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aufhocker · 6 months ago

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#doing. very bad today/tonight #i hate my birthday so much

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lemongogo · 4 months ago

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env practice ft the reunion scene

#gravity falls #stanley pines #my art #i lovweee gf in the winter soo much #in their podcast they talk ab how they kind of regretted limiting it to the summer bc you werent able to see the diff seasons #so theyd remedy it by always using a flashback for autumn or winter or whatever and i like.no i get it fr #this whole scene in atots is my favorite #tbh i dont feel a certain way ab this otwhr than i want to keep going and try to like . post w m/o attachment ykwm #like its done i finished it i like some parts and hate others couldve been worse and i had fun coloring it #NOTHIG 2 SAYY RLY ^_^ i did enjoy my sketches more tho HAJHAAHHA like it looked more shack like than this does #maybe bc its omly a partial view #tbh i dont like the stan in this though . i mustve erased him 20 diff times but he gives context yk. otherwise i wouldve just kept the shack #normal n not boarded or fenced up #whateve.#birthday today. hooray

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masterhandss · 5 months ago

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Have you ever been curious about the EnStars MC Anzu, what she does in EnGirls and EnStars, and what information we could gather about her from each story?

For Paradise's 10th Anniversary, I made an "Anzu Story Breakdown doc" where you can read what she does & any info about her in each story🌸⭐️‼️ (twitter post)

(currently doesn't contain EnStars stories, but they are in progress and will be added once they are finished per year)

09.14.24 - Added EnGirls and extra materials 09.15.24 - Added story names in the outline for easier navigation 10.08.24 - Added the following ES! stories: Marching Band, Sweets, Duel, Hero Show, Tanabata Festival, Pool Opening, Test of Courage, Restaurant, Quarrel Festival, Holiday, First Shrine Visit, Amusement Park Show, WANTED!!!, Robin Hood, Passionate Carmen, Sweet Halloween, Beasts, Buddy

#mh talks #ensemble stars #ensemble girls #engirls #enstars #anzu enstars #anzu ensemble stars #i kinda felt like posting it on tumblr too just for archiving purposes #made specifically for anyone who wants to know how much anzu there is in engirls but can't be bothered to read the stories #i did the homework for the team o7 #i wish i could have finished the Era ! part before her unofficial birthday but theres just so much going on for me in sept-oct that i just #can't find the time to read #did i make this most specifically bc i hate how people throw tomatoes at reika and sakura for causing her to transfer when they #regret it with all their hearts and anzu doesn't even hate them for it? mayhaps #if i had a nickel for every time i made a Reading-related document for my brown haired girl fixation i would have two nickels #yeah i know the engirls section is missing 7 stories IM WORKING ON IT!!!

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bluewaterlily · 2 years ago

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My birthday is one week away and I’m still losing my shit over the fact that I’m gonna be alone all day.

#I know I’m being annoying talking about this but literally my birthday sucks every year #and February is a tough month for me because for some reason some of the worst moments of my life always occurred in February #I really wanted this year to be good :(#last year I was sick with covid and someone who I thought was my friend just completely forgot about me that day #but this year my friends are all far away or busy #my family are either working or out of the country rn #so I’m alone #and all I want to do is die from the loneliness bc I can’t stand it anymore and my bday just reminds me of how lonely I truly am #I hate my birthday so much #but I hate February even more #personal

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itsthatlake · 1 year ago

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“The Summer Day” by Mary Oliver.

HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY ACE!!

Support me on ko-fi! ♥

#happy birthday ace!#portgas d ace #fire fist ace #monkey d luffy #one piece sabo #sabo is here in spirit for the most part #one piece #one piece comic #op fanart #lake's art #something something the duty of an older brother #man i almost got this done in time lmao #i love Mary Oliver's poems so much you've no idea #the summer day is like my third favorite poem ever i think #i finally learned how to draw fire for this lol #love the cowboy hat. hate to draw the cowboy hat #do not repost #lmao i just noticed i put the wrong number in the bounty. it's supposed to be 30.000.000 not 300.000.000

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dailyhmsw · 1 month ago

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#hmswposting #chonny jash #cj heart #cj mind #cj soul #cccc #stupidstupidstupid i hate them so much they make me SICK!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGHHGRHGRHGRGHHR #it'shis birthday............#it's actually my birthday but #shhsushshuhush #let me self indulge just a little bit #only now realizing i used the wrong brackets at the end WHOOPSIE DOOPSIE!

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icewindandboringhorror · 5 months ago

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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?

*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)

*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)

(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )

(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)

#polls #tumblr polls #I'm mostly in the 0/1 - 25$ category. Maybe the rare month is a bit over $25 if there's something specific going on like birthday.#Which I'm NEVER eating in an actual restaurant (erm... covid... plus I just hate restaurant environments. i would rather pickup #the food and bring it home to a peaceful quiet environment that I control lol). But more typically like stopping by a grocery store deli #section or something. I don't have coffee that much. And I can't eat fast food much due to my health issues/diet restriction stuff #so if I'm out like coming back from an appointment and I start feeling really sick and weak. I know that a hamburger will just #blow up my system and cause nausea or something. So I try to pick the breadiest most #neutral looking turkey sandwich at the safeway deli to eat during the hour ride home or whatever lol #I actually kind of wish I could do stuff like get food more often vecause it would take the burden of cooking everything off of me #but.. alas... Money... and Health Things... T o T #I still wouldn't do it ALL the time but like... once a week instead of once a month or something.. or maybe turning into a coffee #person.. I do love drinks A LOT .. i am a drink person who will have 5 different drinks sipping on at all times #But i just have to make them all myself mostly lol #And I cant really have too much coffee since it will make me sick. so like.. teas and juice mostly #When I inevitably become a millionaire by never using social media never networking and only finishing one #sculpture every 5 months which I dont even post about or sell - then I shall... get more drinks..#I will somehow wean my body onto coffee and drink one a day solely for the ritual of it #Though even then... I would still probably just like.. buy the mateirals to make it at home or something #Like if you had a million dollars you could just buy a kitchen grade ice cream machine and other stuff to make your own milkshakes and #coffees and smoothies and bubble teas. Genuinely I think even if I were a BILLIONAIRE I would still look at playing likr $8 for a single #coffee and go .. uh.... I could just buy the equipment to make this and then save that money. PLUS. its in my house now so no need to #have to leave. I can make my own drinks in the comfort of home. .. ideal..#Like no matter how rich I ever got I would still have the lingering scroogey stinginess. like i am NOT paying for that. I will jus #make it myself. Especially if it was an Everyday thing. Anythign thats part of my routine I try to optimize and make as efficient as #possible... ANYWAY.. In an IDEAL world I would get treats. but probably not that much. as on a daily basis it would start to get #to me and I would just save up to buy kitchen machinery if I was rich lol

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kusanagihaku · 1 month ago

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⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆ months with tkdb: 1/4 ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ ⋆

#tokyo debunker #calendar series #i think if i stare at it anymore ill hate it so much i wont ever post it #so im gna !! let go of it!!#if i hate these still in the future ill redo them #the months are split by their birthdays btw!!#so are the highlighted dates on the calendar #anyway feel free to print them out and do whatever you want with them #ill let these like . marinate more in my head before i decide what to do #lin doodles #gna go paint my nails now sigh

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royaltea000 · 2 months ago

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[wipinf] thinking bout that one part in jttw96 where nezha and hong hai er fight in a dream

#I think they would fucking hate each other #sorry guys I’m sick of working on this lol #wipinf means wip I’ll never finish -w-#or2 #I still really like my designs for them tho even if figuring out the colors are a pain in the ass #ignore that ugly samadhi fire I wanted to make it multicolored to show that it wasn’t regular fire #I couldn’t figure out what method to use tho lol #btw I fucking HATED hong hai er in 84 I deadass almost stopped first season cuz of him and his stupid parents 😭😭😭#girl just make a new kid throw this one away #child who actively plays a part in their parents divorce so they can have two birthdays #kick his ass nezha #digital art #my art #journey to the west 1996 #nezha #red boy #jttw nezha #jttw red boy #hong hai'er #I adore the small buns they put in young child hairstyles back then tho #so cute :3 #nezha you have so much shit on you it’s crazy #various accoutrements could you spare a few #me walking around jingling with every step cuz of the multitudes of keychains I have on me

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shroomerr · 4 months ago

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Oh, help me God, this hellboy got me coming back for more

reblogs super appreciated !!! close-ups under the cut !

#south park #south park fanart #stan marsh #shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park #artists on tumblr #my ramblings + thought process starts here (warning. its a lot) vvvvvvvvvvvvvv #"heyyyyy shadowww. its mee. da devil.#the amount of eyestrain i went through while rendering this #gradient maps!!! are so fun!!! (they are not i hate them so much)#lots to improve on still. but that's for next time!#the process of making this was so arduous.... but i learned a lot i feel #(and also if i had spent any more time working on this i would have actually lost it)#BUT YIPPEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN MARSH THE LOSER BOY I CANT BELIEVE I FINISHED THIS ON TIME #2 days in advance too by the time the queue uploads it #anyways.... stupid loser boy stan marsh..... i found out his birthday was coming up soon #and i had this idea sitting in my head for like.... 2 weeks i think #popped up when i was listening to lexie liu's album the happy star and the song diablo came up #and i thought wait.... doesnt stan get possessed by satan at some point #and so here we are!!#I ACTUALLY RECENTLY WATCHED THE EPISODE TOO AND THE THEME OF THE SONG FIT THE THEME OF THE EPISODE CRAZY WELL AS WELL #sometimes my genius is almost frightening #anyways this emotionally sensitive animal lover boy has really grown on me over the course of the series <3 #i still havent.... finished cartman's sheet.....#the self designated deadline i gave myself of 2 weeks is coming up soon and erm. guh.#dies #this took so much effort and brainpower that needed to be allocated to my assignments.......#but its ok!!! im gonna sell this as a print!!! so its kind of!! productive!!#guh i hope this one performs well sob theres this nagging feeling i have that its not gonna do well at all #try painting some funky lighting + greyscale painting she said. it'll be fun she said.

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kimtaegis · 10 months ago

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may you find happiness there, may all your hopes all turn out right! ↳ for @magicshop 🌸

cr. dwellingsouls, atoz v; insp.

#btsgif #btsgfx #btsedit #gfx #usergif #bts #bangtan #namtaegi #usersky #userkelli #trackofthesoul #userzaynab #userines #usersan #underbetelgeuse #*yg #*nj #*th #*gifs #*gfx #andi I'm soooo sorry this is so late 😭#really just had zero time I hate it here #but here we go!!! your favourites are bringing you a little spring magic <3 #(HAD to use 'magic' in this somewhere hehe)#I used every little scrap of this unit photoshoot there was noooot much unfortunately :( hence the little ot7 appearance :)#most of the text are lyrics from ben howard's 'keep your head up'#this song reminds of a beloved friendship from my youth and just warms my heart so much #it's perfect for this time of the year and gives me this fondness that I also feel when I think of you #I hope you spent your birthday surrounded by happiness and love #and that this new year of your life will be filled with hope and positivity

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fadeintoyou1993 · 7 months ago

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stebe moments <3 (for the steve to my robin, katya to my trixie, tai to my nat, charlie to my mac @ayoedebiris)

bonus:

#strangerthingsedit #steveharringtonedit #steve harrington #stranger things #tuserdee #userlanie #userrachel #userbecca #usermorgan #tuserrobin #userbewey #userallisyn #HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD MAY I OFFER YOU THE FAVORITE BOY : STEBE #THE ONly time dee has ever hated me n my jokes was when i joked about taissa hurting the dog named steve btw #happy bday bro i love u so much i picked all the stebe scenes that made me think of u the most <3(thats not a drag i mean this affectionate #gif #mine #*#dee

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claitea · 5 months ago

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i've had these scenarios written down since volo's debut in pokemon masters and i just really wanted to scribble them down and finally release them

#pokemon #volo #pokemon volo #pokemon jacq #n harmonia #pokemon rei #trainer rei #clai's art #trying to write n's specific brand of being mean is hard to me for some reason #in the initial idea i had him outright call volo stupid but i didnt know if that was too far so i just took it out BJFBFJF #but anyway volo being a historian who had to have studied many walks of life but has still come to the conclusion that the world is hopeless #jacq being someone who's very positive and sees the best in people even if they are very much not great to him (see: raifort)#finally realizing someone he knows is like. inexcusably horrible #n's situation wasn't even that different from volo's. both saw injustice in society and sought to change it #but even n. who hated humanity for what he thought they were all responsible for. didnt want humans to Die for what they did!!#and rei. rei was a scared kid who saw the very worst of volo firsthand. rei needed friends and one of them despised him in the end #isnt it soooo funny how volo thinks he's alone yet keeps pushing away all the people who want to connect with him :) i hate pla so much :)))#as another note too. perhaps the rei thing could end in two ways #satisfying good ending where it kicks off volo's realization that hey maybe people do trust me unconditionally #or no good bad ending where volo takes this as another betrayal. rei only liked him for his facade like everyone else so why does it matter #volo almost makes me feel as ill as n does. hate this stupid guy i shouldnt have bought pla for my birthday i should have gotten. p/kmin idk

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johnlennonbignaturals · 2 months ago

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY URARKA ⋆ ·˚ ༘ *

#omgomgomg i've been WAITING #i love her so much my favourite character ever omllll #uraraka they could never make me hate you #my princess #mha #my hero acedamia #bnha #boku no hero academia #happy birthday uraraka #ochaco uraraka #ochako uraraka #uraraka ochako #uraraka ochaco #character birthday #mha birthday #december 27

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chrisbangz · 1 year ago

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happy birthday chris ♡ insp.• insp.

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crossbackpoke-check · 6 days ago

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"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie

#liv in the replies #if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect #THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i #went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO #regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me #as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's #james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he #will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who #love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs #hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic #next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the #elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost #tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on #tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for #the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc #so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many #photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate #and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets #okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o #i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul #u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh #start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last #blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee #& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost #joel farabee #philadelphia flyers #calgary flames

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