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buthappysoverrated · 2 years ago

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The urge to delete all social media account and physically kill someone is very strong atm

#I’ll get better when I eat something I guess #hy speaks #nothing #well it’s just. I genuinely think the interaction I have in fallout fandom is not very great #like all is fair and stuff #but uhhhh remember that post saying if you want to engage in a fandom that feels clique-y to you then you need to make friends?#I did try and. it just didn’t work out #talking to that fucking Chris fella kind of feel like talking to a disaster #he wasn’t unkind and I suppose he was trying to be helpful but oh god was he rude #and uhhhh now that tundra has me blocked (hopefully and most likely not related) I just.#i know it’s for my own enjoyment but I still want people to look at my little guy #yeah I’m just starting out etc etc but it sure doesn’t feel very hopeful #it’s really stupid that I get upset by this but. ugh.#conclusion is I need to log off

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morganbritton132 · 1 year ago

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After David tells him that his ex has arrived for Career Day and it’s not even the Wheeler that he asked for, Steve marches over to Mike like, “What are you doing here?”

Wow, David thinks to himself. He’s been told that Steve has some problems with his memory - apparently he compensated for it with a truly insane online calendar - but he didn’t expect him to forget about a whole human being. Just, wow.

Steve loudly tells Mike that he’s never had a real job and Mike scoffs at him and tells him that he wrote for a comic book website for three years. Journalism is just writing with a fancy degree. Will and Mike created a comic book together so, “I’m published.”

“Robin is published,” Steve stresses (Steve’s best friend, David knows that one). “If that was the only qualification I wanted than I would’ve asked Robin to come.”

They start squabbling again in whispered voices so David turns to Dustin and tries to alleviate some of the awkwardness with, “Steve, uh, really has a type, huh?”

Dustin squints at him, “Did you just meet him? Today?”

#Steve didn’t even register that he should be grossed out that someone accused him of dating a literal (in Steve’s eyes) child #I just decided in this post that Mike is a freelance writer #Steve does respect Mike’s work and buys all the magazines that he’s had short stories published in #but he was definitely planning on BSing to the kids about journalism and also Steve just likes to give him shit #Mike wrote the comic and Will illustrated it. It was about Bob #David is trying his goddamn best but Steve did not give him a lot to work with. Dustin is unimpressed #Also for the record: Steve did ask Robin. She was busy #eddie munson tiktok saga #steve harrington

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hikaruchen · 5 months ago

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To Embrace and Kiss the Lord.

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blaithnne · 22 days ago

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Misc doodles I did to figure out outfits and composition for my day 1sketchbook week drawing. It’s funny cause I drew soooo many Kaisas trying to get her outfit down and then drew Johanna once and went yup that’s the one.

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blue-eli · 5 months ago

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Skuld in quantum design :)

#kingdom hearts #kh #khux #khux Skuld #kh skuld #kingdom hearts Skuld #skuld kh #Skuld kingdom hearts #got distracted from typing the tags by going to watch cutscenes with Skuld my friend Skuld in them #I love her #design notes: she got the scarf because it reminded her of Ephemer AND Braig #you can’t see it but under it she has a star necklace that reminded her of Player #this is based on the subject x Skuld theory! hence the scar. she got it either from just player or got one of the lines from fighting #darkness and the other from player idk #her coat was given to her by Braig/Luxu when he broke her out of radiant garden! it’s slightly too small for her now #she’s tall!!! to me. over 6ft. not quite Lea but still tall #her earrings are the only things that survived from her original outfit. everything else is new #she doesn’t have gloves because I forgo. then I was really happy with how I shaded the hand so I’m not putting gloves on her now.#but she probably does have them #she’s been living in Quantum for a while and is sorta tied up in some illegal shit but nothing really bad.#her and Strelitzia are friends!!! they met at a coffee shop when it was raining and Shuld was the only one with an umbrella #they didn’t realise they were both from daybreak until Skuld saw a painting Strez did and broke down crying.#her memory is still kinda fucked. when she first arrived in Quantum she didn’t remember her name yet and went by X.#she started collecting things that reminded her of the friends she couldn’t quite remember. she’s got a shoe box or two of trinkets #she also will get something if it reminds her of Lea/Isa because even if being in RG was hell she still misses them.#also Vanitas is there. he’s her terrible little brother who bites people. she loves him. he is the only reason she knows her own name #she found him and her heart recognised him as Ventus her brother Ventus. she knows he’s not all of Ventus now but it’s too late #he’s her little brother now. she’s trying to rehabilitate him like taming a feral kitten. he’s switching between ‘I want to be loved’ and #‘I’m evil fuck you’. she introduces as ‘this is my evil brother he is terrible and rude but we’re working on it and I love him.’#she would get along great with Sora I think.

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cupophrogs · 9 months ago

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Was Pops much help in Home Sweet Home? I can imagine he was really helpful with the puzzles. Also did noodle father tend to your wound from the train wreck?

“I can do blood, but 1. It was my leg, and 2. I could see my muscles flexing whenever I moved. It’s a damn miracle the adrenaline let me go as long as It did - still is, rather. I still have no idea how I managed to carry DD’s ass while running! Pops and DD both are forcing me on bed rest until I stop limping. Cunts, the both of them!(/lh/j)” (Language, Cherub.)

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raiiny-bay · 1 month ago

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got a tablet recently so now i can draw on the go >:-)

#rare instance where i draw dhes instead of kel…#(i did actually draw kel first but i didn’t really like it so…)#officially the tablet is for school but….#the added bonus is i can use it for drawing too so #yay :-)#still not entirely sure how to use procreate yet but i am figuring it out #i’m very much used to krita #mostly i’ve just been trying to find brushes i like #n e way. school is going ok.#the work load is not as bad & overwhelming as i was expecting tbh #the worst part is honestly having to go back & forth to campus everyday #i am not a guy who leaves his house much #this is very different for me #& the waking up early thing…. i get tired at like 9 pm now. ridiculous.#but yea! hopefully i’ll get to work on some edits soon. we’ll see #rainyrambles #artwip #kinda

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tarantula-hawk-wasp · 4 months ago

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I know I need to work on the fact that blind confidence in me pisses me off. I try not to react that way but my immediate thought to someone saying “I knew you’d pass/get the job/be fine” is to be annoyed that they’re not “considering all the variables” and thinking through the situation with enough depth and realism. I fully realize it’s me wanting the real possibility of failure to be acknowledged and for the actual positives and negatives to be considered (which can be one of my more annoying traits) when the other person is just trying to be supportive in a conversation. I’m making a mostly successful effort to stop myself and think “they’re using a stock phrase in this conversation-think about the intention not the words”. Which sometimes works but sometimes I’m in a bad mood and don’t want platitudes that feel as if my in-depth analysis of the reality of the situation is being ignored.

Like I have confidence in my ability to handle situations and succeed in things it’s just analyzed and measured confidence and I am always braced for the small possibility of failure.

#my classmate who always says shit like this to me and it pisses me off bc he’s dismissive of my analysis of the possibility of failure did #thsi again to me and it made me so mad I had to write a post BUT I didn’t say anything snarky to him nc he’s just trying to be supportive #this is one of those oh I am my mother’s daughter bc with her when I’m facing something stressful we talk through what the variables are #and what the possible outcomes are and how we could handle them and it’s very practical and logistical #and that’s what makes me feel better when I’m anxious #like things turn out fine because you actively make them fine OR they are beyond your control and assuming variables will work in your favo #with no acknowledgement of possible failure is setting yourself up for crushing disappointment

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arlo-venn · 5 months ago

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Arlo did a pretty good job for his first time at the vet since CareCenter threw a towel over his head and tackled him to the floor and I am very proud of him

#two of the techs who tackled him were fear free certified >:(#he was muzzled and they didn’t even try #they didn’t even ask me it happened so fast #so I have been afraid to bring him to the vet since #he just got treats thrown at him and otherwise ignored which is what he likes #we’re gonna try a chill pack next week (just trazodone makes him less trusting so that’s out but we’ll see how the mixture hits)#and if he still says no to being touched by his new nice doctor then he will be sedated #which will be expensive but that’s okay #I want to try him on Prozac #to see if it helps to get him okay to give consent to have me groom his rear end #and to help with household dog tensions #and bc he is deeply affected by Tyrell’s anxiety around him to the point she’s not comfy handling him much without me there #and we wanna work on that too #but we need bloodwork first obv #so that’s what we’re tryna do #he also needs a dental but they have a little monthly plan thing at our vet that’s gonna cover that #and once Arlo’s sorted OTTILIE has to go to the vet bc she might have allergies or asthma #(I talked to them about it and they agree she needs to go in but that it is ok to wait until after we get Arlo sorted)#it was a lot when Juni and Rory were having issues at the same time lol #anyway #he did pretty good #arlo #dogblr

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deathsmallcaps · 2 months ago

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I swear. I comprehend I’m not the best teaching intern in the world. I also was not the best camp counselor, cashier, and so on. But if my observer gives me so much criticism that I cry again I’m going to be so motherfucking pissed.

Especially since she’s asking me to stay late just to review me. While I have family visiting. And I’m gone for most of the day. And my commute is over half an hour. Which isn’t bad around here but still.

#vent #I’m working on it but I cry after like 5+ concentrated minutes of disappointment from bosses and such #we’re staying late because she observed yesterday but #but just like last week she thought my planning period was *at the wrong spot*#it turns out that I did tell her wrong twice FUCK #BUT THERE WAS ALSO ONE TIME I DID TELL HER RIGHT I SWEAR. PLUS I TOLD HER LAST WEEK IN PERSON. I COMBED THROIGH MY EMAILS #I just sent an email with all the correct information so hopefully that resolves the issue #I cried for like two days last week. her criticism is fairly valid but alsoooooo I’m trying to work with my partner Teachers values& methods #WHICH THE OBSERVOR ESPOUSED. last week she was like ‘omg your partner teacher is the best omg you better treat her as the great resource #that she is’ and meanwhile I like my partner teacher but her methods are boring and teacher centered #she swears it’s how she gets through to these kids and I can see that #like by tenth grade a huge change in educational structure would probably be more distracting than helpful for the better part of a year to #these kids #especially since I’m here for maybe a month.#not worth fucking these kids over #and considering the students get to use their notes on tests im just. kind of blanking on better ideas???#even the kids in the ‘smart’ periods are so hesitant with so many math skills #I just want to fix it but I’m basically at the end of the process. idk #my cashier job made me come in on my day off (I did clock in) to get criticized #idk how to stand up about this with a woman who can decide whether I pass or not but god I hope this isn’t going to be a pattern #she didn’t have ONE fucking good thing to say about me last week #my mom suggested that I ask for a compliment when I’m near tears because that might stave off any tears #I’m hoping her method works

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shatterthefragments · 2 months ago

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I’m becoming who I’m meant to be, slowly.

I’m inhabiting my body as a home as I make it such that it is a home for me.

💖😌✨

Also it’s a lovely studio! Masks required, hepa filters running, quiet area, but still near a bus route, was quiet once some of the people left (my artist was also super surprised that all of the tables were in use when they arrived at the shop too!!) and even though we didn’t chat (they put in their faq basically that they often forget to chat so bring headphones or whatever to do while they work) it wasn’t awkward or anything. It felt like such a safe space and I adore it so much :) (and it’s more local to get to than the other one that I’m definitely also going to go back to too at some point hopefully this year) (yay local queer owned covid cautious studios!!!!!)

#shatters’ tattoos #shatters’ fragments #ok time to eat something else #bc it’s been a while since my last meal even if I took breaks while tattoo #had a juice box for the first break before we drew the plant in there #and then before we did my leg while they were printing out the design I had a granola bar and water #and then afterwards I had a chocolate bar and another juice box and water #and then for the buses home I just had some water between buses but considered if I wanted a fourth juice box today but I didn’t really #but now I’m a bit hungry #today was fucking WEIRD at first #like popping in real quick to work?!?#class!! which I’m actually SUPER EXCITED for and about its great so far #and then walked around with a classmate who’s probably now my friend and popped into a bookstore #but it was super hot by then too #so I went off to get close to the studio #and had sushi in the shade of the parking lot before walking over #and trying to like. drink water and stay hydrated before going in #was definitely intimidated by how many people were in the shop at first #they said that it was highly unusual for all chairs/tables to be in use at once #(and they own the place!!)#but it’s such a lovely and welcoming space tbh #I’ve been to the studio once before for a market #but this is the first time I’ve been while it’s set up as a tattoo studio (it’s usual use)#and it’s just so good 💖#truly made my day really nice at the end #finally got to cool down quite a bit once I was sitting still and then laying down for the tattoos #(…actually I’m a little annoyed I paid $9 for coffee this morning actually but alas anyway)#and it was just. SO NICE #similar vibes but like cozier than the other shop I go to #it has less tables and its more private and accessibility is a huge thing there

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zouisalmightie · 10 days ago

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sometimes i am put in situations that only could happen on tv but you can’t make this up

sonon wednesday my coworker called me during my prep period and was like hey can you come to my room really quick. and that’s normal like 1 im department lead so if they need something i told them to hmu and i got them 2. we’re friends so if you have to pee well fall each other to cover. so im like yeah sure what do you need. and this bitch goes [name of student i hate] keeps saying the n word with the hard er and i bet him he wouldn’t say that to a black persons face so can you come to my room to prove a point’ and she’s like laughing as she says this. with her whole class there like it’s some sort of joke; when she’s acting like she’s shaming this child. and like…. what the actual fuck. mind you, this kids that i hate HAS called me the n word with the hard er before my coworker KNOWS this because we all went out drinking afterward and i cried cuz i was so angry. so I was like what the fuck no and hung up on her. then like 30 mins later she texts me and says “that was such a silly call! i didn’t actually expect you to come lmaoooo. i just like to fluster them when they do things like that” and i didn’t respond and haven’t spoken to her since.

and we are in a bunch of group chats so i left the chats that aren’t work specific and blocked her number and blocked her on ig. and i don’t say anything to anyone at work cuz im grown and i can stop being friends with people without making it an announcement. and so today she texts one of our other coworkers that ive been friends with for almost 5 years now, like omg have you talked to asyah i think she blocked me on ig and idk what i could have done to deserve this it just makes me so sad cuz ive had people just stop being my friend for no reason before and i have abandonment issues please ask her if i did anything wrong. and so my friend came up to me like girl wtf and so i told her what happened and my friend was like this is the last straw for me she’s been saying fucked up shit for a while and i didn’t want to rock the boat but im tired of her.

and then my coworker texted one of my OTHER work friends like omg woe is me everyone is being so mean to me cue white woman tears™️ and im like…. i would have NEVER asked you to be in a position like this. when students do antisemitic things i stop that shit right then and there and never tell you about it because that’s harmful to you! and i thought we were friends i would never put you in a place of harm but you have the nerve to call me and ask me if i want a child to call me a nigger to my face? you laugh while you say it, then send me some fucked up not apology and then when im not fucking with your ass you drag my friends into your pity party? bitch fucking CHOKE.

i was just going to ignore her and leave it as it is but now she’s trying to play the victim like im the one in the wrong here. like im so mad! ive been mad since my homegirl came and told me what she texted her. im going to go to my union rep and let her know what happened too before this girl tries to tell the whole school im bullying her no one would believe her cuz ive been there for 6 years and have no problems with no one but i don’t like people being in my business and would rather get ahead of this but my GOD.

#like you aren’t deserved any explaining if you cannot understand the harm you did im not going to explain it to you #im one of 3 black people fhat work at that school and ive told you how much it bothers me when the nonblack kids #just throw nigga around and you have the audacity to ask me if I want to hear a child say nigger?? like how is that even a punishment to the #child? you ask would you want your mom to hear you say that would you say that in front of your grandma etc #if we are trying to show them that they shouldn’t be saying words that’s what I do when they cuss #not call up one of the few people on campus that have had that word used as a weapon against them if they’d like a 12 year old to call them #that to their face like what the actual fuck #im so MAD ive been mad for 3 days now and now another coworker texted me like what’s #going on with you and alyssa she said you blocked her like???? girl what #why are you asking the whole damns school why I blocked you why are you trying to center yourself when you can clearly see the last time #I spoke to you was when you said what the fuck you said like she brags about how she has a degree in women gender and ethnic studies #but girl throw that paper away cuz you didn’t learn shit #in which I rant #I feel better now that last text was gonna have he calling her phone and calling her everything but a child of god #cannot let these people take me out of my character #these people being my coworkers like sick and also tired!

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cetoddle · 23 days ago

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okay what i have to say is lowkey embarrassing but i wanna bitch and it’s probably only embarrassing to me bc im shy about this stuff anyways the moral of the story is i wanna bitch and u should probably just ignore me. god bless

#honestly halfway through the wedding i did see this guy i thought was rlly cute #like. REALLY cute (so fucking embarrassing)#but i’m too shy to talk to hot people and i’ve never approached anyone before and no one’s ever approached me so i don’t know what to do #idk how to talk to people to begin with let alone like. try to flirt or something #but as the night went on (this is so embarrassing) for some reason i literally couldn’t stop looking at him (kill me)#and he probably definitely noticed me looking at him so he probably thinks im some like. crazy creep or something #but like usually when i see someone attractive im just like oh wow and admire them from afar #but i COULDNT STOP LOOKING AT HIM! WHY! and for some reason i felt like i just really wanted to talk to him #but i didn’t know what to do! i just felt this urge to go try and start a conversation but i just. i couldn’t #and every time i thought i would work up the courage either my sister or my grandmother would come back and hover over me #and i didn’t wanna be like ‘sorry gotta go i need to go embarrass myself in front of this cute guy’#OR he would get up and start taking pictures again. it’s like he knew #he wasn’t even the official photographer he was just one of the guests who clearly wanted to take photos of his friends wedding. which like #is so endearing to me. he has HOBBIES. WOW. (kill me)#idk j can’t even put everything into words i just feel like screaming into a pillow AAAAAAUGHHH #i felt like i was in hs again there was a point i even excused myself to step outside just because he was out there #but he was talking to some old lady. so i was just sitting outside in the grass moping #i feel so stupid i dunno. why am i so worked up about this. i had a few opportunities to approach him and i didnt. because im an idiot #i feel like i’m down so bad which is so STUPID because i don’t even know his name and ill never see him again in my life #so it doesn’t even matter! and every time im like oh oh well it was just random infatuation clearly it wasn’t meant to be #but then i just get upset and all blushy cause he was SO CUTE! and i wanna know more about him! why!#i haven’t felt like this in FOREVER i just feel so stupid for even feeling this way #i know ill be fine in a few days or something but im just like. i wish i could have at least spoken to him once #sigh. idk what’s wrong with me #maybe he’s already dating someone anyways all the cute people seem to already be in relationships #except ME im the only one left. who am I supposed to date!!#i want to jump out the window #snow.txt

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devilsskettle · 7 months ago

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i feel like i’ve been WAITING for the other shoe to drop wrt people’s opinions about watcher for this very reason. not that i think the reaction is completely not understandable but the greater the parasocial relationship, the greater the fallout as soon as public opinion shifts. you don’t have a relationship with these people they’re just content creators, chill

#ready to see all the people coming out of the woodwork to say how they’ve never liked watcher/unsolved/etc #and act like it’s ‘cringe’ now that their fanbase feels ‘betrayed’#it’s great to have a fanbase but parasocial relationships will bite you in the ass every single time #it’s interesting too though because i’ve seen watcher have a LOT of support as they’ve tried to build something separate from buzzfeed #so this is the first time they’re getting real pushback about a decision they’ve made wrt shifting their platform/expanding their brand #so ig we’ll have to see how they react moving forward #but it’s soooo interesting to see how enthusiastically people dump on buzzfeed #AND how many people dump on youtube and how over the years so much of its functionality has been stripped away #how many ads you have to sit through. how much sponsored content there is now. etc #but when they try to do the same thing with youtube that they did with buzzfeed it’s like how dare you not lick their boots #because if you lick their boots and we lick their boots we can watch stuff for free #anyway.#even if you don’t any to say it’s a bad business decision. it’s not like there’s not precedent for it #1) the move away from buzzfeed was successful and 2) what about the dnd shows or whatever #don’t you guys watch those dnd shows that are ‘behind a paywall’#don’t you guys have netflix hulu disney hbo amazon etc ad nauseum that are actually owned by billion dollar corporations #don’t you guys get on your high horses about supporting independent artists all the time #it’s interesting that people will profess to be such big fans!!! and feel like they’re friends!!!!#but how dare they think their work might be worth paying for #idk. idk. it’s entitlement though #sorry for the rant i’m ALSO not trying to blindly defend a bunch of people i don’t know #but you guys are being soooo fucking annoying about it lol #anyway i’m still waiting to see what their response is going to be from here before jumping to conclusions #also to be fair i am biased to be lenient about decisions made by independent filmmakers vs big studios etc #like everybody freaking out about the ai art used in late night with the devil. who cares honestly #‘they should’ve paid a real artist!!’ idk maybe their budget didn’t cover that #i don’t want it to become the industry norm but at the end of the day i would rather see indie shit getting made then only seeing #the big studios (who don’t have equitable practices anyway!!) making shit #but that’s another conversation. just to be transparent about my viewpoint on this kind of thing #maybe controversial but also can’t we have nuance. for once.

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sweetandglovelyart · 1 year ago

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I didn’t have time to draw something for Halloween, so here’s this old drawing I did a while ago of Meta Knight as Captain Picard/Locutus of Borg from Star Trek: The Next Generation that I feel somewhat fits the Halloween theme. I call him Locutus of Borb.

#Kirby #Kirby fanart #my art #Meta Knight #I don’t think this looks very good this was one of my first Kirby drawings and I was still figuring out how to draw everyone #I’ll probably redraw this eventually but still wanted to share this since I didn’t have time to draw anything for Halloween #aside from being a Kirby fan I’m also a big fan of Star Trek I’ve seen all the shows and movies #and I see a lot of parallels between Star Trek and Kirby #literally the whole plot of Planet Robobot is just the Borg storyline in Star Trek lol #for Kirby fans who don’t follow Star Trek the Borg are a collective of cyborgs that can essentially mechanize other species #they appear as recurring antagonists and attempt to assimilate other species into their collective against their will #and once they’ve assimilated a person they can influence that person to do their bidding #in The Next Generation they assimilate Captain Picard and turn him into Locutus of Borg so they can use him to try and assimilate Earth #it reminded me a lot of what Susie did to Meta Knight in Planet Robobot so that’s where the idea for this drawing came from #I’ll have to draw more Star Trek and Kirby crossover stuff there’s a lot I can work with for crossovers lol #like Star Trek straight up has a mirror universe full of evil versions of the characters that’s literally just Amazing Mirror #and the episode of the anime where Dedede gets the Scarfies as pets is basically just the Tribble episode from Star Trek #anyways happy Halloween please enjoy Locutus of Borb

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boyfridged · 1 year ago

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the essential reason for which the challengers from beyond are the best jason team up is that the editorial did not try to make jason the leader. which he shouldn’t be

#it’s interesting because out of them 3 he def is in the centre of their story #but the writers did not attempt to lift him up by throwing the others under the bus #it seemed to be a very organic and natural development #and of course i’d prefer a story that would add much more substance to kyle’s and donna’a storylines too #but even without it it didn’t feel offensive to them?#the key is not trying to make jason seem to be the most competent and reasonable one #like. he always has personal and subjective agenda because he is UNWELL #which means that other characters should not relate to him much nor allow him to take the lead #and what i liked was also that jay was q self-conscious irt that #and his own limitations.#still very much competent!!#able to keep up without any issues #just not the absolute star or the show.#this is how team ups should work in general #but dc is too set on making jay into a power fantasy #which p much ruins all teams with him #and means that every character in his vicinity becomes a victim of it

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