#I don’t know what is wrong with me lol
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You know this horrible feeling..
…of when you want to make an object show, but you…
*DEEP BREATH*
Suck at drawing, suck at drawing backgrounds, suck at remembering character’s developments, suck at drawing the character’s MODELS, suck at being on time, suck at CONTINUING THE SHOW, suck at MAKING YOURSELF STRESSED, suck at drawing.. wait.. did I say that already?—
PPPOINT IS, I WANNA MAKE AN OBJECT SHOW, I SWEAR IM A GOOD WRITER AND UH YYYES!! (that’s all I’m useful for..)
Unless, if you want to use some of my trashy object ocs I’ve thrown in the dump for like 3/4 months now!!! (Which are trashy, if I didn’t mention it..)
SOO IF UR INTERESTED, OR UR GOOD AT/YOU HAVE
*DEEP BREATH* Drawing models, storyboarding, bg making/artist, drawing limbs/mouths etc, uh scheduling, and reminding me, old character models/ocs that u want in the show.. uh.. (what else do you need for a show..)
AANYWAYS,, yes, I want to make an object show, on tumblr, it isn’t animated, and ofc no voice acting, sooo I don’t get to worry about voice actors or animators not being on time! (WAIT DO I NEED TO PAY YALL?! IIDK. CCAUSE IM BROKE ASF RN.../srs)
Sigh, if you’re interested, you can always dm me, I’d love some help, I really would, cause if I ever quit on the show (which is most likely going to happen, just try to have faith in me.. ig?) I’d still like to see it thrive without me yk?
Agh maybe this is stupid, I’ve been thinking for a while now, I just.. NEED to do an object show! I just can’t explain why..
OKAY BEFORE THIS GETS ANY MORE BORING AND LONG, UHH CLICK THIS..
COOL WORD
..TO SEE WHAT THIS TRASHY SHOW AND WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT!!
If you hhave any ideas for the show, especially since it’s very new, don’t hesitate to send an ask about it! iid love to hhear your thoughtss on it!!
(Shit im doubling the letters again, urrgrghh)
HAVE A GREAT AND AWESOME DAY
AND DONT WORRY, I AM PERFECTLY FINE!
#I don’t know what is wrong with me lol#Uh#uh#UH#jjust uh have a nice day#ily <3#bbye?#why are you still reading#shoo#go away#stop#reading#STOP#llleave#I promise I won’t say anything useful#I promis#…#..#….#……#…..#.#………#I SAID I PROMISEEEE#I WONT LIE#SHOOOOOOOOOO#OKAY FINE ILL SHUT UP >:(#(I still love you btw/p)#Osc#object show
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Funniest bit of the dnd movie is Xenk clearly being an NPC the DM introduced for lore and plot purposes who’s a competent fighter because of course he is, his reputation and backstory require it. But whoopsies the DM made him too powerful, the whole party likes him, and now they want him to come with to fight the BBEG which will completely and utterly fuck up the encounter balance
So instead of there being any actual plot reason he can’t join Xenk just says “I can’t. This is something only you can do.” And then walks off, never to interact with the party again because the DM just knows those little shits will find a way to use their OP creation against them
#but this movie was fun! clearly understood and had fun with its source material without being pure fan service#like don’t get me wrong there was fan service and jokes but I feel like even not knowing dnd you could enjoy it#I also really liked how you could tell what each spell was as it was cast even if they weren’t named! my wizard main self was so excited lol#xenk yendar#dungeons and dragons#honor among thieves#dungeons and dragons honor among thieves#dungeons and dragons movie#dnd#idk what we’re tagging this with gang so I went with all of it
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QoN Ch.6
WAITTTT I just realized at the trial Cardan asks Jude “Taryn?” instead of stating it because he can’t lie & he knows its Jude oh how I love to see it
(I’m aware he later on admits knowing it was Jude when she walked in the room but STILL aweeee)
#like if he would’ve said Jude’s name that sure as hell wouldn’t have been a question#I could be wrong tho cause idk how questioning works as a faerie#but idc even if he was genuinely questioning it being Taryn it’s only because he couldn’t believe his eyes that it was Jude#I just love these little cute details#if yall don’t get what I’m saying pls inform me omg#or if there’s something wrong with what I’m saying lol#makes me wonder if the reason why he never called her by her name was because he didn’t want her to know he knew#the difference#especially because Locke didn’t#CAN YALL SAY IF THIS MAKES SENSE OR NOT CAUSE IM NERVOUS AND STUPID#jude duarte#cardan greenbriar#queen of nothing#jurdan
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WHAT AM I MEANT TO SAY WHEN PEOPLE ASK ABOUT MY HOBBIES LIKE OH. IM VERY OBSESSED WITH AN IMPROV GROUP FROM LONDON. YEAH WHEN I THINK ABOUT THEM I SMILE LIKE A MANIAC AND I’VE CRIED BECAUSE THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME MULTIPLE TIMES. WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?
#like what am I meant to say when people ask me what I’ve been up to!??!! 😭😭😭 “been making lots of gay fan edits of aubergine farmers”#help#/lh#shoot from the hip#all caps#I love fandom being what I do for fun don’t get me wrong I love it SO MUCH#but like#People I know irl can be very judgemental and I’m not used to sharing it with people yk#But it’s like my only obsession right now and people I know irl are confused as to why I seemingly don’t have an obsession rn 😭😭#Because I’m scared lol#Like there’s nothing weird about it really#but idk#Anyway we stay silly :3#I’ve shared it with people who don’t think it’s weird/already knew im weird#BUT IM TALKING ABOUT IT MORE AND ITS GOOD#anyway sorry for rambling in the tags#This is a silly /lh post lol (/gen)
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I’ll be your ether, you’ll breathe me in. You won’t release. — I’ll Be Yours by Placebo
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#so i drew a thing…#its me the expert of doing wrong thing at the wrong time#my mind isn’t working tho I don’t even know what this is all about#i miss them urghhhhhhh#the last kingdom#tlk alfred#alfred x uhtred#uhtred x alfred#alhtred#alfred the great#uhtred#king alfred#hikaru tlk#hikaruchen#hand drawn#ACTUALLY#i was going to draw geisha!alf (not exactly but cant find a better word) or sth like that#BUT THAT SOUNDS TOO MUCH LIKE A CURSED IMAGE MY HAND BASICALLY CENSORED ME FROM DOING SO LOL
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it’s like baby gorl there’s no way I, the author who wrote the fic you’re commenting on and who is the intended audience for this comment, am gonna agree with you 😿🙏 some things can just stay on your chest 🙏
#there’s a threshold I think of what I accept in comments about characters#and their actions or about who is in the wrong or what should happen#because I do like reading people’s opinions#and sometimes when someone is like I didn’t like obi-wan in this fic#I’m like makes sense! maybe you weren’t supposed to or maybe the argument they had was supposed to not be clear cut on who is right#because arguments in real life don’t always have a clear cut winner or morally superior person lmao#I’m ok with that I’m ok with comments saying boo this character is annoying#because sometimes they just are (eg the amount of people who just don’t like obiwan in pbatmb like?? yeah of course he’s not gonna be nice#but I digress lol#anyway but there’s a threshold of when comments about not liking a character go too far and you’re just like.#saying mean things about the writing itself and that’s not something lm gonna allow to be normalized#no matter the intention behind it#you do not type a comment like this knowing it wil be send to an author#who will get an email notification about a comment#click on it and go oooo long comment :D and then go oh.#you don’t do that it’s rude it’s being a jerk#I’ve been here for like 3 almost 4 years I feel ancient in this fandom sometimes#and I’ve gotten so much feedback on my work through that time and so many nice comments and community#but mean comments can really hurt especially new writers#and they can make people who maybe would write fic for a fandom decide to not#like this isn’t even that mean I can almost see the writer just wanting to say how they feel#but sometimes you do not have to 🙏#also I just think this understanding of the characterizations in the fic and probably their understanding of the characters in the films#is a wee bit trash but that’s for me to say in the long tags of my own blog post and not for me to comment on their fics for the fandom#(they don’t have any but I did check because 3am kit felt nosy)
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hrrmm first class cherik
thinking about specifically while they’re at the CIA
“what an adorable lab rat you make, Charles”
“don’t spoil this for me, Erik”
“Oh i’ve been a lab rat, i know when i see one 😏”
you’ve know this man for a minimum few days why are you already flirting with him
“what do you know about me?”
“everything”
GIRL NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE PULLING OUT POETRY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
they just met each other and they both knew they were soulmates 🤨
i really want to know what went through Erik’s head after Charles convinced him to stay
what made this different Erik? you have the file on schmidt and you’ve never needed anybody else’s help for these past eighteen years. What made you stay?
he probably just found Charles hot or something 😒
it was either here or on their roadtrip they found out about each others love for chess
Raven and Hank side eyeing them. they know what they are 🤨
“Erik, you decided to stay 😊”
“👀😏”
gawd damn these guys are messing me up 😭
#i stole that gif off twitter lol#idk whats wrong with these guys#WHY ARE YOU GAY#honestly shocked they didn’t kiss in this movie like what?? 🤨🤨🤨#my delusions are keeping me alive#thats it you’re going out the window 😾#you’ve know this man for a day why are you already offering to spend nearly all your time with him now#‘i don’t know you but you’re hot so lets go on a roadtrip together 😻’#gonna whack him upside the head honestly#erik lehnsherr giggling kicking his feet and twirling his hair because of this man JESUS#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#xmcu#xmfc#xmen first class#wish does not shut up
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GET FRAGGLE-IFIED‼️‼️‼️
So recently I’ve been more than a little obsessed with the 1983 Jim Henson company project called “Fraggle Rock,” about all these silly little muppet creatures having crazy adventures in the cave system in which they live, called, appropriately, Fraggle rock. After watching 3/4 of the seasons, I started doodling some of my fav cats OCs as fraggles, and it just sort of spiraled from there. So if I’ve sent you 🫵 an ask about the kind of clothing your oc would wear, this is why :D. Without further ado:
THE FIRST WAVE‼️‼️‼️
These are the tallest of the bunch, and they are, reading left-right left-right:
@gotham-native’s Calypso, @ernestelm’s Vega, @toki-toro’s Chaumet, and last but certainly not least, @cillyscribbles’s Tin Tin!!!!
#I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TAG THIS ‼️‼️‼️#I’ve been working on nothing but this for weeks#cilly thank you genuinely for keeping me going 😭😭😭#I’m so fucking obsessed with this show#I wanted to do this so so so bad I like cried thinking about it genuinely don’t know what’s wrong with me#ANYHOW!!!!#THESE WERE SO FUCKING FUN‼️#I missed drawing peoples OCs so badly#I don’t know why I stopped doing that#this was in fact the au I was working on btw#Fraggle rock au!!#calypso looks so cool and slay she was the last one I did and she’s so gorgeous#bc she’s a lil punk rock and fraggle-ified foxglove dresses the same#I kinda imagine he looks up to her a bit#thank you to pintrest for sponsoring this post/j#no but that’s where I got half the outfits done#got this project done literally the day before I go back to school ✌️#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#fraggle rock#fraggle oc#I think those tags work? idk#sorah’s silly scribbles#fragglecats#this is so incredibly self indulgent maybe the first project I’ve done in a while that was specifically for my enjoyment lol
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Some recent thoughts about nonhumanity and my relationship to the community + my personal relationship with it that I cleaned up, my writing style is a bit disjointed, I would like to share more of my writing, if anyone would be interested in seeing that :)
#I have a lot of thoughts about nonhumanity that I don’t know how to share#feel like there is such a communal focus on misinfo and easily digestible “content”#that there’s no space to talk about anything else that no one would care to look.#Not that there is anything wrong with that focus and not to say that I am exempt from participating in it!#I just don’t want that to be what represents me and the only way I engage in this community yk?#I want to spend most of my time talking to people who I have similar experiences to#not explaining things to people that are new to the space or just coming into their identities#which again there’s nothing wrong with that! everybody starts somewhere#(again I’m not an exception lol!)#I also have some misplaced resentment that I need to sort out I think idk it’s hard to sort.#It’s also hard to be okay with caring this much about stuff like this at all#i try not to be embarrassed i am anyway.#It comes with the territory of having mental stuff I guess lol can’t help being a freak!#nonhumanity#therian#canine therian#therianthropy#otherkin#therian art#nonhuman#dog therian#alterhuman#therian community#nonhuman community#coyote therian#kin#coyote kin#canine kin
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#yeah … I’m never putting effort into getting to know a man again#like??????? clearly I’m the problem#like … me being cautious about myself = giving them the ick#me being myself = giving them the ick#like wtf is wrong with me that always turns them away???????#god for fuck sake#tye talks#also posting on here bc I’m too ashamed to talk to my besties lol#I don’t even like him but this has ruined my entire year bc it’s sucks not being liked for who you are#and then changing … and still not being liked#and then going back to who I was and it still being a problem#what do I do
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not me reading this definitely m/f romance novel but reading heavily into every interaction between the main character and her best friend…
#and like. don’t get me wrong I love a good m/f romance!!! I picked this one knowing it’s m/f and excited to read it!!!#all I’m saying is. look. she keeps going on and on about how beautiful and chic her bff is and how she knows her bff is a romantic at heart#and hoped her bff eventually finds a great love someday. while contrasting this w/ MC‘s ex lmao. girl I am Getting Vibes#girl you sound like me when I was closeted and I know I’m playing myself reading into it but it could woRK SO WELL#‘she (MC - recently dumped by her ex fiance) came here anxious about possibly running into her first ex - with her best friend in tow - to h#ave a holiday vacation and forget their jilted loves. but what they didn’t expect was for something real and hot to bloom in the arctic nigh#ts under the stars… and in their hearts. but will they admit it to each other? to themselves?’#<- see I have a tagline AT THE READYYY#anyways.#personal#enjoying the book a lot anyway but I have to laugh a bit like. girl (@ author) why write sapphic vibes in the m/f romance novel#the boulder is conflicted#tm tm tm#you can’t just describe your totally platonic best friend as looking ‘stunning’ by noticing the contrast of her outfit hair and lips and the#n describing her laugh poetically noting how her hair falls over her shoulders and saying that ‘’’others’’’ seem ‘transfixed’ by her. girl—#novel is called#christmas at frozen falls#btw#and like it’s very much m/f and marketed as such and as I said I love a good m/f but I am getting Undertones And Vibes and the supposed love#interest is not selling me on his potential so far so I am like. girl your gorgeous ride or die all in best friend is right there!!!#anyways lol
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NOT KRIPKE OUT HERE TRYING TO BREAK THE INTERNET WITH THAT POST-CREDITS SCENE ON THE BOYS
👏👏👏
#the way I gasped#and genuinely jumped out of my seat#LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOO#the boys spoilers#spoilers#the boys#the boys season 4#god bless kripke#he knows exactly what he's doing#don’t get me wrong#the boys is a LOT for me and I genuinely just watch for the SPN references and family lol#and the Bobby singer references#*chefs kiss*#soldier boy#I had a feeling there’d be a cameo#it still caught me off guard because SO MUCH happened those last few minutes#I’m so hype for season 5#please let the SPN gods and Kripke give us all of the on screen reunions#if Jensen Jared Jeffrey and Jim are in a scene together somehow I might actually die#jensen ackles#jared padelecki#jeffrey dean morgan#jim beaver#supernatural#spn#spnfamily#SPN family forever#the boys season 4 finale
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i started nirvana in fire this weekend and its so good i cant. 3 episodes in i went on ao3 to check if my shipping predictions were correct and i was shocked not to see commander meng x mei changsu higher up lol. i thought the ‘recognizing someone after a single meeting even though they’re using a fake identity and have a whole different face from the last time you saw them which was a decade ago’ would have gone somewhere but apparently not! although tbh this was before jing-wang and the ‘i choose you’ scene so. anyway i can’t wait to see where this goes from episode 7! nihuang-junzu is so cool! xia dong-jiejie is so cool! fei liu is adorable! the crown prince is so pathetic and not in a good way! i can’t wait to know everyone’s names and titles and familial connections because at this point the only person whose name im sure i know is mei changsu’s! i still don’t know which of his two (not?) friends is who! what the fuck!
#nirvana in fire#langya bang#i thought i could knit while watching this show. i was so wrong#the yt subtitles kind of piss me off bc sometimes they put a completely different sentence to what was actually said#but the effect is close enough so i will deal i guess#im telling myself im studying by watching this show to make myself feel better abt procratinating#but i also don’t understand a lot of what they’re saying#and i dont think knowing imperial court titles and forms of address are that useful lol#but im having a great time here so all the work i should be doing can wait haha
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The woman was too stunned to speak
#Is this y’all’s pookie?#what the fuck i can think on the top of my head like 50 red flags that just jumped out on me all at once#wdym eating raw meat and then pointing a g*n at us hello????????#oh when I catch you sinostra when I catch you#I wish mc popped them off I don’t want the entire chapter being these people bossing her around and treating her like shit#but I fear it might be the case prove me wrong game#I don’t even know what to say ASKSJWKW#anti taiga#I guess ??? lol in the three interactions I’ve had with this man he has been nothing but a menace#and not in a Leo rat menace way but in an I fear for my life and wellbeing way#tokyo debunker#tw blood
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I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted
I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people
I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;
so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)
#But yeah :)#hopefully I’ll be able to sleep it off tonight but since school is tomorrow might end up still tired and stressed (ᵕ—ᴗ—)#lol I’m trying not to complain or make a stink about it whilst still being informative—#Edit: uh so I don’t know what’s wrong with me this morning#But it’s already starting to go to crap unfortunately#Hgnhh I wanna talk but I keep telling myself it’s selfish to talk about how I feel#Idk I’m just messed up man#Feel like crap#eating earlier didn’t help it just made me feel worse#I don’t wanna go shopping or to the outing :(#But my dad said he needs help#And I don’t think I have a choice for the outing#And school tmrw :(#I don’t wanna do this I really font#I think I’m breaking down#Yeah I’m breaking down#<- that’s dramatic I’m sorry#Edit 2: if I trigger myself so badly that I have a really quick and strong breakdown will that make me fine for the rest of the day#Bc omg I have things I need to do! I can’t mope around and be dramatic all day!#I hate this! I don’t want it! Literally any other day would have been doable!#I can’t just ask my dad to stay home from the outing either because then that would entail me explaining why I don’t wanna go and I’d cry-#-in front of him and I don’t wanna cry in front of people#I hate this so much#i wish I could just poof into nonexistence#🌾#<- atp it’s a vent#Edit 3: I’m trying really hard ace but petting my dog isn’t working
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replaying dragon age inquisition is just an exercise in “the rebel mages would not fucking do that”
#da#my posts#specifically the hostile ones hanging out in the hinterlands for no good reason.#at least they gave the crazy hostile templars a motivation. a really weak one but still. At least they have a goal.#‘kill at mages. don’t gaf about anyone else’ ok. fine.#‘kill everyone you see for some reason. we need to steal their belongings I guess????’ insane. what the hell.#the could have at least done some blood magic about it. it would have been a boring repeat of da2 themes but at least there would be themes?#it’s just so STUPID. especially coming off of a fresh da2 playthrough.#like there’s some dumb stuff in da2 to give you an excuse to fight both mages and templars as generic npcs don’t get me wrong.#but not this much. and unlike da2 you and your companions comment on it as if it makes any sort of sense lol#also I hate that they decided that the chantry explosion killed a bunch of people (which is not supported at all by either the environments#or dialogue of da2 btw. the game is mainly concerned about anders murdering elthina not randos lol)#but that will come in later.#anyway. every note I find in the game from the mages is so insane. just found the area where the templars burned down a house with mages#locked inside. but because both sides have to be bad for dai plot reasons#the mages killed the peasants that lived in the house for damn reason lmao. AFTER robbing them on the road earlier.#insane choices from the writing team on this one.#what were you trying to SAYYYY#like I’m ok with the mages being a bit brutal. that happens in war. but there’s like. reasons? usually?#like as much as orsino turning himself into a flesh beast is insane and weird both-sides-ism plot device.#at least they tried to give him a reason (even if it didn’t make sense in the context of hawke and co absolutely destroying the templars he#was so convinced were going to kill them all)#the hinterlands mages genuinely have no reason to attack random passersby.#ESPECIALLY SINCE IM PLAYING A MAGE.#like?????? hello I am one of you. how the hell do you even know I’m not one of the rebels.#sorry anyway I’m upsetti spaghetti.
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