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16th December 2024 🎀
So Jean cooked a nice Christmas turkey (though a tiny bit burned) while Sasha has her suckling pig complete with vegetables. However, neither of them expected it to be a tie.
#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#aot#snk#jean kirstein#sasha braus#modern au#countdown to christmas#I couldn’t decide myself
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ahhhh 😌
the relief of getting to build pottery again after… like three weeks 😬
finally starting on some commissions I’ve had on my whiteboard since 2024! feels good
#it’s weird how when you stop doing something for awhile#sometimes your brain decides restarting is really hard#even though there really isn’t much difference between me not building a mug because I wasn’t making pottery#vs me not building a mug because I’m busy building plates#the skills aren’t going to atrophy quickly but boy does my brain try to pretend they will!#I can still play cello for fuck’s sake and I haven’t played regularly since like 2007#THOSE skills have atrophied#along with my callouses#but I can still play#I had a failure on a big piece right before the end of 2024#and then I stubbornly beat my head against a challenge that was really ridiculous#the clay was too hard but I just couldn’t leave the sculpture alone!#it failed#surprising no one#and then it was kiln time#and I had no time or energy for creating#so I felt kind of stuck I guess#I knew if I gave myself a really easy first day#everything would be fine#and I was right lol#I’m back to making
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Historians having takes on frev women that make me go 😐 compilation
Sexually frustrated in her marriage to a pompous civil servant much older than herself, [Madame Roland] may have found Danton’s celebrated masculinity rather uncomfortable. Danton (1978) by Norman Hampson, page 77.
The Robespierres sent their sister to Arras because that was their hometown, the family home, where they had relatives, uncles, aunts and friends, like Buissart who they didn’t cease to remain in correspondence with, even in the middle of the Terror. There, among them, Charlotte would not be alone; she would find advice, rest, the peace necessary to heal her nervousness and animosity. Away from Mme Ricard, who she hated, away from Mme Duplay, who she detested, she would enjoy auspicious calmness. It is Le Bon that the Robespierres will charge with escorting their sister to this neccessary and soothing exile. […] If there is a damning piece in Charlotte Robespierre's case, it is this one (her interrogation, held July 31 1794). She seems to be caught in the act of accusing this Maximilien whom she rehabilitates in her Memoirs. She is therefore indeed a hypocrite, unworthy of the great name she bears, and which she dishonors the very day after the holocaust of 10 Thermidor. Charlotte Robespierre et Guffroy (1910) in Annales Révolutionnaires, volume 3 (1910) page 322, and Charlotte Robespierre et ses mémoires (1909) page 93-94, both by Hector Fleishmann.
Elisabeth, as she was popularly called, was barely past her twelfth birthday, younger even by three years than Barere’s own mother when she was given in marriage. On the following day the guests assembled again in the little church of Saint-Martin at midnight to attend the wedding ceremony of the handsome charmer and the bewildered child. Dressed in white, clasping in her arms a yellow, satin-clad doll that Bertrand had given her — so runs the tradition — she marched timidly to the altar, looking more like a maiden making her first communion than a woman celebrating a binding sacrament. Perhaps the doll, if doll there was, filled her eye, but certainly she could not fail to note how handsome her husband was. Bertrand Barere; a reluctant terrorist (1962) by Leo Gershoy, page 32.
The young nun who bore the name of Hébert did not hide her fate. She did not wish to prolong a life stifled from her childhood in the cloister, branded in the world by the name she bore, fighting between horror and love for the memory of her husband, unhappy everywhere. Histoire des Girondins (1848) by Alphonse de Lamartine, volume 8, page 60.
Lucile in prison showed more calmness than Camille. Before the tribunal, she seemed to possess neither fear nor hope, she denied having taken an active role in the prison conspiracy. What did it matter to her the answer they were trying to extract from her? They said they wanted her guilty? Very well! She would be condemned and join Camille. This was what she said again when she was told that she would suffer the same fate as her husband: ”Oh, what joy, in a few hours I’m going to see Camille again!” Camille et Lucile Desmoulins: un couple dans la tourmente (1986) by Jean Paul Bertaud, page 293.
What did it matter to Lucile whether she was accused or defended? She had no longer any pretext for living in this world. She was one of those heroines of conjugal love who are more wife than mother. Besides, Horace lived, and Camille was dead. It was of the absent only that she thought. As for the child, would not Madame Duplessis act a mother's part to him? The grandmother would watch over the orphan. If Lucile had lived, she could have done nothing but weep over the cradle, thinking of Camille. Camille Desmoulins and his wife; passages from the history of the Dantonists founded upon new and hitherto unpublished documents (1876) by Jules Claretie.
Having been widowed at the age of 23 [sic] years, Élisabeth Duplay remarried a few years later to the adjutant general Le Bas, brother of her first husband, and kept the name which was her glory. She lived with dignity, and all those who have known her, still beautiful under her crown of white hair, have testified to the greatness of her sentiments and austerity of her character. She died at an old age, always loyal to the memory of the great dead she had loved and whose memory she, all the way to her final day, didn’t cease to honor and cherish. As for the lady of Thermidor, Thérézia Cabarrus, ex-marquise of Fontenay, citoyenne Tallien, then princess of Chimay, one knows the story of her three marriages, without counting the interludes. She had, as one knows, three husbands living at the same time. Now compare these two existances, these two women, and tell me which one merits more the respect and the sympathy of good men. Histoire de Robespierre et du coup d’état du 9 thermidor (1865) by Louis Ernest Hamel, volume 3, page 402.
Fel free to comment which one was your favorite! 😀
#frev#french revolution#frev compilation#hampson: if women were uncomfortable around danton it’s because they were sexually frustrated!#fleishmann: two men in their 30s can ultimately decide what’s best for their sister who’s also in her 30s#also it’s totally unreasonable for charlotte to disown her brothers after their death when her life was possibly in danger#(and even though they pretty much disowned her while they were still alive)#lamartine claretie bertaud: françoise and lucile wanted to die since there was no longer any point to their lives after the husbands died#hamel: a good way of finding out which side was bad and which side was good is to look over how slutty the women on each side were#wow are you seriously surprised the view of women held by 19th century authors isn’t exactly top modern?#…no comment#claretie should technically get a pass since he thought the journal of sanson was an authentic source#But it was so spectacular i couldn’t contain myself#also a shame i couldn’t remember where i read the interpretation that the reason simond évrard was wary of charlotte corday#was bc she might seduce marat when alone with him
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can you imagine not having a consistent design for your fav character for a year or so. couldn’t be me anyway, sig
#rain world#rain world iterator#rain world art#rain world fanart#rw no significant harassment#rw iterator#guess why i decided i need to draw nsh more consistently#that’s right. trafficlights#im planning something but couldn’t bring myself to do it before finalizing the designs of both suns and sig#soooo. 🚦#[ hidetheart ]
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put him in a terrarium like a really cool lizard... so i can put my face up to it and fog the glass staring at this little silly...
well, he’s in a terrarium now, but it looks a little empty! what do y’all think we should put in there with him?

#in case it wasn’t super clear lol you guys can rb and edit in whatever you want!#or you can comment/ask and I’ll try to paste it into the tank myself!#(I just couldn’t decide what should go in the tank so I decided to leave it up to you guys!!)#xanderventures#terrarium saga#drdt#xander matthews#danganronpa despair time#xanderventure asks
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man what’s got him so flustered huh
@sonderfairy
#definitely not arcade#nooooooo never what are you even talking about#they’re just besties trust#the moth prince#the moth prince fanart#fern tmp#fercade#it’s implied but I’m tagging that anyways LMAO#obligatory tag ramble incoming#so I binged the moth prince yesterday#and I fear it is taking over my mind#so I decided to sketch fern for my warmup today#as a treat for myself#he is so incredibly silly I couldn’t resist I am but a mere human#if you haven’t read the moth prince#DO IT DO IT NOW#I AM HYPNOTIZING YOU#it is v good and the art is hype as hell#anyways#I will be drawing fern more#and arcade probably#it’s easier to draw fern in my style so this is all I had the brain power to do for now LMAO#I love drawing fantasy characters smmmmm#ok ramble over READ THE MOTH PRINCE DO IT RN
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#shakespeare#much ado about nothing#measure for measure#julius caesar#hamlet#I couldn’t decide whether this poll should be for the most hated Claudio#or the most loved Claudio#I’m in a mood for spite so hatred it is#polls#shakespeare polls#I second guessed myself about knowing the hamlet sailor’s name#had to double check#and found the page where he’s mentioned on my first try#I’ve had a lot of good(?) poll ideas lately#you can be the judge of how good they are#but I’m having a good time!
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princess daniel you will always be so special to me
#also phinktobr is cancelled sry:( i am not doing well mentally rn and the pressure of Having to draw every day is Not Helping#the second i decided i was calling it i suddenly wanted to draw and drew this so like. probably a sign that it was the right choice#i had SO much fun and i feel like i improved a lot in a new style#i’ll defs do more stuff in that style i have like 3 wips that i just couldn’t bring myself to finish so i will get around to them sometime#sorry for yapping here’s tags#art2 and craft2#phanart#dan howell#daniel howell#dnp#dan and phil#i feel bad tagging both of them when it’s just one but i need to try hack the algorithm im sorry#i know it’s pathetic to still try but im old and set in my ways i guess 😔😔😔😔
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tried to render this but i genuinely cannot figure out how shading side profiles is supposed to work so i’m just gonna give you all the sketch and then scrap it
#deadass spent all night trying to render it and after hours of labor i have decided: fuck this. i’m moving on#i may revisit it at some point and try to fix it but probably not. 7hrs of effort couldn’t get me halfway to where i wanted it to be#so now after about three mental breakdowns as i’m actively aggravated and nearly in tears. i’m moving on :)#QUITTING ART AND KILLING MYSELF 🔥🔥🔥 RAHHHHHH#i really should’ve chosen a better hobby#like minds#art#murderous intent#nigel colbie#alex forbes#like minds 2006#like minds fanart
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Why does Ted Cruz look like Impulse if he sold his soul? Help?!?!!


The difference is one of these two would protect you no matter who you are, and one of them would hate crime you for existing.
#honor rambles#why has my brain decided to pattern recognize?#ted cruz#impulsesv#us politics#hermitcraft#what a freaking wild crossover huh chat?#I just couldn’t keep this to myself. you know how it is
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[Heaven’s Secret 1 spoilers.]
Tbh, I don’t understand why Sepha didn’t just send Malbonte - not Bont or Mal, Malbonte - down to Earth, as a fallen angel, to be with his parents? Like, he wouldn’t have ever been able to come back, right? So it’d ‘solve the threat.’
I mean, I guess the answer is just ‘plot,’ but it’s a boring answer. The little bit we got of Sepha, I got the impression he’s not even able to grasp his own cruelty—like he doesn’t try to be, yet still is, anyway. And I guess part of that makes sense, with him being an unbelievably ancient deity and all, but it doesn’t explain his actions about Malbonte, when Earth was right there.
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#romance club#heaven’s secret spoilers#rc sepha#rc spoilers#‘because plot’ is a boring answer#WHY did Sepha think that Sephamalum’s prison was a good idea was for a child to be sent to if he can’t stand the suffering of any children#AND even views Malbonte - not Bont or Mal but Malbonte himself - as one of HIS children?#make it make sense.#like this ancient deity is framed as worn by time to the point of almost entire indifference#unable to grasp his own cruelty#while still acting on his (limited but genuine) compassion#and yet he sent a child to Sephamalum - his ‘evil’ brother who he knows very well - for eternity?????#this 2 + 2 is not equaling 4. why.#like I know Sepha’s almost like a giant eons old toddler tired of being responsible for existence continuing and just wanting to be alone#while also feeling like he has to get involved if something’s really wrong because he’s not actually without compassion#but you can’t tell me someone THAT OLD (ntm who set up the plan with Lane although that’s a spin-off that came later so it doesn’t count)#couldn’t think of just sending Malbonte to Earth? that seems more in-character and I barely know this clueless god!#once again: the answer to this seemingly just being ‘because plot’ is just. annoying. it’s so bland. ugh.#like if Malbonte caused trouble on Earth THEN Sepha could’ve thought splitting him without memories ‘made sense’#(because he can’t grasp his own cruelty.)#but we KNOW Sepha believed in the good in him - even during their final battle he didn’t just kill him he tried to ‘help’ Malbonte -#so yeah. his actions make no sense with the established characterization for him except because the plot was already decided. 😒#I just hate when writers make a character and then don’t even write them in a way that fits with the facts THEY CHOSE about THEIR CHARACTER#like as a writer myself it kills me it burns it makes me wanna scream like a boiling tea kettle. ugh 😩
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Welp, I figured as we all mourn discduo and the dsmp perhaps it’s time to decide:
Which blooper is better?
OR
[ignore the names of the clips, that’s just so I can keep track of them amongst my assortment of clips lol XD]
#sorry no meme so enjoy silly poll instead… they are so funny#couldn’t help myself I figured while I’m rewatching to answer the asks these past weeks I might clip these because they are so funny XD#dsmp#c!dream#c!dream and c!tommy#dsmp blooper#discduo#dsmp clips#random polls#dsmpblr#c!discduo#dreamwastaken#tommyinnit#hmmm maybe next Monday we need to decide between the two Sam and Dream prison bloopers XD
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i’m crying ivy just reminded me how my ex broke up with me and now i’m SEETHING in bed about it even though i’ve long moved on and am way better off now but just the thought of how pisses me the fuck off 😹😹😹😹 i just can’t fathom how someone even comes up with that and thinks “yeah, this should be just about fine” AAAAAAAAHHHHH i need something to hit
#there is steam coming out of my ears and nose#this guy really already decided weeks ahead he was going to break up with me#and chose to act as if everything was COMPLETELY fine#until the moment i left for a 5 day festival with my best friend#and then did a whole 180 over text for the next several days#and when i was so sick (from covid) that i spent half the week on a stretcher with EMTs tending to me#and getting driven back to our car in an ambulance bc i couldn’t support myself#AND THEN CAME BACK HOME LIKE THIS unable to stand up without support or stay awake longer than 15 mins at a time#THEN HE DECIDED right away as SOON as i stepped through the door of our apartment#to break the news#AND TO MAKE IT WORSE#i then had to go to the hospital at 2am with him after 😹😹😹😹#WHICH IS SO AWKWARD WHEN U JUST BROKE UP😭#but he wanted me to ‘enjoy the festival to the fullest’#HOE I CAN TELL THERE IS SOMETHING UP I WAS ANXIOUS AF#AND I COULDVE STARTED PREPARING TO MOVE OUT#AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! angry screams#anyways i’m fine now. just had to get that out of my system#����.yaps
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blackwood shutty again. a king, a monarch. ruler of the oceans and mountains.
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Louigan Week Day Three: Bicker/Unspoken

Happy Day Three of @louiganweek!! I decided for today, the concept would be that Louise and Logan had a fight (because when do they not), and Louise is currently giving him the silent treatment (hence the unspoken part of the prompt). And Logan is now having a dramatic musical moment, because he’s a Drama Queen. And it’s great.
[ID]: Digital fanart of Logan Bush from Bob’s Burgers. Logan is seen from the waist up and in a simple sketchy style with dark purple monochromatic coloring. He has one arm raised in the air dramatically, and he has an emotional look on his face, complete with watery eyes. He looks as if he’s bursting into song. He’s also standing in the Belcher’s kitchen.
#bobs burgers#louiganweek24#i love it when logan is a drama queen#he’s so silly bless him#i know i’m doing the monochrome coloring again but i couldn’t help myself#i also decided to use the same background as my first piece 😭
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More Dungeon Meshi memes? Of course!
#laios dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#finally some good fucking food#dunmeshi#as usual my apologies if anything like this has been made already#If it has been I couldn’t find it so I decided to make it myself (poorly xD)
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