#I feel suffocated

[deadassjsawhitegirl]

i wanna cvt so bad ive been clean for a month and everyones so proud of me for it but i feel so trapped in my skin and the only way i know ill feel comfortable again is if i cvt some skin open to let myself breathe. i havent breathed in so long.

[webanglikethat]

some people are so annoying like shut upppp ‼️ it’s free ‼️

[liakns]

Passa

E se não passar

Eu finjo que passou

Até não fazer sentido sentir mais

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

How do I get over it when trust is questioned?

[umaimayasmine]

Being hurt by the people you expected would not turn out like everybody else did, this feeling of loneliness, the emptiness in my heart and the agony in my tears.. the way my own breathe chokes me at times. It’s never going to end.

[kimiko24]

I'm trying so hard to create happiness for myself and find it in the little things but honestly

[laceyloki]

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[mibastalaluna]

and now that love is on the corner, i suffocate all the romanticism in me. why does it have to been so torturous trying to let all the pressure go and be able to express my feelings?

[speedmetalqueen]

Here I go ranting again- but I know y’all like the chisme comadres 😩

It’s funny to me that I met my bf through Facebook and he was the one who sent me a friend request and was the first to hit me up. And we talked for two weeks until he asked me if he could come see me up in Dallas, he lived in the Houston area.

At first I was hesitant cuz I was like what if he’s a serial killer 😭

But anyway I told him that if he wanted to date me he would have to move to Dallas cuz I don’t do long distance and he said okay. We didn’t even know each other very long but we started dating a month later and moved in together.

And as time went on together we became so in sync that we would have the same thoughts or sing songs out loud and one of us would be like I had that stuck in my head. Just like telepathic twin shit. My parents even started calling us ‘the twins’ and strangers would ask if he was my brother because we apparently looked alike.

So it does hurt my feelings that he’s apparently tired of always hanging out with me because I’m not. Like honestly don’t like being away from him long.

But trust our relationship isn’t perfect just like everyone we have problems. But I feel like I’m drowning.

Like asshole you came to me! You sent that request! You wanted to move to be with me! So wtf. You chased after me and now you’re feeling some type of way? Nahhhh. But besties I also have toxic tendencies.

I think about what if we give it a break? What if we just agree to break up and if things are right we can try again? But the thing is I know that’s not Guaranteed, he could move on, or I could.

But he’s my best friend and soulmate. I’ve never connected with someone they way we do. And he even says that.

[catboyllawliet]

i miss my wretched little loser college town where i could walk to cvs and kroger and several restaurants and, if i was determined enough, campus

[liakns]

Tem coisas aqui dentro de mim que nunca vou poder falar em voz alta e são justamente as que me sufocam...

[skellydun]

who wants to lay on top of me like a weighted blanket and fix me

[umaimayasmine]

All i want is someone to hold me, hold me till all my fears fade away, till all my worries go away, till all that haunts me disappears and all that hurts me melts down. Till my eyes learn how to cry tears of happiness and pure bliss and my heart finds the peace it yearns. Just hold me still. Hold me for once and forever.

[lucckitty-333]

might do something stupid,,,,

[thegaiyaa]

People live such glorious lives, I want that too. It’s not fair, I don’t want to be trapped here like I’m in a zoo.

[arlim23]

I really want to cry out and pour these tears out.

I have accepted it already that I can't be part of it

But it doesn't mean it hurts less

And I have no idea that it will hurt this much.

Can somebody help me?

I am drowning.

I am suffocated.

Can somebody hear me?

All I want to do is breathe. . .