#I chose ‘fuck’ naturally
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Spin the wheel but they are all my problematic faves and there is no Kill option
#my dudes I wrote romance smut about this man years ago#and he’s not the one one on this list#I wrote Corypheus smut guys…before darkspawn but still#I chose ‘fuck’ naturally#marry would also be legit but it wouldn’t happen because politics#Gaspard De Chalons
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Oyster, origami, one square of paper. Loosely modelled on the black-lip pearl oyster.
#mine#origami#oyster#oystermash#original model by Roberto Morassi you can find the diagram in#Modelli di Roberto Morassi p. 35#I say loosely modelled bc his own is just I suspect one of those generic 'pearl let loose on a scallop shell' type of imagery#now i have nothing against bathroom decor tackiness (evidently)#but I did want smth a bit closer to nature#I chose this type of oyster specifically bc I needed one with a round shell given the model I have and this one happened to be there#also I saw a cool picture of the flesh inside it so I had to recreate that with the additional folds created by the pearl#anyway enjoy! personally I think this fucks
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#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#trans meme#described images#image description in alt#this goes for ANY reason a trans person is on the 'wrong' hormones for their gender...#...whether it is by chance or choice it need not be excluded. there are no 'right' hormones for your gender or experience...#...if you're a trans person who is fine with your body's natural hormone levels that's FINE...#...or if you're a trans person who chose to take the 'wrong' hormones (again there's no wrong hormone)...#...or if you're just fucking EXISTING...#...you belong here. even if there are commonalities between trans people amd what hormones they do or don't take that's just a commonality.#...that by NO MEANS indicates that you must adhere one way or the other if you so choose...#...two things can exist at once: 1) hormones are a necessity and 2) people are allowed to go on whatever hormone they want#my testosterone is a NECESSITY it isn't something i can choose to take. but that doesn't mean that i am threatened by trans people...#...who exist how they do
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fuck these vampires. what the fuck are they even gonna do in episode 8 now??? just end it here??? i’ll end myself here?? okay? thank you?
#posting this tears streaming down my face#claudia u angel#literally overlooked belittled and thought of as a burden by everyone in her life#her own maker#and the only love she got was smothering#the one person#the one companion#WHO CHOSE HER#WHO CHOSE DEATH OVER THE THOUGHT OF BEING WITHOUT HER#CONDEMNED TO DEATH WITH HER#FUCK THESE VAMPIRES#BURN#I WANT THT AUDIENCE TO BURN TOO#smth smth the perverse nature of audiences through time#from watching slaves fight to death in the ancient times#to ppl cheering on stoning#the mob has always been merciless cruel depraved and hungry#unreliable narrators all around#major scenes losing all meaning with new perspectives#this is the show of all time#every single actor in this fuckass show is giving the performance of their lifetimes#and they’re not being recognised for it nearly enough#this is their legacy#amc iwtv#jacob anderson#louis de pointe du lac#claudia#lestat de lioncourt#amc interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire season 2
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Hiya!
I saw your SilRuggie post and I feel you on the "Silver and his many boyfriends" part.
Idk what it is about Silver but he's so... Shippable?
Like I ship SilVil, KalimSil and JadeSil which are kinda popular. But it's also stuff like RidSil and LeoSil (oh so much brainrot currently about LeoSil,) Which aren't as popular.
He's probably my most shipped character like... EVER.
(I may have gotten some ship names wrong)
IT’S THE CHEMISTRY IT’S THE WAY HE HAS CHEMISTRY WITH SO SOSOSO MUCH OF THE CAST!!! he’s so deeply just…good, and he cares so earnestly, and he has examples of interactions with almost fuckgng everyone at this point. like i can understand why someone would ship just abt any silver ship, i GET it, bc theres so much potential. i think i have like…3? that im neutral on? maybe?
also hearing u associate silvil with the kinda popular ones, im fuckign weak at the knees. that is incorrect but im pretending ur right bc it makes me oh so happy
#ask#nervouslywaitingforlife#its the way i like all of em. i love him he deserves love#silvil i have a manifesto abt#silkali i think they are best friends in LOVE with each other but specifically as friends. not that they love each other tho. theyre IN LOVE#does that make sense. IN LOVE as FRIENDS. IN LOVE. theyre married#jadesil gives me ‘theyll take rugged nature walks together’ and jade is so refreshed to have someone so sincere and sweet in his life#someone u can read like a book someone who will earnestly appreciate u. silver will love jades dedication and isnt put off by him like most#bc he sees ppl for the good in them. wipes a tear#silrid i feel so strongly abt. i firmly believe theyd be very sweet and good to each other. horse girls. riddle picked sil specifically for#his master chef partner. he chose him intentionally. silver acknowledges and appreciated riddles dedication and work ethic and talks highly#of him. in book6 ch6 iirc thats when riddle gets taken by styx and the way silver SHOUTS in worried fear. he LOVES him#i do think theyd get divorced but not in a funnt leovil way in a sad ‘things just arent working despite us loving each other’ way. adult yk?#leosil should take naps together. those are my thoughts. i want ruggie and sebek to find them passed tf out in the gardens on a reg basis#and this only scratches the surface of dear catríonas thoughts on sil ships. u didnt even mention silsebe and thats his most popular ship#i like him w ruggie too and jack and jamil and and and and AGGHHH dies#ADDING TO MY TAGS. FORGOT TO MENTION SILIDIA TOO. OH MY GOD THE FUCKING POTENTIAL AAAAAAGGHHHH take me off the stage i could ramble forever#me violently pointinh to my conspiracy board and detailing his chemistry with every single person in the cast
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Time for me to be completely changed as a person! *just watched falsettos*
#the klock keeps ticking#oh dude we’re so back oh its so back#how am i supposed to live my life after this how am i supposed to go on#its funny cuz ive seen this damn show actually a thousand times i know it forward and backwards#and i dont really cry ever in general and ive become so familiar with falsettos that i dont cry anymore#but it still has the ability to destroy some deep part of me every single time in a new way#I will stay firm in my belief that its the greatest piece of media ever made#if i ever get to see falsettos on broadway (pipe dream ik) like#thatd be it for me man like how the hell are you supposed to leave and drive home after that akdnsk#i cant remember the last time i watched either i think it mightve been like. when i first moved into my old apartment 😳#and ive gone through quite a bit of shit since then and im smarter. i think#so yeah it hit me very hard this time i always stick to something different#im very much wrecked about this fucking family lets just say that#lets just say ‘shes cooked for some 200 guests i know we’re not that many actually we’re 7’#really hit different this time KID DO YOU KNOW HOW PROUD I AM#DONT KNOW WHY BUT HE LOOKS LIKE MARVIN#so so good so lovingly written and performed so real and beautiful and tragic FUCKKKK#yeah basically prepare for me to write like 50 essays for a few days about all the characters every song every lyric every sound yeah#falsettos is probably deadass the reason im like this it shaped me so much#just like. the ending of tragedy that was so unexpected and unfair#and it looks at the fucking homophobic shits who preached all about this being just desserts for the perverted behavior#and it says ‘this man could’ve kept that unhappy heterosexual life and avoided all of this but he chose the one that killed him because#it made him feel like himself it made him happy despite how brief it was and hed choose this route in every universe’#just a piece of art that is so true to queerness i dont think anything else has instilled a sense of pride in me like falsettos has#the tight knit family marvin tries so hard to keep together is falling apart worse and worse with each attempt#but once marvin is happy and loves himself and is loved by others the family ends up growing and sticking together naturally#aaughhh yeah ahahaha yeah man everyone please love your friends so genuinely love yourself and keep going 🥰
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trudging through this actress’s clearly self-written wikipedia page full of radio and commercial credits hoping to see she’s a lesbian in her personal life section just to find that she divorced a guy for “irreconcilable differences” and is a natural brunette
#why did kissing that girl come so naturally for you in my dream then? HUH????#i need to be let out of this house.#also not to go big lebowski but i bought a fucking rug!!!!! to tie the room together!!!!! how many times do i have to learn#not to plan ahead!!!! good god#it’s not even here yet T_T whatever at least i didn’t unpack my stuff#LISTEN MAN I’LL ONLY READ YOUR BOOK ONCE I GET SOMEWHERE STABLE ENOUGH TO UNPACK MY SHIT#:/ he saw that i was making a life separate from him didn’t he#i can’t live like this#when i was a kid i had the choice to either get fed enough food or to keep my freedom and i chose my freedom
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clay agreeing to marry bloberta bc of how she mothered him vs bloberta having like no actual maternal instincts
#help…. [shaking my fist at the sky] WHEN I GET YOU#actuallyy killsssssss me that bloberta literally only married cus she felt she HAD to. and she didnt even like him. oh my godddd#like its not like his shitty behaviour appeared over time. he was like that on their first night togetehr and she chose him anyway.#caught in her own god damn glue trap.#interesting how they both reflect their parents dynamics#clay is i feel naturally more passive but that scares him#and bloberta is like. rlly the head of the house in my eyes#fuck this show mannnnn. fuck it all#moral orel happy ending where clay drinks his stupid apple juice and norhing bad ever happens between them#also so painful that whenever clay gets super insecure he starts goading ppl into hitting him to like prove hes worth giving a shit abt#even more painful that it never works.#in fact i think the only time we see him get hit as an adult (apart from like. Orel Attack) is bloberta the day they met#i might b wrong i do forget#anywaysssss
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I feel a bit wary saying this because it doesn't feel quite real yet, but! had my last week of college classes last week. I still have to get through my last exam period but it's very odd to think this degree is almost over and done with. many thoughts about it in general.
#vi rambling#well. TIME TO RAMBLE#I think degrees in general are a very normalized stage of life but it felt so abnormal to me to go through so i thought id#share my thoughts. because theyre complicated!#i chose a degree solely based on my interests. which may haven't been the smartest choice all in all#considering i dont think it'll grant me any job opportunities and well.#considering my main aspirations is to Create some sorta something it at the very least widened my breadth of knowledge.#but i have to admit im mostly very frustrated. because while its obviously natural to laser focus on studies#my creativity's really stagnated over the last 3-4 years. kinda feels like i wasted my time on something and kinda missed the train whateve#that means. idk. art history was a lot more rewarding than film thats for sure because film theory is unfortunately mostly complete bs.#and honestly every year of college was a complete disaster on a personal note i dont feel like getting into but each year was surrounded by#so many bad circumstances that the fact its gonna be over feels like. it isnt over until its over. im still scared something will pop up an#will suddenly yet again fuck things up for me and this degree Wont happen. idk.#but yeah mostly i an very much looking forward to practical art studies. something to actually idk. make me feel like#im making the most out of myself. instead of trapping it under mountains of collegework. and stagnating#will probably be deleted later idk what im getting at writing this here. disillusionment or whatever
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this broke me
#Till the End of the Moon#I am not ok#Luo Yunxi#like fuck this Devil God#TTJ's life was a living hell because of the fate Devil God chose for him. Why would TTJ do him the favor and give him his body???#ugh so depressing#kick his ass and destroy the origin of the evil bone yesterday#like my actual disbelief at how cruel this is but what to expect from the Devil God#Like TTJ was fighting the whole nurture vs nature thing but fuck turns out his whole life was fated! that's so horrifying#and now he has to do everything to break out of this fate#episode 34#Cang Jiumin#excuse my bad quality screenshots#spoiler#that sweet sweet suffering
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Some Batman: Telltale thoughts
[this is a Batman Telltale critical post, ye be warned.]
So. There are perhaps no words in the english language to describe with how stupid i feel right now.
I started Telltale Batman because i thought that it's one of the more distinct unconventional Batman narratives that would let you have a more interesting, complex and nuanced relationship between Bruce and Joker— the game even lets you bring all of Bruce's sincere hypocrisy and sentimental selfishness to the surface and have him admit that yes, he can fight the rogues gallery because it takes a madman to know a madman; to love a madman. For a moment i geniunely thought that i can escape the everpresent shadow of DC hays code in the freakshow funhouse that is Batman comics, i thought Telltale had done something different.
But telltale's approach to The Enemy Within is so flaky and flimsy and timid at best— such noncommittal twist on themes of pain and grief. They take on a hefty plotline, "what does it take to actually fight through evil and be surrounded by it? How long does it take before your resolve and your selfhood cracks? When you lose the mask, which one did you truly lose— The ideal persona, the superhero, the crusader, or the person underneath, the casket that holds all your humanity and your heart and your hopes? How long can you stare onto the abyss before it stares onto you?" It's indeed a very Nietzsche approach to Batman— except that a good Nietzsche narrative takes a lot of intentional plot points and honesty of thought and of heart. And Telltale doesn't commit, not to Bruce's characterization, and not to any other character, and definitely not to Joker's journey in any variation of it. The existence of the Vigilante route is useless on every front; Joker is going to turn into a villain anyway, just with a different hello kitty eyeshadow palette and an extra bland consolation lollipop. No good choice Bruce makes on Joker's behalf affects anything whatsoever, and i particularly love the "community and friendship and sympathy do not help the mentally ill and all that ever works is punishment and shock therapy and confinement and loneliness" message the vigillante route puts on the table, charming charming status quo commandments from DC as always.
Telltale Batman could only be revolutionary if it had dared to break comic convention and let the vigillante route play out like Selina and Bruce's relationship always does; very grey morality, irrational, full of tension and trust, unstable, intriguing, inexcusable, irreversible, unavoidable and heartfelt, human. But we can't have nice things in batmanverse, so both Joker routes run on stuck gears and topple and fall into a predictable narrative hole that neither Bruce nor Joker can claim out of.
And on the predictable front? this story is too lukewarm to be a good time for me personally. When you get 84 Batman comics per minute every other Tuesday, all ending the same way no matter whatever the fickity happens inbetween, you have to pull no punches. This is my 53368532th Batman-with-tragic-batjokes-implications read of the week, say something new or forever hold your blue-balling silence, i dont care.
#Like. season 2 starts to become a fucking mess from episode 2#Tiffany?????? the Tiffany twist was so bad i can't??????#30 SECONDS TO THE END ROLLS AND ALFRED FUCKING PENNYWORTH DECIDES TO DITCH BRUCE???? LIKE ARE WE TALKING ABOUT THE SAME CHARACTER??????#I chose Bruce to leave his Batman persona behind in order to keep Alfred because 1) batworth agenda lmao and#2) i knew it'd make absolutely zero difference in the narrative like. bitch you're not gonna introduce a plot point this big#10 seconds before the game ends. you're just not doing that#that's literally 58 comic volumes worth of plot#But also I FUCKING LOST SELINA!!! SELINA MY BELOVEDEST!!!! JUST TO SAVE JOHN!!!!!#DC status quo is my villain origin story fr#tumblr made me think that in telltale batman you can actually save the Joker and have an intricate interesting dynamic with him#what with all the choices letting you bring to light how Bruce is just a human after all. like everyone else#not good by nature; but good by deed#but you will still lose the Joker no matter what choices you make. holy shit.#Someone on reddit was like “this is how Bruce feels in comics; putting all his goodness and faith in the Joker and still watch him fall''#and fucking christ i feel gutted like a good ol' wild salmon#but anyway yeah; i feel so insanely betrayed holy fucks. Telltale could understand Selina as a complex faulty villainy character#but god forbid if we try to humanise Joker.#anyway i have decided that i do not percieve Telltale Batman 😌🌸 i am at peace i do not see it Telltale Batman will be long gone#and only i will remain. (i'm keeping the batcat and the Alfred&Bruce relationship though; might replay to get the full batcat experience)#but also; IMAN AVESTA THE TRUEST MVP LMAOOO#i will have fellas know that Iman means faith in persian;#combined with her last name she's the original node to Zoroastrianism in The Eneny Within#long before Riddler's obsession with “speak no evil see no evil hear no evil'' comes to the surface#it was such surreal experience; watching her switch into persian halfway in on the call with her mother ❤️#i was like :O !!!!!!#and anyway: everything the supposed better written Villain route did Gotham fox season 5 episode 7 ''Ace Chemicals'' did better#and i'm not taking criticism 😌🌸 at least in Gotham the characters are allowed to scream and cry#Farimah talks Batman: Telltale#batman telltale critical#batman meta
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I found out that the fedora started out as an icon for feminism. Now all those "M'lady" memes have new meaning.
#fedora#hats#mlady#i am aware the neckbeard ones are trilbys#but this is what popped into my head#also thinking about ardyn izunia#headcanon now he got his hat from a womens clothing store#just fucking waltzed right in and was like#the hat chose me its coming home idgaf if everything is pink and smells fruity in here im at one with nature#also fedoras are cool in general#god bless you indiana jones#feminism
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#|[.ooc#((thinking about the fucked up nature of es being controlled by [ everyone ]#and I writing them attempting to give them a more solid identity am only perpetuating this in perhaps an even more violent manner#their thoughts aren't allowed to be their own. their thoughts are never allowed to be their own.#they have [ NOTHING ] beyond what is given to them by an imposing public and the opinions they chose to project#They are fictional though. All fictional characters are like this#This is just the nature of it#But maybe everybody is like this? We're all our own main characters. The people around us only serve our narrative as reflections of oursel#People may well be their own thing internally. But from an outside perspective- are we really anything besides what other people decided we#Oops! Tags can only be 140 characters or less!#I feel SO NORMAL about Es Milgram
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it used to be that the name Con.nor was pretty 50/50 to have because of the ties to D.:.B.H but at least most people had that name and quickly everyone was like "oh Con.nor's not a unique name we can't get excited every time someone is named Con.nor"
but i say this with a full heart and complete straight face that in the modern day the most ruined name right at this moment that instantly tells you what kind of person someone is.
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Wil.bur.
#the bun talks#you would barely ever see that name like#anywhere#name the last time you met a person or found out about a character named Wil.bur BEFORE the shit eating sm.p.#with C.onnor. it was like 'okay. thats your name. you either chose it yourself or youve always had it.'#'and if you chose it yourself then theres a chance youre a fun of d.b.h'#we were pretty chill about it.#right like we can agree thats how it was back then even at the peak of the games popularity#but the moment. the SECOND i go on a persons acc#and i see even just the START of the name#i just k n o w#and i check. every time i check. with a small bit of hope that its not tied to what i think it is.#''interests: d.sm.p/q.sm.p''#and every time i leave disappointed#and i can guarantee they probably did not even know the name EXISTED until his colonizer ass showed up on YT#they probably first heard the name and were like 'ewwww what a gross victorian sounding name :[['#and now theyre like 'aw its SOOOO cute i LOVE that name im gonna name my fuckin lung after it <3'#IT GENUINELY IS LIKE A PRETTY GOOD NAME#BUT TIED TO A FUCKING. BITCH OF A MAN.#'but hes not tied to ugly anymore' BUT THE FANS ARE. NO MATTER WHAT HE WILL ALWAYS BE TIED WITH THAT FREAK OF NATURE#he could walk into my house and give my family enough money for none of us to have to work for the rest of our legacy#and i would still stand there just#'yeah thanks i guess.'
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I filed my teeth with a nail file today 💪
#dw there is a bit of context#basically the orthodontist fucked up the natural shape of my front tooth with her stupid little filing drill thingy#so it was suddenly as flat and square as a minecraft block instead of the normal organic textured shape of a tooth that i like to stim with#and she did a really stupid attempt at fixing it where she didn’t listen to me at all and just made it worse#so i just said “fuck it” and filed it myself with my mom’s nail file#now it’s a bit more of a roundish natural shape#it’ll never be the same as it was before but at least I had a bit of a say in it this time#I want to be able to feel my tooth with my tongue and now that it’s MY TOOTH and I CHOSE WHAT IT FEELS LIKE#joey says some sh#chaoscore
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i think im too autistic for that new hbomb vid bc i genuinely cannot fathom what it would take to just. read someone else's words for an entire video unless you're literally doing an audio book or something.
#like. where's your inherently curious nature? where's your need to talk for hours about something that interests you as a person?#youre just. reading someone else's opinions. to make money off of the ''content generator'' that is youtube these days????#why. are you insane? am I insane? why would you do that? that seems like the most boring waste of time in the world.#literally what is wrong with these guys. id blow my brains out if i had to do this for a job and they CHOSE to do this??????? ON PURPOSE?!?#it's not like they even have a boss telling them to do it either. they're their own boss. they CHOSE to read that shit to the screen.#and that last guy is the worst offender he just fucking. Stares at the screen & reads a script. what is the point of this???? are you mad??#& like he doesn't even do anything either. he just reads other peoples words & stares at the screen like this (-_-) the whole time.
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