#I feel like an angsty teen who is yelling at their parents about it not being a phase
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Hi!!!
May I request something a little angsty to sweet?? š
An X-men x teen!reader with that one trope where itās like:
āYouāre not my dad/mom!ā
āI know that, do you?ā
With characters: Scott Summers, Logan Howlett, Storm, Beast, Magneto, and gambit
X-Men x Teen!Reader
You tell them that they are not your dad/mom during an argument
In the heat of the argument, the words slip outāsharp, hurtful. Their faces fall, stunned and wounded, but thereās a quiet pain in your own heart too, because you know the truth. Later, in the stillness, you find yourself beside them, whispering apologies, and they hold you as if to say: family isnāt only blood, itās chosen.
Characters: Logan Howlett, Remy LeBeau, Kurt Wagner, Scott Summers, Jean Grey, Ororo Munroe, Charles Xavier, Erik Lehnsherr, Hank McCoy, Wanda Maximoff, Pietro Maximoff & Wade Wilson
Ooh, you little evil spawn... I love this prompt, and I hope I have reached your expectations <3
Logan Howlett aka. Wolverine
- Loganās temper is legendary, but heās always managed to keep it in check around you, knowing you need stability. However, the moment you shout āYouāre not my dad!ā during a heated argument, he feels a pang of anger and hurt. Heās spent years looking after you, guiding you in his gruff way, and in that second, it stings. Without missing a beat, he snaps back, āI know that, kid. Do you?ā
- Thereās a cold silence afterward, and Logan storms off, muttering under his breath. He knows heās not technically your father, but youāre family to him. As he sits alone, drinking and stewing over the argument, he wonders if maybe heās failed you somehow. He thinks back to the times heād pulled you out of trouble or taught you some hard-won survival lessons, realizing just how deeply he cares.
- That night, the silence weighs heavy, and you feel a growing sense of regret. Logan has been the one constant in your life, a steady (if rough) presence whoās always had your back. You think about all the times heās risked himself for you, the moments heās tried to be there in his quiet, sometimes awkward way. It dawns on you that, without Logan, your life would be far lonelierāand that he truly has become a father figure.
- The next morning, Loganās in the kitchen, frying eggs and bacon, trying to act like everythingās normal. When you finally muster up the courage to apologize, he doesnāt make it easy. He just grunts, flipping the eggs with a rough edge to his voice, not looking up. But he listens. After you tell him how much he means to you, he lets out a long sigh, and with a gruff but softer voice, he tells you, āKid, you drive me crazy, but youāre family. You know that?ā
- Later, you notice Logan starts going a little easier on you, keeping the snark to a minimum and checking in a bit more often. The bond between you grows even stronger, and while heāll never be openly affectionate, you sense the quiet pride he has in you. If anyone tries to mess with you, Loganās first in line to make sure they regret it.
- From then on, whenever you call him āLoganā instead of āDad,ā he just smirks and raises an eyebrow, as if daring you to say what you really feel. In his own way, heās let you know that titles donāt matterāheāll always be there, watching your back like only a true family member would.
Remy LeBeau aka. Gambit
- Remy isnāt exactly the āstrict parentā type, so when you start an argument with him, youāre used to his laid-back attitude. But this time, he gets serious, which shocks you enough to yell, āYouāre not my dad!ā Remyās face goes still for a moment, then he raises an eyebrow with his usual calm demeanor, saying softly, āI know, cher. Do you?ā
- Remyās response hangs in the air, and he turns on his heel, leaving you to stew in the aftermath. Youāre left alone, staring after him and feeling a pang of guilt. Remy has always treated you like family, his warmth and charm making you feel safe and wanted. You remember the countless times heās been there for you, offering wisdom and laughter, even when youāve messed up.
- That night, you canāt shake the look on his faceācalm, yes, but with a hint of sadness. Remyās always seemed so self-assured, but in that moment, it felt like he genuinely wondered if heād overstepped. You begin to realize just how much heās done to make you feel like you belong, without ever asking anything in return.
- The next day, you find Remy in the Danger Room, practicing. Nervously, you walk up to him and mumble an apology, explaining that you didnāt mean what you said. He turns to you, an understanding smile softening his gaze. āSāalright, kiddo. I know you got fire in you. Just rememberāblood donāt make family.ā
- After that, Remyās even more of a constant presence, always ready to talk, laugh, or lend a hand. He starts making a point to remind you of your strengths, pushing you to see the best in yourself. Whenever he sees you slipping into self-doubt, heāll casually throw in a story of one of his own mistakes, just to remind you that heās been there tooāand that heāll always be there for you.
- Over time, you come to see Remy not just as a mentor, but as family, someone who chose to be in your life. He might not have the official title of ādad,ā but thereās no question about the bond between you two. Remyās heart is as big as his charm, and heās shown you that family is something you build, piece by piece.
Kurt Wagner aka. Nightcrawler
- Kurtās patience seems endless, so when you yell, āYouāre not my dad!ā in the heat of an argument, the words shock you as much as they shock him. Heās silent for a moment, then replies gently, āI know, but are you sure?ā Heās hurt but gives you a sad, understanding look before stepping away, giving you space to cool off.
- Afterward, the guilt eats away at you. Kurt has been nothing but kind and supportive, teaching you about acceptance and resilience, even when things are tough. His faith and positivity have been a guiding light in your life, and the thought of hurting him like this twists at your heart.
- You remember moments when he went out of his way to include you, especially when you felt like an outsider among mutants. Kurt has always been there, understanding what itās like to be different and offering comfort when you needed it most. It hits you that, despite not being your biological father, heās filled that role with all the love and patience he has.
- The next day, you find Kurt alone in the library, reading. You approach him, nervous but sincere, and apologize for what you said. He listens quietly, and when youāre done, he gives you a warm smile, saying, āItās alright, mein freund. I will always be here, no matter what.ā His forgiveness is immediate, his kindness knowing no limits.
- After that, Kurt becomes even more of a confidant, someone you know you can turn to for wisdom and understanding. He makes a point of reminding you that love is a choice, and heās chosen you as family. Whenever youāre down, heāll tell you stories of his own struggles, showing you that strength comes from within, even when life gets hard.
- The bond between you two only deepens, and Kurtās gentle presence is something you come to cherish. He may not be your dad by blood, but heās family through and through. Kurtās unwavering faith in you becomes a source of comfort, a reminder that youāre never truly alone as long as heās around.
Scott Summers aka. Cyclops
- Scott is used to being responsible and disciplined, so when you snap, āYouāre not my dad!ā during a heated disagreement, he doesnāt take it lightly. He stands there, tense and quiet, then responds, āI know. But do you?ā before walking away, clearly hurt but too proud to let it show.
- That night, you canāt stop replaying the argument in your head. Scott may be strict, but heās always had your best interests at heart. Heās spent countless hours training and guiding you, doing everything in his power to prepare you for the dangers of the world. As you think back, you start to feel the weight of what you said, realizing how much youāve taken him for granted.
- You begin to understand that, in his own quiet way, Scott has been a father figure to you, even if he doesnāt say it outright. Every stern lecture, every training sessionāit was his way of protecting you, showing he cared. The guilt eats at you, and you know you need to make things right.
- The next morning, you approach him in the War Room, nervous but determined. You tell him how much his guidance means to you, how you didnāt mean what you said. Scott listens carefully, his expression softening as he nods. āWeāre a team, and that means weāre family,ā he says firmly. āIām here for you, always.ā
- From then on, Scottās support becomes even more evident. He may not be the most openly affectionate, but he makes it clear that heās in your corner, no matter what. He starts opening up to you more, sharing his own struggles with responsibility, letting you see the weight he carries as a leader and mentor.
- Over time, you come to appreciate Scottās steady presence, realizing how lucky you are to have him as a father figure. He may be tough, but his loyalty is unwavering, and heāll always have your back. In Scott, you find a kind of steadfast strength that reminds you every day that family isnāt defined by bloodāitās built on respect, care, and unwavering support.
Jean Grey aka. Marvel Girl / Phoenix
- Jeanās kindness is boundless, so when you shout, āYouāre not my mom!ā during an argument, her expression drops, a mix of shock and sadness. She takes a deep breath, her voice calm but strained, and says, āI know, but I care about you just the same. Do you know that?ā With that, she steps back, giving you space to cool down, but the sadness in her eyes lingers.
- In the quiet that follows, you feel a pang of regret. Jean has always been there for you, her gentle support unwavering, guiding you with both warmth and patience. You remember the countless times sheās been there to comfort you, a soothing presence who never hesitated to make you feel loved. The memory of her expression, the way her shoulders slumped, makes you feel worse.
- That night, you find yourself replaying the argument over and over. You begin to realize how much Jeanās presence has shaped your life, that sheās been more than just a mentor or friendāsheās been like a mother, even if neither of you ever said it out loud. Each memory fills you with gratitude and a growing need to make things right.
- The next day, you find Jean in the garden, tending to the flowers with her usual care. Tentatively, you approach her, stumbling over an apology. She listens, her eyes soft as she pulls you into a gentle embrace. āItās okay,ā she murmurs. āI know these things arenāt easy. Iām here for you, no matter what.ā Her forgiveness is instant, her hug comforting, as if she understands all you canāt say.
- After that, Jean becomes even more of a mother figure, offering a patient ear and a shoulder to lean on whenever you need. Her kindness is a quiet strength that you come to lean on more and more. You notice she checks in on you more often, making sure you know sheās there, even when words donāt need to be said.
- Over time, you come to cherish her presence even more, recognizing her as your found family. With Jean, you feel safe, loved, and valued, and her quiet guidance reminds you every day that family doesnāt have to be by blood. Itās in the love you choose to share, and Jeanās love is as steady as the rising sun.
Ororo Munroe aka. Storm
- Ororoās calm strength is like a force of nature, but when you yell, āYouāre not my mom!ā itās as if a storm has passed through her eyes. She doesnāt lash out, doesnāt even raise her voice, but she looks at you with a steady gaze and says, āI know that, little one. Do you?ā Her words are gentle but piercing, and she leaves you to ponder them.
- That night, as the weight of your words sinks in, guilt gnaws at you. Ororo has always treated you with kindness and respect, guiding you through lifeās challenges with wisdom and care. Sheās been your rock, the person whoās grounded you, and you feel ashamed for taking her love and protection for granted.
- You think back to all the moments Ororo has been there for you: teaching you about the world, sharing her culture, and encouraging you to be true to yourself. You realize that sheās been more than a mentorāsheās been family. Her quiet strength and unwavering love have been like the rain, nourishing you and helping you grow.
- The next day, you find Ororo on the rooftop, gazing at the horizon. Gathering your courage, you apologize, explaining how much she means to you. She listens, her gaze as steady and calm as ever, before she gently places a hand on your shoulder. āI forgive you,ā she says with a small smile. āFamily isnāt always about blood. Itās about the bonds we choose.ā Her words bring you a comfort you hadnāt realized you needed.
- After that, Ororo takes on an even more motherly role, gently guiding you and always offering wisdom when you need it most. You start spending more time together, finding solace in her presence and strength in her words. She reminds you of your own resilience, always making you feel capable and valued.
- Ororoās love becomes a source of strength, and you come to see her as family in the truest sense. Her support is unwavering, her guidance is steady, and with her, you find the sense of belonging and family you never realized you craved. Sheās a mother figure, not by title but by choice, and her love fills a space in your heart you hadnāt known was empty.
Charles Xavier aka. Professor X
- Charles rarely shows disappointment, but when you yell, āYouāre not my dad!ā during an argument, thereās a flash of hurt in his eyes. He looks at you thoughtfully, his calm, composed demeanor intact, and simply says, āI know that, but are you sure?ā before quietly excusing himself. His voice is soft, but the weight of his words lingers.
- As the reality of your words hits you, a wave of guilt follows. Charles has dedicated himself to making you feel safe, offering guidance, structure, and endless patience. Heās been more than just a mentorāheās been a father figure, the one whoās always there to listen and guide you without judgment.
- You begin to reflect on all the small gestures heās made to show he cares, from teaching you with kindness to offering you advice when life felt overwhelming. Charles has seen potential in you from the start, treating you with respect and compassion, and the thought of hurting him leaves a knot in your chest.
- The next day, you approach his study, nervous but determined to apologize. Charles listens, his usual calm presence enveloping you in a sense of safety. He smiles gently, nodding as you express your regrets, and simply says, āI understand, and I forgive you.ā His forgiveness feels like a weight lifted, and he reminds you that love and family are choices, not just obligations.
- After that, you feel even closer to Charles, and he continues to be your steadfast supporter. He encourages you to pursue your strengths, guiding you with wisdom and patience, and you start to see him as a father figure you can truly depend on. His calm understanding becomes a source of comfort, a reminder that family can be chosen and built on mutual respect.
- Charlesās influence becomes a grounding force in your life, his guidance always there to lift you up. With him, you find a sense of belonging and love that goes beyond mere words. He may not be your biological father, but heās family in every way that matters, and his unwavering belief in you becomes a constant source of strength.
Erik Lehnsherr aka. Magneto
- Erik is not known for his patience, so when you yell, āYouāre not my dad!ā itās like a slap to the face. His eyes harden, his voice cold as he responds, āI know, but perhaps you donāt.ā With that, he turns away, his pride wounded but his expression betraying a flicker of sadness. For Erik, family is sacred, and your words cut deep.
- That night, guilt starts to creep in. Erik has been harsh, yes, but heās always shown you the value of strength, resilience, and conviction. Heās taught you to be bold, to stand up for yourself, and though his methods are tough, heās been there for you in ways that no one else has. You begin to realize how much you owe to his guidance.
- Memories flood back of times when Erikās fierce loyalty protected you, his dedication ensuring you never felt alone. Heās been like a father to you, albeit a strict one, and as the guilt weighs on you, you see that his rough edges have been his way of showing love, even if he doesnāt say it outright.
- The next day, you approach him with an apology, your voice shaky but sincere. Erik listens, his piercing gaze softened by something like understanding. He accepts your apology, and in his own stern way, he reminds you that strength is born of struggle. His words are harsh, but his forgiveness is there, hidden beneath his rough demeanor.
- From that moment on, Erikās presence becomes even more of a steady force in your life. He challenges you to be your best, pushing you to embrace your potential, and though he rarely shows open affection, his actions speak louder than words. Heāll protect you fiercely, his bond with you deepening as he takes on the role of a mentor and protector.
- Erikās influence makes you feel strong and capable, and while heās a difficult figure to love, you know that heās chosen you as family. His pride and determination inspire you to believe in yourself, and even if heāll never say it directly, his loyalty is proof that youāre family to him, forged through fire and unbreakable.
Hank McCoy aka. Beast
- Hank is rarely one to raise his voice, but when you blurt out, āYouāre not my dad!ā in the heat of an argument, he freezes. For a moment, heās quiet, his face clouded with hurt before he gives you a calm but serious look. āIām aware of that. But Iāve always tried to be here for you, havenāt I?ā His voice is gentle, yet his words sting in a way you hadnāt anticipated. Without another word, he leaves, giving you the space you both clearly need.
- As you cool down from the argument, guilt quickly sets in. Hank has been nothing but patient and caring, always offering you understanding and support when you needed it most. His gentle presence has been a source of comfort, and the memory of the sadness in his eyes makes you realize how deeply youāve hurt him.
- Reflecting on all the times Hank has been there for you, you remember how he would stay up late to help you with your studies, his voice soft and encouraging as he shared his vast knowledge. His kindness was never forced; he genuinely cared, and you start to see that heās been like a father figure all along, even if neither of you ever put a name to it.
- The next day, you find Hank in the lab, engrossed in his work as usual. Hesitantly, you apologize, struggling to find the right words. Hank stops what heās doing, looking at you with that familiar, gentle expression. āI appreciate your apology,ā he says, his tone warm and forgiving. He doesnāt need to say much to make you feel better; his soft smile is enough to lift the weight from your shoulders.
- After that, Hank is still there for you, but the bond between you feels stronger. He seems to make an effort to check in on you more often, even gently guiding you through lifeās challenges with his usual wisdom and warmth. You realize how much youāve come to rely on him as a steady presence in your life.
- Hankās compassion and patience become pillars of support as you grow, and he becomes more than just a mentorāheās family. His encouragement and gentle guidance make you feel valued, and you start to understand that family isnāt just about blood; itās about those who choose to stand by you, even when things get tough. With Hank, youāve found a father figure in the truest sense.
Wanda Maximoff aka. The Scarlet Witch
- When you yell, āYouāre not my mom!ā in a heated moment, Wandaās eyes flash with pain. She takes a deep breath, her voice steady but laced with hurt as she responds, āI know Iām not. But Iāve always tried to be there for you, havenāt I?ā Her voice is soft, a mix of sadness and disappointment that lingers in the air as she turns away, giving you the space you clearly need.
- Guilt settles over you like a weight as you recall everything Wanda has done for you. Sheās been a constant source of love and protection, going out of her way to create a safe space for you in a chaotic world. Her kindness has been unwavering, and the memory of her hurt expression leaves you feeling remorseful.
- You begin to remember all the times Wanda has comforted you, her gentle presence like a soothing balm when the world felt overwhelming. Sheās always known what to say, her intuition guiding her as she wrapped you in warmth and reassurance. You realize how much her presence means to you, that sheās been a mother figure even if you never said it.
- The next day, you approach Wanda, the words of an apology on your lips. She listens, her eyes softening as you explain how sorry you are. She pulls you into a gentle hug, murmuring, āItās okay. I understand.ā Her forgiveness is immediate, her embrace warm and reassuring, and you feel the weight of your guilt lift as you lean into her.
- After that, Wanda continues to be there for you, her love as constant and unwavering as ever. Sheās more protective, always ensuring you know youāre loved and valued. Her presence feels like home, a reminder that family is more than just titles; itās the bond you share and the love that endures even through difficult moments.
- Over time, Wanda becomes even more of a mother figure, her guidance and love anchoring you as you grow. With her, you find a sense of belonging, a family built on mutual care and understanding. Wandaās love becomes a source of strength, and you come to see her as family in the truest sense.
Pietro Maximoff aka. Quicksilver
- Pietro has always been quick to defend you, so when you shout, āYouāre not my dad!ā during an argument, his face falls, his usual bravado replaced by a flicker of hurt. He hesitates, then responds with a hint of vulnerability, āI know Iām not. But I care about you, and thatās not going to change.ā He doesnāt say much more, leaving with a hint of frustration and sadness.
- Your heart aches almost immediately after the words leave your mouth. Pietro has always been a constant in your life, fiercely protective and ready to do anything to keep you safe. His loyalty has been unwavering, and the memory of his hurt expression weighs on you, leaving you feeling guilty.
- As the regret settles in, you begin to think back to all the moments Pietro has been there for you, his fast-paced life slowing down whenever you needed him. His protectiveness might come off as overbearing, but itās always been rooted in love. You realize how much you mean to him, that heās been like a father figure, even if neither of you put it into words.
- The next day, you find him in the training room, going through a series of drills. Nervously, you approach him with an apology. Pietro pauses, listening intently, and his usual cocky grin returns as he wraps an arm around your shoulder, saying, āDonāt worry, kid. Family fights sometimes.ā His words are light, but thereās a warmth in his tone that makes you feel forgiven.
- From then on, Pietro is still as protective as ever, though he seems to make an extra effort to remind you that heās there for you. He includes you in his adventures, always finding ways to bring laughter and excitement into your life. His loyalty is fierce, and you find comfort in the way heās chosen to stand by you.
- Pietroās support becomes a source of strength, and over time, you come to see him as family. Heās there for you in ways that matter, his love loud and unfiltered. With him, youāve found a father figure whoās more than willing to face the world at your side, his loyalty a constant reminder that family is chosen as much as it is given.
Wade Wilson aka. Deadpool
- Wadeās never been the most conventional parental figure, but when you snap, āYouāre not my dad!ā he goes silent. Itās rare to see him at a loss for words, but the hurt that flickers across his face is hard to miss. After a pause, he says, āHey, I know that, but... I kinda thought we had something here, yāknow?ā He tries to play it off, but the sadness in his voice lingers as he gives you space.
- Almost immediately, regret starts to settle in. Wade has been your protector, your friend, and even if heās unconventional, heās always made sure youāre safe. Heās taught you to laugh, to find humor even in dark situations, and the thought of hurting him leaves a bitter taste in your mouth.
- You think back to all the times Wade has made you feel cared for, his offbeat sense of humor a constant source of comfort. Heās been like a father in his own chaotic way, always finding unique ways to show he cares. The memory of his hurt expression haunts you, and you feel a strong need to make things right.
- Finding Wade isnāt hard; heās at the usual hangout, cracking jokes to mask whatever heās feeling. You approach him, offering an apology, and he listens, his face breaking into a goofy grin. āOh, kid, you canāt get rid of me that easy!ā he teases, pulling you into a bear hug thatās both ridiculous and comforting.
- After that, Wade goes back to being his usual chaotic self, but heās even more protective, throwing around jokes about being your āself-appointed, totally unofficial, slightly psychotic dad.ā His antics make you laugh, and you come to appreciate his unique way of showing love, realizing heās been there for you all along.
- Wadeās love may be unorthodox, but itās real, and over time, you come to see him as family. Heās the loud, unpredictable presence you didnāt know you needed, his humor and loyalty bringing you a sense of belonging. With Wade, youāve found a father figure whoāll stand by you, his love chaotic and unconditional in every way that matters.
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I imagine Deuce!Yutu is either A. The Ultimate Honor Student with perfect grades and a plsmile that makes old nannies and mothers swoon (Yutu: "Thanks, its because me and my parent are the local "weirdos" I had to overcorrect and become a golden child (':") OR B. just as bad as pre-NRC Deuce was, a gang member who'd jump anyone who'd look at him wrong (but still cried until he was sick when he watched My Girl (1991) behind Yuu's back. They told him not to because they knew it was sad, he didn't listen).
I imagine Yuu's main memory of Deuce to their Yutu was how much Deuce believed in self-improvement and redemption, always trying to be a better man, which either version of Yutu can't help but admire or respect, despite their complicated feelings over their absent father.
Upon meeting him in the "current" timeline as a student, A or B either can't help but give Pop's an A for effort, despite missing the goal sometimes or finds him a little cringe for being such a tryhard.
I had to google the movie you mentioned and got jump scared by it taking place in Pennsylvania. Pretty sure I have driven through the place it's supposed to be set before... and fuck just reading the synopsis made me cry I don't think I could watch it ;-; poor Yutu should have listened to his parent.
notes: they/them used for Yuu, for context on the fyuuture kid au can be found here and here.
I feel like I have read too much Tokyo Revengers because... we can have both: an honor student with a delinquent mean streak sounds like a good set up for Deuce! Yutu. Not that I think he would behave like Kisaki does exactly, but still. Dylla mentions in the White Rabbit event that she wasn't on the best terms with her mother when she was a teen, and we know about how Deuce was in middle school, so the idea of Yutu having a bit of a temper and rebellious streak to him does make a degree of sense. Sadly, I think that extends to his interactions with Yuu... so things are about to be angsty on two fronts today.
Much like Deuce, Yutu was just the cutest baby. He loved all things cute and fluffy. Bunnies, kitties, puppy dogs, he was such a sweet little kid who really loved chasing around butterflies in the great outdoors. He really loved to read, and learned how to do so at a very early age. When Yuu was having a bad day he would pick out one of his favorite books and insist on reading them a bedtime story so they could take a nap without any nightmares. If he was especially worried he would bring his favorite nightlight with him.
Not that anyone would ever dare to suggest it given what Yutu is like now, but he was very afraid of the dark as a child. He still is, there's just something about the void that exists in the darkness that screams danger to him. When he's isekaid to Twisted Wonderland it evolves into an extreme fear of blot and phantoms. I'd like his unique magic to have something to do with light or stars, something inspired by the Second Star to the Right from Peter Pan? I think it would be cute for someone afraid of the dark to be able to provide their own light.
When Yutu reaches middle school there's a noticeable change in his relationship with you. He's still polite, still bringing home good grades and unoffensive comments from his teachers. But he's a bit cold, as if he is purposefully putting emotional distance between you. His friends all treat you respectfully, but you just have a feeling, left over from somewhere, that you know what is likely going on but you can't put your finger on what. He gets angry when you try to ask questions, yelling something about how you just don't understand, maybe even throws in something about this being your fault...
I wrote about Riddle! Yutu having some fights with Yuu, but Deuce! Yutu's fights are so much worse. While Riddle! Yutu typically comes out of his room blubbering big fat tears ready to apologize, Deuce! Yutu feels the need to double down and save face. He does believe his parent has amnesia, he's seen how they act, but what he does not get is why they insist on feeling so fond of his dad and refuse to move on. In his mind their life could be a lot better if Yuu was willing to be honest with themselves about who his dad probably was. Yutu is very hung up on why Deuce felt the need to be redeemed, focusing on self improvement is all fine and good if you are someone worth redeeming but he's not around for Yutu to judge. And Yuu doesn't remember...
He's young, stupid, and angry, and he takes it out on anyone who looks at him wrong. What's worse for authority figures who want to help is that he's veeeery smart about how he does it. When he jumps someone you can bet there won't be cameras around to see it. When the police start troubling Yuu about what he's doing it's mostly just in the hope that they'll be able to talk some sense into their kid rather than to arrest Yutu or anything like that, but it doesn't work. Yutu gets to see the same thing that his dad did all those years ago, his parent crying because of his behavior but there's no grandparent Yuu is asking advice of. Since I am in the mood to be extra cruel, let's say the day that fight takes place, the day Yutu sees Yuu crying is the day he hears a very important name for the first time.
Deuce. His father's name is Deuce and the reason why he wasn't around was because he was from the other world that came to swallow up him and his parent the instant they began to remember. He doesn't get time to cover up the signs of his rebellion, or really a chance to say sorry. He has to look Grandpa Crewel in the face and admit that he made Yuu cry and added to the overly stressed mess their life had become. Everything they said about Deuce was true, and what's worse he was like him.
I feel like Deuce would be the sort of person who wanted to make a lot of home videos. Cater probably would be too, but he'd store most of them on his phone and I think that would be lost to time by the time his Yutu came home. Maybe it's because of the ghost camera, or his desire to be an "honor student" evolving into wanting to be an "honorable husband and father" but Deuce totally bought a video camera to take cheesy videos to show Yutu as he grew up. Instead the kid gets to see fragments of a life he could have had as he listens to his dad tell him about his life and how he met Yuu.
"Honestly I have no idea why they said yes." Deuce is a dork. A complete dork who looks so... young and life like in the video. He knows what features he took from Yuu but watching Deuce talk, he can pick up on the ticks, the way his mouth sets when determined. The look of shock that always made Yuu laugh, it bursts into view when he hears Yuu laugh as they enter the frame to snuggle into Duece's side, to press their face against his cheek with a happily contended sigh. "Y-yuu you're making me look uncool in front of the baby."
"He's not here yet!" You giggle and for the first time in a long time Yutu feels himself choking up as he watches his dad get all silly looking at the thought of his arrival.
"We're really looking forward to meeting you kiddo. I promise, nothing will ever happen to you. I'm not going anywhere."
"Well. Technically kept that last promise didn't you." He tries to play it off like a joke, but Crewel isn't laughing and neither is Yutu.
Gets put in Heartslabyul, but isn't exactly determined to be an honor student like his dad. While Deuce enjoys a good fight or the feeling of the wind in his hair... Yutu mostly got into fights because he was angry and needed someone to take it out on. Because of that temper he struggles with learning and controlling his magic but he still does pretty well with the practical academic side of things. He's proud of his ability to understand these things, and takes a lot of comfort in knowing his dad would be excited at knowing he was good at things like math and science.
Like with the other Heartslabyul boys, he had to fight his father's phantom. He sees putting Deuce to rest as part of his penance for how he treated Yuu in the years leading up to getting isekaid. He refuses to go back in time until he's able to lay this version of his father to rest next to Yuu so he can promise both of them, to their faces, that he'll create a world where they all can be together and live as a family.
Deuce is extremely friendly to Yutu! He wants to learn as much about Yuu's world as he can so he can help them feel as at home in Twisted Wonderland as possible. He makes sure to let Yutu know that extends to him too once Yuu warms up to having him in the friend circle, Uncle Ace is much less enthusiastic but it's clearly from a place of care towards Yuu. He starts to warm up when he sees Yutu trying his hardest to tutor Deuce, though he claims it's because he just thinks it's funny but really it's because Ace wants to see Deuce succeed.
Very correct on his feelings about Pops. His dad is so wildly cringe it's unreal. His effort is inspiring until he starts getting embarrassed for losing his temper and stuttering, or seven forbid you look at his grades. The more he interacts with both of you the more certain he becomes that Deuce would never have abandoned him... and that he is so getting grounded when Deuce learns about how he treated Yuu. And what's worse is that Yutu sort of wants him to.
Surprisingly that's not what happens at all. When Deuce learns who Yutu is, whether by sleuthing or through a violent confrontation with a monster from the future, when the whole story is laid out before him and his son bows to beg for his judgement it doesn't come at all. His Pops yanks him up by the collar and turns him towards Yuu.
"Say all of that again to your parent." Deuce's voice is as stern as it is serious. Yuu looks distraught, not quite to the point they were on the day everything changed but getting there as Yutu immediately breaks down and chokes, crying and begging for your forgiveness and saying he's sorry as Deuce brings all three of you together into a strong embrace. "I'm not the one you need to make things up to, but it's ok. I know exactly how you feel and we'll work through things together."
Deuce doesn't feel like he can be overly angry at Yutu for taking after him. He does feel the need to apologize to Yuu, profusely and in private, for putting them in so much danger and not being there to help Yutu work through his temper. If I was writing this as a story, I'd make Yuu sort of afraid of Yutu's feelings? I could see them blaming themselves and things being a bit awkward within their relationship with Yutu where they had been very good before the reveal. With Deuce being the loving and understanding partner that he is, the bridge is once again mended and the whole family gets to indulge in hobbies that aren't beating the shit out of other people.
Yutu gets back into reading, and starts looking up manuals and histories of blastcycles so he has something to talk to his dad about. He was right about his dad being extremely proud of him for being smart, he's that classic mechanic working class dad who can't stop talking about his kid who went to college and has pictures of him in his garage he makes sure to point out to everyone who comes in. Said person is really just Ace who really wants to make fun of Deuce and Yuu for being cringe together but is too focused on this whole world ending thing and wants everyone to be more focused on that.
Deuce promises that he is, he has a lot of confidence in the ability of your little group to be able to win against stacked odds. You've done it before you can do it again. Yutu couldn't have picked better allies, he's really determined to show him that and be a dad his son can be proud of. He repeats his promise to Yutu that he's never going anywhere, even though the kid never told him anything about the tapes because he really means it. He wants that world little Yutu dreamed of and older Yutu swore to fight for to be a reality, and it's his job as an honorable dad and future husband (he gets so flustered when he says that) to be the one on the front lines of fighting for it,
... just please please please do not tell Yutu about the egg incident. He doesn't think he could handle that embarrassment.
#<3 asks#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#deuce spade x reader#deuce spade x yuu#ace! yutu is a charming rogue like robin hood#deuce! yutu is like basil from the great mouse detective#this took forever as i was inflicted with some big sleepies but i think they're gone now? we shall see
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Steve's birthday started the same as all his birthdays had for as long as he could remember now; waking alone in his big old, empty house. Not that he could say he minded. His first ten birthdays had been pretty perfect, but his eleventh birthday changed everything. The only thing he'd asked for was a birthday sleepover with Tommy and his new school friends. It was all going amazing until late into the night, he and Tommy were laid awake, Tommy was telling him about how he was nervous to kiss Carol for the first time, when somehow, in a way Steve couldn't really remember, one of them had ended up suggesting that they practice together.Ā
They'd snuck off to the airing cupboard across the hall so their friends wouldn't see, what they hadn't considered was getting caught by Steve's parents. His mum hadn't said anything, just left quickly, leaving his dad to glare at him with that creepy polite smile he always had whenever Steve was going to get it as soon as they were alone. And he had, as soon as the house was empty, his dad yelled and yelled and yelled; about how kissing boys was unacceptable, how it was a sin, "Harrington's are family men, Steven!" A direct quote from the serial adulterer.Ā
It went on for two whole days, and then they never spoke of it again as though it'd never happened, but Steve wasn't allowed another sleepover nor was he allowed over to any of the other boys houses; which was how by his late teens he only had Tommy and Carol left as friends, they were the only ones who truly knew what went off in his house. And his birthday's hadn't been a big deal ever again, half the time his parents hadn't bothered to even be in the country; not that it made any difference to Steve, a birthday without their presence and constant judgement was already a happier day.
His alarm clock blaring pulled him from his musings back to the present. Not that he'd really needed the alarm, he rarely slept these days; it was more like a series of naps interspersed with part memories, part overactive imagination-induced night terrors. He poked an arm out of the covers, flicking the switch on the clock, yawning and stretching; feeling the pull on his freshly healed wounds. Clambering out of bed and scratching lazily at the stubble on his jawline as he headed into the en-suite; flicking on the stereo as he passed by just for something to fill the void.
Holding Back The Years was just beginning, as it often was these days. The one nighttime DJ who'd bothered to stick around seemed to think the song said "holding back the tears, because nothing here is gone." Idiot! The moron had some whole elaborate deluded idea that the song was some kind of metaphor to do with living with the aftermath of the quake or something, repeating the same nonsense every morning like if he kept saying it his theory would become true.Ā
Steve, however, had actually listened to the lyrics and recognised Mick (Hucknall) as a kindred spirit. He heard the pain of a child longing for parents that loved him, felt the pain for his younger self deep in his soul. He'd long since accepted that he'd never have that, that they'd had him solely for their image and let him go as soon as he didn't fit, but the song tended to just rip open the wound every time he heard it.
He turned on the shower, biting down hard on his lip to stop it quivering, testing the temperature with his hand and stepping under the spray. He knew they weren't worth being upset over, but it didn't take much to tip him over the edge these days, and he was very much hoping, as he had every morning, that this ritual he'd started would wash away the deep-seated sadness that he seemed to have stuck in his chest since the day they'd fought and lost.Ā
In a weird way his life was better now, sure he had flesh eating creatures and an alternate universe, but he also had people who loved him, people who appreciated him and depended on him. The scars of his shitty past didn't matter any more, not in the face of actual scars, not when the monster hunting them down was still out there, not when the people he loved needed someone to protect them.
He made quick work of washing his body, still gentle around his wounds. Eddie's exquisite sewing skills had more than done the trick at the time but all the strain he'd put on his body getting the five of them out of hell had ripped new holes into his skin and made a bigger mess than the bats ever had; it was only when he collapsed in the ER that any of them had even noticed he was bleeding again, the nurses had patched him back together, but his body was still tender.Ā
Just as he was shampooing his hair, the song changed again, only just about hearing Cyndi Lauper over the patter as he applied his conditioner. "If you're lost you can look, and you will find me, time after time", fresh tears quickly blurred his vision. Max.Ā
They'd been told off for the fifth time about having too many people visiting at once, Wendy threatened to never let any of them step foot in the building again, and they believed her too, just as the adults who still had jobs and needed to work had finally accepted that the kids could be there to be with the wounded in case they woke up. Nancy had sighed heavily but resigned herself to the job, not that it had taken her long to set up a visiting schedule; ten minutes of leaning over bits of paper with visiting times, days people could chauffeur, work and volunteer schedules, working out who could sit with who and when and she'd had it all figured out.Ā
They were just getting into the swing of things when El had snapped, hurling a plastic chair into the hospital wall, blood pouring from her nose, sucking in breaths like she'd just run a marathon before actually running from the room. Steve hadn't seen it happen, just heard the commotion through the wall and came running. No one had wanted to go after her; Mike, Dustin and Lucas all looking between each other like they were psychically discussing who'd drawn the short straw.Ā
Steve didn't bother to wait to find out what they'd decided, he'd just chased after her, finding her curled up in a ball in the corner of the corridor. He hadn't known what to say at first, "are you okay?" seemed like the dumbest question ever given the state of her. Plus he'd seen the two of them together when they'd had their day trip to the mall, he knew she was far from okay. He'd just knelt down beside her and wrapped her tightly in his arms when she'd mushed her face into his chest, stroking her back and rocking her slowly.Ā
Using his well versed technique of 'What Would Robin Do?' he asked what had happened. She just looked up at him with big sad eyes, a sob catching in her throat, her face crumpling as she'd broken down. Telling him that she couldn't find Max, that she'd been trying ever since she'd restarted Max's heart (with her mind!) but that she couldn't find her. She'd made him promise not to tell the others and as soon as he agreed, she'd promptly burst into uncontrollable sobs before he'd even had a chance to ask what that meant. All he could do was hope that Max wasn't either gone forever; or worse, stuck with One, enduring unimaginable torment.
The song had changed again as Steve switched off the water, stepping out of the shower and wrapping a towel securely around his waist. Switching on the tap to run a bowl of water and grabbing the shaving foam and his razor from the medicine cabinet; glancing as quickly and as efficiently as he could in the mirror, doing his best to avoid his own reflection. He knew he looked rough, he didn't need confirmation. The scars around his neck were gnarly, his eyes were bloodshot with thick black bags underneath, his hair limp and uncared for, obvious even fresh from the shower. Ugh!
He let Billy Ocean's soulful voice wash over him, focusing on making neat lines in the foam and trying his best not to nick himself. It wasn't a song he'd heard before, but he liked it, the tune was gentle, he found himself swaying slightly, waiting with the razor poised, "I always stop and think of you especially, when the words of a love song, touch the very heart of me". Huh!
He forced himself to focus on the task at hand, he was going to be late if he didn't get a move on and the less he thought about love songs making him cry, the better. The song ended, and the DJ signed off letting the commercials play. Steve headed into his bedroom, half-heartedly blow-drying his hair just enough to stop it dripping down his collar, throwing on his jeans and sweater.Ā
Flicking off the radio, he jogged down the stairs, clicking the red flashing button on the answering machine as he passed the telephone table on the way to the kitchen to throw some bread in the toaster. The last time he'd seen Joyce, she'd made him promise that he'd eat, so he was eating, dry toast wasn't his favourite thing in the whole world, but it was nourishment.
Beep. "Dingus!" Robin whispered into the phone, causing Steve to grin, "it's one minute past twelve, so I can officially say Happy Birthday! Okay, that's all I wanted. See you later, love you." Beep.
Beep. "Steve-o! Happy Birthday! See you later, man!" Beep. That kid, Steve thought shaking his head fondly to himself.
Beep. "Happy Birthday, Steve!" El mumbled, she barely spoke these days. He felt honoured. She was quickly interrupted by Hop, "Is that Steve?" he asked, "No, just the machine," she responded followed by sounds of the receiver being passed from one person to another, "Happy Birthday, kiddo, we'll see you later, okay?" Beep.
Steve couldn't fight the lump in his throat, he tried to swallow around it, but it wasn't going anywhere. They were justā¦ he didn't have the words. It meant so much that they'd thought of him. That Robin had snuck out of bed, had probably sat up by the phone until the clock struck midnight to make sure he knew she was thinking of him. She really was the best friend he'd ever had.
And the kids! Dustin calling was probably what had woken him. He didn't know when he'd decided on Steve-o as a nickname, but he liked it regardless, it made him feel like one of the gang instead of just the babysitter. With El, Steve wasn't sure whether it was a teenage phase or not being able to find Max, but he'd barely heard a peep out of her since her breakdown, he just hoped it wasn't the latter, so they wouldn't lose both girls to this fight.
He pressed replay, warmth filling him as he listened to Robin's message again. He missed her terribly when they weren't together, and he'd seen less and less of her recently. She'd basically been on house arrest since the "quake" and given she wasn't ready to tell her parents what she'd told Steve whilst high on truth serum, Mr and Mrs Buckley basically thought he was about to become their son-in-law.Ā
Unfortunately, it meant he couldn't sneak over to her house to sleep any more like he had after the mall and the one time Robin had snuck out to sleep at his, her dad had been so worried he'd called the cops. Luckily, Hop had been the one to get the call, sighing heavily when he'd picked her up from the McMansion (as Steve's house had been dubbed by the kids) with a "Sorry kid, but her mom's practically hysterical. Come stay at the cabin, get a good night's rest."
For once, Steve had done as he was told. The Party was tighter than ever, but there were still the few with families who got caught on the edge's that kept the group from becoming a totally codependent pack. None of them slept well any more, not without being curled around one of the others. Robin and Dustin had it bad, unable to explain what was going on and trapped by parents who loved them too much to let them out of their sight, but Steve thought Erica had it the worst.
Lucas was out of his mind with worry over Max, her parents were holding her tighter than ever and her best friend had moved away. She couldn't use sleepovers as an excuse to escape her family's grasp like Robin and Dustin could, she was having terrible nightmares, lashing out and blaming everyone for the state of Max's health, Steve just wished sheād let it out properly before she exploded. He'd tried to get her to once, used one of Robin's new psychology tricks but got nothing out of her but some sassy comment and a glare.
His toast popping out of the toaster dragged him out of his musings, tucking the dry, warm bread into a napkin, he grabbed his keys off the hook and headed out to the car. The sun was barely in the sky, but it was already unbearably warm, he was glad to be spending the day indoors. He liked being out early, the world seemed almost peaceful before the rest of the town had a chance to get out of bed. Normally he'd drive without the radio on, just with the window rolled down, letting the breeze finish drying his hair, enjoying the sounds of the world waking up, the birds singing, the wind rustling the trees, the roar of the beemers engine, but that damn song had turned into an earworm, just that little bit of melody and "saying I love you, I love you" whizzing around and around his head.
He sighed and flicked the radio on, the funky beat of Kiss making his head bounce, only being able to resist for a second before he was smacking the steering wheel in time with the beat. Steve couldn't think about much else with Prince singing in his ears, the sun beating down on his arm that dangled out of the open window, warming him as he bopped along. "I want to be your fantasy, maybe you could be mine. You just leave it all up to me, we could have a good time!" Steve hollered along, catching the attention of old Mr Baker, who was bent down collecting his paper as he sped by. He smirked at the old man's face as he caught him grumbling in the rearview mirror, making Steve chuckle.
The song was just ending as he pulled into the parking lot, it was always blissfully empty this early, just the cars of the staff and the overnight visitors. He threw the car into park as Let's Hear It For The Boy started, he contemplated sitting in the car just to listen, but he knew the song well enough, and he was edging ever closer to being late. Steve found he almost had a spring in his step as he switched off the engine and clambered out of the car, being careful as he crossed the road, the peppy tune well and truly stuck in his head.Ā
He waved to Edna at the front desk as he headed for the stairs (no way was he getting in a lift ever again, not after the last time) hearing Deniece Williams clearly in his mind as he turned the corner and all but hopped up the staircase, muttering "Maybe he's no Romeo, but he's my love and one man show, oh oh oh oh, let's hear it for the boy!" pausing on the step to wiggle along to the music in his head. One of the nurse's smirked at him as she skipped down the stairs, passing him with a giggle. Not that he minded he'd been reliably informed he was a good dancer, it did make him wonder if maybe he was finally losing it though, taking the rest of the steps two at a time, shaking his head trying to clear it. This is a hospital, for god's sake! Whatās wrong with you?
Drifting quickly down the corridor, Steve gave a quick nod to Nurse Wendy, she was one of Owensā and seemed to find the hospital environment rather alien, she didn't appreciate anything other than cordiality and silence while she worked. Sliding open the door, Steve found Wayne sitting as he always was in an uncomfortable plastic chair by Eddie's bedside; chatting aimlessly to his nephew and yawning every few words.Ā
He, Dustin and Steve had become close over the past few weeks, each taking turns to keep Eddie company. Wayne hadnāt wanted Steve anywhere near his nephew at first, not that Steve had been surprised by his reaction, hurt maybe but unsurprised. Wayne had relented when Dustin had regaled him with Steveās āheroismā but Robin had been the one to convince Wayne that Steve was their friend, that he wasn't the dickhead jock who'd stood by and done nothing as Tommy had made Eddie's life hell; and that he was certainly nothing like the elder Harrington. Wayne had relented quickly, had warmed to Steve faster than he'd ever dared to hope, now he thought Wayne might even like him, just a little bit, even if it was because as Wayne put it, "well, at least you've got better taste in sports than you had in friends".
"G'Mornin'" Steve greeted, once Wayne finished with his tale. His stories were amazing, at first heād started with just random tales but eventually when they realised it was going to take longer than any of them hoped for Eddie to wake, heād started as far back as he could remember and was just slowly retelling his whole life story. Steve thought he should write a book, his life was fascinating and the more he listened, the more it was obvious where Eddie had got his storytelling abilities.
"Mornin'" Wayne returned, stretching his back before standing with a creak and a groan.
"No change?" Steve asked, looking over to Eddie's pale, sleeping form.
"No change," Wayne confirmed with a sigh.
Steve hummed, just watching Eddie for a second, hoping for a twitch, a flicker, anything really. Just any sign of life that he'd been praying for since cracked ribs and a ten minute repeat of āone and two and threeā and screams to ādrive faster!ā Eddie didn't move, not more than the slow rise and fall of his gentle breathing that hadn't changed since he got out of surgery; Wayne did though, patting Steve on the shoulder as he passed by him with a quiet "G'night, son," successfully snapping Steve back into the moment.Ā
He turned quickly to catch Wayne on his way out, a fragile smile on his face and a lump forming in his throat, "Night, Wayne. Drive safe," Steve pleaded quietly. Wayne was as much one of them as Eddie was now, and the last thing any of them needed was more heartache. Wayne nodded with a slight smile, closing the door with a quiet snick, the noise kicking Steve into action; he rounded the bed picking up the tattered copy of The Hobbit off the bedside table and landing heavily in the still warm chair and flipping the book open in his lap.
Wayne might be a natural storyteller but not Steve, his childhood stories were either sad or stupid, but none of that mattered because here in this little cold side room all Steve could think was a repeat of please wake up.Ā
He was taking his first shift of watching over Eddie when he'd first spotted the book sticking out the top of the bag Wayne had brought for Eddie when heād heard he was in the hospital. Honestly, Steve thought it looked like more of a go bag; Maxās bag was full of pyjamas and a dressing gown and slippers, a soft toy or two and some of her comics. Eddieās bag was full of clothes, at least four pairs of jeans, a couple hoodies, a winter coat, underwear and cassettes. And the book, of course.
Steve wasn't much of a reader, heād always hated assignments at school where reading an actual book was necessary, but he couldn't stand the silence, and he couldn't think of anything to say and Owens had said the best thing they could do was keep talking to him so he'd started to read. He was rubbish at it, stumbling every few words and making humming sounds every time he came across a word he didn't know or couldn't pronounce, but it filled the silence and given how dog-eared the pages were it was obviously a favourite of Eddie's, so he could only hope it was bringing him some comfort, wherever he was.
"Good morning, Edwin. How're you feeling, hmm? Comfy? It's a lovely day today, blue skies and green leaves, it's gonna be a warm one. It's my birthday, you know? Robin left a nice message, and the kids too. I wonder if I'll get a cake? I've never had a birthday with real friends before! I don't really know what to expect, but you've had your little club for a long time, you'd know, maybe you could wake up and tell me, hm? That'd be nice. No pressure though. How about we read some more? I quite like this book. I've never really had a favourite book, not since I grew out of the Mr Men ones anyway, but this one's good. Let's see where were we?"
Steve got as comfortable as he could on the crappy hospital furniture, flipped to the page he'd marked with a cafeteria napkin and began to read, letting the words flow over him and paint a picture of a group of disparates on an adventure together. He thought they were sort've like The Party, none of them really fit together either, not on paper anyway, but somehow it just worked; they, too, each had their own strengths vital for their collective survival.Ā
It saddened him in a way to think that if none of the Upside Down stuff had happened, that he wouldn't have any of this. As fucked up as this was right now, with Eddie and Max still unconscious; to not be called Dingus, or son, or Steve-o, thatās just not a life heād want. Nor would he want a life without a platonic soulmate or a whole gaggle of little siblings. Without two mums and two dads, none of whom were biological, but parents in all the ways his never were. Without three older siblings in Argyle and Jon and Nancy because it wasn't half as weird as they all expected it to be; because none of them were those people any more. Those stupid teenagers were long dead, the shit theyād been through together far stronger than any hormonal teenage dickheadery.
He especially wouldn't want to be without an idiot who doesn't listen when Steve says don't be a hero because he also loves Dustin; because down to a choice of himself or their little brother he would always put himself in the firing line and as much as Steve had raged that Eddie was a dumbass, as soon as Robin had twisted it around, Steve hadn't been able to honestly say that he wouldn't have done exactly the same thing.
That didn't mean he didn't wish he could trade places with Eddie, didn't mean he didn't wish they'd had more time to get to know each other, didn't mean he didn't spend every spare second thinking about that walk to the Wheeler's, didn't mean he couldn't stop wishing Eddie would wake up, didn't mean he didn't hope for something more he could do to drag Eddie back into consciousness, just to hear his voice one more time, didn't mean he didn't wish he'd stayed with the boys, didn't mean he didn't yearn to know what Eddie had meant to say in that pause before he'd said "Make him pay!"
Steve realised he'd stopped reading, flicked over the page and picked up where Bilbo was imagining summer in his home, the same type of summer that was streaming through the hospital window, bathing Eddieās sickly form in warm light. Steve hoped that wherever Eddie was, that he was somewhere happy, maybe he was berry picking with his uncle or playing with his band, maybe he was rough housing with Dustin while Steve and Robin watched on.Ā
He hadn't dared to ask El if she could find him, he couldn't bear to think they were both stuck somewhere unreachable, he wasn't sure his heart couldn't take it.Ā
He swiped roughly at his damp cheeks, swallowing hard, wiping the pages dry and smiling waterily at the group finding shelter and finally relaxing, creating smoke rings and thinking of Eddie doing the same thing at the last party they'd both been at. All the girls had gone wild and Steve chuckled to himself, knowing now that this book full of mythical creatures was where Eddie had probably got the inspiration, knowing how many hours Eddie must've taken to perfect his technique, knowing the girls who'd oohed and ahhed, knowing that most of them had never read a book in their lives, it was just funny.Ā
That was until it all went to shit for the allies; Steve read faster and faster, hoping that they'd make it safely out of the tunnels, thinking of the tunnels he'd fought in with the kids, remembering that moment he'd thought he and Dustin were toast, still able to feel the Demodogs racing by them. Then Bilbo was falling, and suddenly he was as unconscious as the boy in front of him.Ā
Steve sighed and shifted, leaning the book against Eddie's too still leg, he never thought he'd miss someone's nervous energy but even when Eddie had been still and quiet his leg would still always bounce, or his fingers would drum, it used to drive him crazy back in school, he used to wish the other boy would just sit still, mainly because he was struggling to concentrate, and the constant movement was a distraction, but now he longed for some form of movement, anything to add to the consistent rise and fall.Ā
Steve would usually keep the book up in front of his face so that lack of anything wasn't quite so obvious, but his back was aching and begging to be stretched, so Steve leaned his elbows on the bed either side of the book, propping his head up in his hands, trying to read the words faster in some bizarre hope that if Bilbo survived the pitch black alone that Eddie might too. The Gollum creature just was creepy, with the hissing and the glowing eyes and calling himself precious, it didnāt endear itself to Steve when Bilbo started a back and forth of riddles with it, the narrator commenting that because the reader was comfortable that the answers were somehow obvious.
āNot obvious to everyone,ā Steve muttered mainly to himself, āI bet you knew these the first time you read them though, didnāt you Eds?" he asked just for something to say while he found his place again.
"No," muttered so softly and raspily it was almost inaudible, Steve's head snapping up to look at Eddie's face.
"Eddie? Did you speak, or have I finally lost it?" Steve asked disbelievingly. Eddie didn't speak again, but the corners of his mouth twitched upwards, puffing out a breath that could've been a laugh, immediately sucking one in through his teeth, hissing in pain.
"Wendy!" Steve screamed, jumping up and slamming the red button on the wall, only realising as he did that he'd wrenched his fingers from Eddie's grasp. Leaning his elbow by the side of Eddie's pillow, Steve peered down at him, placing his hand back into Eddie's, "Can you hear me, Eds?" he asked gently. Eddie made a rumbling sound followed by a quivering lip and a whine. "No, no. Don't try to talk, man. Can you squeeze my hand?" Steve asked, running his fingers carefully through Eddie's now sweaty hair, brushing it away from his face and neck. Eddie squeezed his fingers hard, choking a laugh out of Steve as his throat tightened, only realising he was crying when a tear splashed down onto Eddie's cheek, an intense feeling of relief and joy sweeping over him.
Steve had just enough time to wipe the moisture from Eddie's cheek before all hell let loose, nurses and doctors bustling in, Wendy gently removing Steve from Eddie's bedside but not from the room. His mind was racing, unable to really grasp onto anything, just watching detachedly as the professionals adjusted wires and tubes pressing buttons on machines, taking liquids from bottles with syringes and all Steve could think was that he was glad Wayne wasn't there to witness the chaos.
And all of a sudden, it hit Steve like a freight train. Wayne. He needed to know, but Steve was terrified that if he left the room that he'd wake up back in his bed, that Eddie wouldnāt have woken and that theyād be back stuck in the limbo that he might never wake. Steve glanced at the clock, knowing by the time that Dustin and Lucas should be next door watching over Max; it was unusual that they hadnāt come to check on Eddie, but if there had been traffic they just might not have had time.
"Dustin!" Steve yelled through the wall, one of the nurse's turning to snarl at him with a tut, obviously for being loud, but Steve couldn't have given less of a fuck, he just pulled a face at her behind her back when she turned back to Eddie.Ā
Dustin slammed into the room in less than a few seconds, clocking the chaos around Eddie and looking to Steve with wide, frightened eyes.
"He's awake, call Wayne," Steve instructed, Dustin didn't argue, didnāt fight the grin splitting his face either, "The plant or yours?" is all he asked. Steve was so grateful for this kid, glad in that moment that his little brother was a fucking genius. "Mine," Steve didn't even have time to finish the word before Dustin was gone from the door frame.
There was a bit more hustling around the bed before slowly but surely the nurses and doctors started to file back out, leaving Owens and a once again unconscious Eddie.
"What did you do?" Steve raged, his voice so low and hard it was hardly recognisable even to his own ears. Owens at least had the good sense to approach slowly, hands up and placating, except Steve couldn't hear him over the blood rushing in his ears, panic and fury blurring his senses.
"...ve, Steve, Steven!"
His eyes snap from Eddie's form where he'd been desperately watching Eddie's chest rise and fall, to Owens, who swallowed visibly and took a step backwards.
"We didn't do anything, Steve. I know he's been asleep for a long time, but it's going to take a while for him to get used to being awake again. He's just resting right now; healing like he's supposed to. Now he's regained consciousness, his chances are much better. We're not out the woods yet, but we're a step closer, okay? I'll check in again later, alright?" Owens said calmly as he backed out of the room, leaving Steve alone to nod to himself.
Steve didnāt know how long he stood there nodding to himself, the next thing he acknowledged was Dustin crashing back into the room, all but ready to throw himself at Eddie. Steve quickly stepped between them, blocking Dustinās path. He parroted everything Owens told him and only allowed himself a breath when Dustin grinned toothily. And Steve, even though he couldn't quite believe what just happened, couldn't help but grin back.
"What a birthday present, huh?" Dustin teased, as he headed out the door back to Max's room.
Steve's hands landed automatically on his hips, yelling after him to shut up, even though he could hear Dustin cackling and feel his own cheeks burning, fucking smartass.Ā
He sighed, mentally arguing with the kid, desperately trying to come up with a response for next time, when Wayne came dashing in; Steve suddenly felt guilty for disturbing him, but he had promised he'd call if Eddie even so much as twitched. He repeated to Wayne what had happened in as much detail as he could remember, Wayne's smile growing and growing until it looked like his face might split in two, he grabbed Steve around the head and kissed him firmly on the forehead with a relieved āThank you.ā Steveās brain shorted out when Wayne pulled him into a hug, all he could do was blink owlishly at the wall until his brain kicked in, and he wrapped his arms around Wayne purely on instinct, Wayne squeezing him tight before letting him go.Ā
He insisted on staying, much to Steve's dismay given the poor man had already been up all night and that he couldn't have had more than a few hours sleep, but he just waved Steve off, merely reiterating that he can sleep anywhere, that he'd been in the army, snd that he didn't need a cushty bed.Ā
Wayne had only caved about staying at the McMansion after the third or fourth day in that godawful chair, and then he had bemoaned that beds that comfortable should be illegal, that he'd been spoiled for life; Steve had just mentally renamed the spare room "Wayne's room", he knew Owens was sorting them some new accommodation, but he was kind of hoping he and Eddie would choose to stay.Ā
The house had never felt emptier since his parents phone call, they hadn't even tried to get a hold of him really, they'd just left a message saying that they'd heard about the quake, requesting he give them a call to let them know if there'd been any damage to the property, so they could claim on the insurance. Steve had nearly thrown the answering machine at the wall. Robin had just sighed, told him she didn't know why he continued to let them disappoint him when he had all the family he'd ever need. He knew she was right, that didnāt mean it didnāt hurt. He hadn't bothered to call them back, and he hadn't heard from them since.
Wayne went down to the phones to call in sick then folded himself into the bedside chair, the one that was technically meant for patients, not that any of them had dared to use it for fear that theyād get too comfortable and nod off and miss out on any changes, but Wayne trusted Steve to wake him, he just wanted to be here to see his nephew. Steve couldn't blame him.
He gently placed his plastic chair back next to the bed, he hadn't realised he'd flung it across the room when he'd jumped up earlier. Both Munson's were sleeping peacefully and although a little piece of Steve's soul had settled, he still felt jittery in the almost silence. He grabbed the book back from the night stand, unsure as to how it'd ended up there, flicking through the pages trying to see where he'd last got to.
He propped the book back against Eddie's thigh, tucking his feet under his chair and resting his elbows on the edge of the bed. Originally, he started off reading to himself, not wanting to disturb either of them. He found he could actually read quite quickly to himself, and got through a whole chunk of the story just muttering commentary on the story to himself. But eventually, his eyes started to get tired, and he just started mumbling along with the story, trying desperately to stay awake.Ā
"How the fuck are you supposed to say that? Eye-ry, ear-ry, err-ry, I don't fucking know, I'm not entirely sure what that's even supposed to be," Steve muttered with a sigh.
"It's their nest," Eddie whispered, rasping and hoarse, tightening his grip on Steve's fingers, where he'd once again been absentmindedly stroking up and down Eddie's hand while he read.
Steve sat up straighter, so he could reach the glass of water with a straw that'd been left on the table, pressing the straw gently against Eddie's lips, "Hey, you," he said softly, "only sips, Eds, or you'll make yourself sick," he murmured putting the glass back on the side when Eddie let go of the straw.
"Thanks, man," Eddie murmured and sighed, sinking back into the pillow. Steve turned to give Wayne a nudge when Eddie squeezed his hand hard, "Don't," he pleaded. Steve hesitated but found he couldn't deny Eddie anything and was rewarded with a soft smile when Steve turned back to him, "He okay?" he asked.
Nodding, Steve ran his thumb over the back of Eddie's hand, "Yeah, we're taking good care of him," he promised.
Eddie hummed, tried to smile again, but it was obvious how much effort it was taking, "'nd Dust'n?" he mumbled, eyes drifting closed.
Steve couldn't help smiling to himself, "Next door, watching over Max."
Eddie's eyes sprung open, "Not Red?" he whined, big brown eyes sadder than Steve had ever seen them.
"'fraid so. She'll be okay though, she's a fighter like you!" Steve muttered, determination lacing his tone because he believed you had to believe something wholeheartedly if you wanted it to go your way.
Eddie let out a little sceptical huff, eyes already closed and breaths evening out. Steve was just about to go back to reading quietly when Eddie made a little incoherent noise. "Hm? You need something, Eds?" Steve asked quietly, standing to lean over him, brushing his hair away from his face where it'd got stuck to his cheek when he'd turned to look at Wayne.
"'m sorry," Eddie murmured, trying to open his eyes, Steve just huffed out a humourless laugh, sitting back down.Ā
"Nah, man, got nothing to be sorry for," he muttered, swallowing around the lump in his throat, "Go back to sleep," he whispered, stroking the back of Eddie's hand rhythmically. Eddie listened this time, whether through choice or sheer exhaustion, Steve didn't know, he was just glad Eddie was resting.
Steve took a deep breath, scrubbing his spare hand over his face, he didn't know what was wrong with him today. Eddie was fine, he was on the mend, there was no reason to be upset, yet he couldn't stop the tears rolling down his cheeks. He wasn't sad exactly, it all just felt like too much, all the previous weeks of worry, the lack of sleep, the constant stress of it all going to hell again before they even had chance to recover. He nearly jumped out of his skin when he felt a hand on his shoulder, Dustin tended to pop in at lunchtime to give Steve a chance to get some lunch and stretch his legs. But being met with those big concerned eyes just tipped the scales in the wrong direction, he grabbed Dustin round the middle and pulled him into his arms.Ā
"What's wrong?" Dustin whispered, rubbing Steve's back soothingly, which just made him feel all the more guilty because he was supposed to be the strong one for the kids, not the other way around.
"Nothing," Steve murmured, sucking in a deep breath and coughing around the lump in his throat, pushing the feelings as far down as he could, letting Dustin go with a pat on his shoulder, "Nothing, I'm fine, everything's fine," he lied.
Dustin obviously saw through it but didn't push him, just demanded a Coke from the cafeteria as Steve got up and headed for the door, making him laugh. Steve loved him so much, especially when he was a little shit.
Heading straight to the bathroom, Steve splashed cold water on his face, leaning on the sink and looking at himself in the mirror. It'd been years since he looked this rough, his hair floppy and dry as hell, black and bloodshot eyes from the lack of sleep, even his skin wasn't quite the colour it was supposed to be but eating dry toast in your car and crappy hospital sandwiches will do that, he supposed.
He sighed heavily, pushing off the sink, he headed to the cafeteria, grabbing lunch for the four of them and Dustin's Coke, picking up a Diet one too just to annoy him with, in the hopes his moaning and whinging would buoy him for the rest of the day.Ā
Steve bobbed in to eat lunch with Lucas and spend some time with him and Max like he always did, before heading back to relieve Dustin. Lucas barely wanted to talk these days, just wanted to continue to read to Max in the hopes that she could hear them.
Knowing what El had told him just made him feel guilty, but heād promised he wouldn't say anything and given there wasn't anything else he could do for her, in the very least it was making Lucas feel useful. If anything Steve thought he sounded a little more annoyed than usual today, but he didn't dare to ask, he just put it down to the fact that Eddie had come back while Max was still lost.
Wayne was awake and chatting with Dustin and Eddie when Steve got back. They all looked tired, but they were smiling, even if they did have tear tracks down their faces. Steve didn't say anything, just squeezed Eddie's foot as he passed by him handing Wayne and Dustin their lunch, who as suspected kicked off about his drink giving them all something to giggle about until he pulled out the red can, the petulant look on Dustinās face making the three adults in the room laugh harder.
Eddie soon fell back asleep, then after theyād eaten Dustin went back to Max and Wayne decided he was going to find some decent coffee, which was code for he was going for a smoke. Steve sighed as everything settled down again, back to the normal they'd settled into over the past few weeks, except he felt free now to get comfortable in his chair resting his head on his folded arms on the side of the bed. He told himself he wasn't sleeping, just resting his eyes, but Robin made him jump when she came bounding into the room.
"Happy Birthday, Dingus!" she yelled, waking both him and Eddie with a start.
"Jesus, Bobs, shh," Steve chastised, trying to soothe Eddie back to sleep by rubbing his thumb across his knuckles where their hands had yet again ended up connected.
"Sorry," she muttered, not sounding sorry in the slightest. It'd been her way of trying to wake Eddie and Max, blasting into their rooms all loud and full of energy, like a kids entertainer at a birthday party.
"Mornin' Edwin, done sleeping?" she teased, waggling his toes, Steve knew she wanted to hug him, but Eddie's legs were the only place he hadn't been bitten, and she didn't want to hurt him like she had Steve when they'd finally got Eddie to the hospital, and she'd all but thrown herself at him; he'd hissed involuntarily, and she'd cried for an hour even though the pain had gone before she'd even had chance to let go.
"Stop tiring him out, he's supposed to be resting," Steve grouched, reluctantly letting go of Eddie, standing up to grab another plastic chair for her to sit beside him at Eddie's bedside.
She tutted and rolled her eyes dramatically before all but flopping into the hard chair, making Steve wince on her behalf. Now he'd sat back in his chair he didn't know what to do with his arms, it felt weird to reach across and take Eddie's hand, folding them over his chest felt too confrontational, letting them flop by his sides felt weird, finally settling on placing them in his lap.Ā
Robin was just watching him amusedly, "So, having a good birthday?" she asked with a smirk. All he could do was narrow his eyes at her, Wayne was back and watching them knowingly, trying not to smile.Ā
Steve looked between the two of them before shrugging as nonchalantly as he could manage, "Better than last year," he answered not half as blasƩ as he would've liked, it wasn't exactly a lie given anything would've been better than last year when everyone had forgotten.
Robin just hummed thoughtfully, leaving them in uncomfortable silence. She'd been a nightmare since sheād started reading psychology books; she was worried about their collective mental health and wanted to have constructive ways to help, but it seemed to Steve that she was just using everything she was learning to torture him.
"How's your mom and dad?" Steve asked, trying to deflect onto a new topic.
"They're good," she replied, letting the silence linger, glancing at Wayne with a playful smile.
The silence was deafening, it made him want to babble endlessly and at the same time say nothing at all, just out of sheer stubbornness.
Luckily, he was saved from their torture by Mike, El and Will, the three of them came in every day to check on Eddie before going to see Max; which Steve thought was sweet given Mike was the only one who actually knew Eddie. He just knew Eddie was going to adore Will, they were like peas in a pod, and he couldn't wait for them to meet properly.
"Dustin said he woke up," Mike said as though that was his excuse for being there, not that it was something as wild as him caring whether Eddie lived or not.
"'m here, y'know," Eddie grumbled, making Mike's whole face light up.
"Eddie!" Mike cheered, heading towards him for a hug.
"Careful!" Steve yelled automatically, Mike pausing mid-step to glare at him.
"I know!" he snapped, carefully placing his hands either side of Eddie's shoulders and leaning gently into him.
"How're you, man?" Mike enquired, purposefully ignoring everyone else in the room, while Steve purposefully ignored Wayne and Robin's knowing gaze.
"Not dead!" Eddie teased, finally prying his eyes open, looking behind Mike at Will and El who waved warmly. "Hi," Eddie croaked, Mike grabbed the drink off the bedside and placed the straw against Eddie's lips.
"This is El and Will, yāknow? The ones I told you about," Mike reminded him, focusing on the water leaving the glass.
Eddie just hummed, releasing the straw, doing his best to smile at the newcomers, his eyelids drooping.
Steve had already had enough, Eddie was supposed to be sleeping so he could heal, "Alright, you three, he needs his rest. Visiting's over. Out! Go harass Dustin!" Steve demanded, standing to physically shoo them out the door while Robin and Wayne giggled.
"Don't make me throw you out, too, Buckley!" he threatened, pointing at her with a hand on his hip as the door slid shut behind the kids.
She lifted her hands placatingly, with a delighted smirk, "Here, sit. I've brought your gift," she announced, gesturing to his chair.
Steve couldn't help the endeared smile splitting his face; he hadn't had a birthday present in a long time, his parents just added money to his account, he had no other family, and he hadn't got one from a friend since Tommy.
Robin reached into her bag and pulled out a rectangular box wrapped in blue paper, "It's not much, and I know nothing could top waking from a coma," she muttered rolling her eyes playfully in Eddie's direction, "but I hope you like it," she added with a soft smile.
Steve felt his lip quiver again, biting on it hard enough he tasted iron. He didn't care what was in the box, well he cared, he just didn't mind if the box was the present, he already had the best friend in the whole world, what else could he want. He smiled gratefully at her, hoping she could see without him needing to say it, before tearing off the blue wrapping and lifting the lid.
As soon as he saw what was in the box, tears started to fill his eyes, blurring his vision, no amount of self-control would be able to stop the wave of gratitude for the girl in front of him.
"Sorry it's a bit homemade," she mumbled as he continued to stare at his gift. All Steve could do was shake his head, a smile on his face even as tears poured down his face, tugging her into an awkward hug over the box.
"It's the best," he whispered, releasing her to stare down in awe at his present again. It was a picture frame, but inside was all bits of their friendship; a few Polaroids of the two of them, a napkin from Scoops, their name badges sitting side by side in the middle, tickets from the Star Wars movie they went to see together, quotes from songs they loved written on Family Video receipts, the dried flowers of the daisy chain he'd made her while they were hanging out in her garden, the matching friendship bracelets they'd bought from that street artist when they'd gone to Indy last year and immediately lost, newspaper clippings of a game they'd both played at, a little picture of Kermit the frog. 'The Band Geek And The Jock' written across the top of the frame in bubble writing, and 'Platonic With A Capital P' written across the bottom.
He felt the sob hiccup out of his chest, too overwhelmed to do anything to stop it. Knowing it was the most thoughtful gift he'd ever received, he wondered how he was even supposed to begin to thank her.
Looking up at his little miracle, he saw her watching him with sad concerned eyes, "You can just say if you think it's awful," she joked, making a tearful laugh burst out of him.
Shaking his head, he swallowed hard, "It's wonderful. You're wonderful. How'd I get so lucky, huh?" he asked rhetorically pulling her into another hug, "Thank you," he murmured, hugging her tighter, wanting to snuggle into her neck but not wanting to get snot on her top or in her hair, he let her go.
Eddie whined, demanding their attention. He was awake, watching him and Robin with the softest fond expression, opening and closing his hand like Holly used to when she wanted something. Steve automatically placed his hand in Eddie's causing a choked little sound to come out of the three of them, only for him to realise that Eddie probably wanted to see the frame, his cheeks flushed crimson and just as he was about to let go, both Robin and Wayne put a supportive hand on either of his shoulders, starting up a conversation between themselves about the latest conspiracy theory to be printed in the local paper.
Steve stayed perfectly still, afraid of breaking the moment. He'd never felt safer, more loved or supported as he did right then, than he had in his entire life, and it was almost bizarre how these three random people he'd barely known a year ago could give that to him so easily. Eddie squeezed his hand gently, blinking owlishly with a soft smile. Steve gently lifted his present onto Eddie's stomach, so he could see it, he tried to lift his other hand up to touch the frame, but it was proving too much, drifting off again with his dimples on display and a gentle hum.
Taking the gift back and placing it carefully back into the box to keep it safe, placing it on the bedside with The Hobbit knowing he wouldn't miss it there when he headed home later. Robin was still deep in conversation with Wayne, telling him about her grandma's worries about their safety after the "quake", Steve already knew that she wanted them to move away, Robin had called him in a panic when she'd heard her parents discussing whether they should.
He caught Robin's eye and gestured to the door, slipping out when she smiled and nodded in acknowledgement. Slipping the door shut behind him, Steve hurried towards the bathroom, he just needed a minute, but a familiar curly head of hair was already pushing open the door. Turning on his heel, his sneakers squeaking on the linoleum floor, he headed toward the exit only to bump into Wendy giving Sam an update on Max. The breath was coming shorter and shorter in his chest as he blindly opened the nearest door stepping inside and slamming it shut behind him; sliding down the painted wood to the cold floor, knocking his knee on a bucket because by some streak of luck, Steve found himself in the janitor's closet.
It was all just too much and the thing was none of it was bad, everything was so, so good, the nicest present he'd ever had, Eddie waking up after what felt like forever, the love and support of the people he now classed as family. He had no idea why it felt like there was an elephant sitting on his chest or like he'd had a rock semi-permanently lodged in his throat since he'd woken up. It just hadn't really felt real until now, the few nice dreams he had had been of Eddie waking up or him never getting hurt in the first place, of waking curled around each other, of Eddie smiling at him the way he had in the RV, the way he had on their walk to the Wheeler's house, the way he used to in the cafeteria.Ā
And he hadn't really needed to deal with the feelings those dreams had brought up until he'd put his hand in Eddie's, and they'd all made that okay. With Eddie, it'd be possible to blame the drugs he's being pumped with to keep him comfortable, but Steve knew that Wayne knew his nephew, knew that he knew what others had only suspected for as long as he could remember. And he knew Robin knew him, as well, if not better than he knew himself sometimes. Hell, even Nancy had suspected when he'd offered to be by Eddie's bedside whenever he was needed; she'd just looked at him the same way she looked at any puzzle and then had pencilled him into every gap without question and with an accepting smile.Ā
Hugging his knees to his chest, he focused on righting his breathing, taking slow purposeful breaths, wiping his face and focusing on the objects around him until he felt he could breathe again. He'd spent so long pretending, so long trying to be someone he wasn't, trying to be the perfect Harrington that dealing with feelings when they arose and the shame he felt in feeling them in front of others was hard but when his breathing settled, it was like he could breathe easier than he had in a long time, despite the chemical stench inside the cupboard.Ā
Climbing slowly to his feet he crept out of the small space and headed to the bathroom to wash his face, splashing cold water onto his cheeks felt nice, and somehow his reflection felt easier to deal with than it had this morning, sure he still had scars and dark circles, his hair was still horrendous, and his cheeks were puffy but for once looking at himself in the eye felt less like a lie.
Once he was calm and dry, Steve wanted to check in with Sam, the guy had been a group favourite since he'd come charging into the hospital demanding to see his daughter and he seemed to like all of them too, appreciated that his little girl hadn't been left alone for a single second. He'd been wary of Steve at first, he thought it was weird that an older male was hanging around a bunch of kids, sitting with his baby, but the other parents seemed to have got through to him in a way the kids hadn't been able to that Steve was their babysitter, that they trusted him with their kids lives.Ā
Hop and Joyce had been the ones to really affix in Sam's mind that Steve wasn't a threat, and the two of them advocating for him after all they'd been through over the years, felt amazing, he finally felt like one of the group once Joyce had wrapped her arms around him, thanking him for all he'd done; for keeping them safe, for walking into battle when he didn't have to. Hop had just put a hand on his shoulder and asked "Y'okay kiddo?" letting Steve fall into his chest with the relief that he wasn't dead, that finally the grown-ups were there, because as much as he had spent his youth wanting to be older, wanting to be away from his parents, so he could do whatever he wanted, it felt like a relief that a real adult would be in charge from now on.
He knocked and entered when Sam shouted for him to come in, smiling a small smile at Steve and carrying on with the book he was reading aloud as Steve sat on the plastic chair next to him. "How's she doing?" he asked when Sam finished the chapter and closed the book; Wendy always gave more info to the grown-ups than she ever did to the kids.
"The same," Sam sighed, stretching out the muscles in his back from being hunched over the book, "Happy Birthday," he added with a genuine smile, "Dustin wouldn't shut up about it. Lucas looked 'bout ready to kick his ass!" he told Steve with a laugh.
"Thanks," Steve murmured, he hadn't come in to talk about him, but maybe Sam just needed to think about anything else for five minutes.Ā
He told Sam about the gift Robin had given him, Sam smiled wistfully, "Susan used to make me things like that," he muttered fondly.Ā
For once, he didn't have it in him to correct Sam's assumption, just asked "Oh, yeah?" Let Sam tell him stories of his and Susan's courtship, of their happier years together, if nothing else Steve hoped Max could hear them, thought it might please her to know that her parents were happy once, that they had loved each other and her.
It was a while before Robin poked her head around the door with a "err, Steve?" her smile a little uncertain even as she waved at Sam, who jostled Steve playfully and waved them off with a small smile picking up his book and continuing to read to Max.
"What was that about?" Robin asked bemusedly.
"Eh, nothing. What's up?" Steve asked tiredly, it'd been a long day and as much as he hated to leave, he was about ready to curl up in bed.
"Nothing, Eds was just asking for you," she murmured, turning into Eddie's room, letting Steve follow lazily to findā¦
"SURPRISE!" everyone cheered, and by everyone Steve meant everyone, he was honestly surprised that they all fit into one room. Wendy was going to lose her shit.
"C'mon Dingus," Robin sighed, dragging him further into the room, "This is your party, no use standing in the doorway!" she chastised playfully leaving him at the foot of Eddie's bed where he was looking a hell of a lot more awake and had a sheet cake laid out across his shins because godforbid they used the table like normal people.
Dustin was finishing lighting the candles with Wayne's lighter, then made little conductor hands at the group, who all jumped into a chorus of 'Happy Birthday'.
Steve didn't know what to do with himself, he just stood there awkwardly, smiling gratefully at every person in the room. They were all there, the Wheelers and little Holly, the Sinclairs, Claudia, Hop and Joyce, Argyle and Jon and Nancy, the kids all smiling at him encouragingly, dare he say it lovingly.
He hadn't been sung to since he was a boy, he couldn't help feeling emotional, a tear escaping down the side of his face when Dustin and Erica wrapped an arm each around his middle, another tear splashing down into Dustin's curls as he looked down at them both wrapping his arms around their shoulders. The singing eventually stopped and Wayne muttered that maybe he should "blow out the candles, before there's more wax than frosting" making them all chuckle.Ā
He released the kids and bent over the foot of the bed to do as he was asked when Robin yelled, "Don't forget to make a wish!'
A wish?! Looking around the room, at friends and family gathered for his birthday, at the pile of presents sitting in the corner of the room, at Robin's gift and the tattered old book and Eddie's tired but smiling face. There was only one thing missing from this picture, something he could only wish would be different in the next year.
Some wishes in life you know will come true, like putting your hand in someone else's and them tightening their grip, like going to hug your best friend when you're snotty and disgusting and them hugging you back, like a kiss on the forehead or a hand on your shoulder, like Hop's was as Steve looked bewilderedly around the room, warm and protective.
Some wishes though you had to hope for with your whole chest, some wishes were just that, but as he looked at El and Lucas he knew he wasn't the only one wishing with his whole heart as he took a deep breath extinguishing all the tiny flames to a round of applause.
Nothing could make his birthday more perfect than having his little sister by his side again, but this right here, with sleepy eyes and sibling support and more loving parents than any kid could ever dream of, with his soulmate who he has no doubt orchestrated this whole event in a hospital room, this was as close as they could get to perfect for now.
#happy birthday my love#please take ten thousand of my silly little words as a token of my appreciation#i tried for angst but i think i just made steve cry a lot š#i'm so sorry about my grammar i know it sucks#steve harrington#the party#eddie munson#wayne munson#robin buckley#pre steddie#sorta idk#steddie#maybe#steddie-ish#i guess#platonic stobin#aj writes
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Tidbits of ATSV That I Enjoyed (Or Alternatively: Just Miles Being The Most Endearing Spidey Ever)
Miles patting The Spot's head after successfully webbing him (I don't see this as condescending, but rather him still engaging with the humanity of a villain like Spot) and ~very assertively~ telling/asking him not to escape.
"I'm like Robin Hood-if he gave to himself."
Miles' spidey senses going off when he arrives late to his dad's party because there's nothing more frightening than Brown parents when they're mad at you. Beware the chancla or correa!
O.k. So we all know there are different versions of the movie out there. You may already know that one of the slight differences is when Miles goes to save Inspector Singh. There's a version where you can hear Gwen's voice in the distant background yelling no! when she thinks Miles gets crushed under the rubble, and there's another where she's silent as she webs to him. Now, I have found ANOTHER version (online) where her shouting is even more at the forefront. She's practically screaming and sounds more desperate, (prolly because it's close to the same way her Peter Parker died so she's reliving trauma) and the fear in her voice is palpable. That one haunts me.
Jefferson trying to equate studying for his police exams to childbirth, which Rio quickly nips in the bud.
Ganke having a soccer poster of Son Heung Min, a famous Korean footballer who currently plays for the Premier League Tottenham Hotspur and is captain of the South Korean national team.
Miles having a Sashimi (his universe's version of Supreme, but I just like the idea that Miles loves eating sashimi. Like I know that kid has good taste in food) poster in his bedroom.
The fact that Miles kept in touch with Aunt May for long enough after the events of ITSV that he helps her move.
The Spot saying he was one of the more handsome scientists at Alchemax according to his colleagues.
Miles and Gwen having the same collectible toys, the only difference being that he keeps his in the box and she doesn't.
"Hey, don't try to wow me with big words, man," *in deep manly voice* "I do crosswords every day"- Miles after Spot points out Alchemax as "the crucible of our connection!"
Miles going, "This job is so dumb sometimes" after he tries to web Spot at the deli, but it goes through a hole and lands on his face.
"Nahhh, he seems more Dominican to me." Kinda want Miles to meet a native Dominican Spidey because that dynamic would highkey fuck hard *pun not intended*. They would repair relations between our two islands-PR&DR.
"Almost there Mami *smiley face* *cowboy* prayer hands*"
The college admissions coach at Visions Academy straight up saying, "That's your story! Now, just stick to the script..." Ma'am what???
"Calmate Mami, eso no es my fault."
"I've hit a lot of different villains with a lot of different food...I'm just trying to lighten the mood."
Miles in his angsty teen era and smart-mouthing everyone around him. Love that for him.
"He almost killed his mom as a baby, I mean, look at those shoulders." No but for real tho. Those shoulders are as wide as a truck. Kim Seokjin who??? (if you understood that reference, ily).
Miles writing a love letter to his dad in 2 cakes.
Gwen at the water tower chowing and saying how feelings make her hungry after her and Miles talked about how they can't be together cause it would end in tragedy. Like Gwen, come again?!
Also, Miles' and Gwen's talk at the Williamsburg Bank Building being lowkey the catalyst for the 2nd/3rd acts of the film. Without them both kind of silently admitting their feelings for each other, Miles probably wouldn't have chased after her the way he did. Pretty sure you know the rest.
"I bet she doesn't even speak Spanish," and Jeff going "Que barbaridad" in his very broken Spanish. Queue Rio's bombastic side eye.
Both Gwen and Miles referring to Spot as a Villain Of The Week, even though neither of them have spoken about Spot to each other.
"I was bitten by a-wouldnt you like to know? Know what I mean?" SIR. Chill. This movie is for children.
The Spot inverting himself, going from a white mass with black spots to a gaping black hole with smaller white spirals. It's giving Junji Ito.
The irony of Pavitr exclaiming, "Well that was another easy adventure for Spider-Man!" right before an incoming canon event. HIS. He was about to experience his first big loss, and his happy-go-lucky nature would've been challenged.
Miguel saying conyo! when all the Spideys start pointing at each other.
"!CƔllate!" "Nosy!" Sidebar: we don't talk about Gwen's banter with bad guys enough. She's so funny!
A lot of the Peters saying hi to Gwen as she passes HQ because she is canonically the one lost love--the love interest they all would've ended up with had she not died, so they all have an affection for her.
Web-Slinger going "Giddy up!" Cause he's swinging up.
Miles offering his fresh new takes on how to deal with the Spot upon meeting Miguel, saying "He just wants to be taken seriously. Like we all do." MILES YOU BEAUTIFUL, COMPASSIONATE GOLDEN SUNFLOWER BOY I LOVE YOUUUUU.
Hobie referring to Peter B. as Humbling Reality Spider-Man, which considering how steeped in tragedy the Spidey lore is, is really saying something.
Miguel's nonono no puedo mƔs no puedo mƔs. His misery is very funny and delightful to me. Little bitch ass.
"You know you're the only Spider-Man who isn't funny." Yes! More Miguel slander in the next one, please! Little bitch ass.
"Snitch!"
Miles shouting out Peter's name for help whilst Miguel pins and lays into him the fact that he's an anomaly. This after he momentarily glitches back to his ITSV store-bought suit. Mimicking the way-in also the first movie-Miles shouting out Peter's name for his own rescue as Doc Ock attacks him at the research facility. Because even though he feels hurt by Peter at this point, that's still his dad mentor and he still instinctively looks to him for protection. Rip my heart out why don't you!
Gwen sneaking back into her and her dad's place just to get that printed polaroid of her and Miles, a pic she already has on her phone.
Earth-42 Miles wearing Nike while our Miles wears Jordans.
#hi. ive seen this movie 8x in theaters and twice on pirating sites. i am unwell#also sorry not sorry for the miguel slander. i am a miles loyalist thru and thru thst bitch is on thin ice#but also literally can't get over gwen āit really is so nice to get to talk to you. me & him its different. in every other universe...stacy#cause directly underneath that she's actually saying. āi missed you. and what i have with you i literally do not have with anyone else and.#you dont know this but ive met hundreds and thousands of spiderpeople. nd even in my friendship with hobie its not like what i have with yo#and im actually really smitten with you. the one person i shouldn't be smitten with bc there is no happy ending for us. and idk...#if i should hold off. and im letting you know all this so that you can decide for me. whether to take that lesp of faith or not with you. &#hope that say yes and make the first move so that i cant but help to just sink into you.ā#AND IT MAKES SENSE! SHE MET HIM JUST AS HE WAS LIVING THROUGH AN EXPERIENCE SHE DID. OF BECOMING SPIDEY. AND RIGHT AFTER#SUFFERING THE GREATEST TRAGEDY OF HER LIFE WHICH SHE WAS ABOUT TO BEAR WITNESS THRU WITH HIM. SHE WAS THERE FOR HIS UNCLE DYING AND WATCHED#HIM BECOME SPIDERMAN. WE FORGET THAT THEY ACTUALLY WENT THRU SOME HEAVY THINGS TOGETHER. THEYRE TRAUMABONDED. I KNOW THATS NOT WHAT THAT WO#ACTUALLY MEANS. BUT IT MAKES SENSE THAT SHE CAN ONLY TALK TO MILES BC THEY PERFECTLY UNDERSTAND EO.#anyways idk why im shouting. im high rn. but crazy how all of that meaning was subtly thrown in there. like we got a confession scene folks#from gwen of all people! i love that for me.#also back to miguel: so i know he's hot. but if a hot person were to ever be rude to a waiter we agree theyre no longer hot right? right.#atsv#miles morales#itsv#miguel o'hara#the spot#ghostflower#gwiles#gwen stacy#ghost spider#gwen x miles#rio morales#across the spider verse#into the spider verse
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Hey / asking this of a few writers. If you have time and are interested, would you talk about what makes your OCs afraid? And what makes them cry (happy or sad tears or both). Thank you!
Lis
Hi, Lis! Thanks for this question.
Lil warning, some of these may be a bit more angsty than others.
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Oliver: Blood and anything horror-related terrifies him. He will full on SOB if he goes to a haunted house and gets scared. And as for something else that makes him cry, being publicly humiliated or insulted (especially with anything homophobic) will deeply hurt him since he always tries to be kind to everyone he meets and can't get why his sexuality makes him hated.
Jordan: Do NOT put this girl near bugs. Ladybugs and butterflies are acceptable, but any other creepy-crawly is a big no. But aside from that, Jordan isn't much of a crier unless she watches a sad movie like "A Dog's Purpose" or something.
Keiko: Truthfully, this poor man has a heart attack every time his sister breathes (because he has no doubt that she'd swallow a bug like she has on three occasions in her lifetime). Jordan is clumsy, and has always gotten herself hurt in one way or another, so Keiko grew up taking care of her. That is why he is honestly such a mother-hen to all his friends. But like his sister, he's not much of a sad crier, but he is a happy crier and will tear up if someone does something sweet for him.
Eliana: If someone yells at her, she will cry. If someone insults her because of her sexuality, she will tear up. She's honestly scared of her parents and sisters and her hometown since it was a very religious area where everyone insulted and harassed her for being lesbian. She still visits them and is cordial, but she keeps her distance for a reason.
Isaac: Isaac is afraid of losing his family. His brother, sister, and grandma are everything to him. After his parents disappeared, he was scared of the same thing happening to his family (or friends), and even though he knows it's unlikely, he still tears up whenever the thought just pops into his head.
Spirit: Water. Call it whatever you want, Aquaphobia or Thalassophobia or Bathophobia or whatever. Any body of water deeper than 3 feet is a major no for her. This girl will have a full-blown panic attack if she's submerged in water. She doesn't come off as the kind of person to have a fear like this, and her friends are the only people aware of this fear. I won't explain where this fear came from tho since I will explain it in some upcoming and future fics.
Amberlynn: She is afraid of her birthmother. The woman is basically psychotic, and tried to literally kill Amberlynn as a baby, and once again when Amberlynn was a teen. Safe to say, if she ever ran into this woman again, she'd panic.
Birdie: She is mostly afraid of failing. She's the kind of person who hyperfixates on doing anything she can right, whether that's puzzles or schoolwork. Messing up or doing something incorrectly, or having something go very wrong will make her spiral and basically meltdown and cry a lot. Other things can make her anxious a lot, and that's why she has bad skin-picking habits.
Aiden: Honestly, what scares this boi more than anything is the thought of people dying. He was depressed when his dad got shot and nearly died. The thought of people he cares about suddenly dying will make him cry.
Felix: He does not deal with spiders. If he sees a daddy long legs, he's standing on a table and screaming to Atticus to get it out of the house. If he sees literally any other kind of spider, he's flying back to London (not really, but he'd say thatš
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Atticus: Gore just doesn't sit right with him at all, and his fear of gore contributes to his fear of thinking he's not good enough to be a surgeon. He wants to be successful in a field he's passionate and knows a ton about, but he feels like his fear of gore will make him fail. He's cried about this to Felix and his parents on more than one occasion.
#thebrilliantidiots#fears#oc questions#I honestly can't stand bugs eitherš Creepy-crawlies are just a big no#Also just wanna add that Keiko isn't alone and all of my OCs would probably cry tears of joy if they feel deeply loved and cared aboutš„¹š©·
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Cute but angsty Toradeen prompt I came up with!
Clawdeen finally has Toralei meet her dad by having her over at their house for dinner. (Clawds there too ig). And Toralei is super nervous but excited too. And deep down Clawdeen is a little nervous as well. Not cause she thinks her dads gonna hate her or anything, but like. Toraleiās mom was kjnda somewhat an enemy of her own Mom. And her Dad had to have known that somewhere. And also sheās a fad worried for Toraleis sake. She knows her mom is literal trash. And so things like a simple relaxing dinner with someone knew might be really hard for her. Since most of the time she was expected to be perfect, or her Mom was manipulating her in some way. Clawdeen of course doesnāt say this. She just tries to keep an extra close eye out. Trying to find any hints of discomfort through the night.
Itās a little awkward at first. Toralei is very tense and unnecessarily proper and doesnāt fully understanding genuine interest in her life and being able to make small decisions for herself like what she wants to eat. (Cause I definitely see Raterina as someone who would choose all the food Toralei has to eat out of control. She just has like specific things more than others. Hence how she has favorite foods and all)
But the dinner mainly goes well. Toralei starts to relax and everything seems to be doing just fine!
That is of course. Until it doesnāt. Toralei bumps a glass and it breaks on the floor. She flinches. Freezing up and looking up in upmost terror. Immediately launching into the biggest apology ever and rapidly starts trying to pick up the glass and is getting close to tears cause she thinks she ruined everything (cause if that happened in Katerinaās house. Sheād probably yell at her for three hours about how sheās so clumsy and a waste of space and how much of a disrespect it was ect.)
And then she gets even more confused/distraught when Mr. Wolf stands up and like āHoney, no wait, Toralei can you just stop for a second? You didnāt ruin anything. Can you just step away from the glass I donāt want you hurting yourself. Oh, did you cut yourself? We should look at that first, Clawd can you get the first aid kit? Iāll clean the glass afterwards no one move over there. Toralei Honey can you come over here?ā
And Toralei is just letting out all these choked sobs because sheās literally so utterly baffled and confused and overwhelmed cause this man she just met is caring for her and asking her how SHE feels and isnāt scolding her and heād rather tend to her then clean the glass. That he would rather clean the glass than make her do it ljke she believe she shouldā. Clawdeen just slowly coaxes her over and soothes her cries and gets her to focus on the hear and now again.
idk. Apollo cleans the wound. Slaps a bandage on. Gives some heart to heart about how she is more important then any glass and if someone ever told her that then their sorely mistaken
idk angst and fluff and angst and yeah this wasnāt too shippy again but I thought youād appreciate the extreme angst (lol that for one isnāt thunder angst themed)
Fandom: Monster High (Cartoon 2022)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Toralei Stripe/Clawdeen Wolf
Characters: Toralei Stripe, Clawdeen Wolf, Apollo Wolf
Additional Tags: Meet the Family, Meeting the Parents, Blood and Injury, Hurt/Comfort
Summary: When Toralei agreed to meet her girlfriend's dad, she didn't expect to find herself sitting in the living room staring at her own blood-soaked hands, feeling the most sufficiently loved she has in years.
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Hi! Iāve read your rules and thereās said that you donāt write major angst or fight scenes. Is it fine if I ask for a bit angsty to fluff scenario? (If no thatās totally fine, if you gonna write so hereās details)
Blaytz being forced to choose between his kingdom and his s/o and eventually giving up his crown because he loves his s/o so much? You can write mostly about their worries: him being put in such dilemma and his s/o having mixed feelings because she doesnāt want Blaytz to lose everything and take that risk althogh she will be missing him (if she has to be separated from him forever or be killed) I wonder why and who can put in dilemma like this Iām bad at world history lmao
Again if itās too much or you donāt wanna write it itās fine <3 In other way feel free with details I love your writings anyway :3
I can try my best, so I hope that this is what you were hoping for
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Ever since Blaytz was little he knew that he would become the king of Nalquod when he grew up, unfortunately much to his parentsā displeasure he had an adventurous nature and he never took much interest in learning the things he needed to know about becoming the king. There was so much to see and do throughout the universe and Blaytz wanted to see as much as he could, he often got caught daydreaming during class which pretty much always led to his private tutor yelling at him. During his teen years his flirtatious nature kicked in and he flirted with every cute guy and girl he crossed paths with, no matter what species the other person was. Blaytz knew that he was supposed to marry someone of nalquodi royalty, after his parents stepped down from the throne and his coronation happened it would only be a matter of time before he had an arranged marriage. Then he made friends with four other leaders of four other planets and became a paladin of Voltron; he'd been misunderstood growing up, but they were accepting of him.
It was during one of his paladin adventures when Blaytz got stuck on Earth for a while and met a young human woman around his age named (Y/n); at first (Y/n) helped him in any way she could, but it led to them falling in love with each other. Blaytz had never been serious about marrying anyone during his entire life, when he proposed to (Y/n) and she said yes he was the happiest man in the entire universe. (Y/n) finished up her business on Earth and said her goodbyes before she packed up all of her most important items so she could move in with Blaytz. Everything was going well until Blaytz introduced her to his parents; they didn't necessarily completely hate her, but they didn't approve of her becoming their son's wife, either. Blaytz refused to let anyone tear him and (Y/n) apart, even when the council gave him an ultimatum of either remaining the king and cutting things off with (Y/n) or marrying (Y/n) and forfeiting the crown.
Blaytz didn't necessarily not want to resign from being the king of Nalquod, but he certainly didn't want to lose (Y/n) forever; if they didn't break things off before the next double full moon then the council would separate them by any means necessary unless he resigned. He was conflicted of which to choose, his kingdom or (Y/n), although he was leaning towards choosing (Y/n) because she was the love of his life and if he chose to continue being the king then he would be forced to marry someone he didn't love. After she met Blaytzā parents and the palace on Nalquod (Y/n) kind of felt like a burden and she knew they didn't want her around, she felt bad for causing so many problems after her arrival. The last thing she wanted was for her lover to lose everything all because of her; Blaytz had lived with her on Earth for nearly a year and over that time they'd fallen in love, unfortunately at the time neither of them considered what the consequences of their love would be. Living on Nalquod had been amazing and despite all the backlash, (Y/n) was surprised that Blaytz never once treated her as less than his equal.
Even before he became the king Blaytz had been treated differently simply because he was different, he preferred being the paladin of the blue lion and (Y/n's) fianceā over being a king. Blaytz understood that if he chose to stay with (Y/n) then he would be banished from Nalquod; two days before the double full moon he made his final decision. It was nighttime and nearly everyone in the palace was sleeping in bed; (Y/n) felt anxious because Blaytz wanted to talk to her alone out in the garden, she feared that he was going to break things off with her or something. She didn't say a word as they walked through the massive palace and out into the garden, there were so many possibilities racing through her mind that she felt like she might get sick. Once they were outside Blaytz sat on a bench and she sat next to him, fully prepared to receive the worst news of her life.
āPlease look at me, Gorgeous. I've made my final decision and it's only fair for you to know what it is.ā Blaytz spoke with concern while he sat next to (Y/n), fidgeting with his hands nervously as he thought about what he was doing with his life; he would essentially lose nearly everything, but he refused to lose the one person he loved more than the universe itself, ultimately he was making the right decision.
āWhy should I? I know that you regret our relationship, you don't have to pretend that you're still in love with me.ā (Y/n) answered quietly as she stared down at her lap, nearly on the verge of tears because the thought of losing him tore her apart on the inside.
āI don't regret our relationship and I never will, I love whom I love and you're the person I love most. (Y/n), when I said that I would love you in this life and the next I meant it wholeheartedly. Why do you think that I don't love you anymore?ā Blaytz responded firmly yet lovingly, questioning as to why she would think otherwise.
āBecause your parents and the council are making you choose between your duty as the king and your relationship with me. I don't want you to have to make such a big decision just for my sake. I love you with all my heart and soul but it's wrong of me to ask you to decide between me and your kingdom. Your people need you more than I do.ā (Y/n) said solemnly, turning her head so she could finally meet his gaze.
Blaytz wasn't sure how to respond; (Y/n) was ready to end things between them because she believed that he would be better off without her, even though she didn't want to lose him. He admired many things about her and her willingness to put herself last for the greater good was one of those qualities. (Y/n) took his silence as confirmation that he was going to break up with her; she looked back down at her lap as tears welled up in her eyes, some of them spilling down her cheeks. She didn't want to lose Blaytz, alas his parents and the council didn't give him the choice to remain the king and to have her by his side as his wife. When (Y/n) felt Blaytzā pointer finger curl under her chin she allowed him to tilt her head up so she was looking at him, blinking a couple of times to attempt to stop herself from crying, unfortunately she couldn't.
āI've decided to resign from being king, you mean too much to me and I refuse to lose you forever. Because I'm choosing you I'll be banished, but Trigel offered to provide us with a place to live in the Dalterion Belt.ā Blaytz finally said, speaking softly as he gazed into his girlfriend's eyes; only one full moon shone in the sky and the second one was nearly full, casting enough light for them to see each other.
āYou don't have to do that for me. I'm just a random human woman who helped you when you came to my planet, I don't want you to lose your place on your homeworld.ā (Y/n) argued; part of her wanted what he said to be true whilst another part told her that it was too good to be true, then was not the time for her to be delusional.
āYes, I do. I intend to remain by your side forever even if it means giving up my role as the king. You know that I've always been different from the rest of my kind and that I would never not do what's right. We'll leave after I make my announcement tomorrow morning. I don't want to live without you, gorgeous.ā Blaytz whispered wholeheartedly, eyes half-lidded just like hers.
(Y/n) had a hard time believing that Blaytz truly meant what he said, but she didn't want to doubt him because he definitely seemed serious enough for his promise to be true. Her heart skipped a beat when he leaned down enough to brush his lips against hers before he actually kissed her; they both closed their eyes when their lips finally met in a chaste kiss, gently embracing each other while the one full moon shone down on them. Blaytz planned on giving up the crown and all of his power so that he could forever be with (Y/n), doing so made him feel as though an empty void in his heart had finally been filled. (Y/n) and Blaytz reopened their eyes after kissing for a few minutes, both of them breathing a little heavily as they silently looked at each other. Even though there wasn't a place for them to be together on Nalquod, there would be a place for them to live somewhere in the Dalterion Belt where they wouldn't be judged.
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Before (Y/n) woke up Blaytz quietly packed all of their personal belongings and took them to Blue so that he wouldn't have to worry about it later; there wasn't a whole lot to pack up, just clothes, hygiene products and their other things that meant a lot to them. He and (Y/n) would have to leave before nighttime came because that was the night of the double full moon, the night when (Y/n) would be put to death if he didn't break things off with her. It was difficult for Blaytz to leave the only home he knew for his entire life, but to him (Y/n) was far more important to him than ruling over a planet. Blaytz woke his significant other up with breakfast in bed that morning, that way she wouldn't have to be around his parents who still disliked her. (Y/n) appreciated the breakfast in bed, although she noticed that all of her things along with most of his were gone, all that remained was a change of clothes for both of them along with some of her personal hygiene products.
When it was time for him to go tell the council and his parents his final decision she was concerned about him and what might happen, she feared that something bad might happen to both of them. Blaytz assured (Y/n) that he would be alright before he left his bedroom, giving her a passionate kiss that left her breathless. After he left the bedroom (Y/n) took the opportunity to get dressed and do the rest of her morning routine; she packed their remaining items, including their pajamas, so they could leave when he returned for her. Waiting for Blaytz to return was nerve-wracking to say the least, during his entire absence (Y/n) paced back and forth whilst imagining all the possible worst things that could potentially happen. Nearly two hours passed before Blaytz returned to his bedroom, only instead of his usual day clothes he was wearing his paladin armor and he held his bayard.
āWell, what happened?ā (Y/n) inquired when she walked over to her fianceā, worried that the council decided to get rid of her.
āI resigned as the king, I'm free to spend the rest of my life with you. It's time for us to go now.ā Blaytz answered with a shaky tone; he was shaken after how his parents and the council reacted to him giving up the crown, although it was for the greater good and before he returned to his bedroom he said his final goodbyes to the palace staff.
āAre you positive that this is what you want- that you want to stay with me?ā (Y/n) questioned, wanting to make sure that he knew what he wanted.
āYes, I'm positive. You mean more to me than anything in my life. You've accepted me the way a lot of other people haven't and you're really cute, too. Sometime after we get settled into our new place I would like to marry you, but first we have to leave.ā Blaytz reassured her once again, just as he'd done several times before that day.
Tears welled up in (Y/n's) eyes as she looked up at Blaytz, but she wiped them away because they had to leave; she still felt guilty for him having to choose between her and his kingdom, although no matter how many times she questioned him his answer was always the same. Blaytz went to get the final bag before he led her out of his bedroom and down the hallway towards the elevator so they could leave the palace. On their way out (Y/n) bid farewell to some of the staff who had become fond of her, including one of the senior maids who had been around while Blaytz was growing up. She briefly remembered when Blaytz told her that when he was growing up he didn't really want to become the king, that his parents pressured him into taking on such an important role as their only child, and his want to live a normal life was what he'd longed for. It wasn't long before Blaytz sat in Blue's pilot seat while (Y/n) sat on his lap; the initial liftoff felt a little bumpy and so did leaving the planet's atmosphere, thankfully the ride got smoother once they were in space.
āWhat do we do now?ā (Y/n) asked Blaytz after what felt like forever; neither of them had said a thing since they left Nalquod, so hearing her own voice break the silence startled her a little.
āWe're going to meet up with Trigel so that she can show us our new home. Don't worry, Gorgeous, our lives are going to be amazing from now on.ā Blaytz said with a grin, even though he felt a little sad that he was essentially banished from his homeworld; he never regretted the decision he made, though, because having a true love was better than being a king who would be wed to someone he didn't love.
(Y/n) sighed and leaned her head against his chest, feeling less stressed as she listened to the sound of his heartbeat. A lot had happened during the past few weeks and she needed more time to process it all, although during that moment she just wanted to remain cuddled up to her significant other. Blaytz put Blue on autopilot so he could wrap his arms around (Y/n); they were both a little stressed after what happened and a moment of peace was exactly what they needed. He was relieved that he wouldn't have to hide who he truly was anymore, it felt as though a weight had finally been lifted off of him after carrying it around for a good majority of his life. Until they reached the Dalterion Belt (Y/n) and Blaytz began discussing certain simple aspects about their future that they wanted, they would figure out the rest after they got settled into their new home.
#Blaytz#VLD Blaytz#Blaytz x Reader#Nalquodi#Blaytz x Reader Scenario#King Blaytz#Blue Paladin#Original Blue Paladin#Original Paladins#Voltron#Voltron AU Where Everybody Lives#Voltron Legendary Defender#VLD#SFW Scenario#SFW#Scenario#Feb 2024
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I'm sorry for this spam/rant but I have no other outlets...
I know to a lot of you this is going to sound super pretentious and cringey, but I mean this with my whole heart. Watching Sandman with my parents has shown me just how pathetically different we are as people, I mean, down to the very morals and way we view life. It may be hyperbole to suggest that it was sandman alone that made me realize this rift between us, but it was definitely the straw that broke the camels back. I have been trying for YEARS to talk my parents out of their extremely small minded view of the world, and I've definitely made progress, looking back it becomes clear to me that the progress I have made is only because it has become socially popular to be performatively progressive, when I came out as transgender, my mother literally mourned me, I was sitting in front of her and she started crying because she, and I quote "thought I had killed my daughter" how fucking pathetic and selfish of a mindset is that? It gets worse, even after their supposed later acceptance of me they are still very clearly *yet subtley* racist and homophobic, my father goes on rants about how there are too many interacial couples and gay people in the media these days, how its unrealistic and if they genuinely wanted to have representation it shouldn't be visible or should be literally the exact. same. percentage. as the percentage of minorities there are in society, meaning he wants only 12% of all media to show black characters because in the country we live in there are only 12% of black people in the larger population. it gets worse though. we sat down and watched episode five together, in the back of my mind I knew they were going to hate it and say something about it. so after it ended I decided to try and explain some of it, you know, atleast some of the BASIC metaphors and imagery used throughout the franchise to try and quell what I knew would be a bigoted throw of hatred if I didn't. my father left before I could start, but my mother instantly pulled up facebook and mentally clocked out, I continued talking though, giving her the benefit of the doubt and hoping she was still listening, she of course. obviously fucking wasn't and im an idiot for having this much faith in them for so long, I called her out on this and she repeated what I had said to "prove" that she was listening, except she twisted up my words to mean the opposite of what I was trying to get across, I then explained that what she repeated told me that she actually wasn't listening, she was just pretending to, and only "hearing" me, not absorbing a single word that came out of my mouth. I could continue ranting, and I actually want to, but now that the rage that I had internalized is subsiding to sadness and embarrassment I wont. I'm actually disgusted I was raised by these people, they can't have ONE FUCKING CRITICAL THOUGHT. its so exhausting being around them, I have to sidestep major misinformation and lies nearly everyday and pretend for their sake because they are highly spiritual so if I say anything that even somewhat questions their ridiculous pseudoscience I get blasted and shamed and embarrassed publicly, if I ever invite them to have a conversation beyond simply "dunking on the other guy" politically and repeating half-truths and propaganda they look at me like im an extremist and once again intentionally misinterpret my words to make me seem like a genocidal maniac. im fucking sick of this, why do I still hang around them when they can't understand the absolute bare minimum of what it means to be a real human being? I've met literal. ACTUAL 12 YEAR OLDS WHO HAVE BETTER CRITICAL THINKING SKILLS. im so exhausted and dumbfounded that I ever deluded myself into believing they were anything more than the farcical watered down image that I was trained to become. I'm glad I failed to be like them, they're genuinely horrid people. and the worst part is, they think because they aren't cult-members/terrorist sympathizers like my grandparents, they think they're amazing people, they genuinely don't register that they have severe moral failings.
#the sandman#the sandman netflix#netflix sandman#politics#political rant#sorry for the spam#im sick of them#I feel like an angsty teen who is yelling at their parents about it not being a phase#I know im going to be so embarrassed and regret this tomorrow but im to tired to give a shit
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Obsession
Pairing: Deanmon x Reader
Word Count: 2k
Summary:Ā Dean canāt stop thinking about Y/N, the way her lips look wrapped around his length, to how her tits bounce with every thrust and how sweet her pussy tastes on his tongue. Every waking and sleeping second is spent on Y/N, though Deanmon canāt see it as a problem, one might just call it outright obsession. A perverted one indeed
Warnings: unprotected sex, dirty talk, fingering, DARK FIC!, Rape, non dub con, non con, lewd videos, oral sex, blow job, perverted fantasies, drinking whiskey from breasts, male masturbation, unhealthy obsession, stalker!deanmon, violence, threatening, mentions of torture, Daddy!kink, slight breeding kink, twisted Dean, daydreams, blending of reality & fantasy, cussing, creepy moments
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ā Thatās it, keep going sweetheart.ā The demonās dark eyes watch as the woman takes him whole, cheeks hallowed out and doe eyes on him. Wearing nothing but a red thong and heart pasties, feet still in her heels and make up starting to smear from his hand. ā Just born to suck on my fucking cock huh?ā
The things this woman could do with her tongue, and those lips, oh it drove the demon insane! The way her mouth parted as he fucked into her womb, marking up the once beautiful skin to his own canvas covered in red paint. How her body immediately submitted to him when he requested, Chuck knew what he was doing when making this woman.
Yes, everything was tailored right down to this moment. This recurring moment of having her impaled on his thick cock, mewl after mewl escaping her as he sucked on her breasts. Smacking the flesh before going back, the liquid inside dripping down his chin. ā You know human me would have never, ever lived to see actual whiskey in tits and drink from it. Right from his favorite source. Too weak of a man to take what he wanted but baby,ā His eyes flash to black. ā Iām better now, and this body is mine for the taking. Right sweetheart?ā
And as he looks up, Y/Nās face greets him with a groan. ā Yes, my body is yours.ā
ā Nuh Uh, how did I train you to talk sweetheart? Youāre forgetting your special word.ā His palm collided against her ass cheek and the sting raced down to her core.
ā Yes, my body is yours Daddy.ā
The demon lets out a loud chuckle, ā Now thatās more like it! See how good it feels to listen to me? Betcha life was shit before I came and rescued my babygirl, gave her a purpose again and a fat cock to worship. Didnāt I?ā
ā Y-Yes Daddy.ā
ā And folks she hits a home run again, what a lucky gal. Now Iām not quite done with these toys so you hold on tight for me gorgeous, cause this ride is about to get bumpy.ā
āāā ļ½„ ļ½”ļ¾ā: *.ā½ .* :āļ¾. āāāāāā ļ½„ ļ½”ļ¾ā: *.ā½ .* :āļ¾. āā
ā Dean!ā
ā What?!ā His response is that of an angsty teen, yelling back after being disturbed by an annoying parent for some silly chore. Itās how the demon looked at Crowley, thinking nothing but negative thoughts about the King of Hell.
With pants put on, noting to do something later, he walks into the corridors of the land below, and no not the lovely home of an Aussie. Used to the screams of torment of millions upon millions of souls, crying out in agony for any help at all. Dean recalled for a brief second that his voice once joined them, feeling powerless under the extensive torture of Alastair, the same man who also gave him a new power. Darkness.
Inside the throne room, he stares down at the other demons, who cower before the male, aware of his growing strength and then scurry away. Much to the their Kingās disliking though it gives them an open opportunity to speak.
ā How about we go on another field trip Dean? A new bar, new broads, a couple games of pool.ā He doesnāt mind the time having quality bonds with one another, but knows itās to keep the newly appointed knight of hell within control, on so called leash. The other demons, they whispered along the corridors of a time where Crowley would be overthrown by his own monster, the man he helped bring back to work under his reign. Just rumors really, but a King can never be too careful and this one made sure to cover all loose ends.
ā You called me all the way over here just to hang out?ā The demon rolled his eyes, of course Crowley wanted to keep him around just in case. Dean wasnāt stupid, he can smell the fear of being overthrown by his own Frankenstein and did the demon care? No. Besides, if Crowley was overthrown, he was gonna do it right.
ā Why not? Did you have any better plans?ā Crowley held his head high, acting as if Deanmon could be replaced with anyone if rejected. Itās a reverse psychology used on children but itās not like Dean was acting any more mature than one. Perverted was already on the list, you couldnāt pay Crowley a thousand dollars to barge into his room or to witness what the creep could be dreaming. He knew, oh he knew what and who Deanmon was obsessing over. Practically turning into an animal just to chase the dream of having her by his side. The usual cut out of Playboy all had their faces replaced by Y/N herself. Pictures he snapped and cup out from the original photo, tapped on while Dean most likely jerked off to it.
Requesting the best television from the demons just to watch the so called ā movies ā he had when Crowley had discovered them to be recordings, and not just any. Some of Y/N getting dressed, others while she slept and the most disturbing of them all, Dean playing with her sleeping body. Curling his thick digits inside as soft whimpers fell from her mouth. Tongue lapping at the mess and ripping her panties off, only to be found under the demonās pillow. A true monster in the making and Crowley wasnāt one to worry over humans but for Y/N, he felt as though something needed to be done to pretty her life.
ā Thatās my business Crowley but last time I checked,ā The demon stalks closer, leaning in to grab at his shirt collar, raising a brow. ā Being brought back as a demon, I didnāt consent to being your best friend. So do me a favor, if you call for me, making sure itās important.ā And with that, Dean letās go with a chilling smirk, making Crowleyās skin prickle with goosebumps if his corpse wasnāt dead but could sense them form anyways as the knight leaves the room. Forcing the King to do a reality check, Dean Winchester was gone.
āāā ļ½„ ļ½”ļ¾ā: *.ā½ .* :āļ¾. āāāāāā ļ½„ ļ½”ļ¾ā: *.ā½ .* :āļ¾. āā
He finds himself at the foot of her bed, looking at her sleeping form with a sigh. She chose to wear nothing to bed, just how the demon liked it best, though missed the fun of pulling the lace to the side and have his way.
For the first time, Dean leaned over, caressing her cheek softly with a soft promise on his lips. ā Iāll make you mine soon sweetheart, donāt you worry.ā Those same fingers that were gentle a moment ago had made their familial path down to her core, right there for the taking. Making it all too easy for his two thick digits to push in, working her open and nose get hit with the scent of her sweet arousal.
He has to taste her, and spotting the bottle of gummies in the corner, knows the woman would be too asleep to notice. Going in for the kill, his digits drill into her core and tongue laps up the taste of her. Never satisfied, always needing more than what was given to him at a time. Slurping and feasting so much he knows Y/N will be sore tomorrow, yet not just from his tongue alone.
Pulling away, he strips, releasing his aching member and stroking the length of steel, thumb smearing the precum over the tip. ā Gonna fill your cunt up with my cum sweetheart, wouldnāt you like that?ā The thumb of precum, he uses to gather up more precum and runs it over her lips, letting out a dark chuckle. ā Come on pretty girl, isnāt this what youāve always wanted? For Daddy to treat you so good?ā He lines the head at her entrance, taking a deep breath before pushing in. Immediately bottoming out and drooling as his face comes into contact with her breasts, nipples hardened into pebbles. ā Oh babygirl, you got these all hard because of me?ā
He talks as if sheāll speak back to him, despite her sleeping though his fantasies mix in with reality and before realizing what was occurring, sees Y/N smirking back up at him. ā Always wet for you Daddy. You make my pussy feel so good, want you to stuff me up with so much cum please.ā She brings her hands over her sensitive breasts, kneading the flesh right before his eyes. ā And while you fuck me, you can have a drink of whiskey from these, just like you always do.ā
Growling, he makes the first thrust and latches onto one, though to outsiders she is not awake, Dean is too far into his head to notice the difference. Either way, what mattered was that Y/N was going to be branded as his. ā Damn sweetheart, youāre just spoiling me at this point. Donāt mind if I fucking do.ā
His thrusts are powerful, making the bed frame hit the wall repeatedly and though the loud noise might wake up a sleeping form, Y/N is still out cold. Though despite unconscious, Dean can feel how tight her pussy grips him, greedy in how it swallowed his dick whole as more arousal leaked out of her cunt. Made to fit around him like a glove. ā Fuck babygirl, tighter than a virgin. Just how I like ya, and remember, who does this cunt belong to?ā
He spreads her legs open as wide as theyāll go, balls slapping against the globes of her ass as Dean chases at his approaching orgasm. ā This is Daddyās cunt, his cunt alone. No one else can touch.ā
Seemingly so close yet still lacking a portion to travel. ā Good girl, so obedient for me today. How about I fuck you seven ways to Sunday huh? Against the window for all the neighbors to see that Iām the only one who makes you feel this good. No one else. You want that?āĀ He grips on tit in his hand, the flesh sitting nicely in his palm as she squeals a yes, so quick to respond and it drove him mad with lust.
ā Gonna overthrow that bastard of a King and become superior babygirl. Youāll be my beautiful Queen, tending to my every fucking need. Even when I need my cock sucked by those lips.ā He kisses them, growling when her inner walls tighten again. ā Thatās it, want you to coat my dick in your juices, I want it all.ā
Yet what the demon failed to realize was that sometimes, the things we want are meant to be desired for a reason. To be left behind someday and not taken advantage of, not forcibly taking into oneās own hands outs of selfish and obsessive needs. Just as Deanmon was pounding away into Y/Nās cunt now.
This unsatisfied monster he had become has taken too much control, humanizing and restoring the former hunter that resided could mean death. Too much guilt to process, the chance of being so disgusted with one self, they canāt bear to be standing much longer. Itās not right, what Deanmon was doing was far beyond the path of righteousness. This wasnāt who he was meant to be, what the Michael sword was supposed to be doing. Yet as a God who left his children behind to fend for themselves, Dean continues to drown in sin. With no way out for himself.
As he lays claim to the woman in the bed, Dean watches the cum ooze out of her abused hole, though he scoops it with a finger to push back in. ā Nuh Uh, if I want to have an heir someday, youāre gonna have to keep all my seed in sweetheart.ā With care, in a twisted element, he has her close both legs, kissing her pearl before pulling the blanket over the Y/Nās sleeping form with a sly grin. ā Sleep tight, youāll need to be well rested for your King when he rescues you from this miserable life.ā And like the howl of the wind outside, thunder rumbling in the distance, Dean disappears. Promise to return echoed into the air.
āāā ļ½„ ļ½”ļ¾ā: *.ā½ .* :āļ¾. āāāāāā ļ½„ ļ½”ļ¾ā: *.ā½ .* :āļ¾. āā
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heyo!! i was wondering if you would mind writing hcās for a reader who just had a major accomplishment but their parents donāt really congratulate them or anything, and then philza celebrates with them instead and tells reader how proud he is. i kinda want some dadza comfort rn :ā) anyway, thank you sm!! have a great day <3
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heyo!! i was wondering if you would mind writing hcās for a reader who just had a major accomplishment but their parents donāt really congratulate them or anything, and then philza celebrates with them instead and tells reader how proud he is. i kinda want some dadza comfort rn :ā) anyway, thank you sm!! have a great day <3
hello anon! iām sorry i took a while to answer this. i went a bit off track with this and got A LOT more angsty, so iām really sorry about that. If you want me to make a much more fluffier or mellowed-out version, iād be happy to. please, read the trigger warnings before reading this.
i donāt plan on writing more angst-y things like this, especially not this angsty, so donāt worry. once again, please, if you would like me to rewrite this into a less emotional version iād be happy to
cw: swearing
tw: talk of god and the church, slight manipulation, repetition of words
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Ā holy shit. you were in disbelief. a state of shock. one million twitch followers. one. million. followers. you were silent. shock can have many effects on a person. some scream and laugh out of joy, or a misplaced sense of mania. others cry, because they cannot handle it. some remain confused, because their brains are unable to conceptualize the event. you were silent.
Ā what should you do? would a āthank youā tweet be good enough or would it come off as insincere? should you wait to stream? or would that make people feel you didnāt care because you took so long? through the anxiety you could feel the true realization that you now had one million followers. like a truck, you were hit with the most excitedĀ feeling ever. getting up, you jumped around your room. you spun and jumped and cheered and whooped and yelled and smiled and danced and were overflowing with joy, with the acknowledgement that you had done it, you had really fucking done it.Ā
Ā opening the window above your desk, without a single fuck, you screamed. āWHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!ā letās just hope your neighbors donāt wake up.
Ā you stayed up all night, celebrating. tweeting out a thank you, you received congratulations from your fans and friends while you talked with the people in your discord vcs.
Ā in the morning, your mother and father had woken up. with a newfound determination, you ran downstairs. streaming was your passion and you wanted to tell the world what you had done. but, because of limitations, your mother was your metaphorical world.
Ā āmom! mom! mom! mother, mother, mumther!!ā you shouted, dashing down the stairs, tripping over your feet. stupid wood flooring and slidy socks.
Ā from your place at the bottom of the stairs, you heard her sigh, āyes, sweetie?ā
Ā you bounded over to her, setting your arms on the kitchen counter. from the hallway you could see your dad, who was sitting on the couch drinking his sunday morning coffee. āmom! guess what?ā without giving her time to respond, you shouted, āi hit one million follows on twitch! one freaking million!ā.
Ā your mother didnāt seem as enthusiastic as you. āis that why you were causing such a ruckus last night? and, watch your mouth, even though āfreakingā isnāt a ātrueā curse, i donāt want you swearing. especially not on the lordās day. i couldnāt fathom going to church everyday, only to allow you to have a mouth like that.ā she continued to stare at her work papers.
Ā āoh, uh, okay mother. dad? did you hear me? i hit one million on twitch.ā you awkwardly turned your head over to your father.
Ā āsheās right, you know that, donāt you sweetie?ā your father stood up, and made his way into the kitchen. ālanguage like that, itās shameful. surely, we donāt need you to have a private session with father paulson, do we?ā your dad stood next to your mother, rubbing her back as he stared at you.
Ā āno, no, of course not. um, iām gonna go upstairs now.ā you turned around, wishing you could simply disappear.
Ā āwithout breakfast? are you truly that upset with us? we canāt have you ending up like those people, committing sinful acts and going to hell. god would never forgive you. weāre already taking a risk allowing you to stream, putting yourself out there.ā
Ā both your mother and father stared at you. your blood felt like ice in your veins. the white walls of your house seemed so much brighter, yet duller at the same time. everything felt a white-pure-pink-orange. your breathing got uneasy. choppy. in, out, out, in, in, in, out, in, in, out, out for different increments of time. 5, 3, 2, 7, 10, 9, 6, 4, 1, 6, 8, seconds, over and over and over.
Ā āwe just wanna protect you, dear. we love you, donāt you get that?ā your mother stared at you.
Ā you felt like a scene in those movies. the ones that directly cater to teens who thought their lives were shit when in reality they just hadnāt grown up enough to make sense of something yet. were you one of those teens? or is this actually wrong. you donāt think it is, but you donāt talk to others about this. family matters stay in the familyĀ was a common phrase repeated in your household. the church was family, they could know. your mother and father, they could know. others, they must not know, never know.
Ā āof course, mother, father.ā you wanted to force yourself to speak, but syllables were incapable of getting past your lips. your mouth was full of peanut butter from theĀ sandwiches served in your elementary school cafeteria. but, the partly frozen chocolate milk always washed it down. āof course. i love you guys too. love you.ā you smiled, a disgusting smile that felt violating to exist on your face, violating, violating, violating.
Ā you dashed up the stairs, to your room, up, up, up. running in, you wanted to slam the door, scream out the window, puch your pillow, smash your pc, cry, whatever you could do to get out your emotions. but instead, you lightly shut your door and slowly walked over to your desk chair to see who was online. you would go live later. it was only 5 AM, after all. they could wait. at least, you hoped they could.
Ā opening discord, just to see what everyone was doing, you saw philza minecraft was online. you went over and messaged him, āphil. philza. philza minecraft. vc please?ā in response, you received a short, āsure m8, gimme a minuteā you waited, until you heard the noise confirming he had joined.
Ā āgood morning phil.ā your energy from before had receded back into the confines of your chest. the prior excitement was gone and replaced with a feeling of fatigue.
Ā āmorning mate, how are you? congrats on the one mill!ā phil sounded excited, happy for you. you smiled, chuckling a bit.
Ā āiām alright man, just tired. how are you? and, thanks for the congrats.ā you smiled, feeling the fatigue set in.
Ā āiām good. but you, you donāt sound very good. couldnāt sleep, could yaā? that was how i was when i hit one mill. way too excited to sleep.ā
Ā āyeah. yeah, iām just tired.ā you were getting a bit too tired to talk. the day had barely started, and yet the full-body emotional exhaustion had set.
Ā āājust tiredā? the hell happened kid?ā philās voice sounded concerned. fuck. the last thing you wanted to do was worry him. he had his own life and you had already caused enough trouble today.
Ā āitās nothing big phil, seriously. just my parents.ā there, a slight bit of information. family matters still within the family, just a few words.
Ā āthey being shitbirds? or are you lying, and something big did happen?ā he was being inquisitive, which was dangerous. questions were dangerous.
Ā āno, why would i lie?ā his inquisitiveness would continue, you knew. so you spilled the metaphorical beans. āthey just, just werenāt as supportive as iād wished they were when i told them. i was really psyched, yāknow? and them, just sort of, not giving a shit? i donāt know man, it just feels bad.ā
Ā āi get you. itās shit, when people donāt care about your accomplishments. my parents never really saw streaming as a true profession in the beginning, which led to shit like you describing. i promise it gets better though, even if it feels like shit now. and, for what itās worth, iām proud of you.ā
Ā āitās fine phil, you donāt need to try to make me feel better. iām okay, seriously.ā you didnāt need or want his pity. accepting it would feel patronizing.
Ā āno, you need to understand that iām not fucking around. one million is a big fuckinā thing, especially for you who hasnāt been streaming all that long to achieve. itās fucking amazing, mate. be proud of yourself, for christās sake.ā his fake anger chimed through your headphones. even though you were being berated, you still felt better.
Ā āthank you, phil. i needed that.ā
Ā āyour welcome, mate. and look, anytime your parents are being shit, donāt try to hold it all in. call me, or wil, or someone, okay? donāt hold that shit in.ā
Ā you fake sighed, just to piss him off. āokayyyyyyā¦.ā
Ā āgood. now, go take a nap or some shit. i love you, kid.ā
Ā ālove you too, dadza.ā this time, your words didnāt feel forced. the smile on your face wasnāt violating, but an invitation to better times. it would be alright. okay.
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falling | jj maybank x reader
summary: jj never meant to fall in love with you, it just happened
warnings: cursing, drug use (weed), little angsty, SOFT JJ, fluff, fluff, fluff
a/n: thank you for this amazing request sweet anon! i hope you enjoy it!
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Rain is something that every Kildare resident has become accustomed to. The rainy summer months were simply a nuisance to everyone who lived in the OBX.Ā
You couldn't quite understand the contempt the people of this town had for the bad weather. To you, the rain was refreshingly familiar. It reminds you of splashing in the puddles with your older brother and being playfully scolded by your mother for tracking mud into the house. The rain is your childhood.
When you spot the dark clouds on your way out of the house that morning, your mood becomes instantly brighter. You play upbeat music as you walk to visit your dad at work.Ā
Your father is the manager of Kildareās finest Resort and Spa so you practically grew up there. Making friends has never come easily for you and so some of your finest childhood memories were made running through the grass fields in the courtyard and being the honorary taste tester for the kitchen staff.Ā
The rain gives you an extra skip in your step and you rush through helping your dad with some of his paperwork so you can get back outside quicker.
Not every Kildare native has the same mindset that you do. To JJ Maybank, the rain is a reminder of the days he was forced to stay inside with his father. The cracking thunder reminds him of being hidden under his bedsheets in fear, with no one to comfort him.
The blondeās fingers quickly fumble to punch in the well-known number of his best friend. The phone rings, and rings, and rings, until the crackly sound of John Bās voicemail box fills his ears. He tries Kiara and even Pope, before ultimately giving up.
The one day his bike is in the shop, it rains and none of his friends answer their phones.
Despite every instinct he has, JJ knows he has no choice but to walk home in the rain. His clothes are already sopping wet against his skin even after a brief minute of standing under the downpour.
He shivers, arms wrapping around his body as he prepares himself to make the journey home.
Before JJ can even take one step forward, a bright yellow blob moves towards him, catching his attention. The blob slowly morphs into a figure as it approaches.
āHello,ā a sweet feminine voice calls out to him. JJās brows instantly furrow at the sight of the teen girl in the bright yellow raincoat, holding an equally bright, yellow umbrella.
āUm, hi?ā he replies over the sound of the rain, his voice coming out in more of a questioning tone.
You quickly move your hand so that your small umbrella is covering both of your heads.
āThanks,ā JJ mutters, still confused. You offer him a sweet smile. He takes the moment to scan your face. You're easily one of the most gorgeous girls he's ever seen and he wonders how he's gone this long without noticing you.Ā
āYou looked like you needed it more than me,ā you explain with a shrug, eyes falling away from JJās piercing blue ones. āWhere are you headed? I didn't drive here but I'm sure my dad wouldn't mind if I borrowed his car to take you home.ā
His eyes widened in realization. āOh, um, your Mr. (Y/L/N)ās daughter right?ā You reply with a simple nod. āIt's fine, I'll just walk.ā
Your lips pull down into a sudden frown and JJ has an intense urge to make you smile again. āIt would be much faster for me to drive you,ā you urge, āPlus, if you walk home without an umbrella, you'll definitely catch a cold.ā
JJ can't help but smile softly at your kindness which you eagerly return with one of your own. āHow ābout you just let me borrow your umbrella then?ā he asks jokingly.
āWell that would work, but this is my favorite umbrella.ā This is a lie. You have two other umbrellas just like it at home.
āWell I guess you'll just have to give me a ride home then,ā JJ gives in.
Your smile grows as you link your arm with the blondes and pull him to your dad's fancy sports car. JJ gives you directions back to the Chateau and you oblige.Ā
The two of you make conversation for almost the entire drive, only breaking when you stop to turn up a song you like. JJ is pleasantly surprised when you never mention the length of the drive or the rundown houses you pass.
A few minutes later, You pull up to the chateau, putting the car in park. The car goes quiet besides the sound of rain hitting the rooftop.Ā
JJ looks over at you with a soft smile. āThank you, really, for the ride,ā he tells you genuinely as he gathers his things.
āAny time, Maybank.ā
Over the next two weeks, you start to spend a little more time at the hotel, bumping into JJ anytime the opportunity arises. The blonde is used to eating his lunch on his own in the back room, but when you ask if he'll join you for lunch on the golf course, he can't possibly say no.
āSo then my friend John B had to practically drag me out of the water,ā JJ says, continuing his story about getting stung by a jellyfish. āI couldn't walk for three straight days.ā His words are muffled by the bite of the sandwich he has in his mouth causing you to giggle. JJ smiles at the sound, wanting nothing more than to make you laugh like that again.
āYou know I've always wanted to learn how to surf,ā you tell him, causing his eyes to widen. āBut after your stories, I might not,ā you add with a laugh.
āYou've never been surfing,ā the blonde asks in disbelief to which you respond with a head shake. āHow long have you lived here?ā
You smile. āAll my life.ā
āYou've lived here all your life and you've never been surfing?āĀ
āI've been paddleboarding,ā you offer with a sheepish smile.
JJ chuckles slightly at your lame joke, but mostly at how adorable you are. āCome surfing with me tomorrow,ā he says, softly grabbing your hand in his causing you to blush hard.
āTomorrow?āĀ
āYeah. I have the day off and my friends and I were planning to go anyway.ā
Your eyes widen and you gulp slightly. āYour friends are going to be there,ā you ask warily.
JJ nods in confusion. āYeah my friends will be there, unless,ā a look of realization sweeps over his face, āOh. You don't want to go with my friends.ā His hand drops yours onto the blanket you brought.
āNo,ā you tell him earnestly, grabbing his hand back. āIt's not that I don't want to go with them, it's that I don't think they will want me there.ā JJ looks at you in confusion. āYou and your friends are the most looked up to friend group on this island. It's an unspoken thing that everyone wants to be you guys. I just don't think they'll want me butting into your group.ā
JJ frowns. Is that really what you think of yourself? The blonde has only known you for a few weeks, but at that time he's decided that you are the kindest, most selfless person on this island. Why you are unable to see that, is beyond him.
It's the first moment in JJās life that he has the sudden urge to kiss you. But he can't, he knows that. He knows it won't be the last time he gets this feeling (not with your perfect pouty lips and kind heart around him all the time), but he pushes the thought to the back of his mind for now.
ā(Y/N),ā he says, drawing your attention back up to his eyes. āTrust me, they'll love you.ā What's not to love? But he doesn't say that last part out loud.
JJ doesn't know it, but this moment is also the first time you have the urge to kiss him. The urge to wrap your hands around his neck and pull his lips to meet yours. Your heart rate increases rapidly and you push the thought aside as well.
With promises of meeting the next day, you bid JJ goodbye, the butterflies in your stomach not diminishing until the blonde is out of your sight.
The next afternoon you spend thirty minutes trying on all of your bikinis. You want more than anything to have a good impression on JJās friends.Ā
You are slipping a pale green tank top over your bikini as the doorbell echos through your house. āI'll get it,ā you tell out, hoping no one gets to the door first.
Grabbing the rest of your things and shoving them into your tote bag, you quickly run downstairs. When you make it to the door you spot your older brother Sam reaching to open it.
āSam wait,ā you yell, rushing to open the door first. You pull the handle revealing JJ. He's dressed in a pair of grey cargo shorts, a worn black tank top, and his infamous red snapback. āHey,ā you say with a smile.
āHey.ā
ā(Y/N), where are you going,ā Sam asks from behind you. You turn around to see your brother giving you a look that resembles that of a worried parent.
āI'm going surfing with JJ and his friends,ā you tell him quickly. JJ waves at your brother, slightly intimidated by the tall boy.
Sam looks over your shoulder at JJ before snapping his eyes back to you. āDid you tell mom and dad about this?ā
You roll your eyes lightly. āI'm not ten, Sam,ā you say sarcastically. āI don't have to get permission every time I leave the house.ā
Samās eyes move back to JJ, only to see that the blue-eyed boy is already looking at you. āKeep her safe, will you?ā he asks with a sigh.
JJ looks at your brother. āOf course,ā he promises.
You smile, kissing your brother on the cheek. āLove you, Sam.ā
He responds with the same and the two of you are quickly moving off your front porch and towards the street.
JJ watches your expression as you approach the pogue van, expecting some sort of disgust of their old vehicle.
He opens the passenger door for you, making you blush hard, before moving to the driver's seat. āSorry it's not the nicest car,ā he says as the van sputters to life, slightly cringing at the sound of the old engine.
āWhat are you talking about,ā you say with an honest smile, āThis is literally the coolest car ever.ā You stick your hand out the window letting the wind hit it as giggles escape from your mouth.
JJās lips stretch into a wide smile at the sight.Ā
The two of you laugh and sing along to whatever song comes on the radio. It's just like the night you drove him home from the hotel except now, the sun is shining bright above you.
When JJ pulls the van up to the front of the run down Chateau, you feel your palms begin to sweat. āAre you sure this is a good idea?ā you ask the boy next to you, not taking your eyes off the front porch.
JJ smiles. āThey're gonna love you,ā he says confidently, āNow come on before I die of heatstroke.ā He hops out of the car, running around to your side and helping you out.
You chew your lips nervously as the two of you walk up the steps and across the front porch.Ā
āWe're here,ā JJ announces as he opens the door for you.Ā
The first thing you notice when you enter the little house is the pungent smell of weed. Despite not smoking yourself, you don't mind the scent. The second thing you notice is the three teenagers sitting on a worn couch.
A girl with curly brown hair throws her hands up into the air. āJJās brought a girl home,ā she exclaims with a chuckle.Ā
The blonde beside you rolls his eyes. āShut up Kie.ā
The girl who you assume is Kiara, stands up, and runs over to you. Much to your surprise, she pulls you into a tight hug. You stand there in confusion for a second before hugging her back. āI'm Kiara, but you can call me Kie,ā she says, pulling away. āThose two dumbasses are John B and Pope,ā Kie tells you, pointing to the two boys still sitting on the couch. They lift their chins in a greeting.
āSo are you guys ready,ā JJ asks, breaking the tension.Ā
The boys stand up and the five of you walk outside before piling into the van. John B and Kiara sit in the front and JJ, Pope, and you in the back.
āJB, where's Sarah,ā Pope asks.Ā
āCouldn't make it,ā John B replies, āSaid she had family stuff.ā
āJohn B, you're dating Sarah Cameron, right?ā you ask sweetly.
John B nods. āYeah, you know her?ā
āNot really, we had English together last year,ā you say, watching as the brunette boyās expression remains stoic. āI don't know if she'll like me though. I kind of punched her brother in third grade for making fun of my friend's dress.ā
The whole group laughs loudly and you blush hard, not meaning for that to slip out. JJ uses the moment to wrap his arms discreetly across your shoulders.
āI think she'll definitely like you then,ā John B says. āThat's badass.ā
A few minutes later, the van pulls up to a secluded spot on the beach.
āWow, it's beautiful here,ā you say in awe.
JJ nods as he and Kie take the surfboards down from the roof of the van. āThis is our secret pogue spot.ā
āOh,ā you say looking down, feeling out of place.
Pope hands you one of the boards. āYou're basically an honorary pogue if we bring you here,ā he says with a kind smile. āThink of this as your initiation.ā
You smile back, relieved that JJās friends aren't annoyed by your presence. JJ tries to hide a smile of his own, loving that you are getting along with his friends considering they're the only family he has.
The five of you walk down to the beach, finding a good spot to lay down your stuff.Ā
JJ can't take his eyes off of you as you slip your tank top over your head. His little heart can't handle how gorgeous you are. You're wearing a small blue and white floral bikini, leaving little to the imagination.
āYou okay, Maybank?ā you ask, snapping him out of his trance. He nods dumbly, making you chuckle. āCāmon,ā you say, grabbing your board in one hand and holding the other out to the blonde.
This sets him into motion and he quickly grabs his own board and links his fingers with yours. He has to remind himself to take in this moment, wanting to remember the first time you ever held his hand.Ā
āSo how do I do this,ā you ask once you have paddled out into the water.Ā
JJ nods. āNormally I would have you do some exercises on land first, but I say you just go for it,ā he says, floating on the board next to you.
āGreat plan, Maybank,ā you say with a slight eye roll. āIf I die it's on you.ā
JJ laughs. āYou're not gonna die, (Y/N),ā he tells you. āThe waves are small today anyways.ā
He explains the basics of how and where to stand before demonstrating on a wave. You admire how his tan body moves gracefully on the board. He makes it look so easy and you smile at the look of concentration he has.
JJ ladles back out to where you are when he is done. āMaybank,ā you exclaim. āThat was amazing.ā
JJ smiles wide. āNow it's your turn.ā
You grimace. āIt's not gonna look like that.ā
āDon't worry, that took years of practice,ā he encourages before pointing behind you. āLook, there's a perfect wave coming.ā
You look at the wave, gulping in anticipation. āWish me luck.ā
āYou got this,ā he yells making you laugh. Your heart pounds in your chest as you line yourself up the way JJ had. When the wave comes toward you, you attempt to put your foot where JJ told you. Instead, you miss and fall into the water before you even have the chance to stand.
JJās heart drops the moment your head disappears under the water. The waves weren't too big and the current shouldn't be strong at this time of day, but he couldn't help the sick feeling he got watching you fall.
The moment your head pops up out of the water he breathes a sigh of relief. The sound of your laughter is enough to calm his anxieties.
You slide back on your board, paddling back over to JJ. āWell that was embarrassing,ā you say with a giggle.
JJ smiles with a small shake of his head. āNo one gets it on their first try,ā he reassures her. āIf you stood up just now I would have sent you straight to a surfing competition.ā
A few more tries (and fails) later you notice the sun starting to set over the horizon.Ā
āYou ready to go back in,ā JJ asks from his board next to you.
You shake your head. āI want to give it one more go,ā you tell him. āBut you go in and watch from the beach.ā
The blonde frowns. āAre you sure?āĀ
āI'll be fine, Maybank,ā you say with a small smile. āPlus, then you can watch me better when I shred some waves,ā you add in a mock surfer voice.Ā
JJ gives you a slight eye roll before making his way to shore. He meets up with the rest of the pogues who are coming back from up the beach where they had found some bigger waves.
āGetting bored of teaching the newbie,ā John B asks when he sees JJ.
JJ gently shoves the boy. āNo,ā the blonde replies plainly. āShe just wanted to give it one last try before we head in.ā
The four of them watch from the sand as you make your way towards an upcoming wave.
āI bet you five bucks she doesn't even stand,ā John B whispers to Pope.
āHey,ā JJ snaps, turning to look at his two friends. āWhat are you two idiots doing.ā
āDefinitely not betting on your girlfriend,ā Pope says, sarcasm laced in his voice.
JJ blushes at the word 'girlfriendā. āShe's not my girlfriend.ā
Even Kie rolls her eyes at this. āYeah, okay.ā
They go silent as you get closer to the wave, watching as you paddle along it. In one graceful motion, you position your feet, straightening your legs until you are standing.
The four pogues cheer as you ride the wave. It's definitely not perfect, but JJ couldn't be more proud.Ā
You ride the wave in, throwing your board on the sand as you run-up to the group. āI did it guys,ā you exclaim happily.
Running up to JJ, you wrap your arms around his shoulders, practically jumping into his arms. He catches you easily, spinning you around in excitement.
The blonde puts you down after a minute, reluctant to let go of you. You look up into his eyes, feeling the tension grow.
āYou did awesome, girly,ā Kie says, drawing your attention away from JJ.
He smiles as he watches you interact with his friends. At that exact moment, his heart feels so full, but he can't explain it.
After everyone is done congratulating you, the six of you gather your things before piling into the van. You tell jokes and chat on the way back to your house.
You give JJ a soft kiss on the cheek before bidding everyone else goodbye. Despite rolling his eyes when his three best friends make fun of him for it, having your lips on his cheek is the last thing he thinks about before drifting off to sleep that night.
Yes, he's definitely falling for you.
Over the next few weeks, you grew closer and closer with the pogues. A few days after your surfing adventure you met Sarah Cameron for the first time, and after that, you were basically a pogue yourself.
When you invited JJ over for dinner at your house, the blonde assumed your parents would hate him like every other kook family. However, your parents and brother treated him with nothing but kindness and respect (how could they not after all the stories you have told them).Ā
Looking back, that was the night you knew you were in love with JJ. Watching him laugh and have meaningful conversations with your family made you fall even harder for him.
Tonight, almost five months after you first met JJ on that rainy night, you are lounging on the floor of John Bās living room cracking jokes with your friends.
You told your parents you were spending the night at Kiaraās, knowing that they would ask fewer questions.
āKie, pass me the blunt, would you,ā John B asks from his spot next to Sarah.Ā
You are sitting next to JJ, your legs stretched across his and your back pressed against the couch. Your eyes watch as John B places the blunt to his lips, inhaling the vapor.
The brunette lifts an eyebrow. āYou wanna hit, (Y/N),ā John B asks, holding the blunt out with two fingers.
Before you can even open your mouth, the blonde beside you speaks up. āShe doesn't smoke JB,ā he says annoyed at his best friend for even asking.
You look at him confidently. āActually, I think I'd like to try,ā you say, causing everyone to look at you in shock.Ā
āYou sure?ā JJ asks softly from next to you. You nod and John B passes you the blunt.Ā Ā
Placing it in between your lips, you inhale like you had seen John B do earlier. Only, when you do it, it sends you into a coughing fit.Ā Ā
JJ rubs your back with a slight eye roll. āAtta girl,ā he says with a small chuckle.
It doesn't take long for you to be high out of your mind. You're a lightweight when it comes to alcohol and you probably should have guessed you would be a lightweight when it came to weed too.
At some point in the night, you find yourself sprawled out on one of the hammocks outside in a large, ratty t-shirt you assume belongs to JJ. The stars spin above you and you giggle.Ā
ā(Y/N)?ā you hear the voice of the boy you're madly in love with, approach.
āMaybank,ā you cheer when he finds you on the hammock. He gestured for you to move over and once you do so he plops down next to you.
You're instantly pulled into JJās toned chest and you let your head rest easily on his shoulder.
āIs everyone else asleep?ā you attempt to whisper, but it comes out louder than you had anticipated.Ā
JJās hands find your hair and begin to play with it lightly. āMhm.ā
āSo it's just me and you?ā you ask sweetly, words slightly slurred from the weed in your system.Ā
He hopes you can't hear how fast his heart is beating from having you this close. āJust you and me.ā
āJJ can I ask you a question,ā you mumble, the weed making you only slightly more confident.
āFācourse,ā JJ tells you.
You use your fingers to trace lazy patterns on his bare chest. āHow come you never call me any nicknames,ā you ask with a pout. āLike I call you āMaybankā, yāknow and you have a nickname for every one of our friends except me.ā
JJ doesn't answer right away and even your wasted mind thinks that maybe it wasn't such a good idea to ask.Ā
āBecause I like your name,ā he finally says after a while.
A small āohā is all you can muster, so the blonde boy continues. āI like saying your name. It's really pretty and I like the way it sounds,ā he tries to explain, slightly cringing at his words.
āI like you,ā you blurt, but it comes out in a slow drawl.
āWhat,ā JJ asks quickly, eyes widening in shock. When you don't reply, he looks down at you only to find you fast asleep on his chest.
His brain is going a mile a minute trying to comprehend what you said. You must've meant it in a friendly way because there's no way someone like you would like a guy like him. Right?
The blonde lays there for hours, unable to sleep with your words on his mind (and your head over his heart). Finally, he coaxes himself to sleep with the thought that you were high out of your mind and didn't mean anything you said.
The next morning you wake up alone in the bed of John Bās guest room. You have no idea how you got there and have little recollection of the previous night.
You stumble out of the small room with a headache and feeling slightly nauseous.
āMorning, sleepyhead,ā Sarah says with a smile when you appear in the kitchen.Ā
You look around the room, noticing that you were the last one awake. āWhat happened last night,ā you groan, plopping down in the seat between Kiara and JJ
āWell,ā Pope says with a smirk. āYou had your first official experience with weed.ā
You groan again, laying your head in your arms which are folded on the table. You feel a familiar hand rest on your back and you turn your head to look at JJ. He smiles at you and a sea of butterflies erupt in your stomach.
āWell, I should probably get home,ā you say, sitting up. JJ pouts at your words and you giggle, leaning over to give him a small kiss on the cheek which unbeknownst to you, makes his stomach fill with butterflies too.Ā
You bid goodbye to the rest of your friends, before stumbling out of the chateau and to your car.Ā
JJās eyes follow your body until it is completely out of sight. When he finally sees your car pulling out of the driveway, he looks back to his friends only to find all of them staring at him. āWhat?ā
āJust tell her you love her already,ā Kiara says with a dramatic groan causing JJās eyes to widen.Ā
John B nods. āSeriously, dude,ā he says, āYou gotta do it before she gets tired of waiting.ā
āWhat are you guys talking about,ā JJ asks innocently despite knowing exactly what his friends are talking about.
āThe two of you are madly in love with each other so what are you doing wasting this time you could be spending together,ā Sarah reasons.
JJ knows his friends are right, but he doesn't need them breathing down his neck when he does decide to tell you.
You, on the other hand, realized a few seconds into your drive that you forgot your phone. You had turned around and were now making your way back up the porch steps.
āI do not like (Y/N),ā lies through his teeth, having no idea that you could hear him clearly through the mesh screen door. āShe's just a spoiled, kook, brat that I happened to take pity on. She means nothing to me.ā
Each word that passes from JJās lips is like a knife to your heart. Completely forgetting your phone, you don't waste any time running back to your car. Hot tears stream down your face at a steady rate as you attempt to get as far away as possible from the boy who broke your heart.Ā
āOkay keep telling yourself that,ā John B says to JJ with a small smirk on his lips.
JJ rolls his eyes, but on the inside, he is longing for your sweet lips to press to his cheek again. The dense blonde has no idea that the girl he loves with his whole heart, is currently broken because of him.
Over the next few days, you make every excuse in the book not to see the pogues, knowing that even being in the same room as JJ would be too much.Ā
When Kiara brings by your phone from the Chateau, you immediately break down and tell her what you witnessed. The curly-haired girl wants to tell you the whole truth, but she figures it should come from the idiotic blonde himself.
After three days of not hearing from you, JJās worry starts to eat him alive. What if you were sick? Or sad? Or what if you finally realized you were too good for him?
Despite the drizzling rain, JJ takes his bike and makes his way to your house as quickly as he can.
When he knocks on your large oak door and your brother opens it, JJ is immediately brought back to the first day he came to your house. He remembers the pride he felt when you first stood up on that board.Ā
āHey, Sam. Is (Y/N) here?ā he asks, peaking around your brother's shoulder as if you would be standing there like you were that one day.
āNo,ā Sam says harshly, immediately slamming the door shut in JJās face.Ā
The blonde is left there in confusion wondering what is wrong. He knocks on the door again, louder this time.Ā
Sam opens the door again. āWhat?ā he snaps.
āI know she's here,ā JJ explains seriously. āI can see her bedroom light from her window and she never leaves her light on.ā
Your brother scowls at JJās words as if it's an abomination that he knows such an intimate fact about you.
āLeave, JJ,ā Sam says, slightly calmer now. āShe doesn't want to see you.ā He shuts the door again, causing JJās heart to break slightly.
What does he mean you don't want to see him?
The blonde steps away from your front door and moves under your bedroom window. The rain is falling much harder now, causing JJās curls to plaster to his forehead.
He glances up at your window, suddenly having an idea. It takes him a few tries, but JJ is able to scale your house and make it to your small balcony.
He peers into your room, spotting you laying on your bed, with your back facing him. JJ knocks lightly on your window and you snap your head in his direction.Ā
Your eyes widen when you see his sopping wet form and for a second you forget why you're laying alone in the first place. You rush to the window, undoing the hinges and pulling JJ inside.
Once the blonde is standing in front of you, his words from the other night come rushing back.
āWhat are you doing here, JJ,ā you ask with a small sigh, wrapping your hoodie-clad arms around your stomach.
The blonde frowns. āYou called me JJ.ā
āThat's your name isn't it?āĀ
āYeah, but yo-you never,ā JJ stumbles over his words. āAre you okay? Why haven't you been answering my texts or calls?ā
āI was busy,ā you say with a shrug, sitting back onto your bed.
āYou know you can talk to me, right,ā JJ asks as he takes a small step closer to you. āI'll always be here for you.ā
You roll your eyes. āYeah, okay,ā you mumble sarcastically.Ā
JJ flinches back. āWhat's going on (Y/N)? You're not being yourself. You are always there for me and my problems, so you should know that I'll always be here for you and whatever it is you're going through,ā he tells you honestly.
āOh yeah because you took pity on me, right?ā you snap, looking him dead in the eyes as a few tears fall down your cheeks. A look of confusion spreads across his features. āBecause I'm a āspoiled, kook, bratā right?ā
JJ's heart drops to the pit of his stomach as he realizes what you are talking about. His eyes well with tears knowing why you've been hurting the past few days.
ā(Y/N),ā he all but whimpers. His hands reach out for you but you pull back.āPlease, let me explain.ā
You harshly wipe the tears from your cheeks. āI think you made yourself very clear the other day. Leave, JJ,ā you tell him.
JJ shakes his head as panic builds in his chest. He struggles to breathe as he realizes that he is about to lose you before he even truly has you.
His breathing becomes more and more erratic and he squeezes his eyes shut.Ā
āJJ,ā you ask softly, noticing the arising panic attack. The blonde looks up at you, fear evident in his eyes. Despite the pain, he put you through, you still love him and can't stand to see him in pain. āC'mere JJ,ā you say softly, pulling him to sit on your bed. You crouch down below him, shushing him softly.
āYou gotta breathe with me,ā you tell him, making sure he's watching as you take a few big breaths in. He is able to take a few shaky breaths and soon his heart rate has slowed to a somewhat normal rate, JJ collapses into your arms. āYou're okay. It's gonna be okay.ā
JJ frowns, pulling away from you slightly. āWhy are you being so nice to me,ā he asks shakily. āAfter everything I've done?ā
You shrug, looking down.
He uses two of his fingers to gently lift your chin so you are looking at him. āPlease let me explain,ā he whispers and you nod slightly. āAfter you left that day, the pogues were messing with me, saying that I was so in love with you n āshit, so I had to say something that would get them to shut up,ā he says quickly, wanting to get through his story so you will stop hurting.Ā
āNothing I said that day was remotely close to the truth. You are the most kind-hearted person on this island, and for me to even say that you aren't, it's just, I'm so sorry,ā he says. āI never meant to hurt you, but I couldn't have the pogues thinking I was in love with you.ā
Your heart falls at his words. āBecause that would be embarrassing, right?ā you say, trying to hide the dejection you are feeling.
āNo.ā You look up at him in confusion. āBecause I didn't want you to find out before I got the courage to tell you myself.ā
āWhat?āĀ
āI'm in love with you (Y/N),ā he says with a small smile on his face. āI have completely fallen for you. Everything you do, everything you say, everything you are. Youāre my first thought in the morning, youāre my last thought before I fall asleep, and you're almost every thought in between.ā
The room goes silent and the only sound that can be heard is the rain softly hitting your window.Ā
āNow is where you say something,ā he says with an awkward chuckle.
You open your mouth to speak, but everything you want to say to the boy in front of you is stuck in your throat. āI-ā you manage to sutter out.
JJ sighs. āItās okay,ā he says standing up, leaving you to fall limply against your bed. āI figured this would happen. You donāt have to say anything.ā
When he moves towards your window, your body seems to catch up with your brain and you run to stop him. JJ turns around, but before he can get a word out, you press your lips to his.Ā
You swear you see sparks fly behind your eyes the moment your lips meet his. The kiss starts softly at first and then builds with an intensity that has you gripping his shoulders for balance. This kicks the blonde into motion. He places one hand softly on your cheek and uses the other to tug your waist closer to him.Ā
The intoxicating taste of weed and mint lulls you closer as your lips move together perfectly. Neither of you ever want to stop. Moving your right hand to lace your fingers in his hair, you tug slightly, causing him to let out a small groan. You smile into the kiss before reluctantly pulling yourself away.
āThat wasā¦ā JJ trails off breathlessly.Ā
āYeah,ā you agree with a chuckle. āLook, when I first met you, I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you. I never would have thought that I would miss being by your side, or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name. When I first met you, I never wouldāve thought that I would love you the way I do.ā
Tears brim JJās eyes as your words fill his heart. āSo, youā¦ā
āI love you, Maybank,ā you say, not looking away from his eyes.
āSay it again,ā he asks in a small voice, eyes wide like he canāt believe the words you are actually saying.
You smile wide. āI love you, so much.ā
JJ pulls your body tight to his chest and buries his head into the crook of your neck. āI love you more than anything,ā he mumbles into your neck. āIām sorry it took me so long to say.ā
You chuckle, lifting his head off your shoulder and cupping his cheeks with your hands. You place a few soft kisses to his pouty lips causing him to smile wide. āI forgive you, but only because you're cute,ā you tell him.
He blushes slightly, leaning down to kiss both of your cheeks and then your lips. Both of you have big smiles on your face when you pull away. āHow have I gone this long without kissing you,ā JJ says causing you to giggle. He uses the pads of his thumbs to trace your cheekbones. āYouāre so beautiful,ā the blonde whispers, voice laced with sincerity.Ā
You blush hard and nuzzle your face into his chest. After a second you look back up at him. āStay the night?ā you ask.
JJ nods. āOf course, my love.ā
Smiling at the name you pull him towards your closet. āI thought you didn't give me nicknames,ā you tease and he shrugs his shoulders.Ā
āThat was before,ā he says with a smile.Ā
You hum in response, handing him some of his clothes that either he had left at your house or you had stolen from the Chateau. Once he is changed out of his wet clothes, the two of you climb into your bed.Ā
JJ instantly pulls you snug to his chest and you get comfortable and he presses a soft kiss to the crown of your head.Ā
Both of you know that everything will change after today. Everything is different now, but for some reason, it feels normal to the two of you. It feels like this was how it was meant to be. Just you and JJ, together.
āI love you, (Y/N).ā
āI love you too, Maybank.ā
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#jj#jj fic#jj x oc#jj x reader#jj maybank#jj maybank x reader#jj maybank imagine#jj maybank smut#jj maybank fluff#Outer Banks#outer banks series#john b routledge#jj outer banks#outer banks fic#sarah cameron#rafe cameron#john b x sarah#rudy pankow#rudy pankow x reader#rudy
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hi, I just saw your post asking for some requests. Maybe if you can do a Steve angst but with a little bit of fluff? šš
forgotten?āļøš
summary-steve seemed to have forgotten you when nancy came into the picture
word count-1.8k
warnings-fighting and cursing
a/n-i really hope you guys enjoyed this because it took me so long to write but i appreciate you all and iām so glad to be back š¤
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huge thanks to @angsty-plots for giving me ideas for new angst plots<3
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steve and i were good friends that was until he started dating nancy wheeler. it use to be steve and i doing everything together hanging out at each others houses, long car rides , going to tommyās parties , and now he forgot all about me. i knew steve had a crush on ever since the beginning... i saw the way he looked at her when she would walk past him , i saw the sparkle in his eyes when he talked about her or whenever she was around. it use to be steve, tommy, carol, and i hanging out at lunch everyday but i was soon replaced when steve asked nancy to go to his house for a hangout with carol and tommy since his parents were out of town. that night he only invited me out of pity and i saw the subtitle flirting between the two and it made me sick. i walked barb that night to the bathroom after she sliced her thumb trying to open a beer can.ā i know steve has gauze and bandages somewhere here ill look just keep your hand under the waterā i tell her. that night i saw nancy and steve go into his room and i knew what was going to happen and i couldnāt bare being their for it. I said my goodbye to barb wishing her a safe ride home and went on my way. remembering that night i cried my heart out wondering why steve never expressed interest in me.
That was months ago now itās around october and it was tommyās halloween bash. i wasnāt going to go but i decided that it was better than sitting at home doing nothing. i knew i was going to see steve their with nancy but i still went even if it was going to hurt seeing my best friend who forgot i even existed. I go dressed up as (whatever you want) and grab my keys getting ready to head off to the party. pulling up to the house i already see drunk teens walking around with their heels in hand or wobbling around. i walk in and head over to the kitchen and try to grab a drink of spiked punch. while pouring i look over and see them... steve and nancy dancing to the beat of the music. a sudden wave of sadness hit and i decided to take a sip of the punch feeling the alcohol run down my throat.
minutes pass and i decided to stay in the kitchen since i felt like it was my best bet to not run into them while on the dance floor. watching the drunken teens flirting and stumbling their words amused on how quickly the punch could get someone drunk.then i saw her , the girl who stole my best friend from me and the boy i loved. nancy walked into the kitchen and grabbed more cups of the spiked punch , one after another i was able to see her get completely shitfaced in the ,mater of only a few minutes. steve came looking for nancy and they got into a fight and i watched intensely. watching as the punch spilled all over her while sweater my mouth opened a jar shocked at how messy everything was getting. watching her and steve storm over to the bathroom. moments later i move to the living room near the front door and suddenly get shouldered by steve who seemed furious and watching jonathan rush to the bathroom. i decided to stay a little longer since the party was still going strong.
a few days later i noticed that steve and nancy were slowly falling out since he wasnāt visiting her at school anymore and her and jonathan seemed to have gotten closer. they seemed to be done and whatever was said in that bathroom must have been bad. i decided to go to steveās house and check up on him, even if we werenāt friends anymore i didnt want to see him go through something like a breakup alone. knocking on his front door i waited anxiously wondering if i was making the wrong choice. ā hey how can i- oh hi y/n. i didnt uh expect you to be here?ā steve says opening the door confused. ā i know steve but i wanted to talk to youā i say as he walks me to his room to talk.ā hey i was actually gonna go out and apologize to nancy so if you can come and help me pick something out for herā my heart sank i havenāt talked to him in months and he already brought her up. not a hey how are you or a i miss you nothing its always about her i think to myself. ā oh i actually came to talk to you about something ā ā shootā he says.ā why did you stop talking to meā silence filled the room 1...2...3 minutes passed waiting for him to say something anythingā steve you left me for nancy and i dont get what i did for you to sto talking to me. i understand shes your girlfriend but shit i didnt think youād completely forget about meā i say standing up from his bed looking at him with sadness in my eyes.ā i-i thought you didnāt want to hang out with us anymore y/n i didnt notice at first i iām so sorryā he says guilt in his voice.ā i feel like i lost the only person i truly cared about and and you were my friend and now you donāt even look my way steve how could you not notice me not being their... how did you not notice me not their at your basketball games cheering you on or the long car rides we would have just blasting music or going to tommyās parties and taking turns getting shit faced. tell me steve is it me was i just not who you wanted to be around anymore was she my replacement because i saw it since the beginningā chocking on my words i hold back my tears. i didnt want to cry but eventually it fell and my vision blurred with tears.ā y/n i never ment to make you feel that way and i am so sorry i guess i just got so caught up in nancy and i didnt notice you slowly leave and i i just feel terrible ā steve looked at me finally realizing how much he affected me and how much pain he caused me. āsteve if you didnt want to be friends anymore you could have just told me you really hurt meā i say to him not daring to look him in the eyes.āi-iā is all he could sayā you know what steve a simple hey i dont think we should be friends anymore its not your fault i just think we should go our own ways would have been niceā i say to him walking past himā you know thanks for being my friend for so many years but i cant be friends with someone who doesnāt give two shits about me anymoreā i say as i walk out the door and walk back home since it was only a few houses down.steve not moving just in shock realizing that he was the reason why he lost his best friend.
days past and steve found out that nancy liked jonathan and accepted it telling her its okay and like that they broke up. driving around i felt a wave of sadness hit when the song steve and i would listen to while blasting music. tears spill down my face as i drive home. once i make it home i calm myself down and wash up when i suddenly hear the doorbell go off. walking over i open the door seeing the infamous billy hargrove ā hey their doll face i was wondering if youāve seen my little sister max i know that you tutor some of her friends so i was wondering if you could help me figure out where the byers house isā he says licking his lips seductively ā yeah i could take you their and help you look for your little sister just let me grab my stuff ā i say looking at him.ā after getting to the byers house i stay in the car until i see steve walk out confused at why he is their. everything happened so fast punches were thrown and now iām driving the kids to this random area in hawkins. steve wakes up and sees me driving confused at how he ended up in this situation. getting to the destination steve and i talk while the kids grab everything. in the car they explained everything that happened in thus far with el , will, the upsidown , and etc. ā we broke upā steve says looking at me ā what why are you okayā even if we werenāt close anymore i didnt want him to feel like he had no one. ā she likes jonathan and the night of the party she called our relationship bullshit and i accepted it since i-ā dustin cuts him off by yelling at him how we didnt have enough time.
getting the kids out of the tunnels one by one steve was just about to help me up when he grabbed onto me tightly in a protective matter when the demo dogs ran toward us. watching as they ran past us he told meā i lost you once and iām not gonna lose you againāgetting out of the tunnels i was able to fully process everything that happened and once el closed the gate and steve and i were finally alone he broke the silence ā i love you y/n i never ment to hurt you and iām sorry.ā speechless i sit their ā steve i know you loved nan-ā he cuts me off ā after our first fight i knew she loved jonathan and i guess i couldnāt believe it till she called our relationship bullshit and i love you so much y/n and it was stupid of me to not tell you earlierā ā i love you too steve but what you did hurt me i mean you completely forgot about meā ā i know y/n but could you give me a second chance iāll make it up to you... could i take you on a date and patch everything upā i really didnāt want to forgive him but i couldnāt just abandon him because i needed him i loved him and he loved me ā i would love that steve ā i say looking at him with love in my eyes and a smile plastered on my face.
#hawkins indiana#stranger things#fluff#steve harrington#steve harrington x reader#masterlist#sweet#angst#steve harrington angst#x reader angst#steve#stranger things season 2#stranger things season 1
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why do you think spot is a runaway (or well what would be the reason I donāt know if you believe hes a runaway or not)
Ā Iāve started to answer this like 3 times already. Each time the answer getting shorter than the last.
His mother was 19 and his father was 20 when he was born.
No, they werenāt technically āteenage parentsā but they were still young, sloppy, and a little stupid. If we take in mind the time era, then psychology would have only been around for 20 years. Which may seem like enough, but psychology is a science and really advancements happen all the time. With psychology you have to stay up to date weekly but itād be better daily.
His father was never around in the house, he would see him though.
His parents got divorced when he was 3 years old.
He is told that he met his stepfather at the age of 3 as well. After the divorce.
He didnāt know, but he did have a āyou. This is all your fault. Theyāre not together because of youā feeling towards his stepfather, but he was really young. He wouldnāt ever really realize. Thereās nothing that ever really triggered him and made him realize that. It just stayed on his subconscious. It was never brought up.Ā
When he was 4 his mother and stepfather had a kid. A boy.
He loved him unconditionally. He loved him beyond comprehension.Ā
Spot was a kid, and he committed errors.Ā
His little brother couldnāt stand being in the same room as Spot. He was bone-chilling afraid of him. He wouldnāt talk to him anymore, he wouldnāt feel or look comfortable if Spot was anywhere near him.Ā
Nobody picked up on this. Itās not an easy thing to pick up on.Ā
By the time his brother was five he told his parents that Spot scares him and Spotās mom and stepfather took a dark and cold demeanor towards him.Ā
His mom and stepfather would yell at him, he would have been slapped time after time. Punched rarely. In that household he was considered the monster who tormented their baby.Ā
This would all lead to Spot getting into an argument with his stepfather which would lead to him being kicked out of the house. Except he didnāt accept being kicked out and declared that he was leaving.Ā
At first he would get beat by the shoe shiners and the miners. He wasnāt going to be pushed around.Ā
It felt like everything and everyone screwed him over. He started thinking inhumane things that nowadays angsty teens would be so desperate to prove that they are the darkest person in the world that theyād dismiss it.Ā
By the time he was ten, he found a job working as a newsie.Ā
He had walls up. Almost impenetrable walls. Walls couldnāt be broken down with a ram. It took him a while for Hotshot to finally make his way through them. It wasnāt a matter of oh i helped you once in your life now we are besties, but a matter of him pushing and pushing and basically forcing his friendship onto Spot.Ā
Spot knew love. He got it from his parents for a while. And he missed it, heād never admit it, and itās pushed way down deep, but he missed it. Usually he kept a good front, acted like he didnāt know it, or need it. But there where moments when he would passive aggressively act like he was desperate for that closeness. Those were times when heād be more irritable, and grouchy. Hotshot saw that moment, and thatās when he would try to take his shot, breaking the walls just a little, but then Spot would see that in moment of weakness he let someone in, and put up even more walls. Stronger ones.
Once Hotshot squirreled his way in, he could squirrel more people in. Graves, Myron, Bart, some Manhattan Newsies.Ā
He knows heās no piece of cake. Which is why he would do indescribable things for those who he truly cares about.
No body knows about his parents or his brother except Graves. Which he told him once in a way to comfort him. Like when someoneās going through a crisis and you tell them your dark past so that they see you understand or to distract them and calm them down about their own crisis.
He doesnāt fight for himself unless he has pent up things that rupture then and there. Anyone messing with someone he cares about sends him directly to his anger rupture. He is capable, and he has done terrible things before. People are afraid of him.Ā
#this is my 5th type trying to write this out#god help and forgive me#i wanna build something that's gonna outlive me#what do you want burr?#want do you- ok ok i can take a hint#well this really sucks#i could have done a much betterĀ job#spot conlon#spot newsies#newsies spot#Spot doesnāt like feelings#I felt really weird writingĀ this one#i don't know why
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ā prologue: all the times y/nās fallen in love
synopsis: a backstory to you and isseis relationship </3 a true story :ā) (but not the ages those r j for the plot wishsh)
warnings: young you (like rly young), awkward second hand embarrassment moments
hint: read the extras at the end!! (for closure)
wc: 1.5k+
once again it was a summer and you were spending the evening at your moms friends house. you loved her, but it would be nice to have evenings at your own house. or have sleepovers with your own friends.
but alas here you were again. you would be 9 later this month, the other kid remotely close to your age being matsukawa issei. he was already 9, but you would catch up soon.
the clock almost striking 12, marking midnight, was the perfect time for mistakes to be made. mattsun as you called him was already half asleep. awake enough to make choices, but sleepy enough to not remember what would happen the next morning; a recipe for disaster.
as you hear each others names being called, you call him back for a couple seconds. āhey, mattsun do you remember what happened earlier at the party?ā you ask.
āuhh what happened?ā he replied, the sleep getting to his head.
āwhen you rolled the dice 7 times and majority came out as we would get married,ā you tell him, trying to jog his memory while looking at the floor embarrassedly. you were talking about a standard dice with the words āyes, no, maybe, spin againā written all over and you would roll it asking it questions.
āoh that,ā he says now remembering. blushing he gets to his feet and sticks his hand out to pull y/n up to their feet from where they sat criss cross applesauce in the empty, but illuminated, basement. āi heard you have to kiss at a wedding.ā
āoh right, ive been to one. they kissed,ā you confirm, still not letting go of his hand even though you had already gotten to your feet. āshouldnt we practice kissing since were getting married?ā feeling the heat rush to your face as you uttered those words.
āwe should shouldnt we,ā he says, trailing off. pulling his arm with the hand holding yours in towards his body, he grabs you and tells you, āok im going to kiss you now.ā
āok.ā
as your lips meet for the first time, your arms relaxing and your arms falling limply at your sides while still holding hands, your parents interrupt the moment.
āISSEI, Y/N, ITS TIME TO GO HOME,ā your parents yell as you two spring apart looking at the floor as you have 6 feet of space in between you two now.
heading up the stairs groggily mattsun passes out as soon as he got to the top of the stairs.
as you smile at him, rolling your eyes at his sleeping face, your heart and your head come to an agreement. this was the first time you fell in love.
now it was fall, and you two were both 11 attending y/s/n together. it had been a couple years since that day where you had your first kiss, but considering how sleepy mattsun was he definitely didnāt remember.
today, you got new neighbors. apparently they already lived in the area but they wanted a bigger house and jumped at the opportunity of a house near yours.
you had no idea what or who this mystery family was, but it was either the kageyama family, the matsukawa family, the tanaka family, or the kunimi family. those 4 were the only ones your parents were close with.
āy/n baby its time to go greet the new neighbors!!ā you hear your mom squeal in excitement. āyoull love them for sure, wink wink.ā
āmomm,ā you groan, embarrassed that your mom just said āwink winkā out loud.
āoh cmon miss angsty not a teen yet teen,ā your mom says as she pulls your arm, lightly dragging you out the door. as you walk to their house you cant help but wonder who it could be.
the tanakas and the kunimis were outruled. the kunimis always hosted the evening summer parties; they were too attached to their current house. the tanakas lived in a different part of miyagi and dont go to y/s/n. kageyama goes to kitagawa first which leaves one person; matsukawa issei.
finally arriving at their house you realize it is them, recognizing their car in the driveway. taking a deep breath you put on a smile and stand next to your mother, shocked when mattsun opens the door.
āeh, y/n? is that you?ā mattsun asks, smiling at the sight of you. āhi l/n-san,ā he adds smiling at your mom as well, even bowing a bit.
āoh issei, no need for the honorifics. were so glad you guys live here now!ā your mom exclaims as mattsun opens the door wider to show his mom chopping veggies in the kitchen.
āy/m/n!! oh wow look at us being neighbors!ā mattsuns mom exclaims rushibg to greet and catch up with your mom.
as it is just you and mattsun now, he steps outside giving the two moms privacy and you two privacy.
āso, my mom said i have to walk you to school now,ā he starts. āis that alright with you?ā
āoh yeah of course!! id actually really appreciate it thank you and your mom for me!ā you exclaim, glad your feelings of a crush on him long gone since last year. and of course having a sort of bodyguard would help make you feel more safe so, no harm no foul.
that school year and every middle school year since then on, he did without fail, walk you to and from school every day. through rain, wind, mud, and all of natures disasters. there was always conversation even if you two werent in the same class, there was never a dull moment.
thats why, those school years were the second time you fell in love with matsukawa issei.
oh and you never really did fall out of love with matsukawa. that is, until you fell in love with semi eita.
he was great, he sent you flowers and videos and played you songs and had a pet cat. but he just never made you feel like matsukawa ever did.
so maybe you never fell in love with semi eita. well, at least not in the way you did with matsukawa. you pushed those thoughts to the back of your head though. mattsun and you went your separate ways in high school, your schools karasuno and aoba johssi being rivals and all.
now you were in college at y/u/n (your/university/name). as you stroll out of the bathroom from a shower, the new RA for your floor is strolling down the hall youre in.
you can tell from the lanyard and the keys, but its something about them that strikes you as someone familiar. as you get your phone out to text kiyoko and tanaka maybe, you realize what it is thats familiar. its the way he walks, laughs, his hands, the way he talks, all of it. its almost too familiar. and thats because it belonged to the very person you were thinking about since your split with semi: matsukawa issei.
as he approaches you, you analyze the situation. 1) youre in only a towel with your toiletries, phone, and extra towels. 2) it had been years, would he even remember you? 3) what if he just continues going down the hall if you do as well? it leads to a staircase afterall. 4) your dorm is in his direction. the direction hes coming from.
looking around wildly and thinking to yourself you dont realize mattsun being a foot away from you asking you, āy/n? is that really you?ā
as you slowly turn around in shock you quickly try to make yourself look as covered as possible and answer shakily, āmattsun?ā
āyeah it is me,ā you hear in return with a sigh of relief that it wasnt someone who just looked like you. āim the new RA! its been how many years? oh well its been too many.ā
as you stand in shock by the sheer amount of confidence hes acquired and his height and build, you cant help but wonder what it is youre feeling right now exactly. it felt like you were walking a tightrope in the clouds, only you trusted this feeling. you knee it was a risk but you trusted. in yourself, in the feeling, in the clouds, in everything at that time. it was odd, like a lurch in your stomach jolting you back to reality, your stomach clenching. but not in like a āim working out way,ā no. in a different, so pleasant it was almost painful way.
āhey would you maybe like to catch up over coffee? when im not in such aā¦ vulnerable position,ā you inquire shocked at your own bravery.
āid actually really like that.ā
that year was the best year of college youd ever had. you called it the year of M. the year of matsukawa (^3).
over that time you kissed 3 times, convinced it meant nothing each time, pined over each other (mutually but it was unknown), and became the closest friends you possibly couldve. both of your friends were sick of you talking about each other but then college came to an end. and then slowly so did that feeling.
it turns out that feeling was love.
pickles | m. issei
ā now working at a sandwich shop, you think an old love that you cant stop thinking about is finally slipping your mind, until he walks right in your shops door. old flames resurfacing and new sparks forming, the million dollar question is will he give you his side pickles?
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mattsun loved y/n the first time and third time as well
the second time he was j being friendly šš
hes always called them āy/nā never āl/nā even though shes never called him by his first name
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Wallflower AU (aka highschool au made w/ @bellfort3)
V i b e s - hanging on the roof; walking across train tracks; skipping school; Lakes, yes, something with lakes; something with different types of sodas. - My angsty teens are gonna have painted nails - Tommy bleaches his hair; Wilbur dyes his hair black - dramatic fuck. - Wilbur in eyeliner plz - Wilbur wears doc martens; black, yellow, maroon, silver shiny - Tommy's worn the same exact jean jacket for the past 5 years; it's 2 sizes bigger than he is; but he wears it every single day; it has fur on the inside; and its light washed with tears; the tears didnāt come like it; he's just ripped it over the years - He doesn't wash it very often, but he's glued patches on it, and Wilbur's drawn on it in sharpie. He just layers hoodies or flannels under it when itās cold, but still wears it when it's hot - Tommy's also worn the same shoes for YEARS, theyāre duct taped together at this point, they're white converse, they're not white anymore, and he's bleach-washed them SO many times that they permanently smell like chemicals. - The laces are frayed, so bad that he doesnāt even wear the laces most days. - Tommy doesn't shy from going in mud or water though, he'll wear the shoes to their fullest and then some. - I think you can tell by now, that Tommy just doesnāt come from a lot of money. - They live in a kind of run down town, very poor, old, smallish. - Wilbur is middle class, which is very well off in the area he lives in. - Wilbur gives off family disappointment vibes. Where he has to sneak out at night, Tommy can leave through his front door. - Wilbur calls Tommy āsunshineā, but very sarcastically since Tommy is a dick :) - Tommy has one of Wilbur's old beanies; it's black and monster branded, the monster logo is green - Wilbur gave it to Tommy 3 years ago, and Tommy never gave it back - btw Tommy's 17 and Wilbur's 19: Tommy's a junior and Wilbur's a senior - Wilbur only drinks Green Apple Monster - Tommy drinks sugar free redbull, but mostly only when Wilbur buys it for him, because Tommy usually doesn't have pocket change - Wilbur and Tommy bring speakers to the train tracks and dance and by that, its them jumping around and occasionally pushing someone over - Tommy uses his allowance to buy cigarettes; Wilbur vapes - both mentally ill - Wilbur is essentially the modern emo. He has this one yellow and black flannel that's oversized, and he wears it multiple times a week - itās a problem.
- Dream, Wilbur, Karl, Tommy, Big Q, SapNap, Punz, and Tubbo - Thatās the group. - I have just been talking about Tommy and Wilbur but they are the main characters so you can suck it. - A scene with Dream, Wilbur, Karl, Tommy, Big Q, SapNap, Punz, and Tubbo, at a lake, throwing each other in, and Tommy gets his shoes soaked, but he saves his jacket from the fall. Water gun fights, and they drink energy drinks and eat chips. they lay in the grass and contemplate life, Talk abt life yes. Abt existence. Abt how shit it is. Half of them have to wake up early and sneak home, the other half get to stay as long as they like. - Tommy tucks his t-shirts into his pants, which are always very baggy black jeans with just gigantic holes. - Tommy and Dream both have ADHD, however, Tommy's meds are purely from welfare, he cannot afford to give any out. Dream however? From an upper-middleclass family. Basically millionaires in this town. He can afford to lose some of his meds. - He yells in the clearing "COME GET YOUR DRUGS CHILDREN" - Besides, I've learned that there are like so many different ADHD meds, and maybe Tommy is just on something a lot stronger than adderall. He can't partake in the pill popping, but he doesn't mind. He does it every morning. - They don't do it often, maybe once a month, depends on how big Dream's prescription is - not that he regularly takes them like a good boy should - And I won't ever write this, but Gogy hangs out with them every so often, in which Gogy and Wilbur have an on and off again hooking up type relationship - whenever they hang out, Gogy like sits and Wilbur's lap and shit - Tommy and Punz GAG - "EW the fuck - get your hands off eachother. ITS GROSS - NO PDA IN MY BACKYARD"
- They hang out in an abandoned Building. But they don't try to fix it up. They're not fucking VSCO girls. They just want somewhere to hang out - If anything they make it worse - they fucking trash the place - Itās not intentional though - Itās like they can have fun without worrying abt the mess - just, sometimes they spill hawiian punch mixed with vodka everywhere - THEY GHOST HUNT AND OUIJA BOARD AND SHIT - They hang out in cemeteries too. they play manhunt in a cemetery, but like the regular version- like just hide and go seek in the dark. - they've done seances even though almost all of them are atheists - anyways the point of the fact is, is that half of them (excluding the minors you know) I'm looking at you Karl and Q - somethings going on between you two have made out with guys, and I'm not gonna sugar coat it, most modern like takes on religion do not take kindly to that
- they go to prom - and Dream somehow ends up with a ton of weed, because he had just turned old enough, and had the money - and they get fucking high OUT of their minds, like they're never doing it again - like, George and Wilbur definitely hooked up at Wilbur's house, which they aren't supposed to do - because Wilbur's parents will fucking flip that Wilbur is sleeping with a random person. No one is quite sure where SapNap ended up, and Tommy lost one of his shoes. In a panic, they spent the next 3 hours looking for it to find it at the lake by the school - Tommy fucking cradles it to his chest. - Ā (are wilburs parents homophobic?) (yes maybe a little side of homophobia) (Is wilbur bisexual or gay?) (he is āwhoever the fuck looks bangableā) (fair enough) (he is āgogy my kingā) (TRUUUE) - the bleachers - they hang out under the bleachers
- Gogy = Stylish stoner - very popular, but never not high - Karl is like the goody two-shoes of the group, doesn't skip class, and is on the principals list, however, he will NEVER back down from space brownies - its his weakness - Tubbo has a subway pass, and they do that thing where Tubbo swipes it and everyone fucking bolts into the subway, and they take all the trains at like 4am and just hang from the bars and shit - Wilbur still dresses relatively like, nicely and scholarly, which puts everyone off. He wears very loose sweaters with button-ups underneath. with khakis or black jeans and his docs - where his best friend, our Tommy, wears borderline yellow converse, and one bleached two-sizes-too-large jean jacket, and some second-hand-store hoodies, that are always a bit too worn in, but so, incredibly Tommy - Tommy who legit hasn't brushed his hair in years, not with a brush anyways - too frantic to brush his teeth most mornings. but always chewing gum; Tommy's always everywhere at once - ADHD meds only half-working on him, they couldn't afford the good shit - He'll never quite understand Dream handing out his adderall for free, Tommy would kill for the hard shit, but hey, he's never gonna stop his friends from having a good time
- Let's talk about Karl Jacobs - good ole' goody two shoes Jacobs - all of his teachers are constantly trying to get him to stop hanging out with Tommy and gang - every parent teacher conference is "we love your boy, but we are concerned about his friends" - Teachers have meetings with him, about how the people you surround yourself with can change your future - Karl's like, from the good side of town, plays first in the drumline, plays violin on the side, straight a's, clean-white-air-force-ones type of guy. Name brand clothes. Combed hair - Packed lunch every day from his mom; gets dropped off by his mom, kisses her goodbye; Mom is like very involved in school too - PTA parent - it's fucking good kid Jacobs - and he's sneaking off with fucking potheads to go to college parties and abandoned buildings - Does he do drugs? Well, heās a big fan of treats if you know what I mean :wink wink: - ā¦.you ever see Ted's video about a 500mg edible ā¦. yeah. - big fan of gummy bears and brownies - Karl shows up to Parties and there are shouts of "Fuckin' goody-two-shoes Jacobs is HERE" - a lot of people make fun of him and think they can push him around - He seems like a softie; welcome mat type beat - but fucking watch this man chug 5 cups of whatever you give him, and then still win beer pong - Like his best friend is fucking quackity, he can do the hard shit - its very much a his parents have no clue who he actually is type beat - Look, his parents have no clue where he is ever - And if they even know heās out, they donāt know where or with who - If his mom is at all involved in the school, she'll hear about Quackity, basically a drug dealer with how much hash weed he hands out on a daily basis. - Tommy has to be contained in order for the school to run smoothly, and Wilbur is a dramatic fuck that sleeps through most of his classes - Tommy has to take frequent breaks - They make him spend 3rd period in the principles office - Like he obviously needs help but he canāt afford it at all. Even the school canāt do anything for him bc he canāt get anything official for himself - like he can't even try to concentrate - He gave up so quickly in high school, bc they donāt have enough time or staff to help him - he tried in middle school - but man, did he give up in highschool - Yeah. He knows it is hopeless. Can't even afford college anyway. he'll just do whatever Wilbur does - here's an idea: Fucking Karl Jacobs showing up to school one morning just absolutely hammered out of his mind - Karl just showing up to first period AP Physics, and he's barely awake, honestly smells so much like weed and booze, and if he breathed anywhere near you, you could just feel the alcohol radiating from his breath - He's extra bubbly, laughs at everything - takes out his notebook to take some sort of notes, and just fucking giggles at the shapes and equations. He is very spacy, he clearly stayed up all night doing something very illegal; he gets up and jumps around. 2nd period band? oh boy - He gets sick at lunch bet - Like everyone got Drunk but Karl got FUCKED up - It was his birthday, bet - He took like 17 shots over the course of like 8 - 12ish hours, and I looked it up, despite karl being super scrawny and probably like 140 - 150ish pounds - which isn't a lot for being 5'11 - will not kill him - BECAUSE, you guessed it, he turned 17 - He didn't sleep, he was awake taking shots and just fucking who knows what until 6am when they stumbled to school - at lunch, 11:30 in the morning - he's head down on the table, miserable - he doesn't have a hangover yet, because it's only been a few hours, but man, is he nauseous - just the smell of food makes his stomach churn - and the thing about fucking Jacobs showing up drunk as hell - is that at least one of his teachers has called his mom about it - SHES PRESIDENT OF THE PTA FOR FUCKS SAKE, ONE OF THEM KNOWS HER - And the teachers aren't stupid, Karl is so obviously drunk - generally Karl is pretty quiet in class; but now he has no distinction between hanging with hs friends and being in class - he's shouting and cracking jokes and is very tempted to kick his chair over - Anyways, Karl fucks himself over, end of story Ā - ONTO PUNZāS RELGIEOUS TRAUMA WOOOOOOOOOOOO - It's Punz - fuckin' golden boy Punz; he plays football; and goes to church; and calls his mother "momma"; wears a nice church outfit; and is polite to the bible study mothers that come over on tuesday nights and gets them drinks - just a fuckin' golden boy - A religious family. Go to church every Sunday. Sunday school. Holidays. But. The kid just realizes that they donāt believe in god. Them telling the group like theyāre high and heās like āyou know? Some of the shit thatās happened to us proves to me that god rlly isnāt real.ā - and Punz like prays every day for Tommy's dad to get his job back; or for Gogy to get better parents; or for Karl to live the life he wants; and NOTHING EVER WORKS. THEY'RE ALL STILL FUCKED. - by the way we will get the the Tommy's dad losing his job later - But Punz's life is controlled by something he doesn't even believe in anymore - because he's still going to the like church breakfasts, and christmas service, and every sunday morning, and helping his mom's ladies bible study, and his parents are talking about sending him to a youth bible camp - - and he doesn't even think he believes in god anymore. - Punz kind of took out his own personal, religious, and family struggles out the way most teenage boys do. Drinking, and lots of sex. - SO I just imagined this like, really dramatic moment, where its the morning after Punz had a one night stand at some sort of party down the street, and he's long past saving his virginity for his wife, but he's buying her the morning after pill, which his church is just so against, and he has like the moment of, "if you do this, you're done." and he does it - he's had a couple of those moments, like, when he first had sex, and when he first smoked weed, or popped a pill, or snuck out at night, or skipped church - but that was the moment of "there is no going back" - like any type of drug or procedure that aborts an embryo, or that blocks fertilization thats already in process in like: the biggest no no in his church community - so once he stepped out of that drug store, he kind of took a breath, and just came to terms with it - "I'm an atheist." - Punz is the pastors son. - he's like, pre-commited to a catholic college - heās in deep. - so when he first announces it to his friends, one really late night, "I think god might not be my thing." - they just start whistling and say "FINALLY, THE PASTORS SON HAS TURNED AROUND." - Dream just like turns over to him "how many chicks did you fuck to make you realize that?" - Tommy just slings his arm over Punz, "I'm glad you've quit the Jesus shit, Punz. Your better than it." - Thereās gotta be this girl ok. He rlly rlly wants to have sex with her but he always backs out. The thing that breaks him. Is that he gets drunk and loses his virginity to someone who is not that girl - like, he likes this girl, and has a good connection with her, and she likes him, and he knows that its gonna be comepletly consentual, and she's like fucking beautiful right? - and she's the one he wants to loose it to and he's a stupid fucking idiot and loses it to some fucking random ass chick that doesn't even go to their school - This triggers a spiral. After that? He slowly starts giving less of a fuck abt everything. He fucked up the one thing you canāt do over and god heās so painfully aware of it and so painfully aware that he didnāt even fuck up right. - Youāre supposed to wait till marriage. Nope. Youāre supposed to do it with someone you love and trust. Double nope. He. Fucked. Up. - its just like he wanted to do something bad. he wanted to fuck something up. he was questioning his faith, his like, great and sturdy and always-there faith for the first time, and what better way to test faith than to do something shitty and see what comes of it. and so he was planning and planning and planning how he was gonna do this terrible thing - which is such a good kid thing to do, to put so much thought into your own rebellion - but he wanted this to go perfectly. - Little Pastors Son, Punz, wasn't gonna wait till marriage. - He was gonna have sex with the girl of his dreams before they were even dating - but man did he like her. Did he want her. - And then he fucked some random girl when he was black out drunk. He's fucked everything up - he can't wash this away with confession - he's tainted. He's dirty. - He looks in the mirror and doesn't recognize the heathen staring back. - He hates who he's become. - But he never goes back - he can't. He's dirty. He's wrong. - but the more he goes down the spiral - the more he realizes that one mistake shouldn't have made him feel like that - that if god was real, which he honestly wasn't sure in that department, he wouldn't want Punz to feel like the scum of the earth for doing something wrong. especially when he felt so bad after he did it. This system was fucked. He didn't want to be apart of another cycle - and he's just lying to himself every time he goes to church, and reads a cerse for his mom, and meets with younger kids at the church, and plays flag football with fucking church virgins who are good catholics and follow all their mommas orders - And every night when he says grace he means it less and less. he always does it when his momma asks, but boy does the lords word mean shit to him anymore From Ethan: - A turning point to the others in Punz's breakaway from Catholicism is like - He prays before he eats, usually. Sometimes they wait for him to finish his prayer before eating themselves, just out of politeness. He's a friend, he gets that shred of etiquette - And then one day he just doesn't. They got some fast food for a whole group dinner out at their hangout spot (a warehouse, did you say??) Tommy is staring at it intently but he waits for Punz to pray. Tubbo's already started eating but the rest wait - And Punz just starts eating - Dream nudges him, "No prayer, Pastor's boy?" - "No prayer," Punz mumbles into his food. "I'm trying something new." SO, TOMMYS DAD LOSING HIS JOB ARC W000000000 - it starts with Tommy showing up in a different jacket one day - like you have to understand, he's worn this jean jacket every single day for as long as WIlbur has known him, which is like 6 years - Like Tommy shows up in this giant, khaki work-jacket and it's his dads... - HIS DAD DIDNT DIE - his dad lost his job, which is essentially death to a family who already couldn't sustain themselves - and Tommy shows up to school, face pale and cheeks sunk in and there are visible bags under his eyes - and Wilbur just rushes over immediately and hugs him so tight to his chest - and Tommy just sobs, "pops lost his job -" gasp "I can't - we can't pay the bills this month. everything - its all falling apart Will." - "Hey - hey. Stop. It's gonna be fine. You're gonna be okay. You always are dude." - Tommy does have to get a job - and he probably does drop out of school unofficially, like he just stops going. - he sleeps during the morning classes, and heads into work at 10am - he's a carpenters assistant. it pays well as they need young, able men. but most of the younger citizens in the town go to school - he has to take the day shift because the day shift pays better - he doesn't mind it, he doesn't - it gives him the opportunity to get all of his energy out; but he misses going to school. as much as he hated it, he misses his friends. - and lets be honest, its hard as fuck for his dad to find a new job, he doesn't have a great resume - he didn't graduate from highschool. and he isn;t in top health condition, he definitely doesn't have health insurance - so Tommys stuck with this job for a long time - his dad uses his last paycheck to buy Tommy workboots so tommy feels in debt to him - Heāll get his GED eventually. - I think - The like religious status of the rest of the group brought to you by me - Everyone who I donāt mention is just a hard atheist - Karl and Wilbur are catholic, but to a lesser extent, Wilbur doesn't really go through with lent, and Karl only sometimes does. They go to a different church and go pretty much on holidays only, a sunday a month maybe. - SapNap goes to Punz's church, they've been friends for years. - He goes to sunday school but misses a lot of sermons because of his siblings sports games. - He is involved, but not to the way Punz is - SapNap's mother is in fact in Punz's moms bible group - Punz sometimes doesnt attend the bible group and Sap's mother is all "now you tell that pastor's boy to actually attend next time, got it?" and Sapnap dies a little on the inside - And George is an orthodox christian, but he's pretty much quit due to the blatant homophobia he's seen at his church.Ā
AND NOW ON WILBUR SOOT AND KARL JACOBS AND BARKING - Wilbur has siblings, fun fact - that we will never talk about or address - but definitely nothing like Wilbur, more the Karl Jacobs type - Wilbur is the oldest. he's always lectured about being 'a good influence on your brother and sister.' - Theyāre big sports kids. Softball and Basketball (tall genes). Straight Bs; Bed by 10pm; Have never missed school - Parents pride and joy :) - Just good suburban kids, Have friends next door, help the neighbors, attend the cul-de-sac barbecues. - Basically who Wilbur used to be up until highschool (until Wilbur met weed and a good group of stoners) - Sure he was a disappointment and he had no clue what to do with his life - But he was happier - Never really liked being the goody- two-shoes boy next door, he doesn't know how karl does it āPlaying good boy like a dogā - Also he used dog terms around Karl - Because heās āPlaying good boy like a dogā - Heāll throw Karl a beer and smile āgo fetchā - He laughs so hard when he sees Karl be good in a class or play it up for his parents; Because Wilburās so past trying - Wilbur will walk by and just bark at karl. Bet. Just Growls lowly; Walks in a Ā circle; Anything to make Karlās parents (or Wilburās own) stare at him and scurry away - Karlās parents push Karl forward and like hold their younger kids close to their chest, whispering ākeep close, donāt look at himā - They tell Karl to stay away from kids like him. - And boy do Wilburās pa#rents hate it, They push him along and whisper yell at him As he throws his head back and cackles - I mean imagine, like a stereotypical middle class suburban family: House wife, blue collared father, Two kids; in sports jerseys, Girl in braids, boy in khakis - And then thereās Wilbur: Doc Martins, black jeans, collar and sweater, beanie. Definitely high on something - Chains LOTS OF CHAINS - And he's Barking. Fucking Barking At the nice family down the street - And then he takes out his vape right in front of his parents and silently offers Karl a hit with a smirk - Cause Karlās too busy playing good boy - And as Karlās family looks back, as Wilbur is corralled by his mom - He flips them off with the biggest smirk uou will ever see - Wilbur's kind of an ass - And Karl really wants a hit of that vape.
#wallflower au#wilbursoot#tommyinnit#karl jacobs#quackity#sapnap#and Big Q#georgenotfound#gogy#punz#dream#dreamwastaken#tubbo#long post
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Apple Juice Royalty au!
Some of you might have seen my posts about it but basically i have created an au in which Epel is a prince and Deuce is a knight. I will talk more about them with their chatacter sheets ā”ā”
First up our new prince Epel! If you cant read my handwriting I'll type it all out here
ā Generally pretty emo
ā Hates the cape and crown, but secretly likes the rest of the outfit
ā likes horses and swordfighting and sports
ā Was a boy in the village doin alright then he became a prince overnight now hes gotta figure out how to do it right so much to learn and see up in the c-
Epel is new prince adopted by the king. Under what circumstances, I'm not sure. Its possible his parents died and he was left all alone before Vil scooped him up. Despite what hes been given he's really miserable having to stay in the castle and learn a totally new dialect and manners and study all the time. He hates it. He wants to leave, and so he does. Epel escapes his home often. Also he's basically a disney princess at this point lol
About the outfit: Its based off of epel's dorm uniform and i also used some references from pinterest and Halloween costumes lol
Next is King Vil!
ā In his 20's or so
ā sighs a lot
ā Having ro lead a country + lowkey raising a teen + looking good all the time is stressful
ā But he manages
ā Help
Vil became king, most likely when his father died. He decided to adopt an heir early on to save himself the trouble, but it really caused more trouble than it prevented. Epel's a handful and also really angsty. Dealing with him is bothersome, especially when he somehow keeps escaping even when Vil posts more and more guards around the castle, he always gets out somehow. It used to make him angry but he decided it wasn't worth the stress after a little while. Now he just sends people to go look for him whenever he escapes.
About the outfit: I used the same combination of references as I did for Epel, but i was also able to take influence from the evil queen.
Knight Deuce Spade!
ā Takes his job seriously!
ā a little too seriously!
ā Obviously in love with Epel but will deny it to hell.
ā Can't tall to Epel without blushing and sputtering
ā Has a weakness for pretty boys
Deuce is a new knight trying to do everything right and make his mother proud. His backstory is the same as it is in canon. Wanting to do right by everyone ends up with him taking his job a little too seriously but he's also terrible at the job he tries so hard at. He's not a good fighter and also dumb. But lucky for him, nothing truly dangerous ever happens in their country.
His conflict is wanting to do his job right and also being head over heels for epel and wanting to see him happy.
About the outfit: I didnt design it, i stole it from some kid. But it fits him doesnt it? source
Chief Riddle Rosehearts!!
ā Bite-sized knight
ā Will actually destroy you
ā Also tired of Epel's BS
ā I wanted to draw him holding a sword :(
Riddle is another who takes his job very seriously. And he has to. He's the Chief knight and is thus the leader. Everyone has to follow his lead, no ifs ands or buts about it. If you argue, he'll yell at you and thats never fun.
Riddle is the guy Vil calls on whenever Epel escapes. At this point whenever Riddle is called in, this is what he expects the reason is. Riddle puts his all into finding Epel everytime and honestly cares more about it than everyone else does.
I wanted to draw him holdinga sword but couldn't figure it out
About the outfit: I couldn't find many refs of the kind of armor i was going for but it was fine. I took a lot of inspiration from his overblot form. Ignore the fact that he's on a tilt.
Other less important characters!
Trey!
ā follows Riddle around
ā Help
Cater!
ā literally only became a knight to get closer to Vil (simp)
ā commissions many paintings of himself
Ace!
ā Messes around, isn't taking this seriously
ā bad influence
Rook!
ā Royal advisor
ā What does he do? Vil doesnt even know.
Everyone else in hearstlabyul is a knight and so please imagine them in the same outfit as Deuce but with their respective symbols.
A lil plot i guess
Epel started sneaking out not too long after he became a prince. As soon as he had settled in he got tired of it. So he'd just leave. These early escapades happened at night whenever Epel was feeling especially emo. He'd normally go to the horse stables and take a ride to clear his mind, or climb a tree and stargaze, something like that. Stuff princes shouldn't do. He'd never leave the castle grounds, though. His secret was only exposed when Deuce found him. He should have reported Epel but that weakness for pretty boys and the empathy he's known for prevented him. It was basically love at first sight when Deuce saw Epel up close for the first time, not that Epel could tell.
After that, Deuce and the other knights (besides riddle) who gradually found out began helping Epel truly escape, like out into the real world. With their help, He could be out for a few days, or weeks even. And as Epel and Deuce start spending more time together, they get closer and closer š
My other ships might be here too but I don't really want to design an outfit for Rook lol so mostly just TreyRid on the sidelines maybe.
I do want to make a comic but uhhghnbchg i always quit those lmao I get so unmotivated.
Anyway thank you 4 reading! If you have any suggestions for this au, lmk. If you're wondering, I probably won't add any more characters to this au, since i see no reason to. this is it 4 now
#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twst#apple juice!!!!!#epedeu#twst epel#epel x deuce#epel felmier#deuce x epel#deuce/epel#deucepel#deuce spade#vil schoenheit#royalty au#riddle rosehearts#ace trappola#cater diamond#trey clover
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