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Do you have any recommendations for starting a story? Yours is so good and it really inspires me to try and make one of my own but idk where to start
Hmmm a tough question! I think we all just kinda start and learn as we go? It's the best way tbh.. if you look back at the beginning of most simblr stories they've usually come a long way! Here's a couple tips that I think might be handy tho...
Maybe we could start a thread and everyone could reblog this with their own tips?! 🤩
Decide if you want to build your own lots/sets or not. If you do you'll probs wanna start off with the main places you'll use that're full of personality, like a main characters house or place of work etc. you can always download some neat lots and edit them to your liking if you're not a builder, or maybe even download a whole save file!
Start a character page (or make an intro post for em if you can't be arsed with the technicalities) - not essential but useful for you and the readers to keep track of who's who and maybe state a few facts about them etc.
Start collecting some poses and ideally rename them so they're easy to find! I personally like to add smth like [PETS] or [KISSING] etc to mine (in s4s) in conjunction with twistedmexi's pose finder to make things easier to grab.
If you use reshade/gshade, taking the time to find or create a nice preset will save you a bunch of time editing.
For the love of god if you're gonna make a bunch of extras, try and dress them in maxis clothes/hair.. I'm so SICK of having to redress everyone every time I clear out a bunch of cc skjdksj 🙈 you can always give em an extra, fancy cc outfit for specific scenes on the day but yeah, do yourself a solid where possible to save time/pain in the future. Same goes for lots you don't use often, try and limit the cc you use!
Figure out if you're a planner or not! If you can't manage without a plan it's okay to take some time before starting to figure everything out and get a detailed outline going. If you're more of a pantser (like me!) you can always just get going with a rough idea in mind and see what happens!
If you're gonna go with the flow I'd still recommend creating at least a rough outline, you don't have to stick to it like glue but it'll probs help you stay on track and I wish I'd have done this in the beginning, esp if you're gonna have a plot heavy story.
Characters > plot.. (imo!) like.. you could have a super interesting plot in mind but if no one really knows or cares about your characters it's gonna have a limited impact/amount of interest. They don't even have to be likable lmao
Give your characters some flaws! It's fun and it makes them more relatable.
Start with a small cast - not a complete must but it'll be probably be easier for people to get to know your pixels if they're aren't a million of them right off the bat. You can always add more later.
Try not to shoehorn your characters into situations they wouldn't end up in just to further the plot.. a hard one to explain and mostly based on intuition but if a scene feels boring, out of place or forced, it probably is! aka.. be willing to kill your darlings. Maybe you've already established that your character is poor or smth but have this fun idea of a road trip montage or whatever.. like you can't just give them a car and the money to drive a million miles just cos you HAVE to see that scene y'know? Maybe they're gonna have to hitch hike, get the bus, or take out a loan? Probs a bad example but hopefully you get the idea! It can sometimes be more fun to force your characters into a different situation than you imagined anyway, like maybe they meet someone really neat on the bus and they join the trip, or maybe whoever they borrowed money from gets all pissy when they can't pay em back quick enough etc etc.
Let your characters guide you - sometimes characters talk to us! You could've had a whole storyline planned for them, or a romance of whatever, but when it comes down to it, it just doesn't feel right and that's okay! Let them lead you in a different direction now n' then.
Write for you! (ugh becca stfu with this shit) I know, I know but really.. if you're not having fun, what's the point? Don't write what you think other people want and learn to be okay with cutting ideas/scenes/characters/whatever! that you aren't excited about anymore. It should never feel like a chore to create, and if it starts to feel that way, take a break or change it up!
I feel like this is super rambly and I've missed a million obvious things but my brain is mashed potato rn lmao.. pls feel free to add your own tips in a reblog or a comment - everyone has a different take on things! I think it's really important just to start and see what feels natural tho 🤸♀️🧡
#ranswers#<3333333#story tips#??#idk how to tag this#my bio says it all u kno.. we're winging it here n have been from the start weeeeeee#i just daydream my sims into ✨situations✨ and then create them like 9/10 times#lmaoo
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Modded by @loupy-mongoose.
Jamie Wild was a character originally created as a trainersona more than a decade ago, who gradually evolved into a character all her own and ended up the protagonist of a yet-unpublished Soul Silver Nuzlocke called Shadowed Soul. In recent years, after these many years of building her character and the Pokemon world around her, I've been wanting to make her completely my own, world and all.
Someday I still hope to tell her Nuzlocke story and keep up with her in the Linden Roots world, but here I will be giving an alternate version of that story--Some elements will remain the same or minimally changed, while some changes will be drastic. So both stories will hold their own merit, when comes time to tell them both. :>
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Asks Notice:
I'm having the inbox open only so that people can ask about specific curiosities, and allow for prompt inspiration. This is not an interaction or Role Play blog! I won't say it's impossible, but any asks worded as such will likely not be answered as such, and may not be answered at all. That being said, I do reserve the right to answer as I see fit. XD
For now I will leave anonymous available, but I will turn it off if anyone chooses to act in ill-will or with weird intentions.
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Some notes about this story:
-The setting is the same world as my other story The Matters of Life and Death. So some things, such as staffwyrms and the way magic works, is the same between stories.
-I currently plan to tell it in a slice-of-life manner, probably through mixed means of comic, artworks, answered asks, and potentially writings.
-My aim with this blog and story is to have fun above all else! It's something I feel I shouldn't have to say, but at the same time I also feel I've lost touch with that particular motive. So I'm hoping to remind myself that my art and stories are mine, and are for my entertainment first and foremost.
For those interested in this old tale being made new, welcome! I hope you enjoy the journey! ^w^
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Content warnings under the Read More (To save space.)
WARNINGS LIST FOR THIS BLOG (Subject to updates)
DEATH INJURY/BLOOD VIOLENCE SPIRITUAL/SOUL DISCUSSION. (Not really in a Christian sense, but I'll try to tag it as such if it gets too close.) CHILD ABUSE CHILD NEGLECT CHILD INJURY/ENDANGERMENT CHILD ABANDONMENT
Related Tags to mute if desired:
#TW: Death -- #TW: Injury -- #TW: implied injury -- #TW: Blood -- #TW: Violence -- #TW: Christianity (If it comes up, but I don't expect it to.) -- #TW: Child Abuse -- #TW: Child Neglect -- #TW: Child injury -- #TW: Child Endangerment -- #TW: Child Abandonment
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prompt list for requests!!!
check out my masterlist!
please allow me some time to write them though I promise to get them out as fast as I can within my capabilities! word count will vary for each prompt!
prompt list includes: fluff, suggestive, second chance romance & angst
+ please let me know which genre + no.
+ for angst, please indicate if you want a happy ending or not, or if you would like for me to decide!
full prompt list under cut! check here for all completed req works: #daisymbin: reqs
fluff ⤵️
1. "you look good in my clothes/hoodie/sweater."
2. "you looked cold, so i brought you a blanket/jacket/sweater."
3. "do you wanna come over and watch that movie we always talk about?"
4. "stop stealing my food."
5. "you can stay over if you want."
6. "your hands are freezing—here, take mine."
7. "your laugh is my favorite sound."
8. "why are you hiding behind the door?"
9. "i didn’t mean to fall asleep on your couch."
10. "do you ever think about us like… as more than friends?"
11. "you remembered my favorite drink?"
12. "you can’t fall asleep without your goodnight hug, huh?"
13. "i kept this photo of us—don’t laugh."
14. "oh, so now we’re holding hands?"
15. "you’re my favorite person, you know that?"
16. "how do you look good even in sweatpants?"
17. "you forgot your umbrella, so i came to walk you home."
18. "wait, don’t fall asleep yet."
19. "you can borrow my jacket, but don’t lose it, okay?"
20. "you can braid my hair if you want."
21. "we should bake something together—it’ll be a disaster, but fun."
22. "do you think you could ever love me back?"
23. "you stayed up all night taking care of me?"
24. "you’re the only person who knows how to make me smile like this."
25. "your playlist is basically my soundtrack at this point."
26. "are you… blushing? because of me?"
27. "did you plan this whole day just to make me happy?"
28. "you’ve been carrying that photo of us in your wallet this whole time?"
29. "you’ll always have me, no matter what."
30. "is that my shirt you’re wearing?"
31. "you’re like my personal sunshine."
32. "hold my hand—just until we get there, okay?"
33. "you fell asleep on my shoulder again."
34. "you make my world feel a little brighter."
35. "i know you hate hugs, but i’m giving you one anyway."
36. "i couldn’t imagine my life without you in it."
37. "you brought me flowers? just because?"
38. "stop looking at me like that—it’s unfair."
39. "you talk about me in your sleep, you know?"
40. "i can’t believe you remembered my favorite ice cream flavor."
41. "you’re staring again—what’s on your mind?"
42. "sometimes, i wish time could just freeze when i’m with you."
43. "you’re my home, more than anywhere else."
44. "let’s stay up all night talking, just like we used to."
45. "you really trust me with your secrets, huh?"
46. "you doodled hearts in my notebook again."
47. "did you really save the last piece of cake for me?"
48. "you’re the best part of my day."
49. "what would i do without you?"
50. "you’re my person—always have been, always will be."
suggestive ⤵️
1. "if you keep looking at me like that, i might kiss you."
2. "are you trying to distract me on purpose?"
3. "you’re lucky you’re cute, or i’d be mad right now."
4. "you’re playing a dangerous game, sweetheart."
5. "is that your way of asking me to stay the night?"
6. "you can’t keep teasing me like this."
7. "come closer, i won’t bite—unless you want me to."
8. "you don’t have to pretend to be innocent with me."
9. "your hands feel good on my skin."
10. "you’re thinking about me, aren’t you?"
11. "that’s not what you were saying last night."
12. "stop biting your lip like that, it’s distracting."
13. "don’t act like you don’t know what you’re doing to me."
14. "you’ve been staring at my lips for the past five minutes."
15. "if you keep talking like that, i won’t be able to hold back."
16. "do you have any idea what you do to me?"
17. "come here and let me take care of you."
18. "why don’t we skip the movie and go straight to the good part?"
19. "you’re going to be the death of me, i swear."
20. "you’re not as innocent as you look, are you?"
21. "do you want me to kiss it better?"
22. "your place or mine?"
23. "i didn’t say stop."
24. "you know exactly what you’re doing, don’t you?"
25. "do you trust me?"
26. "if you don’t stop teasing me, i might have to do something about it."
27. "come here, let me help you out of that."
28. "you’ve been on my mind all day."
29. "don’t make promises you can’t keep."
30. "you’re too tempting for your own good."
31. "what are you doing in my bed?"
32. "i think we’d both be more comfortable if you took that off."
33. "you’re cute when you’re flustered."
34. "what if i said i wanted more than just a kiss?"
35. "you have no idea how much i want you right now."
36. "is that a dare?"
37. "you look so good like this."
38. "tell me what you want, and i’ll make it happen."
39. "you’re mine, remember that."
40. "don’t look at me like that unless you mean it."
41. "you’re not as shy as you pretend to be."
42. "i love it when you get all worked up."
43. "keep talking like that and see what happens."
44. "you drive me crazy, you know that?"
45. "you have no idea what you’re doing to me right now."
46. "i’m not sure i can behave if you keep looking at me like that."
47. "let me show you how much i missed you."
48. "is it bad that i like seeing you all flustered?"
49. "you’re the best kind of distraction."
50. "you’re irresistible, and it’s so unfair."
second chance romance ⤵️
1. "do you ever think about what we could’ve been?"
2. "i never stopped loving you."
3. "if i could go back in time, i’d do everything differently."
4. "do you think we could try again?"
5. "i still keep your picture in my wallet."
6. "this place reminds me of us."
7. "do you ever miss me?"
8. "you’re the one that got away."
9. "i can’t stop thinking about what we lost."
10. "i wasn’t ready to let you go."
11. "you always had a piece of my heart."
12. "every song reminds me of you."
13. "it’s been years, and you still feel like home."
14. "i hate that i lost you."
15. "you deserved someone better than me."
16. "you still wear the necklace i gave you?"
17. "i saw you in my dream last night."
18. "we were so close to forever."
19. "do you think we could ever be us again?"
20. "seeing you again feels like a second chance."
21. "i thought i was over you, but then i saw you smile."
22. "you were my first love—you still are."
23. "i thought i’d never see you again."
24. "every road i take somehow leads back to you."
25. "do you remember the promises we made?"
26. "it’s always been you."
27. "i thought i was okay until i saw you with someone else."
28. "why did you have to come back into my life now?"
29. "i wrote you so many letters i never sent."
30. "you’re the only person who ever truly knew me."
31. "i don’t think i ever really moved on."
32. "i kept the gift you gave me."
33. "can we start over?"
34. "it still hurts, seeing you."
35. "i thought leaving was the right choice, but now i’m not so sure."
36. "you’re still the first person i think of when i hear good news."
37. "i was so stupid to let you go."
38. "do you think we could fix what’s broken?"
39. "we ended too soon."
40. "i never wanted anyone else—it was always you."
41. "you’re the reason i came back."
42. "i miss the way you used to look at me."
43. "it feels like i’ve been waiting for you forever."
44. "you used to love me."
45. "i wanted to call, but i didn’t think you’d pick up."
46. "i still dream about you."
47. "do you regret what we had?"
48. "you taught me what love is, and no one else has come close."
49. "it’s not too late for us, is it?"
50. "i still believe we were meant to be."
angst ⤵️
1. "i saw you with them—don’t deny it."
2. "you promised you wouldn’t hurt me."
3. "why didn’t you just tell me?"
4. "i thought i meant something to you."
5. "is that all i am to you?"
6. "you chose them over me."
7. "i don’t know if i can forgive you."
8. "was anything real between us?"
9. "i can’t keep pretending i’m okay."
10. "you don’t trust me, do you?"
11. "do you even love me?"
12. "did you even think about how i would feel?"
13. "don’t act like you care."
14. "you never really loved me, did you?"
15. "i’m not enough for you."
16. "do you even know how much you hurt me?"
17. "please don’t go."
18. "i thought you were different."
19. "it’s too late to fix this."
20. "i wish i could hate you."
21. "you don’t get to walk back into my life like this."
22. "i can’t lose you again."
23. "you broke me."
24. "i waited for you, but you never came."
25. "how could you keep this from me?"
26. "i wish we’d never met."
27. "this isn’t how it was supposed to end."
28. "you always put them first."
29. "stop pretending you care."
30. "i saw you with them—it’s over."
31. "don’t lie to me."
32. "you said you’d never leave."
33. "what about us?"
34. "you made me believe in us."
35. "why am i never enough?"
36. "you could’ve told me."
37. "don’t walk away from me."
38. "it wasn’t supposed to hurt like this."
39. "why are you pushing me away?"
40. "i thought we were forever."
41. "did you ever really love me?"
42. "please don’t make me choose."
43. "how could you think i didn’t care?"
44. "i loved you with everything i had."
45. "you were my everything."
46. "we can’t keep doing this."
47. "saying you're sorry isn’t enough this time."
48. "you knew this would destroy me."
49. "you’re too late."
50. "i hope they’re worth it."
#seventeen imagine#seventeen#svt#svt x reader#seventeen fluff#svt fluff#svt angst#seventeen x reader#seungcheol x reader#jeonghan x reader#joshua x reader#jun x reader#hoshi x reader#soonyoung x reader#wonwoo x reader#woozi x reader#jihoon x reader#seokmin x reader#dk x reader#dokyeom x reader#the8 x reader#minghao x reader#mingyu x reader#seungkwan x reader#dino x reader#lee chan x reader#chan x reader#vernon x reader#hansol x reader#daisymbin: reqs
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🧹Auburn's kitchen witch outfit + details 🧹
#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#oakwood#auburn mae#sorry did you not need 100+ pictures of auburn and her outfit?#I changed my reshade for my oakwood save#so these were my test shots#it's a little more rustic and I really love it!#I have some really fun plans for this save!
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This October Feels a Bit...OFF
Promplist by @/mothscotch 💚
#off#off game#off zacharie#zacharie off#off the batter#bad batter#off enoch#enoch off#off spectre#off spectres#my art#fanart#Starting OFF with this once more hehe#Chances are I won't be able to do the full list; nor do I really plan to; but I wanted to try some reguardless!!#Whenever it comes to promp list I'm a bit intimidated by them so to save myself the stress I don't do them daily if at all#That being said I'd be lying if they weren't fun whenever I do sit down to use them hehe#Also looking for some goretober lists that suit me to practice my hand at the bloody and grotesque#But for now I'm really happy with these simple OFF pieces I have so far!!#Of the joys of fanart creation how I adore you
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well that's just a lie
#ash plays bg3#bg3#gale#gale dekarios#personal#look. im used to the way he looks now. im cool with it. but she shouldnt be!#this was an interesting conversation tho. i know ive been leaning into him following his own ambitions but--#the dialogue options along those lines are becoming a lot more direct in a way that doesnt quite fit with how im playing#the gale that im playing isnt going around pronouncing that he's gonna take over the world (because that's not what he's actually planning)#so im not completely sure how to play this. i saved before so i can go through it a few times to work out what i want to say#(ftr i have no qualms at all about reloading in this game. i dont feel bad in the slightest. im playing this game for fun)#ultimately i dont think it matters too much what i say here unless i choose some really extreme options. which isnt my plan anyway#but it's important to me. im enjoying the roleplay aspect#it's also pretty funny that ive only had one long rest since the one where i fucked the emperor. i should be able to tell her that lmao#like hey yeah a lot's happened since we last spoke#but anyway if you say you're gonna take the crown yourself she says 'if it doesnt crush you i will' which is fun#gonna stick with the 'im not sure' option. and all my companions are saying such nice things to me about it :')#except wyll and jaheira. come on guys#and lae'zel but that's because she's been kidnapped so. rip. should probably make that a priority but i like progressing main quests LAST
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Larchpaw
She/her, 8 moons, cis molly
#Larchpaw#beetleclan#apprentice#clangen#warrior cats oc#kiri’s clangen#warrior#kiri's clangen#Wow i wonder who this mini Berrymurk is. Surely it’s not his one and only daughter#surely him and his daughter don’t have nearly identical sprites save for Larch having a slightly yellower tint and an apprentice pose#But to be so forreal the name Larch is actually really fitting becuase of that becuase larch trees are a conifer that isn’t an evergreen.#their needles turn yellow and fall off in the fall which fits because she’s just a little more yellow than her dad#I also made the pointy parts of her fur point down instead of up like the rest of her family just to show she doesn’t look all that much-#-like her grandma Gravelshock#She’s technically half-clan and her other parent is unknown so I like to think her other parent had droopier fur (though I have no one in-#-particular planned)#Anyways she’s sort of friends/rivals with Swallowpaw (who I’m planning on having as the starting POV for beetleclan) so expect to see and-#-read a lot of her whenever I get to the actual story part#I actually love Larch a lot she’s very cute I’m tempted to do her POV at least sometimes#but Idk#Also I’M FUCKING BACK!!!#can’t say how regular posts will be considering the computer I use to add the border afterwords is Wigging The Fuck Out Constantly and I-#-can barely use it but I’ve got one more cat queued after this at least so there’s that!#I can’t wait to get to the actual story I’m gonna do it in fic form with some illustrations scattered throughout instead of a comic (unless#-I feel like a specific moons needs a comic)#and I think I’ll put in on my AO3 which’ll be fun so yeah. I’m excited to finally get through all these designs hopefully over this summer#and I’m done with hs now so I can continue working on it during this next year because I don’t plan on doing college immediately!! So yeah-#-I’ve got a lot of time on my hands now and I’m excited to get back to Projects!!#I’m thinking of doing commissions on my main too (including warriors/clangen designs) so look out for that if you’re interested
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baldur's gate is going great
#this is a direct screencap redraw smdh#im really worried i accidentally locked myself out of astarions route jkdgkjf#the first time I rested i got the he bites you cut scene but i thought for some reason in order to romance him i had to save halsin first#so i undid the long rest with a save scrub. but it's been two long rests since then and he hasn't bitten me again#I'm so worried the game thinks it happened#all the other companions have tonnes of dialogue options but he never has anything to say :((((#anyway. i have lots of fun little mini drawings with my playthrough planned#blood tw
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Cute stardew valley idea:
If you want to have Junimos on your farm, but don't want to feel bad about what is essentially enslaving them for maximum profit, make a little junimo garden instead!
Place a junimo hut in a little corner or side area, give them some trees and decorations, and then plant some recurring-harvest plants like trellis or bushes, with sprinklers or Deluxe water retaining soil so you don't have to water anything. Then just let them enjoy their little garden and not take any of their harvest. Presto! Cute little junimo garden!
#stardew valley#junimo#like. i think the idea is that the junimos like you enough that they'd like to harvest crops for you#but it really just comes across as manual unpaid labor#unfortunately my orginal save got corrupted so ive had to start over#but i do plan on making a little junimo garden#im sure someone else has thought of this#but its a really cute idea! lil apple guys having a fun time#theres even a mod that makes junimos plant and water too. i think#so you could add that to let the junimos have their own little mini farm!#just give em some seeds and watch them go!#its like having little forest spirits as neighbors
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Everything’s going so normal and okay for Zxar lately btw :) she’s back where she’s meant to be ❤️ she’s happy it’s so good it’s great
#rip halsin and jaheira#jaheira at least died with honor instead of getting taken out while unconscious by orin’s AOEs#i gamed from uhhhhhh like 3 in the afternoon yesterday to fucking 4am. i have an exam tomorrow#i wasn’t planning on becoming evil on zxar…and I backed up my saves to see the alternatives#but wow it’s fun…really really fun…makes me want to go finally finish my swarm playthru#image#bg3#bg3 spoilers#baldur’s gate 3 spoilers#the dark urge#dark urge spoilers#theres not much text but. i think there’s some Stuff shown here
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hello!!! whats your favorite star trek props/costumes? alternatively, favorite outfit janeway wore?
This is an amazing question!
If you're talking in general, there are far too many to list. I find the costuming fascinating, and I often lose the plot cause I'm staring at the details on the clothes and make up. I get caught up on both the subtle outfits and the very intricate details.
Now, for costumes I have tentative plans to make, Time and Again (which will happen this month) and Sacred Ground are some of my favorite Janeway looks. Though, I always get a kick out of it when they outfit her in beige.
Janeway adjacent, I really like the actor costumes in Muse, and I think it would be fun to have some alien prosthetics and a mask/masks on a stick.
Outside of Janeway, I am absolutely obsessed with Jadzia's Klingon opera costume from Looking for par'Mach in All the Wrong Places, and I really want to make it this summer. I've waxed about the Blood Fever rappelling suits before, but I think they are also very fun.
As for props, I tend to like the objects that are commercially with futuristic design. I have a collection of screen accurate mugs, and I'm always on the lookout for more (ahem Janeway's JMJ 350). I think the fish silverware from Voyager's Year of Hell is hilarious.
And for props to make: I made a bat'leth (and a mugato horn?), and might venture into some more of that. I might make a mirror tiled bat'leth just for the hell of it.
#i don't know if you were asking about costumes in general or costume plans but heres a little bit of both#honestly i like whatever they put janeway in#I really really love the costuming and want to deep dive into so much more of it#Jadzia's Past Tense/Bell Riots look was so much work but very fun#Need to like tap into some savings or something for that Jadzia klingon look though#I also unironically want to do a full threshold mutant tom paris cause it would be so fun#I might also need to make a trio of threshold babes#I also think d'erika and a andorian like tarah would be great#I actually have so many more thoughts on this#my actual dream costume list is very long#def want to explore the prosthetics side a bit more too#probably much more information than anyone is remotely interested in#heavily voyager leaning but i have some ds9 ones too#like VEDEK WINN!#I wanna be an opera house#had to take a break from booping to think about this for a bit#and some TNG LWD PRO#actually a lot of Prodigy#they would be very involved to make so gotta knock out some easier ones to build confidence first#cosplay#asks#star trek
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bad wolf soda <3
#level of obsession reached where i zoom in on screenshots to see what shes reading#p sure that says kierkegaard in white but thats as far as im getting#'first existentialist philosopher'#okay i really gotta find out what the fuck existentialism really means now bc carmilla seems to like it#'related to the meaning purpose and value of human existence.#Common concepts in existentialist thought include existential crisis dread#and anxiety in the face of an absurd world and free will as well as authenticity courage and virtue.'#SCREAM OKAY I SEE I SEE#kierkegaard beauvoir sartre nietzsche camus yep p sure those all get mentioned#okay this is fun#kierkegaard was like an existentialist before the word and hes from the first half of the 19th century#dont know if you can call vampires contemporaries of people bc....immortal. but carmilla was a contemporary of him#technically#and then when existentialism gets named halfway the 20th century carmilla has just escaped her blood coffin punishment#and so shes alone for a little bit without direction. perhaps free or perhaps waiting for mother to show up again#it's fun that existentialism seems sort of to be abt there being a choice abt who you want to be#that youre not defined by an essence. that What You Are is not defined pre what you do#so you can shape yourself#it's interesting the tension between that belief and the position carmilla is in. no wonder theres self-loathing#but also! she starts resisting the What She Is that is imposed on her. after 1945. starts sabotaging plans#i gotta go download some books#'ive got a talk i wanna catch on goethe' hang on im googling#1749-1832 she lived through that too#oh right faust and young werther i know of those#'Goethe admitted that he 'shot his hero to save himself' a reference to Goethe's near-suicidal obsession for a young woman a passion he que#relatable#god theres so much to read in the world and i have not read any of it#carmillaposting#i wonder what she'd write her dissertation about
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Sorry I keep updating at like. midnight. I honestly dont have an excuse besides i go to work and i get home and i'm tired fghsdajk
Gonna take me a little while to get into the swing of this. I've never done an askblog like this before (though I have hosted... technically 3 in the past? (EDIT: no, 4 actually.) But never like this, and none of them went anywhere), so trying to get into the swing of it has been weird.
Glad people seem to be enjoying it, though! I had no idea it'd take off like this, aha. Hopefully I can get a bit more consistent and stop uploading at 2 AM, lol.
That said, I don't know what my schedule's gonna be (if I even start one). So if there's a couple days where I don't upload, it's not because I abandoned the AU or anything, it's probably just because I'm busy IRL.
Feel free to keep sending in asks even if I'm not online! I've already got a lot of really good ones sitting there that I'm gonna hold onto for a bit (for. reasons).
This has been really fun so far, and I hope everyone's having fun, too! Just bear with me while I figure this out. I'm hoping to get out a ref of [ERROR] soon, and also stop calling him that soon, but getting into character is proving to be a challenge when you do it on and off like this. But that's never stopped me before and it won't now. Like I said, this has been fun so far!
That said, if anyone has any suggestions on a meta level, I'm all ears. I realize now that I've run into this basically blind, so even though I did a couple week's worth of preparation in advance for this blog, I'm also still floundering a bit. Learning more every day, though! And I'm hoping I can pick up the pace soon as well. After Day 1's rapidfire replies, going at a more leisurely pace feels really slow, and I both wanna fix that but also don't know how because, like I said, I keep uploading at midnight gfdshjk
TL;DR I'm working on it dw lol
-Mod Dimonds
#dimond speaks#ooc#i have many plans for this au and i've realized that figuring out how to connect the dots to get us there is the hard part#i'm used to writing fanfic where i as a writer would be able to brainstorm a way to connect those pieces#but since i've decided to host this as an askblog instead a part of that control has been taken away from me#it's like im DMing D&D instead of what i'm used to#which i don't mind- like i said i'm having fun- it's just a huge change from the norm on my end#and i don't wanna make the story twist unnaturally in a different direction because i want one thing and the askers want another#but on the other hand to there is a story here i want to tell#so finding the balance is gonna be hard#but i think it'll also be really fun#at best i'll write a story i'm proud of and people can be along for the ride and we'll all have a good time#and at worst? Day 1 was fucking awesome and one of my favorite memories of being in this fandom#so even if this thing crashes and burns i'll always have that to hold on to#so basically just thank you for reading. both my lil blurb here and the au in general#like seriously i cannot thank you enough for wanting to see where this goes#and something i'm super proud of so far is that everyone's brought their thinking caps too!#i have at least 6 asks sitting in here that i'm saving for later#which is literally half the inbox!#i do wanna state here (in the tags shhh) that i have some massive plans for this au#so the fact that everyone's thinking critically about it has made me really giddy#so proud of this classroom everyone gets A+s for the day /lh#OH ALSO Day 1 here just means the first day the AU was live. this au will be counted in in-story days so i wanna state that now#uhh i dont know how to end this. just... thank you so much for reading.#ily guys i can't wait to keep going and more frequently once i find my footing
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oh yea i forgot to tell my tumblr girlies that i finished rod's route today which means i'm officially done with playing lisa for now ! i dont really feel like doing joyed route variants [too much branching for me. also i beat hardest rider on pain mode first try so it would be. so easy] and i got all 5 joyless endings so that's satisfying enough for me :]
#i missed some items here and there in my playthroughs but thats alright <3#my goal was all joyless endings and i didnt rly have anything planned after that#i still have my sportsdome pre route save in case i wanna do any of the joyed route variants#also the legendary 50 jerky save in case i wanna try fighting hard rider with cyclops#maybe not now since i have some other games i wanna try but who knows !!#overall. absolutely INCREDIBLE game im so impressed with how much content they stuffed in a free rpgmaker fangame#the difficulty level is just right to give you a challenge and not keep you bored while still being very manageable-#-even without the best items. pain mode is a bit more of a challenge#but once you get a hang of it and manage your party well it becomes really really fun !!!#cant say thats the case for the regular pain mode routes but rods route was incredibly fun#overall i had SO MUCH fun with this game i am so so excited to start the painful when i get it for my bday#AND the joyful as well !!#also i saw that theres a mod putting rods gang in the joyful instead of buddy and when i finish the joyful i REALLY need to try it#overall. good gaem. 11/10. one of the best ones ive played
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*elmo fire* ok deleted basket of everything and mod fixer and installed script extender and it seems like Vanora's playthrough is working now! i had to use a couple of saves back but i was finally able to turn in Nere's head, so now i think i just need to go back to the creche/ monastery and a) figure out the blood of lathander (maybe? i know it's a powerful weapon but also it's a side quest sooo), orpheus (can't do because i failed the persuasion check earlier with the githyanki kid xD. whompwhomp i didn't realise it was considered part of the personal questline at that point because the quest hadn't actually triggered for me), and figure out what i'm doing wrong/ failing to trigger with the captain so that i can bring lae'zel to the investigator. and then i think i'll be done with act one? finally? i feel like i should be higher level for this all (i'm level 6) but idk what else to do really :/
#quilleth plays games#quilleth play's baldur's gate#the real test would be booting faolan's file back up#since none of the mods i've actually used for vanora said mod fixer was required#but they did for faolan xD#but i mostly made a file for him just to make him in the pretty cc so i'm not going to be sad about it#if i do need to toss that one completely. because i don't actually plan to play really#it would be good to know if it still works though for making new saves or my other existing non modded chars#because i might have to be like ok new character that is specifically there to romance gale#because i didn't plan to romance anyone with vanora since it's not really her story which was the point#of me playing her as some kind of tutorial mode xD#but i am now like *eyes emoji* at the romances sooooo...#i could play my warlock on his route but idk. kind of feel like durge could be fun. lots of trauma and whatnot :3
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thinking.... if i pick up the borealis’ again gen 3 could be ready for the infant update and new pack by the time they come out....
#given my track record mods would be fixed and hairs would be recolored by the time i get there too#everything i do is deliberate.....#the only thing thats been holding me back from playing them is its about to be a 9 sim household#thats so scary i can barely handle anything over 4#the younger twins have grown on me but they really threw a wrench in my plans...#i mean i didnt have any actual plans there's just too many sims now#i miss them though also the gen 3 spouse has been sitting in my library for months i need to let them out!!!!!#also waffling over keeping healthcare redux in for their save.. at least for now#bc there's so many sims and what if they all get some sort of sickness then thats another thing i have to keep track of....#but that mod has been fun in my test save#one of the kids has diabetes and now i can put the little dexcom on her :)#not to make diabetes sound fun and quirky but its in interesting coincidence they added that#fun fact: my old cat had diabetes and i had to give him insulin#this got out of hand omfg im delirious bye#court rambles
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