#I have COVID :P

[rad-batson]

*Bruce and 9yo Dick playing chess*

Dick: Okay, I'm gonna take your pointy, sad-faced guy for my horsey guy.

Bruce: Stop, stop. *pointing to Bishop* What is this piece called?

Dick: I call him Dwight.

[h0wlcastle]

just checked my credit report again and $3929 is practically the only thing in the way of being able to rent my own apartment while i go to school. the debt is for rent and electricity bills i could not pay in the last half of 2020.

getting my own apartment would be monumental for me. not getting into too much detail, but id be able to get away from my ex & move out of this health hazard of a house. (yeah definitely lots of mold and asbestos in these walls and floors. which are crumbling and breaking btw. i think i hauve mold poisoning.) and id be allowed to pursue decisions that actually improve my life vs. forced to adjust everything to fit around someone else's, etc

frankly, my ex has his own life to worry about, which seems to be taking him in directions that are actively hostile to my existence. (i mean states that have governments hell-bent on taking away trans/queer rights.) but aside from that, i am tired of making all these plans to become independent, only for the rug to be pulled out from under me at the last minute.

if i had my own place, id have control of my own life again.

if anyone is able to help me get out of this hellish living situation, my venmo is julesam.

i know we're all broke and stressed so no judgment if you scroll past this. but reblogs are also very much appreciated

$155/3929

(sorry for e-begging on tumblr dot com. im v embarrassed and humiliated to be posting this but i am genuinely out of options here.)

[moriphyte]

i’m cool i’m chill i’m fiiine it’s just thinking about inconsolable differences and boundless sands still feels like having my bones broken one by one and the only cure is to close my eyes and imagine ccrime passed the fuck out under a pile of mismatched blankets safe and sound in wilbur shitty apartment in the middle of the desert. i’m normal…..when they wake up they’re gonna get breakfast at the diner. wilbur drinks his coffee that’s more cream than coffee and feels soemthing like light when he watches tommy laugh and talk through a mouth full of blueberry pancakes and stained cheeks. and he has to wipe pancake off his glasses cause tommy isn’t tommy if he’s not talking with his mouth full and wilbur isn’t wilbur unless he’s pouring eight containers of creamer into his shitty black coffee and tommy and wilbur aren’t tommy and wilbur if they’re not together.

[scaryscarecrows]

So Ao3 tells me it's been about 7 years since I first started writing Cigarette Smoke & Snark.

It does not seem like 7 years. Time flies.

[kxowledge]

I hate being sick so much why does a cold take me 5+ days to recover??

[palms-upturned]

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[athetos]

I keep waking up every hour and having the most bizarre dreams. Im still running a low fever. Im so miserable. I’m eating ice cream with my tylonel then hoping that I can sleep the rest of the night.

[kissycat]

Today my temperature is normal and my pulse went down to normal at night but the fatigue is really bad and I have a cough

[winter-hoof]

What in the actual fuck do you mean it's been 2 years since I moved back to Upper Michigan ?????????

[boudicca]

god i feel like garbage

[outfoxt]

i love :D being sick :D

[ablazeinhim]

feeling like such a loser lately and like is it the winter or is the introversion or is it the disability???

[kenobihater]

had a stupid revelation the other day. nothing is stopping me from taking the bus to the Big City Art and History Museum. yeah it takes a hot minute, and yeah i've never taken advantage of our public transportation, and yeah my stupid parents will absolutely be paranoid as hell that i'm going to the Big City alone, but i can just do that. i'm an adult. i can just go. i've only been there maybe 7 or 8 times my whole life, which isn't NEARLY long enough considering both the size of the Big City Art and History Museum and the fact that i love revisiting exhibits i've seen on past trips

[gxlden-angels]

Idk I think it's funny seeing people on twitter say things like "Christians want to tell you it's all a part of Jesus's plan until it's them!" cause like idk about you but I've had family members 100% say they're ready to meet the Lord than interfere with his plans via a Tylenol and a flu shot

[gotyouanyway]

new circle of hell discovered. it's cold dming people i've never even heard of before on slack to ask them for help with work admin tasks/basically asking to be trained to use a new system and doing this all several weeks later than i was supposed to do it and now everyone's lowkey frustrated at me for the millionth time for sucking at having a job

[sprucestairs]

my entire body feels like it's trying to kill me