#I hate every second of it
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Oh nerds, I have had a week of a week. Frist off; house keeping. I got the job in Vancouver and my last day at Camel Town was yesterday. I start in Van in 7 days.
Now for my week of weeks,
While still interviewing find the Perfect Place to live. A 2 bedroom condo in my price range available in time for my start date. Stop looking for other places.
Get job offer, tell new landlord to move forward, get emails from his rental company, look up rental company and see it is a real one that exists.
Make plans with Sister to transport Ianto and I to Vancouver. Sister's partner takes a day off work to help.
Send deposit of 3400CAD to rental company [deposit consists of 1 month rent 1700, and two damage deposits - one for Ianto -totalling 1700]. Normal and legal in Canada. Most places just ask for one of the deposits but not illegal.
Do all that by Friday [9th]
Walking Ianto at 6;30am on Monday 12th - 4 days before planned move in date - and get email from rental company asking for another deposit of 3400 as 'insurance' because they have been 'having issues with transactions from Canada and the United States'. Will not send keys and paperwork before getting the additional funds.
Think for a minute and reply something like 'Landlord and I agreed on 3400, which you have just confirmed you received. Please send the keys etc asap.'
Alarmingly quickly Landlord [not company] emails me to say company got in touch with him and this is their policy. He will give me 20 per cent off rent for first 6 months if I just send the money. [This is the first red flag I actually notice]. I replythat I am moving in 4 days and if the transaction takes as long as the first one, I won't have anywhere to live but be out a fuckton of money.
Calll my parents. It's 6;30 in BC but they are visiting Ontario where its 9;30. Not worried about waking them. Mum immediately offers to transfer the money for me because part of the issue is that I have to move money around to get that much which takes up to 48 hours. I cut her off and say 'I feels scammy' which dad agrees with.
Dad is a retired real estate agent, gets in contact with folk in BC a few hours later while I go to work and freak out [had already packed my anxiety meds... not fun]. Turns out 'Landlord' doesn't have title for the condo.
Also Rental Company email is very obvious fake. I googled the company but didn't check the email. Like a fool.
Tell 'landlord' that I cannot move that amount of money in the time allotted and would like my deposit back please [didn't expect to get it back but... its the presidency.]
Looked for another rental. Found one that wasn't dog friendly. Ianto is a service dog but is not yet certified to BC standards. Thought I'd give it a shot anyway. Called and was very frank; just got scammed, moving at end of week for work, have a dog. She gave me a short list of other rentals she knew accept dogs because she could not allow Ianto before his test.
Contacted a few, Ianto was too big for a few, filled out an application to one, and got a virtual tour set up for the other [this takes us to Tuesday].
Tuesday email my contact at job in Vancouver to let her know that I might not be able to start on the 22nd because no home. She [witn permission] then contacts my board to let them know. One has a line on an apartment.
Discover my mattress is very mouldy.
Application denied with no option to contest, virtual tour cancelled because property manager got sick and couldn't reschedule until this coming Monday.
Call my bank about the scam. They start an investigation which will take about 10 days and cancel my debit card because... I don't know. [bringing us to the end of Wednesday]
Application to board member's suggestion accepted. Need to pay the down payment which is just one of the damage deposits. They take in-person payments or money orders. Because my card is currently... gone. I cannot do online or app banking. Would have to do in-person or phone. Nearest branch to me is 2 hours away by car and I don't drive. Try calling. It takes over an hour to discover that because of the investigation I cannot get a money order done via the phone. Because that would be too easy.
Call my parents - they were busy - texted my brother. Asking both if they could help. Brother puts me in contact with his partner who would have their car tomorrow at the same time my parents offer to do a money order for me. Get the address etc from new rental company [legit]. Send confirmation.
Move in date is [probably] Saturday.
So, a very week of a week if I do say so myself and it's not over yet. I need to finish packing still [wall art, blankets, the last of Ianto's stuff and odds-and-ends]. Still need to get there. Chance the Money Order won't get there in time - as it has to go from Ontario to BC and tomorrow is Friday. but... Better position by miles than on Monday.
There is a small chance my bank can get my money back but.... Unlikely and it was a painful lot of money to say the least.
#not museums#moving#scam#fraud#actually autistic#this is the first time that I really felt#gullible#I hate every second of it
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maybe we should forget i ever said anything about this au 😔
#* mine / txt#* mine / aus#* series / this life is mine#i keep seeing very bad fandom posts#of peope being extremely negative#and like man#why am i still here#i hate every second of it#fandom has become a source of anxiety and dread more than a place of joy#do u know how hard i have to resist the urge to delete tlim related posts. everyday. multiple times a day.#everyone is so fucking mean i stg this is why fandom is shit now
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I'm turning into someone I despised as a kid & I can't help it. I can sense my past self's dissapointed.
#i hardly recognise myself anymore#i hate every second of it#i'm tired#alone with my thoughts#thoughts#childhood#trauma#i hate it here#i hate this#quotes#feelings#tumblr memes#books & libraries#girl problems#brown girls#desi problems#writers on tumblr#writeblr#tumblr problems#adult problems#adulthood
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"The fire inside of me burns bright and will sear my enemies."
Just hits different. "I'm having a fever" is lame
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okay, TO BE FAIR:
My body makes mucus to transport all of the nasty stuff out AND prevent more viruses and bacteria to penetrate my weakened defenses, AND its a side-effect of my immune system getting where its needed AND there is probably some stuff in there that is important for something else (I am sorry that lecture was years ago and my brain is a bit mush) something something body is helping and is doing a great job at keeping both of us alive!
I gladly give it more fluids for more mucus. Even if I hate every second of it (and most of the fluids go to the bladder anyway)
It's important to drink a lot of fluids when you're sick so that your body has the raw materials to generate gallons of snot.
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#Currently doing crafter quests to unlock manipulation#Yes#I gotta do it for all 8 crafters#I hate every second of it
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He spends half his surgeon salary in merchandise
Little continuation to this post, kind of
#trafalgar law#one piece#one piece comic#law one piece#vinsmoke ichiji#ichiji#vinsmoke family#germa 66#vinsmoke reiju#reiju#vinsmoke brothers#vinsmoke siblings#vinsmoke sanji#vinsmoke#vinsmoke niji#niji#vinsmoke yonji#yonji#sanji#stealth black#corazon one piece#donquixote rosinante#i struggled with the background so much i hated every second of it#trafalgardwaterlaw#fanboy law
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#I seriously wish that some alien or whatever would come a kidnap me and I could then travel the galaxy#Because this life right here? Absolutely miserable#I hate every second of it#And im trying to look at the positives but i fucking see none#I just feel fucking trapped in an area I don't like#Fucking courses I dont like#Fucking jobs I don't like#Hobbies I'm bored of#Waiting on stupid fucking authorities to give me an answer so that I can do a degree I dont want#I am so miserable#I hate being awake and I hate going to sleep because I know I'll have to wake up#I mean I don't even like this goddamn country anymore#And im so fucking pissed off st everything#I just hoped that I would feel differently about things I've been wanting to get done for years#But it honestly has just made me feel awful#And I am do powerless to fix it because I have no ability to physically leave#I just want to fucking leave and be alone#Has it even been just these past few years too or has it been longer#Cause I don't remember the last time I was actually happy and content for more than 2 days#I was like depressed as a child#How awesome#That it has traveled into adulthood#And no I don't want to be in a fucking class with 16 year Olds!!!!! Fuck !!!
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i WILL take any excuse i have to draw the abernant sisters Btw
#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20#adaine abernant#aelwyn abernant#fhjy#me when im in a late episodical art competition and the opponent is myself#this does not apply to anyone else btw i just have to draw fhjy art every week or i die#this was gonna have a second part to it but i cld barely finish this one HAHAHAHA#been having an art moment recently#anyways ! theyre so.#aelwyn's first instinct being to copy fig's bit and fig IMMEDIATELY hating it#so fucking funny man#my art
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Yes you’re not fatphobic but are you capable of talking about fat people in a positive manner without saying somft/round/rotund/squishy/tumby/chumby/any other variation of the sort. Are you capable of talking about us in a positive manner without it being about beauty or attractiveness. Are you able to talk about fat people in general without being dehumanizing or infantilizing. Can you treat fat people with respect.
#disclaimer ofc that not every fat person feels this way. but i personally hate it sooo bad#and also disclaimer that ur ok to rb but the second someone clowns im taking away reblog and reply rights#like i think if youre talking about a fat person the same way youd talk about a fat cat you need to reconsider some things#tbh i see it more w characters than i do real people but its smth i Have seen happen and it drives me up the wall
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Felt like making a reverted AU
#Night has Killer's jacket... and his phone... and his knives#so many knives in those pockets#basically everyone's memories are wiped and Dream + co just plonked them back in their own aus (theres drama there)#Night is meant to be with Dream but he got bad vibes#accidentally drew the most sans looking sans ive ever drawn and i hated every second of drawing him#dreamtale nightmare#nightmare sans#passive nightmare sans#tagging all of these suckers#sans#sans undertale#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#cross sans#the sans *is* killer he's just being boring rn#my art#Night accidentally got adopted by Killertale sans + paps while trying to get Killer to remember literally anything#mil's reverted au
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it’s crazy that rouge straight up said this and people still see her as a mother figure lmaooo
#edit: for the love of god ‘aunt/sister’ is not meaningfully different than mother figure#explain to me how ascribing a woman to a different role in a nuclear family is super subversive actually or shut up. please#rambles#stole a robot for the purpose of creating a perfect thieving tool and ignored every sign of interiority or will he expressed#and ditched him the second it became clear that the situation is more of a pain in the ass than it is a benefit#and said she’d hate to be a mom to said robot#how maternal.#god i fucking love rouge she’s so awesome in this game#such a shame about amy.#battle posting
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Just gonna have to wait and see, right? Just wait and see! Just gotta wait and see! Who knows, we'll just have to wait and see! It's anybody's guess, we'll just have to wait and see! The future is exciting, we just gotta wait and see!
#personal#my art#Fuck your fake ass 'i am very smart!' intellectualizing “observations” and open your god damn ears.#do something for fucks sake. it's sickening seeing videos of ai crap and seeing rows and rows of repliers using their one brain synapse#to type “wow! very exciting!” “haha this is kind of scary! but in a really interesting way!”#and then they go about their day without a second thought while creative industries burn around them#i go to one of america's top tech schools too and it's enough to make you wanna tear our your hair#every day it's seminars and talks about “the potential consequences of ai!” when the consequences are happening NOW#NO MORE DISCUSSING NO MORE INTELLECTUALIZING NO MORE SOCRATIC SEMINARS NO MORE DEBATING. ACT YOU COWARDS#people are getting hurt RIGHT NOW. stop pretending to care when you clearly don't! just be honest and say you wanna make money#my time here has really made me hate academic spaces. you people are so god damn useless and cowardly.
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The Monty Eyebrow™️
for @purgatory606
#thank you mira for throwing this at me#when a guy spends his existence going “🤨🏳️🌈⁉️” but alas ghosts don’t show up in mirrors#hate that I had to split up the second one because they decided to cut to Monty for a bit#uninterrupted footage from every camera that was ever running on the show. on my desk Monday.#dead boy detectives#dbda#charles rowland#jayden revri#my gifs#finally figured out how to get gifs to look slightly less shit on mobile!!#it’s the sharpening 😔 always up the sharpening#smth about the noise of the grain cancelling out the visible pixelation#me before making gifs: boy I wonder why gifmakers go quite that hard on the sharpening. the original scenes don’t look crunchy#me now: I’d Like To Apologise (2h 15m)
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I'm just... post-bi-generation. Ah, it's more than that.
DOCTOR WHO The Giggle
#dwedit#doctor who#usertennant#userteri#miatendos#userdiana#fourteenth doctor#fifteenth doctor#*#half this ep was just recapping past events it feels like fjsldks#also what the hell is the last bit supposed to mean like. bc at face value it implies that tennant is still going to become ncuti?#that he takes time off from doctor-ing and heals himself and then retroactively becomes fifteen??? idk man#none of the bi-generation stuff made any sense and i hated every second of it <3
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FINISHED!!! I've been going insane trying to draw this over the past week. I love how ryuji and yusuke are super impulsive... passing the impulse control back and forth lol
I don’t think yusuke would throw the *first* punch, but I think there are some situations where ryuji would back down and yusuke would throw down. like, ryuji would argue back and forth and then try to leave, but yusuke would keep arguing until the other person takes a swing. “While I abhor the idea of senseless violence, certain people simply refuse to see reason”… is the kind of thing I think he’d say. remorseless lol. which would lead into ryuji being like “dude you just punched a guy out, I don’t think you get to say that.”
also, yusuke's punching with his left hand so his art hand remains uncompromised. Very Important Detail
#ryukita#ryuji sakamoto#yusuke kitagawa#persona 5#p5#persona#my art#🦊💀#I mean I also kinda wrote this scenario for yusuke in ryuji’s rank 8#not satisfied with that second to last bit but alas. I cannot draw it better. farewell#also had to wrestle with paint b&w lol it kept crashing every 5 minutes#I love my wife who hates me so so much#ryuji#yusuke
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