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EGO DEATH
#metal gear#metal gear solid#mg#mgs#mgs2#raiden#my art#HAPPY APRIL 30THHH#(WHICH I HAD TO CRAM FOR BECAUSE I FORGOOOOT)#my love for raiden has lasted 4 years and is going strong <3#i hope next year will FINALLY be the year where i dont have to rush something#everything was going perfect for that to happen this year#but i forgor#*pensive face*#also. please forgive the edgy caption but i had had it in mind since before i even began the drawing lol#and also please excuse the jpg format#*praying hands*#the file was to big as a png for some unknown reason#hopefully the quality doesnt suffer for it#anyways. enough rambling.#no thoughts only raiden <3
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These two:-))
Close-ups under cut:
#I would have looooved if we had gotten more scenes of dragon Falin and dungeon lord Marcille#cause the yuri potential was insane#anyways yaaay I finally made dunmeshi art!!#suprised I haven't gotten around to it before since it's been at the back of my mind since I read it last year#dunmeshi#dunmeshi spoilers#dunmeshi fanart#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi spoilers#marcille donato#falin touden#farcille#effen's art
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[kimdokjakimdokjakimdokja]
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#kim dokja#it's been so long since i've posted anything that i forgot about aspect ratios entirely T~T#i've had the sketch for this sitting around in my folder for about a year though so very proud of myself for finishing it ^^#< said last year lol#saw a short about orv movie and lost my mind so i'm now finally releasing this from it's prison :D#maybe i'll finally finish the last 5th of the novel now#my art
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“You believe me like a god, I betray you like a man”
#have you ever gotten a random surge of creativity and lack of care in the world and just created for the sake of it?#YEAH THATS RIGHT#thaats what happened to me yesterday#this isn’t the best work I’ve done but tbh#it’s been like what..close to two years since I last drew a whole piece so yk#I love drawing#anyways had to get this pt of my head so that I could continue playing signalis (and probably draw stuff for it too)#this piece has been on my mind for months now but I never felt confident about it#maybe in the future I’ll draw it better but for now#I like it like this :) bc at least I drew it#anyways mindless rambles mindless rambles let’s all giggle#puella magi madoka magica#magica madoka#pmmm#homumado#madohomu#madoka kaname#homura akemi#YAY ^_^!#d0gart2
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varric is not a redhead anymore (the iron bull greatly disapproves)
#this is the last one i promise#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age#dragon age 4#varric tethras#had this one my mind since the announcement trailer but now that i had a friend agree with me i can post this without feeling like im#the only one loosing my mind#anyway also have made a discovery that thorin has a haunted look in his eyes for about the majority of three films. which is understandable#but weird that it took me so long to see it#also bioware why is varric not a redhead anymore (the iron bull disapproves)#like i get that he's a silver fox now and honesty good for him#but that doesn't mean his hair had to turn black#unless he's really going thorough it (the midlife crisis) and dyeing his hair while waiting for the world to end#which is also understandable#also idk how lotr years work so i just copied thorin's death year from wiki
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Mandatory rant about kaveh’s 2023 birthday letter incoming!!
Kaveh and Alhaitham’s birthday message subject lines are seen to mirror the other through their usage of punctuation, as Alhaitham’s subject line reads as: “…” as opposed to Kaveh’s: ‘!!!’.
A sense of familiarity evoked in their current living situation emanates from these mirrorings and within this message. Kaveh writes about him bringing coffee beans “home” in order to try, and then follows this with: “we compared the taste of each, we decided that this was the best”. Through Kaveh’s explicit usage of the word “home”, it is evident that the “we” refers to him and Alhaitham. This description establishes a sense of domesticity, only to be achieved in a mutually agreed ‘home’ as opposed to a ‘house’.
It is relevant to reference Kaveh’s understanding of “home”, as in a place in which words are not necessary and link it to the idea of companionship being more important than understanding. The latter idea consists of supporting a person, regardless of the ability to empathise with and relate to their particular struggles, should be valued over attempting to be understood by people who are not willing to listen in order to understand - established by Kaveh’s mother within his hangout.
In this, Alhaitham is offered as a companion to Kaveh, where he cannot empathise with Kaveh’s artistic and idealistic struggles, but he is willing to listen to him over offering empty words which cannot solve Kaveh’s particular problems.
Kaveh’s understanding of “home” as a place in which people are at ease with each other and support another regardless, can be seen within his relationship with Alhaitham.
Kaveh and Alhaitham split the chores according to Alhaitham’s character stories; they both make attempts to decorate the house; presumably they eat dinner together, according to Alhaitham’s Story Quest where he excuses himself in order to have dinner, only to talk to Kaveh; the two can be seen to share a study; when ordering out, Kaveh orders extra for Alhaitham – a common enough occurrence for Alhaitham to be confident in relying on this; and for Kaveh’s birthday they try coffee beans together to determine the best ones to send onto Kaveh’s friends - Kaveh’s close friends who are also Alhaitham’s.
Rather than the “cold” and “lonely” house which Kaveh was left with after the passing of his father and departure of his mother, this conjures the image of warmth and familiarity. In this, it can be inferred that the two have created a home together.
(Update: For more analyses like this, the essay this is taken from is now uploaded! It can be accessed here and here as as a pdf <3)
#there isnt much to be said that everyone hasnt said already since kavehs bday mail is NOTORIOUS#the ‘we’!!!??? i am LOSING MY MIND#so i am BEGGING that we get an indirect reference to alhaitham again and the subject line being ‘!!!’#since alhaithams bday mail this year was the same subject line as last time and had similar contents#also kavehs mother… i have many thoughts and ive touched upon them briefly here but there’s a lot more to say#so yeah dont worry im definitely gonna be digging into kavehs hangout a lot more!! a veritable gold mine tbh!!#so alhaitham is kavehs home just as kaveh is alhaithams thats what im saying#IM SICK OF THEM#alhaitham#kaveh#haikaveh#kavetham#haikaveh meta
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phil’s second draw my life is one of my favourite videos on his channel i looooooove phil just talking openly and honestly about things
#man they really pushed themselves for years#i think people forget how much those first few months of being “off” in 2019 was for both of them#phil talking about how he wanted a more well rounded life… all pleasure now anyone?#2019 was such a transformative time for them… for obvious reasons but also just like everything#he said the last sims video felt like the perfect ending if that’s where it ends OUGHH baby u don’t know what’s gonna come…….#2019 still feels like just yesterday to me like this phil feels so familiar#despite the fact that it’s been 5 entire years and the gaming channel came back and tit and almost dying and phlonde#everything since then has just changed him in so many ways. all for the better#best timeline etc etc#i had a really strange dream that prompted me to want to write something but I had to watch this for research and now im just. phil<3#secret project lives in my mind rent free……
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I keep seeing this thing where guys swear up and down that they want a good Christian girl, but then balk if that means she wants to be anything more than a wife and mother. Like, my guy, you do realize that there's a lot more to Christian women than being married or having babies? Yeah? What about a woman who works among the homeless, or runs a bible study, or volunteers to teach refugees a new language, or who takes part in the prison ministry, or who spends a lot of her spare time in another city street preaching? I see a lot of guys who claim they want "a girl who loves Jesus" but don't want anything to do with a woman who does more than just go to church and lives a life of active ministry outside of her home.
#i overheard the song 'can't have mine' playing and it's making me have some THOUGHTS#XD#ever since deciding to make missions my life work the amount of people going “don't you know you won't be able to get married”#has been baffling#it is so firmly ingrained in the conservative american mind that the ONLY place for a woman is at home with babies#that it is inconceivable for a christian woman to do anything else#secular guys have always thought i was a little crazy because of my faith#but since i had my “”“second work of grace”“”“”“ moment last year and have been getting more active in ministry types of work#even christian guys think i'm nuts#which is disheartening because i would love to get married and have kids#but there's a lot more to the christian life than that#even as a woman#and apparently that's too much for most “christian” men#and maybe some of this is bitterness#but mostly i'm just tired#the box for christian women is so small sometimes in my area of the world#and it often feels like they think i'm not a real person#which i expect from non-believers#but not from other christians#I keep being told “in japan you will be an outlier” but it makes me laugh because i'm already that here#i'm a single christian woman whose goal isn't simply to get married and have kids#which means i am nothing and nobody in the eyes of the evangelical church
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floyd’s little record store: ECO OF EGO
#floyd cyprus#sims 4#ts4#simblr#show us your sims#my sims#sims 4 screenshots#imma lose my mind.#i wanna credit the build to the original owner which was cc heavey) BUT I CANT FIND THEIR ACCOUNT.#I did LOTS of changes from the inside because i delete half of my ccs but still. where did you gone my beloved person who built this#honestly i wanna check their account again BUT THEY ARE GONE. MISSING. ig#I also had this build since last year???#cant believe I never took a picture of it again- glad I still have a floyd to brag with it#I fuckin miss lis.#;floyd
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genuinely why is there so much misinformation about the guardians of childhood book series?
#Lemme be a toxic fan for a moment bc im so tired and stressed and i need to yell my silly fandom frustrations out to the void#The people saying Jack is fourteen in them. No.#He can manipulate his age from 11 to 18 and is dating a 25 yr old#people still insist that the books are connected to the movie despite there being no possibility for that since 2018#And like they totally guess what happens in the books#I saw someone try to say that dreamworks were being 'weird' and aged Jack up to ship him with tooth but in the books he was a child#three things: He's not fourteen (see above for age. He's essentially an adult and is treated as such) and is dating an adult#And he didn't make an official appearance in the books until 2018. Six years AFTER the movies release#and thirdly dreamworks aged him DOWN????#Joyce's og idea was an adult with a wife + kids ???#Like what are you talking about#never mind the people insisting that JACK IS 12???? NO??? Where did you get ur information bc wtf???#the movie started production (in 2008) before any of the books even existed (first book was published in 2011)#We have no idea how much of the books they had! The most they had were Joyce's ideas that were subject to change (and boy did they change)#the walking eggs in the movie didn't come from the book (even tho they're in there) they came from Joyce's doodling on notes!#The third book published alongside the movie tie-in books and then days later the finished film premiered at the Mill Valley Film Festival#by the time the second book rolled around (2012) the movie was probably finished and was just getting distributed by paramount and#was possibly even finished in 2011! Four years of production of the movie and then the first book got released#I cannot express enough how much the books are not the source material for the movie. If anything is it's the 2005 short film Joyce made#God it's so infuriating to see people discussing the books like they're the Bible without having read it. I get so irrationally upset#And why are we talking about the books like they have any relevance to the movie after 2018? that book completely severed all ties#Like I get it if people want to connect them but you'd have to ignore the entire last book to do that (which yeah most do)#but there's so many assumptions about the books and it makes it clear who got their into from fan rumors and who actually read them#if you are basing ur understanding of a book you've never read based on fanfic maybe you just shouldn’t say anything about the book#rotg#rise of the guardians#guardians of childhood#goc
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idk if it's because my mum worked in a tv magazine or what but all the media wars and backstabbing and stuff happening behind the cameras is so so interesting to me
#just saw what happened yesterday in la revuelta ojalá se muera el enano pelirrojo#so for non-spaniards here's a crash course on the situation (i could do a post about media groups in spain cause it's a lot)#there's this one late night show that's been on air for about 15 years called el hormiguero#it started fine (i used to watch it with my family when it started)#but soon there were some issues that people were seeing#especially concerning the presenter (who's also the head ofthe show) pablo motos#and his attitude with female guests he'd interview#basically being very weird and gross around them#apart from that in the last year he started to get very political in the show#he invited right and far right leaders while refusing to do so with the left wing#started making monologues at the beginning of each show critizising stuff the left had done or said#and finally included a debate segment in the show in which he invited liked-minded people to discuss politics#this has directly affected his audience. my dad is a fan of el hormoguero and i've seen him turn more right wing every year#so. last summer RTVE (national broadcast company) announced they were gonna do a late night show presented by david broncano#it's hard to describe everything here but basically broncano already had a late show called la resistencia in a streaming platform#it has always been very popular with young people and it is quite left wing#the new program made by RTVE was called la revuelta. it is exactly the same as la resistencia#before it started airing people were sceptic that broncano would be able to defeat motos' hegemony#BUT. ever since it started aiting in september it has consistently been getting more audience than el hormiguero#who would've known people were tired of the redhead bastard#anyways. apart from this. different celebrities on ppdcasts have been saying that in order to promote their product they are forced to go#to el hormiguero even of they didn't want to#there's also rumours of pablo motos blackmailing people (mostly comedians) who make fun of him#and now to what happened last night. i don't watch tv so i just saw it on twitter#broncano opened the show saying that they were sorty but they had no guest tonight#they had this one person but 30 minutes before shooting the people from el hormiguero had called him#he was originally going to go both to la revuelta and el hormiguero#but the guys from el hormiguero called him to tell him that if he went to la revuelta he couldn't go to el hormiguero#el hormiguero is bigger than la revuelta so. he had to cancel#broncano went on to say this had happened before and that's why he was talking about it
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i miss you like i miss summer
#had fun doing these#they took forever and got a bit painstaking to do towards the end but#they look amazing so#worth it i guess#i’ve been on a nobara drawing kick lately#she’s just been on my mind as of recent#i did these in acrylic paint markers and since you can’t really blend with them#it was weird trying to get my usual coloring style while also being forced to lean a bit more impressionistic#also happy new year#my last art piece of 2023#went out with a bang i’d say#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk art#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen art#jujutsu kaisen fanart#nobara kugisaki#kugisaki nobara#nobara fanart#kugisaki fanart#nobara kugisaki fanart#kugisaki nobara fanart#my artwork
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seeing septuple?
[Version without Fraud BF, Guy, and Yourself under cut]
#Friday Night Funkin#FNF#Boyfriend FNF#FLAnimal#Silly Billy FNF#Yourself FNF#Fraud BF#Lookalike FNF#Mislay FNF#Guy#FNF OC#Phone Arts#tbh yourself (not sb) lookalike and mislay weren't gonna be in this at first. but then i remembered them and had to#i KNOW there was another mod with an evil bf + a different reject bf but um. THERE'S 7 OF THEM ALREADY. OKAY#there's also 11:39 bf + vs convict bf but i didnt count them since they're convict's diguises#'iisn't fraud also a disguise' well he inspired guy so he has to be there ok. and i like him#anyways it was fun to modify all of them-#(minus mislay. sorry mislay. we love you mislay.)#with specific stuff from my own bf design#i might do another with gf + pico but not a lot of doppelgangers come to mind. we'll see#anyways! last full drawing of the year!#OH UPDATE. since this is queued and I don't wanna go back to edit in tags#I'm referring to vs c0re mod regarding evil bf#Unfortunately there's like. No trace of bro on c0re's wiki. I'd probably have to go for the mod 2 get him
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Hate to be a Debbie Downer but I don't think Chujin would like Ben 10 (or at least not be openly obsessed with it).
I feel like if you told him the premise of the show (A 10-year old human boy gains the power to turn into 10 aliens (which are kinda sorta monsters) and he fights other aliens with this ability), he'd scoff and say "This show is an appeal to humanity's naturally violent tendencies!" and "They're indoctrinating children! Humans find the idea of child soldiers entertaining!" and "This show discriminates against monstrous beings!" and all of these other dramatized nit-picks about it, despite the fact that it's a fictional cartoon whose target demographic is tween boys.
(I just think that all monsters should take human media a bit too seriously in one way or another. IDK if he would actually believe that a human could turn into a bunch of aliens with a wrist watch, but I do think he'd take the premise of "a child fights fantastical battles against aliens" too literally. Kinda like those parents who think their kid playing a video game where you kill fictional monsters is "corrupting the youth.")
Now, if you put an episode of Ben 10 on the TV, I do think he'd stop whatever he's doing to stand behind the couch, arms crossed/in his pockets in that "I am interested in what's going on on the TV but not enough to commit to actually sitting down" sorta way. He'd probably scoff and roll his eyes whenever Ben does something stupid because Ben is a 10 year-old and this boosts his ego a bit because "ha, I'm way smarter than this kid, I could see how that action would go wrong from a mile away. If this is how humans are on the Surface, I'd easily be able to crush them. Especially with my serum and Axis." But the split second you catch him in the act of watching, he pretends that he was looking for something in the room and then walks out.
#his disdain for the show would be solely because it's human-made media btw.#if you had a similar premise except it's a monster that turns into a human and the show was made by monsters he might find it fascinating#(depending on how you handle the premise. monsters generally aren't violent by nature)#but yeah. he doesn't want to acknowledge the idea that humans could make something that he likes because the second#he does that is the second he would start thinking of humans as being#s who have a life outside of ''being incapable of decency in any form.'' the man is too stubborn to ever start to open that floodgate#(especially over a children's cartoon)#would i say he likes the show? he'd probably find it entertaining.#would he say he likes the show? OH ABSOLUTELY NOT! he'd never admit to liking anything that a human produced.#(and then a few weeks go by without you watching ben 10 and he'd point it out nonchalantly at the dinner table and when you say#''i stopped watching it out of respect for you because i know you hate it'' he'd nod a little and say nothing else about it because#he was interested in the arc that was happening but he can't admit it out of a matter of pride.)#Chujin Ketsukane: King of Shooting Himself in the Foot#don't mind me. just overthinking something silly like usual#(it has been YEARS since I've last watched an episode of Ben 10 so sorry if my short blurb about it was wildly inaccurate.)
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which characters do you want to draw more of?
yknow i feel like this is probably more pointed towards star trek. which there ARE a lot of trek characters id like to draw more of. but you just opened a whole can of worms man theres so much stuff i love that i havent really done much fanart for..... i want to do scooby-doo fanart soooo bad but i never get past the sketch phase....i havent drawn hardly any paranatural in ten years... woould love to draw more my babysitter's a vampire fanart its been so long since ive drawn those guys....... ive wanted to do jaane tu ya jaane na redraws for the longest time... okay i wont go on any longer ill stick anythin g else. in the tags lmao
#ask#anon#om shanti om i want to do fanart of om shanti om so so so bad but id want it to be colored n finished but. i dont finish things much :(#gravity falls ive got gravity falls wips tht i wanna finish#AMERICAN DRAGON i wanna draw jake long again its been forever since ive drawn that guy#PARANORMAN MY FAVORITE MOVIE OF ALL TIME PARANORMAN#jab we met my favorite romcom#ive got a screenshot redraw of that but i haated how it turnedd out lmao#aditya kashyap u are sooo handsome.#i just get so single minded about things and get so many ideas that i just have to draw that one thing over and over and over#and i get stuck with so many wips that i never finish#that i cant even get around to drawing the other things i like because they arent the one media thats shoved its way to the front f my brai#anyways.#at least i had a scooby doo halloween costume last year#somewhat fanart considering i did a painting for it. but it was captain cutler........#i had a scooby-doo birthday party when i was 5 and i think it was probably the best birthday ive ever had and will ever have
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um so. hi guys.
i'm currently rereading catastrophe and sending things i notice back and forth with my friend. very fun. but yesterday i came across this page, which is right after guren and mahiru sleep together. and it was like...
longing, huh. i do have a history with that word. so i jokingly messaged my friend going "haha, what if they used akogare here".
it was a joke. i was joking. i thought there was no way the original would say akogare. but guess what? they did. they did use akogare.
like the absolute champion he is my friend found the exact scene in the japanese version, and it's "紅蓮は肌で憧れを感じた".
the fucking 憧れ is back to terrorise me.
because up to this point i wasn't sure if they actually used the same word for mahiru's feelings towards guren as they did for shinya's in chapter 83. up to this point i could still convince myself that they really just meant admiration and my child wasn't actually caught up in some sad ass unrequited love. because it fits! shinya does admire guren! but you can't even say that they might mean longing for mahiru and admiration for shinya because mahiru literally used 憧れ for both her and shinya in the same damn sentence. and i don't think admiration fits mahiru's feelings. at all.
... which would also mean that both guren and mahiru actually are aware of shinya's feelings. which i'll be honest i personally did not think was the case. i thought they meant admiration. or that it was up to interpretation. i did.
what the actual fuck kagami i'm at your door
#how has it been four years since chapter 83 came out and i'm still locked in this neverending battle with akogare????#perhaps it is over now. perhaps the akogare won.#my son does not deserve this#why would they do this kagami why#owari no seraph#seraph of the end#shinya hiiragi#guren ichinose#gureshin#mahiru hiiragi#what if this was actually my last straw.#saw someone say ''gureshin stans love ignoring the fact that mahiru and guren slept together'' recently#so this is me acknowledging that mahiru and guren slept together it literally does not change my mind at all but i hope they had fun👍🏻#i'm actually going to.#god#what is wrong with this fucking disastrous ass trio#whoever thought of naming them the catastrophic trio popped off. they are. they are catastrophic
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