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capricioussuns · 4 months ago

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I've literally just had Clancy on repeat for like. A solid week now. And I keep thinking about it all. I have like seven painting ideas based on overcompensate and I know I'll never do them but MAN. The implications of that whole album +the videos. Tyler when I get you. When I get you Tyler.

#like??? what do you MEAN this is the last Clancy/Trench album. man you can't be doing this to me #I can't pass final judgment until we know it's Over over bc of all the '25' mentions and the tour ending in May #still might be a two parter or at least some sort of special video drop or tour viddy or smth but #but HWAT. obviously they have smth planned or Tyler wouldn't have specified the tour wasn't the fight either...#mr joseph #I can't believe they pulled me back in #I've been trying so hard to matrix dodge falling back down this rabbit hole and I failed so hard #it's been 11 years they can't keep getting away with this!!!#all /lh...of course... of course......#like I actually have a whole animatic for overcompensate and navigating but if I haven't even finished one of my ut ones there is NO way #that's happening #let alone how much I'd have to improve to actually make them look half as decent as I see them...ough #explodes #sunny with clouds #støp #not gunna tag this more properly just that would feel like tag spam but man...#horse staring into the ocean image

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bungobble-my-balls · 6 months ago

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Ok no one else is allowed to smile softly at Atsushi before letting themselves get killed to stop him dying with them anymore, he's got enough going on as it is 😭

Bonus with all three of Atsushi's girlfriends looking at him softly

Atsushi harem but the catch is they all keep telling Atsushi to go so he doesn't die with them.

Reading the dialogue between them actually makes me feel sick it's literally a pattern! This keeps happening from Lucy's 'you have to live on' to Sigma's 'let go, or you'll die too' (not this panel but 3 panels before) to Akutagawa's 'you damn fool, hurry up and go'!!!

The patterns....the patterns!!!

#I am once again making a post on these panels of Sigma and Lucy because I can't believe both times I didn't even clock that Akutagawa #pulled this too #oh my God wait Lucy might've been about to let herself die just like the other two she just didn't let Atsushi know #like she knew she was gonna get taken back by the Guild here but whether or not she thought they'd dispose of her by abandoning her or-#-killing her idk #the official 'I'm about to traumatise Atsushi' look ig 😭#Akutagawa #sigma #Lucy #Sigmatsu #atsulucy #sigmatsuakulucy #Atsushi #Asagari you are making me lose my mind over here #Tanizaki is the only one in the Atsushi harem not making me lose my mind. Thank you king 🙏🏼#the urge to let yourself die to save a catboy is too strong in the bsd universe #bsd #also everything written under the pictures of the three of them was written after I got halfway through these tags and realised Lucy was-#- also ready to accept what could've been her death but the difference is she didn't let Atsushi know #sskk #ignore that I forgot to tag that #ATHM #bungobble my post

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 3 months ago

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Let us pray for [y]our salvation.

and here's two views of the window w/o geki b/c i spent way too long on it lmao:

#my art lol #vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #utau #utauloid fanart #gekiyaku #kazehiki #i still can't believe i actually pulled this off WOO #i had the idea for a long ass time but was putting it off b/c i didnt think i could do it... but i think i did so yayy #tried doing this in ibispaint at first; hated how it was coming out so i came crawling back to firealpaca lmaooo sorry ibis </3 #i really gotta maybe mess with the brushes?? i think its the brush options that fuck me up. and ONLY on desktop??#cause on mobile i feel its better/fine and i have more control over them. idk i gotta keep experimenting #at this point i mostly just use ibis for extra effects that firealpaca doesn't have. thank god for .psd compatibility between both #the other reason i was trying to use ibis is b/c i heard something about a built-in stained glass effect filter and i was gonna try it #but i ended up just doing it all myself by hand in firealpaca so LMAOOO #feel free to gather your own thoughts on what this means :3

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avixthecat · 3 months ago

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ISAT SPOILERS

found a fun brush for this scene and decided to do everybody with brushes i never use

#watch as i defy time itself in a fanart for the most ironic of scenes in the most ironic of games #isat spoilers #anyways yeah it took me -24 minutes to draw this #isat #isat siffrin #isat isabeau #isat mirabelle #isat odile #isat bonnie #can't believe i pulled a siffrin drawing this #going back in time and all

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egophiliac · 2 years ago

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The chapter is insaneeeeeeeeeeee insaneeeeeeeeee please your thoughts pleaseeeee twest really went all out

HIS HORNS LIGHT UP

and all the other stuff that happened, look, I'm processing

#twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #to reiterate #spoilers spoilers spoilers #ahem #the HUMMING #the LOGO DROP at the end #god #me screaming: THE TAMAGOTCHI WAS AN ALLEGORY #unfortunate service worker: ma'am i asked if you wanted queso #god malleus you glorious idiot i knew you were going to pull this shit but still #i can't believe we got the one-two punch of mal's unique magic AND his overblot in the span of like ten seconds #he's so PURPLE!#i love him!#WHERE is my fashion doll with 12 exclusive accessories and horns that light up when you push the button on his back #so this is gonna be a dreamworld thing right #mal you put us all in a dreamworld didn't you. you sly dog.#is idia seriously going to be the only one who escaped because he was too depressed to leave his room. incrediblé.#oh my god are we gonna be doing TIME LOOPS #eeeeeee #this really is the best gift ever thank you tsunotarou

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greeneyed-thestral · 2 years ago

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#reblog if you believe balin K N E W #he looks at him like 'bilbo you don't need to tell me anything ok..? i may be old but these eyes still work quite well'#'and he felt the same about you dear lad'#bilbo can't even verbalize his feelings and thoughts -- he can just nod in silence and hide his grief behind a smile #i don't know if you've ever found yourself in a situation in which you want to confess everything but something inside you stops you #it's like you're on a cliff and you can foresee how everything is going to change if you do so your body and brain pull you back #it's a fine line between wanting to get caught and still being scared of not being able to take those words back once said #this is exactly what it looks and feels like -- and bilbo realises sometimes you don't have to say anything 'cause everyone knows #the hobbit #hobbit #bilbo #bilbo baggins #thorin #thorin oakenshield #bilbo/thorin #thorin/bilbo #bilbo x thorin #thorin x bilbo #bagginshield #martin freeman #richard armitage #the battle of the five armies #battle of the five armies #botfa

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sysig · 5 months ago

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Sweet dreams, for a time (Patreon)

#Doodles #Parapluesch #Mama Oz #So I mentioned that Mama Oz's grief doesn't come from Literally losing a child in how we understand the phrase #However - the dream sequences usually conflate Feeling and Experience #Thus - this #The fact that her actual function is as a magazine rack is so - well it's a lot haha it's a real statement piece #A stuffed animal made with the hide of a different animal made specifically to hold magazines in her belly pouch rather than a Joey #That's........a concept lol #I just can't see her as a piece of furniture! I know that's her function but no! She's a stuffed animal!#It's so easy to imagine her backstory - a child growing up in that home and having her be mama to all the other plushies #Not used as a magazine rack at all - constantly pulled out of her Utility to a more emotional and playful side #Until the child grows up and she's forced back into what she was made for - her ''purpose'' yes but to have to give up what she became #It's like this piece of furniture was doomed to sadness from conception! Personifying an object to that degree - I mean you gave it a face!!#Hard to believe I'm so emotionally invested in this item I'd never seen before and now #I guess that's good memorable design for you haha #She's also still quite fun to draw :D She's very cute!#I wasn't sure about giving her a mouth since I'm pretty sure the actual version doesn't have one - and some of the plushies don't #But I like the idea of her having a little Moomin-like mouth up under her snoot hehe #She kinda reminds me of Sniff even huh #She was fun to draw lying down haha I can very easily see her in my mind's eye standing herself back up in the Parapluesch animation style #I'm still thinking over how her story would conclude - I want her to be able to stand on her own as an individual #But I want her to retain her desire to nurture! She's still a plush even if she started a bit unconventional #Healthy balance to be found somewhere hmm

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theflyingfeeling · 11 months ago

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fic talk in the tags 💝

#aaaaaaaa i have only 4 stores left to write for the advent calendar and then i'm done?! 😭#i can't believe it guys i might actually be able to pull this off 👀#i've literally just winged it day after day with minimal planning #and i haven't even had a breakdown once? gonna knock on wood here real quick lol #i've had so much fun writing all these little stories too 🥺 and i'm fairly satisfied with them as well! yes!! me!! my biggest critic!!#i'm not gonna be writing anything for a while after i get these last ones done though lol i've written SO MUCH during these past weeks #however i did write down a short piece of dialogue in finnish the other day 👀#like. literally 11 words and idk if i'm ever gonna write more but those words just...came to me so i had to write them down somewhere #(it has been peer-reviewed as 'perfect' (thanks eetu <3) and you can totally slide in my DMs if you're curious)#and the college/uni au i've been playing with practically all autumn is something i definitely want to give a try #(so far i only have some random notes and moodboards 😅)#but whatever i'll end up writing i'll do it because i want to and that's what's important 🤍#thank you so much everyone who has been reading these stories or any of my fics this year #i really am not expecting anyone to read my stories and i'm happy if even just one person does 🥺#okay sappy talk over now back to writing byeeeeee #*stories

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hourglass-meadow · 16 days ago

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thing that id do if i wasn't lazy: raptor red-inspired fanfic about hunter's life prior to meeting NSH, to the events of its campaign and its eventual fate

titled Slugcat Red of course

#text #rain world #rw hunter #biggest thing holding me back is that i can't pull off writing xenofiction even though it fascinates me #even if those are alien part-artificial critters from a world that plays by different rules than ours #the general fandom belief is that hunter was NSH-made but there's nothing really indicating that at least in vanilla #i think hunter being a wild slug that got specifically scouted out for the mission is more interesting #i also believe the Illness is a result of NSH fucking up giving the mark due to eroded equipment #it had its own life and it was sacrificed in the name of the gods' greater purposes #might as well do something noble with what little time there is left

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konshokoentaiko · 3 months ago

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i always thought i was a very typical enemies to lovers girlie but i think i just realized my actual taste in ships is the dynamic where the two are supposedly equal rivals/enemies who represent diametrically opposed themes (for the Aesthetic), but in actuality it’s just one of them yanking the other around on a chain while the other whines and rages and protests and ultimately makes an absolute spectacle of themselves

so uhhh. how did THAT happen and when and why

#L and light fit this dynamic bc my mental model of their conversations is like this #L shoots light a question mostly meant to fuck with him and it works bc light instantly starts running in around in circles in his brain #he’s like a circus performer juggling ten rings on a tightrope. obsessively constructing his answer based on what he imagines he looks like #in L's eyes. he's like... a peacock strutting around with his feathers out or some shit. so easily provoked. he's doing this to himself!!!#this is not even mentioning that L had light on a literal leash (that's what im calling the chain.) but anyways #i started shipping them in yotsuba arc and it was the moment where light did a thing in hunting down yotsuba and L was like hmm. good boy.#(me: having visions of light's brain shorting out in this moment (bc the praise kink shit is so real and personal to me))#but then he turns it into another test: you're so good you could replace me actually. and then light just calls him on it in front of the #whole task force with this big dramatic speech like he'd reached into L's brain and pulled the thoughts directly from his head #light is constantly performing at L's whims and he hates it ofc. he's under investigation; why wouldn't he? but secretly he's having the #time of his life bc he's a bit deranged and he likes showing off!!! to L!!!#out of all versions of light i think yotsuba!light felt most strongly about having Something To Prove. to everyone and to L specifically #at this point after the fake-memory kira shenanigans he's def not a normal strait-laced boy even if he's pretending very hard to be one #theres so much u can do w that dynamic imo. like it isnt just neutered kira vs L it's got its own flavor that can only exist at that time #especially if u also assume L realizes light has lost his memories and is kinda trying to manipulate him about it #anyways back to my original point. i can't believe it took an anthropomorphic tv man hitting the base versions of my tastes with deadly #precision for me to even realize what they were. im going insane about this. thank you anthropomorphic tv man. i guess #this is also why alastor + lucifer isn’t doing it for me i think. hating each other over power levels? or over charlie? boringgg #it’s gotta be more personal than that. they’re more evenly matched in how they feel about each other but it feels soulless #i need that raw gut churning angst lmaooo #this is also partly why i can’t get into angel + husk and im MAD about it. i think they’re the kind of ship i might’ve liked back when i #was 12 and losing it over sns (naruto) for the first time. but now i’m a diff type of person apparently

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seafoam-taide · 3 months ago

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You know I thought for awhile that I was just a rare type of person who sure, liked people well enough but was okay being alone didn't necessarily need anyone and NO. NO. NO. OH MY GOD . YOU GIANT DUMBASS. NO HAHAHA NOOO NOPE

#tide of consciousness #See what was confusing me is usually when people talk about life partner they mean romantically sexually #And also I have yet to meet someone who gets me in the way I want someone to get me <- I think <- good chance I have and squandered it #<- that may be the evil brain talking though #But anyway so I was misconstruing the fact that the people I know and like currently are not people I want to spend my life with #With the idea that there is no one and no chance I will ever want that #And also heteronormative allo society despite my best efforts Is in my brain #And I'm only just realizing how badly I would really like to find a person or maybe people who do make me feel like. I could want that #The idea that there could be someone out there that I would want to spend my time and space with forever is mind blowing #Because honestly and this is of course the mental illness but I have kind of been under the assumption that maybe I am just like. Weeell #Evil and broken and cruel and selfish and HAHA. you know. The usual #Because you know only recently I got my first taste of 'a person is actively choosing you and wants you over all things'#And then I fucked that up because that was my first time believing anyone could care about me and you know you always fuck that one up #And that sucked and is still in the process of sucking but it has also made me realize #That there is actually a way that I would want that. Maybe #Like in a way that worked. I'd really like to have a person like that maybe #And honestly that's a nightmare to have to realize #Because before it was like hey! I guess I just don't have to worry about that!#And now I'm like FUCK. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THIS #because special secret I've never actively tried to connect to people in my life ever #I don't know how you do that! I don't know how to actively form relationships!#I just wait for someone to grab me and pull me along! It's terrifying to think about trying to discover that #AT 20!#I know it's not unusual especially in this day and age in fact it's kind of an epidemic #But you're supposed to learn how to socialize when you're a little tiny baby!!! I don't want to figure this out now I can't even get a job!#Fucking shit that's a lot of words um #Every 6 months I remember that I'm deeply deeply deeply lonely and it's the worst and then I wilfully ignore it until I rediscover it again #Every day I discover a new layer to how utterly wretchedly self loathing my brain is and its the worst #Peeling back a layer of paint and surprise! You've subconsciously thought you were fine being alone because secretly you believe #That it is impossible for you to be anything but alone! Yay!

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weidli · 1 year ago

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wow some people are assholes

#(some dude tried to get handsy with me in the train)#i mean sexually harassing people on trains is already definitely asshole behavior. thinking it's funny when the person you're harassing #tells you in no uncertain terms that they want nothing to do with you and yes they are absolutely sure that they don't want to fuck you?#clearly asshole behavior.#doing all this at SIX AM? what is WRONG with you !!! i got four hours of sleep and then you pull that shit !! bitch make an appointment and #come back tomorrow !#also still can't believe he asked me where i was going and actually expected me to answer like bitch why the fuck would i tell you that #anyway. whatever. he didn't actually end up touching me and i'm safely home i'm just pissed off

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im2tired4usernames · 7 months ago

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Every single time I defend someone shitty who has done nothing but be a cunt to me because they did 1 (ONE ) decent thing THEY ALWAYS TURN AROUND AND DO SOMETHING SO MUCH WORSE TO ME

#every single time i praise aomeone for turning a new leaf they fuck me over #my life is continuing getting worse and worse and worse and worse and i really don't know how much longer i want to deal with this shit #if things do not change soon I'm quitting I'll run away and i will never come back #i praise y sister for growing up she steals and then lies about it and i print with out a shadow of a doubt she did it wont admit it #coworker who bums job off onto me dose. one piece of work then fucked off and dowe nothing else all day then spreads rumors i lied about my #moms cancer #like i can pull up her obituary bitch #dad dose 1 nice thing then like let's me go to bed instead of doing all the dishes that accumulate while i was at work #then need day turns me back into a slave #is goin to marry his yandere bitch gf my mother has not been dead a year yet good for him #I'm done #i hate being alive i can't daydream about anything anymore except death #i used to be able to daydream ocs n stories that stopped years ago then it was day dreaming about a better life with my wife #that's hard to believe it'll ever happen in just trapped and my dad constantly discourages me getting independent or doin anything for mysel #no don't get a full time job don't move out you cam never do it no don't try to learn sewing again doing try dnd again doing make new friend #don't do anything to make like nice #I'm allowed Wednesday nights after the kids go to church and that's it and if it clashes with family aucks to be me #and i don't get to make. it up the next day like dad #i cant stand my life i hate it so much #i hate my family minus my four youngest siblings #i hate my job i hate waking up i hate feeling exhausted all the time #being alive is disappointment and work I'm tired of it #I'm tired #i dont want to do this anymore #i need something to change but I'm trapped nothing will change unless i do it #and i hate that I'll probably have to leave ao much behind

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abeluser · 7 months ago

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I should be paying my piano teacher more for providing me the extra service of free therapy.

#abel.txt #'your back is very curved. sit more confidently' 'you have to ease the tension in your hands to play more beautifully'#'i can't believe you downplayed your practice this week. you've worked hard.'#'i can tell you're nervous. i'm not angry'#'you learn very fast. i like that about you.' 'the way your brain works is very logical. i can tell you were good at mathematics.'#'your music theory is always good'#and she pulled me out of a panic attack which no one has ever been able to do apart from one online friend..#she's nice to me. she doesn't mind when i go mute.

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prince-liest · 10 months ago

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thinking a little bit more about why I disliked Red Rising so violently that I turned around and was like "I need to read something gay immediately for my emotional health" now that I'm not actively irritated by it

and I think it's because it just. right off the bat feels like it's written by a guy who doesn't see women as whole people as opposed to Females (TM). and when the response from fans of the book to critique on that front is "well, that's the point, it's supposed to show how dire the society is," it really brings home the way that the book, the author, and I guess a lot of these readers who are telling on themselves, also just see female characters as tools and objects, and that the role of femininity is that of purity to be either protected or damaged.

they're there to show the tragedy of the world, of course! that's the point! it motivates the masculine protectiveness of the main character so much!

the other argument I've seen a lot is "well, there are good female characters later on! just keep reading" and it's like 1) that's your opinion as someone who liked the first parts enough to keep reading so we're already starting from different places, 2) that doesn't actually fix the things already wrong, it just adds some more things that are maybe less wrong, and lastly 3) life is too short for me to slog through hundreds of pages of narrative-validated misogyny before I get to the parts people claim are better

I've read plenty of books that portray misogyny, dystopia, and sexual assault. hell, I just swapped to A Darker Shade of Magic and the female POV character gets attacked with the intent of sexual violence literally immediately when you first meet her. but it was a really fun scene in my opinion and it doesn't read the same.

anyway, absolutely delighted that I did swap to A Darker Shade of Magic and Prince Rhy was immediately and blatantly bisexual. the characters are delightful even when they anger me, and I no longer feel like I'm reading a weird caricature of western male rage.

#personal #can't believe I just used the phrase 'western male rage'#y'all have me out here pulling out the sociology vocab fr #fr tho I can NOT stop comparing this book to The Will of the Many in my mind #and how TWOTM did so many things right character-wise that Red Rising immediately got wrong #anyway. now that I've got that out back to books I enjoy.#meta #books #bel reads

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welcometoteyvat · 2 years ago

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read baizhu’s stories. he wins for most balanced character of all time

#and i mean this in terms of lore vs plot relevance and personality traits #i still haven't pulled him but thats fine (coping) sigh he's so idk enriched as a character #like his stories are obv focused on. well himself but they have a lot of nice lore details like his contract w changsheng and some immortali #immortality mentions ig. idk how to describe it also the elaboration on the r/ship between life and death >>>>>>#can't believe he goes to dinner at wfp sometimes lmao?? him and hu.tao be like 'cant stand this bitch 1 min later me and the bestie' /jjjjjj #just kidding i could never water down a nuanced relationship to a joke meme #when they mentioned how he hu tao and zhongli come together and only truly meet heart to heart when conducting last affairs... good stuff #anyways i like him. please come home now i dont want to have to go to 80 pulls for you #back to the lore relevance its nice that his story quest also elaborated on like how god remains affect people and callback to the chi of yo #yore world quest wayyy back #think im pretty satisfied for how his character personality etc turned out after 2 yrs of waiting like some of the hate was so bad lol just #bc of qiqi's stories but like his stories did a nice balance between selfless but sees all transactions as useful ones and does good but wit #with knowledge that it will also benefit his own reputation and image. selfishly selfless search for immortality clever but caring etc etc #he's got a solid head about him and now i want in depth character analysis fics when there are none on ao3 pensive pensive #ramblings!#baizhu

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