#I drive myself insane
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My dumb ass decided the black shirt I had wasn't screen-accurate enough, so instead of packing I made a different black t-shirt
#I drive myself insane#all that work and the costume is like mid at best#cosplay updates#time and again has some issues#and I low key have to dislocate my shoulder to get out of it#yeah this is much more last minute than I wanted it to be
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sometimes i think maybe i don’t have bpd and then i confront people about shit they NEVER DID that was purely my lizard brain delusions
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rodrigue lamenting offhandedly about an old restaurant in southwestern rowe territory that he used to love but randomly closed at some point between his visits and it turning out to be the restaurant ashe’s parents owned
#onyxed rambles#ashe ubert#ashe duran#ashe fe#ashe fe3h#ashe fe16#ashe fire emblem#rodrigue achille fraldarius#rodrigue fraldarius#rodrigue fe#rodrigue fe3h#rodrigue fire emblem#i drive myself insane
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reminder to myself and whoever else needs it to stop feeding the machine. I'm aware I'm yelling into the void but look at the past couple years of games. They're pushing $70, $80, $100!!! for games that are completely unfinished, unpolished, and sometimes completely unplayable. Yes the game showcases were cool. The doom game looks sick and I don't even go there, but they're shaking the shiny keys to distract you and get you swept up in the hype. They're going to push so much fomo marketing to get you to jump for it full price.
Wait for sales. Wait and buy a used copy. Hell, wait a couple days (even hours!!!) after launch and reviews and breakdowns will start coming out. Our game backlogs are already packed, and mr big AAA studio can deal with some of us waiting to see if they actually delivered what was promised.
#I am whining to myself but preorder culture drives me insane#I love waiting ~2years after a game comes out and getting it for like $10#and all the patches are done! the updates are all there! dlc's out!#but feel free to reblog if you vibe#personal
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when u go to write a mentally ill person in ur story you are presented two options. the first option is to write your mental illness realistically as you actually experience it with all the ups and downs and people who are like you will resonate with it and feel seen. except every person who reads instagram infographics on mental health that uses the phrase narcicisst for anyone who does anything that crosses them and unironically call themself a dark empath will call you scary and tell you that youre demonizing mentally ill people
the second option is to lie and write inspiration porn for those people to get hard to
#just kidding the third option is i drive myself insane#trying to find a way to write someone like me in a way i may be respected as a human being#without shaving away the more frightening aspects of my experience or life#challenge level . impossible. i will die. or they will make youtube 3 hour long rant videos about it someday#scratchpost#txt
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fic jumping from 3k to 8k easily cause i dont know how to shut the fuck up!!
#and its only the first chapter its not even DONE god im running out of time too#i cant focus to long if its good otherwise ill stop but i think im happy with the first half but i always feel like it can BE more like#i keep thinking i have to add all this to explain and ;ike yeah kinda but like Hmm he hasnt mentioned noticing his clothes yet when he shou#ld have noitced yeah its a fucking fuzzy jacket but im gonna say its not real hes in pain blah blah#and then theres the descrptioms it feels borimg and bland but also i domt wamna weigh it down#i drive myself insane#ant posts shit
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mom was diagnosed with cancer and im coping well! (it’s not even noon yet and i am drunk)
#personal#hey god? i’m tired#i don’t even like being drunk in the day it feels awful#like what am i doing genuinely#i drive myself insane#i don’t know how else to cope#everything i try to do feels empty#maybe i do need to go to therapy
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Perhaps a Hot Take: I don't have anything against JayVik as a ship, but the amount of people in the fandom who use it as an opportunity to be openly racist and misogynistic towards Mel and Sky, and to feminize/infantilize Viktor as a disabled man make it REALLY hard to enjoy
#literally over 90% of the viktor tag is currently jayvik content#hey. hey perhaps we should talk about the incredibly funny smart handsome determined inventor and engineer#who is a MAJOR figure in media for disabled/chronic illness rep#as... his own person?#also like... all the posts that go “oh yeah jayce never loved mel he was just confused”#guys newsflash theres a pretty interesting thing called bisexuality maybe you can look it up when you get your head out of your ass#i usually never involve myself in this shit but its driving me absolutely insane#sincerely your local bisexual chronic illness and cancer survivor :)))#arcane#arcane critical#viktor arcane#jayce talis#mel medarda#sky young
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Been stalling on posting but s/o to @ask-spiderpool 's lovley Anita and Peter...they are everything 💖💖💖
#driving myself insane about posting and how to and yadda yadda yadda#sometimes you just have to push yourself in the pool#heh#naur but seriously...anita so muse coded....so inspiring... i owe you my life angel......ouh...#any way still nervous but you know what never back down never give up#passes out#brizie draws#anita lotta love#peter parker#spiderman#Spider-Man#fan art#ig?#deadpool#kinda??#hough#be nice to me gang im trying...
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HI I still need help with moving funds! So I'm going to do something silly!
I'm going to play the We Heart Katamari Rerolled "roll up 1 million roses" level on stream until I get all 1 million roses or I meet my fundraiser goal starting Oct 13th at 3PM PST/6PM EST!
Note, speedruns of this level take between 16-19 hours. So, come join me yeah? I'll have friends coming in and out to help me on this Endeavor.
>>KOFI LINK WHERE I'M COLLECTING DONATIONS<<
>twitch link<
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#katamari damacy#we <3 katamari#marathon stream#we heart katamari#stream stuff#i dont know how to tag stuff btu yeah. hi. help. im going to go drive myself insane so why not help me be able to afford to move please
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sam being constantly treated like a child even when he’s an adult and dean being constantly treated like an adult even while he was a child
and then dean who’s always treated like he’s too dumb to know anything and sam being treated like he can never be wrong about any of the lore
#FOILS!!!!#screams#how many posts can i make about foils sam and dean. its driving me crazy#literature analysis freak mode activated#yes this is about “sam winchester. the boy with the demon blood”#idk. so far castiel’s rubbing me the wrong way. i don’t like him. maybe he gets better?#it’s insane to me because i’m treated like both simultaneously in different situations#like. i see it in them cause i’ve been treated like that myself#supernatural#spn#sam winchester#dean winchester#sam yaps about spn
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you mustn't blame yourself
#FF7#FFVII#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii#advent children#aerith gainsborough#tifa lockhart#aerti#my art#<- i am moonlight elegy on twt#driving myself insane walking in circles thinking about how much guilt tifa must feel#i've already rambled about the weight of grief and other things that threatened to crush tifa so i wont do it again but man. MAN#girls who carry the world on their shoulders#also if anything in this looks fucky just close your eyes. take ur issues up with god. i dont wanna hear it LMAO#i had to cling to the phrase “trust the process” the entire time and buddy my trust was constantly wavering#but this is the best i can do with the idea#i went with tifa's AC fit specifically so that aerith would be holding the ribbon heehehehehe (crying sobbing throwing up)
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The princesses and the colors I headcanon them with
#this coloring strategy is great#cuz it means I can do stuff like this faster and without driving myself insane#slay the princess#stp princess#the adversary#the spectre#the nightmare#the razor#the witch#the damsel#the prisoner#the stranger#the tower#the beast#sal draws#sketches#vessels design
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OVERANALYSIS OF THE BURNING SPICE UPDATE TRAILER BECAUSE YOU KNOW I HAVE TO
we open up like this. pretty ominous words ... and you wonder which one is the demon and which is the god. burning spice and golden cheese seem to be very similar, possibly the most parallels that one could draw from the ancients and their respective beasts.
And then we get this shot. Obviously it's showing the soul jam, but there are also some things behind it. One resembles a snake ... APOPHIS ANYONE? this has THE most Egyptian mythology symbolism ever. if golden cheese represents ra, which makes one hundred percent sense considering her kingdom and wealth and radiance and all that, and the fact that she resembles a falcon, then the snake on this wall HAS to represent apophis. it can't not. heck, in some versions of the story apophis was A FORMER SUN GOD. like crk def knows what they're doing.
there's also this tiger character ... nutmeg tiger I'm pretty sure? something like that. they seem to be under the influence of burning spice, as well as all the creatures around them. they seem to be at a higher "position" than all these other guys, though. maybe a willing host?
and there is this. this is really interesting. the fact that Golden Cheese is the one to say this is very intriguing. as far as we knew, the ancients had no knowledge that the beasts even existed until pure vanilla's trip. he wrote the letter to dark cacao, and it was all "you won't believe this - but the place called BEAST-yeast has BEASTS in it!!!" and dark cacao was equally surprised. they didn't know. they thought they were the first ever wielders of the soul jam. but golden cheese ... seems to know a bit more than she lets on to the rest of the group. and a bit more than us. what the heck is the spice swarm?
also, the return (and release) of smoked cheese!! man I missed this guy. he seems to be working with golden cheese in this shot, but then what was his little deal at the end of the first teaser about? it does make sense, though, that he would try to at least be against burning spice - his entire goal is to get the soul jam because he thinks the current wielders aren't worthy - but to me it seems like he might have his own third side in this battle. he'll probably convince both sides he's working with them, knowing this dude. he wants the power of abundance and destruction, a second half he knew nothing about, the ability to make a change in the kingdoms and the lives of everyone in them.
and these two images are probably the most interesting of them all. they seem to be part of some sort of ancient papyrus or prophecy or something like that. golden cheese is yelling about the "great destroyer." could it be possible he was some sort of legend in their kingdom, a prophecy just waiting to unfold? could golden cheese have known about this threat since the beginning? could the beasts' corruption have been inevitable from the start, written in the stars ... and could the witches have known about it?
#im way too hyped for this update actually#if you couldn't tell#burning spice's ability to bring others under his influence is a CRAZY power tho. I thought that would be more of shadow milk's thing#but its kinda unclear HOW burning spice's power works.#and that nutmeg tiger or whatever their name is ... what's THEIR role in all this?#and this isn't even the entire trailer!!! I covered like four frames!!! THERE'S SO MUCH!!!#anyways super excited to pull burning spice first try as an f2p#hey look. I did it w/ wind archer. twice. I got mystic flour on my first 50. it's POSSIBLE.#buuuut if there's anything I want it's shadow milk.#anyways SUPER EXCITED FOR OCTOBER!!#“THE GREAT DESTROYER!!” whaaaat does that mean?#also one more thing: this doesn't seem to be taking place IN beast-yeast? it looks like we're just at the fallen gc kingdom#do we go there eventually? what's goin' on?#the fanartists will be going craaazy (including myself)#crk#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#beast yeast#burning spice cookie#smoked cheese cookie#golden cheese cookie#also that whole Egyptian mythology thing is INSANE. I love mythology it drives me nuts about everything when im able to make a connection.
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some doodles
#i meant to put the balor one in the previous post but i forgor 😭its in a diff file from the sketch dump i was coloring in so it just didnt#exist in my mind at all. i felt like smth was missing as i was posting it but i couldnt place what hlep#adeline and eiland have been driving me insane lately. expect more of them. probably.#dont minf the last two guys. some concepts for future farms 😋 (pls mind them im crazy abt all my farmers even if they technically dont -#exist yet. pls ask abt them or smth pls im nroaml i can be nroma l i prommy)#fields of mistria#fom balor#sona#im gonna start tagging that i think.#fom eiland#fom adeline#fom elsie#fom farmer#my art#guys can i just say that im so happy that balor is silver n not gold cus otherwise i would have to confront a part of me im not proud of#we shouldnt talk abt it but like yeah jjust know i like his silver and his whole deal#have such a softspot n bias for characters who dont settle anywhere. who never lay down their roots or whatever. who keep their past secret#like oughh hes hitting so many marks#i like hawthorne a lot. hes more developed in my head. and also i like his dead look and hair bows. i have so many ideas abt him man it hur#i promised myself i wouldnt make a new save file til i reached y2 w rory but apperantly errols bday is cursed bc the game has frozen twice#sorry if you read all of these tags. go to my askbox w fom stuff or smth. ask abt my farmers plsplspls pl s jk haha unless. maybe even#gimme drawing reqs for fom in general. ok tyvm ly sorry for yapping. its what i do best
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ouma when he wins prom king through voter fraud
ouma when he calls shotgun in miu's street illegal car
ouma when he pushes himiko off the of the swingset to usurp her
ouma when he's dressed as hatsune miku for halloween
#i think im slowly driving myself insane#my post#danganronpa#drv3#ndrv3#kokichi ouma#i feel like molly from tiktok who made boqtok#just 1 billion tiktoks making fun of spongeboq from wicked
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