#I forgot how hard this episode was
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Tony: Still no Ziva. I tracked down Adam Eshel in Belgium. He hasn’t spoken to to her in over a year but he was pretty sure she was staying at her father’s old house.
Reporter: We are just receiving late word of a possible survivor being pulled from the rubble. No identity as of yet as rescuers continue to dig.
Tony: I can’t stay here.
Gibbs: We know that.
Tony: If that’s Ziva, I got to go.
Gibbs: We know. McGee, get him a plane
13x24, Family First
Imagine a workplace that would charter a plane to get you to find your soulmate who potentially was just found. Ziva’s name has barely been uttered this season, yet it is deep seeded in everyone how much Ziva means to Tony. Flings have come and gone, yet her necklace has remained in his top drawer. How many times has he pulled it out to hold when he was stuck on a case? How many times did he look up expecting to see her sitting at her desk? How many times has the rest of the team looked over at him lost in thought, necklace in hand with a glisten in his eye that kept them from whatever business they needed from him? With one mere thought of her in danger or helping rescue her, he’s gone. Time and time again he shows up when Ziva is in danger or presumed dead, and every time he will stop at nothing to find her. This time may look different, but she’s waiting for him.
#MY HEART#I forgot how hard this episode was#they’re so in love#time and tragedy have been against them from the start#ncis#ziva david#tiva#tony dinozzo#tony and ziva#loves of my life#ncis 13x24
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#sherlock#it might be the cough medicine but I'm really feeling the bbc sherlock wedding episode today#a good feeling ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡#like finding an old block of cheese in the back of the fridge you forgot about and its gotten super hard and chewy#i currently have half a block of gouda curating in the vegetable cupboard#waiting#how are you doing friends!! C:#I'm good! I still have the cough but I also got a new scarf#I'm still thinking about buying window colors as well but I am waiting if that is also just because of the cough medicine#I can't believe it's already been a year since I have moved! last year I was doing everything here for the first time#and now everything is happening for a second time! that year was both very long and also happened very fast#our floor in the “office” my father wanted to install still is not completly done but he threw up last time he tried#he did not threw up because of the floor but because every time he does a home renovation project he drinks 3 liters of Cherry Coca Cola#we are trying to not make him drink 3 liters of Cherry Coca Cola but he doesn't want anyone else to finish the floor I think so we just do#not mention the hole in the floor#have a nice autumn day friends!! I hope you're doing well! ( ´͈ ◡ `͈ )#♥
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Tony DiNozzo and Ziva David ↳ UNDER COVERS
#tony dinozzo#ziva david#tiva#ncis#ncisedit#my gifs#my posts#mine: tiva#mine: ncis#userannalise#usersof#cinemapix#userthing#dailyflicks#usersource#tvedit#filmtvdaily#userstream#useroptional#otpsource#did i really make a scene set if i didn't make it 3000 gifs long because i can never decide what to take out#i forgot how hard it was to gif s3 tiva like wow what whiplash this has been. but these are better than my gifs 4 years ago of them#loving the new tumblr sizes bc i can make them bright and it lets me?? madness. still ruins it making them bright but i've accepted my fate#crying that they changed the filter on the first kiss gif like who approved this?? we need to have a conversation.#these match kind of but we will ignore the mess and embrace the green. moment of silence for my ps who had several breakdowns making these#so many things to obsess over still in this. the way she takes his hand? leads him across the room? the confusion on his face? perfection.#anyway it's under covers day tomorrow so here is an under covers set. need them to go frame by frame explaining this episode for my sanity
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PAM SWYNFORD DE BEAUFORT 7.04 "Death is Not the End"
#true blood#truebloodedit#pam swynford de beaufort#hboedit#kristin bauer van straten#tvgif#tvedit#my gifs#*tbgif#i've been slowly rewatching and listening to the podcast#and now i must make stuff#so why not start with my fav in my favorite episode of the series#i forgot how dark and hard to color this show is
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AGHHhhh I swore off Inanimate Insanity after the Cabby disrespect but then I heard they were KILLING PEOPLE IN THE FINALLE???? I want to rewatch the season before I draw anything serious but Oh my god the plot twist makes me feral
#inanimate insanity#art#digital art#fanart#ii yinyang#ii mephone4#ii paintbrush#ii cherries#ONE OF MY MAIN PROBLEMS WITH THE SERIES(other than the ableism lol) WAS HOW THE CHARACTERS NEVER AKNOWLAGED THIER LIVES OUTSIDE THE SHOW#Seriously going feral over the twist it was actually worth the wait I think#now for the horrors of trying to rewatch earlier episodes will I be able to do it without killing myself from cringe? find out soon#also I have a hard time rewatching things in general my brain just struggles to sit still for that long with things ive already experienced#Also I made the Cherries transfem bc I forgot to doublecheck their gender before drawing them and I like the design too much to change it#They need the prize money to pay the debt from their double transition
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-------- In spite of the way that it is --------
#sam winchester#spn#spnedit#samedit#samwinchesteredit#I've not made a graphic in 7 years forgive me#I forgot how hard it is to colour match between different episodes so I gave up lol#but anyways I have another Sam x Hadestown edit in my brain soo look out for that I guess#reason for hope#mine#my edit#s1#s4#s5#s9
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The L Word | S2E01
#the l word#shane mccutcheon#kate moennig#in a horrible mood but i still had the episode open from last night and laughed so hard at this awful outfit i almost briefly forgot#i actually love it in concept i just dont know what they were thinking with the random sidepieces for her hair which i think throw the whol#thing into this weird sort of disarray#but i love the short blazer sleeves ovr the shirt a lot also how weirdly unironed the shirt kind of appears#also the low jeans with the belt..? not crazy about the decor on the blazer tho#but i love the glasses forevr#but again i feel like her hair is so weirdly fried in this or maybe cked with hairspray#anyway im fine sorta#actually really funny to post this also after the last one bc she looked so good in that and so BAD here#soryr this outfit deserved its own complete commentary in tags but lookbook coming eventually#also im pretty sure her hair is like tied back in some sor tof way which also looks horrific#who did this literally whos idea was this#also sorry it was roiginally 4 but looking at them together i think it only needs 2
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After 15 hours I have another drawing
Gillion my beloved
Other things
#gillion tidestrider#jrwi riptide#jrwi gillion#jrwi fanart#GILLION MY BOY#gang rendering is so hard but I’m so fucking happy with how this turned out#digital art#also I was rewatching riptide as I did this#forgot how feral the first few episodes are#jrwi show#jrwi podcast#ok bye bye
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just finished crush on my s5 rewatch and oh my god I NEED to know what the general opinion was when that episode first came out. how did y'all og buffy fans react to that??
#I forgot how INSANE that episode is holyyy shit#he's so annoying and creepy vjfvjndj honestly if I wasn't so fond of spike that episode might've put me off from him#we love a guy who can't take no for an answer#but also... spike. so. I cringe but I continue on anyhow#also maybe evil of me but I think it would've been SO funny is harmony dusted him with that arrow#to survive everything he's been through only to be done in by harmony in that moment? fantastic#like if he died then it would've been like see!! he's going on a rant about how he should just kill both of them oo he's not truly changed#or whatever do you get me? if they wanted us to not like spike well there that would've been perfect lol#or to kill him during lovers walk obviously but y'know just a thought if he died here instead#also HIII HI DRU DRU I LOVE U!!! she's so lucid in this episode honestly it's kinda weird haha#I'm used to her floating about nattering on about fucking whatever nonsense she's saying#aka my most rewatched episode is school hard and that is always my most recent memory of her#love that she kept laughing at him as well tho like yeah#spuffy#spike btvs#drusilla btvs#buffy summers#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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hiiii i filled this thing out
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#woah ! the bunny talks !#osomatsu san#mr osomatsu#ososan#osomatsu#ichimatsu#todomatsu#benimatsu#bitches be like ''oh yeah i like the side characters in this show'' and completely IGNORE aida and sacchi#dw girls i see you i see you#idk raaaaah this was dumb its two in the morning and i had to rewatch osomatsu and todomatsu for two of these images#i forgot how good that one was holy fuck#i laughed so damn hard#idk if its obvious but i looooove season two. my favorite#most of my favorite episodes are in season two#zaimoku was a close second but then i realized it wasnt actually that close#fishing trio is my fave trio so ig that helps#orson stop talking in tags challenge (impossible difficulty)
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Arcane peaked at episode 3 I can't lie
#I mean it was *good* but y'all overhyped it a tad#and season 2 there was just way too fucking much going on at every given moment#this show would've benefitted from either less characters/plot points or much more episodes#the death of filler episodes is a curse blah blah etc#there's so many people that I can barely care about most of them. if the character designs didn't go so hard I'd have forgot a lot of them#Jinx is cool. Vi is cool. Silco was cool. I like Victor well enough. I don't like Jayce. Everybody else just looks nice.#where did Ekko and that little furry thing even go#but yeah episode 3 went fucking crazy#to be fair I don't know how they could have topped 'little girl accidentally murders entire family the one time she succeeds at anything'
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After watching Kipo and going “yeah why not watch She-Ra for the third time” it’s very satisfying to have a show where they just fucking hit people
#like I know the combat isn’t really the point of kipo it’s the environmentalist message and not seeing some kaiju duke it out#but also having She-Ra blow stuff up and punch soldiers is still very satisfying#also wow I forgot how hard they went with the war aspect in the first two episodes#I feel like that doesn’t really come back#kipo and the age of wonderbeasts#she ra#revealing my fandoms like a magician doing a card trick#rainbow review
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using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, read at your own risk.
#but jesus christ coming back home while already knee deep in a suicidal episode was an awful idea#like i was maybe on the verge of improving and then i came back to all of this family bullshit#and the place as well like it’s so. i don’t want to say isolated necessarily. but so much it’s own little bubble#and i spent the last eight or nine years i lived here depressed and the last six suicidal#and being back here feels like the actual place is telling me to die#and i don’t think it helps that every place i go i know or know of someone who successfully committed suicide#like. oh this person drowned themself here. or that person hung themself in these woods. or several people jumped off the side of this clif#like. it all feels like reminders of my failures. and it’s like. cmon. wouldn’t it be easy. all you need to do is jump. is slit your throat#is find a decent piece of rope. idk. but everything is so much and i just want it to stop and it feels like the ground itself#is giving me a way to do it.#i genuinely feel like i’m like 16 or 17 again. and everything that isn’t within these hills#feels like a haze and not actually real. like the concept of buxton doesn’t actually exist and my friends do not actually exist and nothing#actually exists except the place i’m in and my family and the pub#i think going back to work at the pub was a mistake; i think it’s making this worse. especially because it’s henry’s dad’s local#and where henry’s wake was. and nothing there has changed at all. it’s like the whole last year never happened.#and i only need to get through two more days but it feels like an impossible task and i keep thinking being back in york will fix me but id#if that even true like. i was suicidal before i left. and it’s going to be intense and stressful and then i have to leave again.#come back here and do three full weeks of this all over again. i haven’t even managed two yet this time around. and i feel like#such a failure and such a drain on my friends (and on one in particular) because it just#is so much and has been so long and everything is complicated and awful and i think if i hadn’t come back i’d be in a normal mental state#by now. that’s the worst fucking part. and also the whole thing of i know how to be suicidal here. i know how to not give a shit about#living here. i know how to do that. but ive never had to try before. like im trying to improve and im trying to hold on and hold off the#urges to kill myself or self harm or whatever because i said i would and because i KNOW it can be better than this and bc i love my friends#and they love me and i don’t want to upset them or make them anxious or anything like that and kat made me promise to try and im trying so#fucking hard and it feels like it’s not even worth the effort because it’s so much effort and everything is so overwhelming and awful and i#hate the way my family interacts and i just want everything to stop and idc if suicide is the cowards way out or selfish or whatever#bullshit people say it feels like the only option i can actually withstand because everything is so much pain and so much effort and so muc#everything and i can’t deal with it anymore. and also i forgot just how much i have to fucking mask in front of my parents and especially m#father and it’s so exhausting and i can’t sleep and there’s so much yelling and i just need it all to stop#i’ve had major breakdowns the last 3 nights about wanting to die so much & trying so hard to not let myself & idk how much longer i can tak
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> Show up
> 29 hours getting in makeup and up on the fuckin,, animatronic rig
> Act so camp you'll be shitting bonfires
> Never return to the show
She served cunt like it's shrimp at an all-you-can-eat boufet, nobody's ever done it like her
#original broth#shitpost#doctor who 2006 christmas special: the runaway bride#the racnoss empress#more like the racnoss cuntress#been lowkey fixated on donna noblé these past couple weeks so i set to rewatch all her episodes. shes as incredible as i remembered 👍#but i forgot how hard the racnoss cuntress ate#🟥🕷🧍♀️
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they should make podcasts more visual for me specifically to have an easier time drawing fanart
#i know its an audio medium but why do half the scenes happen in vague unclear locations???#WHERE THE FUCK ARE THE TWO CHARACTERS HAVING THIS CONVERSATION!!!!#and YES i get why podcast creators tend to leave out physical descriptions to allow for more headcanon space BUT.#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MAKE IT CLEAR WHO A CHARACTER IS!!! I NEED VISUALS I CAN REFERENCE#also... more symbols that can work as visuals PLEASE im BEGGING...#^^^ guy who has the most nothing problem ever#I WANNA MAKE AMVs AND ANIMATICS BUT NOTHING FUCKING STANDS OUT ENOUGH!!! !GRAHHH#i AM thinking about the grotto btw i have so many questions about the locations and settings of the latest episode.#this is just like that time i forgot that apartments could be on the ground floor and was endlessly confused#i am also thinking about woe.begone fucking impossible ass podcast tghat is stupid hard to draw because the themes are so abstract#and there are rarely visual symbols to use!!!#and a lot of the visuals rely on cultures i don't really understand (i didn't clock that the crust punks were crust punks)#(i dont understand what a valley is )
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Next week will be the first time I am doing this, but definitely about to skip bahmee scenes in the trainee (let's wonder if there is any of the drama left)
#i can stand this fake ass bitch with her crocodile tears anymore#and the worse thing is the show just trying to force us to like her but never giving any development#just her blaming everyone or crying her way out of things ✨#i truly gave all the opportunity for this drama to show her changing#focusing on her career#but idk i hate when they give messy characters but are too scary for helding them accountable in the plot#her mistake was grossed over and now they are pretending it was okay for her to cheat? because she was lonely?#girl there was many options before cheating#like talking or breaking up#not cheating in your relationship birthday#the way she treated pah this episode says a lot too#he was the only one calling her out in her bullshit#so she goes and cry to her boo about how her boyfriend was mean (to justify the cheat to herself and the audience)#then when pah gets hurt#she makes it about herself#cries#and make it so that is hard for him to stay mad or actually call her out again#making herself the victim of the whole situation agaun#when the one that got hurt was pah#i never forgot by the way#all she chased her boyfriend every single minute of his breathing#causing problems during meetings and breaking important materials (the hd that could get him fired)#but sure he was the one being dependent on her abd begging her to care for his evrry breathing second#the trainee#the trainee the series#oh yeah#and i do know a lot of this readings are in bad faith#i can see what the directors are trying to portray here#but to me they are just delivering a fake shallow girl
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