#I chose waste it on me

[iampikachuhearmeroar]

"hows the job hunt going?"

"not well"

[black-suns-rim]

I am the Lorax, I speak for the trees

draw Resh oiled up or I’m snatching ur knees

/j/silly

I am gonna go die in a corner now

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WHY DID I COMMIT SO HARD TO THIS?! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SHITPOST 😂😭

[pianokantzart]

This time around I'm using the Quick Leveling bonus first to see how far that gets me.

[woodchipp]

I've seen some OMORI fans talk about the "Sunny and Mari's parents were abusive" fanon and this discussion really fascinates me because like. They were certainly not abusive in the game proper because the story doesn't care about Sunny's family enough to elaborate on what kind of people his mom and dad were. I can also agree that a LOT of stories tend to make the main characters' parents abusive as a quick and convenient way to explain their issues, so it's an overused cliche by now.

At the same time, however, as overused as it may be, abusive parents still are quite a solid reason for a kid to end up with significant mental issues. And what OMORI's story lacks is just that - a solid reason why Sunny and Mari were the way they were. Trust me, you don't grow up with low self-esteem or into an overly uptight perfectionist by eating watermelon on the beach, building a treehouse and partying at your besties' birthdays lmao

[katyspersonal]

I've had a strong crying fit and aggressive paranoia episode for the first time in a very long while, and that same night I've saw an elaborate dream about him. Attracted to my misery like a moth to a flame, isn't he?

[lady-grinning]

I had a first driving lesson and it was.. bad.

[liverpool-enjoyer]

the wasted potential feelings are hitting SO ESPECIALLY hard tonight i need to go to sleep

[seilon]

If i don’t get an update soon on my god damn top surgery insurance negotiation im going to lose my fucking mind

[grmpgm]

ok executive dysfunction is kind of ruining my life actually

[balkanballad]

had a day that made me think oh that was a bit heavy on the symbolism, wasn't it

[that-spider-fan-over-there]

God, how much salt can I have over a stupid manga ending and when does it end!?

(Or: I have finally processed that BNHA 431 exists and stopped laughing about it in favour of actual critical thinking)

(Or: or: A mid-ass manga ending that somehow pissed me off enough I can't stop thinking about it months after got more pages and none fo them amused me more at who knows O'Clock god I need a new hyperfixation)

"Turn off the cameras", "three endings", my ass, you just didn't want KT/IZ shippers breaking down on your doorstep.

Idk, I've laughed on the day because of how ridiculously worse it got (and maybe that was a cry for help because I don't want to be in the building anymore), but something really, really bitter in my mouth to hear the author said "nah this last chapter ain't mine, just an optional extra" after the ship wars over KTIZ and HMCK vs. IZCH makes me hit my head so much. Which isn't to say you shouldn't care about it, mourn it in disappointment, pop the bottles and celebrate, that's your right.

(I don't feel strongly about either, but. Congratulations to y'all IZCH fans, and for HMCK fans, you deserved better.)

But I'm a little bit frustrated that the story could've chosen to do something for the villains, like bringing them closure, show they've been vindicated by the Saviour Trio, have something significant in the system change in their name... but apparently it was more compelling to make IZ/CH canon than actually do something about the LOV.

(because let's be honest entertaining 4-6yo children into playing with their Quirks for a month and dipping doesn't replace therapy or calling child services no matter how much Ochako wants to believe it somehow does.)

Idk, Himiko being used to reinforce IZ/CH for the second time in a row (bury your gays for a F/M relationship), Touya getting 1 panel after getting his moment taken over by Endeavor in his last chapter ("Bad" Victim dies slowly and painfully but who cares), Tomura's last words being used so Deku can get together with his highschool crush (how do I even qualify this one???), Spinner got an extra illustration of him sadly brainstorming a comic, Kurogiri, Mr. Compress and Twice got nothing... and AFO still gets to be right while none of the characters have a single cell of self-awareness the story has that this ending just doesn't connect to the rest of it all.

And I'm supposed to just. Care about whatever the fuck Deku's doing? Fine, here's my thoughts: I wished Katsuki and Kirishima crashed the car so I wouldn't see that empty shell of my former favourite character smiling at the end. Alas, my MC fully flatlined the second punching OFA to Tomura was a thing and I regret ignoring that sign. I tried to be nice before when I posted my thoughts for 430, hell, I held out hope for every epilogue chapter, but now, the hopeful superhero manga, you gave me this: REGRET FOR HAVING HOPES UNTIL THE END.

I still prefer to try and ignore canon, especially after spending... What, May to August hoping the LoV would turn out to be miraculously alive, only to get that ripped to shreds and still be mad about it months after (and I've never been this fucking angry about a shit finale). It's just irritating, these extra pages could've been a way to show the villains actually impacted the hero society.

And instead all we get is a job rejection treated as a breakup, a push from the canonically bi character to the implied romantic F/M handshake that's gonna fuel the ship wars for the next month. Meanwhile the actual criticism about the villains being reduced to one panel + ship fuel will continue to be ignored because Izuku isn't having sex w/ Katsuki in the car and dudebros refuse to admit even that's a stupid way to fulfill "hero gets the girl".

(I have my issues w/ that but it boils down to:

Neither Tomura or Katsuki impact Final War!Izuku because all they served for was to elevate him w/o getting anything in return. But:

Tomura died for real for and continues to be dehumanized in-universe, there's no signs people like him are being truly helped and AFO still gets the upper hand because both died together, rendering his storyline pointless, and since the LoV is in jail/dead he can't even be given justice because Izuku's a teacher in UA, a place where no one like Tomura will ever be;

Katsuki's whole reason for development got rejected by Izuku and his goals are treated obsolete (because abuse, poverty, homelessness and war don't exist anymore according to BNHA I guess) at best and as a child's dream at worst.

Honestly my takeaway: BKDK/DKBK fans and League of Villains Stans can't see eye to eye because while both got done dirty, it's an unfair comparison, because w/ the ship goggles off: Katsuki still gets to live and find out what he wants, while The LOV gets forgotten by the story as characters.)

But I can say it was in character for 422-430 Izuku. I mean, killing a guy and proceeding to never think about it is in character with making another one waste eight years for a dream that was never gonna happen.* I guess "not being the author's chapter" makes it alright for almost everyone else though. Whatever, at least Tomura, Himiko and Touya can't be done even more dirty than this, Shoto got an actual good ending and is finally chilling in his life and Katsuki's getting an IRL statue since the manga hates its main cashcow (I don't like the billboards existence, it literally caused half of everyone's problems in the story CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH: TODOROKI TOUYA'S LIFE GOT RUINED FOR THIS but if I'm supposed to care: Katsuki's Nº 15, really, man? When Endeavor was Nº2?) I guess.

*Seriously now, fandom's proving why a timeskip in BNHA was never gonna be a good idea: yes it's OOC Izuku would reject Katsuki like that... If he was the 16 year old Izuku who actually gave a fuck about saving people and being a hero no matter how. It picked realism over the themes, and this is the end result. It's not unnatural or anything, it's just what happens when you got a last-minute timeskip this huge: You miss on character development and it feels sudden, this is how we get the fandom in-fighting. In eight years he changed careers, if he doesn't want to be a full time hero, then he doesn't, and considering how the other option turned out for Tomura or Tenko or whatever you call him atp, I'm sorry but for me it's a relieved "thank fuck" which means the chances of another's guy getting killed by him are lower.

But hey. Who the fuck cares, the ships are the most important part of this, right? I mean, I'd take it if the LoV was alive and I'd stop feeling rage at the main character, but again. Who cares?

... I swear I don't want to hate the ending but fuck's sake I just wanted the story to mean something.

Whatever, it's over, all of that is canon because unfortunately it's on the published paper for the entire audience to see and a "oh it's optional" can never change the fact it's in the main storyline.

... And yet: I still hate the ending, not gonna stop shipping the stuff I ship, and *grabbing Midoriya Izuku pre-412 by the neck* I've already been in a river of denial where LoV is still alive so Tomura, Spinner, Himiko, Touya and Mr. Compress get to truly live, thriving and Izuku and Katsuki bring about the beginning of a new era for a reformed hero society, where the hero billboard concept as a whole is out, heroes are more social workers and than celebrity cops and we get to see it, instead of stopping at installing a one-month babysitting program for kindergardeners and saying "FIXED". This chapter changes jackshit about it, if anything it reinforces that resolve.

With that said: "Story of how I become the world's greatest hero" Midoriya shut the fuck up and just pay up the money wasted by twenty people on that suit since you're not even gonna commit to it, you useless empty shell.

[knitmylove]

gahhh

[bumpscosity]

I started playing pokemon diamond! i've been meaning to play it for ages so im super excited to jump in and finally play a 2D pokemon game, though i dont know if i trust either of my rivals yet.... I've only ever played pokemon games where you get exp share pretty much at the start so remembering to individually level up my whole teams gonna be a bit of a learning curve but im always up for new challenges

Naming my starters has always been important to me, it took me a while to come up with her's but i ended up picking Mori, after the japanese word for forest and a city in hokkaido, the island that's the partial inspiration for sinnoh :)

[poyitjdr]

every breath you take is a victory

every time you buckle up in the car, or eat a good meal, or smile at the sun, or talk to your loved ones, or laugh

those are victories

those are all things that help you feel better and the fact that you do those things proves that some part of you knows that *you are worth taking care of* and that you deserve happiness

even in times where you fail to do those things, you still breathe. you’re still *alive*. you’re here because you haven’t given up yet. just because you’ve failed before doesn’t mean you’re a failure. it doesn’t mean you’ll never succeed.

you will always be worth taking care of

you will always be deserving of love

so just breathe

[this-isajokerjoke]

pt 2 of dudley and his attempt at redemption

he goes to therapy after he moves out. he comes to the realization that he was part of the problem

he didn't talk to harry potter for years

he didn't talk much to his parents either

but he still talked to them

he got a girlfriend, broke up, got a girlfriend, broke up

he missed the way that sweet sweet girl made him feel

but that time in his life is over, even if that wonderful girl will always hold a place in his heart

but he meets someone through a friend

she's beautiful. she has short black hair and grayish brown eyes, she has a square frame and a long hooked nose

dudley’s stomach flips pleasantly

she is kind and funny, she loves hiking and moths and can't draw to save her life, she hates tea and coffee and fizzing drinks but loves water and milk and tomato juice, she likes dark chocolate and is allergic to bees, she has four sisters and a little brother who is in junior high, she is 5’10” and wears heels everywhere, making her even taller 

it took a while for him to ask her out, but he does, and she says yes (dudley is shocked, but his friend tells him he's selling himself short)

they go on one date, then another, and another 

the woman, asks him to make things offical. of course, he says yes

they get married after 4 years of dating

they have two little girls

and the first has unexplained disasters. she's wild and once dudley could have sworn he saw her flying. he has a funny feeling about that. 

when she was eleven, a letter came along with an old woman who explains that his daughter was a witch (dudley isn't surprised)

it took a lot of digging to find harry, but he was determined and even if it took him three months

his wife took it well, or as well as she could. she just started laughing when dudley admitted to being cousins with one of the most famous wizards of their century

meeting harry is weird. he's grown and has a beard and a leaner body, but he's the same height and still has scars littering his hands and arms. 

but harry is kind, and he helps him 

he explains things to dudley, gives him recommendations on books and tells him that he was apart of a war and the wizarding world is still healing, so to be careful

so when his eldest daughter is sent to hogwarts with harry’s children, she is ready

his youngest never receives a letter

but he makes sure to not favor either. he doesn't call anyone a freak or stupid or evil or unworthy of magic. he makes sure they're both included in everything. 

and his daughters grow up happy

dudley dursley is 37 when he apologizes to harry potter.

dudley dursley is 37 when harry potter tells him that even if it's not excusable, he’s willing to give him another chance

[enslaughts]

no i'm sorry i'm not done because every SINGLE post about claire be it spiteful or pitying still somehow misses the point of her place in the plot entirely. she wasn't there to 'fix' carmy. she wasn't there for his escapism. she doesn't represent carmy's past and she isn't a mary sue and she isn't even there to contrast syd!! she is someone who knows and loves carmy just like anyone else in his life who he continues to sabotage any true vulnerability with!! if she contrasts syd, it's not even in a way that richie doesn't also, or natalie, because these are all people who care for him that he refuses to meet halfway the moment any vulnerability is required of him. for better or worse, claire's function in season two is about carmy's dysfunction, and how no matter how good his life can get or how many good opportunities come his way, he will ALWAYS blow it until he sorts his shit! as long as he refuses to process this hovering feeling, this anxiety, this waiting for the other shoe to drop, HE will drop it himself!! he will look at a perfect situation and ask is the other shoe gonna drop and not wait for an answer because the hope of even asking is too dangerous and painful to indulge in. if he stays in the hustle and the stress and never allows himself ANY amusement or enjoyment, it can't be something to lose. the point of claire is that it wouldn't even matter if it was syd or her, or anyone in carmy's life who dares ask of vulnerability from him (re: the big red button are you okay asked at a berzatto family function, hello), because as long as he remains where he is, he will blow it either way.