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Something I did for art class
#art#x’s art#traditional art#will wood#will wood and the tapeworms#self ish#self-ish#Sorry if the time date or amount is off#I couldn’t get those of of what was available on YouTube and I feel bad for asking people here because I feel like I’m wasting their time#Also I know the tapeworms logo is super small#I drew it like that in the sketch and just called it a day lol#The project was to make some ticket thing and it was super cool#I thought of doing one for a litwtc live event trww screanings the unknowing and the beholding#But went to this because I thought it would be “the most fun to do”#It was fun but I spent like 7-8 hours on it lol#I got a hundred so it was worth it#Also sorry the 20 is off center#I left that space as like a thing to punch the ticket or whatever
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it´s honestly so hard for me to even finish 15-30h games let alone 100h+ games because i get maybe 2-3h a night to game and the pacing of most games makes that feel extremely frustrating.
at this point i´m begging for more 1-6h games
#itch.io 20min horror games save me. i´m counting on you for my gaming enrichment.#i´m not saying that making long games is inherently bad because i know there are people who enjoy putting hundreds of hours into them#i just got too much going on with work. chores and pets to take care of to invest that time.#i prefer to enjoy games like a long movie if that makes sense. just sit down for a few hours for a day or two.#rip to all the 20-30h games i got 6-8h into and than was too busy to finish but now it´s awkward to pick them back up so i´d have to start#from the beginning but like. i´ll just get 6h in and than drop it again#honestly that´s why i love the resi games because most are just long enough to make it a fun weekend activity#elden ring is the worst for feeling like 2-3h are worth nothing because you won´t even get to finish that one (1) task you had in mind
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I downloaded IbisPaint so I could animate things at some point. I've never animated before and decided to make an animation of a guy blinking one eye at a time and when I'd realised it had gotten away from me I couldn't be bothered to fix it
Here he is as a gif because you'd want him for some reason
#shitpost#digital art#animation#he got SHRANKED#yayyy now i can devote hundreds of hours of my life to animating whatever brainrot ive got#i have so many ideas for snowbird animatics that i will NOT be able to properly execute 💀#oh also i havent been able to do some proper high quality drawings or work on my wips because my computer was busted#anyway my hard drive failed or something and the computer guys are replacing it AND ideally improving it#so yayyy my computer works#unfortunately theyre also installing windows again and so my whole computer is going to be reset to factory settings#my main concern would be my steam accout because i have hundreds of dollars worth of games on there but i can log in to it fine#unfortunately if you can have an account for krita i wouldnt know about so. i lose all of my wips.#tbh i had like two salvageable ones and even the unfinished ones arent that bad#plus they both need redesigns anyway#so im okay ig#i can get my computer back today and i imagine setting it back up will take a while but at least i can play refind self#yk what lets be real i will be playing slime rancher 2 for hours straight AGAIN
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does brady ever feel guilty for bringing anna to typhon. does it keep him awake at night
#did he know he was going to make her spend the rest of her lifetime on typhon?? surely he did#unless he thought she was going to stay on a temporary basis bc of her nonstandard profile#only for hr to be like no no. no one leaves typhon are you fucking insane#i want to believe anna's life on earth was going downhill when speaker approached her with a job offer#still! the loss of bodily autonomy. the shared blame for the failure of a project that got hundreds killed.#the fall from grace and winding up in argos.#and knowing all along that back in halcyon the 'child' she was tasked with rearing is all alone#still lashing out and in pain and it's too late to save it now. it was always too late#did anna ever resent brady for bringing her to typhon or was leaving her own personal hell on earth worth it#everything went to shit in the worst possible way but at least we still have each other. i'm so glad i got to meet you. i love you#.txt#kam drawing anna's ass got me Pondering
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majority of the context to this is lost to time (i forgor) but its true
#burn notice#kimba the white lion#jungle emperor leo#to make a long story short#watching burn notice made me so obsessed with bruce campbell that in 2022 i attempted to meet him at brucefest in detroit#which he promptly canceled#and when i got my TWELVE HUNDRED DOLLAR REFUND i spent it all on kimba the white lion animation cels#i was freaking the fuck out and impulse bought 2000 dollars worth of animation cels in retaliation#something tells me bruce knew i was going to be there so he canceled#also i love kimba / jungle emperor if you didnt know
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Part of yesterday's haul. It's mostly UK crochet magazines with a few US books thrown in. I haven't bought UK crochet magazines since I gave up my Barnes & Noble discount since they were one of the few places that allowed discounts on magazines. It's going to be fun to sort through these and see what gets added to the list of things to make.
#birdy collects nerdy things#some of the free gifts were missing but that's always the risk with older magazines#i grabbed one of each that i could find but left so many behind#someone at the store was 'like take the others and sell them for more money' but i don't see a point in that#i got the ones i wanted and left the rest for others to get#and if i had kept digging through the shelf i probably could have found more that i missed#but this was already several hundred dollars worth and pretty much all of my fun money for the rest of the year#I'm happy with what i managed to find#now to find room in the already overfull shelves
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wish people didn't view funko pops as cringe bc i literally have so many i want to get rid of and sell T^T i need these things GONE i don't want them
#when i was younger i liked them and wanted to start a collection and bought a few#and then everyone around me latched on and gave me just tons and tons for every holiday#plenty weren't even of media i was into they'd just give it to me bc i “liked funko pops”#so now i've got a 2-3 hundred dollars worth of funko pops i don't want T^T#unityrain.txt#like on one i don't like the whole consemerist/capitalist culture funko pop collecting supports#but on the other hand i wish other people didn't feel that way too bc i need these GONE#funko pop#funko pops
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I think I just guaranteed queen of nothing by the crane wives a place in my spotify wrapped tonight because of time princess
#so basically im in an inactive society that wasnt always inactive#and i became leader without trying to#i was just chilling and somehow racked up the highest contribution without trying to and then the last leader went offline#and i dont even know who the last leader was#i dont 100% stories and ive got almost every companion at level 10 or higher#ive crafted virtually every blueprint i have that i like and played every story im interested in#i was just waiting for the next event forever. after the shock wore off becoming society leader gave me smth to do in this game#while making me realize we'd become v inactive#twilight's crown had recently come out and i found that fitting#i pour hundreds of materials into time goddess because i dont use them for anything else#i spent 400 diamonds on fantasy promise like one girl can get the whole team out of prelude when no one else has above 1k starlight points#i put so much into an inactive society. i know i should leave#but part of me keeps going ''and just abandon my people''?#it's not like leaving will send me back to having nothing to do. i can keep putting this energy into an active society#and get my moneys worth#which never really crossed my mind until tonight#i know not to cling to obvious lost causes. i've seen what happens when you do.#still feel bad about ditching when i'm the only one who still shares codes in chat#but they can do the same thing.#maybe i should encourage them to.#i'm thinking stay until fantasy promise ends#and/or until i've got this last piece of this society set crafted (unless that takes too long and october happens before then)#(bc if i'm leaving i wanna be in an active society by the time sprint rolls around)#and then screenshot the society id in case i cant find somewhere better and choose to come crawling back#ok i have rambled about this in my phone and notebook 3 times and each one has made me more certain of my decision to leave#everyone in the dutp discord says i need a new society#anyways#i needed to talk about that somewhere#queen of nothing has been on loop in my headphones for an hour
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Hi Mah, I’ve noticed a lot of writers saying their fics aren’t being commented on or reblogged as much as they were before, and that it’s been discouraging. I can’t speak why for everyone but this is my story. I used to comment and reblog everything because I appreciated the hard work everyone put in. I got inspired to write a few fics of my own, hoping I would get the same support or even suggestions on ways I could improve my writing from all the writers I looked up to, but I got nothing. I spent hours and days writing, reading articles, and watching YouTube videos on how to improve your writing, but I never got one comment, like, kudos, or reblog from any of the writers I showed my support to. I started to notice people had their own little friend/support group and would reblog and comment on each other's posts or stories, but not the newer writers unless you were a phenomenal writer. If you weren’t worth their time, then you were unnoticed and not appreciated. It didn’t matter that you wrote long detailed comments on every single chapter of their story and reblogged their stories, hoping it would get more attention to help encourage them. You and one other blogger were the only ones that I got a comment from, and I ended up unfollowing everyone except for you and the other blogger. I stopped writing, deleted my stories on one of my low days, and unfollowed everyone but you and the other blogger. I stayed away from the Harry Potter community for a while. You two are the only ones I will take time out of my day to write comments for. I’ve read other stories, but I don’t comment on theirs unless it's by a new writer. I try to show encouragement and give suggestions in ways I wish I would have gotten them. I just wanted to say thanks, and I've come across some great new writers through your blog. I’ve been absent for a long time, but I’m back now. I hope things have changed and everyone is more supportive of one another. I don’t know if people are hesitant to help other writers but they take 5 minutes out of their day to read their stories and write two lines of encouragement or heck even a pm on ways you think the story could be improved, newbies will appreciate it more than you’ll ever understand. I just think if you want a little love then you need to show a little love too.
Hey, Anon. I went back and forth on how to answer this because yes, I understand it, but also... not?
I really don’t want to sound dismissive; I get it, writing takes time and effort, you put a piece of your heart there, and when people don’t seem to notice it, you take it personally. I've been there as, in a way, all who has ever posted their fan work have been. It’s shitty.
But you cannot control anyone else. If you are writing and posting because you want people to comment and engage; don’t. It will drive you mad, trust me, because there is no bar that will ever suffice. Write for your own joy... and read and review for your own joy.
If you want criticism, ask for it, send a pm to those who answer it. Join a discord. The review section in a fanfic is not the place for it, it would be just rude. And accept that sometimes there is no problem, no reason for why your fic is unnoticed; no one has ever cracked the code for what makes a fic popular, and honestly, I am glad for it. It’s cliche, but true: you are the only one who can write your stories.
Finally, I get the if you want love you need to offer some love, but also... it sounds entitled? Threatening? I am not sure. Fanfics are for free; they are supposed to be fun. When they stop being something that you can enjoy, what is the whole point?
I am sorry you didn’t feel your effort was appreciated. I hope that, despite everything else, you loved giving voice to the characters, crafting a scenario out of nowhere, and spinning words into something that was real and yours. I hope you stick around.
#the first fanfic I ever posted on ao3 got one comment and then nothing#the first fanfic I wrote after 10 years away from fandom got no reviews#i wrote a hundred thousand words and maybe one or two people were following#i got 23 views on each chapter and I was happy for it#and still i get the wish to write something everyone will enjoy#only i've also come to terms with the fact you cannot please everyone#and some people will simply ignore you for no good reason#the same way you will not read everything and you will not enjoy everything#and that's fine#that’s why you need to write first for yourself#and share for the one or two people who will make editing and posting worth it#i appreciate you one and you two person btw#and I am sorry I haven’t engaed much lately#I have felt at odds for a while now#so when it becomes too much I just take a break#because I cannot control anyone else but me :)#this is a messy post#just pm anon
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#its reeeeeeeeeeeeeally hard to keep myself together when ive gotten two rejection emails today ough#like i knew the other one almost ghosted me so there was no chance i was getting it since it was supposed to start this month lmao#and ofc this one didnt want me either cause they got hundreds of much better applications#just. feeling it again. the profound sadness of just not being good enough for anything#i know not getting a job doesnt define my worth but..#yeah. i dont know. im so out of options but it keeps making me sad when nothing works out anymore. im so tired#night is an absolute mess on main
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i just kinda feel like if you asked ram he'd tell you he doesnt rly give a huge fuck about all this like yall do lmao
#p sure none of the gods give a huge fuck about physical things the way some a yall seem to think they do#be honest. its what you want- not your god#fools believe their god resides in a designated building and not within your heart#if you cant connect to him w/o a building then thats a you problem#getting flashbacks from my christian upbringing rn#does not the energy of ram flow throughout all of ayodhya? rather than this one specific place you just really really really need to claim#as your own and its TOTALLY not about shitting on muslims at all for sure for sure#when i said its hinduphobic to tear down temples i dont mean you get to be like 'well there was ~maybe~ a temple here but then it got torn#down HUNDREDS of years ago and a mosque was built on top of it and then hindutvas destroyed that mosque that was also#built there HUNDREDS of years ago and we're kinda pretty maybe sure that ram was specifically born in this specific square footage#of land and its totally worth shitting on muslims over about it bc we're maybe kinda sure its where ram was born actually and uhhh--'#like dawg what???? ya'll know what you're doing lmao. also dont speak for me and assume im gonna think that this specific temple about a#god i dont really even think that much about is gonna have so so much relevance to me as a hindu. sorry i think i'd rather go to fucking#kailash tyvfm.
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ha ha ha ha shoutout to the guys that stole our catalytic converter last night!!! 😂😍😍 i hope totaling our car was worth whatever pathetic amount of money you get for it!! 🥰😘 no seriously i mean who WOULDNT sabotage a perfectly good car and render it completely unusable for some piddly pocket change? 🤪 ha ha ha ha!! ha ha ha. ha. you’re sooo funny.
#personal#fuck y’all and i hope you all choke on a bee.#it’s happened TWICE.#after we replaced it the first time we even got an extra shield for it and somehow they got around it!!#and now the cost of replacing it is worth more than the value of the car itself#or pretty darn close anyway#it might be a 15yo car but it still ran fantastic up until yesterday!#and now when you run it it sounds like the most insecure of muscle cars#and stinks as bad as the owner of said muscle car probably does#and you can’t even get it out of the driveway bc they fucked up the junk underneath and it scrapes the ground#no seriously fuck y’all. is theft necessary sometimes? sure.#THIS is just cruel tho. l#and for what? costing other people thousands of dollars so you can make…what? a couple hundred?#fuck off.
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damon WONT stop getting on the dresser & scratching at the tv for no reason & I keep yelling at him to stop & he just looks at me so I yelled in an angry voice “the clown says NO” & threw this clown I stole from a shop in tennesee at him & he leapt off the dresser and crashed around the apartment at top speed banging into walls for a bit & im just imagining my neighbor hearing me YELL “the clown says NO” followed by a series of crashes. this is really fucking funny to me for no reason at 2 am

at least he calmed down? thanks creepy clown doll that I stole when I was insanely high
#I went from mad to amused so fast lmao#I don’t know. yelling that the clown says no was really funny to me#also the memories of that clown doll are sooo funny#I was SO mad at my brother & our friend for hooking up & making things weird#so I spent the rest of that vacation high or drunk or both & stole hundreds & hundred of dollars worth of stuff#omg & our other friend broke into a historical building & stole a fire hydrant & sprayed it at all of us??#& our other friend got so mad she almost ditched him in the wilderness Omg she was crazed#……that was all so random I just randomly remembered. anyway#wow I haven’t thought of that vacation in years. it was kind of terrible. my friend tried to set my hair on fire. it was a whole thing.
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just bid on a goodwill sewing machine so ✌ crossing fingers that it works hkjdfs
#kcat talks#no automatic tension as was recommended in my last post but it retails for $200+ new so that would be a good deal if it's functional#me: [spends 4 hours researching every model of used sewing machine i come across to see if its worth it]#also me: i just got my paycheck what if i just drop a few hundred of that on a good new one and not worry about it hkjdfs#just worried about wasting money on stuff that ends up sucking yknow ^^;;#also found a handful of ok looking $100ish ones on ebay but some were missing cords/feet so i didn't want to spend that + buy the extras#and then find out it wasn't functional in the first place lol#especially since mailing returns and stuff from my new apartment is annoying :Pensive: actually unrelated but you'd think for chicago#it would be convenient to get places but turns out that's just if you're in downtown chicago and not south of uchicago#maybe i just hate dealing with public transport but can't drive idk (rambling)
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I'd be pissed because dude, you could have just asked. I am desperate to know what's going on, fucking go for it, man. Hell, take some food, I don't care.
everyone's like wehhhhh why doesn't doctor house gets suuuueeed! like my man. literally every patient he sees is someone that's been trying to find a diagnosis for ages. i could live with a little medical malpractice if it were coming from someone ready to break into my home to look for allergens and not simply half heartedly listen to me before suggesting I lose weight and take ages of back and forth arguing to order a single test
#even now half my shit isn't officially diagnosed#bc that's not how it goes in the US healthcare system#if you get an official dx of x then there's several dozen meds your insurance won't cover that they did prior#same w dozens of treatments and hundreds of tests#ie my insurance wouldn't cover a celiac blood test bc my dr wrote ibs instead of just the symptoms#and by the time i found that out i'd been sent to collections from the lab that did the test#and the lab wouldn't change the paperwork since they'd already been paid#so i got a $200 bill for it that i had to pay#anyway#House is an asshole and invasive and shitty but he actually takes pts seriously#he presumes the prev drs aren't seeing something or the pt didn't think something was worth mentioning#like yo#if his hospital can get my insurance to cover invasive tests i will happily agree to most of them#(lumbar puncture and bone marrow anything are about the only things i'd refuse in most cases)#dr house is fucked up but he's the dr folks w chronic illnesses dream of#genuinely
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answering a couple questions i got on this post since i realized ppl genuinely wanna know:
tl;dr:
israel lets very, very little aid get into gaza. even the UN can't get in as much as they want to. funding individual families, gazan led initiatives, and mutual aid collectives operating out of gaza ensures gazans can provide for themselves and pay for the extremely expensive aid that is available.
with all the civil infrastructure destroyed by israel, the situation on the ground has devolved into unrestricted capitalism, driving up the price of aid (that should be free!). this makes it more urgent for people to have funding for daily survival.
the post linked above has examples of how donating to individual families can help a lot. if you want to help more than one family at a time, there are many gazan-led initiatives focusing on rebuilding their infrastructure and distributing aid fairly that are worth donating to instead of large charities that already get the majority of donations.
as i mentioned in the last post: @/careforgaza on twitter is a nonprofit started by gazans, it's been endorsed by multiple palestinian journalists.
the sameer project is a collective organized by diaspora palestinians offering emergency shelter to gazans.
ele elna elak is a project aiming to bring water, food, shelter, etc. to gazans and has been promoted by bisan owda.
and the municipality of gaza itself is fundraising to rebuild water infrastructure.
all of these organizations are active inside gaza right now and are being run by gazans. if anyone knows of other gazan-led mutual aid projects, nonprofits or charities feel free to link them in the notes! hope this helped!
long answers under the cut!
if you wanna donate to a charity that's absolutely fine, but the thing is most charities (and even the UN!) are unable to make it into gaza in the first place, leaving aid rotting at the egyptian side of the border or subject to israeli settler attacks
not to mention, charities and nonprofits also maintain a paternalistic colonial relationship with the indigenous people they are trying to help, determining what aid they need for them instead of returning power to them and letting them make their own choices
i'm not here to say that one option is better than the other, just that they achieve different things and are equally legitimate. there's an attitude among people who question the legitimacy of these gofundme campaigns that somehow the people promoting them are telling them not to donate to charities. nobody is stopping you from donating to charities. we are just asking that you do not dehumanize the very real gazans in your inbox just because their method of asking for aid is more direct and risky.
unfortunately that's exactly what has happened. because israel destroyed all of gaza's more formalized infrastructure, it seems that organized crime and rampant inflation has taken its place. aid is supposed to be free, but in order to save for evacuation or the cost of living, people have started selling them at an inflated price. and aid that is truly free attracts intense, large crowds that are dangerous to navigate.
this was posted on abc a few days ago
it's pure, unrestrained capitalism. i've had multiple palestinians describe this situation to me confidence. that's why everything's so expensive now. why people have to rent out tiny plots of land for their tents to sit on, why my friend @siraj2024 still has to buy tarps to cover the broken windows of the overpriced bombed out apartment he rented, and why a bag of flour can cost a thousand bucks in the north.
even before israel closed and then bombed the rafah crossing, the egyptian hala travel agency was only allowing people to cross the border if they paid a hefty $5000 USD per adult / $2500 USD per child bribe. it denies doing this, but the hundreds of stories from palestinians say otherwise.
with regard to the economy, here in america we saw something similar happen in the wake of hurricane helene and milton. the podcaster margaret killjoy describes how she saw dual economies rise after asheville was fully cut off from the rest of the country - some people offered each other supplies for free in a sort of mutual aid honor system, and some people required payment when they lent supplies because they themselves needed to buy stuff for their families. these dual economies exist in gaza too. and this means they all still need money to survive.
#og#palestine#palestine resources#gaza#free palestine#free gaza#gaza strip#save palestine#i stand with palestine#all eyes on palestine#palestine genocide#gaza genocide#donations
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