#I get pocket money but I just tend to feel bad about spending too much instead of saving it
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lieutenantselnia Ā· 8 months ago
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Current mood <3
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bvckbiter Ā· 2 days ago
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Night has fallen by the time they arrive at Keeseville. Percy is thankful that Al takes the initiative to quickly usher their travel-worn selves to a decent inn. For one, he knows the little village better, having camped there for a while some years back. For another, Percyā€™s too busy trying to pick Alā€™s plain John Doe disguise apart, searching for anything like glints of warm sienna underneath the nondescript blond or brief flashes of vibrant green when Alā€™s fake blue eyes dart around for any suspicious figures. Of course, thereā€™s nothing; Alā€™s Mist work is flawless and airtight as usual.
ā€œHi,ā€ Al greets the receptionist. ā€œGot any vacancies for the night?ā€
ā€œYup! How long will you be staying, sir?ā€
At that point, Percy zones out. Wait, no, keeps an ā€œeye on their surroundings.ā€ Now thatā€™s a totally valid excuse to tune out the pleasantries Al is dragging himself through with the receptionist. Except for Alā€™s voiceā€”that, he didnā€™t bother changing with the Mist, and Percy quite likes the sound of his voice. Likes the way it thickens with power when Al yells his incantions, the melodious tenors he mindlessly hums while tending to his pocket magic herbsā€¦ the arid air it takes on when the two of them are verbally sparring. Likes it rambling about his theories and cracking from disuse and use and rasping and dropping with the intent of seduction and madly mumbling and gaspingā€¦
ā€œā€¦ your price for two rooms?ā€
ā€œIā€™m afraid so, sir.ā€
ā€œYouā€™ve gotta be joking. You guys sure as hell arenā€™t any five-star Michelin hotel, and Iā€™m not gonna be spendingā€”ā€
ā€œWhoa,ā€ Percy says, tuning back in. He blinks and smiles at the receptionist. ā€œWeā€™ll take one room.ā€
ā€œWe? Who the fuck is we?ā€
ā€œYou guys have one with a double bed?ā€
ā€œWhat?!ā€
The receptionist untenses and gives Percy a knowing smile. ā€œYes, we do! I can put you guys up in it right away. Just give me a second, andā€¦ā€
ā€œOh hell no!ā€ Al snaps, but the receptionist already has the key off the hook and the warpath to their room ready. He whirls around and jabs his index finger in Percyā€™s face. ā€œWhat the hell do you think youā€™re doing?!ā€
Percy shrugs. ā€œSaving money.ā€ He sidesteps past Al and moves to follow the receptionist. ā€œAlso just to be safe.ā€
ā€œā€˜Just to be safe?ā€™ That I wonā€™t run away in the middle of the night?ā€ Hurt bleeds into Alā€™s voice. ā€œIā€™ll have you know, Jacksonā€”ā€
ā€œThat neither of us get jumped by anything in the middle of the night,ā€ Percy says lowly. Still sensing some ire, he tries to tease, ā€œArenā€™t you gonna protect me from the big bad monsters, Al?ā€
The receptionist finds their room and opens the door for them. ā€œHere you go, sirs! Have a good night!ā€ A wink and a jingle as the keys are tossed to Percy.
And theyā€™re alone. Percy lets his bag drop to the ground with a heavy thud.
Al does the same with a clenched jaw. ā€œI can take the floor,ā€ he curtly says.
Percy sighs. Al and his hair-trigger temperament. Sometimes Percy canā€™t help but feel frustrated with him, constantly walking on the eggshells of their past. Alā€™s a victim of his circumstances, and whether Percy intended it or not, Percy happened to be one of those circumstances. But if Percyā€™s walking on eggshells, Al is trudging on with feet already scored and bloodied and infected, wounds that inevitably open at Percyā€™s presence.
Itā€™s not so much for him to extend a little patience, in comparison.
ā€œOkay,ā€ Percy murmurs. Something trembles in Alā€™s hand, but Percy reaches out to quell it. ā€œBefore that, though, I wanna see your face again. Itā€™s been odd, talking to another person that has your voice. Thatā€™s some Twilight Zone shit.ā€
ā€œWhy, havenā€™t seen it before?ā€
But Al strips his disguise, and Percyā€™s hands instinctively fly up to cup that narrow, freckled, sublime face. Runs his thumbs underneath spidery lashes, palms the familiar jump of the carotid artery, ghosts his fingers down the swell of Alā€™s mouth and the ridge of his clavicle. Eyes like toxic radium glint judgementally up at him in the unlit room, and Percy canā€™t help but press a kiss to each of Alā€™s eyelids.
ā€œStill mad?ā€ And he grins when Al doesnā€™t answer, save for a huff. Itā€™s as good an admission as any.
[already posted this before but i put it under a read more like the dumbass i am KHJDFJKSDHJKDSH so reposting this yeye]
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bogkeep Ā· 2 years ago
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Do you have any advice or resources on pricing commissions/commissions in general? I've been thinking of starting comms
I hope this is an okay thing to ask lol
PS: luv ur art!
for resources, there's this video (subtitled but not transcribed sorry) which lays it out really well! there used to be a really good twitter thread by yoshi yoshitani, but it seems to be deleted.
here's some general experience/advice:
- IN A PERFECT WORLD we would all price our commissions well and fairly and comparable to industry standard, buuuuuut i get why most of us don't. compared to industry standard my $130 character portraits are also underpriced, and while i AM steadily upping my prices (my first comms were $40 for a fully colored and shaded fullbody. oof) 1) i need to consider what audience i have and who will be able to commission me, and 2) i mostly do commissions for some extra pocket money, not to make a living. i think my prices are comparable to many fellow internet artists in the same sphere.
- the way i price my commissions are that the MINIMUM amount needs to be the amount i have to be paid to feel like a commission is worth doing (taking into account my limited amount of time and energy to work on art, if i take paid $50 but then spend several days to complete it i will grow resentful and stretch myself too thin for too little), and the MAXIMUM is "at what point will the price paralyze me because i feel like I don't feel like i can make something worth that amount."
- working on a commission WILL take longer than just working on a Fun Piece For Yourself, both because you're putting in extra effort trying to make it worth the money you're given, and because you will spend time communicating with your client. you will get a better grip on your timeframe after you have more experience doing commissions.
- you're not just taking paid for the art itself, but client communications, your experience and expertise which has taken years to build, revisions, tools, etc.
- something they JUST told us in clock school: sometimes you get clock repairs that cost less than your quote and you might feel bad about this, but you will definitely do clock repairs that cost a lot more than your quote. THIS IS HOW IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE, THIS IS HOW YOU BREAK EVEN. when you give a quote at the beginning you don't know how much the work is going to take and estimates are always rough, but you're using your time and expertise to offer a service and you need money to live.
- your prices/quote can have wriggle room like "will cost X amount but Y for Extra Detailed Stuff Like Wings/Fancy Outfit/Background Detail"
- don't offer commissions you don't wanna do! i used to offer a wide range of styles and price categories, including some really cheap sketch options, and i don't Regret doing those per se but nowadays i only offer a narrowed down selection. I don't have time to do fullbodies with full backgrounds, so even if it's something i CAN do and people WOULD pay me for, I don't HAVE to do that.
- its okay, encouraged even, to adjust your prices as you go along and get more experienced at doing commissions. it's pretty normal to start out with low prices to get the hang of it (tattoo apprentices do tattoos for lower prices unil they're done with their training, and doing commissions is its own skill)
- if someone thinks your prices are too high, you don't want them as your clients to begin with. dealing with shitty commissioners is rarely worth the pay, and higher prices tend to result in better and more respectful clients.
i hope im not forgetting something hope this helps
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maskyartist Ā· 2 years ago
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"yall should ask me about loyalty swap" i am Looking
howd neo start working for ozpin? šŸ‘€
OH WELL IF U INSIST! Just keep in mind @rexidot and I tend to use our own hc backstories for characters like Neo, Roman, and Ozpin, so none of this will follow things from Roman Holiday (havent even read it :( so depressing I want it so bad)
Weā€™re still kinda feeling it out but currently the plot goes-
Ozpin grew up in a very well off family, but was often overlooked or simply ignored for most of his life. He was very lonely, mostly having the housekeeping or kitchen staff for company, and they werenā€™t the best friends for a child. He needed someone around his age.
Which is why he saw it as a blessing in disguise when he got his pocket change stolen one day, and found Neo tucked away trying to hoard it for herself.
Neo saw a simple rich kid and didnā€™t think much of it. She did her usual slight of hand and hurried away before the boy could catch up, but a simple trip sent her newly earned Lien scattered. She just barely managed to hoard it all together before Ozpin caught up with her and effectively cornered her.
Instead of yelling about some thief or whining like most kids would, Ozpin just smiled and offered a hand.
ā€œMaybe this is a bit boldā€¦but would you like to have lunch with my family? I would be happy to buy your meal.ā€
Neo was suspicious, because who wouldnā€™t be? But this dork definitely wasnā€™t planning on tricking her. His big glasses and poofy hair and dumb turtlenecks were obvious signs that he was tooā€¦good for that kind of thing. This was a genuine offer, and as much as Neo didnā€™t want to be around the rich, they found a compromise with Neo basically miming out her idea, and Ozpin catching on.
They meet in the middle, Ozpin buying her a cheaper meal that the two can split and justā€¦talking. Ozpin admits heā€™s not worried about his parents. They wonā€™t notice heā€™s gone. They never do.
And thatā€™s what sparks the idea.
ā€œWhy donā€™t I bring you home with me?ā€ He offers, patiently, with a smile. ā€œI will handle my parents and their worries, but I doubt theyā€™d mind much.ā€ A giggle. ā€œIf anything, theyā€™d probably enjoy your company, considering how much time we could spend together.ā€
Itā€™s an odd request, but Ozpin just seemed soā€¦genuine. Weird for sure, but genuine. And if Neo skipped out on a good roof over her head, sheā€™d be dumber than him. If anything his place will probably have valuables she could steal and sell.
She agrees and Ozpin brings her home, his parents never even realized he wasnā€™t at lunch. They werenā€™t happy with Oz bringing home a ā€œstreet urchinā€ but when Ozpin began to explain his point, they just waved him away. If he wanted a friend that badly then he could have it. Leave them to work. Sheā€™s his responsibility now.
Ozpin and Neo were too young to really grasp the weirdness of it. All they knew was immediate approval, and Ozpin was eager to get his new friend settled.
Neo told herself it wouldnā€™t be permanent but day after day of waking up in Ozpinā€™s house, seeing him in the hallway, running around together, playing in the gardenā€¦she was attached. Gone was the tenseness of living on the streets. Now was a genuine day by day routine with someone who cared. It was an odd start, and Neo was flighty for the first few weeks, but she always came back. Ozpin would let her go and sheā€™d come back because she knew heā€™d be right there with a smile and some cocoa and one of the maids holding blankets in case she was cold.
Eventually, Grimm found Ozpinā€™s family estate and practically burned it to the ground during a night of consistent arguing between the parents about business deals and money coming and going. Ozpin didnā€™t think itā€™d end with them in flames, just in divorce.
They were about 12-13 when it happened, Ozpin being a year older and Neo awakening to her Semblance to block an Ursa from ripping him apart. The illusion shattered when hit and Neo was racing out the door, Ozpinā€™s hand tight in her grasp.
All Ozpin managed to save was Long Memory. A relic, at least thatā€™s what his grandfather said, passed down from generation to generation. He wasnā€™t meant to have it so soonā€¦but a familiar voice told him he needed it. An imaginary friend, you could say.
ā€œā€¦it seems itā€™s just us, Neo.ā€ Was the first thing out of Ozpinā€™s mouth. No mourning. Simple stared facts.
Neo just gripped his hand tighter. She didnā€™t need to sign. She just stared at her friend, who smiled right back at her.
They had each other for whatever was about to comeā€¦and as the police and huntsmen arrived to survey the scene and take care of the remaining Grimm, Neo never let go of Ozpinā€™s hand. Not once.
Now fast forwarding a bit! Ozpin becomes headmaster and Neo acts as his personal escort/bodyguard on campus! Ozpinā€™s never seen without her, and sheā€™s always there. During council meetings in the corner of the camera, during inner circle discussions where her silent commentary makes Ozpin smile, anywhere Ozpin is Neoā€™s never far behind. Or in front.
Neo essentially fills Qrowā€™s role. She acts as Ozpinā€™s spy, gathering information and such. Sheā€™s happy to do so, her silence keeping her a useful piece of the puzzle. Due to their closeness, I fully believe Neo knows the most about Salem. Itā€™s possible Ozpin filled her in on everything since Neo canā€™t possibly tell someone else. Her loyalty knows no bounds and her voice is non existent.
This is just me getting a general feel but thatā€™s basically how they met! And how they are now! :D theyā€™re not really stated as a couple but cā€™monā€¦.canā€™t just have Magpie this AUs also got Quiet Time :)
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darkanachronism Ā· 1 year ago
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Finally! An excuse to talk about Dirk.
Name: Acantha Dirk Knifely, there's no secret reason why she doesn't use Acantha anymore. She just doesn't like it, the vibes are wrong.
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Race: Hexblood, but mechanically half wood elf. (It's works fairly well, Minthara being racist felt extremely on point.)
Class: Circle of Spores Druid
Background: If you ask Dirk it's not much of a story, she's a perpetually unlucky kid from The Outer City. Her parents are dead, her boss is an asshole, her only friends are rats and she has to bribe them. And she can not catch a break. That's all there is too it.
But I feel like rambling.
Her mother escaped a druidic circle who had performed the rite of thorns, by making a deal with hag for her first born child. As a result Dirk isn't quite human. She normally just says she's a half elf and if anyone asks about the moldy splotches all over her skin she'll mumble something about it not being contagious and it being a Druid thing.
By all rights she should be a green hag by now. That usually happens on the thirteenth birthday.
But her parents sort of exploded, along with the little apothecary shop they owned.
Which resulted in Dirk going off the grid, she was a pretty forgettable child, so no one actually cared where she ended up, and as a result her hypothetical hag mom can not find her.
She ended up staying with one of her dad's card buddies, a small time fence, crook, kidsman and shyster named Druid Dave. (He's not a Druid, he's a wizard school drop out with a dip into warlock because he can not make good decisions.)
It was on the condition she could earn her keep, so Dirk did, making potions, picking pockets, hurling a healing spell someone's way for a gold piece or two, and using her wild shape to break and enter. (It's amazing the places a rat can get.)
She's been plying her trade as a petty thief and career criminal ever since. She was in the middle of running away from a job gone pear-shaped when she got picked up by mindflayers.
Personality: Dirk is a hard one to explain. Suspicious, awkward, jumpy. And just generally off-putting, despite being fairly perceptive and good at getting a handle on a situation she has a phenomenal knack for saying the wrong thing. Charisma is her dumpstat. Frankly, it should be lower than eight.
She's blunt and lacks any real idea of how to keep her thoughts to herself even when she knows she should. She tries most of the time.
She generally tries very hard to shut the hell up, avoid notice and let everyone else talk. Since when she does it it's always a disaster.
She's not enjoying being the main character. Dirk is spending her whole tadpole adventure one bad minute away from a panic attack.
She's used to stress though, does well as long as she has a clear cut goal she can usually power through.
Admittedly a lot of the constant dread in her life comes from being a little guy with one ho and no money, she's well into her adventure by now and very quickly realizing she's a force to be reckoned with, which tends to manifest of bursts of overconfident stupidity.
She's also quick to grab at anything that will give her power. All it took was the offer of Authoirty for her to start using those tadpoles.
She is finding shes better at the whole hero thing then she ever would have thought, that she might actually, like helping people, or at least people who remind her of her, kids, animals, goblins, and anyone getting kicked around by power structures. She's softer then shed like to be in that respect, sometimes you just need to let some gnomes die instead of starting a fight with all of Grymforge.
Romancing: Astarion, neither of them know what they're doing. This is just two idiots who have never had a healthy relationship in their life. Withers acknowledged this was an actual relationship before either of them did. She's still not quite sure what to call it.
Hobbies: Dirk is significantly better at Lanceboard then people expect on looking at her. She has a good head for strategy and remembering the moves.
She also really does enjoy alchemy. It's a work skill technically, but she likes it. She's spends most of her nights restocking health potions and messing with new recipes.
Tav thread???Ā  I wanna see em all.
ā€¢ Tav name/pic
ā€¢ Race
ā€¢ Class
ā€¢ Backstory
ā€¢ Personality
ā€¢ Who they're romancing
ā€¢ An interesting hobby they have
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dearestones Ā· 2 years ago
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Platonic! Nordics and Immortal! Child! Reader Parenting Headcanons
Warnings: Fluff.
Anonymous Request: hey I absolutely love your immortal child stories, could you maybe do the parenting headcanons one with the nordics? <3
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Denmark
Denmark has seen and heard many things over the course of his immortal life. Nations, nature spirits, ghosts, and all sorts of other supernatural phenomena were all par for the course when it came to being an immortal. However, an immortal child who was still human? How remarkable!
If he had met you back when he was still a conquering empire, he would have greeted you with suspicion and wariness. All Nations who have tasted what seemed to be boundless power would like to hang onto that power as much as possible. With an unpredictable variable like you running around, what does that mean? Were you to be a bad omen? However, if you happen to meet Denmark in the present day, heā€™s mostly relaxed and heā€™ll instantly take you into his house because youā€™re still just a child to him even if you are immortal.Ā 
Whenever possible, heā€™ll try to establish an amiable rapport with you by taking you out for walks, talking to you about your day, or playing some of your favorite sports and games. You might think that he was trying to appease you, but he genuinely wants to know you better and heā€™s always interested in trying out new things.
Once you finally think of him as some sort of parental figure, heā€™ll make space for you in his home and include you in more aspects of his life. Heā€™ll push for your education, but youā€™re free to be either homeschooled or to go to a school of your choice. If you choose homeschooling, Denmark will take you anywhere and everywhere just so that you can be educated in all areas of life. That includes trips to the grocery store to ensure you know how to budget and choose the best products, teaching you the basics in household maintenance and upkeep, and heā€™ll bring you along to world meetings so that you can observe how politics work in real time.Ā 
However, while Denmark makes it seem like he works a lot of the time, itā€™s actually the opposite! He likes to have fun and itā€™s much easier to have fun if youā€™re also enjoying yourself. Heā€™s the type of parent to give you a lot of independence and freedom from an early age. If he thinks youā€™re responsible enough, heā€™ll give you a lot of pocket money. Just be sure to not spend it all at once, though! Heā€™ll probably ask you about it just to make sure that youā€™re not being too frivolous because part of his intention was to make sure you realize the importance of saving some of it for a future emergency.
As for discipline, Denmark is usually lenient. If this were centuries in the past, he would have been far more strict, but nowadays he tends to understand that children will do whatever they want. That doesnā€™t stop him from looking disappointed if you act out or break one of his important rules like not checking in while youā€™re out or breaking curfew. He wonā€™t punish you, per se, but he will ask you to explain yourself and what ways the both of you can cooperate so that you wonā€™t feel the need to act out again. If youā€™re not comfortable with long, drawn out discussions that are based on open communication and the necessity for vulnerability, this will be punishment enough.Ā 
All in all, Denmark is happy that he gets to know you and to be a part of your life. Immortality is quite lonely, but with you with him, it feels like every day is a new chance for happiness.Ā 
Finland
There is no hesitation. The instant he knows that you are a child who is both human and immortal with no place to call home, Finland is immediately putting you into his house. Would you like tea? Milk? Another beverage of your choice? You are not leaving this house cold and unfed if Finland has anything to say about it.
Donā€™t worry, Finland wonā€™t smother you too much after the initial introduction. After youā€™ve made yourself comfortable and heā€™s come to terms with the fact that immortal humans exist, Finland will ask if you would like to stay with him. He doesnā€™t want to appear too happy about it, but like Norway, he has a soft spot for children. His face quickly lights up in joy once you say yes and he immediately embraces youā€”if you are welcome to such a gestureā€”or squeals in delight. He has a child!
Out of the rest of the Nordics, Finland is one of the most vocal and open about his new child. While the rest of the others will eventually tell the rest of their family about their newly adopted immortal child, itā€™s Finland who immediately texts the group chat with the good news. The adoption papers havenā€™t been made official yet, but Finland doesnā€™t care; heā€™s far too happy to contain his excitement.Ā 
Eventually, the excitement will wear off, but Finlandā€™s commitment to you has only just begun. Finland has some of the finest educators in the entire world and you can bet that he will definitely make sure that you are fully educated and well versed in important subject matters so that you can tackle the world. Finland also understands the importance of hobbies and sports. You want to learn how to play an instrument? Learn how to ski so that the both of you can spend time together during the winter holidays? Or perhaps you would like to pursue the visual performing arts? Regardless of who you are, Finland is more than willing to support you with a broad smile and plenty of photos so that he can share your achievements with the rest of the Nordics.Ā 
Speaking of the Nordics, Finland is the least shy in showing you off and introducing you to the rest of his neighbors. The first time you meet the rest of the Nordics, it will more than likely be a scheduled outing instead of at a stuffy meeting. (Meetings are not a place for children, even those who are immortal!). When Sealand visits, Finland makes sure that the both of you come out of that meeting as friendsā€”or even better, as siblings. Finland will not tolerate it if his children arenā€™t civil to each other.Ā 
As with most children, problems may arise. Thatā€™s okay, Finland has had his fair share of tantrums dealing with Sealand. When you scream or rage at him, Finland wonā€™t raise his voice or his fists at you. Instead, heā€™ll advise you to take a walk outside or if that isnā€™t an option, heā€™ll have you take out your aggression on cutting vegetables or screaming into a pillow. Heā€™ll remain mostly quiet during fights like this, but itā€™s not out of aggression. Rather, he wants to approach you calmly so that he may soothe you and to solve the problem as quickly and compassionately as possible. When the fighting is over, heā€™ll invite you forward for a hug and a hot beverage of your choice.Ā 
In the end, Finland wants to spend the rest of his life with you as his child. There might be a day where you grow up, but for the time being, Finland will cherish you.Ā 
Iceland
This canā€™t be happening. Seriously, why?Ā 
Iceland isnā€™t always in tune with his emotions and when he is, he certainly doesnā€™t know what to do with them. When he sees you looking up at him, trusting and utterly innocent despite the fact that youā€™re immortalā€”youā€™re immortal!?!?!?ā€”all he can think about is how much he wishes that his brother is with him.Ā 
As a fellow immortal with tons more experience and possibly more mature than you, Iceland can technically adopt you. Maybe. Maybe not. Honestly, Iceland doesnā€™t really know because ethics donā€™t really apply to magical, immortal beings like you and him. At the end of the day, after he consults with some other Nations and a few social workers from his home, he will resort to asking you if you want to stay with him.
Heā€™s not going to lie, he was not expecting you to say yes. Why would you stay with him when there were other far more capable Nations out there. Who would say yes to a Nation who was always behind the times and eternally isolated from the rest of his peers? Yet, when heā€™s just about to rebuke you or even comment about the fact that youā€™re making a mistake, he finds himself at a loss for words at the feeling that blossoms in his chest when he sees the earnestness in your eyes. You arenā€™t pitying him; youā€™re choosing him. Him! Despite the redness in his cheeks and his ears, Iceland merely huffs to himself before taking you back to his house.
Iceland is not the best with children. Even when heā€™s mingling with the rest of his citizens, the most heā€™ll do is offer a few cooed words or even a brief smile. Heā€™s fairly shy and heā€™s still somewhat insecure in his position as a Nation. With you, heā€™ll try to overcompensate for his shortcomings (moody temper, relatively young age compared to his elders, etc.) by giving you lots of free time where you can do things that you want to do. What he doesnā€™t realize, however, is that in doing so, heā€™s inadvertently pushing you away. Because of this, the sooner you let him know that you need him in your life, the sooner heā€™ll come to terms with his personal feelings and heā€™ll grow out of his feelings of insecurity and low self worth so that he can be a worthy guardian for you. It will take time, but it will be fulfilling in the end.
Iceland is actually tempted to go back to school just so that he can see you around. Maybe if he hangs around his citizens around both of your ages, heā€™ll connect to you better? Itā€™s a far fetched thought, but he does entertain it when he drops you off at your school. Because he wants to better himself and to prove to youā€”but mostly to himselfā€”that heā€™s a good guardian, heā€™ll hover around you when youā€™re doing homework. If you need help, heā€™s already got a smart phone in hand to help research for the answers because he doesnā€™t want to disappoint you.Ā 
Iceland is never taking you to a world meeting if he can help it. If you beg him enough, he might relent, but the most youā€™ll ever see of the other Nations are when the other Nordics insist on meeting you. Heā€™s not trying to isolate you from the rest of the immortal community, but again, heā€™s somewhat afraid of the idea that youā€™ll abandon him for someone else. Someone whoā€™s far more capable and has experience dealing with children like you. Like Norway. If you can convince him that you wonā€™t abandon him for shallow reasoning or if he grows out of this way of thinking, youā€™ll see more of the rest of the national community.
Iceland is no disciplinarian, but he will give as good as he can get when it comes to tantrums and fights. Iceland may be called icy at times, but his volcanoes roar brighter and stronger than any flame. If heā€™s feeling particularly stressed with you or canā€™t make you see reason, he may devolve into yelling and tears. However, he can just as easily go back to his cooler side, which may result in silent treatment or storming away outside or to another part of his house so that he can calm down. Regardless, fights like these often last hours or days if the both of you canā€™t communicate properly. Iceland doesnā€™t want to discipline you, but either his explosive anger or his isolating tendencies may make the situation worse. Sometimes, he may have to ask another Nation to play mediator.
However, donā€™t hold it against Iceland. Heā€™s trying his hardest and when he makes a mistake, he endeavors to never make it again. It will take a while for him to fully embrace his guardianship of you and to overcome his shortcomings, but once he does, itā€™s to the betterment of both the national community and the bond that you share with him.Ā 
Norway
When he first hears about you, he does not bat an eye, but it does make him ponder the intricacies of life. You say that youā€™re human, yet youā€™re also immortal? How curious and strange! He does not regard you with suspicion, but you will have to be prepared for the eventuality that Norway will end up asking a lot of questions about who you are and how you came to be.Ā 
As the supposed older brother of Iceland, Norway knows what itā€™s like to raise children. You would think that because of his experience he would be more than adept with raising youā€”or, at the very least, trying to be a guiding force in your lifeā€”but heā€™s a passive thinker at times and it would take some time to come to terms with your existence. Before he fully welcomes you, heā€™ll observe you first and engage in interactions that seem to be more of a verbal iteration of his stream of consciousness instead of, wellā€¦ Just be patient with him, heā€™s still adjusting to this new world view that humans can be immortal.
Once he realizes that youā€™re still a child despite your circumstances, Norway asks if you have anybody that you consider family or somewhere safe to stay. Compared to how he greeted you, with his eyes looking a little blank and lost, this time, he regards you with concern. Iceland may have been the one with volcanoes and the hot and cold personality, but you cannot deny that there is a fire in Norwayā€™s eyes as he regards you.Ā 
When you admit that youā€™re alone or you have no place to call your own, Norway sets to work in finding you a permanent place to stay. Who do you want to stay with? Do you have a specific preference? Would you rather you leave Norway and go someplace else? Norway is more than willing to send you airfare and send you to someone you know will keep you company during your long immortality, but he finds himself equal parts surprised and bemused when you say that you choose him. In comparison to Iceland, who rarely voices out his true feelings for the rest of the Nordics, Norway finds himself gratified and wishing that his dear little brother was just as receptive as you are.
After establishing himself as your guardianā€”with your full consentā€”Norway goes full parental mode on you. Upon first impressions, you would think that Norway would be too flighty and scatterbrained to even raise a child, but itā€™s the exact opposite. He immediately catalogues what sort of healthy meals you should be eating, your hobbies and interests, and what you desire from education.Ā 
Like Denmark, Norway also likes the idea of homeschooling. His education system is great, but he canā€™t deny that children who are homeschooled tend to gravitate to subjects that actually interest them, thus fostering a sense of curiosity and drive to dive in deeper. Whatever the case, heā€™ll accept how you want to proceed, but he will nudge you in the direction of home based learning. (Thereā€™s also the thought that maybe you donā€™t need to attend school considering that you are immortal, but thatā€™s a thought for another day).
Norway enjoys hanging out with you the most. While he can be pragmatic and efficient when it comes to business and political matters, he would rather much spend the day playing and talking with you. He loves to tease you with wordplay and puns, playing small pranks on you, and even utilizing his magic just to make you smile. He especially likes it when his troll ruffles your hair or lifts you into the air just to surprise you.Ā 
Discipline isnā€™t something that Norway doesnā€™t want to dwell on for too long, but he knows that eventually you might break a few rules. When this happens, Norway gently guides you to your room or your safe space for a few minutes so that the both of you can collect yourselves. Afterwards, the both of you will talk about the importance of rules and why they are upheld in the first place. If you come up with a good point why some rules should be changed or bent, Norway is more than willing to hear you out and possibly acquiesce.Ā 
In the end, Norway is ecstatic to know that he has another child to take care of. Even though Norway wishes that it was Iceland who was looking up to him, he does not compare you to him, but he does wish that his little brother would come over to his house so that he can meet his new sibling!
Sweden
Despite his cold and rigid exterior, Sweden is actually quite warm and fluffy. Although heā€™s quiet and reserved, Sweden is naturally intuitive when it comes to a childā€™s needs. When he first meets you, he almost immediately knows that youā€™re not a regular human being; youā€™re immortal. He doesnā€™t know about your supernatural nature, but he does know that you need someone in your life. With only that much information to go off of, itā€™s surprising that he takes to you without hesitation. When you do tell him that youā€™re immortal, he doesnā€™t show his shock. Instead, heā€™ll nod as if reaffirming basic suspicions before quietly asking if you have family. If you donā€™t, heā€™ll contemplate a few moments more before asking in that quiet, but gentle voice of his if you would like to stay with him.
Sweden is a stolid presence in your life. Despite any misgivings you might have had when you first met him, he is quick to dispel any fears that you may have about him. He may not speak much, but his actions tell a story that is akin to an epic. Without even saying anything, heā€™ll provide you everything from the basics of comfort to treats and toys. Like Finland, he absolutely adores children, but he isnā€™t as quick to start talking about you to others. Finding you was like coming across buried treasure without digging for it.Ā 
Sweden likes to keep to himself, but if you ever show signs of discomfort or sadness, heā€™s immediately there at your side. His words are sparse, but the way he holds you and hums under his breathā€”one of his folk tunes, you thinkā€”slows your breathing and steadies your heart. As a person who suffers from bouts of anxiety and often finds comfort in his introverted nature, he is the perfect person to calm down young children who are also anxious and fearful of strange situations. When calming you down, Sweden prefers to ground you by asking you to breathe, holding you if you so choose, etc.Ā 
When the both of you grow closer, Sweden will eventually open up. You might think him a serious person, but heā€™s actually playful and prone to playing pranks. Sooner or later, youā€™ll end up falling for one of his traps, which will end up with the both of you laughing. Itā€™s okay, though. Sweden is an unwittingly great teacher and youā€™re free to get back at him.Ā 
Speaking of teaching, Sweden wouldnā€™t mind homeschooling you! Sure, education can be obtained through traditional means, but since youā€™re immortal, it would also make sense that you would turn to him for help. Heā€™ll spend days preparing materials and your curriculum before enthusiastically taking you out on nature hikes, field trips to museums, or even staying at home so he can teach you life lessons. He takes your education and your interests seriously. No matter how trivial it may seem , he will entertain any and all questions you may have and even reach out to others for help if he canā€™t adequately answer.Ā 
Donā€™t get Sweden mad at you. Please donā€™t. Sweden has had many rejections in the past so if you start acting out or intentionally causing pain to him, he will shut down emotionally. He wonā€™t yell. He wonā€™t lash out physically. He will simply look at you in disappointment before walking out of the room. Eventually, he will come back to discuss the situation and punishment, but he may remain aloof for a few days afterward before coming back into himself. Itā€™s a fear that he would rather not entertain, but the idea of you abandoning him lingers in the corners of his mind.Ā 
Living with Sweden is peaceful and quiet. You might think itā€™s a boring life, but youā€™ll find that youā€™ll go on many adventures with Sweden so long as you live with him.Ā 
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Hey, my birthday is soon and so I thought, what would the slasher do on their S/Oā€™s Birthday? What would they gift them? You probably know what I mean, I already say thank you^^šŸ’•šŸ’•
How the Slashers would celebrate their S/Oā€™s Birthday:Ā 
Thomas Hewitt
Luda May lets you take the day off. Itā€™s your birthday, so you get to skip your chores for the day. Luda May will take care of them. Thankfully, that gives you more time to spend with Thomas since she becomes more lenient with him on your birthday as well.
He and Luda May bake a cake. The two of them surprise you with it. Thomas knows how to cook and bake basic things, Luda May had taught him, but there is no way she is missing making your birthday cake. So, they make it together. Theyā€™re both just so glad when you like it.
He probably makes your gift. He might find something in a victimā€™s belongings that he thinks youā€™ll particularly like, and heā€™ll hang on to it so that he can give it to you as a gift. But if he doesnā€™t come across anything that he considers worthy, he will make you something. He is pretty crafty after all.
Michael MyersĀ 
You kinda think heā€™s going to forget. Birthdays donā€™t seem like a think that Michael would care too much about, and thatā€™s not completely wrong. However, the two of you had been together for a while at this point and you had made an effort for his birthday, making him a cake and getting him a gift. So, he figures he should do something similar for you.
Probably steals a gift for you. He is trying. Itā€™s not like he can walk into a shop and purchase something for you, so he will probably just steal something that he thinkā€™s youā€™ll like. Itā€™s the thought that counts, right?
There will be a cake. Michael probably wonā€™t make it, but you donā€™t really want to take that risk anyway. But heā€™ll assist you as you bake it. The cake is his favourite part of your birthday or his own, he has a bit of a sweet tooth.
Jason Voorhees
Plans a picnic date. He wanted to do something special and feels bad that whatever it is has to happen out in the middle of nowhere or in the abandoned camp. However, the picnic was a brilliant idea. He enjoyed it and the happy look on your face told him that he had done something good. Itā€™s simple, itā€™s cute, itā€™s perfect.
Gets you flowers. As for a gift, he gets you a bunch of flowers, your favourites that grow in the woods. Jason isnā€™t as willing to pocket a past victimā€™s belongings and pass it off as a gift as some of the other slashers, but if he sees something that he knows youā€™ll like, heā€™ll take it for you.
Brahms Heelshire
Itā€™s your day! He knows that pretty much every other day is his day, youā€™re always doing for him. So today he is going to do things for you! You shouldnā€™t have to do anything chore like on your birthday.
Tries to bake a cake. Brahms will do his best to bake you a cake on his own but you might end up stepping in and helping him out, but itā€™s a sweet gesture and heā€™s not completely hopeless so donā€™t worry too much. He just tends to make a mess.
Will get you whatever you want. The two of you obviously have access to his familyā€™s money and Brahms will use it to get you something nice, of course having it delivered to the house. So, you will probably answer the door to a random delivery and have Brahms run over to you, snatching it from your hands and running off again as soon as you close the front door.
Bo SinclairĀ 
Does just spend the day with you. Bo isnā€™t too sure what to do for your birthday (and god forbid he lets you think that he actually cares). But he does actively spend the day with you, ignoring both of your responsibilities for the day.
Might actually take you into town. If heā€™s feeling extra nice, he might take you into the town they get their supplies from. Taking you for something to eat and maybe even buying you something before heading home. All in all, you have a good day and you can tell that Bo tried to make it a little special.
Vincent Sinclair
Just tries to spend the day with you. Vincent makes sure to work extra hard on the days leading up to your birthday so that he can spend the day with you, without giving Bo anything to complain about.
Gifts you little wax a sculpture. He puts a lot of thought and effort into your gift, crafting you a flawless little wax sculpture for you to cherish. It will likely be of your favourite animal or even a tiny replica of yourself.
Lester SinclairĀ 
Plans a day with you and Jonesy. Ambrose can be a lot to handle so Lester thinks that youā€™ll appreciate a lazy day with your two favourite Sinclairs. Him and Jonesy. And he was right, itā€™s a peaceful but fun day.
Getā€™s you something from town. He went into town a day or two prior to pick up a cake (which he was determined to hide from you, making him act awfully suspicious but you figured it was something to do with your birthday approaching). He also picked up something that he thought you would enjoy so that he could give you a gift, he had been saving up for it and everything.
Bubba Sawyer
Will make a cake but has to hide it from his brothers. He wants you to have a birthday cake but everyone in that house likes cake, snacks always go missing, having been stolen by someone. So Bubba makes sure that youā€™re the first person to have a slice of your cake.
Makes you a gift. He canā€™t really buy you anything but he thinks it mean more to make the gift anyway. And, of course, you adore any gift he gives you.
You might even get something from Nubbins or ChopTop. If the family has warmed up to you enough and you have befriended the two of them, Nubbins and ChopTop will wish you a happy birthday and maybe even get you a little gift each.
Billy Lenz
Extra affectionate (if that is possible). As soon as you wake up, Billy is wishing you a happy birthday with a hug and a kiss. He just wants to show you how much he loves and appreciates you on your birthday.Ā 
Will attempt to bake. He certainly isnā€™t used to baking so you might have to help him out if you donā€™t want him making too much of a mess or burning the house down. But it ends up being a fun thing to do together.
Might gift you something that he found in the attic. Since he isnā€™t about to go shopping, he kinda gives up on giving you a gift. But if he founds something of particular interest hidden in the attic that he hadnā€™t noticed before, he decides to gift you that. He thinks you will like it and you appreciate the thoughtfulness.
Asa Emory (The Collector)
Will take you out for dinner. Itā€™s a nice restaurant, your favourite if you have one. If not, he definitely already has one in mind that he knows you will like.
Asa is observant, heā€™ll get you something you want. If youā€™ve ever mentioned something that you liked or wanted, Asa will make sure that he gets it for you. If you have never mentioned anything or made a hint towards something, he will definitely get you something that you will like. He knows you very well.
(If you have more of aĀ ā€˜favourite petā€™ relationship) He is more lenient and affectionate with you. The whole day feels like a reward, doing what you want to do, receiving a gift, and getting all the attention and affection you could ask for.
Jesse Cromeans (Chromeskull)Ā 
Will take you out for dinner, or whatever you want to do. Jesse takes you to a fancy restaurant that he loves (he will take you to your favourite place if you have one). He will also do whatever you want, if thereā€™s somewhere you want to go, a show you want to see, anything, heā€™ll take you.Ā 
Will spoil you with gifts. Anything you want or could want, Jesse provides. It doesnā€™t need to be your birthday for him to get you gifts, so he gets you even more when it is your birthday. He enjoys spoiling you so itā€™s no surprise.
Otis Driftwood
Mama Firefly tells Otis to do something special. She gives him a bit of a lecture about how he should make your birthday special, get you something nice or take you somewhere. Otis rolls his eyes and bats her away but he was already planning on doing something, he just hadnā€™t told anyone that. Canā€™t have anyone think heā€™s going soft.Ā 
He takes you out so the two of you can spend the day together. Otis decides to take you out of the house for the day, just the two of you. While Baby is always excited to party, Otis is more open to doing something calmer if youā€™re not in the partying mood. Whatever you want to do, thatā€™s what the two of you will end up doing, heā€™s feeling generous.
Just a small gift. Otis doesn't get you anything big or expensive but the fact that he is getting you a gift at all makes you smile, knowing he is one for sentimental things like gift giving.
Baby Firefly
The whole family remembers, Mama is most likely to make you cake. Youā€™re family now so the whole family will remember your birthday and make sure to wish you a happy birthday. Plus everyone is happy to have an excuse for cake.
You have to celebrate! Baby is definitely going to be dragging you somewhere with alcohol and music to celebrate properly. Itā€™s difficult to not have a good time when Baby is involved.
She has a gift for you, but itā€™s definitely stolen. Of course she got you a gift! And yes...itā€™s stolen, but what do you expect? Still, itā€™s the thought that counts and she makes sure that itā€™s something youā€™ll like.
Yautja (Predator)
Youā€™ve explained to him how you celebrate birthdays. He wants to learn everything about humans and your culture differences, so when you mentioned your birthday was approaching, he asked how you would normally celebrate. And, of course, he is going to give it his best shot even though he doesnā€™t have too.
Tries to bake. A cake, thatā€™s a tradition you mentioned right? Heā€™ll find a recipe somewhere and give it his best shot. Itā€™s not a disaster but itā€™s your kitchen so you ended up intervening and offering to help. He has waved you off, telling you that you shouldnā€™t help because itā€™s your birthday, but you convinced him to let you step in and do it together.
His gift is...unconventional. You never specified what the gift should be, so he lets some of his culture slip into the celebrations. The gift is most likely some sort of alien skull or bones, which he presents to you proudly. How can you turn them down when he looks so proud of himself?
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Accidental Crime Boss Marinette
Okay so,, I have this AU in my head, right? (not surprised) and Iā€™m lacking any real direction for it (still not surprised) but it basically goes like this:
Marinette moves to Gotham.
Sheā€™s drawn there for whatever reason and the kwami are saying something about balance and being a Guardian and her sacred duty and something but Marinette isnā€™t really listening. Sheā€™s too busy trying to find a shop front where she can open a bakery without having to worry about getting mugged every time she steps outside.
ChloĆ© comes with her, obviously, because theyā€™re friends and ChloĆ© has a business degree she puts to good use actually running Mariā€™s bakery and online boutique while Mari gets to bake and fuck around basically. Adrien, Luka and Kagami are not there, but thatā€™s mostly because they travel too much to settle down and keeping an empty apartment in Gotham is just asking for trouble.
Kagami is a world-renowned fencer and Luka travels the world for his music company. Not touring, but soaking up cultures and ways of life so he can make soundtracks to movies and tv shows. Providing the background and life to a film is more his style than touring the world ala his father, Jagged Stone.
Adrien is having the time of his life being Kagamiā€™s trophy husband. He has no pressing responsibilities he doesnā€™t take on for himself and he gets to fuck with the worldā€™s elite with little to no consequences. He spends most of his days donating far too much money to charities and orphanages and then causing minor scandals that land him on the cover of magazines.
He has much the same kind of ā€˜dumbass with a heart of goldā€™ persona to the media as Bruce Wayne does, only without the playboy bits.
(There is a wall in the back of the bakery, where ChloĆ© and Mari carefully cut out and frame every headline and ridiculous picture Adrien has. He is very much delighted when he learns about his ā€˜wall of fameā€™.)
Anyway, Marinette finds herself with a bakery not overly far from crime alley, much to ChloĆ©ā€™s chagrin.
(ā€œWhat do you mean it ā€˜just felt rightā€™?! I swear to kwami, DC, youā€™re going to get us robbed and sold into slavery.ā€)
They do not get sold into salvery.
In fact, despite their less than stellar choice of locale, they do pretty well for themselves. The only problems they have (according to ChloƩ) is the army of children Marinette accidentally attracted.
When asked, Marinette tells everyone that it was an accident. Meanwhile, ChloƩ, standing behind her, will shake her head and insist there was literally never any other option for them the moment that first kid came in looking to nab some cash and a few pastries.
Mari lives by the phrases, ā€˜kindness breeds more kindnessā€™ and ā€˜do unto othersā€™ and all that other nice person shit. ChloĆ© just lets Mari pseudo-adopt her strays and makes sure that they donā€™t steal anything too important in the time it takes her to gain their loyalty.
The kwami stay staunchly out of any arguments involving the kids (and eventually the homeless all along their street and every working girl in a five-block radius). They do so with a special brand of amusement that never means good things for either of them. (After all, the last time the kwami looked that amused, they moved to Gotham.)
The first kid is named Serrure, as Marinette comes to learn over the next month after he returns again and again, getting closer and closer like a feral cat. Other kids come during that time, all of them too small and too thin and too guarded for Mari's tastes. She wants to wrap them all up and tuck them into bed but she canā€™t. She has to be patient, has to be gentle. These kids are just as likely to bite her hand as they are to accept help.
Serrure becomes an almost permanent fixture at the bakery after that first month. Mariā€™s not quite sure what she did to get through to him, but she did, she supposes. He canā€™t be much older than eleven and looks nine, but after getting settled, she and ChloĆ© discover this little slip of a boy is just as mischievous as Trixx and has all the dramatics of their favorite black cat.
The kwami, when talking about him, only refer to Serrure as Loki, even after Marinette scolds them for it. She eventually gives up trying to correct them, itā€™s not like Serrure talks to them anyway(yet)((that she knows of)).
Thereā€™s an apartment above the bakery, which is where ChloĆ© and Mari and all her strays that grow to trust her enough live. Itā€™s three bedrooms, and at first, Mari just buys as many bunk beds as she can fit into the spare room and calls it a day. The kids feel safe in her home, which isnā€™t too surprising. Everyone thinks the bakery feels safe, feels like home or comfort or whatever else eases their minds.
And Marinette should hopes so. She certainly put enough time and effort and magic and energy into the wards around this place for that to happen. To protect her and the children and all her strays that no one else will help.
But, she eventually amasses too many kids to fit into the one room. ChloĆ© throws a fit about having to share with Mari againā€”ā€œI had enough of that in university thank you very muchā€ā€”but she relinquishes easily enough.
Mari buys more bunk beds, and Serrure has taken to sneaking into her room to curl up in her bed anyway, and sometimes the smaller kids who have nightmares will come in and pile on as well.
(There are only a few that ChloƩ will allow to do the same with her. It is considered a high honor and breeds a playful kind of jealousy that ChloƩ finds amusing. Mari scolds her for pitting the kids against each other.)
That only lasts them another two months.
ā€œThis is getting ridiculous,ā€ ChloĆ© tells her one day before the kids wake up. Mari is at the stove, cooking and baking for a small army while ChloĆ© balances the books. ā€œThereā€™s not enough room for us all, DC, and the only reason someone hasnā€™t come barrelling down on us about the abundance of children is by the grace of your absurd amount of luck.ā€
ā€œWell I canā€™t just kick them out, Queenie! What do you want from me?ā€
ā€œEither we need to buy more real estate in this cityā€”which Iā€™d rather not doā€”or you open up the grimoire and start building pocket dimensions. I know you can. Iā€™ve read the chapter.ā€
Marinette looks at her. ā€œThat is such a bad idea.ā€
They do the idea.
And then Mari adds about a thousand more wards to the bakery, carved into the wood and counter and anything thatā€™s a permanent fixture. Doorways become particularly ward heavy, what with them being the entrances and exits to the hidden realms and childrenā€™sā€™ rooms.
The apartment above the bakery isnā€™t quite infinite but it gets pretty damn close some days.
This also means, of course, that all the kids definitely know about magic now. Some of themā€”Serrureā€”have known about it for a while she knows, but itā€™s different now. The kwami followed her around most of the time and she doesnā€™t keep them trapped in the Miracle Box like Fu did, but now that the kids know, they donā€™t bother staying hidden.
The children, at least, love them and the kwami adore them with all the ferocity a god can give. After ChloĆ© gets over her ā€˜ew childrenā€™ phase, she throws herself into their education (on top of actually running the businesses Mari keeps, mind you). She has the help of the kwami, who act as personal tutors to the children, and itā€™s not long before the kids start to joke about her being the Principal.
(Some tried to call her Warden, but that joke didnā€™t last long.)
Marinette has also been telling the kids bedtime stories ever since this started. Old stories of the Guardian and Chosens who fought back the darkness, she shares all she knows of the Orders history with these kids and itā€™s not until Wayzz points it out to her does she realize what sheā€™s doing.
ā€œLadybugs are known for renewal. It is no surprise that you are rebuilding what was lost.ā€
Rebuilding the Order using children was certainly not her intention but, well. She supposes thereā€™s no place safer for her kids than what is shaping up to be the new Miracle Temple. Itā€™s the only haven where they can learn to harness their Gifts and powers, itā€™s the only place where they can be surrounded by others like them without being thrust into superhero-dom.
Context: about a month into this whole circus, Marinette had realized there was a significantā€”almost all of them reallyā€”amount of metas and Gifted in her little hoard of strays. Which isā€¦ odd. Especially with how few metas there are in Gotham.
She had asked the kwami about it, and they have that amused look again. ā€œYou are their guardian.ā€
ā€œExcuse me?ā€
ā€œYouā€™re their guardian. True, you are the Guardian of us, of the ancient ways, but you are a guardian at your soul too. You protect what is yours, and they are yours whether you realise it or not. The children can sense that, so they flock to you.ā€
And, huh. She supposes that makes sense but thatā€™s also really kind of strange and weird and she doesn't want to think about that anymore actually.
So things areā€¦ fine, Marinette supposes. The bakery is doing well, and she has about two dozen-plus helpers running around underfoot to help tend to the customers or run to the store or help in the back with the baking. And every kid of hers has new clothes, their street things thrown out for being too ragged and replaced with something fresh made by Marinetteā€™s own hands.
She embroiders little fairy wings into the clothes normally, because thatā€™s what her cloaked wards look like most times and the kids like it and its technically the logo for the bakery and thereā€™s a million reasons she does it.
It is, perhaps, her first mistake.
(ā€œIt was certainly not your first,ā€ ChloĆ© will snark one dayin the future.)
Because now Marinette has an army of magical children learning to wield their powers and not fear them and theyā€™re all wearing what can be considered her insignia and uh oh, it looks a lot like Mari is some sort of up and coming mob boss who uses kids and prostitutes and the homeless as runners. People on the street start calling her the Pixie, start referring to ChloĆ©ā€”her second in all things just as Chat had been her equalā€”as Wasp, as Yellowjacket, as the Unseelie.
(They cannot seem to pick a name for her, but Pixie is all but engraved in stone. Mari is not sure who coined it, and she doesn't think she wants to know.)
The first time the whole situation is brought to her attention, she punches the idiot who dared even imply such a thing so hard she knocks him out.
Because look. The kids are hers right? And she watches out for the people near her, makes sure the working girls are treated as well as they can be and offers the homeless extra food and a dry place to wait out the storm. She offers her hand and gives them all a place to rest, to eat, to exist without expectations or consequences.
She does that because sheā€™s kind, because it hurts her to see people in need, to see them suffer, not because sheā€™s hoping to gain something from it.
The fact that most of them repay her in gossip or information or bend her ear about the newest goings on in the corrupt elite or filthy underworld is strange, yes, but itā€™s nice to know whatā€™s going on in the city, she supposes. And one time, Kathy, who works on the corner of Brookes and Gilmore, warned her of a drug raid that saved her an unnecessary trip to the police station so itā€™s not like it doesn't have itā€™s uses.
But mostly, Mari doesn't really think about all the information thatā€™s unintentionally or otherwise passed onto her. She remembers it all, because itā€™s rude not to listen when people talk to her, but nothing comes of normally.
Not until Serrureā€”now twelve and well versed in the magic of illusions and glamors and knows almost as much about this city as her or the Batsā€”bursts into the bakery one day and grabs Mari away from the front counter right in the middle of a customer ordering. She should, perhaps, be a little angry at that but Tony, one of the older boys and just shy of sixteen, steps into her place almost immediately, so.
And then Serrure speaks and everything is pushed aside in favour of the next words to fall from his lips.
ā€œSomeone took Sophie,ā€ he says and she nearly sees red.
After Serrure, Sophie has been here the longest. She is the youngest of them all, only seven, but oh so clever and kind and while she looks nothing like her, everyone calls her Mini-Mari. If Serrure is her beloved first son, Sophie is her treasured daughter.
Sheā€™s out the door in the next moment, storming her way to their base. She has Sophie and a handful of extra kids back by sunset, a little frightened, but no worse for wear. She doesnā€™t make a big deal out of it, besides making sure that the idiots who dared cross her never do so again, but word gets out.
Soon, her kids and teens and adults begin giving her more than just information, they begin giving her problems. Ones sheā€™s meant to fix because sheā€™s Pixie. Sheā€™s safety, sheā€™s protection, sheā€™s the one the people start to turn to for help.
And enter stage left, one Jason Todd whoā€™s all snark and charm and smiles wrapped up in a nice leather bow and tall enough that Mari likely could climb him like a tree. If that was something she wanted, she guesses.
(She wants. She just wonā€™t admit.)
He becomes a regular at the bakery and befriends most of her kids.
Mariā€™s wary when he first takes an interest in them. Theyā€™ve been hurt and a lot of them are still adjusting to being safe and it doesn't matter that this man is hot enough to burn, if he steps even a toe out of line with her kids sheā€™ll make him wish he was never even born.
But, she stops worrying eventually. The kwami like him well enough, but seem to think somethingā€™s odd about himā€”but its Gotham, who isnā€™t strange?ā€”and both Serrure and Sophie take to him like ducks to water and theyā€™re both good judges of character.
Thereā€™s a certain intuition they both have that reminds Marinette just a bit too much about herself and pure magic. Not for the first time does she wonder if they got such strong magic from their parents or if it cropped up in them randomly, fostered by fortune and chance and the magic thatā€™s so deeply seeped into the bones of her bakery itā€™ll be here long after sheā€™s gone.
And, okay, so she was a little right to be wary because Jason was mostly there to investigate her. Far too many people respect her and are loyal to her and she has a veritable orphanage in her pocket and also Harley and Ivy like her and it just- it doesnā€™t look good right?
But Jasonā€™s a good detective and it doesn't take him long at all to see that Mari is just as sweet and kind and loving as she appears to be. Not long after that, Red Hood declares Pixie and all of hers, under his protection. She, of course, is more than capable of taking care of her and hers, and the underworld knows this, has seen it, but he does it anyway.
The news, of course, gets back to Mari and she isā€¦ confused. Why would the Red Hood do something like that? Sheā€™s heard talk of him being sweet on kids, but to claim her? Theyā€™ve never even met.
Bonus points for Jason being there when sheā€™s told about it. He kind of raises his eyebrow at her because, huh, that was fast, and then spends the next few minutes talking up the Red Hood to her much to her utter bafflement.
He actually keeps doing that too, talking up the Red Hood. Mari thinks he has a crush on the man for the longest time because of it. Until he reveals he is Red Hood, then she just wants to punch his stupidly handsome face for being such an idiot.
Shit happens from there and things go down and the two spend a couple of months dancing around each other and intentionally and unintentionally ruling the criminal underworld and at one point Marinette definitely punches Bruce and Batman in the faceā€”separately, much to Jasonā€™s unending joyā€”and she also definitely adopts Duke/Signal as well because that poor boy needs to know heā€™s not alone.
And itā€™s just them being domestic and badass and lowkey raising an army of children and falling in love while the kwami and the kids and ChloĆ© are all in the background just yelling at them to get together already!
Which, they do. Eventually. After all the secrets come out and Jason knows about the magic and Order and meets Mariā€™s other friends, ie Kagami, Luka and Adrien who are all intimidating for wildly different reasons. And Mari finds out that Jason died and came back (which earns him the nickname firebird btw) and that he was a Robin once upon a time but is now Red Hood and oh my kwami it all makes sense now.
Jason confesses like three times via classic Victorian romance novel quotes because heā€™s a fucking literature nerd but itā€™s not until he basically spells it out for Mari does she really understand. itā€™s all very sweet and heartwarming and then the pair duck into one of the empty pocket dimensions they have lying around and arenā€™t seen for three days.
(No one really goes to look for them tbh)
ChloĆ© definitely teases them about early honeymoons and things but besides the two being even more ridiculously lovey-dovey than usual, life goes back to normal. Or as normal as it gets for them.Ā 
And they all live happily ever after the end.
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The area upstairs was mostly how his information had described, the golden accents through the hallways making the entire location glister like gold yet it was different than the ground floor. Once you pass the Salle Renaissance, the area open to the public for free completely beset with slot machines and make your way into the Salon Europe for more exciting bets under the gilded ceilings and gaining the access to the private rooms for bets without a limit -- like the glamorous Salle Europe and its bar are the most iconic sights of the location, the epitome of glamor and wealth that is often associated with the famous secret agent. Yet the Salle Blanche and its Lounge bar is even more exclusive, its Belle Ɖpoque ambiance is a privilege of even fewer. Going to one of the ā€œlesserā€ rooms was actually a breath of fresh air, even if he would still fear for his wallet. Shirou has no idea for how long his fake cardholder will be able to deceive the staff, so as long he has the right attitude and doesnā€™t cause trouble it is very likely that he would be left alone. Picking up the champagne belonging to someone else was a bold move, yet whoever can splurge on a Dom PĆ©rignon while tucked away in one of the private areas and spending 45k euros per night at the hotel across the street could certainly spare a sip -- that would be pocket money for some of the patrons. Some patrons like Sonia. Except that Shirou didnā€™t feel bad in the slightest in this case. He sat by the bar of one of the lesser-celebrated areas and soon could hear footsteps approaching, the glass resting in front of him for a moment.
ā You give me too much credit. It was merely a skill I had to develop, I think you can relate. āž with his own limited talents and magecraft he had to make do with being creative at moments. Learning how to deceive and say what people want to hear or acting how he should to get the most of the situation could make the difference between life or death at times. ā Although Iā€™d admit I got inspired by someone whom I met before. Big ego, no substance. āž when he was younger Emiya would try to see the best in people ā€“ and even to this day he would like to believe that people are more multifaceted than others give each other credit for ā€¦He just wasnā€™t willing to wait for the better side of individuals to show up and risk getting screwed over, the wanderer have been burned many times before. ā I also would rather not to consume alcohol if possible for entirely different reasons than yours. āž as in: he would rather not make many waves and leave a footprint. And being under the influence if he had to jump into action would be very bad.
ā Where were we ? The debate about how princesses and spies are overrated and yet underrated ? Hopefully right now you are having a marginally better time than engaging with some boorish older man patronizing you or filling in the paperwork. I do sympathize with the former, that was how I picked these skills that impressed you a few moments ago. Ā āž he took a sip from his glass. Mages from old traditional families tend to look down those without tradition, even if technically speaking Shirou was the 6th head of the Emiya family that was rising to prominence by the time of Kiritsuguā€™s father --- except that a man with a seal designation that caused a massive tragedy and a Magus Killer werenā€™t exactly upstanding members of the Mageā€™s Association and Shirou had no interest in restoring the reputation or even starting a magic crest.Ā  That was why among magi he would be looked down upon and outside that particular group all he had was his own reputation as a mercenary. In short, he had no influence and had to make do with whatever he could.
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ā If you are ever in need of disappearing to have some privacy and blending in with a crowd, let me know and Iā€™ll try to arrange it for you. āž the smile concealed his intentions, it was almost a Schrodinger cat-like statement: if she took that as a joke, it would be fine, yet if she honestly considered the prospect Shirou would keep his word. Still, Sonia Nevermind would never hide without properly consulting her secretary, scheduling and making proper arrangements and do everything following the protocol with pomp and circumstances. A small dismissal of his hand, adding with a joke ā Maybe the secret spy should kidnap the princess, that sounds the recipe for a summer blockbuster wouldnā€™t you agree ? It would drive the press absolutely crazy. āž from everything that Sonia had told him it would also have the queen vexed and irate, the perfect opportunity if his friend was the rebellious type. ā Jokes aside, is there anything I can do to assist you ? āž
She hadnā€™t meant to make him feel poorly: reference a moment from the past that they could laugh about now, yes, but not deflate him entirely. She frowned: it wasnā€™t right, watching him mumble. Had all of his self-esteem gone as quickly as it had come? ā€œI shall be sure to tell Chiaki that evil might be found in her second home,ā€ She offered, hoping a reference to her best friend might distract him. ā€œThough I suppose one would spend considerably more money at the Monte Carlo than any video game center. Higher stakes and all. But when she has not heard from you in some time, Tohsaka-san will telephone and proceed to regale me with every reason why Shirou Emiya is, in her words, ā€˜an idiot.ā€™ I believe it is her way of telling you to come home, Shirou, and that she misses you.ā€
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Though why Rin thought Sonia, of all people, would know Shirouā€™s whereabouts, she had no idea. They had only crossed paths twice, after heā€™d left for London, and the Maldives had only been a few months prior. Sheā€™d kept his secrets, fibbing as to only having heard of someone matching Shirouā€™s description near the Franco-Novosonian border but never giving confirmation. Rin meant well, but Sonia felt it was up to Shirou to open the lines of communication with his family in Japan again.
ā€œYou do not need to apologize,ā€ She told him. After the Maldives, sheā€™d become used to Shirouā€™s philosophical ramblings: if just for the fact that, deep down, his intentions were in the right place. With as many lectures sheā€™d been forced to listen to as a child, given by other who believed they knew and could do her job better, she had a distaste from being told what to do and how to think unless she asked for help. ā€œThe reality is, the vast number of spies tend not to live long enough to make their lives into a story comprehensive enough to put on film, and kindness, while it should be a princessā€™s greatest strength, may also be used against her. It is the work I do that, in the end, good things come to as many good people as I possibly serve, but it also equally true that those who deserve comeuppance do not always receive it. But the shades of greyā€¦well, who wants to see that in the lives we lead? Debates and paperwork, or going undercover for long periods of time in an unremarkable job.ā€
Her morals hadnā€™t changed. Those, Sonia thought with a sigh, were unbreakable. But her approach had. Her attitude had, by necessity: the realization that a sweet smile and encouraging words were not often enough to get the job done. Negotiation and assets were just as important in Royal Council meetings and various social events as kindness and perseverance were. Being pretty wasnā€™t everything: but it both helped her and hindered her, depending on the situation at hand.
And besides: it wasnā€™t often the efforts she made for social and economic change that brought so many tourists to Novoselic Castle each year. It was the splendor of a thousand years of royal wealth and tradition, portraits and antiques, selections of the crown jewels and famous attire on display: her motherā€™s wedding gown, her fatherā€™s coronation robes, the dress sheā€™d worn for her 18th birthday portrait. No matter the amount of information offered by the Castle to share how members of the House of Nevermind had transformed Novoselic, it was the wedding gowns and diamonds that drew crowds.
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Not that Shirou couldā€™ve known that. Sheā€™d never invited him to any of her familyā€™s ancestral homes, Novoselic Castle or otherwise. But Sonia smiled at his admission, that he struggled to see her as a princess. It was short-lived, her warm expression turning into a pout as he remarked about her culinary 'expertise.ā€™ ā€œI have not needed to call poison control in the past two years,ā€ She muttered, her arms folding across her chest. ā€œOtherwise, I find myself with little in the way of time to try anymore. I think the Boudry House kitchen staff is relieved, though I could hardly manage without them regardless.ā€
Sonia straightened then, her arms falling to her sides as all annoyance dissipated. So often she was supposed to be seen and wanted as a princess, jewels and formal attire and living up to the expectation of royalty. No one ever wanted her to be relaxed, on holiday like sheā€™d been a few months prior. Perhaps in her younger years but not now, not as a full-time working member of the Royal Family. Holidays were desirable to capture footage for Christmas cards and other approved media releases, not for the sake of relaxation. ā€œI would like that too,ā€ She finally admitted, though it was Soniaā€™s turn to have trouble meeting his eyes as she blushed. ā€œPrivacy and blending in with a crowd are two of the most luxurious commodities I can fathom nowadaysā€
At least he was having fun with it. Something that prompted Soniaā€™s eyebrows to raise as his words and tone meant one thing while his smile said another. It was the same look heā€™d given her in the Maldives, when theyā€™d found the little bit of solitude away from the demands of their respective lives. One that hadnā€™t crossed his face during their entire conversation at the Monte Carlo, and perhaps the only indicator that underneath all of the facades he wore as a spy, the Shirou she remembered was still there. Carefully concealed, but still there. Still able to smile and, for a little while, be unburdened with the weight of the worldā€™s traumas on his shoulders.
Sonia shook her head, hopefully ridding herself of both that thought and her blush. Gently picking up the hem of her gownā€™s skirt, she waited for a moment before following, her steps slower and far less deliberate until sheā€™d climbed the staircase to the more vacant floor and bar: the fewer high stakes games, the less likely anyone would bother them. So she didnā€™t hesitate to bypass the few tables and chairs and perch herself right on one of the high stools beside him, folding her arms atop the glossy wooden bar. ā€œTell me, were acting classes part of your education in London with Tohsaka-san, or did you learn to act on your own?ā€ She asked, grinning as she accepted a leather-bound drink menu from the bartender. ā€œTruth be told, I am grateful for something other than wine or champagne: it is unbecoming in my family to be caught drinking anything else at events with press coverage.ā€
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celestialrry Ā· 4 years ago
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summary: Harry's shy and you need a tutor.
warnings: like none, cursing?, severe fluff
You rushed into class, and scrambled over to sit in your chair, huffing as the clock struck 9:00 a.m. the moment you touched the seat. Why you signed up for a morning class you knew you would never want to wake up for is beyond you. Why the class you were taking was about English literature, a genre you had only read less than 3 books in was also beyond you. Being undecided in your major didnā€™t have many perks, you had come to find.
ā€œAlright class, first things first, youā€™ll be having a test in this class next week about what we studied this past month.ā€
As your professor droned on, your heartbeat started to pick up. A month into your second year of university and you already had a test? This was absolute torture. You were psyching yourself out at this point, almost positive you would fail, until you zoned back into class to hear a deep voice speaking.
The boy with the curls almost reaching his shoulders in the back of the class, Harry, you thought. He was terrifying and intimidating, but he raised his hand almost every other question and got it right. Always. He was the answer to all of your problems. The one who always wore those tattered brown Chelsea boots and long coats. You had even seen a peek of tattoos on his hand once.
The rest of class was spent thinking of ways to ask him to tutor you. So far, you would suggest to pay him for his time, do it only when heā€™s available (you would switch your schedule around for him, you were already going to ask a lot of him), and just try to be really nice. You always tried not to judge on looks, but Harry seemed quite scary, and you were afraid heā€™d turn you down immediately.
Soon class was dismissed and you grabbed your trusty bag (it had survived multiple sleepovers at Niallā€™s and that boy could destroy anything by just touching it) and slung it over your shoulder, looking to see Harry walking out of the classroom. You hurried over to him out of the doors and caught up to him. ā€œHi, um, Harry?ā€ You asked, and he stopped in his tracks.
He looked back at you and his eyes widened. He had to look back down for a moment so you couldnā€™t see him flush out of surprise. He looked back up at you and smiled softly. ā€œHello.ā€ Harry mumbled, adjusting the strap of his bag on his shoulder. No one really ever spoke to Harry all that much. People just never approached him and he had no idea why (his friends had tried to clue him in that he did seem a bit intimidating with his brows furrowed almost all the time, his body littered with tattoos, and the fact that heā€™s quite a buff guy, but you couldnā€™t really tell from his oversized sweaters that he seems to wear every single day, but thatā€™s besides the point) and it confused him a bit. It also made him a bit shy around anyone he didnā€™t already know, because he didn't want to come off too strong at first and scare anyone away.
You smiled at him and introduced yourself before you continued to ask him what you had been dreading out of pure nerves. ā€œUm, I know this is weird, but weā€™re in the same English lit class and I notice you know like, all the answers to what Mr. Reeves asks, nā€™I just really wanna pass this test so I was maybe wondering if you could tutor me or something? I would pay you of course-ā€
ā€œYou donā€™t-you donā€™t have to pay me.ā€ He interrupted you from rambling on for too long because you tended to do that a lot, and Harry had no idea but he had just saved himself about ten minutes of time. If you were his chance at a new friend, he wouldnā€™t want it to start off on money, because helping a friend wouldn't be a job. ā€œOh!ā€ Your mouth formed an ā€œoā€ shape and your eyebrows raised at him. ā€œAre you sure? I mean that's fucking awesome if you really donā€™t want money, but I would just feel so bad taking up your time without giving you anything in return.ā€
You prayed that he would say that you really didnā€™t need to pay him anything. If he meant it, it means this boy was a godsend and you would be happy spending time with this bloke if he is really that sweet all the time. You wouldnā€™t expect it just because he rarely ever speaks to other people. The most words you had ever heard him speak was when he was answering a question from Mr. Reeves-
ā€œSā€™fine, really. If I tutor you, um, it's basically like studying mā€™self so...ā€ He trailed off scratching the back of his neck, and bringing you back to Earth. You broke out into a grin and bounced a bit on your toes, because he was going to help you pass the final and you didnā€™t have to pay him. ā€œPerfect! Wow, Harry, youā€™re an angel. Thank you so much,ā€ You complimented him as you grabbed your phone from your back pocket and as your eyes darted away from his face for a few moments, he attempted to bite back his smile, because you were talking to him, and calling him an angel.
You pulled your pink-case covered cell and unlocked it, handing it to Harry and saying, ā€œHere, put your contact in so I can text you about meeting up, sā€™that cool?ā€ To which he nodded and took your phone gently and began typing his name and number in, and biting back his tongue when he was about to tell you he had the same phone case as you, because you probably wouldnā€™t care (you actually would care a very great deal, but Harry had been so used to being ignored he figured he wouldnā€™t muck up his one chance at a new friend). he handed your phone back to you and you just shoved it back in your pocket, the smile never leaving your face.
ā€œThanks again Harry, it really means a lot. Iā€™ll text you later, yeah?ā€ You said, slowly beginning to walk to your next class. He just offered you a small smile before continuing the way he was before you had asked him to tutor you. Why he didnā€™t want money was still itching at the back of your brain, mostly because when you told your best friend, Niall, about it later that night he had said ā€œWhat kinda college student turns down money?ā€ before going off into a rant about how he wished he actually knew what he was learning so he could tutor someone and get some extra cash. You reminded him he already had a job, but it seemed tutoring was ā€œso much easier than dealing with kids whose parents didnā€™t give a rats-ass if they yell in the restaurant.ā€
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You and Harry had arranged to meet on Wednesday, because you only had one morning class as did he, and would meet in the library at 12 p.m. You donā€™t think you had ever been so anxious walking into a library before, but here you were, opening the double doors and swiping your student I.D. (which had a horrid picture on it, they really never tell you when they take the photo) before your eyes scanned the front part of the library you could see. It was safe to say you werenā€™t in the library very often, if seeing your frazzled face as you zig-zagged through the rows of bookshelves was enough to go by.
You made your way to the back, where you assumed the tables for studying and reading would be, and as you turned the corner of one of the oddly tall bookshelves, you thanked your instincts for the first time, and scanned the area until you found a certain flop of messy brown curls hunched over at a table.
ā€œHi Harry,ā€ You chittered, flopping down in the seat across from him and immediately pulling out your notes and the book you had been reading for class, Pride and Prejudice. ā€œHow are you?ā€
For the first time, you noticed he wore glasses, when he looked up at you and pushed the clear tan frames up the bridge of his nose, a bit startled by your arrival. ā€œMā€™good, you?ā€ He asked, no emotion or tone behind his voice really. It sounded like he just wanted you to stop talking almost, but you settled on the fact that it was your nerves telling you he hated you.
ā€œā€™Bout as good as I can be with teachers up my ass all week.ā€ You said, and a small smile struck his face. You wondered what it would be like to make him laugh. Shaking your head from your thoughts, you cleared your throat and looked at your notes before back up at him. ā€œAlright, so mā€™a bit confused on why Charlotte marries Collins? I mean, ignoring the fact that theyā€™re all related, Iā€™ve re-read it so many times but the old English they use is so confusing.ā€
After your question, Harry delves into the answer, not going on an extraordinarily long tangent, but a decently long one, explaining the relationship between them, and why they married when he wanted Elizabeth first, and so on. What was even better was that he explained it all so easily you understood it all (and his voice was sweeter than honey), you just kept wanting to ask more questions, so you did.
Harry was talkative when you kept asking him questions, and it seemed like he was enjoying himself, but whenever the conversation swerved into personal life, Harry shut off and became more quiet. It wasnā€™t like you were asking him about his family drama, the conversation had smoothly sailed into something about high school.
ā€œI wish I read this book in high school when they gave us the chance.ā€ You sighed, flipping through the pages to where you had put a sticky note to write down your confusion. You truly regretted not being one of those reading types, but you preferred to hear things more (like Harryā€™s voice), and listening to music became your ā€˜hobbyā€™ instead.
ā€œYeah, reading it earlier makes it pretty easy now.ā€ He shrugged, going through his own notes. ā€œI just wasnā€™t much of a reader, did you read a lot in high school?ā€ It's an innocent enough question, and after spending about 2 hours with Harry, you already knew you would want to get to know him more, but it seemed he didnā€™t feel the same. ā€œA bit.ā€ He said, tensing up. While you were mildly confused by his body language, Harry just didnā€™t want to talk about highschool. He read a lot, and was so in his own world he found it hard to really have many friends. He had a few loyal ones, but books would always be there, as cheesy as that was. High school wasnā€™t fun for anyone, he was sure of it.
ā€œYou seem like youā€™d read a lot, you just give off that vibe, yā€™know?ā€ You said, looking at him. He lifted his gaze from his notes and you truly could not tell what he was thinking. He gave a small ā€œhmphā€ in response to your question that wasnā€™t really a question and looked back down at his notes, gathering them all quite fast. ā€œI think weā€™re good for the day, just text me if you want anymore help.ā€ He mumbled, slinging his bag over his shoulder and rushing out of the library. You sat there with your mouth slightly open in shock at the way he left so abruptly. After a few moments you packed up your own things and practically ran after him, bursting through the double doors and trying to find him, to-you actually didnā€™t know what to do. You didnā€™t even know what happened. Thatā€™s why you found yourself on your couch with Niall as he ate all your snack food, deep in a long-winded advice session from him.
ā€œHe just ran out Niall, I donā€™t even know what happened, like did I say something?ā€ You asked, picking your nails in distress, your eyes following the chip that disappeared in his mouth seconds later. ā€œWhatā€™s this blokeā€™s name, again?ā€ He asked, after chewing (Niall could be vulgar, but he wasnā€™t an animal). ā€œUm, Harry. Longish brown curls, pretty green eyes, yā€™know? I-I donā€™t even know his last name.ā€
The blondeā€™s icy blue eyes widened in recognition after a moment of thinking, and he slapped your bicep gently. ā€œHarry Styles! Iā€™ve heard oā€™him. Apparently he has like two friends and never speaks, sā€™not hard to believe you have a thing for him, bug.ā€ Your brow raised incredulously, and you were quick to defend yourself, and Harry. ā€œI do not have a thing for him, and just because he doesnā€™t have many friends doesnā€™t mean heā€™s a-wait what do you mean it's not hard to believe?ā€
Niall rolled his eyes and sat up a bit more, turning to actually face you. ā€œYou like the quiet types, sā€™why we arenā€™t dating, obviously, nā€™I never said he was a dud, love, just tellinā€™ you what I heard.ā€ You just nodded, deciding to not worry about it so much. ā€œThereā€™s many reasons we arenā€™t dating Ni.ā€ You gave him a compassionate smile and pat his knee. The two of you then burst out into laughter and your worries about Harry faded away.
Until the next morning that is.
You had been going over the study guide Mr. Reeves had emailed everyone that morning and realized you werenā€™t sure about quite a few of the things you were supposed to know. Sighing, you opened your phone and clicked on Harryā€™s contact typing out a text.
Hey Harry! Wondering if you could meet up sometime again this weekend just to go over the study guide?
You hit send and prayed that he wouldnā€™t just ignore it, especially after running out last time. After looking back at the email, you heard your notification bell go off just a few minutes later.
I can do Friday at 8pm, and Sunday around 3.
A smile of relief graced your face at his quick response, no matter how short his texts were, he was still willing to help you, and you were extremely grateful. After texting him back and agreeing to meet back at the library, you went back to working on another assignment, happy that you were able to get more studying in, not about the fact that you got to see the quiet and unusually attractive Harry Styles again. That was not the reason.
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Eventually it was Friday night. Your friday nights usually consisted of Niall dragging you somewhere you did not want to be, like a frat party (he always made sure you got home safe though), or you sitting at home, watching a movie and binging on cookies that you had baked just 30 minutes prior. Tonight was different however, and you were attempting to open the doors of the library, because it was locked, but you were positive the library wasnā€™t closed.
A soft voice said your name, and you turned around to see Harry standing a few feet behind you, his hands in his pockets and his bag on his shoulder. ā€œHarry,ā€ you exhaled in relief. ā€œI was about to text you, but itā€™s locked and I know for a fact it shouldnā€™t be closed because the hours say 7 a.m. to 10 p.m. every weekday.ā€ You stated matter of factly, pointing to the hours painted on the door. He walked a bit closer to the door and adjusted his glasses a bit, pursing his pink lips as he read the hours. ā€œYouā€™re right.ā€ he said simply, his sage eyes darting to the handle. You wordlessly stepped back and he went to the handle, pulling the door a bit, and pushing it. It moved a bit for him, but it was obvious it was locked.
Your mind raced for solutions, the only ones you were able to find was going to your flat, or wherever he lived, and you were almost positive he wouldn't want you in his house. You heard a little sigh leave his lips as he let go of the handle, and stuck his hands back in his pockets, rolling on the balls of his feet adorned with black boots today. ā€œWe could go to my place? If youā€™re comfortable with that of course, I wonā€™t force you, but itā€™s like the only place I can think of and my roommate wonā€™t be home tonight to distract us, something about staying the weekend at her boyfriends, but-ā€
ā€œSure.ā€
Your eyes fell back onto his face at his words and you gave a small smile, happy that he had agreed. ā€œAlright, cā€™mon then.ā€ You said, walking towards the direction of your flat. Only a few moments after you began taking steps he stopped you with his voice. ā€œWait, you walked here?ā€ He asked, his face twisted up with something you couldnā€™t tell. ā€œYeah, mā€™only fifteen minutes away.ā€ You shrugged. ā€œItā€™s pitch black-um, come with me, I drove here and you can just direct me to yours.ā€
You just agreed and followed him to his car, which was an awfully nice black one, you werenā€™t sure of the brand, but as you got in, you could tell he took really good care of it (not that that was attractive to you or anything). Your words during the drive consisted of you telling him the four turns to take before directing him the best place to park in your lot. You ignored his gaze on you as you led him up the two flights of stairs to your hall, because ā€œThe elevator has been down for ages, and Iā€™ve sent about four letters to the landlord, but all Iā€™ve gotten in return is just unnecessary exercise for two months.ā€
He chuckled a bit at that and you swore your heart grew two sizes as you led him down the hall to your door. You unlocked it, and let him in, quickly walking in front to scan and make sure it wasnā€™t messy. You were never one to leave the house while it was dirty, but Niall had come over earlier to convince you to come to a party, and you were scared you hadnā€™t picked up his mess. He truly was like your child in a sense. Taking a sigh of relief at your clean flat, you turned around to see Harry closing your door and you brushed against him to lock it, you never kept your door unlocked at night.
You led him to the living room and dropped your bag on the floor next to the couch, and he did the same, pulling out your books and notes, as well as your laptop. Harry followed your actions and you could tell he was a bit uncomfortable in your flat, or at least thatā€™s what it seemed like. ā€œDo yā€™want some water or anything? Iā€™m not sure what other drinks I have because Iā€™m pretty sure Niall drank everything in here, and ate it probably as well.ā€
He looked up at your words and hesitated, bringing his bottom lip between his fingers. ā€œErm, Iā€™ll have a water, please.ā€ Now was not the time to ask about Niall or who he was to you, he told himself, because it didnā€™t matter. You nodded and stood up, hurrying over to your kitchen and grabbing two glasses of water for the both of you before handing one to Harry and sitting down on the couch again.
It was a bit weird at first, but soon enough the two of you slid into an easy conversation about the study guide, it was mostly you asking and Harry answering, but occasionally he would ask you something (that you were sure he already knew), and you would answer. It was a good back and forth, and you found yourself thinking about how it would be nice to talk to Harry like this about himself. You wanted to know everything, his favorite color down to the weird little quirks he has (youā€™ve already picked up on one, like when he itches the bottom of his nose with a curled index finger and slides it to the button of his nose before scrunching it).
ā€œWeā€™ve been studying for about two hours,ā€ You noticed, looking at the time on your computer screen reading 10:03 PM. ā€œIā€™ve just about filled my brain with enough information about fictional characters for today.ā€
You looked over at Harry to see him grinning a bit at your joke, and for the first time you noticed he had dimples. You were positive there was nothing wrong with him, other than the fact that he didnā€™t seem to want to be your friend (it wasnā€™t his fault, you could be a bit too much for people sometimes). ā€œOkay, I should probably get back home to Luna anyways.ā€ He said, his offhand comment filling your brain. Luna? You prayed you havenā€™t been taking his time away from a girlfriend, and before your brain could catch up your mouth was already moving. ā€œOh, whoā€™s Luna?ā€
Harry looked at you like he forgot he mentioned her and his eyes widened a bit. ā€œOh, um, sheā€™s mā€™kitten.ā€ A wave of relief rushed over you, as well as another reason to want to get to know him more. A man so intimidating people didnā€™t approach him, had a kitten? Harry was flushing out of embarrassment of telling you this little fact, and looking down as he put his things in his bag to avoid eye contact with you, you did not care about his kitten, and you were indirectly telling him to leave, he didn't think he ever hated speaking more.
ā€œThatā€™s such a cute name!ā€You exclaimed. ā€œDo you have any photos of her? Itā€™s okay if you donā€™t want to show but I love cats, always wanted tā€™get my own.ā€
Nevermind.
30 minutes later, and he was sitting next to you awfully close on the couch, showing you his photo album of Luna. Some of the photos had Harry in them, one in particular, a mirror picture, where he was wearing sweats and had chosen to go without a shirt, holding Luna in one hand by his side. He swiped off of that one with lighting speed, and although you were telling yourself he obviously was embarrassed by you seeing his bare torso, which he shouldnā€™t be because wow, you couldnā€™t help your curiosity. ā€œHow many tattoos do yā€™have?ā€
He moved his head to face you, and only then did he realize how close the two of you were sitting. ā€œUh, I donā€™t know, fifty-something? I lost count a while ago.ā€ Your eyes lit up at his words and a grin spread across your face. ā€œWow, that's so cool. Did it hurt a lot? Iā€™ve always wanted to get a tattoo but I have no idea what, and where. I thought a small little butterfly on my ribs or something would be cute for a good year, but I donā€™t have much connection to butterflies really, and I feel like if I get something tattooed on your body for forever I would want something that really sticks with me.ā€
He couldnā€™t help it.
As you watched Harry while you were rambling on about tattoos you could see him smile. Truly smile, one where his teeth showed and everything. You tried not to get too giddy about it, but it was just so beautiful. ā€œIt started hurting less the more I got, and tattoos donā€™t have tā€™be something yā€™really connect with, I have a bunch jusā€™ because I thought they looked cool and had a decent meaning,ā€ He said, and you were positive thatā€™s the most heā€™s ever spoken to you. ā€œI actually have a butterfly on mā€™tummy.ā€
ā€œWhat other oneā€™s do you have?ā€ You asked, attempting to get him to talk as much as he could.
It worked, because soon the 30 minutes became an hour, and the hour became two, and he was in your flat at midnight. It seemed the two of you had no idea how much time had passed, because when you checked your phone it said it was five past midnight, and you reluctantly told Harry.
ā€œShit!ā€ He muttered, and that was the first time youā€™ve heard him curse before. He looked at you, concern taking over his features. ā€œMā€™so sorry for staying so long, I didnā€™t want to impose, I-ā€
ā€œHarry, itā€™s okay, I promise. If I didnā€™t want you here, I would've told you to leave.ā€ You said, and that seemed to calm him down a bit. ā€œIā€™ll walk you down.ā€
You slipped on your coat and grabbed your keys, while Harry grabbed his tote and the two of you made your way down the stairs, this time a comfortable silence overtaking the stairwell. You reached his car and smiled at him as he unlocked it. ā€œThank you Harry, for everything, mā€™sure after Sunday Iā€™ll be aces at analyzing characters.ā€
He smiled at you and fiddled with his sleeve before stepping closer and wrapping his arms around you. You were surprised to say the least, but your arms found their way around him as well and you reveled in his warmth. He stepped back after a moment and let his hands slide down your arms before bringing them back to his sides. ā€œMā€™sorry, I shouldā€™ve-I just-youā€™re so nice nā€™I just-thank you.ā€
You couldnā€™t help but watch him try to stay afloat as he struggled to explain the hug. He really felt like he did though, because you were just so sweet, possibly the sweetest person heā€™s ever met, and you wanted to know about him, and his tattoos, and his kitten, and he doesnā€™t think heā€™s ever wanted to be with anyone for a hours on end, but heā€™s already decided that heā€™d want to be trapped in a room with you for days.
ā€œNo need to thank me, get home safe okay?ā€ You smiled at him, reaching out and squeezing his arm and holy shit heā€™s fit. He looked down at your hand for a moment before smiling big and nodding, parting with a ā€œGā€™night, Iā€™ll see you Sunday.ā€ before hopping into his car and insisting you walk up first. Rolling your eyes you smirked a bit and started walking up your stairs, turning around and waving at him before he sped off. That was quite possibly the best Friday night youā€™ve ever had.
ļ½”:Ā°ą®
Harry was reeling, in the best way possible, but still reeling. After you got together to study on Sunday (and after you both aced the test, which you had given him the largest hug and a kiss on the cheek for), the two of you had hung out almost everyday after.
You met Luna during that following week, and he was expecting her to stay in his bedroom, because Luna didnā€™t really like new guests all that much, but she had immediately scurried up to you and walked in figure-eights around your feet. Your giggle of excitement was the best thing Harry had ever heard, and he had to take a moment not to squeal out of adoration.
He had opened up to you about, well, a lot. Told you how people just didnā€™t approach him, which was why he was so off-put when you did, and that he just didnā€™t want to scare anyone away. You shook your head and sat closer to him on the couch, lifting your hands to pinch his cheeks and pout as you said that he was ā€œthe sweetest personā€ you knew and you had ā€œno idea how anyone could be scared of such a softie.ā€ It was safe to say his face was flushed the entire conversation.
You had also commented on his sweater collection once, and everytime you would shiver, heā€™d pull off his own sweater and give it to you to wear, even in the courtyard when the weather was reaching 30 degrees. You had refused due to the fact that he would be cold, and eventually he just gave you a sweater you had expressed your liking for. He had handed it to you and you frowned in confusion and said, ā€œDid you bring that just for me?ā€, because he was already wearing his own, and he had nodded and once you put it on he mumbled, ā€œKeep it.ā€ You did.
It got to the point where the two of you had spent so much time together you introduced him to Niall, to which Niall had commented, ā€œSo this is the Harry bloke youā€™ve been talking about all the time. Nice to meet ya, mate. So, how did you grow your hair out so long?ā€ You had hit his shoulder for embarrassing you, but it seemed Harry didnā€™t even skip a beat when he started talking about how he had decided to grow his hair out. It was a story youā€™d heard before, but with Harry speaking, you would listen to the same words over and over again.
When you each went home for winter break, Harry had hugged you tightly and kissed your cheek, telling you that it was only 2 weeks, and the both of you would be back before you knew it. When the two of you werenā€™t texting, you were calling each other, and he was right, because you had both gotten back yesterday, a day full of hugs of goodbyeā€™s from families, and full of cheek and forehead kisses, along with hugs and cuddles from Harry. You teased him about the gift, a book you had told him was the only one you wanted to read, he mailed you, and he teased you about his gift, a sweater with Ā a hand-stitched (by you) small little moon where the left breast was, for Luna, and posters of his favorite artists, because he didnā€™t have anything on his walls.
Today was a day of ā€œmovies and cookies, it rhymesā€ as Harry had put it, and you had just knocked on his door, adorned with the sweater he gave you and some sweats. He opened the door almost immediately, a large smile on his face as he brought you in and gave you a large hug, to which you returned. ā€œMissed you.ā€ He mumbled into your shoulder. ā€œI saw you yesterday, dimples.ā€ You said, squeezing him before letting go and poking the indent in his cheek that just got deeper. ā€œI told you I hate that nickname, bunny.ā€ He smirked. ā€œOh, shove off.ā€ You smiled, making your way to his living room where Luna was curled up on the couch on the right side, close enough to the end that no one could sit there, but close enough to the middle that practically half of his couch was taken.
ā€œDonā€™t move her,ā€ He said, walking up beside you. ā€œSheā€™s been crazy all day and she's finally relaxing, little devil.ā€ You just shrugged and looked at the cookies he had already set out. ā€œAs long as I get these, I donā€™t mind where she is.ā€
The two of you settled next to each other on the couch as he chose an old horror movie that you begged not to watch but according to Harry, ā€œSā€™not even scary, pet. Nothing is realistic, swear.ā€ You just grumbled in defeat as he started to play it and just stuffed cookies into your mouth as you fell against the back of the couch.
Half an hour later, and your head was tucked in Harryā€™s chest, while your legs fell over his own. His hand was splayed across your back, rubbing up and down gently and mumbled ā€œItā€™s okayā€ā€™s and ā€œIā€™ve got youā€ā€™s while you peeked out to see the giant antā€™s taking over. He really couldnā€™t believe it, you of all people were in his arms at night. He wished it could be every night, and when he heard your breathing slow down he suddenly took it back.
What the hell was he supposed to do?
You hadnā€™t planned on sleeping over, but just the other day were you complaining about not getting enough sleep because of your ā€œstupid Philosophy professorā€, and there was no way in hell Harry was going to wake you up. He hesitated for a moment, before turning off the T.V. because in the time he was deciding on what to do the movie had long stopped playing, and wrapped his other arm under your knees, gently picking you up and taking you to his bed.
He laid you down and tucked you under the covers, grabbing a pillow for himself before making his way to the couch for the night. He made sure to set an alarm to wake up before you did, and make you breakfast.
When you opened your eyes, the last thing you were expected to be met with was a white ceiling with a sleek silver fan nailed in. You sat up groggily, looking around the room to recognize it as Harryā€™s room. You had only been in here a few times, mostly to scavenge his closet, but you knew his room when you saw it. You swung your legs out of bed, and slowly made your way to the living room, where you were met with a sleeping Harry, spread out on the couch in his sweats, without a shirt. You tried not to linger your gaze on all his tattoos and abs as you walked by him to check the time on your phone. Almost 9 a.m., and by the vibrating phone next to yours, with the same case, you could tell he meant to set an alarm but forgot to turn his ringer on.
He had an alarm set for something, and he never told you what he was doing this morning, so you decided you would wake him up, just in case. You grabbed his shoulder gently, and tried not to think about how warm he was, shaking him gently and calling his name. ā€œHarryā€¦ā€ You said in a sing-songy voice a few times. He pouted in his sleep and grunted a bit, before scrunching his eyes open. He practically jumped back when he saw you and his head fell back against the arm of the couch. Of course he wouldnā€™t wake up before you. ā€œMorning.ā€ You grinned. ā€œGā€™morning. Mā€™sorry if you were confused when yā€™woke up. I just brought yā€™to my bed cause you fell asleep, nā€™I was gonna wake up before you but obviously that didnā€™t work out.ā€
You just shook your head and smiled, trying not to think about his morning voice. There were a lot of things you had to try not to think about with Harry. ā€œNo worries, wanna go grab breakfast at the diner down the street? Heard they have killer hashbrowns.ā€
And all thanks to you, Harry wonders what he had to worry about in the first place.
After breakfast, you went back to your place, Harry in your living room while you got dressed for the day, changing your sweats to jeans and slipping back out of your room. ā€œAlright, whatā€™s the plan?ā€ You asked, tugging the sleeves of his sweater down to make paws. It wasnā€™t like Harry hadnā€™t seen you with his sweater on, but it seemed to make him more flustered everytime you did wear it. He shrugged and looked you up and down quickly. ā€œI like your sweater, whereā€™d yā€™get it?ā€ He joked, in an attempt to mask his blush.
ā€œFrom this really cute guy, he just gave it to me one day.ā€ You shrugged, and watched as he bit his bottom lip in an attempt not to smile too much. ā€œReally cute?ā€ He asked as you stepped closer to him. ā€œMhm, his name is Harry.ā€
ā€œPlease stop.ā€ He said, and you stepped back, confused by his sudden change in emotion. ā€œIā€™m just joking, Harry.ā€ You said, attempting to save the moment. His bottom lip trembled and he sat down on your couch, his head falling in his hands. ā€œI know, nā€™I donā€™t want you tā€™be.ā€ He mumbled as you sat next to him. He pulled his head out of his hands and looked at you, his heart beating faster than it ever has.
ā€œI really like you, bunny. And I donā€™t wanna ruin our friendship because youā€™re the best thing that's happened to me in a really long time, but I cant- I canā€™t listen to you joke about how you think Iā€™m cute if yā€™donā€™t feel the same.ā€
You swear your heart bursted at his confession. A smile overtook your face and you moved so you were right next to him. You placed your hands on the sides on his face and kissed his nose. ā€œYou think I donā€™t feel the same? For someone so smart, mā€™surprised you havenā€™t realized it before,ā€ you said softly, as he looked at you in wonder and shock. ā€œI really like you too.ā€ You leaned in and placed your lips on his, about to pull back when he didnā€™t respond. He then began to kiss you back and his hands found a home on your hips. When the two of you pulled away, he smiled like a fool and pecked your lips once more.
There was never anything to worry about with you, he was sure of it.
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SIREN (AMMB): Zadokā€™s Ending
Chapter 1: Meeting the Band
Pairing: Deep Sea Merman (Zadok) x Gender Neutral Reader
Adult Content below the cut. Dom Reader and collar use.
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A lithe looking figure was draped in oversized clothing. Loose cuffed cargo trousers were covered in chains and topped with a large hoodie and a coat which made your own look positively thin. You frowned before you caught sight of the pale, micro-scaled skin underneath. The white scales shimmered with pearlescence as Zadok glanced around behind himself and touched the water pumps attached to his neck, which were then coupled to a small tank fastened like a backpack to him. There was a sense of worry in his posture as he reached for his wallet to order.
ā€œA chai tea please. And an anchovy sandwich to go.ā€ He ordered quietly as the barista noted it down and carefully took his money, trying to avoid staring to badly at the suction cups and tank attached to him. Zadok ignored her look and stood to the side, pulling his hood further over his fins to avoid any more unwanted attention from the customers and staff. It was weird seeing the confident lead singer to upset and shy about being seen in public. Your staring, however, got you caught firmly in the act. With a rush you turned back to your phone, and pretended not to be looking as his white eyes caught you. A huff sounded but he didnā€™t move to come and say anything. He turned back to the counter and opened his phone, clawed webbed fingers typing across the keyboard.
Ā Sadly, and awkwardly, you turned back to your table and waited for your food, trying to put Zadok out of you mind. He didnā€™t owe you anything after all, you were just a fan of the band. The barista was quick to make his drink before she packaged and wrapped his sandwich for him in the red and white plaid paper.
ā€œThank you.ā€ He rumbled as he took the food and paper cup, ā€œHave a nice day.ā€ Zadokā€™s webbed fingers adjusted the wrapped sandwich before he tucked it into his satchel and placed his wallet firmly back inside. The singer reached upwards, his pale skin flashing with purple light, to adjust the cups over his gills. They didnā€™t budge, and so he walked away from the line, his hood up and his head ducked as he headed towards the door, leaving with a soft ring of the bell. You ducked over your food as he turned to walk left, past the glass window you were sat next to. He stopped just outside of the door and pulled something out of his pocket as he sipped at the tea in his hand. You realised it was his phone and as he raised it closer to his eyes you ducked back down to avoid being seen, sipping your own drink before your phone vibrated on the table again.
Ā Thinking it was just another text from Tom, you opened the screen with a disappointed sigh, upset that Zadok had ignored you. The screen lit up again and you clicked your tongue at the incessant buzzing. A message, but not from an account that you knew, nor did you follow them. It was a picture of a figure huddled by a cliff as the profile icon, decked in all black and shielding themselves from the wind. The water looked choppy and you saw the faintest hint of waves in the background. With a confused look, you opened the message.
ā€˜Sorry for ignoring you.ā€™
The second message was not twenty seconds after the first.
ā€˜This is Zadok by the way. Donā€™t start gawking out of the window at me please.ā€™
Slightly rude, you thought as you looked closer at the obscure profile icon, wondering just how the weird, huddled mass of black could be the singer. Your phone buzzed again before you could give it much thought.
ā€˜Meet me by the Elf fountain.ā€™
Ā You looked up from your phone as the Merman tugged his hood a little higher and tucked his hands into his pockets again. You didnā€™t see him then as he disappeared into the mid-morning crowds beyond your sight. With a rush you finished up your food and took your coffee to go before you made your escape out of the cafĆ© and into the street. The Elven fountains werenā€™t too far from the cafĆ© and you were eager to know just why Zadok had even spoken to you at all. The fountains were fresh water and housed a few species of pond fish, usually Koi kept for decorative appeal in the gardens. A car slammed its horn at you as you dashed across the crossing at the last moment heading towards the park where the fountains were.
Ā It didnā€™t take you long to weave your way through the streets and it took even less time for you to manage to find Zadok. He was perched on the edge of the fountain, his feet beneath the cool water. You were sure it wasnā€™t allowed but none of the busy workers seem to be bothered by the man as he trailed them back and forth. His heavy work boots were shoved by the side of the stone, his socks tucked into each boot. You stood by the gate to the little fountain area for a moment before white eyes turned and found you staring. Zadok pulled a hand free from his pocket to give you a small wave, claws flashing a silvery colour in the light.
ā€œGood morning.ā€ he offered as you approached, his voice soft and calm despite your obvious staring from the gateway.
ā€œGood morning.ā€ You replied, feeling awkward and caught out by his kind greeting, ā€œSoā€¦ā€
Zadok chuckled at you as he pulled his feet up onto the stone, perching his head on top of his knees, ā€œSoā€¦ā€ he replied.
ā€œWhy did you invite me here?ā€ You asked quietly as Zadok brushed water from his webbed feet, avoiding his other filed claws on each of his toes, ā€œYou seemed well, pretty gloomy when you walked in.ā€
Ā Zadok just watched you for a moment, his ghostly eyes staring at you before his mouth stretched to reveal a wide smile full of thin, sharp teeth, ā€œI tend to look like that when Duncan spends his night crushed against me instead of in his own bed.ā€
Suddenly, it was like the tension dissipated, like a lightning bolt and smashed right through it. Your tension seemed to evaporate, and you returned his smile, ā€œI can see why that would make you upset.ā€
ā€œOh, like you wouldnā€™t believe.ā€ he chuckled, ā€œIā€™m sorry for seeming like an utter creep, but I donā€™tā€¦well I donā€™t much like public places. I get recognised and its just never much fun after that.ā€
ā€œNo, I understand, Iā€™m just confused about how you uhā€¦found my socials.ā€ You asked as Zadokā€™s eyes widened in realisation.
ā€œAh. I see now.ā€ he lowered his head and awkwardly played with the tops of his shoes, ā€œI found the pictures. It wasnā€™t too hard to find considering the show was last night.ā€ he confessed, ā€œThatā€™s my private account for family and friends.ā€ Zadok reached for his phone and showed you the screen of his page, ā€œI wanted to talk, if thatā€™s alright with you?ā€
You stepped closer and sat down on the side of the fountain with the singer, ā€œWhat do you want to talk about?ā€ You smiled as you sat down, folding your hands in your lap as you tried to get comfortable against the stone.
Ā ā€œIt seems weird now that I think about it.ā€ Zadok confessed as you sat next to him, your drink clutched between your two hands, ā€œI just wanted to thank you for what you said yesterday. It really does mean a lot to have someone feel so strongly about our music.ā€ You watched as he tucked his clawed, webbed hands away in his pockets before looking him in the eyes.
His white eyes were striking, and you struggled to reply immediately, ā€œYou donā€™t have to thank me for being honest. Your music is amazing, just like youā€™re an amazing singer.ā€
ā€œIt means more than you think.ā€ He insisted as he reached for his own drink, and pushed aside a small plastic bag, ā€œIā€™ve spoken to a lot of fans, and, trust me, not one of them has spoken like that. Not with such passion about it all.ā€ he laughed softly as he leaned back to take a drink, revealing the water pumps over his gills. He caught you staring, ā€œTheyā€™re more to stop me drying out and hacking on everyone. I find I really need them after shows. So much singing hurts my lungs, so I have to revert back a little.ā€
ā€œI had no idea you had to breathe water too.ā€ You marvelled at the gills again before turning your gaze back to his pale scale-skin face, ā€œWaitā€¦ā€ You held up your hands, ā€œYou sing so much it actually hurts?ā€
ā€œNow donā€™t worry yourself!ā€ Zadok bumped your shoulder gently, ā€œIts not bad. Just like human singers need rests from growling, I need my own rest and recuperation.ā€ He chuckled again, ā€œBut it is much easier to sing with water, but its not something anyone but a Mer can understand well.ā€
Ā ā€œIs that why you looked like you enjoyed the beginning solo so much? Because its easier to sing in the water?ā€ You asked, curious and eager to pick Zadokā€™s brain.
He laughed at you before nodding, his hood sliding to reveal the pointed tip of one of his fins, ā€œIā€™m surprised you noticed.ā€ he held his drink in his lap, wiggling his wet toes in the cool air, ā€œIts not just that its easier to sing, reallyā€¦I was born in the ocean, even though my parents have long lived with humans. We still spend our early years in the deep black waters before integrating into society. Iā€™ve always just loved the water. Its always brought me peace. Its like a veil on the audience so I can just be myself.ā€
ā€œThat seems like an odd way to start life, but the more I think about it the more I think it must be nice, to be just you and the water.ā€ You sat back, your palms pressed into the rough stone as you looked at the water, ā€œAnd I bet it made you an amazing swimmer.ā€
Zadok paused before laughing again, the noise gentle and soothing, like the sound of water in a stream full of pebbles, ā€œIt did make me a good swimmer, yes, but it also taught me a lot about our culture. It made me who I am.ā€ he looked at his feet and the water in the tank gurgled quietly.
Ā Silence fell between you both again, and you sat looking at the little goldfish in the fountain as they swam around Zadokā€™s ankles and disappeared under the lily pads. It was serene. You looked up and soaked in the weak sun.
ā€œI have one more question for you.ā€ Zadok said.
You looked over to him, ā€œWhatā€™s that?ā€ You asked.
He looked around and leaned over, ā€œIs there somewhere more, private than this?ā€ he sighed, ā€œI justā€¦Iā€™m sick of being recognised. I ran into a group of fans on my way here and had to sign a few things. I justā€¦ā€
ā€œWant a day away from it all?ā€ You asked gently, ā€œI think I have a place in mind.ā€
Zadok smiled at you, ā€œYouā€™re not planning to kidnap me, are you?ā€ he joked as he took another drink of coffee.
ā€œMe? Kidnap you?ā€ You exaggerated, ā€œI think I would have more luck catching one of these goldfish, and thatā€™s a pretty slim chance!ā€
Ā Zadok laughed gently, like the sound of water over stone, and you stood from the fountain, holding your coffee as you waited for him to shake his feet dry and put his shoes back on. He looked at his socks and huffed before pushing them into his pockets, opting to instead carry his boots and walk barefoot through the grass.
ā€œSo, where do you have in mind?ā€ he asked as he followed you, ā€œWill I need my shoes on?ā€
You nodded at him, ā€œYouā€™ll need your shoes for now. The city might be okay but Iā€™m pretty sure youā€™ll get glass in your feet if you donā€™t wear something.ā€
ā€œYeah, I donā€™t think thatā€™s too fun. I canā€™t be having a day in the minor injuries unit.ā€ Zadok followed you to the gate before he took his napkin from his coffee and wiped off his feet. He hopped on each foot as he put his sock on and then his boots. Quickly, he tied the laces up before he checked his wrist. A silver watch flashed, and he hummed at the time.
ā€œHave you got somewhere to be?ā€ You asked.
Zadok shook his head as he clicked the sound off his phone, ā€œNope. Letā€™s get going.ā€ he pulled his hood back up and hid his face as you exited the park and headed out towards the cityā€™s edge.
Ā ā€œI suggest you keep your stuff close.ā€ You suggested as you both entered into a small, abandoned area of the city. It was overgrown and the small homes here were derelict, with ivy and bushes sprouting out of the windows and collapsed roofs.
Zadok looked up through the trees, ā€œWhat kind of place is this?ā€ he asked quietly as you both stepped around a couple of mushroom circles.
ā€œItā€™s a fae pool. A spirit pool of sorts.ā€ You pointed past the houses towards a large clearing where a natural pond glittered with the light pouring through the centre hole of the canopy, ā€œIts protected by the city for small fae and creatures to use and live in. Some species canā€™t integrate with humans, so these are the result.ā€ You pointed to the rocks where a nymph combed her hair. She turned and saw you both, smiling before she blended into the air and disappeared into a small creek that trickled away from the large pond with a chime of laughter.
Ā ā€œThis is amazing.ā€ Zadok breathed as he ran his claws over a rotten wooden fence, touching the ivy which wrapped around them gently, ā€œIā€™ve never seen something like this before, not unless it was in the actual countryside.ā€
You smiled brightly as you reached the edge of the water, ā€œWell, its something a lot of people donā€™t know about. I only know because of the guy I work with. He comes out here sometimes during shifts.ā€
ā€œIs that the one that was with you last night, the werewolf?ā€ Zadok asked curiously as he laid his bag down by the edge and undid his coat.
ā€œOh yeah, thatā€™s Tom. He comes with me to a lot of stuff. Weā€™ve been friends for years now.ā€ You answered him, ā€œI saved him a spot at the front since he was just as excited as me to see you guys.ā€
ā€œHeā€™s a nice guy then.ā€ Zadok smiled, his needle like teeth parted slightly as he turned to sniff the air, ā€œSounds like a keeper.ā€ he teased.
You shook your head, ā€œNah. Weā€™re just friends. Tom is like a brother to me. Weā€™ve both been through this before.ā€ You shrugged, ā€œIā€™m sure Iā€™ll find someone like that though.ā€
ā€œYes, Iā€™m sure you will.ā€ Zadok awkwardly added before he changed the subject, ā€œAre we allowed in the water?ā€
Ā The water was clear enough to see the heavy, dark stones that covered the bottom and you shrugged at Zadok.
ā€œSo long as you donā€™t kiss any Nymphs, Iā€™m sure youā€™ll be fine.ā€ You joked as you sat yourself next to the water and sipped the last remnants of your drink.
ā€œOh, I donā€™t plan on kissing any of them.ā€ Zadok chuckled as he shrugged his coat off and reached for his tanks, ā€œWould you mindā€¦ā€
ā€œOh, gosh, sure, sorry.ā€ You rambled before turning around, ā€œAre those tanks hard to get off.
In reply you heard the hiss and click before water glugged and the tank thumped to the floor, ā€œNo. Itā€™s not too hard, just a lot of suction cups and water glugging.ā€ Zadok hummed and you made sure to keep turned around as fabric fluttered to the floor, ā€œYou can turn back now.ā€ He announced quietly.
Ā You turned back around, clutching your drink between your hands, and looked at the man as he laid on his back and floated out into the middle of the clear water. He was bare of clothes, but nothing was exposed, and you remembered your anatomy lessons enough to know that most Merā€™s had slits which hid everything away. Zadok flipped himself backwards and plunged himself deep into the pool. The water swirling was the only sign he was moving, and you walked back to the edge and sat down. Much like he had earlier, you took your shoes and socks off, and plunged your feet carefully into the water. It was quite cool, and you shuddered at the sensation before you wiggled your toes back and forth and swung your feet in the water. A hand grabbed your ankle and you jumped with a squeak until Zadokā€™s white head appeared. His head emerged and you marvelled at the glittering silver and purple of his bioluminescence. His eyes blinked back their protective eyelids, the third lids sliding to the sides of his eyes as he peered up at you with a grin of needle like teeth.
Ā ā€œBoo.ā€ He whispered before submerging his gills again, his eyes poking out above the water while the slits on his neck and ribcage flared and moved water.
ā€œYouā€™re an ass.ā€ You commented before splashing water at his head.
Zadok flared the fins on his head, the sails on top of his head and one each side shaking in a ripple before they shone with purple light, ā€œYou stuck your feet into a pool with unknown creatures in it.ā€ he shot back at you as he laid himself on the incline of the pool, his stomach resting against the stones, keeping his gills submerged.
ā€œIs the water okay for you? Donā€™t you need salt water since youā€™re from the deep ocean?ā€ You asked curiously, ā€œYou wonā€™t get any infections from it will you?ā€
Zadok gave you a withering look, ā€œIā€™ll be fine. If this is a fae pool it will be perfectly clean. They donā€™t like dirty water.ā€ he wiggled back into the water, ā€œI can breathe fresh water just fine, since this is pure, its even better.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s great then. I didnā€™t want to be responsible for making you ill or anything! Considering you have a few more months of touring it would be pretty disastrous.ā€ You smiled with relief.
Ā For a while, you watched Zadok swim and dive. He dipped beneath the surface seamlessly and you marvelled at the glow to his fins and scales as he dove to the bottom of the pond. You could make out the colour of his bioluminescence beneath the surface, glowing through the water as he swam in large circles. As you sat, quiet and still, the sprites seemed to return to the water, and you smiled as a few smaller sprites sat by you in the reeds and grass. A couple of small looking mushrooms rattled together before their small arms and legs appeared and they opened their eyes, trundling over to pick at Zadokā€™s clothes and shoes before they hopped into his shoe and made happy noises. You laughed at them before a small, hummingbird like fae zipped in front of your face and giggled before settling herself on top of your head to play with whatever she could reach. Zadok surfaced and opened his eyelids as a couple of kelp looking creatures clung to his fins. They flopped back into the water before he could complain but he only smiled beneath the surface, snapping at them with his sharp teeth to scare them away from his fins. He reached and tugged a few of them free of his dorsal sail, the sharp needles tearing a few of them a little, but they didnā€™t seem to complain as they floated back into the depths of the pond.
Ā ā€œThey seem to like you.ā€ Zadok commented as he swam close to the edge, his body bending before he laid his webbed hands in the grass, claws plucking at the strands and snapping them.
ā€œIf you come here long enough, they take a liking to you. They just like people who can sit quietly, and who donā€™t litter.ā€ You replied as you placed your cup into his plastic bag. You hummed as you reached inside and plucked the bottle out, ā€œDid you plan on doing a little more than swimming?ā€ You teased as you shook the bottle of whiskey in front of him.
Zadok plucked it out of your hands and scoffed, ā€œA little more than relaxingā€¦ā€ he muttered, ā€œSomething like that. Itā€™s been a rough few weeks, being on tour and all.ā€
You didnā€™t know Zadok well, but you found yourself replying before you could stop yourself, ā€œIs it something you want to talk about?ā€
ā€œNo.ā€ he replied brusquely, ā€œIts something at home. Nothing you can really help with.ā€ Zadok hummed, ā€œBut some company might be nice?ā€ he asked as he held the whiskey a little higher out of the water.
Ā It was only just past midday, but you smiled at him, remembering that you had the day off work anyway. You checked your phone and nodded.
ā€œSure. I wouldnā€™t mind sharing some of that. Its expensive.ā€ You commented as Zadok undid the lid and tossed it into the grass.
He held the drink up before taking a few sips and hissing, ā€œDefinitely decent stuff.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll be the judge of that.ā€ You joked, ā€œAs a bartender, I have a keen sense for what makes a good whiskey.ā€ You laughed before taking a mouthful and humming at the burn as you swallowed, ā€œOh yeah, definitely decent.ā€
ā€œIā€™m glad you approve.ā€ Zadok chuckled as he leaned back and floated out into the middle of the pond, his eyes closed as the sun shone through the leaves and hit the skin of his belly. His stomach glittered with blue and purple light from the natural sunlight and you watched the light show in awe before you took another sip of whiskey to dampen the feeling swirling in your gut.
Ā Zadok floated for a while before he dipped below the water and dove to the bottom, the water swirling in his wake. His fins popped back out of the water as he swam to the edge and surfaced, smiling at you before he held out his fist.
ā€œOpen your hand.ā€ he insisted, ā€œI have something for you.ā€
You did as you were told and placed the whiskey down to open your hands for what he had to give you. He opened his claws and dropped a large looking rock. You frowned but span it over to reveal the inside of a geode. It was split some time ago but Zadokā€™s swimming had cleaned most of the silt from inside of it, revealing a shiny gathering of blue and clear crystals. The sprite in your hair chirped happily before a magpie squawked and landed nearby, eyeing the shiny object up with one beady eye.
Ā ā€œWow.ā€ You whispered, ā€œWas this at the bottom of the pond?ā€ You asked as you turned the crystals away from the sunlight, so the magpie didnā€™t decide to dive at you for the object.
ā€œThereā€™s a small cave at the bottom. It probably leads to some fae lair, but the inside was full of rocks and geodes. Its obviously a lair which has been abandoned though, thereā€™s silt all over it.ā€ Zadok commented, ā€œThey probably moved along a while ago.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s amazing.ā€ You replied, ā€œThank you. Its very pretty.ā€
Zadok failed to stop his fins from flaring as he puffed with pride, ā€œSorry.ā€ he grunted, ā€œItā€™s a natural thing. I canā€™t stop myself.ā€
You only laughed at him, ā€œIts fine, donā€™t worry about it.ā€ You took hold of the whiskey again and held it out for him, ā€œWant some more.ā€
Embarrassed, Zadok nodded, ā€œYep.ā€ And took the whiskey as he swam back out into the pond, treading water easily as he sipped whiskey, back and forth across the length of the body of water.
Ā The whiskey was strong, and it quickly got to your head, making you smile as you laid near the edge of the water, talking as you watched the clouds roll overhead. You grinned as Zadok started to cloud watch with you. It was childish almost, but peaceful as you both laid back and watched the day roll past, sipping whiskey before you started on the bread and meat he had shoved into the bag as well, chewing slowly as you listened to the trees rustle and fae giggle. The sun started to dip below the horizon as you both finished off the bottle of whiskey, giggling and slapping water at each other before you flopped back against the bank with your feet swirling back and forth in the water. Zadok dipped below the surface and resurfaced happily, stretching his lithe figure out before he swam back towards you. One of his hands wrapped around your ankle, the black, tapered claws grazing over your skin before he pulled himself out of the water, and grazed them up over your calf, to the point where your bottoms were rolled up your legs. His white eyes continued up your legs, following their own path over your chest before your gazes locked.
Ā His fingers pressed against your skin, softly mapping the expanse of your calf before he trailed his other hand up your other leg, touching the back of your leg in a slow stroke before he heaved his body up and out of the water, resting between your legs as he dripped water over your stomach. Intensity burned in his white eyes as his nose holes flared and his mouth opened, scenting the air. You looked up at him and felt your body go hot. After a moment looking at his perfect, pearl coloured skin, you dared to stroke your hands over his stomach, following the deep purple colours as they zipped up over his shoulders and down his back. A croaking purr escaped Zadok as he pushed his skin against your hands, enjoying the petting as his lips pursed. His gills flared with a sigh before he leaned over and pressed his lips to your own. His second eyelids closed over his eyes, like he was snatching a fish from the water, and he watched you melt against the grass, one of your hands cupping his cheek, stroking at the fin on the side of his head, while your other hand dared to trail down his stomach, stroking the soft, scaled skin before you reached the mound between his legs.
Ā Another soft rumble ran up Zadokā€™s check before he croaked, the sound accompanied by the soft fluttering of his gills. His eyes were closed as your fingers grazed over the flushed flesh of his slit. You stroked along the centre where the rough scales parted to reveal a peak of his soft, blue coloured flesh.
ā€œFuck.ā€ Zadok whispered as his arms shook, ā€œPlease.ā€ he whimpered in your ear.
ā€œPlease, what?ā€ You gasped as your finger dipped into the slit as it grew slippery with a natural lubricant before you kissed him again, stroking the flushed flesh gently as you felt his tongue prod at your lips. The two of you kissed a little deeper, tongues touching before Zadok tilted his head and pulled himself out of the water completely, pressing his wet skin and scales to your front.
The mer shifted against you as your fingers came away from his slit, covered in a thin slime, ā€œLet meā€¦ā€ he croaked again with a purr, ā€œLet me have you.ā€
Ā You grinned as he pressed his slit to your hips, rubbing the scales against you, ā€œDo you have a room somewhere?ā€ you asked, no louder than a whisper.
Zadok nodded his head as you dragged your nails down his back, shivering before he managed to speak, ā€œThe Rouge Bard. We have our own rooms. Everyone is out today.ā€ he added as he blinked and leaned to nip at your lips, his gills fluttering again before he leaned back.
ā€œWe best continue this there then.ā€ You stated as Zadok kissed you once more and pulled away, shaking water from his body as he hissed and pulled his clothes back on. The cotton dragged at the swollen flesh of his slit and you drunkenly hummed, looking at his angular ribcage, structured with thin bones and heavy scales. You were admiring him. Zadok smiled as he zipped up his cargo pants, moving the chains out of the way as they linked together and jangled.
ā€œYes. Letā€™s.ā€ Zadok shuddered as the wind blew, but quickly covered up before stealing another heated kiss from your lips, his fins flaring as you clicked the water tank breathers to the gills on his neck.
Ā The two of you stumbled from the abandoned homes, stealing kisses and dragging your hands over each otherā€™s skin as darkness settled over the city. You stumbled and laughed with one another as you reached the hotel and he dragged you into the elevator, purring his croaking noise again as he pressed you to his front and stole another kiss, his lips demanding more from you. His tongue slipped into your mouth and you gasped against his teeth as they nipped at you. The elevator pinged the floor and you both collapsed out of it, dragging each other down the hall until you reached his door. You pressed his back against it as he fumbled for the keycard to get in.
A whistle sounded behind you as Zadok opened the door, ā€œGolden boys getting some ass tonight I see.ā€ Senoz purred from across the hall.
ā€œI think I might be the one getting the ass.ā€ You purred as the demonā€™s tails swung upwards, curled curiously.
ā€œWell, when heā€™s a disappointment, you know where to find me, sweet thing.ā€ Senoz swiped at your neck and licked the skin before leaving you both to tumble into Zadokā€™s room.
ā€œFucking demon.ā€ the merman growled, ā€œIā€™llā€¦ā€
ā€œYou better not be all talk. I might get bored and head over to see how good Senoz is in bed.ā€ You countered as his coat fell to the floor.
Ā Zadok was quick to pull the suction cups of his water tank free, wheezing for a moment before he pealed his shirt off, revealing his angular chest and plated ribs again. You leaned back to admire the sight before he grabbed at your own clothes. You let him wrangle your coat and shirt off before you pushed him back towards the double bed. He went with a soft rumble, laying back against the cushions as he undid his trousers. You stood and slid them down over his hips to reveal his underwear. They were wet with lubricant. Pulling them down, you tried not to lick your lips as his slit sat before you, puffy and glistening, the head of his cock already peeking out from the blue flesh. Zadok threw his head back as you pushed your fingers against the soft scaled skin, revealing the v-shaped head of his cock.
ā€œFuck, please.ā€ he whined again, ā€œPlease.ā€ he reached for your neck and leaned up for a kiss, only to be denied as you spotted the jewellery collars on top of his dresser. They were probably from the show the night before. Before he could steal a kiss, you retrieved one of the studded black leather collars and grinned.
ā€œIf youā€™re a good boy, Iā€™ll let you have what you want.ā€ You promised as you slid back into his lap, holding the studs of the spiked collar open.
Ā The merman looked from the collar to your face. His white eyes widened before he nodded, licking at his lips with a blue, pointed tongue. You reached around his neck to click the collar closed before leaning back in his lap to admire the black leather and silver spikes against his pearlescent skin. Bioluminescence trails ran up his arms as you trailed your hands over his scaled skin. It was rough over the tops of his arms and you dug your fingers into the meat of his tricep to enjoy the feeling of the rough skin against your palms. Sitting back on his thighs, you turned your gaze downwards as you looped a finger through the ring hanging from the leather. Zadok moaned quietly as you gave it a soft tug and teased the tip of his cock. It bobbed, stirring between the blue fleshy lips before it extended out of its hole, shining wet with lubricant. His dick was long and curved upwards, with a head that tapered into a v shape. Beneath the head was bulbous, in the shape of an oval, and the bottom was flared with ribs. It was entirely new, and you felt your mouth water slightly at the sight of the blue gradient of the organ. The bottom glittered with silver light at your staring and his cock bobbed upwards sharply as your fingers trailed over his shoulders and down his ribs. Zadok let out another purring croak as you finally reached his pelvis and ran your fingertips along the top of his dick.
Ā ā€œPlease, master, please.ā€ he croaked as he flopped back into the cushions, easily falling into a more submissive role as you dragged him up a little by the ring of his collar, ā€œPlease touch me.ā€
You shuddered at his tone of voice, enjoying the soft pleading from a voice which was usually so confident and demanding of attention on stage.
ā€œAre you going to be a good boy and do as youā€™re told?ā€ You asked as you sat on his thighs, running your fingers over his hips, towards the base of his cock, before you trailed back again, letting the head of his dick leak precum and his slit drip with more lubricant. The clear fluid leaked down over his buttocks and you watched as his face lit up with a blue blush.
Zadok swallowed thickly, ā€œIā€™ll be g-good.ā€ he promised quietly as you let go of the ring of his collar and stroked the length of his dick.
ā€œGood boy.ā€ You cooed as you stroked him, ā€œWe can stop anytime, just pat my thigh twice.ā€ You told him before leaning down to steal a kiss from his lips as you pressed your finger to the sensitive head of his cock.
Ā ā€œAh!ā€ Zadok cried sharply as your fingers twisted underneath the bulbous part of his cock, ā€œThatā€™sā€¦sensitive.ā€ he whined as you grasped the oval shape again and stroked around it, watching his clawed feet curl into the sheets, cutting slits into the sheets.
ā€œIts sensitive is it?ā€ You asked as you trailed over the bump again.
ā€œYes.ā€ he cried, ā€œPlease, master, I canā€™tā€¦Iā€™ll cum beforeā€¦ā€
Abruptly, you let go, watching his cock bob and throb with a hum. Zadok whined and croaked again before leaning up to kiss you, demanding your attention.
ā€œI think I need a little help before I can fit that in baby boy.ā€ You uttered against his lips, ā€œHow about you open me up a little?ā€
Zadok nodded as you took hold of his hand and looked at his claws, assessing them for a moment before you decided they were clipped enough to not shred your insides.
Ā Zadok croaked before purring again as you sat on your knees, resting above his lap as his hand encompassed your sex, the rough scales on the outside of his fingers grazing against your sensitive skin before they ran back and pushed at your hole. He met with resistance and the mer quickly gathered the natural lubricant from his slit, smearing it over his fingers before he pushed back against your hole. Carefully, he slid one finger inside to the second knuckle, letting you rest for a moment before he eased the rest in. Your inside were warm, and Zadok shuddered at the temperature difference before he crooked his finger and began gently thrusting it in and out. His other hand occupied itself at your chest before his mouth took to teasing your nipples, sucking on the buds until they were pert and sore, his sharp teeth nipping at the skin as he croaked again in happiness.
ā€œYouā€™re such a good boy.ā€ You moaned between the attention of his mouth and hands, enjoying the pleasurable stretch as he pushed another finger into you and scissored the two apart, pressing against your plush insides.
ā€œAnything for you, master.ā€ Zadok purred drunkenly, his pale face flushed with blue blood. You watched his cock bob and weep a pearl of light blue precum, following the fluid as it dripped back down the length and mixed with the lubricant seeping from his slit.
Ā ā€œZadok, youā€™re dripping all over yourself. Is this turning you on that much?ā€ You asked breathily as his fingers pressed into a sensitive spot, keeping your composure as he sucked on your nipples again, leaving cool spit over the skin with his blue tongue.
ā€œMmm. It is.ā€ Zadok hissed as you wrapped your hand around the head of his cock, ā€œPlease, can I be inside you?ā€
ā€œHmm? What was that? Where are your manners, baby?ā€ You asked as you pulled his fingers from you looking at them before you leaned back in his lap and pinned his hands to the bed. His dick bobbed as you stretched his arms up over his head and you admired the shape of his lithe figure, all bone and sleek muscle. His luminescence burned bright in striped over his entire body, shooting like currents as you nudged your hips against his own, ā€œWhatā€™s the magic word?ā€
ā€œPlease, master, I canā€™t stand it. I need to be inside you.ā€ Zadok moaned as you tugged him up by the collar for a kiss, mashing your tongues and teeth together messily before you reached back and lined his dick up against your hole, ā€œThank you, thank youā€¦ā€ He uttered incoherently as you sank down on his cock.
Ā A moan tore from you as the bulbous part under his head sank into you, stretching you wide before the ribs along the bottom scraped gently at your insides. A sharp bolt of pleasure ran up your spine as you took him to the base. He was unique, slippery, and textured in ways you had never taken, and you took a moment to admire his face as his second eyelids flicked and blinked back and forth. His hips shifted, jolting you on top of him, and you felt the cool seep of lubricant from where your hips were pressed together.
ā€œYouā€™re just gushing for me, arenā€™t you?ā€ You teased as you slid up his cock and slid back down, enjoying the wet squelch that sounded as your hips collided. Zadok nodded and croaked again, reaching for his collar as his other hand wrapped around a bed post, anchoring himself as your rhythm took over, rocking his dick in and out of yourself. He struggled to say anything as the bulbous protrusion expanded, squirting something unfamiliar inside of you.
Ā ā€œDid you justā€¦.ā€ You paused as he shook his head, and your insides turned into jelly, numb to the swell but tingling with extra pleasure. It was a thin stream of jelly and you sat up on your knees to see it drip out of you thickly, numbing wherever it touched.
ā€œIts forā€¦eggsā€¦ā€ he moaned, ā€œI couldnā€™t stop myselfā€¦ā€
You moaned as your legs shook, ā€œItā€™s fineā€¦Fuck its.ā€ You pushed your fingers to your sex and shuddered again.
ā€œItā€™s anā€¦aphrodisiac and itsā€¦ā€ Zadok moaned sharply his hand flying to the bed post again as you dropped on his cock, picking up the pace in a frenzy as your insides throbbed with the need to cum.
ā€œI need to cum, baby, can you do it with me?ā€ You asked as you leaned for another kiss and to tug at his collar, tightening the hold of your hand around his neck slightly as you thrust onto him. The ribs of his cock brushed your insides and you quivered before you came, white hot pleasure burning behind your eyes before Zadok croaked and shot his load. You shuddered at the feeling as you slowly brought yourself off his dick. Light blue cum dripped from you and you flopped against his chest with a sigh, thumbing at the collar around his neck happily in the afterglow of it all.
Ā Tiredly, you roused from your sleepy state as Zadok placed you back against the cushions and tugged the sheets over your body. You hummed against the cushions before the sheets slid back down over your skin.
ā€œYouā€™re not already up for more are you?ā€ You cooed as you peeled open your eyes.
ā€œIf only. Iā€™m not that young anymore.ā€ Zadok chuckled as he eased you over onto your back and revealed a warm wash cloth. He hummed as he slid it over your skin, wiping away the cum and jelly like substance which had made your insides tingle.
ā€œI might be able to go for another.ā€ You hummed as he wiped between your legs and tapped at your thigh.
ā€œWell, this one hasnā€™t got it in him, Iā€™m afraid.ā€ Zadok flopped next to you, clean and relaxed as he laid back against the cushions and reached around the back of his neck.
You reached for the collar for him, ā€œHere. Let me do it.ā€ You kissed the skin of his shoulder and squeezed his shoulder softly before you unclipped the press studs and pulled it away from his neck. You kissed his neck where the leather had bitten into his skin a little and placed the collar on the bedside table before snuggling back against his chest.
Ā Zadok croaked a little before he ran his fingers over your back, running his claws up and down your spine as he laid back and enjoyed the warmth of your skin against his own. He was cool to the touch, and you slid your fingers down over his plated chest, swooping to the side to feel the odd angle of his ribcage before you stopped above his pelvis, remembering that his dick had probably long retracted into his slit.
ā€œWait you donā€™t have anything do you?ā€ You asked sleepily.
Zadok thumbed at the bottom of your chin, ā€œUnless you count drug laced jello as having something, then no.ā€ he let out a raspy breath of air before sitting up, easing you off his body, ā€œSorry. I need to just go and soak a while. Come and join me?ā€
With a smile, you leaned up on the edge of the bed and kissed him, enjoying the scrape of his scales, ā€œSure. Give me a minute though, my legs are still a little like jelly.ā€
Zadok chuckled again before he purred softly and walked to the bathroom.
Ā You watched his backside go before you sat back against the headboard and massaged at your thighs, hoping that the numb, tingling feeling would wear off. It felt like a residual tingling pleasure, and you felt your insides burn with the idea of another round in the posh hotel bathtub. A rumbling sounded from the floor. You perked up at the noise before looking at Zadokā€™s bottoms on the floor. His pocket lit up with the screen of his phone. Someone was ringing him. It wasnā€™t polite, and you knew that as you curiously leaned down and plucked the phone from his pocket.
ā€˜Misty Conradā€™ it read, and you felt your heart drop into your stomach. Miss Conch. The words rang in your head from the band meet and greet. Senoz had implied that they were together. Suddenly, the mild buzz from the alcohol wasnā€™t there, and you sobered up as the ringing stopped and the screen went black. You clicked the screen back on and looked at the notifications. Three messages. Ten missed calls. The phone buzzed again with a new message and you clicked it to reveal the short message.
ā€˜I know youā€™re with that fan. Answer my calls Zadok or itā€™s over.ā€™
Ā Your eyes burned with tears of humiliation. He was with her. What they had was more than a song recorded together, and you were a fool for not seeing the signs earlier. You let out a small noise as you sniffed and grew angry, the tears siding down your cheeks as you grabbed for your clothes on wobbly legs.
ā€œWas that my phone?ā€ Zadok asked and you turned to face him as he poked his head around the bathroom door. He was dripping with water but his eyes widened as he saw you crying and grabbing for your clothes, ā€œAre youā€¦ā€
You threw his phone on the bedside table as you tugged your underwear and bottoms on, ā€œYouā€™re a cheating fuck!ā€ You accused, ā€œAnd you used me! I should have known that this was stupid butā€¦ Miss Conch. Sheā€™s been ringing you all say and now she knows.ā€ Your brain couldnā€™t seem to quite catch up with you as you pulled your shirt on and grabbed your bag. Zadok wrapped his waist with a towel, his mouth open as he grabbed his phone from the table and looked. He cringed at the messages and turned.
ā€œLook, its not what you think!ā€ he insisted as he caught your arm, ā€œWeā€™ve not been together seriously for ages andā€¦ā€
ā€œAnd nothing!ā€ You threw back at him, ā€œYou used me to console your feelings because you canā€™t bare to deal with her, and youā€™ve made me into some kind ofā€¦ā€
ā€œIā€™m notā€¦ā€ Zadok took a breath, croaking as he pulled at his fins, ā€œLook, Iā€™m sorry, Iā€™ll sort thisā€¦ā€
ā€œIā€¦I donā€™t care.ā€ You tugged your arm free, feeling the tears beginning to burn into your anger again, ā€œYouā€™re a bastard, Zadok, I want you to know that. A selfish bastard.ā€
Ā Zadok let your arm go as you opened the door and stood with his phone clenched in his claws as you slammed the door behind you. You wiped at your eyes furiously in the hall and took a shaky breath before you turned on your heels.
ā€œHmm, leaving so soon, sugar?ā€ Senoz purred as he peered out into the hall, ā€œOr did you want a piece of this instead of the fishy boy?ā€ he sniffed and tilted his head, his horns scratching at the frame, ā€œWait, why are you crying? Are you alright?ā€
You held out your hand to him, motioning for him to stop as you wiped the tears away, ā€œIā€™m fine. Leave it. Iā€™ll be going.ā€
The demon turned his head to Zadokā€™s door as you left him stood in the hall. As you rounded the corner you heard him knock on the door.
ā€œYou know thatā€™s real bad fucking PR to make fans cry after fucking them, Zadok!ā€
Ā You didnā€™t hear from Zadok after that. The band continued their tour globally, and you watched the highlights happily, listening to the songs with your usual interest. You smiled at Duncanā€™s solos and watched the crowd go berserk. It was energy you lived for. Zadokā€™s performances were stunning. He draped himself over a piano and sang a ballad before he did more singing in his ancient mer language. It was lovely, but it stung a little. It wasnā€™t long after their tour finished that you turned on the alternative radio station. The ends of a metal song chugged along as you made a sandwich. It was your day off from the bar and you had been cleaning most of the day, enjoying cleansing yourself of clutter and dust. You hummed as you placed two slices of bread on the plate.
Ā ā€œAlthough we have drama in the metal scene, weā€™re all used to the usual knucklehead fights between rival bands, or better yet, accusations of plagiarism, but weā€™ve never quite had some news like this. The frontman of the band SIREN has been caught, if you mind the pun, in a fishing net of accusations. Miss Conch, the mans supposed former partner, has been blowing the lid off his life outside of his band. The accusations range from ritual sacrifice to cheating, and its not something we usually endorse. But, to answer these claims, we have the very man, or mer, with us in the studio right now.ā€
Ā You dashed for the volume dial and turned it up a little before you moved your plate closer and began to cut up your filling for the lunch.
Ā ā€œSo, Zadok, what do you have to say about these claims by Pop Star, Miss Conch?ā€
ā€œSome are right, but most are wrong. The ritual sacrifice, for starters, is a ceremony done by my people to appease the currents of the ocean. We take a fish and its bones and lay them in art decorations as an offering. Its an old and sacred tradition. The cheating accusations are, in part true, but our relationship was never official, and I had already broken things off by the beginning of this tour. Her more serious allegationsā€¦well my manager and lawyer are already dealing with those. They are untrue and slanderous.ā€
ā€œAre you calling Miss Conch a liar?ā€
ā€œFor the most part, yes, I am. She invaded my private life and failed to see when our relationship was over. I want to be transparent and come out to speak for my side of the story. Iā€™m not calling her obsessed or anything derogatory, I am just justifying what is fact from fiction.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s understandable and Iā€™m sure your fans appreciate your honesty.ā€
Ā ā€œUnfounded and untrue.ā€ You scoffed as you slapped your sandwich together, ā€œNext heā€™ll be telling everyone that he-ā€
Ā ā€œThis drama has gone on long enough and it has hurt people close to me, not just mine and the bandā€™s reputation. I hurt someone I now know I shouldnā€™t have with this mess and this is my start to fixing that mistake.ā€
Ā ā€œThat he didnā€™t know where his dick was goingā€¦ā€ You whispered as you looked at the radio like it was a person staring back at you. You wondered if he was talking about you as you moved around the island of your kitchen and headed towards your couch to sit and eat your sandwich. The host thanked him before announcing the next song as Burn by SIREN. You listened to the thunderous drums as you chewed, mulling over the words in your head before the guitars wailed and you thumped at the cushions.
ā€œWhy do I even think that? Heā€™s the one who just failed to tell me he has a girlfriend!ā€ You grumbled to yourself before pulling your phone out. You sighed as you opened MonstGram. In your inbox, there sat one message.
Ā ā€˜Can we talk? I need to speak to you. I know Iā€™m a selfish bastard but I want the chance to apologise.ā€™
Ā The same image of the figure by the sea. You took a deep breath as you looked at the vague image of Zadok and placed your phone down, the screen black as you finished off the last bits of your sandwich. Contemplation lasted only a moment as the screen lit up and the notification registered. Another message. You looked at the icon and opened it again.
Ā ā€˜I know Iā€™m the last person you want to see but Iā€™m sorry things ended up how they did. I hope my stupid actions didnā€™t ruin your love of our music. Iā€™ll leave you alone. Thatā€™s all I wanted to say.ā€™
Ā It stank of desperation. You looked from the message and back to your empty plate. It wasnā€™t manipulative. It was honest, and that made you hate how you were feeling even more. You opened the conversation again and stared at the picture of the sea and cliffs. Your fingers danced over the keyboard before you started to type.
Ā ā€˜One chance. Meet me at Full Moon Bar. Friday. Iā€™ll be on shift but Iā€™ll talk to you.ā€™
Ā ā€˜Iā€™ll see you then.ā€™
Ā With a great sigh, you closed your screen and looked up at the ceiling, your head resting on the back of the sofa cushions. It was a leap of faith, you knew that. You were trusting him with your good faith again.
ā€œIf he doesnā€™t show up, Miss Conch will be the least of his problems. Iā€™ll slice him up like sushi and mail him back to his manager.ā€ You spat, and the poisonous words made you feel a little better and hate him a little less. With a smile, you ran a hand over your face and got up to go and put your plate away in the sink for washing later. For now, you had a living area to deep clean, and you headed for the vacuum to try and clean Zadok from your mind for a while.
Ā The bar was quiet on Friday. Thankfully, there was a small group who had a lot of orders to keep you entertained. It distracted you from the nerves brewing in your gut.
ā€œHey, whatā€™s wrong with you today?ā€ Tom asked as he leaned over the bar, his nose perked as he sniffed at the air, ā€œYou smell off as all hell.ā€
ā€œGet your werewolf nose away from me, Tom. I mean it.ā€ You threatened as you turned to place some clean glasses under the bar, ā€œIā€™m not in the mood for your meddling.ā€
ā€œMeddling? Me? Never.ā€ Tom teased gently, ā€œIts like youā€™re worried though. Talk to me.ā€
With a great sigh, you turned back to face him, ā€œSomeone Iā€™ve not seen in a long time is comingā€¦I just need you to be there in case. Not with me or anything, just around.ā€
Ā ā€œOf course.ā€ Tom consoled, ā€œI hope this isnā€™t some abusive asshole, because I swear on the moon Iā€™llā€¦ā€
ā€œDonā€™t worry. Its not. Its just something I need to sort out.ā€ You assured him.
ā€œOkay. What time do you need a minute?ā€ he asked as he opened the bar door and stood next to you. You peered at the clock as the bell on the door rang, and Tom turned to greet them with a smile.
ā€œEvening.ā€ he said before he turned back to you, his eyes wide and his nose flared, ā€œTell me Iā€™m not dreaming, and that Zadok from SIREN did actually just walk into the bar.ā€
You stiffened as you peered around him, ā€œYouā€™re not dreaming big guy.ā€ You headed to the door, ā€œSo keep your cool. This is the one I need to talk to.ā€
Tomā€™s mouth opened like a large fish but he didnā€™t ask you any questions as you headed over to Zadok.
Ā Zadok ducked into a booth near the entrance, his head low and covered by a large black hood. His water respirator was on and he was wearing a mouth piece over his face. You watched him before finally taking the last couple of steps and sliding into the seat. You slid him a shot of whiskey. Zadok caught the shot glass and looked up, his white eyes locking with your own before he reached for his face and clicked a few buttons. The water drained from the mask and he pulled it free, smiling with needle sharp teeth. He was dressed in his usual baggy combats and a large, long sleeve shirt. The shirt was torn and had a few chains linked across his chest. He tugged off his hood and looked at the shot glass for a moment.
ā€œLook I know thatā€¦That I fucked up. What I did was selfish, and I took advantage of you.ā€ he started as he clutched the glass between his hands, ā€œI shouldnā€™t have I shouldnā€™t have let you do what you wanted but it happened and Iā€™m sorry.ā€
Ā You looked at his face and the wetness of his eyes, ā€œYou still did it, and that hasnā€™t changed. I wasā€¦I was hurt and upset. I had her message me, Zadok. Spiteful, horrible things. None of that hurt will go away but its fading.ā€
Zadok cringed over his drink, ā€œWe werenā€™t even properly together. We had sex and a few dates but with the tour, it wasnā€™t going any further. She messaged me constantly. Harrassed me with phone calls and I was justā€¦I should have told her.ā€ he looked you dead in the eyes, ā€œIā€™m sorry I dragged you into this mess.ā€
ā€œItā€™s a mess, but I appreciate you being so honest with me.ā€ You confessed as he thumbed at his drink before downing the whiskey. His hands looked a little steadier after the strong liquor.
ā€œItā€™s the least I could do. Sheā€™s in the past. Sheā€™s tried to file a lot of shit against me. It wasnā€™t worth it, and Iā€™mā€¦Iā€™m tired. She can have the song rights and royalties. I just want her out of my lifeā€
Ā You didnā€™t comment but nodded as he ranted a little. You knew about the allegations. It was widely known news to the fans now. Still, his interview weighed on your mind.
ā€œWhat you said in the interview you did on Metal Talks.ā€ You started, ā€œIs this what you were talking about? You wanted to make this right with me?ā€
ā€œYes. I knewā€¦Look I was a fucking idiot, I know that, but I ruined something that I thought was going to beā€¦ā€
ā€œMore?ā€ You added with a small smile.
ā€œCall it stupidity, butā€¦You were just stunning, and I got carried away. The alcohol didnā€™t help matters but I still think youā€™re amazing. Your love for the music, for life, it just spoke to me andā€¦ Look I canā€™t change anything, but I can try and sort this out.ā€ He pushed the glass over to you on the table, ā€œWe donā€™t know each other, not really, but would you be willing to know me, in a better way?ā€
You gut churned as you looked at his pearlescent skin and his beautiful white eyes, chewing the inside of your cheek, ā€œMaybe I would. I thought you were moving, in everything, from the moment I started to follow you all, but that doesnā€™t change what you did. I need time and space, but I would like to know you, the real you.ā€
Ā Zadok carefully reached for your hand and squeezed at your fingers carefully as he smiled and ducked his head. The door opened and Tom greeted the next customer. You sat, letting him hold your hand, before you blushed and got up.
ā€œYou still have to pay for the drink, but you can stay, if you like? I know Tom is dying for an autograph and a picture. Heā€™s probably your second biggest fan.ā€
Zadok chuckled and looked up at you, ā€œWhoā€™s my first?ā€
ā€œWell, you just might have to find that out.ā€
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hopelesshawks Ā· 4 years ago
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Love and Admiration Part 7- Drinks
18+ Bakugo x fem!pro hero reader
Summary: (Y/n) has known Bakugo since middle school, admired him since high school, and had a crush on him since the first time they met. Even now, a top pro hero in her own right, she canā€™t shake her school girl crush. Too bad Bakugo literally has no idea she exists. Well thatā€™s not entirely trueā€¦ He does know pro hero Mercury exists, but (y/l/n) (y/n)? Never heard of her.
Warning for male masturbation
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You must have cycled through half a dozen different outfits before you finally settled on one you liked: a careful balance of sexy and comfortable after a long day of hero work. Youā€™ve only been to Masahiroā€™s once before but itā€™s a nice enough place and the drinks are good. You spend a stupid amount of time putting on makeup and then double, triple, and quadruple checking how you look in the mirror before you finally head out.
Itā€™s an easy train ride into downtown, a few people recognize and stop you to ask for an autograph or words of wisdom or advice. Itā€™s a surreal experience, sure your popularity has been exploding lately but itā€™s still odd to be treated as a celebrity. As you walk past a billboard of yourself advertising athleticwear it occurs to you that you kind of are a celebrity. Your train of thought is interrupted by Masahiroā€™s coming into view. You hurriedly duck into the bar, itā€™s pretty empty on a Thursday night so it doesnā€™t take you long to spot Bakugo. He, of course, looks incredible. Heā€™s got on a plaid over shirt that heā€™s rolled up to his elbows, impressive forearms on display. The black tee he wears beneath it stretches tightly over his muscular chest. Heā€™s sitting at the bar top but you can still appreciate the way his jeans hug his legs. Heā€™s scowling down at his phone, having not noticed your entrance, and it shouldnā€™t be an attractive expression but somehow on him it just is. You take a deep steadying breath as you steel your nerves, trying to calm down your racing heart as you walk over towards him.
ā€œWhere are the others?ā€ Bakugoā€™s head snaps up at the sound of your voice, eyes connecting with yours. ā€œThey bailed,ā€ he scoffs, his annoyance clear in his voice. You hum in acknowledgment but then lean against the bar to flag down the bartender. Bakugo watches you curiously, only now properly taking in your appearance. You look good, heā€™ll admit. In the back of his head a voice that sounds suspiciously like Denki corrects him that you look hot. Itā€™s his first time seeing you in civilian clothing, he realizes, and you wear it well. Heā€™s still trying to decide whether he prefers you in your civilian clothes or hero costume when you finally get the bartenderā€™s attention and the sound of your voice snaps Bakugo out of his trance. His ears go slightly pink when he realizes his train of thought and he quickly shakes his head as if doing so will physically dislodge the thought from his brain. He decides to instead focus on whatever youā€™re talking to the bartender about. ā€œAn order of your finest sakĆ© please, and just keep the bottles coming until we ask you to stop,ā€ you tell the bartender with a grin. Bakugo is about to stop you, itā€™s a ludicrous fucking request considering the astronomical price tag that will surely come with it, but then you finish your sentence. ā€œOh and would you mind putting it on Chargeboltā€™s tab? He wanted to treat us to celebrate our big bust today but had to bail cause of work stuff. Yā€™know how pro hero work is,ā€ you continue. ā€œOf course! No problem Mercury, Iā€™ll get right on that,ā€ the bartender tells you before whisking off to fulfill your request.
As you get comfortable in your seat you find Bakugo giving you a slightly impressed look to which you respond with a shrug. ā€œIf heā€™s gonna bail on us the least he can do is let us get plastered on his money. If the bill gets too ridiculous weā€™ll switch to one of the other flakesā€™ tabs,ā€ you reply with a grin. To your delight, Bakugoā€™s mouth stretches into an amused smirk as he chuckles. ā€œWell played Mercury, well played,ā€ he tells you as the bartender brings over the first bottle and fills two small glasses for you both. ā€œWeā€™re off duty, at least call me (y/l/n),ā€ you tell him with a roll of your eyes. ā€œWell then (y/l/n), letā€™s make dunce faceā€™s fucking wallet hurt,ā€ Bakugo tells you, grin almost feral as he takes his glass and holds it up. ā€œIā€™ll drink to that,ā€ you grin before raising your own. The two of you cheers before quickly drinking down the contents of your cups, probably too quickly considering the quality it, and then pour yourselves another round.
Fast forward a few hours and you both have had way too much to drink. Your laughter is too loud, your grins too wide, but neither of you seems to care and after one person had tried to tell you to quiet down and Bakugo nearly ripped their head off no one else has made an attempt. Bakugo genuinely didnā€™t expect to have this good of a time. Sure, you occasionally would start teasing him, bringing back his trademark scowl, but it was always good natured in the same way Kirishima, Kaminari, and (dare he say it) even Deku tended to be. The kind of teasing he didnā€™t hate, the kind that didnā€™t make him want to hide under the bluster and temper that heā€™d worn like a shield most of his life. He also canā€™t help but notice little things about you like the beautiful color of your eyes, the way your outfit hangs off your incredible body just right, the way your laugh seems to brighten the entire room. The more the two of you drink the harder it is for him to push the thoughts away. Every time you almost catch him staring a little too intently, heā€™s immensely grateful he can blame the flush in his cheeks on the alcohol. You are distracting in a way no one has ever been for him and itā€™s a disconcerting enough thought that he shoves it away and locks it in a box full of things he refuses to think about.
ā€œHey Bakugo, you listening?ā€ you ask, waving a hand in front of his face. ā€œCourse Iā€™m listening dumbass what?ā€ he snaps, disgruntled at being caught lost in his thoughts of you. ā€œThatā€™s a lie,ā€ you snort. Bakugo is about to snap at you but you raise your hand to cover his mouth with a giggle to stop him from saying anything. ā€œLast call was like an hour ago, theyā€™re kicking us out dummy,ā€ you tell him, sliding your hand away from his mouth to let him reply. ā€œYouā€™re so drunk,ā€ he accuses you like a hypocrite. ā€œSo are you,ā€ you fire back. He doesnā€™t have a rebuttal for that so he just rolls his eyes before grasping hold of your hand and pulling you from the bar and into a waiting rainstorm outside.
Bakugo knows he should let go of your hand now that you two are outside. He knows you both should go somewhere to take shelter from the rain. Thereā€™s a lot of things he should do but instead heā€™s just standing opposite you, staring at your wide delighted eyes as you grin from ear to ear, alcohol keeping you warm even as the rain soaks through you twoā€™s clothes. This is the part where heā€™s supposed to say goodnight and the two of you will walk your separate ways but he finds himself not wanting to leave you yet. ā€œCā€™mon idiot, lemme walk you home,ā€ he tells you tugging you along towards the train back to Hosu City. ā€œI can walk myself home you know, I am a pro hero,ā€ you tell him teasingly as you catch up to walk along beside him. The mere thought of you walking around the city drunk and alone is enough to send a protective surge through Bakugo as he growls out ā€œAbsolutely fucking not.ā€ Even on the train he tugs you in closer against him, hiding you in the protective shell of his body and trying very hard not to think about exactly how close you are right now as you giggle and tease him. Your smell fills his nose and itā€™s intoxicating. He almost feels more drunk off your very presence than he does the copious amounts of sakĆ© the two of you had consumed.
Finally the two of you arrive at your apartment and Bakugo finds himself wishing the walk had taken longer. ā€œThis is me,ā€ you tell him as the two of you walk up to your front door. He needs to let you go, youā€™re both soaked through and could use a long, hot shower but his alcohol soaked brain insists on telling him the two of you should conserve water and shower together. He tries to keep his eyes focused on yours but he canā€™t help the way they instead wander down to your lips. Theyā€™re so close and youā€™re standing there so open and vulnerable. Without consciously choosing to do so Bakugo feels himself start to lean in as if pulled by some gravitational force. Heā€™s close, so close and when your eyes flutter shut he knows you feel the same pull he does. Just before he can close that final distance between you two, your phone rings, shattering the moment and causing both of you to spring apart. You curse and fumble to retrieve your phone before hurriedly answering. ā€œWha- yea. I just got home actually. Yes Iā€™m fine,ā€ you tell whoever is on the line with an exaggerated roll of your eyes. You mouth an apology to Bakugo but heā€™s a little preoccupied trying to figure out what the actual fuck just came over him as you finish up your phone call. Finally you hang up and turn back to him. ā€œSorry about that, just a friend checking I made it home safe,ā€ you explain. ā€œItā€™s fine I should, uh, get going,ā€ Bakugo says, looking anywhere but at you with his hands shoved deep into his pockets. ā€œOh, ok,ā€ you reply and Bakugo wonders idly if heā€™s imagining the disappointment he hears in your voice. ā€œIā€™ll see ya around I guess,ā€ he tells you. ā€œYea, Iā€™ll see you around,ā€ you reply. He nods and then turns around on his heel and quickly walks back down the direction the two of you had come in, oblivious to your gaze still trained on his back long after heā€™s entered the stairs.
When Bakugo gets back to his own apartment he almost immediately peels out of his wet clothes, leaving them in a heap in his bathroom as he pads across the cool tiles over to his shower. He canā€™t get you out of his head. Your laughter, your smile, your body, and especially the way youā€™d looked as heā€™d started leaning in towards you in front of your door. He turns the water on hot, waiting until it heats up properly before he steps beneath the spray. He thought the water might help clear his mind but it has the opposite effect. All he can do is think what may have happened had your phone not rang. Unbidden his brains offers him images of him closing that final distance to bring your lips together. He pictures pulling you in closer and kissing you senseless, pictures the way youā€™d breathlessly pull away just enough to invite him into your apartment. How the two of you would have made your way to the bathroom and stripped out of your wet clothes together instead of alone on opposite sides of town. His dick is already painfully hard when the temptation becomes too much and he reaches down and wraps one hand around it. As he slowly begins to jack himself off, he closes his eyes and pictures your hand wrapped around him instead. The image is so vivid, the memory of you so fresh, that it doesnā€™t take long for him to start approaching climax. He uses his free hand to steady himself on the wall as he moves his hand faster and faster, still pretending itā€™s you driving him closer and closer to orgasm. When he finally falls over the precipice, his cum splattering against the shower wall opposite him, itā€™s your last name that he moans as he slowly pumps himself through it until heā€™s finally spent. As he slowly comes back to himself, the post orgasmic haze clearing little by little, Bakugo is struck by two thoughts:
1. He is going to murder his idiotic friends
2. He is completely and utterly fucked
A/N: The fic finally earns its 18+ rating. Also, Masahiroā€™s comes from Masahiro Sakurai, the game developer who created the Kirby and Super Smash Bros games, which have always been my favorite.
Taglist: @pixelwisp @oliviasslut @larkspyrr @heroacadema @kozukatsuki @captaincyberqueen @undead-nyx
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szallejhscorner Ā· 3 years ago
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Hey you hope you are doing good :) for the numbers maybe something with 11? Love your work ā¤ļøā¤ļø
11: I just want to see you happy.
I was very happy indeed to get so many asks for the fluffy prompts, as I didn't expected more than one (: Love you, guys. Honestly.
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Dates with Chishiya can be hilarious at times. You know that heā€™s trying so hard, but it is still Chishiya after all. He just canā€™t understand the meaning of Valentineā€™s Day other than a grand way of money-making for certain industries, and the day heā€™ll actually go and buy you some flowers youā€™ll know something is terribly wrong.
You love him for being so indifferent to social constraints that tend to annoy you too, because whenever Chishiya does something for you, he means it. Heā€™ll never say something nice to you or empty the dishwasher because your anniversary requires it, but because he wants you to know that he cares for you.
It was hard at first to accept that heā€™d not confess his love in common ways. For a very long time, you had been so insecure about him not actually feeling the things that you feel for him, but now you know better. Chishiya has his reasons not to talk about love, but his heart is definitely capable of feeling it. And showing it in his very distinct ways.
But in the end, his attempts to show it are still deemed to fail at times.
The day couldnā€™t have been much worse to you. Itā€™s not even that something really bad happened except that days have been like that for some time now; itā€™s rather dozens of tiny things pilling up until you couldnā€™t even breathe properly any longer. A single sentence understood wrong, the last pistachio tasting bitter because itā€™s foul, a fly bothering you until you think you have to go crazy.
When you were finally given the chance to get home, you had hoped for an evening on the couch with nothing to do and nothing to say. Chishiya was supposed to be on late shift, and you still had some leftover food in the fridge.
And then you came home, greeted by your boyfriend the moment you opened the door. He had told you to refresh yourself without giving away his plans, and now youā€™re here - standing in front of the cinema while your stomach growls and you really donā€™t feel like spending two hours inside a room with dozens of other people sighing and coughing and sneezing while you canā€™t even focus on the movie.
ā€œSame drink as always?ā€
Chishiya has almost reached the entrance door already, competely deaf to your current mood. He only pauses because youā€™re not following him and still stand in the middle of the parking area, hands slung around your chest to prevent the cold wind from annoying you even further. Both the smell and the thought of popcorn make your stomach rumble, so loud that Chishiya hears it too.
Why does he take you to a cinema, anyway? You clearly remember the last time he had grumbled about almost everything: the drinks, the ads, the annoying children in the row behind yours.
His eyes move down to your stomach and he frowns. ā€œDidnā€™t you eat at work?ā€
ā€œSure! But that was like... six hours ago?ā€ You donā€™t need to sound so iffy, but somehow this really is not your day. ā€œI wanted to eat at home, but you didnā€™t let me.ā€
ā€œWe can go to the restaurant first. There are still some good movies running later todayā€, he adds with a shrug, while you simply stare at him.
ā€œWhy the hell do we have to do this, anyway? Itā€™s not even Valentineā€™s Day or anything.ā€ You had been so ready for the evening on the sofa. With a good series, the most unhealthy snacks you could find and the softest blanket available. Of course you wouldnā€™t have minded Chishiya there too, but not like this.
Said man finally seems to realize that youā€™re not in the mood for this at all, and he takes a step back towards you, tucking his hands inside the pocket of his hoodie. ā€œWe donā€™t have to at all. I simply thought youā€™d like that, and I just wanted to see you happy.ā€
ā€œI donā€™tā€, you snort and immediately feel bad about the tone of your voice. Moving your hand to your temple, you try to massage away a starting headache.
Chishiya examines you with the frown remaining on his forehead, and youā€™re afraid he will be mad at you for not appreciating what heā€™s trying to do. On every other day, you would have loved this for sure! But he chose the worst day possible for a surprise date.
His dark brown eyes move towards the sky and watch something you canā€™t see. ā€œTwo days ago, you wouldnā€™t talk about anything else than how great that date of your friend was. How was that not a secret message for me to do the same?ā€
Despite the situation, you canā€™t help but laugh dryly about the irony. That friend of yours had been taken out by her partner for a surprise dinner after watching a new movie all of you have been looking forward to see, and it had seemed to be such a great and romantic idea. Although you never intended to force Chishiya to do something like that.
And yet he did. He changed his shift to have the evening off for you, stepped over his own shadow and took you to the cinema - he even has planned to go to a restaurant with you afterwards. After so many months you two have been together, this seems nothing like him.
ā€œWhy...?ā€
He shrugs again. ā€œAs I said. I just want to see you happy.ā€ Another gust of wind causes you to shiver, and you return to your former position with the arms wrapped around your chest.
ā€œYou have been so stressed lately. And then you wouldnā€™t stop talking about that silly date. So I assumed it was what you needed to catch a breath.ā€
The idea makes you smile. Chishiya noticed that youā€™re going through a hard time right now, and he wanted to do you a favor. Even though it this here is so untypical for him that it had to fail, of course.
ā€œYouā€™re right. I canā€™t wait for the weekend to come! Honestly, this day has been so absolutely terrible.ā€ Since your hands are tucked into your armpits you canā€™t use them to gesture, but you step from one foot to another while talking and it makes Chishiya smirk. ā€œI am hungry, I am cold, and I definitely donā€™t want to see other people right now. Canā€™t we just go home and order pizza or something?ā€
Chishiya sighs in relief, and the chuckle escaping his lips surprises you. ā€œDoes that mean I donā€™t have to pull off something like this again?ā€
You join in with the laugh as you shake your head and link arms with him. Heā€™s so warm compared to the chilly air, and way more comfortable. And heā€™s heading back to home, away from the cinema.
ā€œI love you, Chishiya.ā€
ā€œPizza it is, then?ā€
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"Skeppy will probably cry" "Bad will probably cry". Bish, screw, that I am crying!!!
This whole thing was bloody gorgeous and I wasn't expecting that ending. I had no clue what ending to expect but that was definitely better than any I could have hoped for. Forest spirit to soulmate your honour!
I was terrified that you were gonna leave it at the point where he loses the spirit and becomes mortal again. If you had I would be actively sobbing!!!! And oh my god, the art!!! I still can't get over how wonderful your style is.
Imma ask fun things because if I don't I'll sit in a puddle of emotion all night:
What's the first tech thing Bad will buy and how annoying will he be about it? Poor Skeppy trying to answer 101 questions about something he doesn't really use XD.
Is no one concerned that the odd couple from a town they never name has a pet wolf??
Do they immediately go over to a different town or do they wander for a while. Find hidden creeks and befriend bears?
Does Bad still have a connection to nature and animals, like are creatures naturally more trusting of him?
Do they ever visit the og town again?
Does Skeppy still cause absolute chaos in other towns or has he learnt his lesson and only causes minor trouble now?
Does Bad ever try and study again? If he did what would he study and would Skeppy try to study as well?
Does Skeppy steal? I dunno, he just give off the vibe of a naughty lil trickster who'll pocket something if the owner refuses to sell it him.
Immediately after leaving the forest what the first 'argument' they have (not including the car one)?
Would they ever ride horse? If yes, how terrified would Skeppy be?
Skeppy falls outta tree. I don't know why but my mind keeps telling me that this man has great balance until he climbs trees. They are his mortal enemy and Bad finds this both hilarious and terrifying because he is going to hurt himself.
I had waaaaay more questions than I intended to have. My bad '^_^ but this story was way too much fun to read and you are entirely to blame for making it so engaging!
Make sure to take care of yourself and do stretches after and during drawing. You don't wanna hurt yourself <3
AaaaIā€™m so glad you liked it! :D And, dang, man, I cried while writing that part too :D
And I promised a nice ending for the main story, I did, and this one also makes the most sense narratively! For the story I wanted to tell, at least. Bad canā€™t really become human again, heā€™s changed to much. He can only move on, and do something with what he is, and has. And he did! :D Thatā€™s really nice and inspiring, this story will always have a place in my heart, heheh <3
Being a guardian spirit connected to a person and all, Bad may be not as strong as before, but he canā€™t die unless Skeppy dies first. And Skeppy can do that, but heā€™s pretty sturdy, and his lifespan operates on a whole other scale than human ones. And Bad knowing Skeppyā€™s real name balances it all out, makes them equal in the power and influence they have over each other.
So hellyeah, soulmates for the win :DDD
Iā€™ll answer all questions under the cut, and this close up from one of the pages!
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1) What's the first tech thing Bad will buy and how annoying will he be about it?
Probably a pager! Because itā€™s a more feasible thing to get than a wholeass computer Bad actually wanted :D An it means Skeppy will have to get one too, and that Bad will be having the time of his life texting him and everyone he can get a number from, even if theyā€™re still in the room with him.
Poor Skeppy indeed, he can learn to appreciate the pagers, and later phones, too, and computers, but he really has 0 idea on how it all works and why Bad is so fascinated by it all.
2) Rat and regular people
Oh, she can shapeshift, just like Bad! If theyā€™re out with people around, she takes form of a puppy, and Bad can pass her off as a weird mix breed rescue doggo.
3) Do they immediately go over to a different town or do they wander for a while?
Oh, since they have no end destination in mind, they can ride around for a bit, go visit some cool places and roadside attractions. Sadly, Skeppy is probably not spiritually or morally ready to full on befriend wild bears yet, and they do need money for gas and snacks. So, at some point they will have to stop somewhere and find work ā€“ at least for a bit, to save up. Lifeā€™s gonna be a bit complicated with all that, until Skeppy figures out his treasure-finding abilities :DD
4) Bad and nature and animals
He is definitely still in tune with all wildlife! Even more ā€“ Bad could become a proper guardian spirit for Skeppy in part because, in a way, Skeppy himself is part of the nature.
So yeah, Bad can understand animals (and plants) and communicate with them; theyā€™re just more free to not take his shit, and Badā€™s emotions do not ā€œpossessā€ them unless he makes an effort to do so.
He doesnā€™t like doing it, tho.
5) Do they ever visit the og town again?
Hm, I think they will completely forget about it for a while, until, like, 30+ years later they will be going somewhere, and find themselves around those parts. And they try to not appear too often in the areas theyā€™ve spent a lot of time in already (they can be pretty recognizable, and also barely show signs of aging). But itā€™s been a long time, and the townā€™s really different nowā€¦ So they make a stop, and spend a day there. They walk the unfamiliar streets between the new buildings, check out the popular hiking trail, the advertisements for hot springs and winter activities. The old cinema is still there, and is hosting an all-night marathon of classic horror movies of the last century.
Bad and Skeppy leave the town after sunset ā€“ the day was nice, but they have nothing more to do there. They ride through the forest on a well paved road, with radio playing something barely above the whisper. And in the dark of hot summer night, Bad can see the white stag running between the trees alongside their car. Shadows dance over the shimmering light of itā€™s fur.
Somewhere after the towns border, the stag disappears back in the forest. But the air in the car stays light and fresh, saving the smell of old pines and dry leaves all though the night.
6) Skeppy and chaos
Well, after the whole mess in the main story, Skeppy definitely learned some lessons, especially about not being a dick :D
But the thing is ā€“ he canā€™t really help the fact that things tend to stir up around him a lot. He naturally brings in chaos into everything, because he is, in part, a personification, or an outlet for it in the world. And so, to feel, well and good, and himself Skeppy gotta do stuff that disrupts balance, and creates some mayhem. And in gave him a lot of trouble in early life, but in the course of the main story he learned that he can chose were he lets that chaos to take hold, learned what can come of that chaos, apart from utter misery.
Like, where it can help dismantle something destructive, and where ā€“ bring in the more positive change, that was already brewing, possible, but is stagnant for some reason.
Soooo, I canā€™t say Skeppy causes only minor chaos in his life, but he sure learns even more about not being a dick :DDDD
7) The studying
I think Bad will want to get a higher education at some point, because he wanted to, and because itā€™s already new millennia and all that. Bet heā€™ll go for something very technical and/or literature. Maybe heā€™ll start by piking up some classes in small time colleges, when they stop in one place for a while, and later get into an online program, because why not.
Skeppy is not a college guy at all. Heā€™ll listen to Bad talk about it, read textbooks if he wants to, can research stuff, buuut going to classes and doing homework is definitely not his thing.
8) Stealing
Well, youā€™re right, Skeppy can and will steal stuff out of spite! And will be scolded by Bad for it, and will not feel (that) sorry about it. But real stealer between them will be Bad himself :D
Itā€™s justā€¦ he has the corvid tendencies, and a hoard (a box) of sentimental mementos from different people and events, and the thrill of stealing something small and harmless is very exciting. Bad is very proud of his little collection. Skeppy finds it very adorable, a bit hypocritical, and kinda creepy. Like, that pretty box he gifted Bad at some point is now full of stuff like:
- pressed flower from the clearing they had a picnic at on their anniversary
- the button the waitress lost that one day the storm caused a black out in the whole town
- some small animal bones
- couple pretty rocks Bad stole from Skeppyā€™s pockets
- penny that was once glued to the ground
- a handful of teeth people (and not people) lost in fights with Bad
- pen from some fancy hotel
- rainbow dash keychain that belonged to a child
- the list goes on
9) Argument
Oh, that same day theyā€™ll fight over whether they should stay at the really crappy and suspicious looking motel, or go sleep in a perfectly fine forest near the road. Ironically, Bad wanted to try out the motel (because, yay, first time spending the night back in civilization), and Skeppy was the one insisting on sleeping in nature (because the motel looks like it could give you 10 diseases if you even stand near it, and sleeping in the forest is kind of nice, and means they can cuddle).
10) Horses
The guys will probably ride them at some point. Well, Bad will ride, and Skeppy will sit on his horse and hope it knows what to do and where to go, because trying to make this giant thing do something seems dangerous. If theyā€™ll have to actually go somewhere fast, Skeppy will not survive that day, his butt (and legs) will be dead for days to come.
And riding with Bad on one horse may sound romantic and nice, but all romance dies when the gallop starts.
F.
11) Skeppy and climbing
Skeppy is more down to earth kind of guy, more of a ā€œrocks and cavesā€ kind of creature, real-life lizard person or something. Up on the trees and in the air ā€“ not really his element, yeah. But it doesnā€™t mean that Skeppy will accept this fact easy. The embarrassment of never managing to safely make it down a tree is too strong, he just has to do it all over again, and again. And again. Because, clearly, he was distracted this time. And the time before that Bad was teasing him, and it ā€œdisrupted his flowā€. And, really, maybe these trees here just do not like Skeppy much, and make him slip a lot. Yeah.
So, more often than not, if Skeppy climbs a tree, he will not stop climbing it until he falls, or the tree ends. Bad had to take him off high branches couple times, forcefully, because, of course, Skeppy was sitting there for 2 hours just to properly enjoy the sunset. He can climb down at any point, he just Choses not to. The view is amazing. The bark is literally part of his skin now, not because he holds on tight, no, heā€™s just Than Much one with the nature )<
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Donā€™t apologize for the questions! Itā€™s always so fun to answer them, and it makes me think more about stuff I may have skipped, or didnā€™t think about before. Itā€™s really nice :3c
Again, thank you for the ask, and for being here for this story! <3
(And Iā€™ll try setting timers for rest breaks while I draw, mb that will help)
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DATING EXO HEADCANON Aā‡“Z ā‡“Ā  Oh Sehun
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A ā‡“ AFFECTION
Incredibly affectionate, thatā€™s the best way to describe Sehun. He has a lot of love to give, and that usually ends up coming in the form of either a hug or a kiss, or sometimes just being able to hold onto your hand.
B ā‡“ BEFORE DATING
You worked backstage on Busted which was how the two of you met. Sehun had his eye on you quite early on, but he was far too nervous to say anything. He kept a close eye on you throughout the feeling, which was something several other members of cast and crew soon picked up on, encouraging him to at least say hello.
C ā‡“ CONFESSION
On the last day of filming, Sehun invited you to one side so that he could talk to you. You werenā€™t quite sure what was going on until Sehun began to tell you all about how he had been watching you over the past few weeks. When he finished his talk off by inviting you out to dinner, you were definitely taken aback, but you didnā€™t need much time to accept and go out to dinner with him that night to a nearby restaurant.
D ā‡“ DATES
Your dates together were usually quite spontaneous, Sehun loved to see what took your fancy when you stepped outside. He loved the element of surprise, if the two of you spotted something whilst walking around, youā€™d just head over and give it a try. Whenever he has an event for the group or his acting, heā€™ll always invite you. He loves to introduce you to his friends and show you what heā€™s been working on, whilst it might not be a date per se, time spent with Sehun is more than enough for you to enjoy.
E ā‡“ EXPERIENCE
You were the first experience of love Sehun had, a lot of the early days were about allowing him to learn about relationships. He was open with you about his fears and worries about dating, but after talking with you, he knew that he had to trust in the two of you. To begin with, he never said a word to anyone about you out of fear something would happen, however overtime, he began to relax a little more and seen began to share more with other people about your relationship and how happy he was with you.
F ā‡“ FIGHTING
Sehun isnā€™t afraid to say whatā€™s on his mind, which can sometimes lead to a bit of miscommunication between the two of you. Once he realises that what heā€™s said has upset you however, heā€™ll be quick to realise his own mistake. He values the time he spends with you in amongst his busy schedule so the last thing he wants to do with you during this time is fight. He wonā€™t be able to let an argument settle, as soon as it feels like itā€™s blowing up, heā€™ll diffuse the situation and encourage you both to talk about things rather than letting it fester. He wonā€™t leave you alone until an argument is resolved between you both.
G ā‡“ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY
His family were a little apprehensive to meet you, but as soon as they did, they saw exactly why Sehun fell in love with you. They were a little worried about Sehun when he told them that he was dating, but after getting to know you and seeing the two of you together, they soon saw exactly what Sehun saw in you too.
H ā‡“ HOME
Sehun only waited a few months before inviting you to move into his place. He was quite keen on having someone around to help and support him. It was only when he moved out, did he realise how much he needed the other members, and whilst they could never be replaced, living with you was just as good, if not better.
I ā‡“ ā€œI LOVE YOUā€
He was the first one to say, ā€˜I love you,ā€™ one night when you surprised him at the studio. You werenā€™t to know, but a visit from you was exactly what he needed. When he saw you, he just couldnā€™t help but say it as a token of appreciation to how pleased he was to see you. You thought nothing of it but hearing him say he loved you certainly made you smile.
J ā‡“ JEALOUSY
Out of the two of you, you tended to get jealous a little more than Sehun. You always knew that he was a social person, and at most events he loved to circulate and speak to people, but that didnā€™t stop you getting jealous at times. Sehun would be able to tell straight away when you were feeling jealous and would usually place his arm around you to not make a scene around his friends. When the two of you were alone however, heā€™d be a lot more verbally reassuring and remind you that you were the one he was with.
K ā‡“ KIDS
Having children felt like quite a way off for Sehun just yet, but that didnā€™t stop him from discussing it with you from time to time. He wanted to make it clear to you that he saw children in your future together, just not in the immediate future. Heā€™d often sit to himself and imagine what his future would look like with you and children, even if it wasnā€™t to happen straight away, Sehun couldnā€™t wait for the day.
L ā‡“ LAUGHTER
Hearing you laugh was one of his favourite sounds in the world, he couldnā€™t help but laugh whenever he heard you laughing. He loves to mess around with you and wind you up, heā€™s had plenty of practice over the years with mocking his elder members that he knew exactly how to get a laugh out of people. If youā€™ve ever had a bad day, he will work hard to put a smile on your face, if thereā€™s one good thing about Sehun, heā€™s relentless, and he wonā€™t stop trying until your smile is firmly back on your face for him to see.
M ā‡“ MISSING
The members are very protective of Sehun as the youngest, so they always pick up on when heā€™s missing you. Theyā€™ll rally around and pick him up and will also send you a text every now and then to maybe nudge you into getting into contact with him. You know that Sehun will try and convince you that heā€™s alright, so youā€™re always grateful whenever the boys get in contact with you and let you know whatā€™s really going on. It will take a while for Sehun to admit to how heā€™s feeling, but once you eventually break down that wall in him, heā€™ll open up. He works hard to make time for you whenever heā€™s on the road, at some points it can be a struggle, but he will always find a way even just to say hello to you.
N ā‡“ NICKNAMES
Sehun loves nicknames for you, cute names like ā€˜petalā€™ and ā€˜sweet,ā€™ are two of his usual favourites, he loves to change things up and take you by surprise with a cute little name that he knows will make you smile.
O ā‡“ OBSESSION
Heā€™s obsessed with your body, he could never pick a favourite part of it, but he loves to have some form of physical contact against you when heā€™s close to you.
P ā‡“ PDA
As heā€™s in public quite a lot at events and promotions, heā€™s not afraid to be affectionate with you in public. Heā€™s not someone that will make a big deal out of affection, but it will be enough to make it clear to other people that youā€™re with him and thatā€™s staying right by your side in order to keep you safe and protected.
Q ā‡“ QUESTIONS
Sehun has a very curious mind, so heā€™ll often ask you questions about the world. He loves to engage in conversation about anything that comes to mind and sit with you and enjoy several debates about random things.
R ā‡“ RANDOM FACTS
Very few people are aware of a bracelet that Sehun carries around wherever he goes. It was one he stole from your wardrobe a long time ago when he went away. If heā€™s wearing long sleeves, heā€™ll wear it on his wrist, but if his wrists are on show, heā€™ll tend to place it in his pocket or attach it to a zipper on his outfit, itā€™s something that you can look out for, but none of the fans or staff will even be able to see it on him.
S ā‡“ SEX
He loves to explore and try new things; his curious mind will often get the better of him as he aims to learn more about your money and your needs. Sehun takes great pleasure in taking care of you, he focusses a lot on your insecurities and will take extra time to reassure you about all of them. He loves to whisper into your ear and be as affectionate as possible, anything that will do the trick and put a smile on your face.
T ā‡“ TEXTS
His schedules are often busy which means thereā€™s limited time for you. When he can get a moment during those busy days heā€™ll always send you a text to prove to you that heā€™s taking care of himself and eating well.
U ā‡“ UNIVERSE
For so many years heā€™d been the baby of the group, but now he liked having someone to look after. He was loyal to you always, once he felt his heart beat around you, he knew that he saw his forever with you.
V ā‡“ VACATION
Whenever he went overseas, Sehun would try hard to be able to get you to go with them. He travelled often with everything that he did, but he loved to have you with him. On his days off, he loved to take you out to explore and give you a bit of time with him too away from his busy schedule that constantly interrupted you both.
W ā‡“ WHINING
If he didnā€™t have your attention, Sehun wasnā€™t afraid to kick up a storm. Heā€™d sit and wait patiently until he had your full attention and then heā€™d talk.
X ā‡“ XXXXX
Sehun is a big fan of kisses, theyā€™re simple ways of constantly reminding you that he loves you in his opinion. He much prefers to kiss you than for you to kiss him, he likes to be with the one to make your heart burst and fill you with a lot of warmth. His kisses can often be spontaneous too, he loves to take you by surprise and appear by your side when you least expect him by pressing a kiss against the side of your face.
Y ā‡“ YOU
You were his partner in crime, together the two of you were very mischievous.
Z ā‡“ ZZZ
At night, Sehun loved to sit and talk with you. Heā€™d lay tangled up with you, he loved to play with your hair especially whilst youā€™d tell him what was on your mind, and then lay as he responded and supported you in whatever it was you told him.
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what do you think about ADHD sunny? i just want more headcanons around this because i do think he shows some symptoms like maladaptive daydreaming and zoning out (but could also be disassociation), i think he fidgets (that part where he's in the swing with Aubrey in the real world), impulsivity too, aa i rlly just want more ideas and headcanon about this, i just think its neat
Ah! Love this ask so much because it leads into my favorite topics to deep dive about!! Iā€™m going to preface this with the fact that Iā€™m an education student and I want to potentially do my masters in special education. Iā€™ve worked in a lot of special education classrooms, and Iā€™m neurodivergent myself so I have given Sunnyā€™s particular mind quite a bit of thought.Ā 
Personally I definitely think Sunny is autistic, but I do consider that he might have comorbidty with ADHD. I really think Sunny is autistic coded for a number of reasons (Always wearing the same clothes, non emotive, quiet but deeply understanding of others, has his special group of people, has his own routine around touch, etc.) and the thing is so many of the things you mentioned are autistic and adhd traits!! Thatā€™s because those two kind of go hand in hand, but I wonā€™t bore you all with this (Iā€™ve actually written a ten page paper on how ADHD and Autism are super similar and tons of people have comorbidty with those two and how classrooms can be more accomodating) So TL:DR sorry Nonnie I tend to headcanon Sunny as autistic but ! Iā€™ll drop some headcanons here and hope you like them!
Sunny doesnā€™t like Aubreyā€™s bunny because the texture of the fur feels wrong. Mewo is his favorite and he pets her almost constantly if shes around. He canā€™t explain it to the others, but they donā€™t need an explination.
Sorry to anyone who likes Sunny and Mariā€™s parents...but
They are very much the parents who are not great for their non neurotypical children. (Mari has OCD change my mind) Sunny never was diagnosed and their parents both react in not great ways to Sunny
Their mother tends to treat Sunny either as a baby (her still calling herself his mommy at 16...) or she ignores it and tries to make Sunny asĀ ā€œnormalā€ as possible
Their father is just...dismissive
Which leaves Mari. Mari who adores her little brother so much and thinks heā€™s utterly perfect. Mari who does as much research as she can with almost no knowledge and all the love she has for Sunny.Ā 
Mari is the one who buys Sunny all of his stuffed animals. She saves up her pocket money and brings him to toy stores and they spend hours with him running his fingers over the various toys to pick the ones that make him feel comfortable. She never rushes him to pick.Ā 
Mari is the one who makes their piano room and their bedroom a sanctuary. She keeps the curtains always half drawn and she plays gentle melodies on the piano which help Sunny to center himself when heā€™s had bad days. She plays ballads a lot because they seem to be what Sunny likes most
Mari is the one who teaches Sunny to breathe and focus and persist. It doesnā€™t always help when the world becomes overwhelming, but she does her best. Sometimes she just has to sit next to him and let him have a moment of feeling bad and confused by the world. Then she will hand him Mewo and let her pet him, and dry his tears, and remind him that she loves him more than anything
She doesnā€™t always get it right, but sheā€™s here for him exactly as he is, and thatā€™s more than their parents
I def have more but I leave these here. I have a bunch for him and the rest of the group, but I tend to get stuck in the sibling dynamic LMAOĀ 
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