#I don't do well in heat anyway
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That very specific type of creeping dread you suffer as a fat person when the forecasters start talking about hot weather and you just know that soon you'll be searching fruitlessly in your wardrobe for something lightweight and cool that doesn't get you sniggered at if you dare exist in public.
#fatphobia#I don't do well in heat anyway#but the almost complete lack of hot weather clothes for my body type just increases the misery exponentially#my kingdom for shorts that don't insist you show off half your arse
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pest control TWO!!!!! heres the first one
adn heres the obligatory bonus bc i can't help myself :')
#i already threatened that little basard twice in these i may as well make good on it#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#the noise#fp ''oh god wait that is not a real rat and also tastes awful'' moments. he doesnt actually have any interest in eating that thang ok#even if seeing a small scampering little guy like that WILL activate his prey drive without fail#peppino loves it he thinks it's the funniest shit in the world for fp to go after noise. so he is always encouraging this.#but anyway yeah. fp is *really* not the one noise should be worried about.#arting#pizzaposting#i still have lots of tag room thjis time so im gonna do some tangential nonsense rambling. e#fp gotta be like crazy good at hunting i think. not just for strength and predator instincts but also bc like#he doesn't have much in the way of a scent or body heat or anything that would give him away as an alive thing#not to mention he's uh... not particularly organically-shaped a lot of the time#so esp. to smaller prey that don't like... memorize a landscape; if he holds very still he's like completely undetectable#total ambush king. though i'm sure hes also very good at#persistence and pursuit hunting since he has peppino's speed and no way of getting muscle fatigue. ultimate beast#fortunately he doesnt care that much and doesnt really need to eat so hes not devastating the local ecosystem or anything#except for the rats.
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Cards 👏 cards 👏 cards 👏 (Patreon)
#Doodles#Osmosis Jones#Damned#Ozzy#Drix#Thrax#You may remember my DAX card - cough - and also my Stanley card! Also cough huh actually lol#Stanley's looked much more like this tho#Which would be because they're all part of the same printed set!#I actually have another like dozen-ish of these#Might show 'em off in the end-of-year roundup 👀 But for now it's just these guys! The sillies!#In very legible ink lol - I can read it and they're my notes so that's the important bit#I think Thrax's last name would actually be ''Roja'' tho so that's on me#Also why is Drix called Drixenol when his full first name is Drixobenzometaphendramine - where's the L come from#I've been Jonesing - pun intended - to fill out Ozzy's ''personality'' section for aaaggesss#I keep trying to pick at a scene with him and it's just not turning out! Need an easy-overview of his traits and features lol#I did actually have a new idea after making these so I think I was onto something lol#He has a very fun character type ♪ He's oddly socially aware for how annoying he can be! He does it on purpose!!#Drix is the exact opposite so they're great contrasts to each other hehe <3 Drix Tries to be helpful and fumbles it but he's so earnest!#Also finally got me decided on their room placements - so much easier to coordinate them at Night with that square#They don't have roommates Yet but based on who was inhabiting which rooms originally....o3o It's an idea isn't it hmmm#I went and read Thrax's description on one of his wiki pages as well and he was described as ''Cold'' and I was like uhm???#Like yes he does kill in cold-blood - he's pretty unflinching and indiscriminate with what and who he aims his fire power at#But with his hot-headed attitude and overall heat aesthetic I have a difficult time calling him Cold exactly - cool for sure! Haha#But yeah I dunno about that - he's also a nerd which I find very fun haha sets up a powerpoint presentation for his thugs#And just ends up doing the main bit himself anyway! He just likes to talk about his plans hehehe#It really is double-fun to have them all from different points in their timelines ahh ♪ Who and what they know so fun to play in#The secret-keeping and surprises are my favourite part! Mismatch and uncertainty! Love that#I also had a lot of fun with their background splashes :) Ozzy gets blue cells - Drix gets his pills and some fizzles#And Thrax's cell-destroying fire and flames were stylized so cool! Also has a bit of a pollen look as well! I enjoy
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wish i could give you a hug about your migraines and medication struggles. you deserve to be cared about accommodated
thank you <3 to be clear so far i haven't encountered anyone who's been uncaring or unaccommodating about it. i'm mostly just frustrated at...not necessarily myself, i guess, but at the mere fact of experiencing new existential challenges in my daily life. it's hard and scary to admit that i'm struggling, it's hard to ask for help, and it's hard to do so with the knowledge that most people have very little real way to help other than going "that's rough, buddy"
#sasha answers#anon#'existential challenges' ie namely coming to realize that my migraines are a bigger problem for me than i thought#and that my most recent medication adjustment in the effort of preventing migraines is causing different (arguably more pressing) problems#by making me. just. so tired. like not the usual 'in grad school and working 2 jobs and playing oboe' tired that i'm used to#but 'slept in til almost noon; got groceries; and felt like i needed to take a nap immediately after' tired.#'weeks behind on assigned readings' tired. 'turned in an assignment days late' tired#and beyond just being drowsy and physically exhausted i'm not thinking as quick as i usual am.#i don't think i've understood what brain fog really felt like til now but i really feel like i'm just. out of focus now#like realizing you need to wear glasses suddenly. although i've been wearing literal glasses for a decade and a half by now lol#anyway. i appreciate your care#this is all quite new to me. and i suspect a product of my most recent medication adjustment#since my symptoms line up with the common side effects and reported anecdotal experiences of other users of this particular med#i messaged my doctor about it for advice. so hopefully i can do something about it soon#and re: 'most people can't help' i mean to say that i live alone and have to like cook and clean and take care of myself alone#and the world outside of my brain is also experiencing some crazy bull shit that's just added stressors for myself and everyone else#from my university going through. some stuff. and the country. Also Going Through Some Stuff Right Now#it's a lot. and even if a professor says 'this assignment doesn't have a hard deadline' or a coworker offers to cover a couple hours for me#well it's appreciated surely but there's a lot more going on that they can't control y'know#anyway. tmi again#i'm going to heat up some more food for myself and try to get to bed early#i probably won't get to the assignments i wanted to work on tonight. but so it goes
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In less than 24 hours wellbutrin has made me realize there is a difference apparently btwn choosing not to do something vs being genuinely unable to, and therefore I am in fact not simply a lazy and selfish trash human but someone whose brain machine is just kinda broken.
And also every therapist I've seen over the last 8 years owes me an apology for never examining why I thought I had adhd further. I still don't have a proper diagnosis so it could be other things but lmaoooo I had some kinda symptoms disorder going on after all.
#Txt#It's also making it easier to identify more specific blocks like pain issues deterring me#Whereas before it was all mixed together#Like rn I feel like I can mentally do a task if u put it in front of me#I just don't wanna get off my heating pad lol#Whereas... before today I've had the mental side working against me as well?#Anyway wellbutrin is a made from crushed up pieces of god I think#I'm kinda mad when I asked my pcp about it a few years back she decided against it#and I don't think ever referred me to a psych :|#whereas my new pcp brought it up on her own#it's a similar situation where my current therapist being the one to bring up adhd is what probably is going to actually#get me somewhere with it rather than the cases where i dared to bring it up myself
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day one billion of asking people to quit calling we are robin a cult or a gang, yall really be showing your whole asses
#duke thomas#we are robin#not tagging the other robins cause im pretty sure u guys don't know their names#anyway please consider the implications of calling a group of young people leading a social movement#comprised and lead by kids of color a cult or a gang#i saw someone say that war was a “cult” that “terrorized” gotham and i got a little heated#did dc do very well with that whole metaphor in the first place? no not really#anyway think about the narratives the general public places on leftist social movements and then reread war
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g*lmar rly has to be the best skajrim character on the real like even if you don't like him he just is . literally The best one i think......... on dat note i also imagine that he and ulfr*c despite being fairydust BFFs for lyfe genuinely have the worst communication skills ever seen
#text#but i already talked about how g*lmar is weird about ulfr*c anyways#literally jubilant and feeling special cus he's the only person ulfr*c actually trusts and speaks to outside of formal conversations#he's a very manly man too (like N*loth) for wanting to just control everything... well actually having ulfr*c under 'control' is enough 4 -#- him. unlike n*loth who wants to be above everything that moves. literally not about him tho#i hope that other st*rmcloaks develop a habit of going to hide downstairs in the palace whenever they can tell the vibe between -#- g*lmar and ulfr*c is off because they're gonna be yelling at each other and throwing shit around for 40 minutes in a few seconds#i don't believe they'd fight insanely often but being at an active war probably gets them heated more. Often than usual; and their -#- conflicts are never resolved. i feel like they just don't talk to each other for a good 2 days and act like nothing happened#they're way too manly and prideful to actually let the other one 'win' so they just don't say anything ever post-arguing#Tbhs g*lmar actually really likes that ulfr*c is so unstable and harrowed because it makes himself feel very good and reliable -#- but he has his limits 😂LMFAOO i bet sometimes he gets really tired of him being so traumatized. very rarely but he does think about it#i'll have to desribe that a bit better later tho... don't know how to word it atm#but maybe he wants to punch him or something BYE. no...... 💔savage as hell#he likes it in a very general sense of ulfr*c's personality especially between them but doesn't like it when it causes them to clash#this might just be mostly ulfr*c's doing cus i doubt he's actually talkative about his past issues and Troubles (torture mayhem) and -#- can't communicate anything about it or set boundaries when needed. he just gets mad or very avoidant. No fixing that tho#well it's just shameful to him so he'd rather do nothing than even admit anything to anyone Everrrrr#why does his life suck so bad LMFAOOOOOOOOO#their nasty musty mutualism .. leeching off your traumatized Bff so that he can make you feel good by saying he needs you in particular#while U pay him back with some support.......SOME#Oh well#that zero communication between some sk*rim characters looks yammy as fuck to me. A;lways. ALWAYS#nelvas is power dynamic induced...... g*lmar&&ulfr*c trauma-caused... elituli Um😂 t*llius doesn't even know any hobbies she has#bye this is why they're serving so hard
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Me: no really if you missed even one birth control pill you better double check you aren't pregnant.
#can you feel that thick rod begging for entrance#back and forth back and forth across your lips finding the perfect angle of entry#his adidas interfere but his cock is pre'ing let me in#🤔 honey we were never “just friends” it was always way more than that#her & her i like to turn you on baby#when heaven is out on the street with the heat of the the night#It's fine we fuck and I feel better#don't you feel like an owned object when anyone says the magical ownership of All Hallow's Eve though#like you just want to be owned and have attention paid to you#and I can give that to you....we can give that to you#emotional attachment to a chick version of myself? oh I could see that#like she will think my drug use was nothing in comparison I reckon#me: *nods* so she likes ice though huh....yeah I can see that being a thing#you have a few nieces I guess.... 🤔 well a few full ones anyway#a few who have way too much of the other half of us#she's like i smoke because I like it when i smoke#and I'm like oh ok yaaaaaas hypnotize me#when I click those videos I know what I am signing up for#just stare at you for a few minutes no words#yes please do say words to me though let's see how 27 years of hearing have done you.#well we both have the same life path number it's ridiculous to discuss between us#and she's like.....can i play with your 2 2#your destiny is facing and conquering that sexy fear of 7#mine is 7 children I guess*gulp.... fuck*#and two twins for her#his and mine#mine is a freak tho......#here I was in 2014 finally spilling my guts over what you had accused me of to her years ago#except it was like all lowkey and shit as far as the external world knew#...we knew tho.....we knew
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i need to take out my brain and put it in ice
#all is well just one of those weeks were days have 3 hours only i suppose#also we're having a heat wave and i do NOT do well with hot weather. my headaches are turning into a daily thing and i'm. hm#anyways if you see me blogging at weird hours of the night don't @ me#anyways. this is your sign to listen to that game soundtrack you love#cus rn i'm listening to deltarune/undertale stuff and ohhhh boy#toby fox you beautiful genius. i wish i could bake you a cake or smth#darya talks to herself
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Tamagotchi hype, haircut hype! (Patreon)
#Doodles#Yanderapy#Original#Okay so I haven't actually Received them yet but I did end up buying those specific four Gotchis lol#Online bidding sung its siren song and parted me with my small fortunes but nearly within my budget! Very close!#Which for a first attempt purchasing things from that particular service means it was a resounding success lol - learning fees!#So anyway who has another Osu or Mesu and wants to meet up /hj lol#I do really want a Plus/Connection still! I have my heart set on a white/yellow V1 because it is The Absolute Cutest of all the Gotchis#No I am not taking criticism it's an egg shaped egg with a yellow cracked yolk! And it can talk to other Gotchis! Don't even talk to me!#Lol#I am excited for them to arrive <3#The Yans were also still on my mind so they got my fixation - sure they can play with some Plus's in college why not haha#They have V2+ tho - the little nub! If I remember right V2s and above were the ones that started gift exchange#V1s are limited but they're cuter - the antennae nubs are fine but the sleek look! Egg!! Anyway lol#They're both still the hecka cutest ♪#Finally my haircut! How long has it been this time lol#I like how my shirt goes from saying ''UNI'' to ''UM'' lol just handwriting silliness#Can confirm: Looks cute and feels nice EsPecially in this heat lately hg#It's been bratty and wanting to center-part tho how rude lol I'll have to style it a bit more aggressively#Last one celebrating getting the ones I wanted the most! Well within my price range anyway lol#I still want a V1 obviously and an ID L and a classic Gen1 or 2 with the galaxy skin lol - lots of dreamies still!#I think that term only applies to AC Villagers lol whatever! I want them! :3
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"Haha your drawings looks like ai art. So unoriginal, you sure you drew this?"
They steal from us and WE get ridiculed and questioned for it. It looks like 'ai art' because it has been fed into the machine to look like ours. What is not clicking here?
#ai art#ai generated#ai generated art#just saw yet another artist get accused of generating their years worth of art#I am so heated over this ai shit#we do not spend years honing our skills to get written off as 'ai looking shit' and put into a corner to be shamed about it#I don't care if it is the most simple 'typical anime girl uwu' art - it does not deserve this#I hate you ai i wish I could rip you apart#the fact that other artists are getting RIDICULED for their art looking 'ai'???!!!!! make it make sense#and these stupid fucking fuckers going 'ai is here to stay. get used to it. ai is the future'#well the future is me gnawing and ripping all the flesh from your measly rotten bones#the future is me spitting into each and everyone of you ai-bros' faces#imagine copying another company's car build & then going 'well too bad. it looked like all the other cars on the market anyway so suck it'#i hate i hate it i hate it#sorry that I am so feral when it comes to this but it induces such an unbridled rage in me#woodenelaramble
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I feel like there are roughly two kinds of "painfully weird kid" that you can be during your K-12 school years. the first is your "I am trying so hard to be normal but I just cannot seem to hit the mark. there's just something wrong with me and I don't know how to fix it" and the second is the category I was in, which is your "everyone around me is so incredibly weird but they obviously can't help it so I will just have to accept this."
#being a deeply weird kid in school was definitely an experience#i feel like it's also heightened when you attend a private catholic school#there are just so many more layers of 'oh wow so this is...a thing' to deal with#like i honestly think the shit that private catholic schools do to a kid's head is worse for the normal kids#i was already at a point where i just accepted that my personal perspective of the world was radically different#and you really weren't going to convince me to start loving denim or perfume or makeup#so trying to get me to feel a bunch of religious guilt was also not going to work#i just added it to the long list of things that are important to most ppl that i just don't give a shit about and moved on#honestly being autistic in a private catholic school put me in a much better spot than a normal catholic student#the teachers would say something absolutely batshit insane#like telling us that 'mentally disabled' kids get a free pass to heaven because they have no original sin just like animals#(if u know ur catholic shit u can imagine the multiple layers of 'but wait!' involved in this statement but anyway)#and your normal catholic student would be like 'what?! for real! oh my gosh...but are you sure? oh you are. well...i guess it's true then..#whereas i would be sitting there like 'wow that is...a wild thing to believe. also u were staring at me for that whole speech so...'#like yeah i did get involved in the heated debates because it was hella fun#but in hindsight it would be really fucked up to be an actual catholic kid in that school because jesus christ...#a lot of our teachers even had strong disagreements over belief shit and would make us all take sides#so it wasn't even like unanimous weird stuff pumped at us. it was like conflicting weird stuff#one intense divide i recall was the simple but highly controversial 'do animals go to heaven?' debate#most said 'yes' with or without conditions#one teacher said 'yes and also disabled kids' which was fucked up and definitely directed at me whenever i was in the room#like some kind of fucked up 'it's okay because you'll get a better life in the afterlife sweetie' kind of thing#while others were like 'ANIMALS? in my heaven? I think not! what did they even do to earn it?! nothing!'#students tended to also be very invested and distressed by the thought of no family pets in heaven#but also very conflicted based on the facts being presented by both sides and also which teacher was their favorite so...
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This is giving me too many ideas for headcanons
air fryer
#Monaca “Monaca can get an air fryer if she wants one. don't test Monaca.” Towa#Mono “I AM an air fryer. technically I can fry humans aswell buuuut-” Kuma#Junko “I had an air fryer before I decided to toss it off a cliff so that i could despair over the lost $400 i spent on it” Enoshima#Mukuro “That was my air fryer. She yook my fucking air fryer.” Ikusaba#Tsumugi “No but I could DRESS UP like an air fryer and get a free supply of (raw) food!” Shirogane#Toko “Correct as always my prince” Fukawa#Servant “Well I used the Warriors' air fryer before I arrived a millisecond late to a meeting and they burnt my non-junko hand in it” Nagito#(“not like i deserved one anyway...”)#Celestia “Air fryers are too modern for my taste. i prefer burning others at the stake” *gets burnt at the stake* Ludenberg#Teruteru “Those are too expensive + classic stoves and grills are better than frying air so fuck you anyway you richy bich” Hanamura#Haiji “of course i had an air fryer...before the kids fucking took over everything” Towa#Hajime “I don't remember if I had an air fryer” Hinata#Rantaro “Yeah i feel you there buddy” Amami#Izuru “I'm actually the Ultimate Air Fryer. Your expensive machines are no match for the sheer strength of my air frying abilites.” Kamakura#Akane “NO BUT I HEARD THE WORD FRY” Owari#Kazuichi “I did but I got too eager to pick it apart that I forgot it was still hot and burnt my hand so my dad got rid of it” Souda#Sonia “DID YOU SAY AIR FLYER? MY KINGDOMS MAKING A NEW FIGHTER JET BY THAT EXACT NAME” Nevermind#Himiko “I did once but I made it dissapear with MaGiC!” Yumeno#Tenko “Its not MY FAULT that those are so good for karate practice!” Chabashira#K1 “I knew an air fryer once actually. why would i own one even. that has weird implications...” B0#Fuyuhiko “DONT TALK THAT SHIT INFRONT OF ME” Kuzuryu#Peko “I own nothing. I am provided complimentary living supplies by the Kuzuryu Clan.” Pekoyama#Gundham “My Four Dark Devas of Destruction ATE one of those while it was ACTIVATED. I do not need such a meek machine!” Tanaka#Leon “FUCK YOU IM SO BULLISH ABOUT AIR FRYERS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND” Kuwada#Ultimate “clearly you don't own an air fryer” Impostor#Ibuki “I bought one because if you tweak it juuuust right it lets out this rad whirring noise for backing tracks!” Mioda#Miu “I MADE A WHOLE NEW LINE OF AIR FRYERS USING MY KICKASS INVENTOR SKILLS BITCH” Iruma#Kiyotaka “HOPES PEAK HAS EXPLICITLY STATED THAT AIR FRYERS ARE NOT IN THE BUDGET. STOP BRING THAT UP.” Ishimaru#Mondo “Air fryers couldnt handle the heat of the sauna like me and Ishibro could but i kept getting hungry in there and kept bringing them—#—into the sauna to make food for me and him while we had our totally platonic bro competition so Hopes Peak stopped buying them“ Owada
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if I ever get annoying for asking for clarification, I'm sorry
I need to double check to make sure. I ask so I'm not getting myself confused and stuff.
#i usually double check with people#but uh... when it comes to other things#I tend to reread shit over and over to make sure I didn't somehow miss a step when it comes to instructions#or to make sure things are going smoothly#it ranges from triple checking to octuple checking#Even when it's something I've been well experienced with doing like microwaving the foods I've been heating for years#I'm just... thorough???#idk what word I'm looking for#anyway I'm like worried something bad will happen if I don't check over and over#It's mildly frustrating myself#but i do it for peace of mind
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the body: *wheezing a lot*
ant: dude why are we coughing so damn much
fir, grabbing our inhaler: we have asthma, dude
ant: ANOTHER PROBLEM??? HOW MANY NERFS DID THIS DAMN THING GET????
#watching new introjects adjust to being disabled in almost every direction except hearing and i guess eyesight is wild man#i say i Guess for eyesight bc i do need glasses but never wear them because they don't make much of a difference#like. wearing them we're like Wow we can read smaller text now. but it's really not a huge difference in how much smaller we can read#but like. other than that. multiple mental disorders and other mental conditions that are less disordered but still There#most of our joints are messed up. we have muscle deterioration all over including internally (which means we sometimes need Thick Water)#general undiagnosed and unknown cause GI issues. migraines a lot. cold AND heat intolerance (the heat is new!)#ooh. didn't like the phrasing of that. anyway#heat intolerance bc im ace-#anyway#got lung problems. prone to very very frequent sinus infection meaning we can't breathe through our nose ever#which also affects how much air we're able to take in and especially effects breathing at night#probably forgetting something else important. oh well
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Yes! Summertime rage is over, it's time for, uh... winter blues?
#ahah maybe the problem is not the seas-#anyway!#just having this funny thought today because it's cold FINALLY and it's also gray and rainy and I am feeling not really well#but i also slept badly and i'm feeling some things lately so maybe it's not the season I don't want to slander the colder months#i have always thought that if I do have some form of SAD it's in the summertime cause the heat and all that has always fucked me up a lot#mood wise#but then the cold arrives and I can breathe and then it gets a tiny bit too gray and i am not feeling that well#in a different way from summer tho it's not a simmering hate and discomfort it's more of a let me curl up forever#but again eh there's Factors#joke stands tho!#vaneggiando
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