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Tummy has gone to bad town and I cannot carry on but Rosado and Goldmary My Beloveds have finally joined me…
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harmoonix · 1 year
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☾ Moonlight Astrology Notes ☽
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���️ ~ La Isla Bonita ~ 🏝️
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🌙 - Mercury aspecting Moon makes the native emotionally intelligent and wise, they know when to talk and how to talk to impress people
🌙 - Lilith aspecting Moon gives intensely powerful vibes, this aspect is intense and magical, you drain people so easily to you
🌙 - Mars aspecting Uranus natives are having so much energy in them, these people could be really good dancers and talented
🌙 - Mars aspecting MC (Midhaven) people will always see you as a competition and will try to compete with you, the reason is that you are so hot that they wanna be inside your skin someone said "Bunch of wannabes that wanna be me, me three if I was you" while I wrote this
🌙 - Cancer/Moon in the 7th house will nurture their relationship so much is otherworldly how much love these people have for their partners
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🌙 - Mercury - Saturn aspects can get anxiety while talking and sometimes this anxiety can be more intense if they are harsh aspects
🌙 - Uranus prominent in someone's chart gives "I'm unique bi**ches" they are different than majority of people (in a good way)
🌙 - Uranus at 4°, 16° or 28° degrees might change their home aesthetics a lot
🌙 - People with Moon or Venus in the 4th house often want to make their house the biggest comfort and the palace where they feel safe
🌙 - Sun or Moon/Lilith in the 9th house gives the vibes of an priestess living in her gorgeous temple worshiping their favorite gods (love their placements so much)
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🌙 - Moon in 10th house can tend to over-share things that happened to them but without knowing the other person's intentions, be careful of your surroundings
🌙 - Asteroid Hekate (100) aspecting Moon gives the person who can embody witch/enchantress vibes, often because of their positive intuition
🌙 - Jupiter aspecting Neptune are these type of people who feel like a fairytale when you are around them, something is special about them
🌙 - Taurus Venus/Libra Venus aesthetic will be a fairy for sure because they can embody these traits very good their clothes might remind you of a fairy tho
🌙 - Someone with asteroid devota (1328) in their 7th house may be very devoted to their lovers/relationships, these people are very loyal and lovely
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🌙 - Scorpio/Aries And Leo Venus always be having jokes that will transform into flirt words, at some point their brain will activate "Flirty Chatty" energy and they will talk in a flirty way 😭
🌙 - Ascendant aspecting asteroid Aphrodite (1388) the meaning is self explanatory, you LOOK ethereal darling, your vibes, your energy your voice.... EVERYTHING
🌙 - Someone with asteroid Pallas (2) and asteroid Juno (3) aspecting eachother might also have this imense loyalty towards their partners (in the right aspects 😭)
🌙 - Cancer Chiron/Cancer Lilith always needs to solve their families karma somehow 😭 like why do they have to be the healers instead of enjoying some good life
🌙 - Venus in the 12th house is mystical, Venus here is has an energy like sleeping beauty she is reaching for love but something seems like it blocks her way (most times these are boundaries)
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🌙 - Venus in the 2nd, 5th, and 10th house can have a passion for shopping (aswell if you have Venus in Taurus, Leo or Capricorn)
🌙 - Venus in the 11th house or Venus in Aquarius have the energy of Megara from Hercules (if you didn't see the musical, please do it is enchanting) , they have this vibe of fatality and amor both in the same time
🌙 - Moon in the 8th house/Moon aspecting - Pluto give "Alejandro" vibes by Lady Gaga, so misterious, magic and dark yet iconic
🌙 - is 12:12 when I write this observation and having 12°, 24° degrees in your Venus makes you to be emotional bounded with your partner, you are the type of person who loves so deep
🌙 - JUPITER in the 8th house (DEEPER, DEEPER) has an iconic reputation, you have the life purpose to marry someone rich and to live life at fullest
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🌙 - Virgo Moon/6th house Moon love to read/write based on the weather, if is rainy and atmosphere there they would start to read or write
• I choose 3 square placements to write quotes about since squares are the top 1 harsh aspects
🌙 - Sun square Moon quote: What you choose to do? To think with your brain or to feel with your heart? To touch the earth or to feel it inside of you? To think or to feel?
🌙 - Chiron square Moon quote: The wounds are deep but slowly I can heal, pain I don't want to remember, my heart will be still?
🌙 - Saturn square Moon quote: Will they think I'm cold when all I wanted was to feel protected?, Will they judge me for being this distant? All I know is that I don't want to suffer anymore, it was enough
🌙 - Mars at 12°, 24° degrees can mediate when they feel angry or agitated, you have a powerful mind and you can control your anger often if you concentrate enough
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🌙 - Asteroid Nefertiti 3199 aspecting ascendant will always radiate royalty vibes (esp if you have Nefertiti in Libra, Leo or Taurus). Is the type of aura you tend to show
🌙 - Nefertiti 3199 aspecting Chiron can show an wounded related to authorities, you don't like when someone control you or tells you what to do and tend to call them out for that
🌙 - Asteroid Nike 307 in the 7th house indicates an victorious relationship, you either your spouse might be well known by the people around and your relationship can get known aswell
🌙 - Nike 307 in Aries/Leo/Libra are just glamorous to have. Because of your confidence, power, your beauty. You have victory written in your destiny bestie, but may tend to have an big ego aswell
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🌙 - Asteroid Bless 98291 sextile/trine/conjunct Juno can be blessed with a good relationship/spouse/marriage. If you have this aspect you probably gonna have that type of relationship just like in movies
🌙 - Asteroid Bless 98291 at Scorpio Degrees (8°, 20°) or in the 8th house may have a blessing related to their power and also blessed sexually
🌙 - 18+ Asteroid Lust 4386 in the 2nd house might get too touchy with their partners of having an kink related to it
🌙 - Asteroid Lucifer 1930 aspecting asteroid Juno (3) might have an extremely kinky relationship, like both partners being obsessed with eachother sexually and physically is mind-blowing
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🌃 These photos have a vibe of a ~fever dream~ I love it so much, blue hour is underrated and so aesthetic, is also my most favorite time to go out with my babes 🌃
🌃May the moon bless you with her gifts🌃
🌃Hope everyone has a really really great Sunday because Mondays are always gonna be a rough start, (at least for me😭) so enjoy this day at the most🌃
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the-whispers-of-death · 7 months
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when dragon reader finds out that Nala already has a family he's like "my bad aplogies" and backs off since dragons see family and mates as incredibly important and sacred. maybe he gives Nala some gems and gold as an apology gift for overstepping and disrespecting him and and his family
dragon hybrid reader is so hyped when Simba shows him Ashton because like i mentioned dragon hybrids are really about family and since in a clutch of eggs (which is usually like three) most of the time only one survives to hatching so since babies are rare dragons treasure them imensely and Ashton is just another precious baby in dragon readers eyes so reader spoils him rotten (and Simba too) and if anyone even dares to breathe wrong at the baby reader is all rage and hellfire because how dare some worm threaten the safety of a cub. anyway dragon reader would be super hyped to be a dad/stepdad he just wants babies and is ready to take care of both Simba and his kit
Imagine dragon hybrid!Reader, fox hybrid!Simba, wolf hybrid!Kali, lion hybrid!Sarabi, & bear hybrid!Stone all in one polycule and taking care of fox hybrid!Ashton together. Like Simba is just happy he found mates that still accept him even with having a kit from a previous failed relationship.
Simba teaches his kit how to hunt, since that's his duty as a father. Sarabi grooms Ashton's coat while Stone offers any fish he manages to get, the two of them just doing on the little kit. You and Kali team up together to chase off any hybrid that tries to hurt the little family you all created.
Like you all huddled together, each taking turns cuddling Ashton while you all lay on furs you accumulated over the years.
Of course, Nala comes over with his family, to visit you all and for his daughters to play with Ashton.
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kingcunny · 8 months
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i hope this is not trigger warning but do you think viserys and aemma consumating the marriage after 2 years was likely viserys putting imense ammounts of pressure on aemma to "do her duty" and abuse her like drogo does with daenerys in agot? the way he pressured aemma with so much pregnancies i think he started pressuring her right after they married and thats so horrible and monstruous to think about because i dont think anyone would care if viserys "consumated" (read: rape) the marriage right after and then aemma develops some sort of stockolm syndrome like daenerys does for drogo and thinks that is what real love is like, everyone failed aemma so much.
if were comparing it to main series characters i think its probably closer to when sansa got her first period. that now shes a “woman” shes expected to consummate her marriage and start giving her husband children. i think the initial pressure was less from viserys himself and more the situation as a whole. aemma being taken away from her family, with no one on her side to look out for her, married to someone older than her and being told she doesnt have to yet, but she will be expected to sleep with him eventually. like what is aemma supposed to do? what is she supposed to think? i think youre right about the stockholm syndrome-type thing. that like dany, aemma *had* to learn to accept the situation she was in. if she couldnt, it would break her. unlike dany, aemma had two years to get to know (be groomed by) viserys before she had to start having sex with him. you spend enough time around someone and you will eventually find things about them you like, it was these little things aemma clung too. to convince herself she loved viserys, and that he loved her.
i say i dont think it was viserys himself necessarily pressuring aemma *into* sex, because it wouldve been made clear to him when hes told about his marriage to aemma that shes still a child. that hell have to wait until shes "flowered" to consummate their marriage. and thats just like, a law of the land he lives in. that girls are children until they get their period (and theres not really a ‘point’ in him sleeping with aemma before he can get her pregnant)
by the time aemma does get her period shes been so groomed into her position that she just kinda… accepts it
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dontcallpanic · 2 days
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So, I'm doing adulty things like contacting banks and sorting taxes and creating work contracts and throughout it all I am haunted by the idea that whoever linked all this terrifying admin with demons knew exactly what they were doing.
You want to access this money/power - well you're going to need all these arcane texts (identification documents). You need to present them in the exact right order and if you get them out of order then poof the demon (admin person) vanishes. If you get through that stage you need to say the magic word (provide passwords) and again if you submit any one of the numbers/letters out of order then the whole thing goes up in smoke... or alternatively the wrath of the demon is unleashed and you loose access to your (money) power. Obviously, IF you get everything submitted in the right order with the right magic words then you are allowed access (but at what cost!).
And then there's contracts. You have this really long, jargon heavy (occasionally latin) document that definitely gives rise to the expression 'the devil is in the details.' On the face of it, it's just a bunch of symbols and paper but if you sign your name to it (and names have power), because we all believe in it and build our entire society on this stuff, it takes on this imense power. So we get that whole be careful what you sign your name to warning. And it may have tricky little clauses that trip you up or are designed to entrap you (very fae). Also if you happen to break this contract really, really terrible things are going to happen and people are going to hold you VERY accountable for ALL your actions and there's a chance you might loose everything you worked hard for. If that's not a demonic contract/ deal with the fae, I don't know what is!
And Taxes are similar in that you need all these symbols (numbers) written down in the right order, in the right place and if you get one symbol out of place, the demon (HMRC) is going to rain fire and brimstone down on your soul (fine you heavily). Of course, if you refuse to even engage with the demon (HMRC) said demon will hunt you down and still rain fire and brimstone down on your soul. - There's definitely something to be said about not giving your name to demonic creatures in the first place because that's absolutely how they find you! So then there's something here about trading your name for power (access to money and things we need to live?).
Does this make accountants, demonologists? I hope so.
And in future should I have to write an encounter with a terrifying demon I am definitely going to imagine the kind of terror and stress that my tax return inspires!
Yes... I am going insane with all this bureaucracy and yes, imagining I am making an arcane deal with a demon and/or the fae is making me feel better about it!
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crisalidaseason · 10 months
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The delirium of life
I don't know what this is. It might not make sense and I am okay with that. Also, might flop but I don't care because I project my depression on armin :)
Summary: In which Armin reflects on life choices and interferences
Content warning: angst, armin centered, bitter thoughts, discussion over life choices, talks of delusional freedom, mentions of suicide, mentions of death, suicidal thoughts, political persecution, weaponized people, set in canonverse, spoilers from the entire manga.
"Everyone is entitled to their lives"
A sentence Armin had heard his grandfather say a few times.
The first time being a very early memory, in a time when Armin was barely learning how to read, knowing just enough to understand that engraved in the stone were his parents names and dates of birth.
The second time he heard them, Armin had told the old man about the survey corps returning with more bodies than soldiers. He had uttered the same words when Armin questioned why the Survey Corps chose a path that would kill them.
The last time he heard, his grandfather was the subject of said sentence. He had given Armin his hat, given him a familiar smile, given him a last goodbye.
When he was alone in this world, those words were his only comfort. Living his difficult life trying his hardest to pick the best choices, to be entitled to his own living as best as he could. Armin had to try, for all of his family that were never able to choose without interference. It worked for the most time, it built him some confidence, a sense of fullfillment.
The first break in his resolve came in the noise of a bullet.
As the woman laid dead on the carriage, the killer gun in his hand. Armin was horrified.
He had taken someone's life. He had interfered.
Even if rationally he could understand it was either her or Jean, who was a friend and comrade of his, there was a small part of Armin's mind that reverberated in his grandfather's voice.
"Everyone is entitled to their lives"
As he puked bile on the floor, the image of the dead woma's head split in multiple places, he concluded the nauseating thought that there was no chances of living life without crossing someone's path. For him to be on control of his life, somebody could lose theirs.
As much as he disliked this idea, he could not stop. He could not allow the government to simply destroy what he was building, robb him of his life and the lives of his comrades, robb humanity of the survey corps and all their efforts.
Armin was entitled to his life, but now knowing well that there was no chance of never interfering with others. It was a price to pay, he supposed. At the same time, Armin swore he would not let anyone steal his choices like he did that woman, he could not let that happen. The fate of his parents and grandfather could not be his.
He would only leave this world under his conditions only.
And he did, as he felt the imense pain of skin being scorched off, smoke invading his nose. He chose. It was all under his control, for the puprose he saw fit.
Armin thought he was entitled to his life. Until he was not.
"Armin" the familiar loud voice of a man was distant, muffled.
The blonde could not open his eyes, struggling to remember what happened. He could only feel warmth, almost too much to deal with.
"Armin" another voice, the familiar tune of Mikasa, but with a contrasting desperation, as if she was on the verge of tears.
Once he woke up, a bitter taste settled on his mouth. As Eren embraced him tightly and Mikasa cried nearby, he understood. As he noticed wide and angry eyes on him, he understood. As he saw the destroyed body of the commander, the empty box of titan serum...Bertholdt's missing body.
He understood that he was denied power over his life. Armin's life was not his anymore.
"Everyone is entitled to their lives" his grandfather's voice would ring through Amrin's skull with every transformation. Every. Cursed. Transformation. As pieces of metal and wood flew everywhere, alongside body parts and blood, the sentence burned against his ears. Repeating with every destroyed ship.
Armin was taking power from others. Their lives were not theirs anymore. And his life also was not his to control. It was the demon's life, the god of destruction. It was the Survey corps' life, their body.
Armin was not his own anymore. Nor were his choices. He could spend insomniac nights justifying his actions, trying to ease his disturbed mind.
"They are enemies"
"They would destroy me without a second thought"
"They would hurt my home"
None of Armin's words were louder than his grandfather's. He kept listening to that painful sentence every single time, non-stop, forever haunting. What was the point in existing if all he became was a marionette?
He needed to leave this world, leave that demon titan behind, be finally blessed with the flames of his sins.
And he was ready. Connie's mother was right there, titan mouth ajar, ready to free him from everything. He almost smiled at the welcoming teeth, besides the understandable fear of being so near death again. He could almost feel the spark of power return to his body, his last choice, his last decision. It would be his. Until it was not his choice again. Until he was saved. The control that so happily bursted in his heart desintegrated as Connie lowered him to the ground.
He had lost choice once more.
"He is entitled to his life, his decisions" he would say as Eren became more distant, the acid-like words of the burnnete eating away at Armin's heart.
He hated to admit, but he wanted nothing but revoke Eren's power of choice. Eren was making a mistake, and Armin wanted nothing more than stop him from doing so. An eye for an eye, he supposed, since Eren had taken death from his burnt hands.
But Armin failed. Eren held his decisions to the end, even if it was distorted and twisted.
As the loud thunder of steps echoed through Armin's homeland and the colossals began their journey of murder, the blond could only watch in shock. Inside his tangled mind, only one thread of thought remained neat.
"Everyone is entitled to their lives"
No. Nobody is. His grandfather was wrong. Nobody in the world has power over their lives. Every choice they make in life can be destroyed in a matter of seconds by someone else.
Armin was about to destroy Eren's.
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laugtherhyena · 3 months
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By "ask me about SDRA2 characters", I'm gonna assume you mean literally sending a question through the ask box, so yes. I would like to know your thoughts about these characters. Even if it is barebones.
Tbh, I'm most interested in your thoughts on Mikado and Syobai. My favorite assholes, tbh. Hibiki and Shinji, too. (I would ask about Teruya, but I feel like through the few times we interact and your recent DRA character opinions that I have yet to finish reading, we've gone over how badly Teruya was underutilized and hurt his character through the writing to the point that we might as well be beating a dead horse. Let's let that man rest.)
Yes i did meant via inbox stuff👍 + my thoughts on Teruya are all on the other post because he is the same dude so I don't separate the Dra him from the Sdra2 one or something like that
Onto the characters asked, i gotta be honest man i do not have a semblance of care for Syobai. I didn't care about him back in the day when i was super into Sdra2 and i still don't give a fuck about him now, this is quite literally all i can say about this character opinion wise.
Mikado is in this same imense indifference limbo too but leaning towards me kinda liking him a little tho that's mainly because;
A) I have a friend who liked this guy immensely when we were younger and because It liked him so much and talked about and roleplayed as him all the time part of that liking sorta rubbed off onto me and i still think he's a little neat because of that friend.
And B) I do really like the twist of the mastermind being revealed at the very start of the game and through the whole thing you just have this guys everyone fucking hates that keeps annoying them all the time. Fucking hilarious and i do like how it was executed in game with Mikado even going as far as abusing his mastermind powers at times just to fuck with people (Thank you so much for killing Nikei Yomiuri, i should stan him solely out of that fact-) + I'm really glad there wasn't any "actually the real mastermind is this other character!" Twist at the end like some people back in the day used to theorize Tsurugi was the real mastermind because i feel like that would have just ruined both of these characters for me.
And about Irl Mikado,, eh, no opinion really. I know they're different people but i really just tend to think of Ai Mikado whenever someone talks about him, it's not that i forget the real one, is just that i have less thoughts on him than the few ones i got for the Mikado we see through most of the game.
Now onto the nicer people in this ask, Shinji actually used to be one of my favorite characters in Sdra2 alongside Emma and Kokoro when i first got into the game and while I don't like him nearly as much as i used to i still have a soft spot for this big guy and i like him quite a bit, tho that's mostly just general liking than for any specific reason + I'm certain that his death was what started my burning hatred for Nikei, so there's that.
And Hibiki is in a similar vein as Mikado but instead of the liking coming from specific friends liking the character a lot in Hibiki's case it comes from sorta the fandom as a whole? I'll see fanart of her it people discussing her character and I'll be like "Hibiki :]!!!!!" And i do think she's a pretty interesting characters so yeah, i like her quite a bit.
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im-goofball · 1 year
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You're so good at writing the Rocks crew
Who do you think is the most unhinged member like, they don't need a therapist, they need an asylum
Hello anon, hope you are doin' fine and thank you!
Okay, so I think that the most sane person out of them all is definitely Newgate. Bro just wants to be a dad so he's fine.
Can't really say anything about Ochoku or Silver axe but I think they are prety sane ( as a member of a Rocks pirates can be ).
Then we have Kaido and Linlin. We saw how horrible they can be towards their people and what they are capable of, so yeah those two need a therapy.
John is a bit crazy, cause what kind of doctor/scientist is sane? So, to test his medicine he sometimes did experminets on his crewmates and prisoners, like marines or other pirate crews and maybe even torture them for his own pleasure.
And at last, we have Rocks and Shiki. Now this is a bit of a problem, because I can't really decide between those two but there can be only one psychopath.
Rocks is a ruthless monster who kills whoever he wants and doesn't give a shit. He can, and does take imense pleasure in torturing people or seing them suffer in general. He doesn't care if its his own crew or his enemies, just hearing the screams makes his day brighter. The problem is, as unhinged as ruthless he is, he does have his own limit and that's mostly with his family. Especialy Garp. He has a family that loves him, even tho he acts as a bitch but family is a family.
Shiki on the other hand... As I mentioned in a bit of his backstory he grew up as an orphan, with no love given to him due to people of his village hating his whole existence. He became cruel and as Rocks took imense pleasure in hurting and killing people, but he didn't stop there.
I have very disturbing headcanon that he also eats people. Not just humans, but fishmen and giants too. He likes to eat them while they are still alive, dig their heart out from their bodies and eat it right in front of their eyes, while watching them scream and suffer and then die.
So yeah, that's probably it!
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🖊🖊🖊 - I know you've got a bunch of characters there, gimme three <3
*cracks fingers*
Ok then, you asked for it.
1) Levi Rodheric Dominicus Hildebrand Reinier van den Spiegel
The Van Den Spiegel family is a noble clan of exquisite mages. Gemma van den Sipegel, the progenitor, the great matron, established it over two centuries ago, taking every pact, promise and intercose with magical beings all over the material plane, to maximalize their magical potential. Some people would say van den Spiegels breed mages like race dogs. They would be right.
From this family comes Levy, together with his twin sister Riva. The former a tiefling, the latter an aasimar, both dragon sorcerers. Bright, promising Riva always leading her more timid brother to an adventure, was supposed to be named the next succesor of family's head. However, a month before the ceremony she vanished. Without even as much as a goodbye.
Lost and confused, Levy set up for a jurney to find her.
2) Skylark
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Skylark (stage name) is a young, drow-born tiefling bard. Her instrument of choice is a lute.
Despite her talent and lovely voice she is not very popular. That may be atributed to her singing mostly about one person. Her muse is a mysterious Kinght in Gold, with Crying Sun coat of arms. She dedicated him dozens of ballads to him. In them the knight never show his face, never utters a word.
Skylark is looking for the Golden Knight, fully believing her role in the universe is to spread the word about his heroic deeds. It is hard without knowing anything, not his face, not his name, just coat of arms. But she is determined. She will find him.
3) Still nameless half-elf
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She is a child of the moon. She was born on earth, but her elven father took her to the moon, to raise her. She never met her mother.
The tricky thing about being brouht up around beautiful, ageless, ancient beings like elfs is that you are constantly confronted with the fact that you will die much sooner than them. As a frail, delicate child, she was treated with care and sorrow regarding her condition, like a delicate, porcelain doll, like a candleflame, that is about to be snuffed at any moment. It was a rational conclusion, that something terribly bad is going on with her. That she is afflicted with some terrible condition.
Her distant father, who always looked at her with imense saddness, didn't make it any easier. Most of the time he left her to her own devices in his mansion, where her imagination run wild.
So she run away. To find help. She came to earth with only light baggage and her most sensible pair of shoes and she began searching for a cure.
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wonhes · 28 days
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eunseok or any of y/n's friend group needs to show sohee and anton, y/n's chat where she says she love sohee asap, so sohee and anton can feel imense regrets.
and i hope y/n is not the one who is apologizing later on... she's a victim too your honor. she cares about sohee and anton, that's why she didn't tell them about seunghan 😔😔😔 and who could speak up when you get accused left and right, she must have been so flustered 😔😔😔
eunseok needs to pull through and help us out here 😩 but yes i kinda do feel bad for yn bc i kinda do see where she’s coming from but at the same time if she spoke up sooner it could’ve been avoided 😞😞😞
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flower-zombie-rob · 2 years
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AHHHHHHHH
Well, okay. That came by and hit me right in the face. Then it ran back for a second to get a good run up before hitting me right in the FEELS GUYS PLEASE!
This isnt something i couldve like even pictured for any amount of years ive been on tumblr. This is actually insane. Going from like ten followers to fifty to five hundred and now getting to currently 1005 has shocked me more and more at each milestone, but this is definitly a really fucking absurd one. To break the 1k boundary is absolutely imense and i dont even know how to discuss it because its so unreal to me. Going from someone barely anyone cares about to having people in the community i draw for tell me they see me as some kind of integral part of it is just not something i couldve thought of in my wildest dreams and 100% not something i can ever say i deserve or understand because i am really nothing special.
I cant thank any of you people enough for finding my blog and sticking with it. For enjoying my art and my content enough to click that follow button. For just loving and supporting me through the years whether youve been here for years or here for less than a week. Thank you to everyone whos stuck with me and supported my progression because its so weird looking back and seeing the way people react to my art now when i dont even see the reason people like it so much! Theres better artists people GO FIND THEM PLEASE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!?!?!?! I have gotten the chance to meet so many people and interact with so many of these community members that I idolised and took a lot of inspiration from and that is just really really making me tear up. Just, thank you so much. I can only hope to grow and develop then find even more of you to bring happiness with my art. I teally do love you guys, thank you, im so so lucky. <3
I used to tag people but this numbers way too big for this. I will, however, do something to celebrate. Art raffle maybe? Maybe. I love you guys thank you im actually crying rn
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harmoonix · 1 year
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🪷 Astro - Peace Notes
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🪷 I saw a lot of Air Moons having a passion for dancing and it might be their comfort to do and their hobby, it can be any dance. I see them at 3 am dancing in their room on a lady gaga songs 💃
🪷 Virgo Moon and Sagittarius Moon might take writing as a very good hobby for them, writing might help them to calm themselves when they have anxiety and panic attacks/or stress apllying jf you have Moon in the 6th house/9th houses
🪷 Earth Moons have a pleasure for watching old childhood animations and feeling that nostalgia from their childhood 🥹 no joke here i see them crying while watching esp. Cap Moons 💛💛
🪷 Gemini Risings/Taurus Risings/Aquarius Risings LOVE to sing, or might have a passion related to signing since childhood 🤫, i see them hearing their fav song at the radio and immediately starting to sing the lyrics.
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🪷 Ceres asteroid [1] in Water Signs need deep nurturing and love, usually is hard for these natives to feel love and they can feel empty a lot of times and that's why most of the times they need to feel loved and worthy
🪷 Venus at Cancer Degrees (4°, 16°. 28°) can feel like a mom to everyone they met, their energy might be this type of a cool delicate kind of person who takes care of the people they love
🪷 Saturn and Moon harsh aspects went through a lot of things in their life and sometimes they might feel like they cannot take anything anymore and they had enough, these natives are very strong humans and kind of like warriors type of people. They have a heart of gold who passed through fire all their life and need to feel like they are truly loved and wanted here. For everyone with these aspects i want to hug you very much because i feel all these natives need a hug 🫂🦋
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🪷 People with Pluto in the 1st house/Pluto asc aspects have those beautiful intimidating powerful sirene eyes and very much likely they like to receive compliments about their eyes
🪷 I feel like Earth Risings would like to go to chill in a forest while is morning outside and to enjoy the views and birds sounds. I truly feel like they have a deep love for mother nature and for animals, and is also a very calming thing to do 🌳
🪷 Virgo/Scorpio/Cancer/Capricorn in the 6th house or 6th house cusp love pets and they love to hug pets, omg i know some people with these placements going and giving animals food on the street when they encounter animals.
🪷 Capricorn Placements need to learn to take a break and to relax sometimes because not everything is about work and work and much more work, i know you want to succeed in everything you do but please make sure to take care of your own peace and be at peace with yourself, eat some ice cream it might help
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🪷 Having the Sun in the 12th house is a very big bombastic indicator of having an imense intuition whitin you, can recieve signs in dreams or seeing something you last night dreamt about and having a lot of deja-vu situations
🪷 I feel like Capricorn and Aquarius Moons want to have a lot of freedom in their lives because they always felt closed between 4 walls and very underwhelming so they can crave for freedom and their own will and for the love of doing what they want and to enjoy the life at maximum
🪷 Chiron in the 9th house/Sagittarius can find a big comfort and safe zone in spirituality and meditation and even doing shadow work to be able to work on themselves.
🪷 Chiron in the 11th house/Aquarius might find a big comfort and support in their friends and social groups. Is a really great placement to communicate your emotions without the fear you will be judged by that
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🪷 Underdeveloped Libra and Leo Moons can be very insecure of themselves and tend to always be aware of what people say about them in any cases. They need to learn the self love and give them some respect and to be able to walk on their thrown and put that crown back on their heads
🪷Having big Pluto/Lilith influence in your chart would bring a lot of people in your life as lessons to see if you are strong enough to be able to see those who want to profit out from you and those who want to stay by your side forever
🪷 Mercury - Ascendant aspects are looking very young even if they are older in age, because Mercury can repsent youthfulness they can be very tricky while guessing their age/also they tend to have prominent facial expressions
🪷The most posesive Venus signs i know are Virgo, Taurus, Aries and of course Scorpio Venus, they are like "You are mine and no one else can have you", (Yes is romantic if you think about it but in extreme situations can be extremely hard)
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🪷Earth + Air in a chart gives the vibe of a person with artistic talents + being practical in the same and also someone who can be very friendly/social
🪷 Fire + Earth in a chart gives the vibe of a person with a very rebel and with big attitude, is like they make the rules and they are the "leaders"
🪷 Water + Air in a chart gives the vibe of a person who is very intuitive and creative, they have a lot of ideas for multiple things, and they usually tend to listen to their hearts the most
🪷 Fire + Air in a chart gives the vibe of someone who is very romantic and flirty, their voices can be truly beautiful, enough to make someone fall for them, i know these people like to tease
🪷 Venus in fire signs go for personality, Venus in air signs go for the way their specific person thinks/mentality
🪷Venus in Earth Signs go for stability and serious relationships while Venus in the Water go for making a bounding with their partners and showing them love
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🪷💛Hello lovely people, just saw is 1st May and i is the last spring season so we should enjoy it the fullest because spring is a wonderful season 🪷💃! A new week a new post for you 💃😍💛, i will try to post more in may due to not posting that much in April 💛💃
I hope you are all doing good, hope you are loved, safe and with the people you love xx<3, never forget how strong you are and how wonderful you are. Never lose your confidence, never lose your trust and never lose your love 💛 these things keep us all alive. 💛🪷 Have a wonderful May month to everyone!🪷💛🪷💛
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anxiousnerdwritings · 4 years
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Is it possible to ask for Yandere Aphrodite?
❤Yandere Aphrodite❤
Yes! I will take requests for any type of mythology just send in the asks and requests when they're open.💚
Aphrodite is known for her imense beauty. Everyone wants her or wants to be her, she's the literal popular girl girls would die to be and men would die for. She thrives off the attention of others, especially you.
She adores you and the attention you put into her. It's no secret how vain Aphrodite truly is, it has caused fights, rifts, and wars and she takes satisfaction in that.
She wants to be the most beautiful, sought after goddess. She IS the most beautiful, sought after goddess. She expects you to be just as, if not more, infatuated with her than anyone else, because she wants you more than she wants them. She needs you. She'll demand your constant reassurance that she is and always will be the most beautiful creation, especially to you. That you will always worship her and never stray, ever. And most importantly that you love her and you will always love her, forever.
She won't admit it but she lives for your praise and love. She wants to be the one and only god you worship. You're her most precious treasure, no piece of art or jewelry could compare to your worth to her.
Aphrodite is a very jealous woman. Her jealousy has caused so many different types of trouble. She wants all eyes on her and that's how she likes it, most importantly when your eyes are on her. She stands by "what's hers is hers" and no one takes what belongs to Aphrodite. Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, let alone a very ill-tempered goddess. There will be as many wars as there has to be for her to make a point to those not to touch her precious treasure. She would use Ares to set the whole world ablaze if need be just to keep her real love with her. She will use whatever means to get protection for both you and her.
Once she's forced to marry Hephaestus, she'll keep you right by her side as her trusty and loyal servant but you'll always be more than that. She'll sneak into your bed chambers to slip into bed with you, just to lay with and be with you. Even though she can't necessarily sleep, she likes to lay on your chest and hear the rhythmic beating of your heart.
Aphrodite would love to bathe with you, washing each other, giggling and laughing together. Playing around in the water. She isn't all about seduction and sex, she likes her softer moments as well as any other woman. As her servant, she'll have you following after her and attending to her wherever she goes, she likes to be pampered, but that doesn't mean she won't pamper you in the same way.
She wouldn't even hide her relationship with you from anyone, even Hephaestus, putting it out there in the open for everyone. She doesn't care what others think of your relationship as long as they keep their grubby hands off you, they can watch as they please. But only she gets to touch you, kiss you, and make you feel good, otherwise anyone who tries will have to deal with the wrath of Aphrodite.
She's definitely possessive of you. She wants to be the only one to touch you and make you feel things, but that doesn't mean others can't have a show of it, they just have to keep their hands to themselves or she'll have them cut off. Aphrodite doesn't like to get her hands dirty when it comes to fighting, she doesn't even fight, but she'll use others to get her way. And that means she'll use whoever to ensure no one takes you from her.
Aphrodite will punish you in a few different ways, but not all the time. She'll get rough with you, slapping you around a little. She will punish you sexually, either overstimulating you with pleasure or never letting you get off at all. She'll tie you up in the most pretty and expensive silks just to watch her pleasure herself and get off without you, all the while telling you how she wished it was your hands, or mouth getting her off.
She's not really one for isolating you mainly because she can't keep herself away from you for too long. She's tried once before but broke only an hour or two without you. She's grown so use to having you with her all the time, night and day, that she couldn't bare it.
But she doesn't punish you often or at all anymore because you're her devoted follower and you worship all of her. She doesn't need to make you learn your place because you already have and it's by her side, existing with her.
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livsoulsecrets · 4 years
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Fictober Day 4 - That didn’t stop you before
Prompt number: 4
Fandom: Supergirl
Rating: General Audiences
Warning/tags: Post-Canon, Talks about death
Summary: Brainy wakes up in the DEO medical center after being rescued from the Leviathan ship, shocked he is still alive. 
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 Brainy is convinced it is the end when he opens his eyes again. He watched many movies about death: a strong light on his face and an all white imensity around him looks just like what is described in those. 
 The only thing he didn’t expect was the pain. Every part of him is hurting, his head feels heavy and sweat is falling down his face. He thought that the one good thing about dying was being free from pain, but that was not the case here. If he was still hurting… That could only mean his body wasn’t done fighting. Brainy’s used to drawing conclusions rather quickly, but his mind is not working as usual. It is like a fog is clouding his judgment, making everything harder to understand. He tries to fall back into a familiar thought pattern: collecting evidence to prove a point.
 First, he blinks, adjusting his eyes to the light and taking in the white ceiling. Second, he feels the texture of the bed he’s in, realizing it is a hospital bed. Then, he smells the familiar ether scent and recognizes the place as the DEO medical area.
 Evidence number 1 of not being dead, he thinks: A dead person would be sent to the morgue, not the hospital. 
 He looks around his room to find that he is alone in there. The thought produces more of a reaction that he was expecting. He blames it on his system’s malfunction due to radiation overload. He had been lying to all his friends for months, working with the enemy, it would be stupid to believe his almost death would be enough to earn their forgiveness, especially Nia’s.
 Nia. She was the last thing on his mind when he passed out in the Leviathan’s ship. The curve of her lips every time he bowed down to kiss her, the gentle touch of her hands on his neck when she hugged him, the soft strands of hair falling down his chest when they slept together. He was dying and the only one on his mind was her.
 Evidence number 2 of not being dead, he files: Dead people can’t feel pain like the one he is experiencing now.
 He feels like he might pass out again until he hears some noise outside of his room. Brainy makes an effort to sit up on his bed, but it takes such a tool on him that he can’t properly breathe after that. He closes his eyes and tries to focus on hearing what is being talked about near the door.
— Nia, you should go home. Take a shower, change into something else and, then, come back. — He can make out Kara’s voice and is relieved to realize she’s talking to Nia. That means both of them are okay and safe.
— Kara, I already ate like you asked me to. I’m okay. I just want to stay until he wakes up, alright? Then, I will go home. I just- I really need to know he is okay. — Nia’s voice is trembling, but he could recognize it anywhere, in any way.
 Evidence number 3 of not being dead, he finishes: Nia is waiting for him.
 That is the one thing that convinces him in the end. Nia Nal wants him to come back to her. That is probably the only thing that makes sense to him in the middle of this chaos.
— Fine. I understand. Look, I need to give my statement about what happened. Will you be okay until I come back? — Kara asks, concern clear in her voice.
— Yes, I promise I will. Don’t worry. — Nia answers. He can’t hear anything after that, so he assumes it means Kara left. Nothing happens for a couple of minutes and he starts wondering if Nia changed her mind and left. He is proven wrong when the door is suddenly open, revealing Nia in her Dreamer outfit, eyes red and watery even under the mask. Brainy has to swallow the lump in his throat caused by how devastated she looks.
— Brainy, oh my god. You’re awake. — She rushes to his side, seeming to want to hold him. Still, she stops in the middle of the act, furrowing her brow. — Are you okay? I think I should call a doctor, I will do it right now-
— No! — He says, reaching for Nia’s arm to stop her. She doesn’t move. He waits, not knowing if he should let go or not. — I’m okay, for real. Can you just wait a moment before you do it? I just… I just want to see you for a moment. 
 She looks at him, biting her lip. After a moment, she slides her hand through his arm to hold his hand. Then, she squeezes it.
— I want to see you too. — Brainy feels like those words may be the reason he actually dies. 
 After everything he did, he didn’t dare to think of any chances of earning Nia back. Part of him just knew he had gone too far, lied for too long to take anything back. Now, despite every part of his brain warning him against it, he dares to hope for that anyway. Nia’s hand is shaking, even when she lets go of him after some seconds. She clears her throat, crossing her arms.
— I really thought you were gone. For a moment, when they brought you in, I was convinced that… That it-
— It was the end? — Brainy completes, noticing her distress.
— Yeah, I thought so. When they told us that you made it, I couldn’t even begin to understand how. Still, I’m really glad you did. — Nia finishes, her lips quivering.
— Nia, I’m really sorry, for everything. I don’t even know where to start, to be honest. The way I lied to you, to everyone, is just awful. I will understand if you never wish to speak to me again and-
— Stop! Brainy, just stop. — Nia raises her voice in the most unusual way and he immediately stops talking, surprised. — Look, I can’t do this right now. Our city was in danger. Again. People almost died. Again. You almost died. I can’t just sit down and listen to your apology like we got into a stupid argument. It’s completely different. Our world was at risk and you decided to lie and push me away instead of asking for help. It sucks and we’llI need to talk about it, but not now. — She takes a deep breath, fixing the hair that’s falling on her face. — I need everything to stop for a damn minute, so I can actually breathe. — Her eyes are filled with water now and her cheeks are flushed with red, exhaustion clear in her features. 
— So, do it. — She looks at him, confused. — Take a minute, breathe. We have time. I understand what you are saying. I’m not the person you want to talk to right now, but I can still listen. Tell me what’s in your mind. — Nia doesn’t take her eyes away from him, pondering on his offer.
— I’m just really afraid… Not just now, but all the time. I’m so afraid all the damn time and I’m just tired of it. I’m afraid of someone else trying to stop me from being Dreamer. I’m afraid you won’t make it out of this mess. I’m afraid- No, I’m fucking terrified that I’m not strong enough to handle all the horrible things that keep happening to us and this city. I try to be strong like Kara, but I don’t think I can do it anymore. — Nia sits down after that, tears falling down her face, her head buried in her hands. Her whole body is shaking now and Brainy doesn’t know what to do to make her feel better. So he does the only thing he can think of: reaches for her hands and holds them tightly while she cries. 
— It’s okay, it’s okay. — He whispers, feeling Nia’s hand shaking despite his strong hold of them. — Just let it out. — Brainy speaks softly, hoping it helps Nia calm down. He is on the edge of breaking down just by watching the woman he loves suffering like that, especially knowing part of that responsibility is his. — I’m here, I’m right here. I wasn’t here before, but I’m now. — He promises.
 Nia looks at him now, an unusual serious look on her face. She wiped the tears from her cheek, breathing more calmly now.
— There you go. Just keep breathing, it will be fine. — He hesitantly touches her cheek, caressing her face gently. He tucks her hair behind her ear, hoping the touch offers Nia some comfort. She closes her eyes, leaning in to him. When she opens them again, she’s standing so close to him Brainy can feel her breath.
— You don’t need to be strong like Kara. You just have to be strong like you. That’s more than enough. — She looks down, not seeming to be convinced by his words. — I understand why you’re scared. But what you need to understand is that didn’t stop you before and it won’t stop you now. That is what makes you so incredible: Fear doesn’t make you back down, it only pushes you forward. That is how I know you’ll be fine, no matter what happens. You’re a hero, Nia Nal, and you’re meant for great things. I know it is terrifying, but nobody in the world can stop you, nobody can take Dreamer away from you. Who you are is something you fought for every single day and that means everything you have is yours and yours only. — Brainy doesn’t even know where all of this is coming from. He’s not at his full functioning capacity yet, so that means he’s being more honest than usual.
— Oh, Brainy. — Nia whispers. — Do you really think all of that? 
— Of course I do. How could I not, with everything I know about you? — He answers. She shakes her head, still incredulous. 
— Thank you. I really needed to hear someone that believed in me today. — Nia murmurs, a small smile on her face. He can’t help but smile back. 
— No, thank you for trusting me with all of this, despite- Well, despite everything. — He adds.
— Shiu, not talking of this today. — She quickly answers. Nia moves to the edge of her seat and reaches for his hand again. Brainy is so surprised he can’t move. Then, she puts her head on his shoulder. — You are gonna stay quiet and rest now. — She commands.
— Wouldn’t think of disobeying. — He assures. 
— Good, you scared me enough for a lifetime. — The way her voice breaks shows the words are sincere.
 Brainy doesn’t know how it’s possible that Nia still cares for him in such a way when he doesn’t deserve it, but he is not going to start overthinking now. Instead, he kisses the top of her head and buries his nose in her hair. 
 It still smells just like he remembered.
 Evidence number 4 of not being dead, he thinks one last time: Only someone that is alive could feel as much love  for somebody as he does right now.
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mindofharry · 4 years
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could u maybe write something ab harry and the reader reuniting after taking a break for a while 🥺 just something a lil angsty and fluffy
🥺 pls i hurt my own feelings :( not proof read!!
send feedback pls!!
it had been a year since y/n and harry had parted ways. it was a surprise to most. friends and fans mostly. the family had known that something was up, but they could never quite pinpoint what. the relationship wasn’t really going anywhere. harry was touring and y/n had work. and god did they try. they tried so hard. they were in love at the some point, maybe even still deep down.
harry had suggested the break. and although, they both knew it was coming, it didn’t hurt any less.
y/n was distraught. after she collected the last think out of their shared apartment, she knew she should’ve begged and cried more. but she didn’t. and harry, of course he was upset, but this time apart really did him good. he wrote amazing songs and experienced stuff he would’ve never experienced if they were still together.
y/n ended hitting her breaking point. she saw harry and how happy he was. he did suggest the break, she thought to herself. she obviously knew how hard it was for both of them. and he was probably still upset. but she just didn’t get how he moved on in a couple of months and why couldn’t she? why did she still have hope that he would call, when she knew he wouldn’t. she knew the break was a break up. she could tell. she’s been through it once before, she’s seen it happen to friends and family members. they don’t get back together. and y/n just needs to make piece with that.
and somehow she did. she went back to college in september, to become a teacher. it was a dream of hers since she was child, but it kind of got pushed to the side when she met harry. she met loads of people when her and bestfriend did a week trip to paris. she cut her hair. she got a tattoo. she did everything to forget. she smoked, she drank, she laughed, she cried. but nothing could help her forget harry. her love. her only love.
harry and y/n met in school and were best friends all through the years — until harry went to x factor. they stopped talked for 2 years, before reconnecting at a party, in 2013. immediately they fell in love. she was at every awards show, every event, every family dinner, every boys night. she was there for him with the band went on hiatus, when he released his album, when he made a movie. she was there through it all. it started to fall apart when harry went on tour. they didn’t call as much. or when they did they didn’t finish with i love you. and they fought. they fought a lot.
“i’m not being selfish harry!” y/n exclaimed standing up from her spot on the sofa. “i sit here all day, everyday, waiting for you to come home. waiting for an i love you. so please excuse me for wanting you to myself for a little longer!” y/n cried.
they fought over mostly the same things, harry never there, y/n being clingy. that was it. y/n was never clingy, she just cared a lot. she loved him so much. and harry was there, just not as much as she’d like.
a year later, while y/n was in the bath, her phone dinged. she had been really detached from her phone recently. she deleted all social media when they went on a break, only using her phone to text and call. most people just called her house phone, so she was surprised when she got a text.
harry:
hi! wondering if we could meet up at our coffee place tomorrow? need to talk x H
y/n’s heart was beating so fast. not in a bad way though. she truly missed harry and couldn’t wait to see him, even if it ended in a fight, at least she got one last look.
y/n:
sure! i’ll meet you at 12!! see you soon x :D
she smiled to herself reading over the texts before putting her phone down and continuing her bath.
everything would be ok.
soon enough, the morning came and y/n was forced out of bed by her new puppy, harley. she loved him dearly, so she felt a little refreshed every morning bringing him outside. she always woke up with a smile with him in the house. she had got him, because she was very lonely, when summer approached — and god, harley really was an angel. y/n could finally fall asleep without anxiety.
“i’m gonna see harry today, bubba” she pouted looking down at her puppy. the puppy practically smiled at her sticking his tongue out. “hopefully you’ll meet him soon, pup” she smiled petting his head before going to the shower.
once she had done all her hygiene and gotten dressed, she grabbed an apple and made her way to the back garden with a book. she could relax for a couple more hours, before she had to meet harry. she really needed to calm down. she was making herself very paranoid.
after calming herself down, she checked the time at saw it was 11:30. y/n never liked being late, so she kissed her dog good bye before going to her car. she played some aretha franklin on the way to their coffee place. it soothed her a bit.
when she reached the coffee place she spotted harry’s car already there.
“you can do this, baby. come on” she said to herself before patting her face and getting out of her car.
y/n didn’t know what was going to happen. she was just thankful that he was giving her the time of day. she missed him a lot. but they definitely needed they break, she learned that the hard way.
“y/n!” she heard the voice coming from behind her. there he stood, tall and in black shorts. he looked like he just came back from the gym. he wasn’t sweaty though, which was good.
“harry” y/n smiled walking over to him. they weren’t awkward at all, immediately hugging eachother and harry kissing y/n on the cheek. “you look great” harry said looking at her hair. y/n rolled her eyes “look at you! gym boy” she teased and harry rolled his eyes in return.
“i saved us a spot”
the whole experience was really good for them. it was positive and they closure they both needed. they talked about music and clothes and drugs and paris and everything. it was like they were best friends again. everything just fit. it was like a puzzle, and they were the missing pieces.
“i- look, i think the break did us a lot of good. we’ve both grown - in a good way. and we’re both happier. we said we’d give it a year” harry said the inevitable. they were good together, the loved eachother an imense amount.
y/n sighed and looked up to harry “i’m willing to try again, if you are”
harry smirked leaning a crossing the table “oh yeah. i’m never letting you go again, baby”
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doudecim · 5 years
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I mean, I don't want to sound bitter or anything, but what fuckiting fucking kind of stupidity Tite Kubo has to not at least dedicate a goddamn chapter to Kurosaki Karin? My dudes, seriously.
We first see Karin as this little scrawny thing of dubious gender eating peacefully with her sister, completely unconcerned about the quarrel of her father and brother at her back, and, out of nowhere, within the first seconds of the long, tortuous life of Bleach, says something that sums up and gives a slap to the face of the whole thematic of the series — "Whether you can see them [ghosts] or not, as long as you don't believe, it's the same as them not existing.". She's serious, caustic, observant, demanding, and realistic. She is not easily bothered and could not care less about everything else, except the important things, like caring for her twin sister, killing Hollows with a soccer ball, video games and earning some $$ at the expense of her brother's spiritual prowess (as seen by this, she also has an entrepreneur bone in her body).
The same Karin, an eleven-year-old, has, very unhealthily, forbidden herself from crying and exposing her problems ever since the early death of her mother, something that scarred deeply her other siblings as well. She does it because she feels like a burden in her house, she does it because her steady source of comfort and security is dead. She, as shown in the manga, remembers her mother very vividly and misses her very much — she is terribly lonely, and, pretty much like her older brother, resignedly unhappy. Except that, unlike Ichigo, no shorty Shinigami comes up to give her powers and make her feel useful, which means coping with her problems by throwing herself at every chance of danger and terrible sacrifice, thus saving the day. She has to be strong, she must be self-reliant, because she cannot overload her household, because Yuzu does all the housework, because Ichigo is an angsty teenager and has his shitload of things to do at the streets, because her father works to sustain them, but also because he cannot cope well with his loss and appears to be insane and unreliable 94% of the time.
But, even with this armor, she puts around her, Karin is a very empathetic, compassionate and surprisingly kind person. When her sister cries before their mother's grave, she holds her and allows her to cry. She taunts and tease, yes, but she never belittles anyone, even her coward friends who hide behind her. When the whole parakeet thing came to be, Karin kept her pain to herself and bore the awful memories of Yūichi Shibata, who saw his mother being murdered in front of him. Think about Karin seeing this, having lost her own mother and being a child. She cried and asked her brother to help the poor boy, to cease his suffering. She worries constantly about her brother and is not content in seeing him disappear and then come home broken. She sees Kon taking up her brother's body and Ichigo's moronic efforts to hide his identity as a Shinigami from his family and friends and kindly says nothing to them, even though she is very skeptical and they both are terrible. When Ichigo loses his powers, a thirteen-year-old Karin is ready to stand up and protect him and her precious people and all the innocents that are suffering — this seemed to be the beginning of a very good Karin arc since she had some focus on the initial chapters of the Fullbringer Arc and had some moments all to herself in the beautiful ending 29. But, of course, in good ol' Bleach fashion, Ichigo got new powers and saved the day.
It is important to be noticed that Karin is a lone wolf, and that can be proved by her alarmingly small quantity of friends, which are the kids that play soccer with her. They all seem close, that's true. But none of them knows the real Karin — the one Karin that talks with the dead and can see sanguinary monsters that like to devour people and hunt spiritual aware humans; like her! :D And, well, you also have Jinta and Ururu, but they are shown interacting so scantily that I seriously doubt that they have deep bonds. (Although this should be a thing because God knows how much they need it. And Jinta & Karin are the best duo out there, and no one can change my mind). And we also see that Karin isn't very popular at school since one of her classmates almost shitted her pants by simply talking at her when she was throwing up in the bathrooms.
I think what made Karin very remarkable was also the pent-up power she had within herself. She had large reiatsu, she could sense spiritual energy even from a distance, and, of course, the fact that she fucking saw the memories of some dead kid trapped inside a damned bird. It was a feat never explained and never repeated. Unusual abilities are not strange to Bleach characters, and by that I mean Yoruichi, who can turn into a talking cat. And, of course, she is Isshin and Masaki's daughter, and, therefore, you can't tell me she doesn't have the same potential as Ichigo.
We were just robbed of a Shinigami!Karin, or even a Quincy!Karin, for fuck's sake. Why does God like to shit on Karin's lovers' dinner, huh?
I mean, it's no news that Bleach has lots of wasted characters, but damn boy! Karin holds number 1 place along Tatsuki, no buts. We could've had it all, guys, but, of course, Kubo can't seem to realize that making Ichigo share the spotlight won't hurt his position as protagonist. This can be seen in those novels (which really try to fix the imense fucking mess that the manga left behind) that shows Hisagi as its main protagonist. And, talking about that, I have to announce something, my dudes: Soul Society is very aware of Karin's existence, and Yuzu and her are considered members of the Shiba Clan. Yes, bitch, yes.
I wrote a damn bible, but I also wrote the Truth. Kubo, you ass, give my girl her damned spotlight.
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