#I don’t care what the circumstances
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Pick. Him. Up!
This took a while because I kept messing with it. I also learned how to make patterns in procreate just for the sleeves. They’re not perfect, but I’m excited that I was able to turn them into brushes. Bless YouTube tutorials.
#star trek#myart#captain pike#christopher pike#spock#Spock/Pike#Pike/Spock#st snw#I’m still waiting here for a scene where Spock has to carry Chris around#I don’t care what the circumstances#just make it so
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Please stop telling people to die. Please stop telling people to kill themselves. For the love of everything, please stop. Don’t do that.
#the amount of awful things I have seen these past few days#guys please please please#it’s perfectly okay to dislike someone it’s perfectly okay to not support someone it’s perfectly okay if someone makes you really really#uncomfortable and angry#it’s not ever okay to tell that person to die#or tell that person to kill themslves#that is not ever okay#in any circumstance#I don’t care who the person is I don’t care what they did I don’t care how angry they make you#do not ever tell them to die#don’t ever freaking do that#my post#y’know what screw it#I’m maintagging this crap#wilbur soot#wilbur situation#shubble#this doesn’t just apply to This by the way#this applies to every situation and everyone#but it’s extra relevant right now I think
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Strangely colored Liam because it’s my BIRTHDAY
#I always get slightly melancholy before my bd and then it comes and I remember that life is cool bc I have friends who care about me <3#the colors are reminiscent of minecraft zombie and I don’t wanna talk about it#he’s GREEN and a splash of BLUE and sometimes purple to represent the two other characters that shape his narrative!!#I like the nickname of ‘the forest king’ but I’ll see if it sticks#perhaps a bit too dramatic too much flare#his tarot card is the magician (because I asked my deck what card he’d be like 3 years ago and pulled the magician)#but calling him a magician sounds like he’s gonna pull a rabbit from a hat or something#naw he’d just tell you the exact circumstances of your death and grow a blackberry bush#my art#digital art#procreate#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#original art#my ocs#doodle#art#drawing#original character#oc#oc art tag#oc artwork#oc art#original character art#digital doodle#digital artist#oc artist#my characters#artwork
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just knew I wouldn’t like that bitch the first warden. probably not the same man but I’ve hated him since awakening
#sooo much to chew on from that one conversation alone tho about warden culture as it were#because why did it feel for a second that I was talking to duncan again#the wardens fight the blight. end of story. there are no extenuating circumstances#but the remarks about following orders to a warden!rook??#that reeks of politcs to my nose. because wardens do what they must to stop the darkspawn#what’s the cost of a building to that end? what’s the cost of those villagers lives? and really#whats the cost of orders at all? darkspawn and the blight don’t care about ranks or orders. but people do#a talkative qunari.tag#datv#dragon age the veilguard#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#veilguard.tag
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my clone culture headcanon is that they have almost no traditional mandalorian ties, they picked up almost nothing culturally/linguistically from the mandalorian trainers, but the one thing they DID get were endearments/affectionate and-or comforting words/etc.
b/c 1) that was the only way the trainers could somewhat express affection for their favorites without getting dinged for being too attached to them since no one there actually spoke mando’a 2) kaminoans would be Unhappy if the clones expressed affection openly so secret language words were the only way to safely verbalize caring and loving, so they picked up on those few kind words VERY quickly
(The way I see it working is that the trainers had favorites, would occasionally say something like “chin up, hang in there, good job kiddo,” and said favorites picked up those terms without actually ever getting Direct Translations of what they mean. So they get the words and some context but have to jumble it together themselves and pronunciation and meaning change the further away it spreads from the original favorites - because all of this is spread in private, quietly, until it grows its own legs in different iterations with different battalions imho
like they know adding -‘ika to a name is affectionate and feels like a diminutive but they don’t know what it means exactly and sometimes plug it into names in grammatically odd ways, so instead of “Trap’ika” you get “Trapper’ika” which sounds more like “Trapperka” when you’re talking fast.)
(i’m just a fan of gentle soft pet names and showing affection quietly and how love finds a way and how the clones can take what little scraps they were given and make it their own)
#starlight fandom#star wars#clone troopers#clone trooper culture#mandalorian culture#the clones didn’t get much of anything they had to take and mold what little they did receive#the few kind words they received would be hoarded and built upon I feel that strongly#and I’m v much a ‘I don’t see them getting much of mandalorian culture even if the trainers had tried to teach them’#which I don’t think they would#but even if they did I think the clones would have enough ‘the galaxy doesn’t care about us we are our own people’ that they#would create so much of their own beliefs and culture based on their circumstances rather than what little they were fed by others#all of the posts about clones picking up Jedi beliefs make me feral tbh because the thought of them choosing Jedi compassion -#after being bred for war is very chef’s kiss to me#(I also hope this doesn’t come across anti-mandalorian that’s not what I’m aiming for at all)#(I just don’t think the clones are mandalorian and I don’t think most of them would want to be)#(I also don’t think the clones would ever be a ‘one size fits all’ in these beliefs like there’s probs at least a dozen of them who do want#mandalorian culture and a handful that would want to be more traditional and a handful that would want to melt beskar down for scrap)#(I just find it unlikely that there would be one overarching clone culture after they left kamino I think there would be a base/foundation#but they’d develop in different directions and different dialects and different beliefs almost immediately due to 1) war 2) separation#3) sped up aging that means their development is fast tracked - a month in war is like aging 10yrs for them I bet)#anyway I’ll shut up now this is my personal headcanon supported not at all by canon I just like playing in the sandbox :)
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I find it baffling that movie era sith or Jedi order would ever willingly commemorate Revan, because he makes them both look so bad!
To the sith, for all his great power and cunning, and the bold rejection of the jedi that swayed half a galaxy, he was still mind wiped by the council and had his will overwritten. That’s such a sith thing to do to someone! And not only did the jedi do it to one of the Sith’s brightest, but they didn’t even fall to the dark side for it. They got to keep their pristine cloaks clean and win the war on the back of an (arguably) enslaved Darth Revan. The (1st) sith who shamed the Jedi in the eyes of the republic itself was tamed by the light. Humiliating.
But for the jedi, he is something far worse. No matter how the mandalorian wars are remembered Millenia later, the sith lord saved the Republic, twice. And the shame of what they did to him, the spectre of what the council wrought upon a sentient mind for a tactical advantage, coupled with the fact that it worked, must haunt them. It worked. They compromised themselves. They performed a horror on their own lost knight. And it worked out (more or less, history has a spotty memory). How many masters of fallen padawans wondered in the silence of the night; We did it once, can’t we do it again? Revan forgave the order (did he? Did he have a choice?) Does it matter, if he came home? To the order and to the noble young knight he had once been?
Anyway i think all jedi and sith forever should resent his very existence and consider him off limits in any formal debate because just name dropping him starts screaming matches.
#star wars#kotor#darth revan#infuriating all parties for four thousand years and running#just a headcanon#everyone should be simultaneously#too ashamed to claim him as theirs#but under no circumstance going to let the other team grab him#also i have no idea what ToR did to him and i don’t care#canon(ish) revan
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JKags really loves writing sisters with a startling proclivity towards violence and their incredibly genderqueer, morally ambiguous brothers. And you know what? It’s a good dynamic. 10/10 no notes.
#blood of eden#talon saga#julie kagawa#talon twins#blood of Eden sibs#Allie and ember could have so many discussions about morality and what it means to be good at killing#while also caring about other people#meanwhile Jackal and Dante should not be in the same room under any circumstances#I don’t know about Meghan and her brother but I bet they follow this pattern somehow
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I hate Doug ford so much.
#this is relation to recent news about safe injection sites#hmmmmmm MAYBE PEOPLE SHOULDNT DIE ON THE STREETS OF OVERDOSES WHEN WE CAN PREVENT THEM#maybe there would be less addicts/users if we dealt with the social circumstance that leads to drug use#MAYBE IF WE HAD A FUNCTIONAL HEALTH CARE SYSTEM people wouldn’t need to rely on non prescription drugs#MAYBE IF WE DEALT SITH OUR HOUSING CRISIS you nimbiys wouldn’t have to see all the drug use#I’m so fucking tired of them framing it like safety for children too#you know what’s not fucking safe for children under funded understaffed schools#homes on the brink of homelessness and food insecurity#this was never about fucking children ever. and that’s not even to start on if you cared about innocent children’s lives you’d be calling#for a ceasefire and arms embargo instead of arresting pro Palestine protesters or punishing students calling for divestment#everything is so fucking backwards and I’m just so heated lol#fuck Doug ford I hope he never wins another fucking election#they never should have let him in with what was it like 15% of the vote. if people didn’t vote in the election. they need to enact policy#that gets people participating or deals with the reason why people don’t vote#eliscisojwnso ike w#jxoskjdk ofkwmdc#I will have beef with ford till he or I die. and the way he’s making this province I seem to be closer to the chopping block than him
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And on another note despite what I’m focusing on I do think it’s abhorrent to assume everyone who voted for or supported Harris is chill with genocide like yeah that’s like. What blew up online that tori maya shit was stupid as fuck but due to the disorganization and lateness of this campaign there was REAL misinformation being spread especially to our elders by ppl misconstruing info and a large number of ppl genuinely RIGHT NOW believe she’s pro Palestine called for a ceasefire etc. Like that’s a big chunk of the issue happening rn - where ppl literally made up policies for her or suddenly fell for “neutral” talking points bc it’s on someone they like and spread that. Like idk I feel like until everyone can be honest and humble nobody’s getting anywhere
#I lost my point at the end damn#guess I’m just bringing it to ppls attention#ig Im very against ‘this chunk of ppl are exactly like this’ which is why I overly specify#guys if I’m talking about someone I promise I just say exactly what i mean#when I say ppl who voted with XYZ in mind that’s exactly who I’m talking about there’s no strays to be caught#anyways I’m thinking of this bc I’m seeing so many ppl saying vile things about Palestine and saying ‘well this is what you wanted’#like no and that attitude is part of what lost that election bfr#this is what I meant yesterday by terrible timing#bc black women are rightfully exhausted and saying we’re not showing up for everyone else.#and it’s just masking a complicity in a genocide some of you already has#Some of you ALREADY said fuck Palestine so pretending it’s bc Harris lost is so#like I’m sorry this is still about that tori girl#not even her the fanbase she curated#of ppl who genuinely think democracy would save us Harris had our best interests at heart and that genocide is smth to breeze over#and that Maya girl is a weirdo too don’t get me wrong#like it’s that thing where they’re both dead wrong but one person was a biiit more wrong than the other#that didn’t make the other person right at alll#And that Madeline person#I unfollowed bc despite what they were saying#some of which I agreed with#a lot of the FANS got racist fast#guys deleting comments is an option stop letting ur fans be bigots and pretending you can’t control it#y know it’s follow the leader delete the first signs of racism and they can’t fuel eachother hello#anyways that’s a collection of thoughts on ppl ig my point is.#genocide is bad and the way ppl react to that along with other circumstances and factors is never gonna be palatable#especially to ppl calling a politican auntie and BIG SIS GENERAL#fucking crazy btw that last one#and also a lot of ppl were desperate to see a black woman take care of everything so they ignored any flaw she and her campaign had#when these flaws were huge contributors to the loss#and also. with the big ass gap atp I think it is kind of useless to argue amongst ourselves
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that space mining au’s fh is actually making me see all sorts of new beautiful colors
#bree barks so fucking loud#when I talk about wanting to see more fh interpretations that keep their characters in tact while not interpreting them as like.#outright fucked up horrible awful like I do. thats what I mean#Because. genuinely. While I dont think fh works on a fundamental level (at least in a married context)#in other universes I don’t think it would be nearly as directly harmful as it is in 3l/traffic in general#scott is nice. he tries his best and he typically does care in the ways he knows how and pretty deeply at that#but 3ls specific circumstances. it brings out the worst in him. and once he does something undeniably bad its like he cant look back#deranged.fh.posting#esmp1 is a pretty good example
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*video of a married couple happy about the way that they live and operate*
commenter: boy just wait til they get divorced bc of unfaithfulness and both of them are miserable and-
Shut !! Up !! Go touch grass and experience the sun for once in your life !!
#most times they may be trolls#BUT IM SICK OF THEM#I don’t care about what or with whom you may disagree#but that’s not cool to say ever!! under any circumstance!!#have fun being single your whole life because all you’re expecting out of life is despair and damage#what a good life you’re living. how productive and full of joy. must be so nice#nobody’s listening L#people nowadays anger me more than anything#everyone really is void of gratitude. what happened.#everyone is EXPERTS at complaining and projecting their problems and complaints onto other people#God I know the Fall is where we Went Wrong but how do we Keep Going Wrong#im sick of it on this dusty earth can I go home to glory please
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love how we get a full list of all 24 capitol kids and all 24 tributes lined up next to each other as foils and honestly it feels like a district-kids-vs-capitol-kids games before the games even happen because the pre-game beef is so understandably crazy that 17 of the 48 kids end up dead, missing, or hospitalized before the official games even start
#big ups to marcus shoutout marcus for disappearing into the sewers love that for him#interesting how the career kids are all dead because they tried to run. interesting how a mentor was the first to die.#so many things are so very interesting#like.. the capitol hates the district kids obviously but they also clearly do not care if their own kids die in the mentor program#it’s just more drama for the cameras right? more fuel for the propaganda fire#the salad of 🅱️ongbirds and flakes#thg reread#i will be honest with u though. it is hard to feel compassion for the mentors when they get all this pomp and circumstance when they die#while the tributes corpses are strung up and paraded in front of their fancy coffins. like what the hell man#i don’t know why corpse desecration is so so awful to me. like they’re already dead even if it’s gross it’s not making them suffer any more#i guess it’s just that exactly though. they’re already dead. why make them suffer more
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I am conceptually quite into hanahaki but I think there’s been like three actual hanahaki fics ever that I liked.
#it’s the whole ‘you can’t force yourself to feel a certain way about a person no not even if it WERE their literal life in the balance’#alongside a certain ‘yes it really can hurt that much’#that second one is why I tend to dislike ones where it’s about confessing rather than having it requited - not in principle but because#in practice they tend to eschew that straight glamorization* of the pain#and at some point if not all the way through go ‘wasn’t that silly of you?’#when to me the POINT of Hanahaki (and you could do this with the confessing version but people usually don’t)#is the opposite#it’s to validate how difficult it is#hm okay I just realized what was different about one of the ones I liked!#yes the love was secretly requited and they were both coughing up flowers#but at no point was there a hint that it could have been avoided#it was Downton Abbey Thomas/Edward and like#they were Kept from being together by circumstance#and the flowers enabled people who cared about them to realize what might be happening and move the earth to change the circumstances#there was no ‘you sillies it was requited all along!’ feeling#wow ratio of tag content to post content really goofy here
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(These thoughts brought to you by Clipping’s “Story”) One reason I’m drawn to family plotlines in a fallout setting, especially within the NCR, is because the mechanisms of maintaining an imperialist culture closely mimic the mechanisms of maintaining control over one’s children. All the chatter in-game about “soldier’s families” and how grueling and inconvenient it is for the NCR to be in the Mojave at all is used by the characters as unspoken reasoning for why they deserve control over the area in the first place: they’ve given sooooo much, their lives are sooooo hard, you’re not gonna let all that go to waste are you?
But it’s an untruth of the sort that you’d usually get out of a toxic, self-victimizing parent. The one who is actively and consistently upholding oppressive systems when they’re not complaining about how traumatizing it is to be apart of those systems. They’re not lying per se, this is a horrible situation for your average NCR soldier. They’re just leaving out the part where they choose this, they control these circumstances, and they stand to benefit the most from them. Very Dad of them.
#new california republic#ncr#tmi in the tags but I always thought there was a sort of cruel irony to the circumstances in which my own abusive father sprung up#where the patriarchal family structure that was designed to privilege young white men like him completely fucked him over instead#through little to no fault of his own at least originally#(his father died when he was a little boy and he had to care for his own abusive mother and heavily disabled older brother)#(neither of whom thought they could live without a man)#(and they were right! they couldn’t in that day and age!)#(but he wasn’t a man. he was a child.)#like that bell hooks quote about how most men don’t like being patriarchs at all taken to an extreme#where he wasn’t even old enough to make the choice to enter that position#it was just given to him by default. and no one stepped in to remove him.#I can see why he’s so bitter even if it sucks that I’m the one who has to deal with his problems for him#what can I say. the shit keeps rolling down the hill.
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seriously yakuza 3 should’ve ended almost exactly the same way it did except when it’s shown that kiryu’s back in okinawa at the end majima should’ve been there too. that’s it. that’s all they needed to do
#the man was basically BEGGING for kiryu to take him with him that whole game he is So tired of getting left behind gahagagdhhdhshh#that’s ALL oh my god it would’ve been so EASY#it’s so frustrating I know I’ve said it a billion times but let that man be happy for the love of god#even if it’s vague. or even if it’s for a little while. it would’ve been better than abandoning him and shrugging off his willingness to do#Anything for kiryu ghagagahhahhshsgshdhdhh#bangs my head against a desk#kazumaji#rambling#I think it’s partly particularly frustrating because y3 was the strongest game for kazumaji shit and then they just sorta left it hanging#like none of the shit between them in the game never happened#like fuck dude. you don’t even need to think about it Gayly to see that at the very least had a whole arc and multiple scenes overall#dedicated to Kiryu Can Trust Majima In Any Circumstance. Majima Would Do Anything For Him#like that’s. what the whole of chapter 8 was about.#so then turning around and acting like kiryu just doesn’t care at all about any of that#well obviously it makes him look like a selfish prick but also it just doesn’t align with how he was the rest of the game generally#they also fucked over rikiya like I was 100% expecting some little tribute to him at the end back in Okinawa but there was Nothing#so that too but#yeah#xxgdhdjdjdjdjfgmg im mad because this is one of my favorite games in the franchise so I can’t just outright say It’s Bad or something like#I can with. say. 1/kiwami 1
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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense�� posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state
#starlight personal#the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening#the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope#now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed#because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that#2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences#4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it#treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great#treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body#idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing#PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks#ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months#until my next appointment#which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps#I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides#also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is#also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough#this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering#but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly#which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose#(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own#I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient#and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to#like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here#so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here#I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly#make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad
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