#I could be wrong

[reydi0]

I think he was also a retard

[existential-queeer]

This post made me realize something and if I have to think about it, so do you

When Jayce loses it before shooting Viktor, he keeps saying "I won't fail" as if it's something he knows he has to do and like it's something he's failed to do time and time again, but it's unclear who he is saying it to. We can clearly see that his mind is fragmented, and we have no clue what he went through. But clearly, the one thing he knows he has to do is destroy the hexcore...

Which is exactly what he promised Viktor he'd do.

Viktor is intertwined with the Arcane and Jayce has now had his own horrific experience with it. What if in the midst of whatever the fuck happened to him, he kept reliving every moment with Viktor, or even encountered some kind of multiverse/alternate version of Viktor who kept asking him to destroy the hexcore?

What if he's talking to Viktor? What if he's telling Viktor he won't fail....not again....

[themaskedmuse]

I just had a thought. I saw Wicked the other day and, aside from concluding it was one of the best movies I have ever seen and how all movie musicals should be made, it made me think on certain things and choices in the movie.

While this is a minor one, I thought it was very interesting. During the Ozdust Ballroom scene, Elphaba starts dancing by herself and past the tears in my eyes I’ve noticed something. A large part of her dance involves hand movements and twisting her body.

Do you think she developed this style of dance in order to be able to include Nessarose in dancing when they were younger?

With her being in a wheelchair she’d obviously have limited movement or involvement in any dance that has a lot of footwork, and while that is a part of her dance, it still relies or begins with an emphasis on hand movements that would be easy for someone in a wheelchair to emulate too (I think, I could be wrong).

What do y’all think? I think it’s a potentially really cool and interesting idea that only deepens the amount of care and love Elphaba has for her sister, and how much she sides with her in refusing to let her be seen as lesser or more needing of help just because she’s in a wheelchair

[arscorpii]

these aerial shots of the streets in the scene where anthy was about to jump off a building in episode 37 remind me of a network of blood capillaries gradually flowing with some foreign substance (the way the red lines were drawn certainly resembles some liquid substance). the camera panned towards anthy from the 1st to 4th picture, and the streets gradually turned from pure white to white with some red.

before the suicide scene, utena and anthy were enjoying tea and cookies at akio's place, and they were wearing their school uniforms. anthy indirectly hinted at "poisoning" the cookies. in response, utena directly stated that she had "poisoned" anthy's tea. both accepted the poison into their systems (bodies) without any hesitation or qualms. noticeably, in this scene, utena didn't wear the rose crest ring that she took off at the beginning of the episode. i'd like to think of the streets gradually turning from white to flowing with red liquid as the visualisation of the poison they consumed in this scene gradually circulating in the system (via blood vessels and capillaries); thus, these points represented utena and anthy's bond/relationship with each other up until before the suicide attempt (white) and after (flowing with red).

up to at least the moment utena found out about anthy and akio at the end of episode 36, utena and anthy hadn't been honest with each other, despite utena saying to anthy that she could come to her if anthy had any problems, and that they can help each other through anything (episode 25). from the point akio began making bold moves in grooming utena (episode 30 onwards), which led to sexual assaults and rape, utena had started to keep things out of anthy's knowledge/unable to tell certain things to anthy.

a prominent example of this would be the scene in episode 36 where anthy asked about utena's whereabouts the night utena went to the dueling arena with touga. other examples are in episodes 30 and 35. anthy, on the other hand, hadn't been honest with utena from the very beginning. from my understanding, from both sides, the dishonesty with each other came from the dire need to preserve the sanctity/purity of their bond (and the despairing inability to open up about respective sufferings). both utena and anthy didn't wish to taint their bond with their ugly stories of truths. the situation was more adverse for anthy because letting utena know the truth could derail all of akio's plans.

(note the network of streets) with regard to the series, colour theories were ever-present in every visual aspect. white was equated to purity and innocence; red was synonymous with violence and danger. i think these meanings suited the visuals of the post-suicide attempt scene, the purity of their bond was incrementally coloured with violent truths from one another. moreover, i also think the post-suicide attempt scene further reified the cantarella scene. in other words, the post-suicide attempt scene was the more literal take/depiction/iteration of the cantarella scene (if that makes sense), with the visuals of the white streets flowing with red as the connecting factor between the two scenes.

the final visual of the "poisoned streets" before anthy urged utena to leave the school. the poison was freely and fully flowing through every street. throughout the suicide scene, utena and anthy were both in their sleepwear. this may connote a more vulnerable and honest disposition without any facade, as well as a better understanding and more equal footing with one another, compared to when they were in school uniforms during the cantarella scene. utena was also wearing her ring here, which may highlight her choice to play the role of a prince for anthy's sake to the end.

in addition, i think the streets flowing with poison could also be seen as a network of empty/dried blood capillaries finally flowing with blood; akin to a dead body coming back to life. after a person dies, the first visible change would be pallor mortis (within 15 to 20 minutes), wherein the body begins to pale because blood stops moving through the capillaries. with regard to this information, the visuals may indicate a sign of rejuvenation of the bond between utena and anthy after opening up to one another. the bond between them became more human, alive (flowing with blood), as opposed to being hollow (dried out blood capillaries; like death). to me, i believe both interpretations could work simultaneously for the visuals of the streets.

[lureithleon]

I assumed she'd hid his stuff in her room when Andre took over, since there's boxes with his name in the corner

but that's cause my family did that with my stuff (although I didn't know until later)

You know what I find notable?

Stolas didn’t even process that Octavia’s been stealing his medication. It didn’t occur to him that she has a direct hand in his erratic mood swings and unstable behavior. She’s part of the reason why he’s acting mean towards the person giving him food, shelter, and clothing for free. Fuck, provoking Andrealphus was both an attempt to see Octavia and an attempt to kill himself. She is part of that!

And he barely noticed.

All he could focus on was getting Octavia to just give him one chance to speak.

We know Stolas will forgive her instantly when he finally does register the gravity of her actions.

But will Blitz? When he finds out what those ‘happy pills’ are for? Why Stolas has been all over the place emotionally? Why it’s been such a struggle for him to not sabotage everything over and over again? Why he’s tried to provoke others more powerful than him to kill him twice now?

(Also, should we be concerned that Octavia was not at all surprised that her uncle was trying to kill her father? Almost like…this is a natural escalation of abuse she’s always seen? And then she just…willingly goes back to live with the man that just tried to kill her dad? Should we…should we be concerned?)

[a-confused-spoon]

I have a lot of conflicting thoughts on Aaravos's backstory, but you know what DOES get me?

It's the fact that Aaravos is the only Startouch elf who allows humans to see him on record. It's the fact that Leola wasn't even remembered, nor she's an important figure in human history, unlike Ziard or so.

It's the fact that if Aaravos spent 100 years crying, by the time he stopped, whoever might have known his daughter was gone and he had no one to grieve with. It's the fact that if she's not remembered, he didn't even find someone who'd care for the story, not outside the fact that she was a being of the heavens.

It's the fact that if she's mentioned as a unicorn alone, I wonder how much of what Aaravos shared with whoever wrote down the information was actually listened to. It's the fact that, if Startouch elves are so apathetic and detached and so much more complex than any living thing on Xadia, to fathom how a God such as him could have humane feelings might have been impossible for whoever he talked to next.

It's the fact that to be worshipped isn't the same as being loved.

It's the fact that for thousands of years he alone grieved the little girl she was, and no one ever sympathized with him as the broken-hearted father he is.

[juaneloriginal]

This is the story of a woman named Mariella

TW: BLOOD AND MISSING ARMS

aaaand a couple doodls

ignorance is bliss

@blackkatdraws

[nyoclosmom]

"Horizontal. In a grave."

This show is my scar.

I didn't think I'd be posting this one. I feel that, out of everything I've ever drawn, this is the most personal project I've done.

I know it's fanart. But, this is how I see them. This is how I feel. And this is how I want to keep feeling about them.

This is my first (and probably last) time using chalk. There's such a freedom to it, I feel I couldn't have captured this better.

I did this 3 hours after watching the finale.

And yet, I think it's the one piece I'll cherish most in the future.

[lizajane2]

Listen, listen. I know we all like to write and/or read Zoro as this sex god with a daddy kink. I get it, but hear me out. When he's with someone, I think he's not up for doing romantic gestures in public, only in private if it's something she wants, and doesn't get remotely jealous. He knows that's his woman and she's perfectly capable of taking care of herself.

I think this man barely has any kinks himself but is open to trying them when she asks. In my eyes, the daddy kink just turns him off and he certainly doesn't like to call her a slut or a whore. I think he'll talk you through it and even use the word "cunt" but that's the extent of his dirty talk.

The man expresses how he feels physically and it's intense. And overwhelming to the point it's almost like you can't breathe. The reason I say this is because Zoro is not only an intense person, but he's very determined in everything he does. He would be too focused on the ways he's pleasuring her to say a word. He'll watch her reactions, listen for every gasp and moan, and makes sure she feels what he does.

[herejusttosufferalong]

Suffer, give us your theory of the current situation and all that has been happening and not happening this week.

I'm begging you!

Okay y'all

This is my honest delulu thoughts:

Shit went down in early May and it has continued to go down regardless of what we've been shown.

Make of that what you will...

Certain things continued because someone couldn’t get their shit together...

I think that may be changing

[deliciousnecks]

people: not the guide and nandor. i hate it. make it stop. me: listen to me! there's shit happening. is not that simple. something weird is going on here. it's not pointless. or random. we need to start thinking! put your tin foil hats on.

[kindahoping4forever]

5SOS: He has one of the craziest voices in the game, and one of the deepest hearts to match it. Luke brings joy to everyone he meets, and lights up every room he’s in. Some of the best fits out there too come on. Happy birthday brother.

[candyheartedchy]

Me waiting for the new Foster's Funtime for Imaginary Friends preschool show, hoping to see Wilt knowing only Madame Foster and Bloo will be the only returning characters:

[respectthepetty]

PETTY HI OMG

I wanna ask, what do you mean when a character is a fake *insert colour*? Like you said wandee is a fake blue. What does that mean? And also, according to that logic, he's wearing that blue during that first kiss and I dunno how to feel about that...

@cryingoverweiying, what I mean when I state a character has a "fake color" is that I'm crazy, and I'm quickly losing my mind over fictional characters. But to give you some examples before I get into Wandee's fake blue, I will offer Vegas from KinnPorsche and Jae Young from Semantic Error.

Vegas looks green. He pretends to be a chill dude who is easy going and down-to-earth in front of the main family's bodyguards. Jae Young looks red. He pretends to be an aggressive rascal so he can work Sang Woo's nerves. But we know those are LIES!

Vegas is actually a red devil who has an affinity for torturing people, and Jae Young is really a chill green dude which is why he wasn't showing up for class in the first place. This is why I call their initial colors fake.

I've written a little bit about this in regards to characters changing their colors throughout a series.

So when I write that I believe Dee's blue is a fake color, I mean that I don't think it represents him as a character, and that Dee is pretending to be blue.

Blue Boys are calm, loyal, and passive aka all the things Dee was to Ter for eight years while being in love with him.

But I think Dee was faking it for love. I think the colors are telling us that Dee is actually a Purple Prince who is immature and emotional,

but also encouraging and compassionate.

Because the day after being rejected by Ter and sleeping with Yak, Dee showed up to work in purple.

And he just keeps getting more purple. Purpler? No that's not a word. You understand me though!

But it only happens the more he spends time with Yak.

Since Yak seems to have unleashed Dee's true nature of being childish and arrogant, which are things he never allowed Ter to see.

All these traits would seem negative (emotional, immature, arrogant, childish), but once again, this is only part of who Dee is, and he never actually showed that to the man he was in love with, for eight years! He hid parts of himself behind this fake blue to impress Ter, but with Yak, he can just be himself.

And it's because Yak was his yellow egotistical and energetic self around Dee from the start.

So his openness is contagious.

But this has caused a problem because I don't think Dee is the only one faking a color anymore in this fake relationship.

I wrote before that as much as Yak was picking up Ohm's style to impress Taem, Dee was actually the one to pick out the outfits and the color aligns with Dee's first love.

Brown Boys are wise, stable, and predictable. In fact, they are like the more solid version of Blue Boys.

So it makes sense for a Blue Boy to be with a Brown Boy.

They'd be super stable. They'd be totally truthful. They'd be really reliable. They'd be perfectly predictable. But does that sound like these two?

NO! THEY ARE CHAOTIC LYING TRASH PANDAS!

So I am praying that we see these two not only embrace their true colors once again like Vegas and Jae Young, but for them to embrace the other's color as well, and the only way to do that is through a good old fashion color exchange.

I don't want to see Yak in this fake ass blue or Dee in this light yellow or brown.

I want Yak in purple and Dee in bright yellow because even though I already know it's love since the pink keeps showing up,

I need the colors to tell me there's nothing fake about them or the love they have for each other.

*fingers crossed*

[commonmexicanname]

You know what we didn't see? If Crowley and the Metatron made eye contact outside of the book shop.

I mean, for all we know, Crowley was ready to peel outta there. He was feeling the sting of rejection. But... Maybe as he walked to his car, the Metatron began to make his way to the shop. Maybe he walked as close as possible to be noticed by, but not actually run into, Crowley. Maybe Crowley spotted a look on the Metatron's face.

A smile? A smug even? A proud "ha-ha, I win, you lose" look? Perhaps just a look the Metatron was not attempting to hide that gave Crowley a chill down his spine?

And maybe that's why Crowley didn't leave. Maybe that's when it clicked for Crowley. That maybe, things aren't the way they seem.

Maybe...

[911bts]

I'm sorry if this is a silly question, but was "No Place Like Home" the previous title for 8x03? I can't remember!

It was!

That's what I was referring to when I added that extra note about it possibly being like that situation Lone Star had a few seasons ago