#I have no control over this whatsoever
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writerfae · 2 years ago
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Actually I don’t go out looking for inspiration for my story. Inspiration just randomly hits me in the face at all times whenever I look at something that I think is even remotely cool. Hope this helps.
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angelnumber27 · 6 months ago
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violently forcing myself to have better days
#everyone’s different and this isn’t true for everybody of course:#but a lot of the time we have more control over things than we can see in a difficult moment#like for example#a negative thought is inevitable and not something you can just stop. however you CAN decide from there how you let it effect you#it’s way easier said than done but you genuinely can be like hey I’m going to have a good day today#I like to set my intentions for the day and not allow my trauma nightmares to dictate how my whole day goes#but in order to do that I have to consciously decide that I deserve better and then create that for myself#does this make sense?#do things you know you enjoy/ things that make you feel better. take care of yourself. create little healthy routines to do each day#even if it’s just for 5 or 10 minutes#you have to act to make a genuine positive change in your life and circumstances#tried to say this as well as I could but I struggle w articulating exactly what I mean#like my thoughts are too complex to translate into words#anyways though I just wanted to add this- this post is not to make anybody feel bad whatsoever.#if you struggle with certain disorders and such it genuinely might be close to impossible for you to actually be able to have that control#and that’s okay. it doesn’t make you any less of a person and it is not your fault that you experience those difficulties#I just wanted to remind people that it is possible to control certain aspects of your life and it is possible to snap yourself out of it#I know I need to remember this as often as I can#that’s why I shared it#I hope this makes sense I do not know if it does lmao#(the tags)#my thoughts are so jumbled up. idk what other word to use lmao
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yesloulou · 5 months ago
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thank you for being so positive throughout this whole saga (not me acting like it’s over lmao)💖 this was the first race I’ve actually been super anxious about but everything worked out. I will be back when [redacted]. but anyway you’ve been the best vibes💖💖
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honestly no matter what happens (it's probably already happened ;) this is thee best way to enter summer break. glad to know i was able to be a source of positivity for you!!
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a-neru-neru · 7 months ago
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more old backlogged capitaru.
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industrations · 2 years ago
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New pf pic 🫡 don’t forget about me
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dirtychainsawconfessions · 10 months ago
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we all know how bubba is when he's horny, but I was thinking, how yall think nubbins would act?
I personally think he'd be drooling and shaking like a feral animal trying to control himself
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yvesolade · 6 months ago
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my brain is perhaps more broken that it has ever been . I accomplish like 0.75 tasks every day. I send one email . I replace the bin bags but don't take the bins out . I half load the dishwasher . I send one email
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somecunttookmyurl · 1 year ago
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my body alert me to having an entirely full bladder with more than 30s warning challenge (impossible)
#it! is! so! annoying! just! be! normal! *screams*#genuinely i did piss myself as a kid a LOT until i was like. 10. no lie.#bc i would not know - at all! no inclination whatsoever! if i went anyway nothing would come out! - i needed to pee#until we hit 'you are going to piss yourself immediately'#just 0 to 100 in 0.35 seconds#and i did not have the control or muscle strength or whatever to not just. piss myself if i wasnt in immediate reach of a bathroom#i went though two. years. of 'bladder retraining' therapy#which is MEANT to retune you into signals or whatever so you know you need to pee with a fucking resonable amount of warning#spoiler: it did not do this#it did not improve the signalling at all whatsoever#what it DID do was develop the necessary strength and control to become doubled over with sudden OH GOD RIGHT NOW pee pain#BUT be able to hold it off for 5-10 min if necessary#which to the adults around me was a success bc it looked like i knew how to pee properly now#i don't. i just know how to NOT pee MYSELF and make it embarrassing. difference.#look man i'm 33 presumably there will literally never be a point in my life where i will know 'oh i kinda need to pee' an hour before#i will always be playing Highway To The Danger Zone every day forever#i just live like this#CHRIST it's so FUCKING annoying though#i mean this applies to all functions i have no internal signalling for anything until it is Super Right Now Urgent#my body notify me of anything at all ever challenge (impossible)#god if this aint the most annoying one though
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grmpgm · 8 months ago
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ok executive dysfunction is kind of ruining my life actually
#i have an incredibly time-consuming project i NEED to finish and i genuinely don’t know if i can#i’ve started which is good but i’m horrifically behind where i need to be and i’m just so overwhelmed#i technically have enough time to finish it i think? but it’s my final project so i literally cannot miss this deadline#my professor is really cool + likes me but it’s already been so long w/out me bringing it up#and wtf am i supposed to say? yeah. i WANTED to work on it. i just chose not to????? like wtf#it’s just so humiliating and i’m so behind i don’t know wtf i’m gonna do#it’s worse bc it’s an animation and it’s gg related and i really really wanted this to be good and i wanted things to be different this time#kind of funny bc i’m actually mid getting an adhd diagnosis rn but it’s just so fucking awful because i do this constantly#it fucking sucks so much i feel so helpless and i don’t know wtf is wrong with me. i’m so tired of letting everyone down constantly#it’s so bad rn i literally cannot do anything. it’s humiliating like WHY can’t i just be a functional normal person#it fucking SUCKS because i KNOW if i had any self control or work ethic whatsoever i could be really fucking successful but i don’t.#so i won’t be i guess.#and i KNOW it’s tied into a bunch of different stuff too but like gd i DO NOT care i just want to be functional#worst case scenario i have an A in the class so if i completely blow it i’ll at least pass? hopefully?#i might be able to talk my prof into an extended deadline but it’s so embarrassing bc i didn’t need one in the first place.#i have literally no excuses#it just makes me so upset because i just keep doing this over and over and i don’t know how to stop it or how to get better#and LOL sorry for posting this here i just feel weird talking to anyone personally about this (+ currently avoiding responding to messages!)#it’s just like. man if i can’t get a fucking grip i will literally waste my entire life. Oh Well! LOL
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janiedean · 1 year ago
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will get to all your lovely replies asap but for now let me get down the mood with my usual
fuck but i really do hate this month and everything it represents or better the fact that each single year it gets just more miserable
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univiresque · 1 year ago
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i think that like… the host by bong joon ho should be required reading (watching) for dungeon meshi fans. not out of a disrespect for dunmeshi lovers bc it really is so so good i just think that if you liked dunmeshi the host is something with like similarly important themes of eating and being hungry and survival. i am not a guy who watches movies often so maybe this sounds a little hollow but like the host by bong joon ho is like. one of the best films ever maybe. unparalleled
#if you read dungeon meshi you also likely will not find the gore and monster and all too big a hurdle to clear as well#not that it’s even really a monster in the classic way. i think about that thing so often it’s so interesting and it’s a beautiful creature#horrific sure but well. beautiful nonetheless. in the way nature is horrifying yet beautiful at times#and i think it is really wonderful how the creature is given dignity. you know? the creature is not the actual monster of the film. it sl#simply a byproduct of cruelty and a disregard for any life whatsoever including humans by the american military.#the creature has as much right to live as everyone else. the creature is simply hungry. but so is everyone else and so too does everyone#else have the right to live. and so the creature dies. as it must. but it was never so different from anything else#it is not the fault of the creature that it was born and it is not the fault of the creature that it is used as a way for the us government#to meddle in the affairs of another country and exert control over it. the creature simply lives a#and the creature simply dies.#god what a good movie. i love you gwoemul#also the creature is not actually that large a part of the movie like i think there is far more analysis to be done of the situation#surrounding the creature than there is analysis of the creature itself. but i think about the creature the most often. and what it#represents and again the dignity they give it. it is something other monster movies simply do not allow their beasts.
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eldritchqueerture · 1 year ago
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i hate people in power who scheme and manipulate and use vulnerable families looking for safety for their own fucking ends
and i can rage and scream and cry, and rant to you guys all i want and it doesnt matter. far more important people can make works of art to convey complicated and nuanced ideas and none of it is going to matter. the world is always complicated and difficult decisions do have to be made but on god we should never, ever forget to have basic fucking compassion
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bloodystray · 7 months ago
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munofmanyminds · 9 months ago
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Closed starter for @libraryofdesire based loosely off of this and #6 in this
The job was to remove her from the picture. A simple enough task, really; kill the girl and get paid. What she'd done to deserve that fate, he didn't know - and he didn't really care. Whether she'd stumbled onto something she shouldn't have, had slept with the wrong guy or whatever else might motivate someone to put out a hit on her, it was inconsequential. What wasn't though, was the fact that she looked downright edible in her little nightgown, fast asleep with her duvet tugged between her legs. So he'd decided not to kill her... for now.
Instead, Luke had drugged the poor girl in her sleep, methodically extracting her form her life and into his little corner of hell. She'd wake up in a cage. Tall enough for her to stand, wide enough for her to even walk a few paces. She was on a cot against one side of the cage, wearing only the slip she'd worn to bed the night before. Above her hung a single, naked bulb, dispersing light into an otherwise dark and empty room. Well, empty save for the male seated comfortably on a chair outside the cage, one foot propped the bars of her cage as he eyed her. A knife in one hand, the tip pressing into the arm rest of the chair, Luke's lips curled into a sinister smile. "Good morning, sunshine."
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mychlapci · 1 year ago
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girls will turn on transformers prime season 1 episode 4 darkness rising (part 4) an they will go timestamp 00:07:45 and watch one of the most eerie and weirdly haunting scenes in all of animated trasformers media
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pechebeche · 1 year ago
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this course is so funny sometimes. they go "heres what a game engine is! think carefully about what engine you should use for your final project" two months after we started work on our final project
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