#I hate brains
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There is something that makes me deeply insane about Dean's bar in Nihilism that I've been trying to put words to since forever.
It's not just that Pamela is acting as his behavioral avatar, animating and speaking as if on cue. It's that Sam and Cas are still hunting.
And yeah, it's a pragmatic way for Michael to run an effective loop but—but—
—but it's also Dean symbolically entrusting Sam's well-being to Cas. Dean’s reliance on Cas is profound; it’s about Cas being a crucial part of the family, someone who will safeguard both himself and Sam in the way Dean has always done. Cas's support is what allows Dean to rest. And we see that come into play in a big way in Peace of Mind, too, where Cas steps in directly to mentor Sam about failing in leadership. It’s as though Cas is stepping into Dean's shoes in a way that’s not about replacing him, but about becoming a partner in the fullest sense. And in a way, Dean's trust in Cas to take on that role does begin to mirror the kind of deep, emotional partnership that one might expect between married partners. Dean knows that Cas has the strength, the patience, and the wisdom to guide Sam through these challenging moments, and he’s willing to let him.
And again, but here in a very literal way: Cas's support is what allows Dean to rest. They’re no longer just partners in battle or allies; they’re equals, sharing the weight of the world and taking on the roles that the other can’t or feels too overwhelmed to do.
#god dammit#i hate brains#spn nihilism#spn peace of mind#spn season 14#spn 14x15#spn meghan fitzmartin#spn steve yockey#charming acres#tfw + fantasy worlds#jack + soulless#dean/cas parenting unit#dean/cas + marital dyad#felix the snake#jack + the snake
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Brains are wild, what do you mean I am feeling the same intensify of anxiety as this morning, while I was graduating, because I feel like I might be overdressed at my FUCKING PARTY
#I hate this omg#Like I am so worried I might seem ridiculous or that people think “you didn't tell us to dress elegant”#But like I don't expect them to be elegant I wanted it to be#I hate brains#Alessia rant
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i had to do something silly, the last piece was just too much
#miraculous ladybug#nathaniel kurzberg#doodle#often when I'm close to finishing something I get the sudden CRINGE#I guess I still don't have confidence in my ideas#I hate brains
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This week is already horrible and I miss being creative
#i havent touched google docs#my brain just cant write with work rn#and i go on a trip next week#i hate brains
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it's weird that i learn a cool fact about a person and suddenly they scare me?
like this person was so approachable before!
sweet and patient and informative and physical. physical touch is important. evidence of human connection. omg.
but now i know this fact and i'm intimidated.
it was already true BEFORE! i just didn't know it.
nothing's changed!
oh. now you scare me. oops.
#it's so fucking hard to make friends yo#i can't let “you're way too cool to be someone i hang out with” be an obstacle when the person TRULY SEEMS TO WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ME#i hate brains
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i hate my brain bc i fell asleep super early last night and woke up naturally feeling refreshed or whatever but i still have this upset feeling bc i “wasted” my evening by sleeping…. but like i needed it…. but i wasted time… make that make sense
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Getting triggered is the worst 0/10 do not recommend
#Also love getting triggered and NOT REALIZING YOU'RE TRIGGERED#I hate brains#Anyway thank u to those who put up with and supported my ramblings yesterday#Still feel real sad and less-than just#Less frantic today askdjnaskdjn#ANYWAY time to bury myself in fandom and shitposts before my doggo has a big appointment#Yadda yadda
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Something something, living rent free in my mind and such, anyway I love them.
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#poolverine#deadclaws#mcu#gosh I really need to find a good style to draw them#I drew wolverine's face FOUR times cuz I hated the way it looked hhhh#this movie took Hugh Jackman out of one of the boxes in my head and put him in a spinning wheel right in the middle of my brain#my art
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Shout-out to the bumper sticker I saw the other day that made me feel one second of pure, incandescent rage, which I have replicated in complete accuracy below:
#something about the combination if the uwu-speak#the comic sans#and the black-white contrast#tripped some sort of primal 'oh I hate that' trigger in my brain
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I wish re wiring one’s brain wasn’t so much time and pain-rimmed effort.
Why can’t I look at something I struggle with, go “I see you, accept you as part of my reality and here’s the instructions for Fixing This” and have a little Progress Saved thing pop up?
Eesh.
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only you.
#alt versions under the cut!#my art#arcane#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayvik#these two have infested my brain like mold#oh god its yooouuuuuu that i liieeeeee wiiiiiith#sweat this out of myself in the brief three days i spent home (want to go backkkkk im tired im nauseous im in my hate everyone era againn)#i just want to feel better!!!!!!!!!#letting myself go a little bonkers with this helped a little but the guilt over not progressing with my thesis film is going to consume me#anyway. enough of using the tags as a confessional. bone apple teeth
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companions re-classed part 3 - shadowheart 🌌🌚🌝
*shadowdancer isn't a 5e rogue subclass, it's a 3.5e rogue-based prestige class, but it suits her so well and when i played 3.5e as a kid i thought it was the coolest thing ever lol so i wanted to use it
karlach 🔥 wyll ⚔️
#shadowheart#bg3#my art#*i still think it's the coolest thing ever#ngl tho i hate to speak a word against objectively the best class (rogue) it could use more weird spooky subclasses#rly the only cool supernatural one rn is phantom which i do like a whole lot but it didn't feel like a good fit for her#glad to get this done before succumbing fully to DA brain but idk what the fate of the final three will be lol#next up is lae’zel so im hoping the Do It For Her will motivate me
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#caps lock#ocd#intrusive thoughts#described#I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE. I HATE BEING IN THIS BRAIN. I HATE IT. SHUT UPPPPP#also yes you may reblog this. if u couldnt u wouldnt be able to.
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IT'S FINALLY FUCKING DONE. I'M FINALLY FREE
UNTIL FRAUD COMES OUT
Tumblr shrinks it down pretty bad so please. please. I am begging you. look at the full sized image and zoom in. This art piece made my friends worried for my mental health I need someone to witness the amount of detail and effort I put into this
also the original sketch under the cut bc I think comparing them is really funny
#my art#ultrakill#stained glass art#gabriel ultrakill#this is one of those art pieces that made me feel like i had a parasitic fungus controlling my brain#one of those art pieces that's gonna require recovery time. i feel like a demon was just expelled from my body#i need to go eat an apple or stand in a river for a little while#i already said it but please. please zoom in on the full sized version#i love this game so much#i just hope i don't hate this by the time its finished lmao#im probably gonna have to adjust the color balance a bit when fraud/treachery come out but i'll cross that bridge when i get to it
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fuck zodiac signs do you also kinda feel excruciatingly unlovable in every way possible sometimes
#girlblogging#girl interupted syndrome#girlhood#lana del rey#girlblogger#manic pixie dream girl#coquette#this is a girlblog#lana del rey aesthetic#tumblr girls#im going to kms#i wanna kms#i hate my body#i hate my brain#i hate my existence#i wanna die#imgonnakms#femcel#lana del rey pls save me#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#girlblog#im just a girl#girl hysteria#girl help
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genuinely I think one of my biggest hang ups with ocs is having net 0 ideas on how to draw them in a way that isn’t just Standing There
#I need to draw them in the context of their world.#the world I don’t really know about. That I have no available references for.#I just have to Draw Shit? From my Brain? Do you fucking hate me?#text posts :0]
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