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Not trying to be disrespectful by any means but as a straight teenage girl I don’t know much about other sexualities. I was wondering if someone could give me a basic rundown or message me to help me learn. I would REALLY love to learn more about the community for the future!!
#queer#lgbtq#lgbtqiia+#lgbtq ally#Help because I am kinda slow#help a gal out#I crave this knowledge#help me learn
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I am in this image and I accept it.
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Tbh, I'm kind of obsessed with the almost tragedy of Eiland and Caldarus in Fields of Mistria. Eiland's dedicated his life to uncovering the secrets and stories hidden in Mistria's archeology - he's single-mindedly devoted to it, so much so that even his side hobbies are influenced by his love of history and desire to know more about Mistria's but it's that devotion that makes him so blind to the magic right in front of him.
It's Eiland's sharp eye that sees Caldarus' statue behind that tree on the farm. It's Eiland who whacks away at the bark with the axe fruitlessly until he's assisted. It's Eiland who coaxes the player to help repair Caldarus' statue and subtly ropes them into joining his History Society. It's Eiland who is devoted to the steles, who gets so excited at the prospect at uncovering a new piece of old Mistria's puzzle that he cuts his outing short to rush to the museum. It's Eiland who realises that all of the different eras of artefacts dug up in Mistria's soil must mean that Mistria itself was once the cradle of civilisation for Aldaria.
And yet, with all of that knowledge, he's still so, so blind to what's right in front of him. He doesn't realise that Juniper is a witch, he merely knows that she is familiar with all manner of the arcane and assumes it's a scholarly pursuit like his instead of what it actually is - Juniper's lifestyle, Juniper's culture. And ultimately, I think that's why he's blind to Caldarus and the magic right in front of him.
Eiland isn't taking the time to stop and really think about what all these artefacts and armaments mean. He isn't considering that remnants of old Mistria still live, he isn't even able to grapple with the question of whether or not it's right for him to dig up the armour at the stele when it's clearly hidden there for a reason. Eiland is completely detached from the history he's searching for and that's why, even with magic and the truth about Mistria right in front of him, he'll remain blind to it.
#ginger rambles#fom eiland#fom caldarus#fom juniper#There is a very very fascinating thing in Mistria about duality#And Eiland is playing contrast to at least three people#He's the dreaming to Adeline's realism#He's the theory to Juniper's practice#And he's the scientific distance to Caldarus' magical intimacy specifically wrt Mistria as a living breathing land#I think he's very charming but he's so out of his depth that I also think of him as very tragic#Adeline at least has both her feet on the ground - she's connected to Mistria's present in a way Eiland will never be connected#to Mistria's past#And it hurts because all Eiland wants is to know#He craves that knowledge and to uncover the mysteries for a completely purehearted reason#Again contrasting Juniper who came to Mistria fully intent on scraping it for magic she could add to her own power#He's sincere but he's blind#And whenever Caldarus gets returned to a physical body#I'm extremely interested to see how they will interact with each other#fields of mistria#ginger chats about mistria
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Whumpees! Calling! Out! For! A ! Parent!!!!
What's the situation? Do they wake up from a nightmare disoriented and confused, enough so that it takes them a second they forget they aren't with their parents and call out to the first person they see, only to be embarrassed a moment later when they realize? Are they so delirious they actually think their dad is there with them when it's really just an unrelated caretaker who's heart is breaking for them? Are they so scared, sick, or in pain that they just really really want their mom and don't care if that's impossible right now?
#whump#this trope ends me i think it's the trope of all tropes#i think the first *really* whumpy fic I read had this and i melted#and the backstory for it really makes it#are the parent/s dead?#far away with no knowledge of where the whumpee is or what they're going through?#technically a phone call away but ignorant of what's happening to their kid??#were they horrible but the whumpee craves seeing them anyway?????#so many options you can pry this trope from my cold dead hands
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something interesting to be said about how despite mahiru being in a wedding dress she doesnt have a ring........... something about how she is obsessed with this idea of love but doesnt actually seem to have anyone in mind - her boyfriend was just the first to give her any kind attention she wants so she obsessed over him. she is in love with the idea of love
#jasper speaks#IGNORE HOW YOU CAN COUNT THE DAMN PIXELS ON THIS IMAGE I CANT FIND A BETTER ONE. OKAY.#anyway i definitely need to rewatch her mvs/vds to be certain (and part of it is projecting) but i really do think her boyfriend couldve#been anyone. she just craves this lifestyle thats been pushed as such an important thing. she struggles to see herself as anything#except a bride........#im going through her interros again and she really does just want to devote every single thing to a future lover#she just wants to love and be loved#i think one interesting thing is she says ''ive always been the one confessing'' then says shes only had one lover#so i think this also attaches to a potential trend of asking out anyone who gives her attention. but boyf was the only one to accept maybe?#ugh my milgram knowledge is too rusty for proper analysis. give me like a week#milgram#milgram spoilers#milgram trial 3#milgram trial 3 spoilers#<- i dont think ive missed any but lmk if theres other spoiler tags
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Hail to the One-Eyed Wanderer
To the god of hyperfixations, of special interests,
Of the all-consuming craving for knowledge
Of the determination to make sense of the madness
As though your life depends on it
#Odin is autistic as hell and no i will not be taking criticism#I see so much of myself reflected through Odin#from the knowledge cravings to the near-paralyzing fear of the end of everything#I love him a bunch#odin deity#norse pagan#heathenry#norse gods#paganblr
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I mentioned a while ago that I was having weird dreams, and that's still happening, but now I have been frequently waking myself up by performing actions that dream-me is also doing
Like last night I was in an ice cream parlour run by clowns and one of them threw a cupcake at me and I went to catch it in my mouth and I woke up bc I launched myself trying to get a dream cupcake
But there was No Cupcake :c
#bean talks too much#this is something I have never previously done to my knowledge so it's interesting to me#like it's a cartoon thing that people wake up eating their pillows bc they were dreaming about eating marshmallows - but IT'S REAL!!!!#IT HAPPENED TO MEEEEEEEEEE#but anyway I might make cupcakes bc I still have a baking itch and a craving for something sweet#well the latter is always true but hush
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I love it when Elias is like. trying to be normal boss and Jon keeps hitting the right words.
"Look I can't let you down there because of Normal Reasons. You could get hurt and stuff. Also we don't have the budget to let someone else do it."
"But Elias. I need to know."
And then Elias relents because his good little eye in training is producing the proper motivations but he still can't just say "oh well by all means if you're feeding all your observations into that lil tape of yours I'd love to listen im so eager to learn about the other fears and see you get yourself so deeply tangled in this also hopefully you'll get some sort of horrible fear mark down there" so he's just like "...fine"
#like i know elias has reasons he doesnt want jon being aggressive nosy down there. his own hidden secrets etc etc#but also jon was like. elias. please father i crave the knowledge. and elias was like. sigh yes my lad i know you do.#you may have a crumb of knowledge. as a treat.#tma#jonathan sims#elias bouchard
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" They had tortured Anakin’s mother for a month. Just to test her resolve. Was it any wonder that Anakin had been left with such a deep, festering wound?" " He could do this for Anakin. His Padawan was dead, his brother, his son, his friend. He could give him this. A fearsome anger unleashed. Vengeance." " He felt his anger rise, and he took pleasure in it. It was growing inside him and obliterating everything else. He wanted to be overtaken. He didn’t want to be careful. He wanted only the white heat of satisfaction." -The Last One Standing - Jude Watson
#I often think about how Obi-Wan wanted‚ CRAVED‚ to slaughter the sand people FOR Anakin. Deliver Vengeance to his dead Padawan.#Not even to a living person who could benefit from it‚ but to his Padawan who‚ to the best of his knowledge‚ burnt alive by his own actions#So I'm thinking to myself... what if he had? What if Vader found him that way— having sensed great darkness through the scar of their bond.#Obikin#Vaderwan#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#Jude Watson#star wars art#starwarsart#star wars#obi wan#anakin#buns.d#buns.all#anyways#This is just a rough concept‚ given the fact that this is both my bedtime and my app keeps crashing the second I open it...#this is as far as it goes :')#'Hu raka' apparently means 'I surrender' which fell on anger-deaf ears...#sw books#sw art
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POV: you just got home from gym and finally got yourself to study for the very important exam you have in three days, you go for some chocolate to the kitchen to find your washing machine on fire. And all this before 3pm


#looney toones ass situation in my opinion#if i fail toefl and get rejected by the school im sending them these pics and then offing myself#what really gets me is that the only reason i managed to stop this is thanks to cravings#i cant smell stuff i didn't know anything was happening#anyway im too scared/tired/flabbergasted to do anything now#guess ill have to rely on my pure knowledge of english to get that score
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The one thing I really wanted from Vanitas no Carte when I first watched it was to see Noès true name.
Like it's the one thing I just need to know it's something I crave so so much because I just need to know it is perfect for him.
I've only watched the anime and haven't read the manga (yet! Ive been putting it for like a year and a half now) But from my knowledge it doesn't get revealed and I just need to know what other people think it is but it's such a niche thing that I haven't ever seen any theories of it.
This was just a random rant but I so desperately want to know because once the concepts of true names were revealed it felt like such a key part of the story
Oh this ans Vanitas' actual name but that's a whole other rant
#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas#noe archiviste#vnc vanitas#true names#if anyone knows please tell me#i dont care about spoilers anymore#my soul craves the knowledge
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UTMV
//There are so many AUs out there on Tumblr alone. *And I wish to know more* I crave knowledge... I want to know more! If you see this and have a UTAU tell me about! What is it about? What is the theme? What is your inspirations? Maybe if things fit we could do a collab? If not I still want to listen to what you got going on!
#undertale au#utmv#utau#I just like listening to stories people are passionate about#if anyone sees this that is lmao#I seek knowledge#I crave it#if you don't have a full story#me neither!#tell me what you got
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not to be vulnerable on dash tonight but
#there is something about growing up as an ‘ugly’ kid that just never leaves you does it#in day to day i take pride in other stuff and source my self esteem from the things i worked for#like being articulate#well read#knowledgeable in a broad range of topics#but some days i just wanna feel pretty and beautiful#and i dont know how to fully believe compliments on my physical appearance#i crave them yet i dont believe them when im given lol
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the way i talk about the raimi movies youd think i was nostalgic for them and saw them as a kid or something i feel like i sound like one of those super diehard tobey bros. but not only did i not see them due to being months away from being born and two years old respectively, i also did not even watch them on home video until around the 2020s. i think.
#moth flies#i had watched itsv in 2023 again cos i was craving atsv#but even after that i was like 'well shit what now'#but i saw my dad had nwh loaded onto our pirate box#so i was like 'huh ive never watched this before lets see what i missed out on'#then uh. well. It Happened#because i know i had cultural knowledge of molina ock! i just dont remember how much or how i came into contact with this knowledge!#bc i remember my marvel friends getting hype for nwh and i was just like 'shoutout to doc ock' i have photographic evidence of this#i just dont remember how much i knew of him before 2023#it literally rewired my brain that impromptu watching of nwh#a switch flipped and it was like ive been a fan of spiderman all my life
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Every play through. There’s just something about her 😩
#baulders gate 3#baulders gate tav#bg3 memes#necromancy of thay#forbidden knowledge#I crave that mineral#me and my negative int characters#bg3
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i love so much that im willing to endure whatever sex that comes with it, and i just fantasize about someone loving me so much that they wanna be with me even if i dont wanna have that much sex
#i know thats impossible and not realistic#if i want someone i need to accept how it is#and learn how to dissociate and just let them have it#but ohhhhhh how i daydream about being loved and wanted so much that they wouldnt want to take smth from me i dont .. wanna give#:((((((( could never happen.... so at least it's gotta be worth it....#but im scared bc no matter how much research i try to do and prepare myself for the emotional turmoil#and trauma.... what i crave is deep connection....#so even if i have lots of knowledge on how to try to cope w painful and unwanted sex etc...#i wish so deeply that it was possible to love me sm that we could talk and have care for eo#but i have to provide regardless if i want to or not.... .. :((((
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