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Lost weight on a bulk i am fucking PISSED GRAHHHHH
#cw weight talk#cw weight#fitness#gym#weightlifting#bulk#I feel stronger at least#but I wanna be BUILT I WANNA HAVE CAKE
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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent
#xmen#xmen comic#krakoa#cherik#snap chats#until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny#how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind#ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM#i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were#fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something#and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone#and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly#ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious#sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder#and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room#GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom#im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building#obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3#in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral#ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am#im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day
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Relationship envy except I envy the bond between iconic fictional characters Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson
#their relationship is so beautifully made#your honor they're everything to me#it doesnt even matter if you view them platonically or romantically#you cant deny the love they have for each other#the way that watson writes about holmes is just full of love and admiration#even though holmes doesnt express his feelings in the same way#he still loves him more than anything#as seen in 3GAR and DEVI#they both love each other so much#they both strengthen each other you see#they protect each other#they're a team#they each bring something unique to the table#but it doesnt feel like one is inferior to the other#at least not to me#traditional relationships always make me feel like someone is inferior/weaker than the other#holmes is smarter intellectually and he's stronger physically#but watson has the emotional intelligence#they balance each other perfectly#theyre PARTNERS in every sense of the word#and i want a relationship like theirs#i feel like traditional gender roles and stuff limit me from having a real relationship like this#as a girl#im expected to be weaker and softer#i mean even sherlock holmes says women are weaker#for gods sake#i feel like i will never achieve this level of equal partnership with a man#sherlock holmes#john watson#holmes/watson
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Adam's turn... <3
I really like doing portraits like this... if they didn't take so long I'd do them way more
#seriously each of these took like 5 hours LOL#it was really hard to get them to match too#cause steve is so like. rough. and has a lot more textures going on in his skin and beard and stuff?#so it's really easy to trick the brain into being like “woag thats detailed and feels real”#versus adam is extremely smooth and well kept#so it's a loooot harder to get them to feel like...#on the same level#while still being in the same style#so it took at least an hour of futzing#maybe 2 LOL#to get them to feel on the same level of detail and in the same style!!!#ok enjoy#portrait#illustration#digital art#my art#adam#time and time again#ttawebcomic#also I will DEFINITELY be uploading their two portraits side by side like... at some point#so#idk dont 'be on the lookout' for that#but I think it makes like a stronger post so definitely expect to see these a few times#I mean it took me like 10+ hours to draw them YOURE SEEIN EM OKAY
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the way i fall for satoru more and more every day even after all this time is so astounding to me you truly are one of a kind bright eyes
#— ai rambles#like ??????? you’d expect for my hyperfixation to lessen at least a little bit but no#it’s getting stronger with each day he’s literally the love of my life confirmed#i feel truly so good cherished and loved with him wth 😔#my bright eyes <333333
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the moment he won a bet
#httyd#eretlout#art#httyd fanart#doodle#digitalart#might redo this later#ignore the wonky anatomy I did draw this on my phone late at night with zero reference lol#I imagine snotlout is stronK#I mean#5000 pounds of flaming muscle for a dragon#actually who is stronger??#I feel like they could equal each other surprisingly#or at least they could have a damn good fight#eret snotlout jorgensen#eret x snotlout#snotlout jorgenson#he danglin#10 likes and I’ll draw them going at it 👀#julesdraws#sneret#snotret
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see i wonder how, if at all, frank being a girl would have affected the relationship with grandma zhang. would she have been even harsher on her granddaughter, knowing women have to work twice as hard, run twice as fast? held her to even higher impossible standards? or would she have seen her daughter, frank's mother, in her... and maybe been softer, more affectionate?
#frank zhang#grandma zhang#bet's on the first one btw.#i think she would have known that frank has to be even tougher. even stronger.#buuut there's also no discounting the second option...#grandma held a lot of love for emily... seeing how her own daughter turned out might change her view of things.#or at least inspire feelings of weakness.#this would be easier to answer if we knew exactly how gma raised emily#its somewhat implied it was similar to how she treated frank but never anything detailed i dont think#anyway frank would be like 5x crazier if she were a girl.#heroes of olympus#riordanverse
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About to fistfight anyone that's ever hurt Vessel.
#bc sure my kindness is strong#but my fucking rage could be stronger#its something ive definitely grown into#but also -> has never been in a fight <-#but at this point i also feel like theres nothing to lose if i do#MEET ME IN THE PARKING LOT AT DUSK#🤜💢#if anything i can at least ATTEMPT it#but i could definitely mouth off for a millenia#sleep token#worshitposting
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In your professional educated psychology opinion. why is cherik Like That
i cannot give a Professional educated psychological opinion until at least may but as far as i can tell queer people cant be normal bout anything so thats why theyre like that
#snap chats#if i wanted to tbh i prob could do a Genuine Overview of Why Theyre Like That from a character study standpoint#not like the series aint givin me crumbs ...... obligatory 309 mention Do We Get Why Thats My Favorite Issue Now#its literally charles being his own therapist with erik as his mouthpiece. weird ass psychosexual episode like my god#this what i mean when i say queer people cant be normal cause whats that for...#idc if you explained it to me as erik being the embodiment of everything charles hates about himself#see now i wanna reread it but i left the issue at my moms !!!!!! im going back tomorrow for the weekend at least... i can read it then...#im still standing in astoundment...#and when charles said he became obsessive with finding other mutants after meeting erik#oh girl your break up was MESSY messy .... dare i say rebound era ...#charles you cant fill the void like that ......#anyway im gonna be sick now that im thinking of Iconic Cherik Things again i have made myself sick thinking of them#fym your feelings for erik was stronger than falling in love Kill Yourself PLEASE#ok ill stop. ill go now.#ask me this question again like four months idk im not a doctor and i never will be#should i go clinical just so i can pull a lorna and remind everyone of my phd every other day#very funny in theory but too expensive of a joke i fear and while i love a good joke My God.
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writing fanfic is so humbling I feel like all pretense of my own skills at human behaviour and understanding fall away and I'm crafting a shambling mass of half-emotions and rigid essay-like prose and the characters I want to force together are suddenly magnets with the wrong end facing each other
#but i realized something huge today.#i was always thinking i was making The little fics i keep secret For Me.#but me os also hypothetically a future person (or present person) who is looking at the same empty tag and wishing there was at least one#mediocre thing in there.#that guy is me in this moment#i can make the mediocre thing so that a future me can be fed by it rven a little#my bemoanings#wether or not i manage to make it through a ehole thing to post it is still s gamble#but at least i feel a stronger sentiment now
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Ok officially done with Jentry Chau and let me say: there are a lot of onions in my house rn
#*proceeds to ugly cry*y#jentry chau spoilers#Jentry chau#I saw an article that quoted echo wu saying that the relationship between Jentry and Gugu was complicated#And thus the three extra episodes on top of the usual ten was warranted#And man#I wish this show got to be at least two seasons with twenty episodes each#Because there was so much contained in this show and I think having some space to breathe would have made it so much stronger#That being said#The three episodes after crying over Mr. Cheng I was crying over Gugu#And if it gets renewed I hope the next iteration of this story can stand strong#And if not I at least feel we got a decent conclusion
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out#so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting
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Heyyy its been a while, been going through a lot mentally as of late.
Anyways I still genuinely wanna marry P03, take care of him, hold his lil hand, give him praise day in and day out, and leave kiss marks all over his screen until he reboots from overheating.
#p03 x reader#so people can see#im serious when i say that my love for him has only grown stronger over the past few months#it just...it feels good to love him...#it feels good to cuddle and kiss him every night even if he's just a plush in my arms#like. in a way i could never have with any real human being yknow?#i think this silly little gamer robot is truly special. to me at least
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I asked my mom if I could stay home to work on her present and naturally she automatically starts saying I have weak faith and am in dangerous territory and basically I'm a godless heathen and this is exactly why I don't talk to her about my faith (or lack thereof, I guess)
#says the woman who wouldn't go to church if they guy she likes wad away#who only joined the book club because he was in it and cooked the meals for him and explicitly said she doesnt care about#any of the other guys attending. the college guys who would shower her in praise and thankfulness at cooking#but oh no. the guy she's infatuated with wouldn't say anything or thank her ever but he's the one she cares about#after he flat out rejected her a few weeks ago she decided she wasn't even going to the club#but yeah she's apparently so famous for her hospitality when she only gives a crap about the one guy and thinks everyone else can screw off#ok#i know I don't have the strongest faith but at least I'll admit it#instead of pretending im stronger in the Lord because you've seen signs from him that he's promised you this guy#but the moment he says no suddenly it's 'i don't know what God's saying I feel like he's not answering me'#ok. fine.
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yeah if you read the g*iman allegations and are still quibbling over how this is "hard" for you as a fan and you wanna separate art from the artist, i do not have space for you in my life.
#silver jelly#i didnt even read the full thing just a summary of it and it was one of the most disgusting things ive ever seen#if you have these feelings at least have the decency to keep your mouth shut about them#like he used his platform to perpetrate these acts. you can't continue to give him a platform lmao.#'ohhhhhh well i've been into him longer than a lot of his fans have been alive' boo hoo hoo i was up jkr's ass since book 1 came out#it was actually very easy to say 'hm! this person is causing a lot of harm to my community maybe i find another thing to make#my whole personality!' like sorry. i'm stronger than you i guess???#like sorry for being harsh but . the abuse/sa survivors in your life are watching you and taking note. and if you want to claim#that you support them you best at the very LEAST shut the fuck up and take this nonsense to a private chat with friends#who you know feel the same way so you can ~~process~~ together and move on.
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chapters 51 and 58 of bloodmarked are absolutely CARRYING bree/nick/selwyn polyamory truthers
#selwyn is kind of a stupid name I realized as I was typing this. like I've gotten used to it over 2 books but it's so silly. selwyn#anyway. me disappearing for days and only showing up for like 30 minutes to reblog 3 things#and make a nigh incomprehensible post letting you guys know what book I'm reading now (read. I finished it yesterday actually.#now I'm rereading legendborn bc I'm apparently not ready to move on to a new book and also I forgot most of the shit from that book)#anyway I've been on the polyamory train for these 3 since I read legendborn in 2020 but I swear it's only gotten stronger#like what do you MEAN selwyn (magically oathed to protect nick) FEELS SAFER with nick around#THE SAME WAY BREE DOES. AND BOTH SELWYN AND NICK LIKE. AGREE ON HOW MUCH THEY LOVE BREE. AND THERE'S NO WEIRD JEALOUSY ABOUT IT#AND SELWYN CANONICALLY WAS AT ONE POINT IN LOVE WITH NICK????#AND NICK LITERALLY SAYS TO SEL “I CAN'T LOSE YOU AND I WON'T LOSE HER”????#LIKE?????#THERE IS NO WAY THIS IS YOUR STANDARD ASS LOVE TRIANGLE IT'S GOTTA BE AT LEAST A LITTLE POLYAMORUS#IF NOT A FULL TRIANGLE BREE SHOULD AT *LEAST* GET 2 BOYFRIENDS. SHE DESERVES IT#even if it does end up a standard love triangle though this is honestly a genuinely good one#like I genuinely like both love interests neither of them are weird or annoying or creepy about her#anyway. need book 3 out as soon as possible I swear to god I almost can't see how this ends in monogamy#I'm talking about the legendborn series by tracy deonn btw everyone#another arthurian inspired book series which if you saw my other post the other day I swear this isn't intentional#legendborn#bloodmarked#the legendborn cycle#tracy deonn#bree matthews#nick davis#selwyn kane
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