way unacceptable to be around? Would you like to take care of them? And you KNOW they're also not doing any of the stuff that would help them heal so it seems like they will never leave.
I think the gap between healthcare as a Duty versus as a Job contributes to hostile conversations. When you're complaining about your Job ("that moment when you let a call light ring for a while in the hopes someone else answers this time because that patient is annoying as hell"), it's frustrating to get a response that solely looks at the situation through the lens of a Duty ("all patients deserve the same level of care and shouldnā€™t be ignored.") And it's also frustrating to have these legitimate criticisms ignored or disputed because people are like "it's not that serious, calm down, let nurses vent." And itā€™s also frustrating to feel so intensely monitored in your free time because of your job. And itā€™s also frustrating to see people in their free time display qualities that seem like they would have big, negative impacts on their job.
Thinking on this topic, I keep coming back to this one memory. There was a time when I responded to a Code Blue (cardiac arrest, guyā€™s heart has fully stopped) and was the fifteenth or so person to arrive. The room's full of critical care nurses, I'm not the direct care nurse, the rest of the floor is quiet. So basically, I'm useless to the emergency situation. I ran into a coworker who also responded to the code. I hadn't seen her in a minute, so we caught up. She showed me the new stickers on her water bottle. I donā€™t remember the exact sticker, but I believe it was a nacho-based pun. It was a pleasant chat.
Meanwhile during this entire conversation, within eyesight of where we are because weā€™re waiting around to see if weā€™re needed, people are trying to bring a patient back from the dead. What was happening in that room is life-or-death--to the patient. For me, it was an interlude during a forgettable shift. I only remember that code because the discrepancy between what I was experiencing and what the patient was experiencing was so stark. I don't even remember if the patient survived or not.
None of the patientā€™s family was there. If they had been, we would have removed ourselves further or not talked so casually. Probably. But if the spouse was there, it would be so insanely insensitive if we tried to include the patient's spouse in our chat about fun stickers. If me and that nurse had been casually in a different hallway chatting, it would be very abrupt for the patient's spouse to walk into our conversation and explain how the patient's death would be so hard on the kids. One of these examples is way more sympathetic and understandable than the other. And I want that spouse to feel comfortable coming up to me and discussing that! Thatā€™s part of my job! But also, you can get why that would be a distressing interruption to a moment of downtime.
In both cases, the people in the conversation couldn't be further apart in tone and investment. Neither of us are being bad people. We just should not be talking to each other. And the nature of the Internet and public posting is sometimes talking about my job feels like it's me, my coworker, the spouse, and the revived but severely affected patient in single group chat.
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kibbles-bits Ā· 10 hours ago
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Can you tell us more about your 2013 Vox AU? :3
Its not much it's basically just me being super self-indulgent because I Need that Tiny Man pulling a Goliath.
Vox comes to Hell like that and has to deal with being made fun of and not taken seriously for a while. He's a little guy who develops Big Feelings.
Since he's so small he's had to use most of his time and energy to avoid getting trampled and just trying to get a job. The only job he can get is something humiliating (idk what) and all of it wears on him until he's just like a hair's width from completely losing it.
He meets Alastor who encourages him to just Show Them with his power/skills/anything else he has. But it doesn't work. Not to the extent that he wants. The Radio Demon whips out his power and he's terrifying. The little cartoon guy whips out his power and he's a little weirdo.
So then he starts marketing himself as a character which Alastor finds disappointing. He likes Silly but the way Vox is doing it is Icky and the two distance themselves from each other without really any Big Fight or anything.
The rest is basically all staticmoth and little scenarios. Val really needs money one day out on the streets and decides to service this ridiculous little cricket for a quick buck. It ends up being a fun time with a very enthusiastic partner but he doesn't dwell on it once it's over.
Meanwhile, since Val called Vox 'Papi' one (1) time, Vox is obsessed and starts trying to court him. They haven't even considered going into business with each other, Vox is just absolutely smitten with the one man who took him 'seriously' and was hot as fuck to boot.
Val is embarrassed to be seen with such a ridiculous character chasing after him... At first.
He tries messing with him, eventually, saying stuff like:
"Oh, I would go out with you tonight but I'm going out with --- instead."
And then Val's list of suitors just kinda start...
Disappearing.
And that's weird. But the little cartoon guy is still around. Does he have something to do with...? Naaaaaaah.
Then he runs into Vox stomping on the corpse of his date because he's trying to stuff them in a dumpster. When Vox sees him, he brandishes a new bouquet of flowers and is like "so i heard your plans got cancelled uwu"
And Val realizes, "Oh, this guy is actually insane."
He should really run away.
Then.
"Oh, he's actually insane about mešŸ„ŗ."
Val takes the bouquet and Vox gets a 10ft Wife a few months later.
They eventually get into movie business with each other. A lot of people assume Val is the one in charge of their business because Vox just sells himself as a mascot. Really, Vox is in charge but he uses his small and unassuming body as an advantage and easily gains the trust of several individuals.
I don't have much beyond that. I just like imagining the staticmoth stuff from when they meet up until they start a business. It's mostly just Vox simping for Val lmaooo
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madelynhimegami Ā· 3 days ago
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Arle Nadja Guide
I've heard a couple people say that they feel like they don't really get a good feel for who Arle is. Dunno if this will change their minds any, but I hope it helps.
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Arle Nadja is freewheeling and easy come, easy go girl.
She loves adventure and exploring. Especially when that prominantly involves dungeon crawling.
Helps that she's been doing it from age 4.
Arle is, in fact, so hooked on dungeon crawling that Ringo and Amitie had to actively prevent her from entering what she already knew was a trap made to look like a dungeon entrance.
In addition to the adventuring, Arle likes travel as a means to meet new people with different ways of living.
She's well aware that most of her friends (especially from her own world) are insane. But she loves them regardless.
Arle isn't materialistic. As long as she has a way to get her basic needs met, her interest in wealth is, at most, transient.
Similarly, she's not particularly interested in becoming powerful.
I think she still likes learning new stuff about magic, including new spells, but the power of the magic in question is inconsequential to her.
Arle acts and speaks very casually, regardless of where she is or who she's talking to. She doesn't really care for formality and dislikes being expected to act a certain way.
Consequently, she has no reason to really ever acknowledge or respect authority without them earning it.
She made fun of brick jesus and his decisions to his face (at least before learning she was dealing with a small child).
I feel like Arle tends to be pretty good at reading vibes of others. As in, she can generally tell if someone is dangerous, stupid, struggling, being forced to act a certain way, sincere, or manipulative.
If so, she doesn't use that skill very often, because she's encountered too many people she will never understand she prefers to live and let live.
Arle is always willing to lend a hand to those in need of one. In fact, she's not very good at refusing to help, if asked.
Arle doesn't plan ahead very much. She just goes with the flow of things and assume that it'll all end up working out for the better.
She's not particularly inclined to strategic thinking (though she is perfectly capable of it). Her preferred method of handling obstacles is to face them head-on.
Satan doing something stupid? Beat him up. Door blocking the way? Tear it off its hinges.
That said, Arle is quite flexible, able to work with rapidly-changing circumstances, plus she's good at imrovising solutions.
She also probably has plenty of survivalist skills. You don't survive 12+ years of dungeon crawling without having a good sense of knowing what will or won't kill you, and how to protect yourself from the latter.
(I hate that I have to say this, but that does include bathing. Not washing dungeon gunk off is how you get fun and exciting new diseases.)
Her spells reflect those priorities, as well. Most of her combat-oriented spells aren't for dealing direct damage, but for self-defense.
Even then, she's has a blasƩ attitude towards danger, and doesn't get threatened easily in the slightest.
This is a girl that got into multiple fights with an owlbear and won before she started kindergarten.
She's not reckless, however. She's very aware that she's not invincible or unstoppable, and has reliable risk assessment.
Tight situations where she's in more trouble than she was prepared for is where a lot of her improvisation skills shine.
Arle's really forgiving. She doesn't hold grudges or resentment, even if someone has reduced her to her last frazzled nerve.
Case in point, she became friends with a man that abducted her and subsequently tried to kill her. Despite his protests.
Her gregariousness tends to grow on people, making her pretty good at making friends (albeit not as good as Amitie).
However, her forgiving nature only extends to herself. Threaten or annoy her all you want, she'll let it slide. But if a friend of hers has a problem with you, so does Arle.
Arle has a very dry sense of humor. She can snark with the best of them.
She mostly employs sarcasm to tease her friends (mostly the ones from her world), but she'll use it in full force if something annoys her enough.
(These often overlap, especially when Satan's involved)
She also can and will verbally destroy you for your nonsense if pushed far enough.
While known to get annoyed, frustrated, or agitated, Arle very rarely (if ever) gets truly angry. I firmly believe attacking a friend with intent to seriously harm is one way to do it, however.
She tends to have more patience with anybody younger than her. Doubly so if she has reason to believe they're relying on her.
Arle is very stubborn. She dies hard and never gives up.
It also makes her strong-willed enough to resist possession. She's actually on the record for forcibly expelling Ecolo from her body by attacking herself.
Both the above tie into Arle's greatest fear: helplessness. She is terrified of being trapped in a situation where there is absolutely nothing she can do to affect it, even superficially.
Much like Ringo, I think Arle is, in theory, a perfectly capable cook. But unlike Ringo, where Arle goes off the deep end is her obsession with curry. She'd pretty much always prefer making that.
Although not a powerhouse, Arle isn't your typical squishy mage. She's fit and resilient enough to get by a lot of her situations. And she can throw a good punch if needed.
We don't see it very often anymore (which is a shame imo), but Arle is a capable staff wielder, and will use one as a magic focus if it's available.
I think Arle used to be more self-centered and interested in magic for her own gain, but changed after a certain incident while she was at magic school.
Because of the incident, she's decided that there is no knowledge, possession, or power that is more important than the lives of other people, especially those you care about.
That being said, she actually doesn't remember the incident very clearly.
Of note, even before this personal epiphany, Arle was against fighting lethally and made it a point to only leave those she fights unconscious. She's even begged her friends to not kill someone even if it would help her.
The epiphany is another reason why she's less materialistic, however.
Arle is a believer in the idea that it's the journey, not the destination, that matters. Several of her adventures end in disappointment or anti-climax, but she gets over it quickly.
No matter how an adventure ends, there's bound to be another one over the horizon.
Because of the above, and her aforementioned penchance for flexibility and adaptability, Arle doesn't let setbacks bother her. If she can stand back up, she can always keep going. And she will.
Although Arle isn't at all shy, she doesn't like to be made the center of attention or put on a pedastal. She's just a girl doing her thing, y'know? To her, that's not something she needs to be lauded for.
She's also doesn't really show signs of physical or romantic attraction of any kind. She can recognize a person as being handsome or beautiful, but only does so as a neutral descriptor.
Arle is the only one that can truly understand Carbuncle. She's fully fluent in gu, as well.
Somehow that lets her understand other mascot-like critters, on the rare occasions she comes across them.
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jumpingjollyrancher Ā· 5 months ago
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Day 10: Stable
Military campaigns always look so neat on paper. Strategies and tactics are, of course, there to try and keep things in order even as battle swells and chaos begins. Even so, the summaries and columns of numbers will never truly convey what it's like to fight for your life. And nothing will ever compare to the way panic and fear can take hold of even the most experienced of soldiers when they're caught in an ambush.
Rhalgr's Reach is a mess. Bodies are strewn across the ground, a few laying half in the river. There are no barricades, no defenses. They were not prepared for this. Even after all they've suffered, they weren't prepared to be trapped like rabbits in their very own den.
And now he's here, the Viceroy himself, Zenos yae Galvus. His presence is overwhelming; the Garlean helms have always had an effect with their lack of humanity. But Zenos is something beyond that, with the bulk of him and the confident, deliberate way that he moves. Pippin has fought intimidating opponents before, but this scares him. It doesn't stop him from taking the Warrior of Light's right flank.
It doesn't matter. Zenos knocks them aside like toys. Pippin is left breathless, certain that he's already been cut in twain. But he's able to stand, his body still whole. He helps Alisaie up and then holds her back. The Warrior of Light is barely holding his own against the Viceroy. To interfere now...it could make things worse.
The miqo'te's katana clashes again and again against Zenos's. Sparks dance around them, lightning cracks through the air. But Pippin is a veteran of many fields. For all the Warrior of Light's skill and strength, he's being forced to give ground.
They break apart again. The Warrior of Light adjusts his blade and lunges. Zenos's helm tips just slightly and he adjusts his hand. He swings upward, so quickly, so forcefully that its hard to track. The Warrior of Light hits the ground hard and this time he does not get up. "How disappointing," the Viceroy says.
Blood drips from his blade.He shakes it off, uncaring of the way it splatters his opponent. Then, a flash of movement, a loud snap of steel.
The Warrior of Light has not risen to his feet. But he has struck. His katana falls to the ground as Zenos holds what remains of his broken blade.
"Xher'a!" Alisaie shouts. She yanks at Pippin's hold. He tightens it. The air is thick with aether and malice.
The Viceroy drops his broken weapon and turns and walks away. The next flash of lightning highlights his armor. And the quickly spreading pool of blood around the Warrior of Light.
Now Pippin moves. The Garleans follow their prince and he can hear the familiar shouts of his father giving orders. He moves after Alisaie to their warrior's side. "Oh gods," Alisaie says. "Xher'a don't move. Krile!" Even as she shouts, her hands hover over him and aether glows green.
Pippin kneels beside them. Magic can stem the tide and perhaps there's aid he can offer. He has to swallow several swears as he gets a closer look. The final blow had been struck one-handed and now he can see why. The miqo'te's right hand is nearly severed and the source of much of the blood. They'll need much more magic and a prayer to keep him alive.
He's holding pressure on what's soon to be a stump when his father arrives. "You alright lad?" Raubhan asks as he kneels down.
Pippin looks up without moving his hands. "We need the best chirurgeon we've got here right now." The healers are trying desperately to get the wounded stable. Additional treatment will be the difference between life and death for many.
"Seven hells, we will make them pay for this." Raubhan squeezes his shoulder. "I'll find you later, my lad. If you don't find me first."
They don't give thanks for their lives, not yet. Only when the numbers have been counted, the lists made, will they know what's been lost and what's worth giving thanks for. Pippin shifts his hands, aware for the second time in his life of what a gift it is to have them both.
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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat Ā· 8 months ago
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i still havenā€™t written out my 261 metapost but i canā€™t stop thinking about the stsg subtext in that chapter . the parallels between geto slaughtering the village and gojo slaughtering the higher upsā€¦. the fact that gojo does it right after declaring that he has to ā€œcatch upā€ to geto
#ITā€™S SOOOOOOO#i will die defending gege akutamiā€™s character writing iā€™m sorry#i think the shinjuku arc is sloppy when it comes to pacing and some technical fight stuff#but character writing wise itā€™s SO fucking good itā€™s so incredible it drives me insane#character writing AND relationship writing#which imo are gegeā€™s strongest points aside from fight choreography#like it just . drives me insane#itā€™s such an interesting line!!!#he needs to Catch Up to geto. he needs to make a choice for himself not knowing if itā€™s right or wrong just like he did#he needs to carry through with an extreme action to get the change he wants .#instead of the slow ā€œroot causeā€ method that he himself implemented#(which for the record would have been smarter in getoā€™s case but for gojoā€™s goal extreme violence Works )#i also think that on some level itā€™s like ā€¦ kinda proving getoā€™s point?#ā€œyou could do it satoru.ā€ he has the power to change the world almost however he wants and he finally used it#at the expense of his own morality and sense of reason. which does turn him into a ā€œmonsterā€ narratively i think#i mean . obviously i donā€™t think gojo killing the higher ups makes him a bad person šŸ˜­ itā€™s a very big deal for gojoā€™s character though!!#heā€™s always been capable of cold pragmatism. and heā€™s always been willing to get his hands bloodied .#but NOT with humans/sorcerers and thatā€™s the really big distinction . heā€™s not psychotic. he never has been.#i think gojo was probably scared when he decided to go through with it. because it really is him trading a piece of his humanity away#:((((((((((((#aughhhhhhhh gege akutami i love you but when i fucking catch youuuuuuuuuu#anyway i should rlly save all this for the metapost but šŸ˜­ i needed to get it outā€¦.#ari noises āœ©#meta āœ©#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers#jjk 261
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marzipanilla Ā· 2 days ago
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I was going to jokingly be like 'three threads one post GO !' lol but then I was like- no, I need to sit down re-read all of this and organize my thoughts better and probably still miss stuff I wanted to say. Time to have multiple tabs open !
Mark and Kate talking about surviving horrific body altering trauma! About struggling to relate to people after enduring horrible shit! yess. Figure out that you can be vulnerable with someone and you don't have to be having sex with them or insisting you love them so much they have to understand- you CAN have platonic meaningful relationships with people! Sometimes it IS very good to have an outside perspective. If TT were essentially Kate's family (and then they just... splinter into nonsense- okay- detour- why the hell weren't TT WAY more up in Robot's bizz about the fact he was a 30 year old man hanging out with teens for years? Aside from just letting the narrative give us general logistics on how they all got together- where are their personal feelings on this? Presumably they did treat him differently bc they believed him to be a robot- how do they feel about that trust being violated? Things they were willing to say to him? Things he might have seen? Why would any of them be okay with someone who lied to them like that still being in charge of their well being? Why am I once again stuck with an awkward romance storyline (Amanda and Rudy) instead of what is naturally there in the TT dynamic? Just?? hello?? Like, 'I violated one of my coworkers bc I realized he made you horny' is wild as it is- but the fact that I am getting that storyline instead of 'my coworker is mad at me because I lied to him for years'? Where are the GoG and TT dealing with liars meetings? Where is Immortal talking to them about what its like to have someone not turn out to be who you thought they were??
TT and GoG 'guess I wasn't the only one being lied to' dynamic we SHOULD have gotten.
On the retiring heroes line- where is more stuff with Samson! He didn't retire, he was SIDELINED bc he lost his powers and then he clawed his way back in. How does he feel about people willingly stepping away? Is he an insane adrenaline junky? Was he going to lose his health insurance if he didn't get back into things? What are his motivations !! If he was a member of GoG why wasn't he at the funeral. Why wasn't he up there talking with Nolan. Why didn't he come by for drinks. Lemme see THAT dynamic. Let's hear what Nolan has to say about his 'coworkers' when one of them trying to mourn is RIGHT THERE. What would his advice be to Mark about loss? Like, people who work jobs like that have a certain degree of disassociation from things/dark humor etc etc, but how would he not have a different outlook than Nolan? Was he pissed at GoG bc he wasn't with them after his powers were gone? How did he feel about the Nolan reveal? Secretly glad that you weren't around with the deaths happened? Insanely guilty that you weren't?
Aside from Atlantis being pissed about their dead king, like... did any other country demand reparation for what Omni-Man did? Was all that destruction apparently limited to the USA? Were aide packages sent? Refused? How many times even outside of contexts like that, were heroes sued for interfering in the matters of other governments workings? What are the extradition laws of superheroes? If they are all secret identity types- how do you identify where to send the court order? Do all heroes belong to a global registry official or not, and that is where their rights are determined? There has to be some sort of court for dealing with heroes no ??
Nolan isolating Mark and Debbie initially viewing it just as him being protective, bc it's a dangerous world out there! Stuff happens! But then Mark starts to push back against his dad, and she wants him to have human friends and suddenly it doesn't seem so protective bc Nolan is ALSO keeping him from that. Debbie finding superhero partners but struggling to find superhero PARENTS and just trying to figure out where the line is. Why are so few heroes parents? Just bias of where she is? Do most retire/take a break to raise their kids before going back? Are most too paranoid about the GDA taking an interest in their offspring to risk it? Are there RULES/laws about heroes having kids? How fucked would that be?
Does Mark ever wonder why he's an only child? Did they only want one kid? Was he an accident? Was Debbie willing to have more but Nolan's behavior with bby!Mark weirded her out too much? Was him being absent just enough of a deterrent to her not wanting to deal with all that again? If the GoG were a network for them, was Mark like a weird little celebrity to THEM bc yeah, heroes tend not to have kids? Aside from just being nepo baby, was he basically only child'd by an entire superhero team? What was that like?
While I'm not too familiar with the DCU- your batfam meta posts are intiguing- so in transfering some of the broader strokes from them- I think you tackling a 'Mark isn't Nolan's biological son' fic would be fascinating. Sort of a step to the side of the 'what if Mark never got his powers' fic that sometimes pop up in the fandom
OOOOOO chewing on this currently, hm, the much a distinct flavor of exactly what youā€™re talking about, but the potential for more family drama depending on WHO knows. Does Mark know?? Is he waiting every day only to be crushed? Does he confused non-Debbie features with Nolanā€™s? I suppose Iā€™m not the most enthusiastic about non-power AUs, but I think thereā€™s something very fun to explore about Mark having to settle with, if he knows all his life, he will never have powers? I think the trajectory of his dreams will obviously shift, I can see him still having that distinct fatherly idolization, but perhaps embraces being useful to the GDA? Cecilā€™s number one internā€”only internā€”curtesy of nepotism, ha! There is something tickling me about Mark taking the Robin Route/Role for the Teen Team in terms of having no powers, just insane skills, BUT thereā€™s something way more delicious about intern Mark when s1e01 happens and Mark tries snooping around to find out the truth about what happened to his Dad.
I wonder if, with Mark having a whole another father, if theyā€™re more or less distant relationship, depending on WHEN Nolan entered Markā€™s life? Like if Debbie met Nolan later for this, or just for fun, they dated once, separated (Mark being born during then), then they happened to stumble into each others lives again and Markā€™s already been born, anywhere from tween to teenager so thereā€™s a gap in how close they are. I feel like one important aspect of the whole Family Drama is how close theyā€™re supposed to be, a functional, loving family turned upside down? So I wonder what more distance does. I wonder how Nolan copes when his family is entirely human and he canā€™t project onto Mark.
I love thinking about these, omg.
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b4kuch1n Ā· 10 months ago
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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"
#bakuspeech#number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u#he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up#(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment#and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here#but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something#but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku#but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this#this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and#that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing#but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it#its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with#and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually#I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay#but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol#not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real#and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself#and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god#that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao#but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them#have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway
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itsalwaysdark Ā· 2 months ago
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and when i live on my own ill be able to decorate like real life decorate ive never gotten to do that in real life b4
#like im not barred from doing it Nd i do like. a little bit kind of but its like. Idk my entire life is a very transient thing and im rly#rly rly not used to being in one place for a long time so as a kid we never rly decorated ever#and like obv i wont be Owning a house or anything like that so itll still have to be moveable but i can like. but furniture that i like and#stuff... ive never gotten to do that b4 even in um. wa. i didnt rly get to do any of the decorating even when i was in the actual house bc#him and the roommates umm. did all that. Okay well now ive sort of freaked it by making myself think of that so im going to go stare#longingly at the floorplan i did#bc umm. well ideally id like to move into one of the apartments thats right across the way bc theres a couple of apt buildings like right#there 5 min walk tops and one of the places Has an open one but no floorplan#i wont be movjng out for ages i just wanted to look at floorplans yk#but like i said no floorplans BUT theres one a bit further away not rly walkable bc its umm#youd have to walk on the interstate and stuff and um. no sidewalk and everything but theeeeeeeeee thing had a floorplan#still very close by like 2 min drive but yk. but i still did my little mockup floorplan with that apartment instead#i want it to be closeby so everybody can come visit and so that i dont die and explode . i dont rly want to continue living in this town#4ever once km like Normal and have savings and ive got everything worked out i wanna maybe move to chicago or something since il is better#for the transgenderisms. + ive always wanted to try living in a big city at least once and i think itd be awesome#but thats Ages and ages away like maybe 5 years depending on how good i am. weeee will see if 5 years in the future is like on the table 4#me LOLLLL 24 year old connor seems rly crazy to imagine. but anyways....#but itll be nice to move out and still be in town bc then i can have the same job yk . and maybe ill know how to drive atp and i can like .#buy a car ..or something . if i do know how to drive#which i probably should since this town very car dependent and i dont want my mom to have to drive me to work esp if umm. i dont live with#them ... im just rly rly rly rly rly fucking scared of driving but i know also in my heart that when i do know how to drive the bond between#me and that car will be crazyyyy like. idk how many of you followed me last year but you may remember my insane bond with angel my cart from#work and there was a lot gokng on woth that <- was Very delusional at the time and i was convinced that she was a sentient thing and had the#power to make my life better or worse if i upset her so i said good morning and goodnight to her every single day so that i could have a#good day . looking back on it probably was something to be concerned abt but whatever.... she is still my best friend and i do miss her#deeply#her bathtub and heater were my besttt friends when i was in wa LOL. i was quite unwell#bathtub is still in my room tho yayyy. heater lives with lamp now and angel is of course at my old job....#bathtub currently is holding a project i gave up on. everyone say thank.you bathtub im looking at her right now
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mr-nicegirl Ā· 24 days ago
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none of u properly gaf about the delicate intricacies and nuances of a proper bar soap CONTAINER or CASE or even bar soap DISH perhaps...i don't think u guys really understand the importance and depth of it and how deep and rich of an experience it is for me personally
just saying
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danielnelsen Ā· 4 months ago
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so if you romance and ascend astarion you can kick him in the balls when he tries to turn you and itā€™s just very funny, heā€™s so pissy about it. so much for the most powerful vampire of all time or whatever, he stamps around like a toddler and then leaves forever
#iā€™m glad i saved before that choice so i can go through all the scenes i wouldnā€™t have got otherwise#(ā€˜that choiceā€™ meaning ascension)#im Fascinated by a whole bunch of stuff if you ascend him#like if you succeed on the detect thoughts (or maybe insight i forget) before he turns you to see what he think of you#it says something like ā€˜he will always see you as degrading yourself while you choose to be with himā€™ which is just BONKERS INSANE#like not confusing or anything. just wild to include. in a good way; like yeah of course thatā€™s how he feels#and then the narrator follows it up with something like ā€˜but isnā€™t that what you want?ā€™#like iā€™m glad they do actually try to impress upon you how fucked this dynamic is. theyā€™re not trying to make you think itā€™s a good outcome#(i know thereā€™s discourse about this and itā€™s very annoying)#(people who are like ā€˜actually itā€™s romantic and kinkyā€™ uhh šŸ˜¬)#(but then people who are like ā€˜how can anyone think this is okā€™ and direct that towards anyone who enjoys playing it)#(like no itā€™s fun and genuinely interesting and i can see the appeal. just not when it comes to analysing the relationship)#(most people are aware that this is a bad dynamic theyā€™re just playing a game chill out)#(like when i said šŸ˜¬ about it being romantic/kinky i mean that from the perspective of analysing the story not personal enjoyment)#(anyway. moving on)#like i did that specific bit of dialogue probably a month or more ago and only once (because the test was really hard)#and itā€™s been creeping around in my head ever since. i love it lmao#i saw a video of that kiss where he makes you kneel a while ago and didnā€™t quite believe it was a real thing#but no itā€™s one of his actual default kisses. amazing#like iā€™m definitely gonna do a playthrough where i get everyone to make the power-hungry soul-destroying choices#and i might have to romance astarion again for that one because he definitely seems to have the most bad-decision relationship content#although he has the most relationship content full stop so itā€™s not surprising#but i think thatā€™s the only one that notably changes your character during the playthrough rather than just the epilogue#personal#ash plays bg3
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noahtally-famous Ā· 2 years ago
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no but imagine if Leonard actually had some form of magical abilities/superpowers. like heā€™s a dnd lover and he adores all things wizarding and magical, but imagine if heā€™s actually likeā€¦freaking spiderman or smth?? (in reference to the secret powers deal, not anything superhero related btw)
maybe his father is a scientist (science vs. magic, the dualities of their personalities) and he snuck in his lab and got into one of his experiments by accident, but he keeps it quiet, only telling Tammy abt it or smth bc sheā€™s like his best friend, and no one on the island believes him when he says he can do magic even though itā€™s true, he just hasnā€™t shown it (yet) bc that will lead to Problems. so ppl (like Dave) are like ā€œšŸ™„letā€™s stick to reality over fantasy, Leonardā€ bc they think heā€™s making it up (and he kind of is playing it up for the theatrics but only he knows the truth that heā€™s actually capable of it to an extent)
(until he maybe does show them off during a challenge, like he has to its a make or break situation)
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averlym Ā· 1 year ago
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a word to the wise sometimes the only true rest is looking beyond what you thought was success
so true! adamandi is full of wise advice such as this, including: "and you'll never feel better if you - fucking die- you stupid ass!"
#these are all very good reminders. especially during exam season (i am suffering. but at least i'm working on art coursework so it's#suffering i love.) guys i have maybe a bit too many thoughts on ambrose. sculpture. and ceramics. and studio. in my art student 3d era rn#tmr it's black and white 2d so it's vincent vibes instead... anyways. in my breaks i ended up brainstorming more doodles again so..#anywaysndhfnfjfhf sorry to detract! but like these two quotes are holding my sanity intact i think.#at this point even without listening to the live soundtrack it sounds in my head so. lasting impressions i guess. every time i get anxious#' you'll never get better if you fucking die'' sounds in my head and i go ''ah yes there's a whole life outside''#continuing this ramble you ever think how vincent went from you'll never get better if you fucking die to '' first i chose my friend#ambrose for my debut :DD'' realll quick. or also how this principle worked for when he was talking to ambrose about it and then. for himself#he didn't want to get better. he wanted quincy to get better and so '' you'll never get better if you die'' held through to the end#it just wasn't a mentality that saved him... god that screws me up. so many thoughts.#anyways anon!!!! thank you for sending this :3 made my day <33 very vibes#going to put the soundtrack on and power through studio again.. :3 adamandi asks are welcomed ngl teehee#ask me stuff???#on another note sometimes it's so surreal that actors are real people... i guess the magic of theatre is that it makes the characters come#to life.. like i believe actors are real. and deserve to be treated like people. for the record. but also when consuming media and it's the#suspension of disbelief? these are Real Characters i can't believe that someone who isn't them is making these sounds and doing these things#it's so insane. incredible. idk i just have very high admiration for the cast and idk how i got here even... akshdjdhdf#<blinks> they did such a good job akdhdnfhfbgfhff ok bye#first time i swear in the actual post on this blog and not in the tags... of course
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themyscirah Ā· 1 year ago
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Thinking abt Jessica Cruz and the ability to overcome great fear again
#everybody including canon: omg hal is the greatest lantern kyle is the best etc. etc.#HOWEVER OKAY. my vision.....#with like 15 to 20 years of our time i could expand on stuff and give her THE character arc okay#like im just saying yellow lantern jess arc could ACTUALLY be so good bc i would do it as a way to bring her back to the corps stronger and#better and more assured#in herself because like its not about NOT being afraid is about OVERCOMING it and bravery isnt the absence of fear but action in spite of it#et cetera et cetera#like okay i was kidding when i said i think shed be more powerful than kyle or hal#because theyre both totally overpowered in their own way ofc with hal's willpower abilities at like insane levels and kyle's command of the#emotional spectrum being what it is et cetera#BUT. jess has such an interesting relationship with the ring and BEING a green lantern and its like i want to go deeper with that. like down#to the center of the earth deeper. because i feel like shes a character that would have such a great connection to being a lantern and would#especially be the one to embody the 'overcome great fear' phrase at its core#also like THE RELATIONSHIP SHE HAS TO BEING A LANTERN-#all the lanterns have interesting relationships to the corps or what it means to be a gl but for me jess's is just SOOOOOO compelling and#rich and just. being a lantern saved her life. becoming a lantern GAVE her her life BACK. on multiple levels!!!#like quite literally bc of the fact that volthoom died in her body before she got the ring but like before she became a gl she wasnā€™t living#a life at least not socially. even when she was power ring i still doubt HIGHLY that she even really left the watchtower when not on mission#because like. they glossed over it but the power ring doesnt come off. she was always like that and even with her control over it always a#little primed to blow and i think that's something jess was aware of even if the rest of the jl wasn't as much#bc she like was always reminded of how precarious her power over the power ring could be like it said HORRIBLE things to her all the time!!!#like on power it would be just calling her names like verbal abuse#so even while she had control over the ring it was a tenuous sort of precarious state and she was very aware of that!!!#and i feel like thats what it often comes down to for jess: control. i think its a key part of her character that she desires that sort of#control over herself and her fear due to feeling a lack of it for so long. and THATS why i think that yellow lantern jess has SO much#potential bc it has a huge chance to explore her relationship with the concept of control and harken back to her origin and early days as a#hero.#gosh i went on a tangent here but yeah. LOTS of feelings abt jess#basically a whole meta in the tags tbh#jessica cruz
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lesbiansanemi Ā· 11 months ago
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I need to beat something into a pulp Iā€™m so pissed off
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moe-broey Ā· 11 months ago
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Hmmmm.....
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