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Sometimes I wish you were dead so I could make my art about you public, without somebody getting on my ass.
#poetry#writing#vent#venting#art#if you're st@lking my socials I prommy this isn't about you#now go away#vent post#bp#vent poem#vent poetry#I mean#like#is this poetry?#it's just kind of a sentence#I guess it could be depending on your#prospective#bp poetry#poem#and then I#break down#crying#in the#fetal position#bro#😔#I wish I didn't feel like I had to care about you#poems on tumblr#poets on tumblr#personal
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every time i interact with the silmarillion i get weirdly excited about the fact that the authorial intent is that it's a translation of historical accounts. it's a tertiary source! none of it is first hand. it makes it so much more interesting. was the legendarium a mannish tradition? what parts of these were written by pengolodh? by rumil? what loremaster has recorded this? would there be bias in the accounting? can i trust what i'm reading, from this viewpoint, this many years after it would have been written?
what has been mythologised, what has been sanitised, what is third-hand written on rumour? it's such an interesting thing to consider.
#i mean like. you can trust MOST of it#but authorial intent as a translation makes it interesting to approach it from a research pov#like are you going to trust this story in its totality when it was transcribed by someone who hated someone in the story#i guess depending on our definition the silm COULD be a secondary source#but thats nitpicky lol#tolkien#silmarillion#silm#i just unreliable narrators/retellings#the element of ambiguity#the way your interpretation can be shaped by how much you trust the author#i totally get why people are like “this is what it says in the silmarillion so there's nothing that supports different readings”#but also i think that is doing the format a disservice
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me, looking at the most toxic, awful, horrendously unhealthy fictional relationship in the world: why can't i have what they have? :(
#remind me of how easily you could kill me then say i won't die until you let me#you insult me and I'll insult you and we'll both know each other so unfathomably well that every word is a finely tuned blade#we'll kiss and you'll draw blood and I'll think of you every time i feel the bite mark#in every universe we find each other and we hate each other and we want each other more than we can say through words#tell the world i'm yours while i glower with reverent loathing#every conversation we have is poison#we twist and distort each other until there's nothing left but two shattered halves of a one way mirror#I'll hold you tightly like you're the only thing that matters#we'll slowly settle into a sort of rancid dependent domesticity#and set out to ruin each other until even those jagged shards turn to dust#(apologies reader of these tags#the “you” i'm referencing isn't referring to you personally#or you generally#i'm just cooking up more motivation to write sdhdjshdj)#(oh! also- please note the use of FICTIONAL#this is all just imagination loll)#why yes this is about#toxic old man yaoi#however did u guess#also just general#toxic yaoi#toxic yuri#but ykkkk#I watched one too many animatics#billford#hahahaaa who said thatttt not meeee hahaaaa#they ruined me#oh also-#pureshadow
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totally random mononoke thoughts, and.... potentially unpopular opinion? but however the two sequel mononoke movies go, what I really don't want above anything else is like, a kusuriuri backstory. or things explaining in depth how kusu (and that whole system, because I guess there was a lore dump semi-recently, but I personally don't like the gist of it so I've been ignoring it lol) and his powers work. for me, kusuriuri is such a compelling character because we know nothing about him, and yet he continues to exist, just like many enigmatic forces of nature in that world.
I wouldn't mind there being little hints or implications, but any sort of definitive backstory or lore explanation would genuinely disappoint me lol. I don't wanna know!
#mononoke#i guess in a way#mononoke karakasa spoilers#if only in that this says what the movie ISN'T about lol#i could see the third movie for example exploring kusu's backstory or something#like finally the story turns to inspect him the way he's inspected so many mononoke#and of course depending on how it's done maybe it would be awesome#but even if that were the case it wouldn't have the same impact with Nusu#since we don't know him the way we do og kusu#it would feel a little empty#so in general im happy not knowing anything about kusu and letting him exist as another enigmatic force in this world#plus it makes thinking about him and coming up with your own theories a lot more fun#rather than having a definitive answer imho
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before i sleep: caduceus autismposting . i think when he infodumps he just gets into his Talking Abt Interest mode and its a little intense but tmn understand and especially beau or jester can handle it. but he like makes very intense eye contact and wrings his hands the entire time with his silly smile and follows whoever around if theyre doing something and tells them, in a weird roundabout excited way, that his family have a graveyard (not a cemetery) and they make tea out of the plants that grow from the bodies and didnt you know that they all make all sorts of different kinds of plants for different teas with unique tastes its all very interesting didnt you know that? and he has told everyone about this in detail several times
#i like when cad gets a little too intense for everyone it feels very neurodivergent and i appreciate that :'''' )#i just think he is weirdo#kiddo say#jester could match his energy but she also tends to be the one whos most grossed out by the tea thing so maybe not : (#beau seemed generally kind of like. oh yea i guess youre right (abt tea and dead people) and shes used to caleb talking at her too#(tho caleb does it while reading a book at the same time as talking to her lol)#fjord is a little freaked out by it. but would get used to it#veth would probably listen#caleb too sometimes but it would depend. he might be extremely wanting to leave. or sit and wait if he has the brain power for it#yasha could nod along but i thinkafter a bit she'd want to get tf out of there lol. not out of malice she just doesnt want to#make eye contact ever again .#(calebs reason too)
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i think the thing to understand abt martha jones is that even after she leaves she is five seconds away from dropping everything and traveling with the doctor at any given time. bc that itch to blow everything up and damn her personal duty to hell in search of a higher call never leaves her. but martha is smart. and rational. and has spent a long fucking time needing to keep herself safe. (bc he comes when she calls but never before.) and so she has gotten very good at keeping herself on the right side of those five seconds. but i do think if ten was a different person (if he could acknowledge how much he needed her instead of just how much he liked her) (if he didn’t feel this righteous martyrdom when it comes to being left alone) (if he cared enough about her to beg. if he cared enough about himself.) i think that her answer no would come crumbling down pretty quickly is all.
#MARTHA JONES’ TWISTED SENSE OF DUTY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS TO ME#there is soo much nuance to this. obviously. and it really varies depending on when exactly in his run we’re talking#but me personally. i don’t think that martha was ever satisfied with the way things ended between them. i think she made peace with it!#but i don’t think she was satisfied and i don’t think she ever could be#which is also why i have slowly come around to her and mickey. even tho i think it IS very pair the spares in a way i don’t like#i do think they make sense together. in a genuine way and also in a you’re the closest i’ll get to what i want. you’re good on your own but#- you’re also the next best thing. and we don’t need to say this out loud bc we both know and it wouldn’t ruin anything by admitting it but#- it sure as hell wouldn’t feel good either#it’s not even like. directly about the doctor/rose here is the thing. it’s about the life he let them lead with him#which i guess is the crux of this. i think martha is capable of moving on from her Feelings for the doctor. but never her feelings about him#yknow. does that make sense. if anyone knows that the doctor is a symbol it’s martha#i don’t think she’s always in love with him. i think she was. tho my opinions on that r complicated hashtag tenmartha qpr BUT#but the IDEA of him? the idea which shaped her into a completely different person? i don’t think she will ever not want that back @ her core#she’s just too loyal to everyone besides herself to admit that. 😐#ok it’s 4 am i have been rambling abt this for fifteen minutes so sorry if it doesn’t make sense but i have FEELINGS ABT HER !!#ted talks#martha jones#doctor who
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#nate shelley#Ted lasso#ted lasso spoilers#I can't express how much I hate the glasses guy and Disco that nodded along (guess he's divorced three times for a reason uh?)#Nate you absolute brilliant idiot low self esteem man you invited fucking Rupert???#What the fuck do you think he could say to you? Mansplain Manwhore and Love bomb your new love interest around#till the break and become dependent from you?#The Diamond dogs 2.0 is a failure#Nate I love you but this is your fault babe#You literally had this coming#and guess who destroyed he's previous safe place so now he's trying to recreate a new one in the wrong place?#Nick Mohammed
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murder time trio should get to all experiment with dead bodies. why? because they can and it would be cool (okay but seriously i'll provide an explanation). all these freaks are scientists. i think it would be cool and funky if they all got to experiment! except morbidly and bloodily because none of them are right in the head now
killer like has his whole thing with wanting SOULs for some unspecified reason??? i'm just gonna steal the common interpretation that it's so he can find a way to fix his own soul through coding. but like,,,, what does he do with the desd bodies??? all the fellas he stole those souls from??? well this is where dust and horror come in
it's One Panel and i'm ABSOLUTELY reaching here but there's a (single) panel in horrortale where horror's pulling apart some sort of human limb like an arm with a device. why? what for? i dont fucking know at all man like papyrus said why is he always doing something weird in his room. anyways i'm just gonna guess its probably for rationing in horrortale (but it could also be that horror just felt like ripping apart an arm. for scientific purposes. or because he did this after ripping off aliza's arm so maybe he's doing some sort of recollection reflection or something i dunno im not a professional on this man). killer could totally send all the already dead HUMAN bodies horror's way for horrortale's food situation. maybe horror likes to dissect the humans yk maybe he's not just the type of bash (a head open) and dash. monsters dust so you cant see their guts but humans dont so horror gets prime time first hand experience on the human body! and then after he's done poking around in the brain he can give the meat and organs to papyrus for him to do his specific spaghetti confectionery
but but but what about the monsters that killer takes the souls from! surely he doesn't just take from only humans (dude idk if he actually does take from only human or monster. probably not right? he needs to study BOTH types of code so he can be most informed) so he must also take monster souls. and fortunately for dust (i do NOT think he'd quite like handling gore) monsters don't leave behind bodies or blood or allat they leave behind dust. hah. dust experiment with dust. i think its already a headcanon out there that dust likes to study dust. i cant exactly recall WHY exactly but maybe it's for sentimental reasons or just something to do to pass time between resets. so killer can just pass on whatever dust he gets to him and he can put it under his little microscope and be a little nerd what a GEEK. give this guy glasses and remove all his teeth but one i guarantee you he'll look like 🤓
and once again i hear you cry out but but triglycercule! why would killer even give the dead bodies and stuff to horror and dust in the first place??? erm number one because i said so silly. jk. and number two (if we're going in a nightmare's gang context here) it could be as a way for killer to gain horror and dust's trust. a way for them not to tattle on him for stealing souls for some unknown reason. maybe there's somehow important coding information left behind in the bodies/dust (because that's literally what utmv is made of) and killer wants dust and horror to do that work for him for some reason. maybe just a way for him to get rid of evidence maybe if theyre buddy pals and close enough just as a gift. i dunno man there's a bunch of reasons as to why he could possibly do this. i just really liked the thought of the trio all wearing fancy lab coats and goggles and i was like damn how can i make this a real possibility
#you can really sense the i dont know what the fuck i'm talking about energy in this one#all i had was a SINGLE!!! just ONE vision and there was straws for me to grasp so i fucking CLASPED those straws man. i'm totally reaching#listen when you gotta make do you gotta make do. the idea's cool and funky though i really like the vision#is the utmv code based or is it creativity based. which one#does the utmv look like a bunch of files or does it look like the doodlesphere. is it a concept or code???#i think that it's up to personal interpretation. it could also be both#i love the different possibilities that could be made based on the different code vs concept utmvs#with code you have possibilities like changing the files and breaking the game and stuff like that (error and killer etc)#BUT ALSO with creativity and concepts you can come up with characters just by saying oh i drew them or something like that (ink)#it just depends on the vibe you're going for i guess. darker stories sometimes have more associations with code#i like to think they both coexist but also are different#there are sections of the utmv that are purely coded like the antivoid and then section purely creativity based like the doodlesphere#and then there are worlds that have both like the code makes up the concept. or the concept makes up the code. either one#goddamn it everything just leads back to error and ink's digital vs traditional motifs AGAIN. i'm back at the fucking building AGAIN!!!!!#those two and their sick ass motifs can every elude me i feel like concepts in the utmv always have something to do with them#heh.... just shows how cool error and ink both are...... theres a reason theyre creativity and destruction (coolness factor)#hey hold on! this doesn't have anything to do with the murder time trio! triglycercule GET BACK IN YOUR NICHE!!!!!!!!!#looking back at my old posts to my new ones and i can see what lingo and typing styles i've faded out over time is so fun#or maybe i'm just the exact same and i havent change styles at all and i'm hallucinating and need to be put down#first day school is upsetting (as usual) so i need to think and post about the mtt to feel better#my favorite coping mechanism is thinking about murderous little creepypasta versions of a fictional guy from undertale#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#bad sans gang#utmv#god i have NOT used tricule hc in a while........ i really should more#tricule hc
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they released the full body image for the outfits and i now get to roast murr on unsafe lab practices (<- worked in labs before). Explanation in tags
#What he's wearing are just round glasses which is cute and all but also proper lab safety goggles have special rims that would also protect#your eyes from different sides#Cause things could splash from the side too not just in front of you#Covering your hands: good. Not covering your wrist: not good. Especially since your wrist has some pretty important vessels#I've seen some nasty burns that you really don't wanna get on your wrist cause again. Vessels are there and you'd rather burn your hand#Than your wrist.#USUALLY you'd tie your hair up if it's long so it doesn't accidentally burn or get caught in anything#But i feel like his hair is in this weird stage where it's like...kinda short so it's not TOO bad but also still long?#Would still tie it up tho#I am not explaining the chemicals or the lab coat i think that's pretty self explanatory. C'mon murr these are basics.#Metal is awful in almost all labs#you'll get burns if something goes wrong with electricity#Also can heat up if it absorbs radiation. More burns#Not to mention it's magnetic and a disaster if it gets caught in. Say. MRI machines#Depending on the metal it may also have certain reaction with other chemicals and. You guessed it. More burns.#murr hart#mahoyaku#mhyk#This is nowhere as bad as RIQUET WEARING *SHORTS* IN LAB#Also cain and oz need to tie their hair up IMMEDIATELY
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I get megastar being like toxic to some ppl but it’s a little funny when ppl have issues with it bc they’re physically violent . u mean the guys who can replace their arms. who are fighting in a war
#LIKE I GUESS depending on the adaptation it COULD#it’s so hard to be like yeay t/xic yuri bc in your head its this tom and jerry rubber hammer dropping piano violence#and then remember there r pr*shi**ers in the world too like no. we aren’t associated#WHATEVER#ALSO U CANT REDUCE THEM TO A ROMANTICIZED RELATIONSHIP THE WJOLE DAMN TJING WAS NEVER ASPIRATIONAL#IF U R HERE UNDERSTAND#its so awesome that they don’t kill each other despite how much they try to#sigh. wjatever#nobody even cared abt codependency nowadays
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Not only have several of my former classmates gotten married, just found out that now one is having a kid?? 😭😭 just reiterating: i cant believe some people my age are doing that dklsldls. Where do they find time to work/study AND develop intricate crown prince rudolf headcanons once they do that
#married people and parents still have hobbies yadda yadda. you dont need to tell me that kslsld its a joke#its interesting how strong an emotional reaction of Otherness i have to these types of news dkkdld. like its always 'good for them but i#dont think i could ever want this'#i mean im not opposed to gay marriage in my future depending on how life plays out but i would not want to do it to 'settle down' i think#dont necessarily want a big house a garden a golden retriever or a car 😭#and def no kids#i guess its partly a reaction to kind of.... idk at a younger age more people are more 'restless' like me and then many change their minds#so its invalidating to be 'left alone' when you used to have allies who could relate to your life choices/wishes haha#i think being gay complicates this... i used to think it was a blessing for making it less of an expectation but actually turns out soooo#many girls on dating apps and online have or really want kids 😭 and i'm just like. good for you but this doesnt work for me#ugh anyway yeah. you guys better still be following me for rudolf posting when i'm 45 with a mortgage and an evil day job x#xD#you can take time off from your spouse and kids to log onto tumblr com and look at this shit 🥰🥰 for md ☺️#me*
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"Is Airy Hfjone A Bad Person" - the greatest thread in the history of forums, locked by a moderator after 12,239 pages of heated debate,
#not even slightly an exaggeration i could write a 50 page essay on this and still not reach a conclusion#i guess it depends on your definition of a bad person#and your interpretations of his actions#u gotta get philosphical like What defines a bad person. is there an agreed upon defintion#txt#object shows#hfjone
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hiiii!! this is a lil random but how do you think dale would react to his partner having a fear of dolls?
after seeing the movie it should only reinforce the fear. Since, y'know, they're demonically possessed.
He might try to keep you away from his workstation if you were scared and wouldn't bring dolls into your vicinity. But thats probably the most he would do. On the flip side maybe he would encourage the fear, because I think he finds fear arousing to a certain extent. The majority of the time, I dont think he would have a problem keeping you away from them.
#I guess it could go either way#and depending on how you feel about trying to get over your fear he wouldn't push the boundaries too far#He wouldnt stop making dolls though. but would be sad that you couldnt appreciate his skills :(#longlegs#longlegs x reader#ask#dale kobble x reader#dale kobble
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just heard a short clip of my voice pre-T and it's even more impressive than the other changes i've been through. i dropped like two octaves (?) (????) in the span of a year. insane
#i used to have the softest most high-pitched voice ever and i dropped like. two octaves in the span of a year it's incredible#wait i just tested it out and i'm somewhere between barytone and tenor at my lowest (E3) but STILL able to hit A5 comfortably#and higher (i guess because of the years of practice? i need to practice my singing in the lower tones because I Suck)#so far i can hit A6 (??!!) comfortably BUT my lowest is E3. what is going ON#falsetto (head voice? critically non bilingual when it comes to music terms i'm looking it up as i go) isnt something you can forget easily#and it doesn't really depend on your actual#spoken-voice range (always fun to see how many cis men sound like sopranos with enough practice)#so i guess i could technically just. become unstoppable. insane#what is GOING ON
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Doodled this in aggie.io to try it out. Would anyone be interested in doing a drawing collab sorta thingy sometime?
#princess tutu#duck#fanart#my art#it works pretty decently#you do get like a limited amount of brushes unless you subscribe to them(understandable. gotta finance the upkeep of the site somehow)#but there;s enough to work with if you ask me#ya got your soft brushes ya got ya hard brushes you can fuck around with opacity and min width. you can get lotta mileage out of it#the basic principle is everyone has their own laye to work with but you can let other ppl into your layer and so on.#theres also both a chat and voice call option#tbh id like it if i could make that sorta thing a semi regular occurence? once every couple of months? depending on how well it goes.#i guess we could do it on like a drawpile sort of principle#or have everyone do like a sketch and then alternate with who does the lineart and the coloring on each skectch#or just. a chaotic everything everywhere all at once sort of approach#i dunno i think it'd be fun i reccomend checking it out! and if ya do lemme know what y'all think please!#also also you can export the work as a png and a psd or pngs of each layer.#im thinking. thinking#hmmmm thinking
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dammit. loved the end of the traitor baru cormorant. which means i'm gonna read the sequel. save me from myself. AUGH.
#i was so close...so close#i was feeling like this book was too much of a chore to read for reasons that i now know were necessary#and the themes. the themes! i can't resist them#the problem is i don't really care about the characters. that makes it hard to love a book. but the theeeeeeeeemes#this book reminds me a lot of the poppy war series which i read all three books of and then wished i had given up earlier#except the execution is better and idk. more coherent#at least so far#i guess it kind of depends on what happens in the other books lol#i wouldn't be sad if i never had to read another battle scene though. i'm realizing a lot of books that i can't get into#have a lot of battles. battle scenes don't do anything but bore and confuse me#the only books i can think of where i felt like i could actually follow the battles are the dandelion dynasty series#wow ken liu again you blow me away with the mastery of your craft...#books
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