#I have for- idk- like 4 months
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I donāt think I should be allowed to move out lol
#*Patiently waits for this post to get old enough so I can vent in the tags* ( Ā· ā Ö ā)#I NEED MY COMMUNITY TO BE APPROVED SO I CAN VENT WITHOUT BOTHERING ANYONE PLS#Edit: Kay vent time :3#ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦#*looooonggggggg sigh*#I canāt live alone bc the second Iām alone Iām going to do things I know I shouldnāt.#I am very well aware these things are bad but I want to so badly :(#I have for- idk- like 4 months#And I keep thinking āoh youāre just feeling angsty rn itāll go awayā and it hasnt#I wish I never began to feel this way#I very much so think it is my eating disorder#Malnutrition is getting to me I think#Lol im not malnourished im just a dramatic baby#(Says while she eats one meal a day at best)#I wanna go back to being able to not eat for four days and no one noticing >:l#i think I can get out of dinner#Dad said āeat when you wantā so when he gets home Iāll say I had some chicken nuggets or smth#Weāre also going to the pool tn so Iāll be burning a good amount of calories:3 edit: nvm no swimming :((#I think thatās all for now :D#š¾#tw disordered thoughts#tw sh implied#tw sh destructive behaviour
4 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
GLORY TO THE RISEN GODS
#everyone is obsessing over the new companions meanwhile me:#and yeah i drew these based off 3 dimly lit screenshots so they're probably inaccurate. do i care? no!<3#my art#dragon age#dragon age 4#dragon age the veilguard#da:tv#what is the correct tag. idk#evanuris#ghilan'nain#elgar'nan#<- i hope :)#alongside the egg on this game's roster of antagonists we have: eldritch horror lesbian and evil divorced father#absolutely obsessed with them#man they scene where they come out of the fade from behind solas has been replaying in my head nonstop since i saw it#also just wanted to point out that they said on the q&a that all ancient elves eventually go bald. but elgar'nan actually has hair in the#closeup. therefore i honestly think it's a skill issue on solas' part#also no one pay attention to the fact that i haven't posted art in like 5 months lol <3
5K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
a glass sun 1/2
#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
1K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
since manfred is learning to read (+ speak), and spite/cole both like being read to, i thought it only made sense theyd have a little unofficial book club :) unfortunately some picks are more... ahem... educational... than others >_>
#my arts#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dav#datv#da4#dragon age 4#veilguard#the veilguard#spite dragon age#dragon age spite#manfred dragon age#dragon age manfred#manfred the skeleton#cole dragon age#dragon age cole#cole the spirit of compassion#emmrich volkarin#dragon age veilguard spoilers#i guess?? to be safe. idk when to stop tagging that :P#i had the first/main piece finished like a month or so ago but wanted to draw the comic and got busy w holidays. but back now YAYYY#first time drawing emmrich for real! he is fun to draw :D even tho his outfit is a PAIN. peepaw serving but at what cost#also the convo was meant to reference that varric/cole banter about his next book. they never say what its a sequel to but#since jevlan dies near the end of hard in hightown AND varric is supposed to have been writing the sequel i made an executive decision lol
290 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
"Let's fix this drawing" *redraw the whole thing*
#star wars#star wars fanart#star wars the clone wars#star wars rex#wip or finished?#no one knows#sorry for the spam#I disappear a week and come back with *nothing*#But don't complain you're lucky#meanwhile my twitt is without content since a month#Cause I'm battling with illustrations V_v#anyway I went hiking with friends#we end up getting lost and having to go through like a feet of mud#a river#and 4 hours of walking#And my body took it well wtf like zero cramp#But then two days after I think I may have gotten a cold#so idk#still pushed to the gym#tho ofc it's summer now so they are much people#and BOI lemme tell you#for a city were half the population is right-wing elderly#the only people I see at my park are doing handstand on bars or whatever high level jedi sh*t#or maybe it's the only good streetpark at miles around so cool people can only go there#and me a shy potato with my cat-ears headphones and messy hair#anyway#that's it for my life.#good night#or I will redraw his face AGAIN#TAT
1K notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
275 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
antoine + Ć©toiles insane moments for ur consideration :] @etoilesbienne @icockeatpanda @jahanmp4
eng transcript below:
[Video Transcript:
(First clip plays.)
Antoine: Look at whatās written in the heart, dude.
Etoiles: Holy shit, itās you and me, dude!
Antoine: Oh yeah, A + E, dude
(overlapping) Etoiles: Antoine and Etoiles. Dude, holy shiiiit
Etoiles: Hey all that is destiny, dude
Antoine: Iām the one who did it in the hopes of stumbling across it on Geoguessr one day
Etoiles: Fuck, and after all these years youāve finally realised your objective
Antoine: And yeah, dudeā¦.
Etoiles: peepoShy, as we say
(Second clip plays.)
Etoiles: Where are you, Antoine?
Antoine: Iām onā Iām on the blue level of the TDM (Tour de Merde)
Etoiles: Where are you, darling? Iām coming
Antoine: The blue level of the TDM
Florence: No but heās horny, Rayou, tonight
Bagz: But Rayouā he arrivedā he arrived (to the stream) saying, āIām exhaustedā, and heās really in shape!
Antoine: He just wants to fuck, Rayou, tonight. He wants to fuck so badly tonight
Etoiles: But I said ādarlingā!
(overlapping) Bagz: In āJust Fuckingā (as a Twitch stream category)
Etoiles: No but I hate you all, bro
(Third clip plays.)
Antoine: I want to vape but I canāt
Etoiles: Vape my ass, dude
Antoine: Wow, what the fuck? Whatā
(Fourth clip plays.)
Etoiles: Well I donāt know what my favourite party is, is it the one where we played the capitals game? Orā
Antoine: Or the one where I sucked you off? Oh, no, sorry. No, you were saying? Yeah
Etoiles: That oneā that one was crazy
(overlapping) Antoine: Sorry, my bad
(Fifth clip plays.)
Etoiles: Antoine I just looked at the camera, youāre incredibly handsome, dude
Antoine: Really?
Etoiles: Yeah. You have a cool look about you
Zerator: You mean, as opposed to normal?
Etoiles: Yeah, because usually youāre disgusting but here, honestlyā¦ I find you very fuckable tonight
Antoine: Well, thanks so much dude
(Sixth clip plays.)
Etoiles: Me, Iāve never cried. The only time Iāve had water on my face is when Iāve showered
Antoine: When I performed a facial on you too, no?
Florence: Oh nooooo. No but I respect it, you guys do what you want
Etoiles: Actually itās not water itās sperm
Antoine: In sperm thereās water, dude
(Cuts to a later portion of the same stream.)
Etoiles: Yāknow youāre only gross with me, with your other friends you donāt make jokes like that
Antoine: Thatās true. I donāt know why Iām like this with you. Maybe I should be asking myself questions, bro. I donāt know!
end Video Transcript.]
#etoiles#antoine daniel#Ć©toiles#jay clips#couldnāt quite match the power of āvapote-moi le culā in the eng translation my bad#also āchouchouā has such a particular energy idk if darling matches it quite wellā¦. ah well#probably a p1 . i meant this to be longer but i started this aaaages ago and any extra clips i had in mind for use i have now forgotten#but as i get back into watching them more iām sure iāll find enough content for a p2 lmao#like a month ago they and some others had an absolutely insane bit about sausages and sperm so . yknow . itās still going strong#i probably shouldnāt main tag this qsmp . but it would be funny#these clips were taken from etoilesā main channel antoineās best of channel and both of their vods channels . hmu if u want the exact video#i will attempt to find em again#OH one was taken from a clips channel i think i would also have to go looking 4 that#insuline & nicotine
270 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
My comic is so pretty...
The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!
#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two#which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4#so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn#the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely#its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time#cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that#52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me#i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me#where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work#thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension#me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again#ttawebcomic#comic panels#hiatus stuff#adam and steve
155 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
At long last,
I have them all
#pokemon#pokemas#submas#subway boss ingo#ingo#subway boss emmet#emmet#ignore the fact my SS Ingo is 1/5 SSLear took the candies ok#it was worth it#i just have to wait for like idk 4 months max#also my ingo is 5/5 now prepping him for super awakening cus that buff was EXACTLY what i wanted for his expansion#But nnoooooo 5/5 vigilance š¤”š¤”š¤”#anyway sand propulsion and extension I WIN! sync burst is nice too less MPR reliant#kazu rambles
141 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
Hey remember when gay marriage was legalised and it felt like things were finally moving forward?
#I mean I wouldn't have remembered when it was legalised in the US#But I was 13 when it was legalised in the UK and still but an egg#But idk. It changed something in me. It made me feel safe. Like the world was getting better.#I wish kids now got to have that but instead they're getting the exact opposite#I did die roughly 4 months later however so maybe hell is real actually and I didn't come back idk
78 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
one year of my life grinding to a fucking halt because of frog . because of that damn frog
#i put 12 here but it does not in anyway correlate to months#the first one isnt even from this year#i didnt have any in june/july so theres like 4 diff ones from september#um#but idk#ppl were making posts and i am a follower n a sheep#also look at my frogs#anyway but u can see some kinda progression .? maybe ? i hope#hehe idk#:-)#happy 2004 giys....#posts by me dot com
57 notes
Ā·
View notes
Note
Heyy totally weird question and having never experienced a long term relationship before this is really coming just from a place of curiosity, I'm deeply sorry if I'm stepping over a line. Did your ex boyfriend change as a person as time went by, because I remember loving your posts about him, and everything seemed wonderful and adorable about your dynamic, thinking that even if these complete strangers to me break up one day it will be full of mutual respect and understanding. Can a person really change up like that? Like were there ever any signs that he is a douchebag capable of breaking things of over a text and anything else that he's done or was he never actually like that and a "change" happend over night?
I am not at all probing into your life, please don't think that, nor am I asking for some kind of explanation no, just curious about someone turn up to be a complete douchebag at the end
i mean yea there were signs, generally when youre dating someone in the beginning things seem fine and dandy and then it all falls apart later. most of the problems stemmed from the fact that he broke a lot of bad habits and then gained them back. we were also pretty young and in that weird limbo stage of life where youre figuring out what the fuck you want to do and when youre in that area of life (college) things can change very quickly and you can very quickly realize that you are not as perfect for someone as you once thought.
actually though we were decently mature towards the end of it and knew it was falling apart and were like okay when the time comes we will be respectful and this will be mutual and likely we will remain friends (cause we did get along pretty well, there were just a lot of logistics that were not working) and then he decided to dump me over text (which he didnt really realize he was doing? he thought it was a break he was proposing but he worded it so badly that i was like um no this is a breakup. goodbye. then he tried to be like oh no no no we are still good for eachother! so even though he definitely started it i finished it) and all respect was lost
tho despite all that crap i dont regret it, there was a lot of fun, learned a lot about myself and most importantly learned what it does feel like to be in love. its not my fault it didnt work out, there was a lot of stuff that i was aware of at the beginning that would make it challenging and i knew it wasnt going to last forever, but while it was good it was definitely good.
#also i kinda prefer that we broke up over text weirdly because the last time i saw him in person we did have a good day#like it ended well and then all fell apart a week later#and i havent seen him since#it was very complicated#tldr of the 2.5 years about almost 2 of it was good the back end was god awful#idk how else to explain it#i knew the minute it was over subconsciously but didnt do anything about it for a solid 4 more months so dont do that ??#not a tag#from saph
120 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
šøš¦
Soooā¦KlavRyan/KlavDar/DaryKlav????
#ace attorney#klavier gavin#daryan crescend#KlavRyan#KlavDar#DaryKlav#my art#I know every ship has multiple names and I just got here but whatās the go to ship name???#thereās like 6 of us and weāre all saying different things help lmao#ANYWAYS SURPRISE!!!#idk just the fact Iāve posted nothing but Ben Baro for almost a month and then I just hit yall with KlavDar out of NOWHERE#itās super funny to me#I actually liked them before I rediscovered Ben Baro š
but I had no idea how to find more content of them#and itās even more funny bc I forgot Daryan existed and I never really cared for Klavier either#but boy do I sure think about them together!!!#it was that line that Klavier said in 4-3 that got me here#went something along the lines of#āAt times like these I really wish you where here Daryanā#FUCKING BROKE ME LOCKED ME THE FUCK IN#so ofc I referenced that line here š¤#I love their vibes#I have multiple dynamics in mind for them#like Daryan having a one sided crush#or a werid complicated relationship where Daryans all in but Klavier just wonāt commit and is just unsure about it and kinda toxic too#could also be a they dated and broke it off but remained friends#which I like#I wish Daryan had a Mohawk insteadā¦.bbygirl what are you DOING#anyways fuck a characterās popular ship I WANT TRAGIC BEST FRIENDS#COUGH Ben/Baro COUGH KlavDar COUGH ClayPollo
46 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
28 October / I think itās gonna be okay guys !
#IM GONNA REGRET POSTING MY INSANELY SLEEP DEPRIVED MUG#but this way yāall can experience the glow up with me over the next 4 months#plus only like 7 of yāall will see this atp anywayaasss so im still faceless on my Main heheheeeee#Btw my hair is naturally curly and I swear the shitty fringe I cut the other day looks better on my curly hair LMAO#but I randomly straightened it today#also usually have a septum piercing but Iām going through a phase where I want it gone LolLl itāll b back likely#itās literally still in my nose rn just hiding#proof I went outside !!#october#24 DAYS LEFT BEING 24 TOMORROW HELP#idk y I thought posting face reveal gonna make yāall hate me but oh well#probs bc I been in my flop era too long and im projectingg#also period rn makin me feel so gross but idgaf imma try get back into life#ahahahahahaahaha y m I posting my crusty ass rn idk im silly#also the more I look at these pics the more I hated myself so Iām never gonna look again LOLol#someone make me quit yappin arghhhkfbthtn#ily#hope ur day is slaying#YAKULTII
80 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
and stalling only goes so far when you've got a head start
#nobody talk to me i am so fucking IN AGONY#HEAD IN HANDS. AT LEAST SOME PEOPLE CAN BE HAPPY???????#jinx#jinx arcane#powder#powder arcane#arcane#arcane spoilers#im afraid i have to admit guys i just stopped watching after this episode. it was so fucking (bitter) sweet and by far the happiest#i've ever been post-arcane-episode#god!!!!!!! i don't want to ruin the high!!!! and i don't want to see everyone start fucking suffering for their lives again !!!!!#in my defense i finished at like 8 am after not sleeping all night so. i was also tired. but now after waking up#i just don't want to continue Even More o777#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#idk how fast people usually watch episodes so i'm mass tagging even more than usual#god fucking. aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#time taken on this like 3-4 hrs#in my current state of mind (completely off my rocker abt this show) i can probably fuel like Months worth of fanart#from just this one episode. sooooo what if i just never watched the rest fhhggggskfjnfnfnfndjsjd#nah i know i'm gonna end up watching it. eventually. soon probably but idk how soon. anyways. peace out guys. live laugh love ššššš#my art#the funny thing about this is that i drew it facing the opposite way and then flipped it to check and never. flipped it back.#uhhhhh. don't worry about it
44 notes
Ā·
View notes
Text
happy prid month
Ik this is a het ship but I like to imagine Hanako's 1960s ass listening to she likes a boy and relating to it bc yashiro likes teru and does not know what a lesbian is
Anyways so yashiro explains the entirety of the lgbtq community to him and he becomes the biggest ally ever
#Uhhh pls tell me someone hasn't already done this#drawing every day in pried month challenge started 15 minutes ago#I have like 4 unfinished WIPs and its unsettling#toilet bound hanako kun#jibaku shounen hanako kun#yashiro nene#nene yashiro#hanako kun#hanako#tbhk#jshk#pride month meme#my art#pride month#Haven't sleept im 27 hours :(#art#tbhk fanart#hananene#Kinda???#Idk this is the pinnacle of a relationship
112 notes
Ā·
View notes