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#ace attorney#franziska von karma#indys art#not sure why my two most recent speedpaints are franziska themed but im not complaining GFHJGKHLJ;#I have SO many thoughts abt here istg#theres so much there im going insane
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"Angry robin" "violent robin" "misbehaving robin" shut up and accept my alternative; spunky Robin. Determined and head strong, can out-stubborn the Batman, has a strong moral-backbone and does what he thinks is right regardless of what anybody else says, Robin. Jason who was sassy and quippy and made crude jokes with a smile on his face. Jason who hid in Bruce's cape and whispered gossip to him. Jason who, if Bruce refused him something, could keep bothering endlessly until Bruce caved. And also dramatic Jason. If Bruce tells him no, it becomes a whole theatrical show; a monologue, a narration, embellishments, and falling onto the floor in his grief upon the fact his cruel father has denied him once again.
(Jason who has suffered through abuse and homelessness and poverty and starvation, who is the Fight out of Fight or Flight, who's built up defenses and walls and when pushed and triggered responds with the thing that's always protected him; anger. He's sweet and kind and funny, and when he sees a pimp hitting a prostitute he gets furious and responds with violence.)
#my dc posting#dc#jason todd#jaybin#im having so many thoughts abt jaybin and he is so important to me#in one fic he went on a hunger strike bc alfred didnt eat w them and did it for so long they had to compromise#i love a jaybin 100% willing to menace and bother batman until the man folds. as is his right#the thing abt jason's backstory is that it shows him unwilling to suffer for a home#ma gunn's is bad; he gets beat up and she tries to get him to help rob a place. so he leaves! and rats the whole thing out to batman#and shows up himself cus he didnt think he had been believed#and lets not forget the fact he hit batman with a tire iron and called him a 'big boob'!#the boy's got moxie!! let jaybin be crass and angry and sassy and flawed and traumatized without reducing him to 2d caricature of a 'troubl#d kid'#i dont like a jason who did nothing but use excessive violence and disobey orders and be cocky and all that shit#i like a jason who was. oh yknow. a complex person!! a child/teen who has been fucking abused!!!#you shouldnt erase the fact that jason's reaction/response to stressful situations and triggers IS anger#it's not an indication that he was always gonna become a criminal/red hood or whatever. get outta here w that shit#but like. let us not go so far in the other direction we forget to have him react and be affected by the abuse he's suffered#anyway. if anyone should be a drama-queen it should be jaybin. once he becomes truly comfortable w bruce he should dial it up to 11#a lot of red hood's appeal (to me&many others) is that he is an 'imperfect' victim. meaning he is angry and flawed and doesnt suffer quietl#but is loud and obvious abt it#so when i see jaybin written as the opposite its like. man whats that about#anyway. jaybin is good and cares and wants to help and protect people. and by god if i ever see anybody writing#him having arguments with bruce about the no kill rule WHILE robin again im gonna throw hands istg-#my tags are like a hidden treasure box. most of what i say is in here lmao
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Speedrun-> Name? Athena | Age? '07 | Pronouns? She/Her | Race? Black | Hobbies?Journaling, Reading |
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Time to say a handful of things abt s02 finale!!!
under the cut so you can avoid it! :)
However I am very much looking forward to reading everyones comments opinions feelings etc ♡
Did I expect to cry over the death of freaking king durin in the first 0.3 minutes??? That scene was so incredibly well done and I was like omg am I glad to be witnessing this for the first time🥹😭 yes I'm still pissed I couldn't see LOTR in cinemas cause I was still in freaking diapers
NAAARSILLLLLLLL narsil our beloved, I was squealing, yes OUT LOUD. narsil bbygirl you will always be famous 💅🏻 elendil go slay
I know yall pay him dust but ISILDUR I always love to see him and I love him and theo being the resident trouble brothers duo (its giving merry and pippin but Doomed). Sorry not sorry but yall moved on too fast (I DIDNT!) from the fact he feels guilty for his moms death. pls i am HUGGING HIM! his doe eyes I am deceased. pls I just want to stare at his face for eternity. MY PERSONAL HEADCANON WAS CONFIRMED 😩💦 that boy kisses like he is STARVEDDDD
[Redacted thoughts here]
Stranger yes we knew he was gonna be gandalf but. I love a name drop. I love Tom and I love choosing friendship over power and I love the staff and I love everything . They're giving me my childhood dreamlike feeling and I am so grateful I get to see a glimpse of that story 🥹💛
So many SPEECHES foreshadowing SO MANY THINGS. I am obsessed. The absolute cruelty of celebrimbors death and the death of his works....the one SINGLE TEAR on annatars face....dare I say peak p o e t I c cinema.
Where do I even begin with HALADRIEL ✨️✨️✨️ charlie the lord of acting and just like. in his eyes you can see everything and more. I need to write a dissertation on their duel istg
The way he didnt hesitate to absolutely PURR "GALADRRRIEL" every. single. time. [Redacted thoughts]
I WOULD HAVE PLACED A CROWN ON YOUR HEAD.
do you want me to like die?????
I SEE YOU.
yes actually they do want me to die.
HUMAN HALBRAND???
And RIP to me indeed.
[Ultra redacted thoughts]
I audibly WHIMPERED. sweet lord i was like My poor babygirl has to endure this manipulation 😩😩😩😩 he stooped so low and I was so here for it but girl i would have F O L D E D 😔✊🏻
Then galadriel on galadriel violence??? The only thing better than galadriel TWO galadriels actually.
but then.
the elrond and rivendell of it all. rob aramayo has never looked more gorgeous than when he took nenya to heal Gal. WE GET TO SEE HEALER ELROND GROWING INTO HIMSELF WITH OUR OWN EYES!!!! you don't UNDERSTAND i spent 20 YEARS dreaming of rivendell and now I get to see it coming to be!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭💚💚💚💚 the way that you can see gears turning in his head as he takes the ring. the camerawork ate and devoured i fear - with your own eyes you can see him growing. developing. like yes I am feeling more ready to take charge of some things. what if I CAN do it. what if I CAN make so many things and people so much better????
and u will babyboy 🥹🥹🥹🥹
Do i even need to add i had full body chills at the scene of elrond,gil,galadriel and arondir!!!!!!! on the cliff!!!!!!
BITCH THE SUN STILL RISES!!!!! Pity CAN defeat sauron!!! friendship and light DO WIN over darkness!!!! The tolkienism of it all. i will rewatch a hundred times and then some.
#wowowowowowow#from my pocketses#the rings of power#trop#rings of power#rop#galadriel#Elrond#isildur#elendil#gandalf#galadriel x sauron#arondir#tom bombadil#durin#haladriel
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serendipity. (viii)
─── chapter 8 ! ~ no secrets allowed (if you say so)
summary; when you, a waitress at the local coffee shop, are paired up with the new recruit scaramouche, you’re pretty sure both of you are going to get fired within a week. he’s just quit being a social media influencer and after being forced to work here to make ends meet, he’s ready to let everyone there know how much he hates it. the worst part? you can’t shake the feeling that you know him from somewhere. but as he slowly warms up to you, scaramouche realises that having a fresh start isn’t that bad after all, and perhaps the two of you meeting like this was pure serendipity.
a/n; hiii !! it's been a While... (me who says that almost every chapter) anyways! so as it turns out, i found out that someone nominated serendipity in a scara smau oscars organised by @bark-anon ?!?! and i was like OMG 🥺 bc there are so many talented authors and amazing series, i'm genuinely honoured that someone thought serendipity belongs up there :') then i realised that i haven't updated this in Years so here's a new chapter!!! hopefully now i can consistently post and finally finish this series istg 😭 /lh anyways, thank you so much for nominating me, and i hope you enjoy this update! <3 also for further context + details abt what scara & yn are talking abt in this chapter, you should totally read cynosure 👀 (horrible self-promo LMAO)
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SORRY IM INSANE??????? WHAJT THE FUCK??? I CANT EVEN FOCUS ON WHATEVE NYA AND JAY ARE DOING RIGHT NOW THERE'S ANOTHER FUCKING ZANE???? MY BOY???? EXHO???? DI WE EVER SEE HIM AGAIN??? ISTG IF THEY JUST LEAVE HIM IN THIS LIGHTHOUSE AFTER THIS WHY ARE THEY NOT FREAKING OUT?!?????? HE WAS STUCK HERE THIS WHOLE TIME?? WHY DID DR JULIEN NOT SAY ANYTHING IM INSANE?!?!?? HES SO RUSTED IM. I. ok I actually really like the steampunk vibes VS zanes more modern ones but HUH???? JULIEN JUST LEFT HIM HERE?!?!??? ok good they're fixinyg him up but ????? WHYAT???? I LITERALLY. HUH. HUH SO DOES ZANE HAVE ABROTHER THEN??? IVR NEVRR HEARD OF TJIS GUY WHICH MEANS HE ISNT RLLY IMPORTANT BUT I. THERE ARE SO MABY GODDAMN IMPLICATIONS THIS SHOULD BE SO IMPORTANT I. WHY ARE THEY BRUSHING THIS OFF??? I UUST GOOGLED IT AJD HE WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE AN ARC BUT IT WAS TOO COMPLIXATED SO THEY CUT IT??? WHY ADD HIM??? THE ROLE COULD BE FULFILLED BY TAI-D WHY WOULD YOU GIVE ME TJIS AND THEM RIP IT AWAY FRO ME. IM SO WORKED UP IM DOING THE FLAPPY HAND STIM AND I /NEVER/ DO THE FLAPPY HAND STIM. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. IM INSANE ABOUT ECJO?? AND THEN THEY JUST LEAVE HIM??? I DJONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NADAKHAN WHRE IS MY BOY? MY SON?? WAS HE JUST IN THE SECRET BASEMENT WHILE JULIEN GREETED THE OG ZANE?!?????? I CAN'T DO THID WHAT THE FUCK. THIS IS SO TRAGIC. WHERE IS HE GIVE HIM BACK TO.ME. WHY WERE THEY ACTING LIKE HES JUST SOME CONVENIENT WEAPON OR TOOL HES A WHOLE ASS PERSON?? LIKE THEYRE SO NONCHALANT ABOUT IT ALL "aww awesome we have another Zane at our disposal!" HES A WHOLR PERSON. HE HAS FEEKINGS??? LIKE HE FEELS THINGS HES NOT JUST A COOL WEAPON??? IF THAT WAS A HUMAN CHILD THEYD HAVE BROUGHT HIM WITH THEM???? I CANT DO THIS WHAT THE FUCK
ECHO ECHO ECHO MY SON IS BACK MY BOY MY SON MY DARLING MY SWEETHEAR COME HERE I NEED TO PICK YOU UP AND KISSYS YOU. he seems. okay with being in there??? has he ever left the lighthouse??????? does he KNOW what's out there??? HE CANT HAVE UNTIL JULIEN LEFT BC OF THE KRAKEN THING SO??? HAS HE EXPLORED SINCE THEN IS THAT WHY HE SEEMS SO CONTENT THERE??? HE DOESNT MIND BEING LEFT THERE?!???? I DONT UNDERTSTAND. HES JUST CHILL. LIKE *salutes* yessir! NO ECHO!! ASJ QUESTIONS!! I LOVE YOU BUT RHAT WHOLE SEQUENCE WAS FOR NO REASON HE ADDS NOTHING TO THE REPLACEMENT NINJA TEAMM. WHY DID THEY GIVE ME THIS WHOLE ASS CHARACTER WITH 300000 IMPLICATIONS AND THEN JUST NOT MAKE HIM RELEVANT AT ALL!! HE DIDNT EVER NEED TO BE THERE I HONESTLY WISH HE DIDNT EXIST BC NOW IM GONNA BE THINKING ABT HIM FOREVER!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! ZANE WHY ARE YOU CHILL ABOUT HIS EXISTENCE "I see you brought some friends" YOU SHOULD BE FREAKING YOUR SHIT RIGHT NOW!!!! WHAT THE FUCK???? YOUR DAD BUILT THAT DUDE THATS SO FUCKED UP. TJATS UR BROTHER. THATSUR FUCKING BROHTER. AND THEN THEY JUST RESET TIME???? SO HES STILL IN THAT GODDAMN LIGHTHOUSE IM INSANE??? HES STILL IN THERE IS HE FUCKING ALIVE??!???? WHAT??? IS HE OKAY??? IM INSANE IM LITERALLY INSANE. AND UR TELLING ME TJEY NEVER MENTION OR DO ANYTHING WITH HIM AGAIN?!??? IM INSANE ABOUT THIS. IM INSANE. I CANT DO THIS WHAT THEFUCKN????? AUUAUAUAU. WHAT? HUH. WHATA???I need to find contebt of him right nowwhy is it all just shipping with Morro. good for them I guess but I don't CARE about the gay ghost what the FUCK is echos DEAL!!! WHAT IS UP WITH HIM???? ITS LITERALY ALL CITRUSSHIPPING ART WHERE IS ANY SPECULATIVE LORE??? WHAT ABOUT HIM AND ZANE WHATS THEYRE DEAL WHAT IF THEY METM WOULD TJEY BE BROTHERS?? IM HAVING SO MANY THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW. Zane deserves a little bro dude... another one I mean. falcon and Tai-D can be bestfriends. I'm insane I'm fucking insane. I love Morro and all but goddamn that's really all there is here shdbsjdb. it's cute and all but very "what if errytjung was ok and they were alive and we didn't have to worry about canon" but WHAT ABOUT THE OTHERS??? DO JAY ABD NYA JUST NEVER TELL ANYONE?!?!?? THATS A WHOLE ASS SAPIENT BEING??? HES LITERALY CONSCIOUS??? WHAT THE FUCK. YOU LEFT A WHOLE ASS PERSON BEHIND THATS SO FUCKED UP. IM INSANE.
#ninjago#jay walker#nya smith#echo zane#zane julien#IM INSANE#grace gvoices gthings (nothing starts with g and i wanted alliteration)#ninjago liveblog
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oki i have a req now !! can u make a fic of #18 and #19 with tsu'tey and reader (i have a big fat crush on him) where they're on a date night laying down somewhere just cuddling and enjoying the moment. while cuddling, reader confesses that they've dreamt of having a family before, meeting and being mated with tsu'tey and just indulging with all the love they have at that moment but then also shares to him that they're scared that it'll get taken away from them soon and that sometimes it feels too good to be true (either bec of sky people or for other reasons). hehe its straight up fluff with a hint of angst but you can add more details abt their family status like are they just newly mated or are they already established for n years with kids or with their standings in the clan (olo'eyktan/tsakarem) and etc.
ps. specifically wanted #18 cause i get lucid and prophetic dreams too and they happen way too often for my liking -🐬
SEE YOU AGAIN.
୨⎯ in which feelings and thoughts are confessed. ⎯୧
genre┊ fluff, slight angst
pairing┊tsu’tey x fem-omatikaya!reader, tsu’tey x tskaha-mo’at’ite!reader
wordcount┊2.4k
warnings┊ slight movie spoilers
author’s note┊ AHHHHH i love this request sm it’s so cute !! as always, feel free to listen to the song recs i added since these are the songs i listened to while writing this teehee … simon franglen put crack in ‘happiness is simple’ istg
song recs ┊ see you again, happiness is simple.
Tsu’tey had many sides to him; fierce, strict, and even cold. But there was a side to him that was unknown to most of the clan. It was the side that had captured your heart, the side that had made you so irrevocably in love with him.
Gentle.
You watched from afar as Tsu’tey played with the children by the river, their giggles and laughter filling the forest each time he splashed them. Most knew him as a ruthless warrior of the Omatikaya, even more so after the recent destruction of the sky people. He was recognized as one of the finest hunters your clan had seen in years, his skills and talents surpassing most of the men his age.
But you knew him as him; kind and patient Tsu’tey. Even in your younger years, he was always softer with you – like he had some built-in switch in him everytime he interacted with you. Needless to say, the match between the two of you was fate.
Tsu’tey’s voice roared as he found two of the kids hiding behind the rocks, each one encircled by one of his arms as he carried them. They laughed even harder as he spun them around, the other kids coming up to him with fake attacks.
“Now!” One of the girls yelled to the group as the sounds of little feet splashed loudly towards his direction.
“What is this! Have I been ambushed?” He said, a mocked expression of surprise painting his face.
Though your husband was a mighty warrior, not even he would be able to withstand the strength of energized children. He fell back into the water, the kids in his grasp landing on top of him as the other children continued to surround him. You couldn’t help but laugh along with them as you finally made your way to them.
“Oel ra’un! You have bested me, you sly hunters!” He said in feigned desperation.
The children yelled in victory as he moved to sit up properly, his smile gracing his features. He ruffled one of their heads, the small child giggling as he did so. The girl who had led the ambush spotted you then, her eyes lighting up as soon as she saw you.
“[Y/N], [Y/N]! Look, we have defeated the river demon of the forest!” She exclaimed, her fist pumping up as she continued to wield her makeshift blade.
Tsu’tey turned slightly, clearly surprised to see you here. He was not upset, though, as you were already aware of these excursions he had with the village children. He smiled even wider, glad to have your lively aura grace the younglings.
“I see, ma’evi.” You said, stroking your head as you looked down at your defeated mate. “How very noble of you, the village is safe!”
Tsu’tey only stared at you as you spoke, his smile never faltering. You held your hand out, pulling him up out of the water. Once he was stable, he pecked you quickly on your temple as his hands came up to stroke your back. The children cringed at his affection, and you only laughed.
“It is getting late, ma’eveng.” Tsu’tey paused to let go of you momentarily, crouching down to be level with the little ones. “You must return to the village before Tsahik scolds me.”
Their groans of protests and pleading whines made your heart melt; you were always swayed by children and the light they brought to the harsh realities of life. You almost pleaded with them, almost begged Tsu’tey as well if they could play a little longer.
But you knew he was right, the children needed to be back soon before it got too dark. The forest was home to many beautiful things, but it was also home to luring dangers. They all looked up at you, their eyes wide with childlike wonder. You only nodded in agreement with Tsu’tey’s orders, and they finally gave in once they realized they wouldn’t be able to persuade you.
You waved them off as they started making their way back, their disappointment fizzling away as quickly as it came. You felt Tsu’tey grab you by your waist then, a more intimate gesture now that the kids were gone. You smiled at him, your ears pinning back as you made yourself comfortable in his grasp.
“I didn’t know you were coming, yawne.” He said, stroking stray hairs away from your face. “I have a persona to live up to, you know.”
“Persona of what? Being the river demon?” You teased, and he nudged you lightly.
“You know what I mean.” He said with a knowing tone. “I cannot let you have such leverage over me, I am the Olo’eyktan-in-waiting!”
You laughed at him as you moved to place your hands on his shoulders. He was as dashing as always, even more so in the warm light.
“The children love you, that is not leverage.” You replied seriously, though you knew he was only joking. “It is admiration.”
He only hummed before he closed the gap between the both of you. His lips were so plush, so soft. It felt like heaven every time he kissed you. His passion engulfed you fully, and your hands came up to cup his face as he moved to wrap his arms around your lower back. When you finally pulled away he pouted, and you stroked his bottom lip with a smile.
“Come,” You said as you stepped back, arm outstretched for him to take your hand. “I want to fly tonight.”
Flying on your own was always an exciting feeling, but flying with your mate was something entirely else. It was an experience that you wished upon everyone. The sky people would call it love, but it was more than that. Txasunu was what best described it; to do something you enjoyed tremendously with the person you loved greatly.
Your laughter filled the night sky as you sent Tsu’tey and his banshee a gust of wind, flying under him to avoid his own retaliation. You sped forward, sending him yet another blow.
“Skxawng!” He yelled, though you knew he meant it lovingly.
You looked back at him through your visor, your fangs showing as you beamed brightly. You swerved upwards then, flying over him as you were suspended upside down. Tsu’tey had never gotten used to your skill as a rider, and he figured he never would. Amazing would not even begin to describe you; you were brilliant.
He laughed as he finally moved to be level with you, the both of you spinning around each other before dipping back down to fly over the hanging vines that connected the floating mountains. You yelled out into the air as you both made it over the rocks, your laughter never fading.
His hand gestured for you to follow him as he yipped, and you quickly flew to the direction he had pointed to. He was ahead of you now, navigating the both of you up to one of the grass plains that grew atop the mountains. He landed swiftly, and you followed soon after.
He held you by your waist as you hopped down, his grip secure so as to not let you slip. You thanked him quickly before removing your visor. You could see clearly now, your eyes adjusting to the darkness of your surroundings. The grass glowed as you stepped on it, illuminating your movements.
“That never gets old,” You said, spinning out of his hold. “How is it that my father chose you as Olo’eyktan-in-waiting when you can’t even beat me in flying?”
“Because Eywa has blessed you with abilities so strong that it leaves you unbalanced.” He smirked at you, grabbing your arm to pull you close to him once more. “Your father chose me to balance you out.”
You smiled at him before he pulled you down to rest, his back leaning against one of the smoother rocks. You sat in between his legs, your back pressed up against his broad chest. He let out a heavy sigh once you were comfortable, wrapping his arms around you. Your hand went up to hold one of his arms, your thumb tracing small shapes on his skin.
“Now this,” He breathed out. “This never gets old.”
You laughed lightly as he nuzzled your neck, his lips pecking your shoulder.
“You are awfully affectionate today,” You paused to tilt your head up to him. “Not that I am complaining, though.”
He chuckled lightly against your shoulder, still peppering kisses along your skin. Your heart was happy in this moment, the solace of being safe in your mate’s arms quelling your tensenes away. You leaned further against him, closing your eyes as you matched his breathing.
Though you were recently mated, your bond with Tsu’tey had stretched back all the way to when you were still young. He was never good with expressing his feelings – his real feelings. You were aware of the expectations his parents had set for him, and you always did your best to relieve him of the weight of it all.
He did the same for you, just not outright. But anyone who knew him knew that he only had eyes for you, and that he would quite literally go to hell if it meant that you would be safe. You were grateful for him, grateful to the Great Mother for allowing you to meet someone who cared for you as much as you cared for them, if not, even more.
Now that you were one with him, you felt it was your duty to make sure he was free from shame, free from the torment of never being good enough. None of it mattered to you anyway, in your eyes he would always be perfect. You kissed the inside of his forearm, right on his pulse.
And while your efforts seemed to have worked to keep him steady, the suppressed concerns within your own heart had started to take over your mind once again.
“Tsu’tey?” You whispered.
“Hm?” He replied, his head now resting atop yours.
“Can I tell you something?” You looked up at him, watching him as he still kept his eyes closed.
“Anything, yawne.” He whispered back.
“I dreamt of this once.” You said softly, your hands still holding onto his arms. “Dreamt of being with you.”
He looked at you now, confused. “Why would you have to dream? Surely you could not have doubted my promises to you-”
“It is not that, ‘Tey,” You reassured, turning your body to face him fully. He did not let go of you, only adjusting his arms to rest on your lower back. “It’s just- I was afraid. And I still am, sometimes.”
“What is it that troubles you?” His confusion was now replaced with concern. “Tell me and I will do everything in my power to stop whatever it is.”
“I believe it won’t be that simple, yawne.” You said as you shook your head slightly. “My fears concern the sky people.”
He hissed at the mention of the demons, infuriated by the fact that they have been clouding your thoughts. You sat upright then, grabbing his hands to place them on your lap. His lips had formed a slight frown, his expression troubled by your worries.
“This fear has been brewing inside of me for so long, Tsu’tey.” You said, your tail laying flat as you confessed your feelings. “The day I lost Sylwanin, my baby sister, I was changed. I thought I was going to lose everyone to the sky people – I thought I was going to lose you.”
He sighed as he moved to hold your face, his eyes looking deep into yours. You had no tears in your eyes, only a pensive look as you continued to tell him your thoughts.
“I pushed these fears away by dreaming, dreaming of what life would be like without the sky people – without all this tragedy.” You said, your hand coming up to grasp his wrist. “I dreamed of a lifetime of happiness with you, dreamed of having our own family one day.”
“[Y/N], please hear my words as I say this,” His expression softened. “You do not need to dream, because I am here. I promised your father that my sole purpose to the Great Mother is to make sure you remain happy, remain safe.”
Your heart swelled, a wave of relief washing over your senses. You knew deep down that it was pointless to worry about such things, but still it troubled you. Nobody could ever be sure of what the future held, not even your own mother. The will of Eywa was absolute, and it could be cruel just as much as it could be divine.
But you didn’t linger on your worries for much longer, finally smiling once again. You leaned forward to kiss him, relishing in his comfort. He was gentle with you, his hands moving to rub your back as you held his face closer to you. The scent of the forest still lingered on him, fresh and earthy.
You pulled away to rest on his chest, one of his hands coming up to caress your head. You heard his heartbeat then, steady and strong. You laid a hand directly on top of his heart, and he held it as you soothed yourself of any more troubling thoughts.
“So,” He said, breaking the peaceful silence. “A family, you say?”
You smacked him lightly as you laughed, your spirits lifted from the dull emotions you had been feeling only a moment ago.
“Yes, a family.” You said as you stared up at him, a smile gracing your lips once again. “Two children, if we are lucky.”
“Oh, we most certainly are.” He replied almost immediately. “Our first born will be a strong Olo’eyktan, I am sure of it.”
“Or Olo’eykte.” You added, already firm on your decision of succession.
He hummed, smiling as he did so. “Of course. A girl would be a fierce leader – just like her mother.”
“And a boy would be a mighty warrior.” You said, still beaming up at him. “Just like his father.”
He held you closer, and you felt content – you felt at home. You yawned then, your body starting to succumb to your tiredness. He rubbed circles on your hand as he lulled you to rest with a melodic tune; his songcord.
“Sleep, yawne.” He said quietly, his own fatigue starting to take a toll on him as well.
You felt yourself smile once more before you finally drifted off, his voice the last thing you heard before falling into a restful slumber.
“I am here.”
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Just some thought's I had abt the current situation: (Tw: political thinking & some existential thinking.) (This is the ONLY time I will say smthn like this I promise. (I don't really like politics in general or rlly at all >_<))
-Kat's: "Oh shit, we're doomed." thoughts-
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If trump gets the dictatorship he wants we are all royally fucked.
If trump wins he WILL remove the rights of minorities, he WILL ruin the progress people have already made in terms of equality for minorities.
I ain't stayin if this place is being ruled by a cheeto king (Not my fault he made himself look like a cheeto ✨)
Trump is to say the least- I wouldn't put it past him in turning around and backstabbing our country as soon as he gains control over it.
As someone related to the big H man in history, I gotta admit, I don't rlly want a dictatorship.
Having a xenophobic and racist president would be hell for quite a lot of people.
Having a transphobic, sexist, ableist, and homophobic president would be hell for many.
Having a dictatorship is like erm, going back to the older days if you know what I mean, and it feels icky and disgusting in every way possible istg.
A rich person who only supports other rich people and treats non-rich people shitty; would not be such a great president, no offense to people out there.
If I were 18 rn I'd be voting for the poc presidential candidate, who's a woman, and supports minorities, and supports the people currently in very bad living situations.
Trump only cares about HIMSELF, he wants to live like a king, that is quite the opposite of what America was built on.
Do we really want someone as greedy, untrustworthy, selfish, and cruel as that in control- (To say the least I am genuinely a bit worried abt him potentially winning the election...) (Do not reply to this post or interact with me at all if you support Trump, are homophobic, ableist, transphobic, sexist, racist, etc, thank you. Idc that you support him or think that what he is doing is at all right, because it isn't right, I will remove your message if you come attacking me for saying what genuinely think abt this situation.) (And before people come in saying this or that is "perfect" or "the right way": * Keep in mind, nothing in this life is "perfect", there are always imperfections, there is always something uneven or not perfectly lined up, absolutely nothing is set in stone, nothing is a perfectly carved edge, there is always a crack somewhere, always a dent here or there, always a mistake in one place or another, I will never believe that anything in life is truly perfect, not for as long as I live. Because the truth about life, is that it will always be; wild, unpredictable, random, and imperfect. No one controls the outcome, every variable influences the hands of time, every variable is a random chance to affect. * Technically; nothing is "the right way to do things", since all things are technically just made up from this person, that person, or our ancestors, the "right way" you believe in is usually based on opinion or what you have been taught, heck, every word in the dictionary has been made up by someone else, somewhere else, at some point in time or history. It's all just opinions, beliefs made by those before you, and things you have been taught, people make their own choices in life and that is how it goes. You may believe in one thing, and support this person in life or that person, but do not expect or force everyone to do the same. ) (DO NOT: attack me for anything on this post, I mean it. Ty for understanding ^ ^ ! (Includes forcing opinions abt if you support Trump, and why you think I should think the same as you, listen: I DO NOT CARE! I won't support him, and never will, for various reasons, end of story.))
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‼️TBB EP 10 & 11 SPOILERS BELOW CUT‼️
ep 10
who tf are these people
ykw good for you emerie
ARE WE FINALLY GONNA KNOW WHAT THE EMPIRE IS DOING
“YOUR responsibility” hemlock is setting her up for something
kids?
OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS INQUISITORS I THINK
omg those poor kids :(
why is bro smirking like that HELP
oh my god they’re gonna take that child.
BANE AGAIN??
poor baby omg MY HEART
i have a soft spot for kids i’m sorry
EVA IS ADORABLE
“when i’ll be going home.. can you find out for me?” IM IN PUBLIC IM GONNA START CRYING STOP
i don’t trust this green kid
CALLED IT
omg he just wants to go home IM GOING TO SOB
“i was following protocol” = “good soldiers follow orders”
why did i know his name would be jax
am i psychic or have we heard it before and i’m js forgetting
nala se 💔
“there is nothing i can do” YES THERE IS BE SO FR
NO NOT TARKIN
ngl i’m kinda surprised tarkin doesn’t know abt the project
OH MY GOD
PHEE
NO
omg what if (if he’s tech) she snaps him out of it.
“how many others like this have you captured?” oh honey you have no idea
i can’t stop thinking about the baby and his mother and THIS IS REALLY SAD
DID THEY KILL JAX???
“we just wanna go home” STOP.
SHE KEPT THE HAY LULA
AND GAVE IT TO EVA
SHE KEPT THE HAY LULA AND GAVE IT TO EVA!!!!
i’m rooting for you emerie
ep 11
where are we
PHEE!!
oh my god phee. (i remembered the convo w maybe tech)
IS THIS A TRAP
ITS A TRAP
I CALLED IT
PHEE WATCH OUT
i’m trying so hard not to get up my hopes that it’s tech rn.
what did he grab 🤨
tbb’s location or smth maybe??
SHE KNOWS
sneaky bitch
maybe tech’s ship reminds me of padmé’s ship a bit
not exactly but kinda similar? maybe it’s js the general shape
PABU
NO
pabu’s gonna be gone
NO THE CADETS
oh god are they gonna leave right before pabu’s attacked
TECHS GOGGLES.
GET OUT
STOP
AND LULA
OH MY GOD
i’m currently bawling my eyes out
notice how the island is completely in the dark
god i love lighting
HUNTER KNOWS
NO HE SEES HER
OMG NO
WRECKER KNOWS
holy fucking shit.
HOLY SHIT
HE BETTER BE ALIVE
IF THEY KILLED HIM ISTG
CAN I NOT CRY FOR TWO SECONDS
hunter knows
HOLY FUCK
I KNEW IT
PABUS GOING DOWN
ok this music slaps though
maybe tech feels like tech but the voice (accent, tone, everything) is SO different
my heart hurts omg
OMEGA SWEETIE NO ITS NOT YOUR FAULT
“i’ve barely done anything yet” first of all BE SO FR second yep oahu is a goner
ok but protective crosshair hits different every time
BATCHER STOP
if they kill batcher.
OH THANK GOD HES ALIVE
JENNIFER YOU SCARED ME.
why was hunter taking out that trooper kinda..
EAT HUNTER
GOD HES HOT
maybe tech no.
STOP
omgomgomgogmogmg
HES ALIVE BUT IM STILL SOBBING JESUS
I NEED TO CALM DOWN
OMEGA YOU ARE NOT GETTING CAPTURED
STOP IT.
she’s smart but it’s too risky
she’s grown up so much holy shit
“then you never should’ve come here in the first place” I THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA KILL EVERYONE OMG
crosshair your hand better not start shaking.
HIS NOISE
HIS SIGNATURE NOISE
IN THE MUSIC
ITS BACK (it might’ve been back for a while but i didn’t notice it)
THANK GOD HUNTER
WET HAIR HUNTER⁉️⁉️⁉️
IM TOO HURT TO APPRECIATE FULLY THOUGH
update: i rewatched and that hair is NOT wet 😔
BATCHER!!!!!
oh my god hunter’s gonna be PISSED
i’m crying again
NONONO
HUNTER SAVE CROSS NOW.
NO
NO
NO
NO
omega what do you know
is she meditating
THE FORCE???
IS SHE GONNA TAP IN AND TELL THEM BC IDK WHAT ELSE THEYD DO
ok so my final thoughts are i am HURT and still crying WHAT THE FUCK JENNIFER
#star wars#tbb#the bad batch#clone force 99#tbb season 3#the bad batch season 3#star wars tbb#tbb spoilers#tbb season 3 spoilers#tbb s3 spoilers
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HELLO!!!!
so ive been dead for a couple weeks (okay im sorry but school is kicking my ass)
BUTTTT IM BACK!!!!
And SO ARE YOU!!!
zanna pls the hao fic 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
idk whether to cry or kick my feet bc wTFFFF
how are you so g o o d (you obviously worked super hard and thats so cool of you)
ALSO
CINEMA PARADISE AND 19.99 CB!!!!!!
okay so i heard good so bad right? amazing song. 10/10 and thEn i watched the mcountdown kill the romeo performance and immediately went wHOA because why did that song hIT SO HARD LIKE?!?!??! Cinema paradise is such a ricky era (to me) bc his aura was off the roof he was so super noticable (even though he was worried bc of the hair dyeing :( he still stood out so much!) Also hao was so super good zb1 keeps getting better!!
OKAY NOW LISTEN
IM NOT THE BIGGEST ONEDOOR AROUND HERE OKAY BUT IVE LISTENED TO THEIR ENTIRE DISCOGRAPHY AND WATCHED ALL THEIR PERSONAL CONTENT AND CAN I JUST SAY DANGEROUS AND NICE GUY ARE SO GOOD LIKE BND NEVER MISSES WHAT THE HECK
Taesans line in dangerous had me actually pulling out my earphones bc wtf why was that so good i was h o o k e d the secomd that song started and then nice guy was just also really good like?!?!?!? H O W do you slay that hard like whoa
ANYWAY HI ZANNA I MISSED YOUUUUUU
im glad you're out of your mini slump!!! (i have so many ideas and i want to write but i have no t i m e!!! i dont like school 😐)
-🌱 (bc you said youd miss this <3)
im sorry i rambled on a bit but yeah !!!
HI HAFS OMG!!!! omg it has been a while but dw i understand :((( school is out to get us all istg im so tired and its only the beginning of the year... AND LIKE I THOUGHT I WAS GOING CRAZY W THAT WRITERS BLOCK HOLY SHIT LIKE I COULD NOT FUNCTION WITHOUT MY DELUSIONS BEING MY ESCAPE 😭😭😭😭😭😭
BUT AAAA IM GLAD U LIKED IT <333333 thank you ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ ugh i remember like before i even properly stanned zb1 i was thinking about which members would fit studio ghibli boys and let me see if i can remember all the pairings.... honestly i think these ranged from most accurate (first 4-5) to zanna is running out of ghibli boys to assign
zhang hao as seiji
i think i had taerae as tombo back then but now i feel like it fits gyuvin more :((
NOW RICKY AS HOWL CAUSE WHO ELSE WOULD HE BE
and yujin as sho!!! cause look theyre literally the same skdfjksd could 100% see yujin in an arrietty storyline to me hes just the embodiment of teen youth like coming of age stories rly fit him so well
gunwook as pazu bcuz i have to satisfy my childhood crush and my current crush (also they look the same fight me)
honestly jiwoong as jiro???
taerae as asbel now (literally i don't remember anything about asbel but they look kinda similar so we're going w it)
hanbin as ashitaka bcuz i just think theyre both hot like that 🤕🤕🤕
which leaves matthew as sosuke cause i haven't watched the boy and the heron yet so idk whether that might fit better but yeah... BUT TELL ME WHY THEY KINDA HAVE SIMILAR VIBES ANYWAY SO??
now can we also appreciate how i tried to match the pics as close as i could thank you thank you anyway enough abt zb1 and ghibli boys
YES CINEMA PARADISE WAS SO GOOD!!! good so bad literally their best title track to date AND SAME W BND. i think nice guy is their best to date and ive seen a lot of ppl who like dangerous more than nice guy which is valid i also love dangerous BUT IMO NICE GUY IS PERFECT AND BETTER THAN DANGEROUS???? 👹👹👹
ricky will always stand out no matter what !!!!! even tho his hair was plain it still drew attention to him like the contrast of black hair to his skin is crazy and he looks like a whole prince (when does he ever not) BUT OMG HAO IN THE MV WRECKED ME SOOOO HARD like i think good so bad mv is the reason why hao is #2 in zb1 ranking for me rn skdfjskdfs ALSO CAN WE TALK ABT PURPLE GUNWOOK CAUSE NO IM STILL NOT OVER PURPLE GUNWOOK even tho hes had it for a while now i still look at it and then die skdfjksdhfks
IF THERES ONE THING BONEDO WILL DO ITS RELEASE BANGERS EVERY TIME!!! i swear they always stay true to their sound and concept and i LOVE that about them. every song feels SO boynextdoor but at the same time they try different sounds and tell different stories with each song. i also just adore their storytelling in their mvs and songs its so good every time!!!! and im excited to see what they release next bcuz it seems theyre doing a youth concept now that theyre done their falling in love trilogy
awwww nooo i hope u find time soon 👹 it can be so hard to find time to write sometimes istg.... but you'll manage i believe in u !!! KSDJFKSD I DID MISS IT OMG
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I finished the fern and via playlists! Sorry it took me so long I forgot I could listen to music while doing other things 🙃 here are my random thoughts while listening :]
Im not used to listening to vocoliod music or music in other languages (apart from K-Pop but I feel like maybe that doesn’t encapsulate the genre lmao) I liked a lot of it tho!
I was not expecting 20 songs when I clicked on ferns playlist lmao
Idk the story of Percy Jackson but good kid is very anger issues core
I very much relate to Mrs green apple I really liked that one
These songs are very upbeat (most of them at least) and the lyrics are mostly pretty … non upbeat in many ways (shoutout to lost umbrella for breaking my brain with this) which feels like seems okay on the outside is actually a mess inside. Maybe I’m right or maybe I’m projecting lmao
Istg Renai Circulation sounds like Sofia the first theme song. I mean I haven’t heard it in years but my sister used to watch it and that’s what it sounds like to me
World’s smallest violin!!! I love this song
I really like the bits of Steven universe music in these playlists
Also I’m so mad at you I’ve listened to karma like 6 times since yesterday
Overall these were good playlists I liked jumping in the minds of your characters. Sorry if these seem a little jumbled! My favorite is sparks or ferns :3
SORRY I FORGOT ABOUT THIS FOR A BIT KASJDHKAJSHDJKAH
Anyways honestly I kinda went overboard w the Vocaloid songs with Fern LMAO I'm a huge fan of them (been getting into Hatsune Miku lately) and a lot of songs speak on similar things to what's on Fern's story
Songs in different languages in general is something I'm just used to since at least half the stuff I listen to is in English lmao (used to be worse when I wasn't fluent in it)
INFERNO (the Mrs Green Apple one) IS SO FUCKING COOL ASKJDHAKSJHD I put it there mainly for coolness points but iirc the actual substance does relate to Fern quite a bit lol (also the title)
Yeah I think Fern is probably the most outwardly fucked up FGCC character but even she hides a lot of stuff (it's just not to the same extent as Mist and Rowan)
Lost Umbrella (and Inabakumori in general) just fucks severely I love how he makes really swaggy music with great animations and then you check the lyrics and it's Distilled Depression
Okay I'll need to get back on you on that about Renai Circulation
WSV IS SO GREAT I WANT TO MAKE AN ANIMATIC ABT IT!!!! Regarding Via's role in That Arc
Oh SU was highly influential for me lmao both my writing and my taste in art are heavily related to stuff in it (like how Fern is Really Lapis-coded)
Do you want me to make the Karma brainrot worse? I can make it worse. (ask me about the Rowan animatic please ask me about the Rowan animatic)
Thanks a lot! I was kinda nervous since a lot of the playlists are Really Short but I'm glad you liked them aksjhdaksjhd
(have you checked the Agate playlist too?? It has a similar amount of songs to Via's iirc)
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okay i'm the anon of the asks that generally end up w "have a nice day/night" (i think i'm the only one that used those words specifically at the end of each ask?)
OKAY SO FEMTORU. YES. BUT ALSO FEM SUGURU
i had so many daydreams (i daydream h24 istg) and i imagined once poly satosugu x reader relationship as one does
relationship is good fluffy etc wtv THEN BOOM. GENDER SWAP. or like reader progressively going insane imagining them as girls cuz she craves pussy or whatever and drew lewd lesbian stuff and they found it and found a way to change their genders ANYWAYS.
rlly am glad i have the body of a girl cuz i KNOW i'd have a boner h24 otherwise andthis imagine wouldve made me EXTRA HARD
like???? OMG AND AND
THE POSITION WHEN YOU, AS A GUY, LIKE. SORRY I CANT FIND WORDS BUT I NEED FEMSUGURU TO SIT ON MY FACE WHILE FEMSATORU RIDES ME TIL MY BALLS ARE EMPTY. THERE. I SAID IT.
i actually fantasize abt this position quite often it makes me so sad i dont have a pp like i just KNOW it would feel like heaven on earth omg...
anyways so yeah i think u should consider femsuguru too just cuz he mothered so hard so imagine his fem energy good lord i'd do anything like actually anything
ok so idk which emote to claim and i'm very indecisive so you could pick one for me :33 or not, just know that i'll always end my asks the same so u'll recognize me anyways unless someone else starts doing the same but generally the asks you get aren't full blown books like i do 😓😓 sorry for that btw ut may be caused by my multiples degrees and doctorates in professional yapping
(btw i am done with a considerable amount of my exams, thank you for the encouragement it really came through! <3)
have a good day/night!!
READER GOING INSANE BC THEY CRAVE PUSSY PLSS😭😭😭😭😭 real. i get that. OK BUT NONNNIEEEE🙈🙈🙈 MAY I INTRODUCE YOU TO THIS GLORIOUS THING CALLED... THE STRAP. THAT WAY YOU REALLY COULD HAVE FEM!SATPRU BOUNCING ON YOUU:3333 TRUST ME IT FEELS VERYVERYVEEERY GOOD <33333
THIS POSITION IS GODDDDLLLYYYYYY BTWWW🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴 fem!sugu would definitely ride your face like she wouldn't just stay there. she's grinding and humping your face, making a proper mess out of you<3333 and fem!satoru is just crying her pretty eyes out because you feel sooooo good:(((( poor thing:((((((( oh i need them so fucking badlyyyy good goddddddddd
and omgggggggggg never apologizee!!!!!!!!!! that's literally forbidden here in loserville!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! talk more speak more!!!!!!!!!!! have more fun!!!! this is what we're here for afterall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehee ilyy!!! OHHH ALSOOO HOW DO YOU FEEL ABT A SUN EMOJI??? ☀️☀️☀️ THIS WAS THE FIRST THING THAT CAME TO MIND WHEN I THOUGHT ABT WHAT SUITS YOU HEHEHEHE
#DWWWWW i am planning on writing more abt both fem!toru and fem!sugu#i've been thinking abt them so fucking much these past few days#wheeewww#OMGOMOGGG AND YAYYY UR ALMOST DONE WITH UR EXAMSS!!!!!!!!!!!!#I'M SO PROUD LOVE!!!!!!!#☀️ <3#see i'll put u as the sun emoji for now but you tell me if you wanna change it ok??!!#MWAHHHHHMWAHHH!!!!!!!!!#friends!!
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okay, but what fob songs and lines for what characters, I want to know also, for autism reasons lmao.
IM SO GLAD YOU ASKED BUT ALSO I DONT WANNA GO TOO DEEP CAUSE I COULD TALK ABT IT FOR HOURS AAAA
i could take reqs for certains songs cause i have thoughts on nearly all of them, but im gonna ramble rn about how i feel so much (for) stardust [album, not the song specifically] is so vbs to me actually...
starting off strong with love from the other side
THIS IS SO AN TO ME !!! especially after her learning about how everyone hid the passing of someone SO important to her away for three god damn years.
this part is kinda self explanatory i feel? especially "what would you trade the pain for", refering to the pain of losing her role model of sorts of course. someone she looked up to so much and held in such high regard and she didnt even know theyve been gone.. she makes me SOB
this part refering to her feeling like the whole "city" [vivid street] pretty much lied to her and deceived her, everything feels wrong and off now. its not the same home it was before.
the feeling in this case would obviously be grief, anger and so many others tbh, she lets the feelings out and uses music as an outlet of sorts for it ?? not sure how to explain what i mean [im writing this at 3am sorry] the feelings are so overwhelming i dont think she could fight them if she wanted to, but why would you want to fight such justified feelings ?? i feel SO bad for her omg
this part works for all of vbs, but i feel like it especially applies to akito and an, obviously referencing surpassing rad weekend and how difficult it is considering their constant feeling of inferiority, with akitos being a pretty extreme case of it.
also just feels to me like something akito would actually say/sing
also haha funny hampster refering to kohane /j
i dont have words that can describe this line other than just imagine an singing it with the context of what i said before. that is all.
OFF TO HEARTBREAK FEELS SO GOOD
this is just very vbs to me, its easy to apply their stories and themes to these verses. they will surpass radweekend someday. they can do it, and they can do it together and go even further after, hopefully.
the pre-chorus reminded me of akitos situation with older musicians, how they mocked him etc. which at first obviously made him feel horrible, but he learned from that and now he alone is even better than some of them, and with all of vbs at his side hes even better.
dont have as much for this one, so moving on to
HOLD ME LIKE A GRUDGE
one word. AKITOYA.
cmon now. you see the vision.
this is SO akito talking to toya, how he motivates him to do better and better and helps him up any time he feels down.
they are soulmates, no matter how you look at it!! but theres also akito being a bit of a menace as well as often feeling like hes dragging toya down, yet despite that he wants to stay with him. akito doesnt want to do this without toya, and the feeling is obviously mutual [im actually so insane about them. they are SO important to me not even as a romantic couple just 2 guys meant to be together as partners UEUEUUEUEUEUEEE]
after all the hardships theyre still going strong, some dreams were crushed along the way but their main goal is always there.
the pressure bit makes me think about how each of them feels somewhat inferior to the others, [they need therapy istg] which makes them want to constantly keep pushing themselves to do better and better, and to keep going and going. they have what it takes, they just need to work to perfect it. they know they will do it but they still have a lot to figure out, obviously. they get a bit lost and stuck at times trying to get to their desired level but they will surpass rad weekend. someday.
OKAY IM GONNA STOP HERE BUT I COULD GO ON AND ON AAAAAAAAA I LOVE ASSOCIATING MUSIC I LOVE WITH CHARACTERS I LOVE!!!!!!
< 3333333333
#random#sorry this is long#im a little insane#again. wrote this at 3am#also yadda yadda my own interpretation you dont have to agree etc. etc.
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I was going back and reading the tls for the first trial voice dramas and?? Theres a lot we didn't see in Muu's one, or we just overlooked. (spoilers for second voice drama if you hadn't read the tls yet)
Cos like around 3:54, we hear how when Muu says "I did kill them" she says it in a low voice? That, in my own interpretation, had a bit of resentment behind it? Before she goes back to that 'innocent and did no wrong' attitude.
I would've understood the resentment behind her words If we just looked only at her first MV, but with the second trial MV and Voice drama out, I truly believe that her words only held resentment towards her Victim (Rei chan??) because she made Muu lose everything she worked so hard for/gained.
And in her first MV, if we take the line "My sorry spells must be wearing off" with this scene in mind:
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I believe it's the scene where Muu confronted Rei about it all. Begging forgiveness, crying a lot just like how we see in the first trial voice drama, and just... Yeah 💀 and when Rei didn't forgive her, ykw she did!!!
But heres the thing: Muu says in her first trial that "As of now, I don't have a clear memory of what happened after I did it." but if we go over to the second MV of hers, to the part of her 'breakdown'
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1:44 ⎯ we see how she reacted after her murder, or after she committed it. ITS LIKE?? Hysterical and ofc crazy, but I feel like she's relieved after doing it??
And going back to the first voice drama, in 9:07, we see Muu acting or trying to act like how her followers did back then?? Just assuming this part tho.
however, 9:27, is what I believe made Muu want to look beautiful and pretty though?? If it's eye catching to Es and to us, she must've thought we'd forgive her. 'cause in Yuno's second voice drama, she mentions after extracting the song (or after Es had gone to sleep, ?? Don't remember sorry) she heard us talking and discussing the verdict for her, and in Futa's it's confirmed he also heard the same thing at around the same time...
So if we assume Muu had started hearing our voices around the time her first MV released, then maybe what we've discussed, as well as what Es has told her... greatly affected her to the point she's acting like this now. "Not my fault" cos we truly believed it wasn't her fault.
And i also like that in the first voice drama, the way Es started having a panic attack(?) and pushed Muu away, she started victimising herself?? Small detail but it's interesting to see after now knowing everything. AND ENTIRELY OFF TOPIC ABT THIS WHOLE RANT ... THE WAY JACKALOPE CAME TO CHECK ON ES IS CUTE STOPDO IMS 😭
anyways back to the rant, love how Es pointed out that after Muu cries she quickly switches up?? Laughing at how silly Es is for talking to jackalope.
14:39, "good-for-nothing police" 🤨 im telling you IM TELLING YOU!!! THERE WERE SO MANY SIGNS WE OVERLOOKED HERE.
16:12, 💀 GIRLKOFMDNCDD GIRL!!! WHAT THE FUCK . SEE THIS IS WHY WE NEED TO LOOK INTO THE VOICE DRAMAS MORE BEFORE VOTING ISTG even Es surprised . girl . girl we fucked UP
ONE LAST DETAIL I NEED TO TALK ABT... is the voice dramas name, the first one is "Crying B" which was... odd at first ngl, but then the second drama was named "Queen B"... HOW TF DID WE NOT MAKE THIS CONNECTION IM LOSING MY MIND
MAN IVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT MUU THE MOST HERE IN #☆MILGRAMDiscussions BUT ITS SO??? INTERESTING TO ME HOW WE WERE SO EASILY TRICKED INTO FORGIVING HER.
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I am. I just. I cannot. BREAKING MIRRORS???? ADHKHHIJJDJHDHRHHHRHEH. Comfort? I feel like it’s been so long since I’ve read comfort on your blog 💀💀. Not that it’s a bad thing, the angst is exquisite, but like hurt/comfort is one of my favorite tropes. This was also exactly what I needed. I’ve been feeling really down abt my body lately how it’s too big and not proportioned right and how my face looks gross. Stuff like that you know? I was not expecting to be hit with this kind of comfort. It’s exactly what I needed so thank you so much for writing it.
Shirtless fictional characters are always a great motivation 😌. Oh speaking of which i might just hop on Pinterest and start looking for Izana fanart 👀👀. I WILL NEVER BE ANNOYED IF YOU START POSTING TR CONTENT ON YOUR BLOG WHETHER THEY BE FICS OR MANGA PANELS ILL TAKE THEM ALL. *ahem* Also. I went into the episode expecting to fall harder for Nagi. But no. I fell for Reo as soon as I saw him. THE HECK WHAT IS THIS SORCERY I DONT KNOW A SINGLE THING ABT HIM AND IM IN LOVE HES JUST AADGJKHFHHFRR YES. When you say you’re excited abt posting your angst wips my guard goes up immediately it’s not even funny anymore like pls I wanna say spare me but I also need more at the same time 😭💀. I read your post and I’m so excited for more Bachira and Chigiri content!!!! Bachira being my favorite character and all. And also Chigiri during the last episode shot an arrow into my heart. Even tho I had some reservations abt him before watching the episode its all good now. I have another pretty boy to love 🥰.
DUDE I NEED TO TALK ABT THE FIC CAUSE IM JUST ASTONISHED. Like Nagis was so so so sweet if made me go awww so many times. And Oliver made me giggle a lot it’s adorable. And Rins? Phew sir no need to mess with me like that 😮💨. I also really liked how you described all the negative thoughts of the reader. A lot of them are what I think abt myself when I’m not feeling the best so it was really relatable reading it. Thank you again I don’t think you know how much reading that meant to me it’s exactly what I needed seriously.
How are you btw? How’s uni? Also I’ve been meaning to ask but what’re some of your favorite things? Like in general? Shows and mangas and books and snacks etc? I always get on here ranting abt stuff but I wanna let you know that I wanna get to know you too. It’s a two way straight you know? Only if you’re comfortable sharing ofc. I hope you’re taking care of yourself and that you have a good day!! *sends virtual hugs*
- ✨ anon
Starry! ♡⸜(˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ I hope yk i changed the screensaver of my phone to tr - I blame you for that (lovingly ♡)
This is gonna be a long ask ;
So i had this idea for a while and since I have a hub of angst works on my blog, I wanted to try a hand at comfort but with an angst to fluff (yeah i love that troupe as well) the reason I made this piece is cause of both, to indulge myself in writing comfort as well as to comfort people who are reading it and another element was capturing the realism of it... like. Usually when I read body positivity fics... the details of it are very vague. I wanted to put in something that was more descriptive, reasons why you hate that part of yourself- tiny details that do matter; and I ended up creating this. I was hesitant in posting this at first but then I reminded myself that it was for me and for a person on the other side of the screen who could be comforted by it when they couldn't really talk about these to someone or just in general.
And I'm glad it worked ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡ And I hope you feel better now
I plan on making more editions and going further, it might include more sensitive topics as well-
Istg. When i saw kunigami without a shirt *saves image*, and Rin *saves image*, Nagi *saves image* but I really wanna see Oliver
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Oh god Izana fanart. I did find one on twitter and istg the amount I- reason for my laughter. (contemplating if i should make this my screensaver or not)
I have a tr content supporter!! I had an idea in mind for the tr boys in mind- and since i got hyped for it. I'm gonna start working on that once i read the manga cause i wanna make sure this fits in the character analysis as well. Rindou came to mind for some reason
Chigiri is pretty! I can't stress enough on how he looks good and I even figured the footballer he is based on- Reo is officially Nagi's caretaker; so mature.
Oml i'm making a reputation for myself with the angst i write... but there's the thing; for every angsty piece i write, i always make sure to put a sequel that is equally satisfying and comforting (in a weird way and not in the complete lovey dovey way) it takes time to make those because if I rush it, it doesn't end well with me being angry about the low quality I wrote and the readers being unsatisfied as well... but yeah I know what I wanna write for Bachira and Kaiser (yes. Kaiser is arriving on his royally spoilt ass on this blog)
Going back to the fic, so on how I write nagi I use a lot of the "..." cause I imagine him to be a timed pause speaker; as for Oliver. He is playful and yeah that made me giggle too. (its the 'cold cup of water' isn't it?) as for Rin go to horny jail *bonk* i couldn't imagine him to be the type to talk these kinds of problems out cause he is rude. and he knows it so he dommed his way through it (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) and i am not sorry.
So i know that my bio says 'part time model' but truth is; most of the content is based on my experience. like i mentioned before, the details of body positivity fics are very vague. But what I wanted to do was get down and dirty with it, expose everything and not keep it under wraps because it continues to be hidden yk? people can't openly talk about it when these kind of minor things do exist and they can cause a person's confidence to tarnish and maybe have other people think less of them. And I hoped that this would make someone's morning read when they're getting ready for college, uni, work etc. when they aren't feeling their best and need that kind of confidence... even if it is just from reading my works. and always, you're welcome !! it means a lot to me when my writing helps someone even in the smallest ways ♡꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱
i'm doing pretty well, working on some research papers and stuff, working out as well just having a slow and easy week and keeping everything in balance yk? Roomies are helping me with the weights at the gym- said i was a pussy if i didn't get another lift in. istg i'm gonna smack their ass with a wet towel this week
As for uni, new story. Another classmate of mine, lets call him victor, tall as a tree just walks up to me during recess the other day and goes 'that is one ugly shirt.' he looks like he hasn't even showered for a month and turned up to class wearing pajamas. fucking. pajamas. ugh. (I did tell him that if that's the way he flirts, I'm surprised his ex didn't break up with him sooner- i am not sorry. )
Some of my favorite things... hm. That's a tough one.
I like rainy days, dogs (i want a cerberus so badly- ⸝⸝⸝╸▵╺⸝⸝⸝; i'm good with cats but some of them like to scratch me for some reason?- childhood memory unlocked), pink shirts - i have a lot of them and my roomie steals them, warm blankets, swimming, basketball (i play), red roses, oceans, perfumes, plushies, bears and whales, music, working out, sketching, traveling, reading and just... talking to people.
Shows : I was watching skam (not the french one- the Norwegian one), normal people, extraordinary attorney woo young woo, dark (that. show.), sense8 is on my watchlist- i did watch a bit of it but never got to complete it, the tail of the nine tailed- i wanna finish it but it was stretched out and i didn't want to watch after a bit (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)
My roomies are into k drama and they think anime is 'cartoon.' - when they see the budget used int he eps tho (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)
Anime : there is a lot since I've been watching anime since i was 5, Zatchbell/ gashbell was my first and i watch it sometimes, sailormoon, bleach (never got completed), Jojo's bizarre adventure (watched it all the way to stone ocean- god. the joestar fam is so blessed, Lisalisa (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) , Tokyo rev (i was watching it with my mom and she got mad when I watched an ep without her), death note (my dad got invested with it and then dropped it- let me see if i can get him to watch bllk this christmas cause he is a football maniac), kaichou wa maid sama (my fav misaki is my idol), blue exorcist, hanayori no dango (this was used to make boys over flowers), kuroko no basuke, Kamisama Hajimemashita (my mom loves it -), Tomie, another, naruto, yamishibai, AOT ( my siblings just have debates about the whole conspiracy on the table and this time,,, I know its gonna be about tr) - there are a lot more animes so i might have to make a separate post abt that
Snacks : Since I'm part asian... ik you guys are (probably) gonna figure out a bit of my ethnicity cause of it Guava with chilli powder and salt. It tastes amazing and its healthy too; pears, apples. Pocky, pringles, coke (yeah i have an unhealthy side too) and meiji's yan yan a lot of chocolate.
Manga/ books : Blue lock (caught up with it), slam dunk, tomie, chainsawman, tokyo rev - i think i have some panels saved, black butler, bleach, your lie in april, skip beat, nana, don't bully me nagatoro - yeah i've read one too many manga (even that hentai one that released earlier this year) and I bought one- confidential confessions
Books : my fav is probably anne of green gables - read it when i was younger but it is still fresh in my memory, reading Sigmund Freud (interpretation of dreams...), memoirs of a geisha (a gift from my aunt), verity (something that kinda but doesn't haunt me), sherlock holmes and the hounds of the baskerville was my first novel, it was kinda a picture book.
It's a mess ik. but i mostly read non fic works as i grew older. And yeah it goes both ways! idm sharing !! ꒰ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ꒱
Tell me about you! Only if you want to tho!
*sending back big hugs*
Presenting Bachira in a b day suit \(//∇//)\
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love is · · · — trivias & outtakes
✇༄ spoilers for the entire love is · · · series
✇༄ bulleted list format
masterlist | love is · · · masterlist
[gif’s full credit belongs solely to its owner]
✇༄ disclaimer: twilight from spy x family has nothing to do with this. i just wanted to use a gif of him as a header of sorts. heh.
✇༄ reader/main character will be referred to by their mafia codename ‘sea,’ just to make ramblings easier :]
inspo: plot & conflict
let’s get the general stuff out of the way first
so, this whole mini-series was actually thought of because i watched the “gambler” mv and band version one too many times as i tried to cope w pcd
[i highly recommend the band ver btw. it tempts me to swerve to changkyun every single time, istg]
and then i consequentially topped it off w mafia!aus . . .
truth be told, i wanted to save the hidden baby/secret child trope for future works since i didn’t want to overuse it
[it’s my go-to in my earlier, unpublished works. idk if they’ll ever see the light of day, but they’re def still in my drive somewhere]
i needed a big enough reason for sea to leave a relationship they were otherwise more than happy in — and (un)fortunately, i couldn’t think of any other situation
i figured being responsible for more than their own life should do the trick, so there
a general plot was made, tgt w the root of conflict
a gambler & a danger
ngl, out of all the parts for this mini-series, these two were the only ones that turned out exactly like how i planned them
specifically, the story captured in these two parts were the exact scenes i wanted to tell right from the start
there was no deviation from the original plot/screenplay or whatsoever
it was great
which, now that i think abt it, was prolly why i finished these two relatively quick
since there was no ‘what-if’s to consider
a secret
in contrast, i had a slight difficulty for this part because i had a ‘what-if’ scenario
i had to debate whether hoseok would be traveling alone or not
ngl, i have a tendency to go for the angstier way — but, for this case, the two options had contrasting effects on the story
option one was ultimately made canon
yk, hoseok crosses paths with sea on vacation and basically invites himself to walk around w them lol
but option two . . .
oh boy
did y’all hear abt that one time when hoseok was spotted at the airport w kihyun and changkyun? (it was after wonho became a soloist, so ot7 stans won that day *insert star eyes here*)
but yea, i basically took inspo from that and went— what if?
what if hoseok and then changkyun spotted sea?
then, different from canon, the convo they’d have would be significantly shorter since sea would feel more apprehensive about being in the same place as MX members
neither hoseok nor changkyun would have a chance to get close enough to learn kian’s name or even play w her since sea would of course leave as soon as possible
it’s debatable if sea would even get to think abt asking hoseok and changkyun the favor of not telling the others abt seeing them in their vacation
but, either way, the men’s eyes were still faster than sea since they already caught a glimpse of bebe kian
who, as hoseok canonically puts it, “looks a lot like her father”
now here’s the part that makes me scream— it’s so angsty i personally love it:
what if, as sea turned to leave, they saw someone not too far away who eerily looks like kihyun? looking at them? looking at kian?
[*screams*]
angst level through the roof already ik, but lemme make it worse
sea was written to have a strong resolve, someone who is selfish and selfless at the same time, someone who doesn’t back down easily
so yk what? even if they made eye contact w that person who eerily resembled kihyun, they would pretend they weren’t spooked
they would still leave . . . bc they already made their choice
as for the reason why i didn’t go with that route, even if it was literally the angstiest of the two aka my type lol
personally, i felt like option two would waste all of sea’s efforts to get away
i mean— sure, they would still reunite w kihyun eventually [bc yes, no matter what sea does, they’re still meant to end up w him]
but at least w option one, they had more time to enjoy their freedom — and w that extra time, they were able to have no regrets abt ruining an eight-year long of otherwise perfectly fine relationship
plus, if they saw each other then, sea would still be able to get away since it’d take kihyun a while to recover from his shock
but once he processed everything? he will try to find them. no amount of SVT’s countermeasures and precautions would be able to stop him. he will find sea and kian within two months — three months, tops.
however, as touched on in ‘a compass,’ that was exactly what sea didn’t want. bc they’d eventually end up hating him for real
overall, as much as i love angst, i didn’t want the series to get too messy once the domino effect hits, that was why i ultimately made option one canon
inspo: yoo kian
originally, i planned kian to be a boy
[just bc bb boys are my default for hidden baby!aus for some reason??? yea idk, either]
but then, yk how for some ppl you just see what gender of children “suit” them the best? like, minhyuk’s def a girl dad??
yea . . . same logic for kihyun. although his interactions w kylo are v uwu, i still see him as a girl dad. perhaps not as strong as my vision for minhyuk, but it’s still there
as for her name, sea never planned to completely erase kihyun in her life
they wanted to raise her away from him and out of his radar, yes, but they still wanted kian to have a piece of him wherever they go
hence sea let kian carry his surname and even share a syllable of her name w him
and they were only confident abt doing that bc, again, kihyun didn’t know abt bebe kian — he can’t track both of them using someone he didn’t even know existed
ik the spelling of her name can be considered masculine, but i merely romanized how her name would be written in hangul (키안/기안), so i see no point in giving her the feminine spelling of it
oh! i almost forgot: kian wasn’t actually the first name i thought of for sea and kihyun’s kid
i already forgot what the first name was, but the name kian was thought of after i remembered abt sian from tros lol
inspo: mafia codes
i wanted everyone to have a mafia codename of sorts
the members w stage names were easy, also those w alternate names (as in hyungwon’s case) since i just used those
but for those who have their real names as their stage names, i had to be creative
jooheon became ‘honey,’ after his current stage name that i keep forgetting [srly, i always forget that he goes by joohoney now T_T]
minhyuk became ‘gorae,’ which is korean for whale, his favorite animal
the only one i rlly had trouble w was kihyun’s code name
i personally associate him w hamsters, but i couldn’t thing of anything that could make ‘hamster’ as a code name intimidating, so i had to look for inspiration somewhere else
somehow, in my quest, i stumbled upon the fact that ‘yoo’ — kihyun’s last name — can be spelled as ‘ryu’ in the past
hence his code name ‘ryuki’
as for SVT members . . . there’s a reason why not all of them appeared in the series lol
i mean— besides the fact that it’s a MX-centered fic, most of them go by their real names on stage
and i rlly don’t have the energy to give everyone a creative code name lol
still, i came up with some just in case i ran out of members who have stage names
thus ‘player’ for wonwoo, after the carmen sandiego character and also the fact that he’s a gamer
‘moon’ for junhui, after his korean surname (문)
and two more back-ups i didn’t get to use: ‘ghost’ for seungkwan, solely bc his last name is boo [sometimes i think i’m funny] && ‘polar’ for hansol vernon, after his current emoji representative
though imma be honest
i have no idea who ‘labri’ is
when i first thought of the code name, it rooted from the word ‘lovely.’ when i tried to write it in hangul, it became ‘랍리’ or ‘labli’/‘labri’/‘lablee’/‘rabri’/— you get the idea
but with that, two members come to mind personally: jeonghan and mingyu
if ‘labri’ is jeonghan, it could also be the case that ‘labri’ came from ‘libra’ aka his zodiac sign, with a couple letters switched
however, if ‘labri’ is mingyu, it could also be the case that ‘labri’ came from ‘labrador’
so yea, idk who he is
a favor
despite being angsty, this part was a lil difficult to write ngl
i literally had to rewrite the entire thing three times before i finally had something i was satisfied w
i knew what i wanted to write, specifically what scenes i wanted to show, it was just a matter of how i should tell it
MX’s introduction to kian was originally captured in great detail as in move-for-move
but then . . . idk what was actually wrong w it, but it just seemed wrong for some reason???
i still saved that draft somewhere bc those scenes were so cute to me, but yea . . . i ultimately rewrote it
[sometimes i just don’t get how my brain works, sigh]
funnily enough, the scene that convinced me to even write this part in the first place didn’t even make the cut
like ‘a secret,’ this part also had a ‘what if’ — one that also had a contrasting effect to the story
the second idea was what i made canon
yk— wonho volunteered for the alliance but ryuki ended up the one getting engaged after MX pieced kian’s parentage tgt
but in the initial idea . . .
honey was chosen for the alliance
i didn’t work out how he was picked, but i did work out that he was v reluctant abt it — as in he wasn’t totally on board w it, but still agreed anw bc it was for MX’s future
sea wasn’t SVT’s pick for the marriage in this version tho
instead, honey was set to marry periwinkle aka perrie — someone who wasn’t part of SVT’s core, but a high-ranking member nonetheless
their dynamic was supposed to be like enemies-to-lovers, since both of them weren’t really fond of the idea
perrie was supposed to be rlly close w sea tho: partly bc the former was one of their “guards” until they left the country
which led to sea attending the wedding as a show of support
i mean— sure, for this ver, sea is still avoiding ryuki as much as they can, but with the alliance between SVT-MX pretty much complete, they're a bit more lax abt it than in canon
also bc of the logic that MX didn't find them to begin w before they crossed paths again, so the threat "make sure we never find you" in ‘a gamble’ is still in sea's favor
now here's the scene that convinced me to write this part in the first place but didn't even make the cut:
as it happened in canon, labri still mistakingly hands kian to the MX members before hurriedly leaving
and that event is still the reason why MX members will be able to piece together kian's parentage
although, for this ver, kian will resemble sea more than ryuki
[honestly idk how kian ended up looking like ryuki more in canon when i’ve been dead-set that she should look like her mapa more right from the beginning T_T]
[hoseok’s comment in ‘a secret’ was only supposed to be a signal like “i know who the father is”]
they will still be able to figure it out tho based on her features and other “coincidences”
unlike in canon tho, the one who will pick her up from MX’s house is sea
think “you fcking did WHAT? labri, you’re fcking DEAD. don’t fcking go near my daughter, i’m mad at you. i’ll pick her up myself”
yea, sea’s furious at labri oki
[like, so v much so that they literally signed up to go to the lion’s den unaccompanied without much thought]
and understandably so, since hello?? this whole thing was abt keeping kian & kihyun apart???
not to worry, though
surprisingly enough, had they met this way, they would’ve been pretty civil . . . and calm
i didn’t work out the logistics, but kihyun supposedly harbor no ill feelings for sea in this ver
it’s like . . . after piecing kian’s parentage, he just figures out what exactly happened and just . . . understood
so, yea
for this ver, “the talk” that happened in ‘a compass’ is a lot quieter and calmer
like it literally takes place while the other members painstakingly gather everything that belongs to kian that had been scattered around the house lol
and as a sort of soft epilogue, sea and ryuki would meet again in honey and periwinkle’s wedding reception
where it would be alluded that they would be a couple again in the future
and then [*hits the slate*] CUT
.
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ngl i rlly looked forward to writing the reunion in this ver since it was the reason this part exist in the first place
but
as i progressed writing the opening scenes for this particular part, i realized it didn’t seem realistic that ryuki would just let sea off the hook that easily
sure, this is fiction and all, but i figured kihyun at least deserves some time to show sea that the trauma they caused wasn’t okay
cuz yk . . . we can’t just invalidate ppl’s feelings like that
so yeah
that’s why canon is the way it is
a journey & a compass
frankly, these two parts wouldn’t’ve existed if not for the anons that asked abt them
cuz i fully intended to just end the story in ‘a favor’
partly bc i knew if i extended the story beyond that, i would have no choice but to actually address kihyun’s trauma
not that there was smth wrong w doing that, it’s just . . . i didn’t want to mess it up
even if it’s fictional, that trauma is heavy yk
i think i messed it up anw but yk it is what it is ig
ngl there was only supposed to be one part after ‘a favor’
but, while i was writing ‘a journey,’ i noticed that there would be a shift in the tone?— the color?— idk how to phrase it— of the story
so i decided that it would be best to split the supplementary part into two
one focusing on the “pretending”
and the other on the “closure”
as i mentioned on one of my replies to an anon, the keyword for the last set of supplemental parts was ‘wedding’
yea, i technically could’ve just went straight to ‘a compass’ without having to write ‘a journey,’ that’s true
but there were some information in ‘a journey’ that i needed to mention
don’t ask what it was bc i can’t recall now lol
but yea that’s why there was ‘a journey’ before ‘a compass’ :D
inspo: significant others
sea actually had a name in the first draft of ‘a gamble’ bc i originally didn’t plan on sharing the story here
and every time a story is exclusively for me, i tend to create ocs since that’s what i did before my tumblr writer era
[yes, that’s why my mcmxcvii & mcu stuff are x oc . . . those universes were built years ago]
but anw
sea’s name was choi gaeul
they were supposed to share their last name with their cousin seungcheol
wait actually let me elaborate
they were named as such first
with their first name being from chu gaeul of boys over flowers [aka half of one of my first ships as a kid uwu]
&& then when the time came to pick a relative who share the same surname, seungcheol became an obvious choice
ergo, SVT was ultimately inserted in the story
ergo, the codename ‘autumn’ later on became out of question since that’s what gaeul meant
ngl had i published the story w an oc, bb kian’s full name would’ve easily been choi kian
which strangely would’ve changed the story in ‘a favor’ & onwards now that i think abt it
huh
anw sea’s occupation is an architect
why? solely bc of a small fact mentioned in ‘a journey’: so i can say that they thought seungcheol would simply ask them to design a blueprint for SVT’s house as a favor
that’s v shallow ik, but i always try to be as vague and as general as possible in my x reader fics
so when i do specify some things, they’re more likely than not thought of last min and had to be made bc i had no other choice
that includes the name drops for minhyuk’s and changkyun’s respective partners, actually — since i couldn’t just refer to them as their other half every single time
they’re more than just that yk
i came up with minhyuk’s partner’s name first — nari — bc they were supposed to be mentioned by name in ‘a favor,’ right in the beginning when it was discussed that them & minhyuk were already married by then
for extra measure, i also planned out some things abt nari & their relationship w minhyuk just in case i needed them
like how nari’s works in a flower shop & somehow met minhyuk there one day, allowing for their love story to start [yea, they got the florist-mafia trope. it’s cute]
&& also how nari is actually pregnant during ‘a favor’ & onwards
them seeking advice from sea abt giving birth & parenthood was actually my back up plan for the story flow lol
actually, that also includes them offering to babysit kian for “experience” [one of my drafts actually had a scene where ryuki & sea had a fight abt this lol]
funnily enough, the name nari was thought of bc i remembered abt the narra tree
it was rlly random, but that basically gave my name search a direction — name starting w n, meaning possibly related to plants
&& tada~ nari means ‘lily’ — or so google says
i didn’t bother thinking of a surname for nari though, or hayeon too, for that matter
in fact, changkyun’s partner has less info planned out compared to nari
most likely bc i didn’t intend them to play a huge role in the series or appear at all
but alright, here’s everything i came up w abt changkyun’s partner
their name hayeon was from one of the former kids in tros [i just think it’s a beautiful-cute name, nothing else]
they’re a doctor, speciality unknown — most likely smth related to surgery tho
mostly bc the trope that i thought for them two involves kyun getting wounded && hayeon fixing him up
i did consider that hayeon was prolly the first person to know abt sea’s pregnancy
and, for some reason, sea was alright w them knowing
specifically, for wtv reason, sea knew hayeon would keep that knowledge a secret from MX
i didn’t rlly flesh out the ‘why,’ exactly, but it was def hinted in ‘a compass’
smth abt what happened to hayeon will fs prompt MX to tighten their security/surveillance around sea when they find out that they’re pregnant
ngl what ‘happened’ may or may not have involved hayeon getting kidnapped . . .
and let’s just say hayeon believes that it’s better to stay away from any mafia than to accept some sort of protection from them
based on their experience, yk the mafia protection basically failing them, they have the right to feel that way
so yeah: sea knowing that particular belief of theirs def played a part on why sea would feel safe sharing their secret w them
&& also why hayeon was intentionally ‘absent’ in the series compared to nari whose scenes just got cut: they were staying as far away from all the mafia shenanigans as much as possible
which, really, wasn’t difficult for them to do given that they’re a doctor & everything
since we’re on the topic, i might as well mention this
hayeon & changkyun’s on-&-off relationship was def influenced by their kidnapping
i won’t go to details bc i didn’t actually flesh it out
but, as i see it rn, their story def has so much angst in it that i can’t even guarantee a ‘happy ending’ for them if i ever write it
final notes
this rambling has gone on longer than i intended
i didn’t realize i had so much to say abt the ‘behind’ of this series oml
but anw
to close, i just want take a moment to thank you guys for reading & showing interest in ‘love is · · ·’
it’s the first series i finished wo having all the parts prewritten before posting, so all the interactions — the likes, the reblogs, the comments, the messages — really drove this to completion
i read all the reblogs, tags, comments, & msgs btw, even if i only replied to the asks
mostly bc i despise how it’s my ‘main’ blog that replies whenever i answer a comment smh
&& like . . . idk how i can answer reblogs/tags . . .
i love reading them, actually
i went back to read every single one of them multiple times to help me finish everything. they helped me a lot fr
and i uh— i’m so sorry i broke your hearts several times
i’m admittedly just good at dropping angsty one-liners && my fluffy writing needs a lot of work
so hopefully the hopeful ending made all the heartbreak worth it . . . somehow. somewhat.
if there’s anything you’re curious abt that i didn’t address in this lengthy ramble, pls send me an ask here!!
feel free to send me other stuff through there too: what you liked abt this series, what frustrated you, idk. wtv else you think of
that way i can actually reply *insert dancer emoji, three times, here*
forewarning tho: you might get a reply that’s more than what you asked for bc i tend to overshare—
but anw yea
from the v bottom of my heart, thank you for tuning to ‘love is · · ·’ and following ryuki & sea’s story (⌒▽⌒)♡
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