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ssamorganhotchner · 5 months ago

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I’m at WORK y’all. If I see that photo of TG in his slutty ass suit one more time I might combust 😩 HAKFHSOFJWKD

#helfhskfjs #I cannot say what I wanna say on here #alllllll the thots #if tg comes back to cm I will NOT survive one second of it #I am so unwell #🧎🏼‍♀️ sir #PLEASE #ONE CHANCE #not cm #thomas gibson

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mercurymacaroons · 2 months ago

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arrives 15 min late with a latte

......sup

#yosuke hanamura #persona 4 #cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags #fellas im surprised hes here and done #did not think that was gonna happen #fuck i forgot smth #eh ill fix it before i make my print #anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i #yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell #i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him #also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1 #bc i wanna do this in gold foil #and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell #but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1 #my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･#so whatever gets done will get done #also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao #if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr #so uh yeah yeehaw #idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years #im not fucking kidding #the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned #hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako #boys lucky to hit top 5 #he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either #maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it #nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is #ill do better by the women i promise

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julesnichols · 1 month ago

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Just noticed during the trial when they stand Madeleine up, and she first looks back at Claudia, Claudia gives her a little nod... and yet she looks so downcast after and surprised when Madeleine declares her loyalty and love for Claudia... was Claudia nodding at her to say "it's okay", expecting not to be chosen? I am unwell

#interview with the vampire #iwtv amc #iwtv #claudeleine #i am just. hello??#someone pls share their thoughts on this with me #my brain is soupy today and i cannot fully articulate what i am getting at here. but.#i wonder if a part of claudia didn't want to be chosen if it meant madeleine would live. some small part of her. the one that #fled bc she was too tempted by madeleine's blood and who worried about lestat's blood being in madeleine too #but even if a part of her DID want for madeleine to survive... claudia wanted to be chosen more i think #and it's so beautiful and my brain is too bad to do what i wanna say justice but g o d i am Not Okay tbh!!!#claudia nodding in encouragement and acceptance only to learn that madeleine would sooner die with her than live without her

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endlesslytired · 5 months ago

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to finish this absolute madness I'm dealing with trying to put these together I give you the ones I forgot to add bc I lost them or didn't feel like worked right yet I still like, plus ones that I just had no place for at all. (aka solo topaz stuff)

bonusss, I wrote this very early on into playing hsr and realised this would be really neat to make in the maker. it's not much of a meme but a funny idea on stuff Kafka could have done.

prevus poast:

#I'm finally freeeee i can do some important tasks #noooowww wanna mention guinaifen is british coded.#her real name and backstory have knights of the round table references from english legend #there's a bit more to it but i can't say in a few tags but i saw a post about it here once that made me realise #also i changed the age from the og post to 20 bc i think is around my age #(in terms of how long life species are bc i swear ive seen dialogue about her mother that clearly implied she was one)#(so therefore sushang too but i cannot remember what it was or when.)#honkai star rail memes #hsr march 7th #hsr trailblazer #hsr caelus #hsr topaz #hsr himeko #hsr kafhime #the og version i made was a kafhime one so I did my best to recreate the implication #hsr dr ratio #hsr aventurine #hsr bronya rand #hsr silver wolf #hsr qingque #hsr stelle #hsr fu xuan #hsr fuqing #hsr hook #hsr boothill #hsr sparkle #hsr black swan #hsr dan heng #hsr kafka #hsr serval landau

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whereismyhat5678 · 1 year ago

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OH MAN-

I haven’t drawn in my sketchbook in A WHILE-

(Not even in a while- LIKE IN FOREVER-)

So I did some tiny sketches finally- BEHOLD 💥💥

I actually cannot tell you the context for this I’m so sorry I am the way that I am- 🥲💀

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change-the-rules · 5 months ago

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oh Wait A Second

Hang The Fuck On

Ive Got Another Thing Actually my beloved eloise Also came up with the dumbass plan to claim to be whistledown when she was backed into a corner by the queen it was a stupid plan then same as it was for cressida

the difference being eloise was confiding unwittingly To whistledown who immediately did everything in her power to shut that shit down for obvious reasons

ELOISE WAS IN DAMN NEAR THE SAME POSITION AS CRESSIDA WAS

at least in terms of personal desperation and impending doom closing in like for the love of fuck no one else could have possibly been in a better position to if not help then at the very Least EMPATHIZE

if everything went exactly as it had but *before* the dropping of the 'friendship soured' Out of Nowhere eloise had tried to comfort or reason with cressida Especially from this VERY RIDICULOUSLY SPECIFIC AND NICHE common thread but nuture and fear won out and cressida still went ahead with her ill-advised gambit?

and their friendship imploded accordingly

I would Not be nearly as annoyed as I am now because hey I like angst WHEN ITS GOOD STORYTELLING like damn

IT WAS RIGHT THERE Y'ALL ELOISE LITERALLY EXPERIENCED IT SHE HAD THE SAME THOUGHT WHY DID NO ONE USE THAT

#cressida cowper #im im y'all what #why #the more i sit here thinking about the less sense it all makes #i think maybe eloise is so bad at reading people that she thought #cressidas desperate attempt at finding a silver lining was geninue #and she just wrote her off in that moment #in my more delusional shipping mode i like to think my oblivious little babydyke el #heard cressida talking about this marriage with FEIGNED enthusiam and her heartbroke #like you can see in her eyes that shes trying to put on a brave face to smile through the horror of what cress is actually saying #and it hurts so much in a way she cannot quantify or understand #so she does the simplest thing a removes the source of it cressida #and then she reconciles with pen #and so she once again is not alone #and i think once she has the space and the quiet away she may start to feel the pain of cressida's absence just as keenly #as her presence just out of reach #and i want to be clear here i am not hating on eloise #i love eloise #i do however wanna meet some of these writers in a denny's parking #c'mon i just wanna talk #cressida x eloise #bridgerton spoilers

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harvestmoth · 11 months ago

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more rejuv things but its. its just this guy again, im sorry shes all i can draw

#everyday im like i wanna draw :] and then i just end up with this thing on the page #i refuse to draw hands holding. because i cannot and im too lazy to figure it out #oh yea a couple of these i havent posted before because theyre lame to me but ill put them here for now #anyways!!#i was gonna say something about a couple of these but i forgot #oh well #pokemon rejuvenation #does she. lose her ribbon in blacksteeple. i forgot #she still has it to me..#to me her c15 hair tie is a torn part of the ribbon #anyways again. yesterday i finally figured out what the rejuvrp is. very cool stuff im so incredibly intrigued by it #i have no idea whats going on! but it looks so cool ill try to read it more later.#oh right again about the rejuvrp thing. the character designs ive seen are so so so cool i want to draw them so bad #i think i have to ask about that first though and there is! no way i am going to do that!!! i do not want to bother them #and i think my heart would explode from the fear of it all before i even typed the message.#that and im very lazy! theres a very good chance i wouldnt even draw it in the first place #anyways unrelated but i think if i get another comment from someone on something i Will Actually Explode.#i see someone said something and it kills me on the daily. what is happening... thank you.. i appreciate it very much...#sorry to whoever read all of that. um. hi youre really cool and i hope you have a good day/night #i think being on twitter has done something to me i have to leave it immediately. anyways back to twitter #wait actually i should go back to playing rejuv. im still in the grove from when i first posted the gym leader melia au. im afraid to leave #also play pokemon rejuvenation no i will not stop saying that everytime i post one of these

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y-vna · 11 months ago

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Ty for 400!

It may be 1:30am, but honestly, I just felt like I wanted to write this. Thank you for 400 followers!! That's crazy. I'm super thankful, and honestly, it means a lot to me! <3 super excited for more to come, I hope my moodboards rn are up to standards!

I'm not tagging anyone this time since I don't want to disturb everyone every time I write one of these. Just know all my mooties and idols r amazing, and I love them. You guys know who you are, ily 💕

Just a boring text post for this milestone post cuz I can't be bothered rn ahh

Teeny Itty bitty vent in tags since I can't get my life tghtr rn erm! Don't feel pressured to read it, idrc ig?? 😭😭

#lil vent i will most def regret in the morning #im not quitting just tired ig? social media and my lack of motivation r just dragging me thru the mud brutally and thats why im slow postin #i literally cannot handle seeing pepple from discord that despise me from when i used to gossip and a bunch of stuff on there #im gonna prob delete the song req stuff in my inbox. im so done w it. js like the event prizes #i want to still provide the full prizes #but its so much work and im unmotivated so ill do it eventually :(#i dont rlly think ill makr an event anyrime soon cuz it kind sucks aaahh #my moots nd friends on here the only reason i havent quit bc im burnt out by myself i only live off the interactions i have on here #i dont know what else to say i just wanna like forget any accounts on anywhere from me every existed cuz im not a good decision maker at al #i'll be normal in the morning probably hahaaha #tysm for the support anyway

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purpurussy · 2 months ago

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i log on to this site. i write essays about dnp and their gay little antics. i save them to my drafts because i am scared of being perceived. i log off again

#i have thoughts. but at what cost #i know people on here are generally really cool but i dont wanna risk it lshfldkjfslkjg #like this isnt twitter but there are still topics that people will bully you for having the wrong opinion on djfskkjfk #and also theres the fact that my dissociative episodes have been better lately since im less sleep deprived but #i still have a really hard time trusting my own perception of reality sometimes if that makes sense???#like every time i try to express a serious thought on here my brain goes #ok but what if i got all of this wrong.#what if i misremembered everything and i cant read suddenly so i cant fact check it #what if dan and phil arent even real and i just made them up and nobody knows what im talking about dsjhgljglknfls it's rough #it's making it really hard to finish my thesis project as well bc i second guess every single thought i have like i cannot trust myself.#losing my mind #discussing dans phantwerp autism blunder over the last few days really took it out of me #bc i started panicking like omg what if he didnt even say that at all and i just completely made it up dsflglglsknvlknvlnknkldsnv #anyway rip to the 126 posts in my drafts which will never see the light of day

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opens-up-4-nobody · 5 months ago

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#oh god. just a tiny small rant but like. sometimes i wanna draw things for a particularly cursed fandom #and its like no nonononono no. stop. i literally cannot hear that name without a full body cringe. y tf would #u still wanna draw that stuff??? but like when i was 1st getting into drawing anime it was the 1st fandom i really engaged with outside of #bleach. so i have SO much nostalgia for it. god but its so cursed. and like its silly and thr ways i engaged with it #were fun and silly but like even when i got into hs i had some awareness that hm something feels weird abt the set up of this show... like #the perspective here is kinda fucked. and now as an adult i am so horrified and fascinated by this weird monstrosity of a series. HOLY FUCK.#i bet is still have one of the manga editions at home. oh GOD. i hate it.#here ill say something thatll clue u in on what fandom im talking abt and if u kno u kno (derogatory)#sometimes when im watching the english dubs of other anime. ill hear a voice actor and be like. this voice. this voice is so familiar. why #am i hearing this voice talk with an italian accent? and then i am hit by a wave of revulsion #but then i think of all the terrible fanart i used to draw and im like oh it would b fun to redraw that. but noooo. stop. stop it. i hate u #the curse of nostalgia for a wretched piece of media #unrelated

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poolboyservice · 4 months ago

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may do a system introduction post <- has said this 5 times now and forgot to like a dumbass

#AUGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#I CANNOT STOP FORGETTING MAN!!!#Might do it rn #maybe..#I'll list some alters that have talked here/that often front + Checkers #WITH THEIR PERMISSION OFC.#I may be a persecutor but I don't wanna leak personal system info 😿#idk what else to say uhhhh #someone plz gaslight me into doing it I've been putting it off for nearly a quarter of a year #systempunk #franky posts

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 2 months ago

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having an oc story set this year is really fucked up bc i look at the calendar and i'm like "oh shit we got [character]'s death in a few days waow..."

#oc liveblogging #<- NEW TAG FOR DUMB SHIT!! ive decided. im going to speak ominously and with no context about things going on in my head #i really really reallyyyy wanna post more oc stuff soon bc theyre consuming my brain but i cannot draw cool refs and stuff fast enough #bc im busy as FUCKK 😭 BUT IM AN EXPERT AT SPEWING NO CONTEXT BULLSHIT SO LETSGO itll be really funny guys trust #i had to change timeline shit bc i realized a major plotpoint element would've been impossible bc it wouldnt have existed? so i had to shif #tho this does still work out to my benefit bc as im doing a huge overhaul of things i can draw on more recent experiences for inspo #bc lowkey funnily enough it IS recent circumstances that inspired me to start revamping a bunch of this shit in the first place #BUT YEAH NO IT FEELS REALLY WEIRD LOL. just knowing like a character's new bday is in a few days. and that they die like a week afterwards #biting shaking my cage UOUGGUUHHH i wanna say more but i also am notoriously bad. at actually saying more. theres a lot going on in here #i think if i do more of these it'll be funny bc its like 'what the hell is she talking abt' YOU'LL FIND OUT :3 maybe

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arolegos · 21 days ago

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how the motherfuckers in college feel after giving you info LAST FUCKING MINUTE. DO THEY WANT ME TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF I SWEAR TO GODDDDDDDD

#by god you shall see me on the news #WHY DOES MY COLLEGE DO THIS ALL THE FUCKING TIME #FIRST WITH CLASS LOCATIONS NOW WITH CLASSES THEMSELVES? WHY CANT THEY LET US KNOW A WEEK IN ADVANCE??? THAT CANNOT BE TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR??#ITS SO FUCKING ANNOYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG #i cant do this anymore #AND ITS NOT EVEN LIKE A ME-SPECIFIC ISSUE #ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS HATE THEIR COLLEGE TOO THEY DO NOT GIVE INFO ASAP #fucking annoying ass institution #i dont wanna be here anymore bruh no wonder bitches drop out all the time #a professor is allowed to be late for a whole HOUR and they're allowed to randomly switch the location to a different BUILDING but #im not allowed to be more than 15 mins late. like ok. what if i killed you #theyre allowed to MAKE U RUN ACROSS CAMPUS TO THAT DIFF BUILDING BUT I CANT BRING TEA INSIDE THE CLASS?!?!? ALRIGHT.#stupid complaints . no shit theyre allowed to do that. it still makes me mad #god taht building thing actually pissed me tf off . when i say lastminute i MEAN LAST MINUTE #THEY TOLD ME THEY SWAPPED BUILDINGS ON THE EXACT HOUR THE CLASS STARTED LIKE WTF #this is just a rant #im like really mad . right now. cause i accidentally skipped a class. again.#ugh i know its not that BIG of a deal i missed once for one class but it still makes me so fucking mad bc #i couldve easily gone in IF I HAD KNOWN BEFOREHAND #is it really that hard to update ur students. omfg.#THE ONLY REASON I EVEN KNEW WE HAD CLASS TDY WAS BC MY FRIEND DM'D ME #'im late" WAIT HUH!?!??!? LATE TO WHAT BRUH #ohh its over i cant keep up like that #this means i have to actually lock in and get the best grades ever. omfg.#blabberpar #IM SO MAD IM SO MAD IM SO MAD #im so mad i could. end up on the news.#starting now im checking that damn portal and all the news in the world .#omfg.#im so mad man.

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icannotgetoverbirds · 1 year ago

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saw an exclusionist post so here's a reminder

specifically in reference to transmasc lesbians and trying to draw lines in the sand on who can and can't claim the lesbian label, about how being a lesbian is exclusive of loving men, with someone referring to the people they're attempting to exclude as "fandom gremlin transmascs and neo-mogai crazies."

I don't have the spoons for a proper response but i do feel like i need to make something clear.

on this blog we support fucky genders, fandom gremlin transmascs, and neo-mogai crazies. reblog if u love ur fellow fandom gremlin and neo-mogai crazy queers.

#tw ableist language #tw exclusionism #byrd chirps #oh and if you have a problem with this then feel free to sound off in the notes so i can block you #there's a fucking trans genocide happening right now i will NOT tolerate exclusionary politics around good-faith identities #also why the fuck do the labels matter? we're all a bunch of filthy queer degenerates to the people that want us dead anyways!#if you police good faith identities you're a fucking fed and functionally conservative #and yeah if we wanna work together on something basic and/or general i can play nice with you #but there's no way in hell that i'm just gonna allow y'all into our spaces just so you can try and push me out!#if you're a lesbian and you don't want to date enby/genderqueer/multigender folk that's fine!#nobody is saying in good faith that you have to date us! do you realize who you sound like right now?#gee i wonder who else argues for pushing nonconforming people out of their spaces because they think we're predatory -#- and expect them to date us? i fucking wonder!#if you can't handle gender fuckery then don't make it my fucking problem! i'm not out here making it yours!#and no me existing and sharing labels with you is not 'making it your problem'#look you have the general lesbian space. we have the subset of genderqueer/transmasc lesbian space.#you cannot claim to be supportive of enben (including nb lesbians) if that support doesn't extend to genderqueer/multigender folks!#anyways rant over im not here to fucking argue about my right to self determination #that is specifically what i came to tumblr to AVOID.#not gonna link op because i don't wanna put them on blast just.#op if ur reading this. skedaddle. to the person i was following that put it on my dash. skedaddle.#to the person who they reblogged it from. skedaddle.#out. now. i am sweeping you off my front porch with a broom. you are not welcome on this blog #oh and the person who i'm quoting from the notes? that goes double for you. out.#inclusivity #intersectionality

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mozart-the-meerkitten · 1 year ago

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Been doing research on charcoal Bengals tonight and I am fighting the urge to message all the breeder pages I'm finding like "hey yeah, so I have nine charcoal kittens right now, yeah, this little snow bengal I personally rescued off the streets had a litter of six perfect lil charcoals and her charcoal sister I also rescued had a baby charcoal in her litter too. yeah I got them for free they were on the streets. yeah you heard me right. Seven. Charcoal. Kittens. They have no lineage because I got their mamas off the streets but hypothetically what could they be worth?" and then send like 40 pictures

also I'm starting to wonder if Maraly's three black kittens are melanistic? which means they have the same traits as a black leopard/panther, where they appear all black except in certain light where you can see their spots. Because they HAVE markings, they're just super light and hard to see. I had a melanistic Bengal named Diamond back in the day, she was gorgeous and she had BEAUTIFUL kittens and I also gotta check pictures of one of her kittens sometime because I'm wondering now if he was actually a charcoal and we just didn't know at the time (his mama was black and his father was a silver and APPARENTLY silver charcoals exist).

#cats #kittens #bengal kittens #bengals #I could make an estimated guess on how much we could make from some of leeli's kittens as they get older tbh #I just wanna hear what these people would say when they saw these beautiful babies #that cannot be used for breeding because they're half feral street cat xD #at the moment we're planning to just charge for vet expenses and whatever else we get is bonus #but I think we could charge over that with leeli's because DANG do they have the look #leeli the kitten's kittens #maraly the kitten's kittens #four is also a lovely charcoal baby- four of course being maraly's kitten #also maraly's babies are fluffy and I'm not sure if it's because they're young or if they're just Like That #gray is fluffy as heck #gray looks like belle did as a baby #ANYWAY #don't mind me over here rambling about my rescue bengals and their half breed kittens

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moe-broey · 3 months ago

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Can somebody hold my hand and tell me without explicit spoilers just how much Gustav I have to endure. Like. I know Alfonse has some voice lines about it, and talks about him a bit during his 40 convo. I haven't even touched Forging Bonds yet. It's so dark in here.

#at. my fucking limit about it LMFAOOOO #i'm. so sorry. i try so hard to not be a hater.... i always wanna see the silver lining i always wanna have a conversation w canon #i always want to glean like. even if i don't like the direction taken here. i want to ask myself What's the greater picture here?#like what does this say about alfonse? what story does it tell? and i always want to examine it i always do #i def. use both alfonse and sharena as filters for. my own bullshit. if that isn't like Abundantly Clear LMFAOOOO #but for me alfonse is much easier to look at directly bc he's something i'm not. even as a man i'll never be a cis man #i'm able to see through the looking glass about it. the way parents can feel this weird sense of ownership/kinship over their same sex kids #and when their kid makes a decision they personally wouldn't make they don't understand. like. you're Like Me aren't you?#it just. gets so i'm gonna throw up about it when you're trans. they literally cannot fucking comprehend that.#bc They wouldn't Do That. why are You doing that.#needless to say you probably see what i'm on about here. there's the literal part of it where alfonse is meant to take gustav's place #should he keep at it. which he does. something that was preordained but also a choice he wanted to make.#but also i cannot with the cycles man. i cannot. it's just like when aaron west's sister catherine said #'you paint dad like a damn saint / and you know that i loved him too / but he drank himself to death the same way'#<- LITERALLY BARELY LIKE NOT EVEN VAGUELY LIKE THAT. but it Is. to me.#literally i'm gonna start crying just reading those lines. what the fuck ehat is fucking wrong w me LMFAOOOOO #it's. so dark in here.

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