#I hate chronic pain

[bloos-bloo]

Mannn- I cannot with this flair up- hhghhh- It’s so bad-

Please- I just wanna do art- hgghhhh- I can’t draw in these circumstances-

[moonflowerxox]

as someone who has experienced chronic pain since childhood, I hate feeling like I have to push myself past my limits and make myself physically sick so that the able-bodied people around me will stop viewing me as lazy

I will be in pain feeling like every single nerve in my body is slowly constricting and my spine is breaking in half.. STRUGGLING to keep up with those around me. I'm always expected to "adjust" to the pain.

I am told that I have to wait and rest later.

I am told to take some ibuprofen and it'll stop.

I am given stories about able-bodied peoples pain and how if they can push through, so can I- like it's the same thing.

I am asked what I was diagnosed with, almost as if not having one makes my experience fake.I haven't been diagnosed, the doubt washes across their faces.

I'm told by doctors that there's nothing wrong with me, maybe I'm having an anxiety attack or am about to start my period.

I push through the pain. my skin is sweating, my breath is shallow yet heavy at the same time. blackness clouds my vision as I struggle to stand up. I think I might pass out. I think I might throw up.

I tell someone how I'm feeling. I am told to push through. I am told that it's not as bad as I think.

I am dramatic, lazy, a liar trying to get out of work.

I am told if everyone else can come and do their work, so can I.

I wobble home, the muscles in my body aching like they're being shredded apart.

I lie in my bed, the radiating burn flows throughout my body, I cannot move. I cannot breathe. I cannot think. I barely exist.

I cry, dreading the end of the night. I know that I'm too weak to do it again tomorrow. I know that I can't. I can hardly move, like I've lost control of my body.

but I will be expected to "push through the pain" over, and over, and over.

I question myself.

I wake up, and do it all again.

hell is neverending-

[dashing-hyphen]

Unhappy noise

[bloodanddiscoballs]

just gotta

just gotta make it through today and tomorrow

[pilots-and-protons]

oh god it's been a month since I last updated my fic

[venchiin]

I loove walkable cities, only problem is im not a walkable person :(

[meownika]

When the pain is so bad that even morphine isn't working🫠

[fiona-fififi]

...

[dyplopias-art]

sometimes i go a few days without pain, just discomfort, and i just forget i experience pain 80% of the time

then it hits me again like a f*cking truck

[autisticdrizzt]

Ow :(

[cheesy-cheddar-sadness]

text could never portray the scream i wish i could let out

[talkethtothehandeth]

Raise your hand if you have also been personally victimized by the barometric pressure changes 🥲

[moonflowerxox]

I am in pain so often that when I don't experience it, I panic and think my entire body has gone numb and there's something wrong LMAO

I just woke up and I was like... why am I not in excruciating pain... I must have pinched a nerve... or twisted something...

ma'am ?? pls don't panic your body is giving you a BREAK FOR ONCE PLS

[xdarkabyssx]

My body is a TOUTURE PRISON

[sickzombi]

"i need my medication please!" says the sicks guy.

"fuck you" says the fuck you pharmacy

[im-out-of-it]

I hate it here