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blueish-bird · 2 years ago

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currently overcome by childhood memories because I decided to play an Owl City album I used to listen to on repeat

#meposting #my thoughts #I don’t know what I’m feeling rn lmao #mildly dissociative maybe #nostalgia is weird. fucking with my brain chemistry.#nostalgia #memory #music #it’s just. weird to think back to dancing and crying my childhood bedroom while I chronically avoided my homework #daydreaming about my original characters for hours on end #I’m glad I made it to this point and I’m glad I had music like this that I really connected with #I don’t seem to process auditory info well (like lectures) but I have rly strong emotional reactions and connections to audio/sound #like. jokes that include a sound element? peak comedy to me #i never considered whether I had any sticks until only recently but BOY do I auditory stim a lot #making sounds. listening to music. playing silly/satisfying audio recordings on repeat.#not super related I just feel like talking about it #adhd #auditory stim #I also credit Owl City as an early inspiration of love for assonance and fun/engaging lyrics and poetry #and electronic music #and general whimsy #if I ever publish a poetry book. I’ll probably mention Owl City in the acknowledgments lmao #right now I’m listening to The Midsummer Station #also listened to All Things Bright and Beatiful a lot #I never had Ocean Eyes but I Love some of the songs from that album (which is the one that contains Fireflies)#I think some of my favs are Umbrella Beach. To The Sky. Dreams and Disasters. Speed of Love. Cave In. The Real World. Plant Life. Angels.#perfect my creative and escapist kid brain. complimentary and formative shit #ok I’m almost at 30 tags reminiscing over

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danielnelsen · 1 year ago

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You can interpret these however you like, and I’d love to read your ideas for other origins or extending these ones in the tags (etc)!

#dragon age #dragon age 2 #dragon age ii #da #da2 #dragon age poll #i had a few other ideas but none that i thought were concrete enough to add here #but then i remembered i can only add 12 options on desktop and i’m on my phone rn so it doesn’t matter anyway lmao #idk whether to do one of these polls for dai because the origins are barely integrated #oh and i feel like this goes without saying but ‘human refugee’ doesn’t count #even if it’s what you’d choose given all these options #i don’t even know what i’m gonna vote here yet. they’d all be pretty interesting #i feel like all of these could be reasonably integrated into the story in a similar way to hawke #except circle mage; that’d be tricky to work into the act 1 plot hmmmmmm

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shima-draws · 10 months ago

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So my roommate is also into One Piece. I’m not sure if he’s watched any of the anime, I know for sure he’s watched the live action, but earlier tonight he came upstairs and watched a few episodes with me while waiting for a food delivery, and then he got hooked, and then he sat and watched MORE episodes with me without really knowing what was going on. But it was still wildly entertaining to him, esp since I’m right in the middle of one of the (arguably) best arcs rn, and now he wants to finish the arc with me LOL. NOBODY is immune to One Piece propaganda. Or Bon-chan 🥰

#Shima speaks #IT WAS JUST REALLY FUNNY #Like he’s been spoiled to a lot of stuff and has general knowledge of some things #So he knows (as well as I) about what’s going to happen to Ace #But yeah I’m in the middle of Impel Down and it’s absolute fucking CHAOS rn. Insane.#He was like. How much more are you going to watch tonight.#And I was like well I usually go until right before bedtime when I’m binging it #So he was like let me grab my blanky :) LOL #We started chanting PRISON RIOT!! PRISON RIOT!! PRISON RIOT!!!!!#Idk it’s just nice. I usually don’t get this kind of reaction to stuff I watch #My parents don’t like anime and my sister. Well she likes it but only specific series #So I couldn’t rope her into OP even if I tried lol #So having someone be like ooooh what are you watching it looks good I want to join!#IT FEELS NICE. OKAY. I don’t get that ever!!!#I don’t have the kind of family who would be willing to watch anime with me #And tbh I get jealous when my friends tell me they watch anime with their parents #I doubt my parents would watch anime if I were on my deathbed and asked them to. LMAO #Not faulting then it’s not their cup of tea which is fine. It just makes me sad #*them #Bc that’s just. Such a HUGE part of my life and who I am. And they don’t know anything about that side of me #Or about the things I’m into #Sorry didn’t mean to get emo in my tags. Anyway.#I was gonna watch more OP during my lunch break tomorrow BUT since my roommate also wants to watch more. I will wait :)#Never have to do that usually! Huh!! How fun!!!#One Piece

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sonic-adventure-3 · 2 years ago

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metal sonic doodle painting thing except it’s seven fucking am and i have a killer migraine and the white point on my phone and ipad is set to like -98 so i can’t see it and i also didn’t use reference and did this in like 20 mins and my eyes aren’t rlly focusing so i genuinely have no idea what it looks like

#honestly what thefuck does metal sonic even look like i didn’t check #my head is in fucking ruins fr #doodles #truly don’t know what this looks like so we’ll see later if it goes in my actual art tag or not lmao #i’ll maybe draw him more later when i can see what i’m doing maybe #i just really really feel like painting metal rn #both as in the surface and as in the character #bright colours #eyestrain #maybe? i don’t know i can’t see #i thinkthat blue bg was one of my saved blues so it’s probably really saturated #metal sonic #metal #20 mins is really fast for me btw usually i take at least an hour even for simple stuff lol

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abigail · 11 months ago

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wanting a new job has lead me to thinking I should try a different career path every other day again.. I feel so insane .. I wish my brain could just figure out what I’m good at and what I enjoy and just decide on SOMETHING.. I’m fully going to scream and yell and cry

#like the other week I thought wow what if I became a therapist (LMAO) but then I’ll think oh maybe I’ll become a tattoo artist #and then it’ll think I should make music and then just get a job in a coffee shop #and then one million other things that are all completely different.. I’m going to SCREAM !!!!#I just don’t think I’m good at anything ..#and then I can’t figure out what I enjoy enough that I’m kind of ok at to maybe turn into a job if I can .. which is so silly…#I just feel sick thinking about it all but I can’t stop thinking about it .. how do people just know I’m genuinely asking #(I’m on my break at work rn and I fully want to cry because I can’t stop thinking about this like #I’m being totally serious I’m on the verge of tears over this shit oh my GODDDD 🗣️🗣️🗣️)#a

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blaithnne · 11 months ago

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so I’m realising my intense anxiety for Hilda’s third season to come out is PROBABLY an autism thing

#like. it’s been 2 years of it being the same #the fandoms been in the same place and the show has too #and now it’s gonna change and it is giving me so much anxiety #when the special interest is so intense that you feel physically ill at the thought of new content because it’s just so overwhelming #<- that’s not my usual exaggerated ‘I’m so unwell’ thing either like I have layed awake at night feeling #sick LMAO #bc of s3 #which is so frustrating because I’m excited! I love this show! I want more!#but because it’s so important to me. new content is going to have a big effect on me #and I don’t want it too cries #does that make sense? no? sick #it’s either an autism thing or there’s just something wrong with me either way I’d like this feeling to go away please it isn’t fun #hilda #textpost #it’s like I just want it to come out already so I can watch it and know what’s happening cause I hate not knowing what’s going on #i need to have. my information organised #and rn I don’t #and that makes me rlly anxious lolz #like I’m anxious for season 3 in a good excited way #but also in a geniunley bad way #I wish my brain was. normal lo #l #this got more venty than I meant it to sorryblads #might delete later #I’m sad hilda is ending bc it’s over and I don’t want it to be but #also it’s weirdly comforting to know that I don’t have to go through this intense anxiety again #cause I don’t get like this with other fandoms! dr who for example I’m living new content #but for Hilda I geniunkey feel unwell #it’s the same with the idea of there ever being new ducktales content #I care so much that it’s. bad for me lol??

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ilyuu-archive · 1 year ago

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putting this separately because i have a huge announcement…… i’m leaving this blog bye. adios.

LMAOAOAO yeah ik that’s in poor taste but i’m not actually leaving (explodes) despite this blog being an internal mess and the person behind the screen also being a mess <- me. but i do wanna thank everyone for getting me to 1k because,, listen i was happy enough being a small blog and then boom, next thing i know, i’m not a small blog anymore!! which yippee!! to my moots (mwah), to those who leave comments and rbs, and to those who follow me (ofc-), and everyone!!

also this is the last of one of these milestone posts because i bet it’s lwk getting annoying for everyone HELPP

again!! thank you!! more coming at you at 11 /j /lh

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hella1975 · 2 years ago

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i love my econ group bc they’ll write the most complex thorough sentence about econometric analysis and data coding and then they’ll slide it over to me and i have to be like ‘nice! you have zero grasp of basic grammar though!’

#using commas as full stops. be serious #math smart meet english smart FIGHT #it’s so fucking funny bc in my head I’m doing the BARE MINIMUM in this project like I’ve done the intro/conclusion and final edits that’s IT #I’ve absolutely coasted on this one #but to my mates they’ve actually admitted that my help is invaluable #and then I read what they’ve put and I’m like honestly… yeah… like youse actually cannot write a coherent sentence #10% of the total mark is the quality of the writing alone and we’ll lose even more if we submit as is #THAT’S how bad the writing is. like i read the boys’ section and was messaging my mate actually distraught #like head in my hands level of questioning my existence #I’ve never valued my english brain during this degree as much as i do rn #i feel like a teacher and they’re all coming to me with their contributions #and I’m like ‘it’s good it’s SO good but this sentence is so convoluted that I actually don’t even know what point you’re trying to make’#lmao feeling good about myself rn. girlbossing even #hella goes to uni

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bobzora · 1 year ago

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yeah femc has some really solid romance routes but i just cannot be assed to care too much because there are some crazy level yuri goings on in this game

#bobtalk #yeah i’ll max shinji and ryoji of course. ryoji especially he’s my bestfriend. akihiko…sorry lmao.#maxed saori and put my head in my hands. PEAK. i wonder what she’ll say in march. letter like temperance?#i feel like she’d really benefit from watching r/gu. by the way. she started talking about princes and princesses #p3pposting #anyway every girl you spoke more than 2 sentences to in male route was inexplicably madly in love with you. but femc has Charisma.#(still very funny how people line up outside your classroom to speak to you btw. lmao)#i want to do more junpei link cuz it’s been Very good but he’s occupied by the plot rn. sad! started shinji though (september)#anyway. every time i play portable i’m reminded how much girls rule. i love you girls. i finally got megido on my mothman.#i’m also reminded how sad i am about reload. WE DONT GET VOICED OR MODELLED SAORI……..THEY HATE WOMEN!!!#by the way yukari peak as fuck. shes so good. i’m trying 2 like mitsuru more because the student council type personality #never really appeals to me that much. <- im also trying to hack my brain to like makoto more. for feminism. i’m sorry women i’m working oni #she’s really pretty in arena btw. <3<3<3 #i also don’t especially care for akihiko i KNOW i’m SORRY. he’s fine. i like his dynamic with shinji and ken. sorry. lol #but yeah. i need aigis SL NOW!!!!#(theodore sucks btw. maybe that’s just because i don’t like men but i miss liz so bad. sigh.)#when my laptop works again maybe i’ll post some screenshots. <- playing on vita btw #good game.#(oh yeah i’ve maxed all social stats except i’m two from max on knowledge. whoops! at least it’s enough for Dying Young Man.)

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artaintfartwarriors · 1 year ago

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Hey, you seem like a big warriors fan on tumblr. I keep seeing Warriors stuff on my feed. Thinking about potentially reading the books, but do you have any tips when there are literally eight major arcs, with six books in each, not including the standalone stuff. I’m really curious and I don’t have a lot of space in my house for 50 new books, do you know about any way to kind of pare down the amount of reading necessary. Do you need to read every single book to understand what’s going on? Or do you just need to know the stuff about the most recent arc(broken code) and the recent new book(Starless Clan: River) to fit in with the fandom? Any books I don’t have to read and I’ll still be fine?

Hi!!! So, in terms of not having room in your house for a ton of new books, I can definitely recommend using your local library or reading free pdfs online (or buying them if u prefer)! There are also plenty of audiobooks too :)

As for reading them at all, I’d honestly suggest reading the first arc (The Prophecies Begin) both because it’s the start of it all and bc I think it does a great job at establishing the world building and all that! Plus, the protagonist is like the most famous cat of em all LOL. Aside from that, I think the most “important” arcs are probably The Power of Three, Omen of the Stars, and The Broken Code, personally, but I do also love the rest and would recommend all of them if you have the time. I think the prequel series, Dawn of the Clans, is the least relevant at this point of time in the fandom? U don’t need to read any (all?) of the novellas/mangas/super editions to know what’s up rn but they are oftentimes a good read—just not necessary. The Warriors wiki has both simplified and detailed plot descriptions for every book that you can skim through instead of reading the whole book if you’d rather catch up sooner than later.

Also, there’s no need to Fit In with the fandom or anything. I don’t know if I’m even necessarily a big part of it, I just like engaging with it and other fans and making some art, that’s all. I haven’t read tooooo much besides the main arcs, actually, so there’s a lot I’m missing on the sidelines!

Ehhhh this is a lot, sorry, but TL;DR: start with the first arc, and use online resources or the library if you don’t want to buy books. Get into it bc u like it, not bc u want to join a fandom :P

#these are all obviously personal takes so if anyone disagrees or has anything to add feel free to say so #I’m also not anywhere NEAR being a huge influence in the fandom and I’m out of the loop on a lot of things!#these are just answers I resonate with ig #imo tpb and tbc are the best arcs #but a LOT happens in between and getting to know big characters is hard when u skip arcs #also yes everyone is talking about the newest arc obv but it’s not finished yet so I wouldn’t rush into it imo #ALSO. the books and the writing and authors are #as always with every creator & creation #not exempt from being or creating something that is problematic or has themes that are poorly handled #there is a Tribe in the 2nd arc and then here and there after that is notably racist in origin #and there r several issues with inc*st & p*dophilia even on-screen between characters #ofc no work is perfect but don’t expect to jump into something perfect and fun and amazing 24/7!#anyway if anyone has anything to add pls do lmao I’m not like. the knower of all that is wc #nothing against tnp avos nor dotc btw they’re also great but I think to know what’s going on rn they aren’t as big #well maybe tnp a bit cause of Ashfur and tbc but idk #not design #not a design #ask #lexiskillinit

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no1ryomafan · 11 months ago

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Yknow one thing I hate to do is compare mechas given they’re all pretty different even putting the clear influence a lot have on each other aside and I don’t like the idea that I’ve seen a lot of mecha fans subscribe to where “if you like this one show you HAVE to like these other ones” but this is less of a comparison thing especially because I’m not petty or anything since it’s just something I thought about:

Mazinger v Getter when it comes to their recognition tends to boggle my mind a bit. Since it feels like there are more dedicated Getter fans around that talk about it than Mazinger fans, but Mazinger is more recognizable to the point it gets more funded stuff than Getter.

I was thinking about this when I was watching Mazinkaiser, and I can’t confirm this but I found it interesting that it almost (felt) like this ova spawned out of Getter making a comeback before Mazinger did, since Armageddon came before and was massive hit, than was followed up with a game + shin vs neo by the time Mazinkaiser was made. Like they even got Armas art director to work on it and the studio doing it was Brains Base who made the getter OVAs.

And in terms of recently all the stuff with Grendizer, which I know was SUPPOSED to get another an anime way before this, is now finally getting something coincidentally after Getter Robo Arc. And everyone is already pointing out between the two Grendizer looks waaay better then Arc so it’s clear it has more money put into it, yet I wonder if Arc didn’t happen if they would bother to touch Grendizer since Arc was them also finally giving the Getter team who NEVER got to be in a anime- well, a anime. And now the most neglected pilot apart of Mazingers universe is getting his own show.

I understand why Mazinger is more known and funded since it was the first self piloted mecha and something Go Nagai, a man who arguably changed the industry a lot, made so his works are always gonna be rebooted for the sake of memory, where as Getter sorta lives in Nagai’s shadow sadly even if Ishikawa memory is respected, but I feel like almost Getter is the one to test if things will work and then they’ll see if they can do stuff with Mazinger again.

Or maybe it’s just two coincidences and we’re just going through a long coming mecha renaissance of older properties of the genre, but I’m still rotating it heavily.