#I don’t want to be famous
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Overheard someone at the grocery store describing my shopping list as “exquisite,” and I might cry because that’s one of the nicest things I’ve heard about anything I’m responsible for in a while. (It’s a spreadsheet I made with every possible regularly bought item, in store order, with headings, that I print and highlight… and yes, I’m stupidly proud of it)
#personal#cosmic#I don’t want to be famous#just appreciated by people I love#but random props from strangers is nice too
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hi if you like rap y’all should go support my brother so he can take care of his neurodivergent mess of a sister 😇
#this my brother#he’s a good brother#listen to his music#music#music video#rap#rap video#rapper#new artist#new music#new song#make me famous#well make him famous#I don’t want to be famous#but I don’t want to struggle to survive anymore#lol#rap music#support local artists#tehe <3#capitalism is hard#help a brother out#too disabled and autistic to actively be a person forever#Youtube
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You know, it's genuinely sad to me that aging favourite character actors no longer have any fun murder-mystery tv shows to guest-star as murders on.
#murder she wrote#matlock#diagnosis murder#father dowling mysteries#agatha christie’s poirot#columbo#quincy ME#ironside#perry mason#there are a few others#yes i know there are murder mystery shows on now#but i'm talking specifically about the silly old fashioned ones that have guest stars as murders who used to be quite famous#and yes I know they have rebooted several of these buy none of them are watchable#but that is a whole lot of white people#still fun shows tho that had fun guest stars#yes yes I’ve seen the hallmark movies they are awful and usually don’t have good guest stars#and whilst i love these shows there are way too many white people#I just wanna see old people on tv drinking tea or eating chilli and chasing after murderers.#Perry mason was actually quite young. I want someone over 50 or 60 at least.#and give me more older people with disabilities. I wanna see canes and wheelchairs.#yes the nun in father dowling played a nun in#sister act#but Perry mason was brought back when he was older so he still counts.#yes I’ve seen poker face and it’s good. but I want older people on my screen.#yes I've seen father brown. no
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a nap in the sun
#pokemon#pkmn#oc#oc art#pokemon oc#trainer oc#orginal character#pokemon art#pokemon fanart#venusaur#pikachu#kanto au#oc: clementine#my art <3#artists on tumblr#digital art#thx u for all the kind comments on my last piece of oc art wahhh it makes me very happy!!!#i was originally gonna put them in virdian forest + make the piece darker but if a piece isn’t so saturated your eyes are burning i don’t#want it!!! lol // anyway!!! clem is the main focus of my … champion kids… au??? idk if au is a good word bc it’s just a part of#my personal hc/interpretation of gamecanon … just down the line yknow! last time i created an oc was my self insert sonic oc when i was a#whole child … 14 years ago actually which is insane to think about - but i finally (re)understand why yall would die for your oc’s cause#this is my bbg!!!😭🥺🍊🧡 this whole au is super fun for me - i really love exploring the idea of how the champions WE know would be as parents#& how they would navigate both the role as the most famous people in the pokemon world while simultaneously trying to raise a child with#some sense of normalcy? also how the kids perceive and KNOW their parents vs the perception the public has of them! clem is reds daughter#and i think his extremely complicated life and position in the spotlight would play a super interesting role how he raises a child -#especially a daughter!!! this is her taking a lil nap with both her parents pokemon!!! they’re definitely older now (evident by their#wrinkles lol) but they can still definitely beat any trainers ass but will also be available for their babysitting duties lol
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i just think the fool has a very big mutual crush on the moon, that’s all
#bunny au#shuyuu#persona 5#akira kurusu#yuuki mishima#COFFE MAKER PLUS A BUNNY BOY CALLL THEM ENERGIZER BUNNY#I love them so good yall don’t even know#I was a shuyuu shipper before I got in the shuake market trust#they’re mini snotacon what’s not to love !!!!#IM BEYOND proud of the bottom right doodle#they’re so silly#also I fully believe Mishima owns bunnies and plays famous MMORPG innocent sin online#Mishima’s phantom thief design that I made is also extremely fun to draw next to joker …. more so than prince version of crow tbh….#there’s so much red and different colors… I wanted to streamline the white and add a cool blue …. for more contrast#I ALSO DESIGNED IT BEFORE I’D SEEN AKECHI’S PHANTOM THIEF OUTFIT LMAOOOOOOO#am I nuking this post by posting it at 10pm?? possibly…. I just hate queuing things anymore……. i believe that if u find it… you’ll find it
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The only. Only. Reason I’d ever want to be famous would be so I could have cameo appearances in movies and tv shows. So, so many. No speaking part, nothing significant, just, like, the person sitting one table over from the characters or someone three places behind them in line. Just an extra who pops up in many, many, filmed things. Like playing where’s Waldo but you never know which movies or shows it’s actually going to be in.
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still thinking about them… they’re so special to me…
@arrimorr
#sorry guys another shitty sketch#noticing a pattern here hmm (uni is beating my ass and i have no time and energy left)#ANYWAY. true love is possible on the moon#actually going as the convict this halloween because i didn’t have time to make the costume i wanted to 😭#shoutout to famous game studio flowerbones they should release more stuff what happened to them#i forgor what i tagged the last one as uhhh uhhhh#life support PROGRAM.#fanart#flowerbones fell off so much devs don’t even remember what the game is called
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I used to worry people wouldn’t like my silly nsfw stories if they followed me for cute long gay comics and now that two of my sex shop stories are blowing up I’m fretting all the new followers will get annoyed about the long gay comics.
Repeating my mantra: this is my blog and I post what I want to.
#ramblies#had a friend tell me I’m trying to be famous and I was like ??? I don’t think wanting people to see my art or read my writing is the same#I’m happy I’m getting more followers because it means more people interact with my creative works#which feels objectively different to how I think of Fame#I want people to like the final product: the art or story. I’m not necessarily building a brand around who I am as a person#I did originally make this tumblr to post my funny sex shop stories then moved on when I switched jobs and didn’t have an audience#and now that I do I have such a better writing voice to share them with so I’m happy people are enjoying them finally
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The ultimate dogboy in Dunmeshi to me isn’t Laios, Lycion or even Kuro. It’s Mickbell.
Little dog man’s never had enough. Little dog man has someone in his hands already but it’s not all that he’s wanted and craved. He’s hungered for so long and now he doesn’t know what can quench it. When you’ve been hungry, once you have something it’s hard to not binge eat it because you never know when you’ll lose it. He wants more from them, more of them, more to chew, more safely locked within his teeth, more to taste on his tongue. Hungry greedy unkempt misbehaved. I think he loves like a dog I think he slobbers and digs his teeth in because he doesn’t want to let his bone go and he’s hungry and starved.
And he’s not like Laios he’s not like Kuro he’s not like Lycion, calling him a dog in any way would be the greatest offense to him but also it’s true. Sorry. Dogboy against your consent. You better be ready to unpack a lot of stuff you don’t like hearing about yourself!!!! The unwilling dogboy analogies are the most interesting ones get out Laios and Lycion. Mick doesn’t want to be a dog, it’s dehumanizing, demeaning, but he is, he loves like a dog.
Feeling dehumanized and demeaned by loving so much, by being walked on a leash by your feelings until your body acts on instinct like it’s primal and animalistic, for feelings you cannot control, and you’re drooling you’re drooling you’re clawing teeth snapping but you’re on hands and knees begging for scraps and treats. Just a dog picking up crumbs of a fine meal from where it’s dropped on the floor, affection from coerced hands, peanuts of self-esteem from judging others, anything to soothe while surviving.
It will come back by Hozier save me. "I love like a dog" and everyone is unhappy about this, it’s too much for everyone involved, 10/10. Dunmeshi animalistic metaphors you never miss. Stray dog mick. If I don’t use a dog motif in my mick fics it’s not me someone is impersonating me
This was my train of thought for the mickbell & kuro web weaving i made a while ago I guess. Dog imagery mickbell you will always get to me…







Little dog man wants a white picket fence family and house, somewhere someone to belong to :( Okay that’s more Kuro actually, happy to just have his little kennel day after day just following his owner, shackling yourself for the love. Ough.
Mickbell, my ultimate dogboy... He plays the part so well (derogatory)
Coughing blood


#My famous dogboy spiel everyone on discord has heard me give by now#The operas i could sing on this#I need to throw hammers at him but I also need to put him in a blanket burrito and make hot cocoa for him.#It’s ok Rin will do the former Kuro will do the latter. Perfect household ecosystem#Fumi rambles#Mickbell tomas#spreading my dogboy mick propaganda#Very defensive mick fans or mick haters please don’t start shit this post isn’t for you. Don’t like don’t read make your own content#Ok this is still pretty laios as well#i turn cruel when i am empty. if i cannot be loved then i must be fed#Angst & quotes#Mick & kuro analysis coming one day i swear#Little dog man has someone already but it isn’t enough… he has everything from them but it isn’t enough… he wants more more more#Barks and snarls#Crumbs to soothe the hunger pangs…. Feeling ill over him
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Rafayel calm down that's your friend 😂
#his jealousy only makes me wonder more ab thomas#i've read his anecdote “A Unique Vermilion”#apparently thomas intended to become a great artist but realized that he couldn't compare to rafayel's talent#he was jealous but also admired rafayel dearly aww 🥺#that's why he went back to school and became an agent instead#now he's supporting rafayel’s work and his paintings became even more famous#their friendship is like symbiosis and they're both gaining something from it#although rafayel isn't interested in money#he's a hypocrite tho so don’t take him for word 😂#rafayel is a bit irresponsible so thomas serves as his reality check/leverage#it's nice that he's there for him despite rafayel being... rafayel#but thomas doesn’t mind him and instead tries to understand him which i think is lovely#it's not ab money bc thomas also appreciates the beauty of art despite changing careers#they're both good for each other despite complaining ab their shortcomings#with mc present their dynamic is shifting#thomas already recognized them as a couple and doesn’t want to interfere#but rafayel is so overprotective of mc to the point where even thomas poses a threat 😂#bc thomas is a professional businessman and a great opportunity grabber#he's also easy on the eyes and similar age 🫠#it's not outside the realm of possibility that mc eventually grows feelings for him#it's still funny bc thomas and mc don't share a connection the way rafayel and mc do#but i see that thomas likes to tease him ab it hence the wink 😂#i like thomas#he's a funny guy#love and deepspace#lads#lads rafayel#rafayel x mc#lads thomas#love and deepspace thomas
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Yall we are actually getting new phineas and ferb this year I just remembered and am feeling like. Giddy, 2010s era joy about it 🥺🥺
#I truly thought pnf was ruined for me forever I’m just so glad it’s not🥺#it’s nice :)#phineas and Ferb#pnf#for a long time I was low key using phineas and Ferb to like. gain ‘fame’ (in quotes lmao bc I am not famous)#to gain friendships/relationships and what not#I saw it as a means to an end#and friends that’s not healthy whatsoever#not that making fandom friends is bad I love it I cherish all my fandom friends dearly!!!#but like. people who use fandom and people and friendship just to get ahead and build their platform that is fucked up#and I alllomost got sucked into that#I’m very glad I did not I’m just content now to be here and on insta and vibing#and to keep up my friendships with people just for the sake of being friends !!! and collaborating and making cool art on occasion ofc#and to appreciate pnf for what it is and not how it can elevate me#like I don’t want to turn my love of pnf into content for the sake of making me look cool#I want to make pnf content bc I want to make good art and express myself :)#also let the record show this isn’t about mwca I did an mwca project last month!!!#I’m very grateful for the opportunities mwca gave me like. having my work in the same videos as pnf cast and crew is pretty fucking sick😅😅😅#and I’m grateful for those friends!!!!#this is me reflecting on my personal state bc that stuff is so cool and awesome but it doesn’t define me ya know?
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i think the thing to understand abt martha jones is that even after she leaves she is five seconds away from dropping everything and traveling with the doctor at any given time. bc that itch to blow everything up and damn her personal duty to hell in search of a higher call never leaves her. but martha is smart. and rational. and has spent a long fucking time needing to keep herself safe. (bc he comes when she calls but never before.) and so she has gotten very good at keeping herself on the right side of those five seconds. but i do think if ten was a different person (if he could acknowledge how much he needed her instead of just how much he liked her) (if he didn’t feel this righteous martyrdom when it comes to being left alone) (if he cared enough about her to beg. if he cared enough about himself.) i think that her answer no would come crumbling down pretty quickly is all.
#MARTHA JONES’ TWISTED SENSE OF DUTY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS TO ME#there is soo much nuance to this. obviously. and it really varies depending on when exactly in his run we’re talking#but me personally. i don’t think that martha was ever satisfied with the way things ended between them. i think she made peace with it!#but i don’t think she was satisfied and i don’t think she ever could be#which is also why i have slowly come around to her and mickey. even tho i think it IS very pair the spares in a way i don’t like#i do think they make sense together. in a genuine way and also in a you’re the closest i’ll get to what i want. you’re good on your own but#- you’re also the next best thing. and we don’t need to say this out loud bc we both know and it wouldn’t ruin anything by admitting it but#- it sure as hell wouldn’t feel good either#it’s not even like. directly about the doctor/rose here is the thing. it’s about the life he let them lead with him#which i guess is the crux of this. i think martha is capable of moving on from her Feelings for the doctor. but never her feelings about him#yknow. does that make sense. if anyone knows that the doctor is a symbol it’s martha#i don’t think she’s always in love with him. i think she was. tho my opinions on that r complicated hashtag tenmartha qpr BUT#but the IDEA of him? the idea which shaped her into a completely different person? i don’t think she will ever not want that back @ her core#she’s just too loyal to everyone besides herself to admit that. 😐#ok it’s 4 am i have been rambling abt this for fifteen minutes so sorry if it doesn’t make sense but i have FEELINGS ABT HER !!#ted talks#martha jones#doctor who
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I wanted to share the tattoo I did yesterday!!
I really enjoyed the process🥹🫶 My “normal” art is generally a lot more detailed and time-consuming than these fanarts…something I genuinely LOVE is just spending lots of time focusing on the small details & forgetting everything else.
I’m overall really happy with how this turned out, I’ve been practicing A LOT😳 but even so, pork skin isn’t the same as a living, breathing human. I think this design might have been a BIT too complicated to be my first one but oh well…I learned a lot and pushing myself off the deep end is always how I learn best😆😆😤🙏
#in the future tbh what I want to do is realism and famous paintings etc#but tbh whatever bc I just love drawing😫💓#anyways would you want to see more of these??????????? like update on my process??#or just keep this blog as an eloise worship center😆#(I vote for that)#personal#and before anyone comes at me…in spain apprenticeships don’t really exist…#I go to a studio they’re all muy majos and they help me a lot…#give me lots of advice monitor my progress etc etc#but at the end of the day they’re just like distant mentors I hang out with😆😆 have to do it all on my own…#so I’ve been collecting lots of victims and hopefully over the next month I can do a few more😇🙏#it’s a strange process tbh#but I also had a few studios show interest in hiring me once I get more experience#so we’ll see if they follow through!!!!!!!🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#also I’ve been very flustered/nervous in the last week bc of this so#if I’ve been weird about responding etc etc THIS IS WHY😭😭😭😭😭😭😫#I’m slowly trying to catch up….🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#also my last note is that my super sweetie pie but somewhat incompetent bc took the picture of me tattooing😆😆😆#I take what I can get…
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Sometimes you gotta just sit in a field with your girlfriend am I right
#I’m on an Emmeline kick rn sometimes I think they’re the most interesting other times the most boring#I think what I want their situation to be is#um is that Heidi was a famous ballet dancer who HATED her husband#and Emmeline was a social outcast who caught Heidi’s eye#and Heidi knew the rumors of Emmeline being a witch of some sort and like#and like was like ‘heeyyyy if that’s true can you get rid of my gross husband 👉👈’#and Emmeline had been madly in love with Heidi since they first saw them at the Ballet™️ and immediately obliged#because uhh Emmeline did come from high society but became a widower and people suspected they used ✨magic✨ to become a widow#emmeline was putty in Heidi’s hands but Heidi did love Emmeline too don’t worry#my art#digital art#procreate#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#original art#doodle#my ocs#art#oc#original character#drawing#oc art tag#oc artwork#original character art#oc artist#oc art
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sorry people (on this app and otherwise) r so weird about Valentino actually
#ngl it was wild coming into motogp as a vale fan (obviously) and then seeing how people talk abt him#like ok if he’s sad he can look at his bank account blah blah blah whatever but it’s actually so weird to me sometimes#idk. I don’t like how people have decided he’s outright evil and they can say whatever they want abt him#and I think part of that is probably because of the relationship that comes with Marc yk like…#he was so young and I think probably a lot of people feel very protective over the 22 year old version of Marc#which is obviously fair enough but#also just. Generally ??????? like all these weird moral takes people have abt vale and his personal life ????#and the people in it ????????#it makes me uncomfortable sometimes but also it’s deeply eye roll inducing sometimes too#also ik it’s like. He’s very famous etc etc but at the same time there’s a point where it’s not even abt vale anymore#it just reflects badly on u…..idk#turning it around in my head seeing posts/tweets sometimes just like….#hm.
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people are getting so weird about chappell roan and i need them to calm down bc i’m a feminist but also bc it’s taking the fun out of being a longtime quiet chappell hater for normal reasons (her music is mid and her aesthetics give wrong kind of theater kid energy)
#i don’t want my hateration coopted by misogyny….#i want to be able to say the first time i came across pink pony club i thought it was the worst thing i’d ever heard without like#being taken as an ally of the God Forbid A Famous Woman Struggles With Fame camp…
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