#I have a useless degree
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I’m an equal distance from 20 as I am to 30 rn, and while I know 30 isn’t very old it still feels scary. I’ve been an adult for 7 years and have nothing to show for it besides a string of bad decisions and wasted time.
#I have a useless degree#still live in my dads house#currently unemployed#what am I even doing#like I’m going back to school in the fall to complete my bachelors so I can have a slightly less useless degree#since a bachelors opens doors that an associates degree does not#what am I doing#never been in a serious relationship#never lived on my own#don’t have a car#spent 7 years to decide on a careeer path and I’m still not sure about it
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I think people forget that I moonlight as a historian and I'm fluent in two dead languages
#dispatches#original content? on this blog?#kiri rambles#discourse related#in light of recent events#no I'm not telling you which ones#I'm not just an ass on the internet and your local explosives expert#I have a useless degree#I use it to make things and cook weird dishes
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I read svsss and I really liked the way they didn't communicate, nobody does it like them <3
#my stuff#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#i have been absent from tumblr to finish my useless masters degree and the whole UI changed in the meantime what is thiss#blood tw
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some business to take care of
#i was tempted to caption this as she was a skater boy and she was also another skater boy but#duck scribbles#midoyuzu#enstars#whats up guys im being embarrassing again on main#been wanting a new phone wallpaper and this was born. its the lesbian version though im not showing that#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#yuzumido#ensemble stars#also have additional doodles that r kind of corny and im too ashamed to add into the main post so i might add on a reblog or maybe not#midterms were so awful i had to keep reminding myself i can go ham drawing whatever i want once im done. and naturally its this#anyways ive always liked midos city rider fit it suits her so well#always wanted to find a good one to pair w it and the wink killer 2nd half xscout was toooo good i was inspired immediately#finally could use this good ref pic ive had saved since forever i need to draw backgrounds more too it was rather fun somehow#mental state has been yoyoing an insane degree lately like come on i dont need to be reminded i am a useless hunk of meat every other day#with nothing good going for them. college is amazing at reminding me of such god bless#i have bad tendencies to self isolate behind the excuse of concentrating that i am trying to fix . but its hard to get back when i do#not to mention the entire Big Event happening over in good ol amerika serikat!!! my apathy is naturally immense#but whats some peace of mind here and there idk. im gonna read yuri
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as some of u know already i have a test tomorrow in my anatomy class. i’ve never studied this hard for anything in my life and i still know nothing. i have a bachelors degree in three separate fields, i graduated with college magna cum laude with separate honors in two of my majors, i took 7 ap exams, i took the sat, i have a certification that is incredibly hard to get. i have never been more stressed for an exam in my life. i know too much and also nothing at all. how do you stem people do this in like four classes at once.
#things that have made me realize my college degree is useless: this class#not a tag#from saph#ive given up and if i know it i know it if i don’t i don’t#it was something like 435 locafions of things plus other shit i had to memorize#aa#only got 3 Bs in my whole college career but i’ll be over the moon with a b on this
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I don't remember if you answered this question, but did you go to art school or are you self-taught? Have you studied from YouTube videos?
nah, I never did art school. I learned a few things from books when I was a kid and got signed up for a short summer art class one time, since I was thinking about being a professional artist and my parents were trying to help me along. I learned how to use digital art programs from tutorials when I was a teenager, but I haven't used tutorials much besides that. pretty much everything I know has been from observing other artists online and experimenting. so yeah, I guess that means I'm self-taught, haha.
I went to school for music and vocal performance, but I could tell a long story about the university I went to, how they weren't really qualified to train musicians and how I dropped out. I've already been working professionally as a performer for 7 years, working with a private teacher and as a teacher myself, and I have tons of experience that I never would've gotten at school, so it's all working out really well.
#this is a tirade but I think that college singing programs are generally pretty flawed#there are educational elements to being a singer but experience is SUPER important and colleges give you next to no experience#and you're so freaking busy in college that you have zero time or energy to even practice your craft#like the reason young artist programs exist is because they don't do that stuff in college#people spend a load of money on a college education that will make them fill their degree with useless GEs and electives#and then they have to spend even more money getting actual necessary stage experience#uh oh. I'm having opinions again#barring that college kind of sucked for me specifically lol#school and I didn't get along#asks
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Vi is gifted kid burnout but in the english major way
#she’s the best characterization I’ve seen of gifted kid burnout outside of super-genius characters#like. as a burnt out gifted kid by legal designation. she is me#trying to succeed at everything because that’s what you’re told to do or what you think needs to be done to be worth anything to anyone#being rigid to change because it’s not being done right but at the same time accepting change so long as people stay with you#and also how that ties in with being an eldest sibling#because ik folks love the whole ‘gifted kid jinx’ thing (not me but ya’ll do you) but ya’ll—#YA’LL DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY NEED FOR BURNT OUT ACADEMIC VI—#because Vi never got the chance to be a kid and learn and grow and find what she actually enjoyed in the world outside of the last drop crew#but look at her. the way she speaks and the way she tried to teach powder the lessons she earned the hard way in the gentlest way possible#in the way she so desperately clings on to people and memories#my girl would be a WRITER#my girl would be writing poetry drunk in her shitty basement apartment after hooking up with a girl#my girl would be writing novellas in prison and getting her degree#because you know she sees the world like a romantic. her world is art and emotion and devotion. to her family. to anything she cares about#i need more literary! student vi. i need more academic vi. i need more grudging debate-team captain vi#i need vi getting her own place and having an extensive book collection that she develops because of the loneliness#Her gkb is going from a leader & soldier to someone who could be useful regardless to someone who is useless & being okay w/ it ->#to being needed again and not knowing how to handle it but knowing she refuses to fuck it up this time#GIVE ME VI W/ MY GIFTED KID ARCCCCCC#this probs makes no sense and is like 4 tangents but I’ll expand on it later ‘cause im tired#coherency is for losers and the well-rested#vi arcane#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#arcane season two#vi
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last batch of doodles from this semester. officially half way done w/ bachelor’s 💪💪
#i have an associates degree now. which im pretty sure beyond showing u can do two years of college is useless. but i do have it#doodle break#xephna#yogslash#yogshipping#xephos#lalna#deerphos#twilight forest au
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i love watching a new show and being like holy shit that actor was on doctor who! and that one! and this one! and that actor hasnt been on doctor who but theyre married to someone who has!
#so fun#i also like playing degrees of separation with dw if i watching something that has no dw actors in it#its actually extremely easy (especially when you have a brain thats wired to remember stupid useless bullshit)#.txt#doctor who
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you have to go to uni otherwise your life will go nowhere why would you go to uni these days the trades are dying we need more people in the trades no no we don't want more women in the trades we need more doctors nurses teachers so you have to get a degree or multiple degrees why are you complaining about debt you chose to do this you have to get at LEAST a masters degree because bachelors are basically useless they're handing degrees out like sweets these days you shouldn't go to uni if you can't afford it you have to get good grades at a level to get anywhere wait you don't want to go to uni? then what the fuck do you expect from life? student loans are fine they're not like other debt the highest student loan debt is £230,000 you'll be repaying it for your whole life there are so many useless degrees they need to get rid of them STEM is the way to go why is art and literature and music so bad these days the top earners at unis are on six figure salaries your student loan interest will go up year on year and btw we are really looking for someone with a higher level of education for this entry level position
#SCREAM BITING KILLING FUCK THE TORY LIB DEM COALITION#starmer if u do one thing get RID of student debt PLEASE#im sooo stressed like i have one more year of this degree to do and i WILL do it#but the amount of debt i'll have afterwards + interest....insane fr#i hate it when people say 'uni is useless/theyre letting too many people who get bad grades into uni/if you cant afford it then dont go!'#like why do you want to exclude working and lower middle class students even more???#oh yeah lets just let universities be attended by private school students only. i mean they get the highest grades so dont they deserve it!#uk politics
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you know i act very hee hee ha ha about it but sometimes being in the humanities is very scary when all anybody talks about is how you're really dumb if you pursue a humanities degree and how there's no way that jobs exist in the field that you love and that it's not worthwhile to do literally anything but stem. even though i know this isn't true obviously especially bc i'm surrounded daily by people who disprove this but damn........... can we stop being so mean :(
#is it naive to think that if you just do what you love and try your best things will work out? maybe but i don't gaf#bc like what else are you supposed to do??????? i've never understood the narrative that if you suffer through a degree and a job that you#don't like purely for money that somehow the rest of your life will just fall into place and you'll manage to be happy#you know what. i actually think that THAT'S naive.#like maybe some people can live like that but i simply couldn't . so i'll take my chances with my 'useless' degree bc at least i don't want#to kms.#also it's literally just a lie that there are no jobs for anything other than stem like sure maybe not if you want to guaranteed make a#million dollars. but if you're normal that's just not true. and i know this bc i know so many people that have jobs that people don't even#know exist. but are doing important work AND they're happy#crazy stuff huh. so i have to believe that it'll go that way for me bc there's just no other option#so actually i'm back to being hee hee ha ha about it bc i've decided that it's fine.#and you're a bitter jaded hater if you believe otherwise
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Quick what's a career i can get where everyone will be so nice to me and i can work at my quiet little desk and nobody yells at me and its relaxing and then i can go home and it also pays me a billion dollars
I have a ba in accounting if that helps
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graduation was technically yesterday but i didn't go bc im hashtag cool and hashtag apathetic about the whole thing but that means i am no longer a student anymore which means i can't even lie to people and say i have exams to study for when i'm avoiding them nooooo
#ugh it's whatever. i'll just tell people to their faces that i dont want to speak to them bc they suck ass#anyway i want my diploma in fhe mail pls#gimme the paper pls. physical proof that i finished school instead of killing myself pls. i also wanna gloat abt it bc i graduated at#a younger age than eveyone else bc i have a desperate need to be better than other people and for them to feel inferior to me don't quote me#on that. also i want to set it on fire#i have been advised against this but i actually hate everything and everyone and my stupid useless fucking degree that will only be useful#if i go back to fucking school which pisses me off so fucking bad but again that need to feel superior i need to get a doctorate but also#fuck everyone and everything and my stupid baka life and also ough i gotta sort out my plans for grad school /sobbing /killingmyself
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behold: my second least favorite string of words in the entirety of Tears of the Kingdom.
(it's a little less transparent why this time so I'll explain my thoughts under the cut)
So why do I not like this?
In so many words: because if you remove it, the scene still works, but you lose the moral certainty of what is going on.
This single sentence does so much legwork for the entire game (the kind I dislike), to the point where I'm about 60% sure it's the product of a rework that realized how ambiguous Rauru's position was as the Good Rightful King and needed to nervously reassure the players that Ganondorf Is and Always Was the Invader, Actually.
(no matter that it leaves the gerudos in this awkward in-between state of both invaders and victims, while never dwelling in the specifics of their history and their own agency in the entire thing; brushed off as a sin they have to expiate through loyalty to the winners of that particular strife, but without explicitely blaming them either to avoid the implications of what that would have looked like)
If you remove it, not only do you lose a pretty clunky line that detracts from Ganondorf's intimidating presence (who is he even speaking to? who needs to hear this right now?) that honestly speaks for itself when it comes to his experience with warfare, but also you lose any tension and any mystery regarding why he is attacking in the first place.
You also... kind of rob Ganondorf's motivations of their meaning. "Hyrule will bow down before me" leads to asking... why? What does he want? What does he see in those lands? And what little we get with Rauru and then Link during the final fight begs more questions; why do you prefer hardship to peace? Why do you value strength? What leads you to want to rule a land devoid of survivors, become a king without a kingdom? I don't think we ever get satisfactory answers. If you remove this sentence, on the other hand... Subtextually, it becomes pretty clear that his motivations is that he felt threatened by Rauru's power, which is ripe with subtext and questions about whether this is a legitimate reaction, whether his "no survivor" stance is due to a feeling of betrayal when his own people turned against him post the Demon King shenanigans... I'm not saying it would fix the entire game's writing, far from it, but it would already do *so much more*.
(genuinely, I think he could have stayed completely silent during the Molduga Assault, speaking only in the Show of Fealty before going completely nuts after Sonia's murder, and it would have worked MUCH better in terms of characterization but anyway anyway
EDIT: ALSO!!! that way he wouldn't speak hylian to fellow gerudos, which is weird inherently)
Without this line, the core of the tension between the gerudos and Hyrule comes front in his conversation with Rauru; it allows the cause of his hostility to be Rauru's invitations, that he would have taken as a threat, and would have still made him warlike and domineering without making him cartoonishly flat, because, once again, Rauru is not acting in a particularly more legitimate way when Zelda arrives in Ancient Hyrule; and it would have been... fair to point that out. And make for better characterization for Rauru, and Sonia, and Mineru, and everybody. But the priority was for Hyrule to be pictured as unquestionably holy; always legitimate, always truthful, always beautiful, always just.
Also, and this is more of a nitpick but: why would Ganondorf want Hyrule, specifically, to bow down before him also? Was he at war with the rest of the disparate tribes before, and just carried on his ambitions to the very very newly-founded kingdom as they allied under a new banner? (though it seems to be implies the lands were crawling under monsters in a generic sense, and not Ganondorf's attacks in particular) Why would he even consider Hyrule a legitimate entity worth taking over then, if it is so new, born from the will of a powerful rival, founded by what is basically a stranger to these lands? Why would he covet something so young instead of destroying it and just calling the lands Gerudo Lands II or Grooseland or something?
I don't think any of that was even accounted for, because, beyond everything else: to me, this sentence is so clearly and painfully crammed in here to shield Hyrule from any potential blame and immediately characterize Ganondorf as Bad without having to remove any of the causes that could lead one to side-eye Rauru's little pet project as equally questionable.
Beyond the clumsiness, it is cowardly --and, I think, a little damning.
#totk#totk critical#when will my brain return from the imprisoning war...#ganondorf#gerudos#rauru#tl:dr it is cowardly and reveals that nintendo knew about the Implications to some degree#sometimes less is more#really in that case less would have been so much more#it is literally ganondorf's first chronological line#yeah sure it tells you everything about the guy but#it's also such a bold commitment to flatness and self-righteousness that... yeah#and before I hear any “at least Rauru wasn't using force” I mean as far as we know though?#the constructs attack anyone deemed an “invader” on sight one of the things rauru does is to apologize for this#(I reread Rauru's initial dialogue in the Sky Islands and it would have been SO GOOD if any ambiguity would have been allowed)#(like the thing about Constructs mindlessly pursuing their useless tasks forever disquieting him...)#(yeah buddy so true that could uhhh almost be a metaphor for something else regarding purpose and lineage or something wow)#and even if he didn't use force directly the power dynamics and repeated invitations are still undeniably questionnable#like my guy why do you want everybody to kneel down to you what's up with that do we unpack this or#at least ganondorf was like.... born and raised a king (not that it excuses anything but he inherited pre-existing traditions)#so did zelda#she was born in an imperfect system and did whatever she could about it#rauru *crowned himself*#he *made* the system
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how i feel knowing the election is so soon and i live with two trump supporting parents
#no matter what happens im gonna get shit I can’t wait#last election my dad said he’d disown me if I voted blue again so lol we’ll see!!!#‘but Rick move out!!’ im broke and i got a useless degree and i have zero direction in life also im broke
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kinda considering dropping out since im fucking miserable and everyone tells me i have no future no matter what 👍🏻 can somebody help me i am at my wits end
#im one year late to graduating and im wasting money and time and i feel anxious all the time and everyone tells me my degree is useless sooo#i have a job lined up for a year and an unpaid internship in a library for a couple months before that but like still ill never work there#bc they ask for like three differents degrees so what if i just find a real job somewhere after and its fine. i feel like a failure lol#t
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