#I feel so unprepared
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I have my first University exam tomorrow 😭😭😭😭
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the amount of stress coursing through my body is insane and should be illegal
((send me nice asks ??? memes ??? love confessions??))
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#I’m doing my court hearing today#and I’m so fucking anxious#it’s over zoom#which is kinda nice?#but I have no clue what to expect#or how to prepare#I feel so unprepared#but I don’t think there’s anything I can do to prepare#I wrote off a list of questions and things I wanna talk about?#but idk#I’m so stressed#my chest feels like it’s going to explode#I just need to breathe but idk how to anymore#I swear whenever I really want to smoke to calm myself down#I’m always out#why#why rosie#why did you smoke all the weed and not save any for today#w h y#also my migraines have been AWFUL lately#my head is pounding and I can’t think straight#ok ignore me#delete soon#send all the positive vibes my way pls#I’m really really hoping it’ll go in my favor#shut up rosie
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It's all about attitude and confidence and how you present yourself and the art anyways right
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ngl one of the most useful things i’ve internalized from doing art online is never tell people what to criticize. don’t preemptively apologize for things or point out where you think you fumbled, it’s just priming people to notice minor issues that might not actually matter and hit you where you’re sensitive and throw you off your game. don’t tell people your weak points. if it’s a genuine problem they’ll point it out
#especially not if they’re the professor grading your assignment!!!!!!!!!! feel so bad for my friend#i cant tell him it now bc it’ll come across as mean but i feel so bad :( he kept apologizing for things he didn’t need to and it made him#seem unprepared. when he actually had 95% of what he needed and apologizing made it LOOK like he didn’t#text✨#i’m making it sound very dramatic here but it’s straight up helped me so much with my anxiety#the above doesn’t apply if you’re looking for constructive criticism kr any thing#i’m very specifically talking about stuff like posting art online or giving a presentation or whatever
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#chris evans#a starting point#global citizen#my gifs#I haven't giffed anything in ages but I HAD to#I'm feeling unwell#this look??????#I was supremely unprepared#how did he get so fluffy#how is he only getting more gorgeous#what is happening#also#register to vote#vote
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Dagoth Ur welcomes you Nereva- IS THAT THE FALSE COPY OF SUNDER???
#shitposting#my art#idk I was listening to Dagoth Ur Fanfiction like a normal Morrowind fan#and I thought this up#because pointing and laughing emojis are SO fucking funny together#alt joke: Dagoth Ur welcomes you Nereva- DID YOU LITERALLY JUST COME UNPREPARED???#I'M A GOD#morrowind#dagoth ur#meme#ig#feel free to steal this idc
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Can I ask what was your first impression of TGCF and if it turned out wrong or right?
My first impression of TGCF was "this goof continuously ascends to -- and gets kicked out of -- heaven, this is going to be clown town isn't it?"
And honestly I stand by that one, I think I was completely correct**
(**barring the fact that this goof will then go on to experience ever conceivable horror known to man but honestly I mostly expected it after MDZS)
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#honestly i was pretty spot on with my tonal assumptions for TGCF which is why i didn't include it in the previous post#after getting my shit rocked by MDZS i was feeling a bit more accustomed to mxtx's tendency to mix humour and tragedy#so i expected things to Go Bad sooner or later#that being said i was WILDLY unprepared for book 6 the post-banishment arc nearly k i l l e d me#straight up took me 4 calendar months to read bk6 because i'd read about 3 pages and then need to crawl away and cry for a bit#it intrigues me how with both MDZS and TGCF the backstory stuff is AGONIZING#and there can be some reckoning with that in the present#but as a general rule the present day plot is were the comedy and whimsy and romance lives & the backstory is where PAIN AND SUFFERING live#i'm not sure why i was so startled by SVSSS's vibe since it's fairly similar to the other two#the stuff i saw on my dash led me to think it was mostly humour/fluff though and i was admittedly VERY biased against isekai#very very pleasantly surprised by SVSSS i'm enjoying it alot#i'm amused and humbled by the new followers i've recently collected#i assume it's mostly svsss's fans that know A Storm Is Coming and are sitting back with popcorn to watch me suffer in real time - if so#cheers#my art
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no one told me my 30s would just be an endless stream of funerals for the people who raised me but here we are :)
#everyone told me that actually I just dont think anything could prepare me for the last three months haha what the fuck is this#lost a lot of close-to-extended family members consecutively in what is almost a hilarious cascade of events. pretty bad!#I want to be excited for videogames and talk about my work again but every cell in my body wants to shut down instead#I know death is the one thing literally everyone deals with so I feel like a bit of a baby yelling about this into the void. but uhh#why do I feel so unprepared for this part all of a sudden? the fuck? can I get a breather? for a lil second?#negativity#text#death tw
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I love the idea that, whenever a Cybertronian space-faring vessel lands or docks within a predominantly non-Cybertronian space station or port, that it's required that they either confirm or deny whether their vessel is sentient or not before being permitted to land.
1. For proper accommodation and clarification, along with the chance for communication between the vessel and crews working the station/port.
2. Because there has been... incidents... incidents that have led to the requirement of the above reasons.
#an irate dreadnought with a brain and very big feelings could wreak all sorts of havoc on an unprepared station unfortunately#also. itd be a bit shocking to be just some guy working the fuel station. idly complimenting a shiny cruiser only for it to say 'thanks <3'#transformers#maccadam#tf idw#tf worldbuilding#???#i mean. yeah. its technically world building. we dont see much of that kinda stuff#but im sure as hell thinking about it rn#i love wacky sci fi worldbuilding. theres not enough of it on a broader galactic scale in tf sometimes#like. they mention other aliens and hubs in a few continuities i think. but then they only do so much with it#outside of crossovers ig#idk. i just like thinking of how beings other than humans perceive cybertronians and the colonists#like. they're new to humans. usually. but theyve had other alien neighbors for millions of years#transformers surely are quite talked about on a broader galactic scale. and obv taken into consideration either for good or bad#they're nigh immortal. they're constantly fighting each other and dying. they're peacekeepers. they're warlords. they're big. they're small#they're fucking weird. and somehow end up all over the place#they hate your kind. they love your kind. they think you're disgusting. they're offering to be your car#how many citizens of their galaxy nervously attempt to politely ask a vehicle if its alive or not on a daily bases in popular hubs/stations#its so funny to me#also. thinking about fic stuff relating to idw1. and like. all the background aliens and their factions fascinate me a bit. its fun inspo#mtmte#lost light#nearly forgot those. since other aliens and factions are featured in them a bit#slowly getting through robots in disguise rn. and all the nail stuff got me thinking about neutrals finding homes amongst other aliens#also like. some of the darker stuff thats mentioned about cybertronians being sold or indentured. like. hows that viewed broadly?
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a doodle of a design for everly that i decided to be extra with
#my art#unprepared casters#courting disaster#more of a big sketch and a different brush/style than usual but i wanted to be sketchy and my main rough one wasnt the vibes i was looking-#-for. you know how it is#anyway it was asked on the patreon discord if they had set looks and amelia said that itd be fun if everly looks different everytime but ha#soft lavender eyes all the time#so like dont feel beholden to my interpretation- i cause im not gonna myself lol#some things ill keep the same. eyes ofc and i think ill keep the tooth and the beauty marks/spots but who knows how shell look next :]
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#I went to a brewery with some friends this evening#And as I was getting ready I found myself suddenly remembering an outing from a wintry college evening many years ago#There was a bar on a quiet street near campus that served beer towers (100oz glass tanks that you could split with a group)#And they’d add orange slices if you ordered Blue Moon‚ which felt very sophisticated to cornedbeefhashtwink and his Hollister flannels#Later that night‚ a woman who had left the bar earlier marched back inside and sidled up to my table clutching a slip of paper#Unbeknownst to me‚ she had been sitting with a young man who had spent the evening shyly watching me sip my Blue Moon#And she had his name and phone number in hand#This was bewildering on several levels#I had never actually seen this guy‚ so I had no idea who was hitting on me#And if I was unprepared to be hit on‚ I was even less prepared to be hit on by proxy#More importantly… I was fully closeted at that point in my life#And a stranger had just materialized out of thin air to make a Gay Announcement#I accepted the paper with a rising sense of flattered panic‚ doing my best to casually play the whole thing off#And then I went straight home and Googled#He was very cute‚ as it turned out#I was in no position to reach out to him (and he was from out of state anyway)‚ but that slip of paper felt like a lifeline#And I’m just feeling very tender thinking about it right now#Almost a decade and a half later#I wonder if he remembers putting his friend up to leaving his number all those years ago whenever he sees an orange slice floating in beer
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i watch bridgerton solely for eloise and benedict so my reaction to this season was mainly just oh colin and penelope are pining that's nice for them eloise has a new lesbian situationship fork spotted in a kitchen etc let's see what benedict is doing. and then it turns out benedict is hooking up with ELEANOR GUTHRIE BLACKSAILS???
#bridgerton#benedict bridgerton#bridgerton season 3 spoilers#ig#do u know how CRAZYDERANGED this is. seeing eleanor guthrie on screen on my silly lil romance show felt like what i presume it feels like#to lock eyes with your ex in the queue for a cinema screening of marriage story or worse - lalaland#my emotions on seeing her face again unprepared were much like what i imagine people feel when doing hard drugs#WILDEST crossover event they hit the pentagon with this one. they can't give us confirmed lesbian eloise#so they said Oh well we'll throw in the most traumatically deranged and compelling bi character from this show that like a third of these#guys will have seen. and i'm eating it up#all this is doing is reinforcing the fact that delaying benedict's season makes me so So annoyed.#that's theatre trained luke thompson you've got there give him something to work with!! man's got insane drama chops let him loose!!
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this has 2 saves already even though i haven't talked about it at all so ig there's an audience to throw it out to somewhere . fuck it we ball
WOE. INCOMPREHENSIBLE SLEEP TOKEN INFESTED GABV1EL PLAYLIST BE UPON YE.
#and today on cookie's ramblings#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#gabv1el#seeing the saves made me scramble to add a few extra sleep token songs in before i posted this so that was fun#was not planning on posting this tbh#this originally had a local file in it which shows how unprepared i was for this to get clocked LSJDLSKGN#heed the word 'brainrot' in the playlist name. it is not exaggerating#some of this is like . weirdly personal? idk im probably just tripping but it feels like itd only make sense to me#having v1 himself scuttling around in your brain does not help#yea this is also partially a fictive playlist OOPSIES#system bullshit tag#My thoughts about these two are incomprehensible to even myself so#in order to keep these tags slightly shorter than they could be i will cease the ramblings now
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My sympathy for Snape in POA has gone a hundred times up now that my shitty grandmother is potentially going to be using our house as an inn
#my dad phoned me to tell me and i just broke as soon as he spoke#like i couldn't even handle it#i was so unprepared and it was so sudden and i have so much trauma from that bitch that i broke at once#the last time she stayed she traumatised us#so yeah fun times#I'm literally going to be holing myself in my sister's attic room until she's gone because that old hag is gonna have to take mine#and i am not even going to come down if she's in this house. at all. ever.#so i can only imagine how awful it was for snape to have remus there 24/7#like it's the worst feeling ever to have someone like that and you cannot be okay#my dad's literally gonna take my brother to go pick her up so that the old hag will keep her mouth shut#it's just a mess and it makes me think of how Snape must have reacted when he learnt lupin was coming#severus snape#pro snape
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trying very hard to not go on an entire rant about shilo bathroy bc i’m only on episode 5 and there’s so much i don’t know but already he’s become one of my favorite characters ever and the amount of both kinship and “i want to put u in a test tube and force u through a maze” feelings i have abt him is so real
i may call him my baby boy son innocent do no harm child but i’m honestly obsessed with how unintentionally manipulative and morally grey he is. crying for the fighting to stop bc enough people are dead despite sending old servants to their death without a second thought?? INCREDIBLE
the first episodes “take me to the darkened door or i will scream that you are threatening my life” was the exact moment i knew he’d be my favorite of all time. i love sheltered wimpy cats with a bit of silly darkness in them
#just roll with it#jrwi#jrwi podcast#jrwi show#the suckening#jrwi suckening#jrwi shilo#shilo bathroy#just roll with it shilo#just roll with it suckening#i have so many feelings abt him#noticing a trend with my favorite pcs and kins#glances at gillion tidestrider#important but sheltered characters who have to navigate in a land they’re entirely unprepared for??#waiter give me 30
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