#I could hear his voice for days
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and all I ever want is breaking me apart I said to the thing that I once was.
#my art#half life but the ai is self aware#hlvrai#benrey#binged all of hlvrai today ppsstttt whats up#not scp ssoorry chat#blame it on this one animatic i saw to why did i say okie dokie#the art was so mesmerizing i loved the artstyle i loved the song i had it on loop all day#and then decided “fuck it ive seen hlvrai everywhere for the past 4 years might as well watch it”#i felt really bad for gordon throughout the entire thing dude i could hear the stress in his voice. but guess whos my fav#also literally dont mind that i spelt benreys name wrong its 6am and i havent gotten sleep cut me some slack
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bonus Jaheira:
Minsc of Rashemen + outofcontextdnd
(prev: 1, 2, 3)
#baldur's gate 3#outofcontextdnd#bg3 minsc#minsc#minsc of rashemen#i have gone through no less than 200 pages of a now-dead blog in barely a few days#and while there were many i could hear in his voice..... just TELL me these don't sound like minsc#i fuckign dare u#yes this has not yet stopped being funny#it will soon#but not yet#aaaand i just noticed Halsin in his underwear in the background of a shot#whoopsies#to my excuse; let the one without sin cast the first stone
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So the One Piece brand has been doing radio broadcasts called Strawhat Space (/Mugiwara Space) where they bring in voice actors to chitchat about the series etc, most of the episodes they've featured just the main cast but they've started bringing in VAs for other characters too (one episode was Mayumi Tanaka/Luffy and Tomokazu Seki/Lucci, another was the OG three admirals etc) This week's broadcast featured Ryuuzaburo Ootomo and Yuriko Yamaguchi as Crocodile and Miss All Sunday respectively
The promotional images for Strawhat Space have been Extremely Adorable and I know I'm a simp but god, this one is so cute
Now unfortunately, while my Japanese listening comprehension is good enough to follow along your average kids anime where the VAs speak clearly and take their turns, yeah, a radio show where the VAs stumble on their words a little and speak over each other is too hard for me to keep up with (not to mention my vocab just not being suited for this kinda thing)
But, if I didn't completely misunderstand Yuriko at one point, she seemed to mention that she hoped Crocodile would remain in the position of an ally in the story (after having teamed up with Luffy during Impel Down), and like. Yuriko I love you, you so are so right
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Also Yuriko kinda started the broadcast by introducing herself as ''Miss Allday Sunday'' lmao#Ngl I did go looking for this radio broadcast if only because I am a fucking simp and wanted to listen to Ryuuzaburo's voice#HIS VOICE IS GREAT OKAY and I've only heard him in OP and in Digimon doing Vamdemon#So it was unironically really fun to hear his voice when he's just having a casual chat with people#(It seems like you can find unofficial uploads of the radio broadcasts on YouTube p easily if you look up 麦わらスペース)#I can't put into words how sad I am my Japanese isn't good enough to keep up with broadcasts like this though#If I could I'd be writing a translation of the broadcast because there seemed to be interesting conversations but. I just couldn't follow#Like somebody would bring chocolate/candy to the staff at Toei back in the day when they were recording shit for Alabasta#Was it Ryuuzaburo who did it or someone else? Could not make out#No there isn't much a point to this post beyond The Broadcast was a fun listen even if I couldn't understand 2/3rds of it#And I love the illustration for it like. Look at theeeem they're so cuuuuute
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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.
#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day#how they're already memories since moments pass so fast#everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever#and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed#it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily#so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day#ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been#the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief#and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately#id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again#like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night#one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys#i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i#hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day
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husband.. I love him
#ash rambles 💚#kissing in the van 💍#k.yohei.. i never have the words for him#i think thats why i dont talk abt him as often as some others#but he's my number 1 guy and i love him with every ounce of my being and I'm so damn grateful i get to be his life and i just love him#so freaking much and being with him makes me feel like the happiest girl ever. being with him makes me feel so happy.#i never doubt myself or hate myself like usual when I'm with him. hes so comforting and warm and perfect and amazing and im just.. so happy#he's everything i could ever want and more#how lucky i am to have him as a husband#coming up on three years.. i adore him so much#i never have the words to describe how he makes me feel. no one really understands me like he does i feel. waking up in his arms every day#is the best. seeing his soft smile and hearing that deep voice... it's my favorite in the whole world. i adore him#he's always so caring and attentive and loving ajdhamdh#he's so gentle and loving with me. he's so supportive too. he really does fuel my s/i's love for nerdy shit and plushies. he's so kind.#and handsome too#sorry this is. really sappy#i just#ajdhajdja#he's so#sjdjsjdjhsjd#my husband... the way i feel towards him is just something else#i adore him. more than that even. he's just everything i never knew i needed. he makes me feel excited to keep going#he makes me feel like maybe i do matter. he makes me feel loved. cared for. he laughs at my stupid jokes.#it's still quite early for me and man.. waking up in his arms.. how nice#k.yohei i love you with all i am!!#ahem. okay I'm done now. back to The Usual Ash#i get teary eyed if i think about him too hard lmao. a lot of my inserts end up marrying their partners at one point but..#for me? there's only one man I'll ever call MY husband
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i am afraid i had a really cute dream about the skullfu—i mean skull-liker emmrich. it’s getting bad you guys. if we dont kiss today i dunno……might not make it……
#50 HOURS ALMOST#WHERES MY KISS??#him and vanna are flirting he even called her out!! OK BUT WHERES THE KISS#youre falling over cutscenes in dai at skyhold theyre everywhere#in this game i gotta beg for a cutscene with emmrich GIVE ME MY MANNNNN#anyways in my dream it was post game. and emmrich was in his class teaching#and vanna walked in like heyyyyy<3#his students were all like 🤨 and emmy was like Do not fret! She is my… apprentice! My successor!#? even though everyone could tell they have no magic bc theyre a warrior but ok emmy…#and then vanna was like well im gonna need a goodbye kiss professor and he got all embarrassed and gave her a gbye kiss#and then his students were like ummmm professor????? i thought you said she was your apprentice?#and he’s like Oh bother! It seems I have been caught mid-farse!#and then the dream ended OK? what if i climbed you like a tree next#i can hear his stupid voice in my head i need him so bad. why does he sound like that#he sounds exactly what i hoped he’d sound like and i love it. i love you silly old man wizard
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random tag game sponsored by the fact that i love seeing people ramble about music in the tags: name your favorite voice actor/character from a musical anime/music project/etc and why you like them so much!
#umm putting the rhythm game fandom tags bc i know those ones get reach ig#enstars#project sekai#bandori#hypmic#paradox live#now for my ramble! starting off with my beloved and most adored mayoi voiced by the icon shigematsu chiharu<3#his vocal range is crazy!!! genuinely the first time i heard him speak normally i got whiplash it was insane.#im not really good at describing voices in technical terms but like. the general tone of mayoi voice is really nice and the vibrato is supe#-recognizable. like maybe im just crazy but i could pick mayois voice out of a crowd a month after i got into es#like its mesmerizing to hear and i could listen to his voice all day<3#i will be rbing this post often tbh bc i have. so many seiyuus that i could gush about for hours. <- certified music project lover#hell i could even make this an ask game. oooh you wanna talk to me about voice actors so bad. (PLease (begging))
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it's been so long since i rewatched the Unsaid Emily episode of JATP but holy, shit does it still hit so fucking hard
when luke's hiding in the bushes outside of his parents' house because he misses them- misses his mother- and regrets the way he ran off, but was too proud to apologize. and maybe too full of guilt and regret to come back before he did what he set out to do.
but he missed her and she missed him and he wrote an entire song about it and his band sang it together and im just 😭😭😭😭
maybe after his band played at the orpheum he would have gone back. maybe he could have gone back and said "look! i did it! im sorry for leaving but i did it! can i come home now?"
maybe that would have been enough to start mending the gap
maybe they would have had a chance to play more than one song, and maybe the second would have been Unsaid Emily, and maybe she would have known. maybe she would have been standing by the door waiting for him to come back.
but he dies, and the song is lost for twenty years, and his mother never knew that he was so sorry or that he even thought about her after running away, not until julie.
he gets the chance to finally say everything he always meant to say to her, he gets to see his mother read his old words and read the love in them.
im nearly sobbing from this scene again it's so fucking good. so powerful.
#meg speaks#i AM crying the song always makes me cry but it's SO SO SO GOOD#since it doesnt look like the show will ever get another season it will forever be in my headcanon that one day his parents happen to see#him perform with julie. they see their son again#and maybe the song they sing is written for them#julie could just Do that you know#she could make him and alex and reggie appear before luke's parents and he could see them again and they could see him and MAYBE#maybe he could touch them. hug them. maybe he'll learn to do it by then.#sometiems i wonder if his parents could actually hear him singing the song there in their living room#like how the band could be heard playing This Band Is Back by passersby even though they couldnt be seen#maybe his parents could hear him. maybe they thought ti was just all in their heads. maybe their memories of him feel sharper afterwards.#maybe his voice is as clear as it was the day he left home when it had been muddled over by time#julie and the phantoms#jatp#ok i need to stop of im gonna cry even more
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Missing your tc is a different kind of pain
#it’s only been a few days but I’ve thought about him non stop#I wish he was with me rn#I wish I could hear his voice#male teacher crush#teacher and student#teacher crush community#male teacher x female student#teacher crush#teacher x student#male tc#teacher cc#s#teacher confessions#teacher crush blog#student x teacher#crush on teacher#teacher attachment#male teacher#teacher crush confessions#teacher crush feelings#tc struggles#tc blog#tc thoughts#tcc
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nameless bard …
#thinking about him once again. god. god#how doomed was he. what sins rested upon his shoulders. what blood could he not wash off. what did he sacrifice#what ghosts follow him. whose voices can he hear when he tries to sleep.#sometimes i think about how it’s very possible wispti taught the bard to smile genuinely again#sometimes i think about how bard very possibly would’ve been crying and smiling had he survived#sometimes i think about how bard would collapse to the floor the day after and having it truly sink it that they won’t have to go back to—#—that lifestyle ever again. they did the impossible. they won they Won#(sometimes i think about how the bard is all too aware that his most beloved friend is powerful beyond their imagination. sometimes i think#about a bard who is careful about that power.)#puts my head in my hands#do you ever wonder about . the bard and the audio of they wanted a weapon#i got cheated out of my childhood#do you ever wonder about the bard looking at kids having fun and mourning for something he never quite got to experience. bittersweet#Do You Ever think about the bard#who cradles his wisp close knowing what his hands are capable of. who sits in meetings and jests and has to roll out each word w precision#bc who can you trust?#AGH .#lantern says stuff#gifs
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The amount of angst I could pour into a fic where Carlos dies is ungodly. Boy. It could be so painful…
#TK would call him just so he could get his voicemail and hear his voice again 😔#he’d do it everyday#and then one day the line gets disconnected and the number gets given to someone else#and when someone answers he just about has a heart attack#but then it’s not Carlos’s voice on the other end#and he completely falls apart all over again#mmmmmmmm#it’d be so so sad#yall are lucky I only use my power for good#or else everyone would be in shambles#anyway
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I refuse to shut up about this guy (jump to 6:33 for the actual song btw!!)
#musicals#지저스 크라이스트 수퍼스타#박은태#jesus christ superstar#I didn't think he could beat his 2015 version of Gethsemane (the one with 6M+ views) and yet?? he absolutely did and freaking SURPASSED it#already one hell of a voice a decade ago and bro just keeps improving like crazy#sorry for doubting you king please keep singing and acting i gotta hear this man live again some day
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Max what's your favorite thing about Ni-Ki?
His smile. But also his voice and eyes. That's three things but this is a very difficult question.
#and here's where i cheat in the tags#his voice is just so lovely and deep and soothing#and when he laughs its so stupid but god i love hearing him laugh#his smile is adorable and so pretty#it changes his entire face#there was a period in 2024 where i felt like i rarely saw him smile#but he looks happier these days#and his eyes are probably what first got me#they are very sharp and piercing and demand your attention#and i could go on#but there are tag limits
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how does one come up w/ stuff like this genuine question
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need to study your brain........ gimme👹👹
chronic daydreamer 🔥🔥🔥🔥
escapismpilled🐺🐺🐺🐺
cowboye 😎😎😎😎
i wanted to make a comic of this little storyline but it would take like. forever. just like the sister dying part. ughhhh i hate it they make me ill….. she’ll never be your little sister you’ll never get her back and you have to accept that
#throws up#yay polish cowboys🔥🔥🔥#what if we were sisters and we didn’t have much of a family anymore but we had each other and we stole horses to make money and we rested#under the shade of the trees and one day it all caught up to us and before i knew it we were galloping full speed through the desert but it#wasn’t fast enough it was never fast enough and when the shotgun tore through your body i think it took a piece of me too and when the#bullet went through my horses head and i flew off his back i didn’t even think about the cracking pain in my ankle because all i could thin#about was the way you were lying just a little too still on the ground and the way your blood had stained your white horse crimson and how#the dawn light felt a little different and the air was a little too quiet and there was nobody behind us anymore and it was just me and you#white (red) horse standing(crawling) alone with a corpse and a half (as i held you in my arms you were still breathing) and when#death (a lone coyote) came to pry you from my arms i begged it to let you stay just a little longer#and death looked me in the eyes and said it could have saved you but it would not and it took your hand in it’s toothed maw and then it was#just me and a red horse and a corpse and i didn’t have a sister anymore and the only thing i had left of you#was blood (my fingernails. your horse. the sand.)#ten years later the blood under my nails is dry and your horse is a brilliant white again but i there is a voice in my ear#and a pain in my chest and as i strangle death all i can hear is feathers#silly cowboy story#sheps asks#coyote#starling#helena#katarzyna
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i literaly regret not getting bugb plush so bad Actual life lesson experience. from me to you don’t EVER let yourself be like Ohh meh ill live without it NO if a thing you are or HAVE been super duper ultra into is releasing something limited. GET THAT. bwcausw that’s how i felt about that thing because my brain must’ve been going through like a bugb cleanse or something after being obsessed with it for like 3/4 months BUT NOW I REMEMVERED HOW MUCH I LOVE IT AND IM SO MAD AT MYSELF FROM DECEMBER LIKE WHAT IS WRONG WITJ YOUUAAAAAAA
#no i didnt not like bugbo in December i just have depression#and i tend to be apathetic to everything that isnt the thing im fixated on#which in this case was a REALLY big one at the time the plush was announced & released#i could literally never not like bugb are u joking#ALSO unrelated it’s just kinda funny. i think the thing that made me fixated on bugb so intensely again this time#was that one line of his in his regrtevator floor the one that goes Youre disappointing me#BECSUSE LIKE hearing that specific sentence just gave me a holy shit moment bc i immediately pictured him actually saying that in an episode#and yknow how it is my mind just spiralled from there . but also that was the same day sm6 trailer released#BUT LIKE NOW IM SOMEHOW BACK TO BUGB AFTER THAT AT LEAST UNTIL MARCH 31ST#but yeah i think it’s lowkey funny that THAT is what planted it in my brain again literally such a small and simple thing#apparently just hearing a bugb voice line id never heard before is all it takes
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its a shame the um. everything. about the piapro superpack overshadowed the demos because they were pretty cute and fun, i really liked rokka sanka specifically - its such a fun cartoon idol franchise-y full cast song and i still get it stuck in my head all the time. kimi no moto eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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#i wish there was an official off vocal out there id love to try making a midi of it#although i guess lack of real offvocal has not stopped me before....#the demo by wotaku also ruled. leisure. they have a fun day at the zoo :) and its. fucking hardstyle. awesome#that actually does have an official off vocal. so who knows what the future holes. wink wonk (guy who never finishes midis voice)#i still kiiiinda like meiko and kaito tho. like theyre no where near as good as their v1 tone and meiko sounds a little worse than her v3#but kaito is like on par with his v3 for me LOL they have their pros and cons. when people xsy his sp and his straight i like it quite a bi#gives it the clearer consonants while removing some of that hashtag sp noise#and i mean miku rin and len are serviceable i thought. im not a miku rin or lenhead tho so take my opinion with a grain of salt#there is no defending luka sp tho that was dire. again im not a lukahead but even i could tell. im so sorry lukaheads#the biggest missed opportunity for me with the superpack tho is that noisey tone they all have that like. muffles all their voices#which is fine if ur doing a song with just one maaaybe two of them. but the fun of a pack of all six characters. at least to me.#should be like making big fun group songs like this? big idol songs etc. but mixing them. sounds like a nightmare#because its like. their noise just compounds together... here they did wonderfully and even then you can hear how it like#sounds less like 6 people singing and more like maybe 3 during the all together parts#such a shame. maybe someday we will get nicer releases. maybe
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