#I can’t stop looking at this woman
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(Young) Agatha and Rio
#I am trying to capture their likeness here#agatha all along#I’m obsessed with them#how is Kathryn Hahn so pretty#I can’t stop looking at this woman#she’s so expressive it’s unreal#agatha harkness#agathario#agatha x rio#Agatha all along fanart#agatha fanart#rio vidal#rio vidal fanart#my art
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Trustworthy people with everything under control.
#Tsv#tsv fanart#the silt verses fanart#the silt verses#sister carpenter#brother faulkner#james hayward#paige duplass#I saw some chibiesque drawings in passing while looking for a picture in my folders and I thought well. I guess that’s what I wanna do toda#I’m actually literally going insane that I can’t find Faulkner and Paige. I can’t draw them. Losing my marbles.#I want James to look similar to this but something’s still missing. He’s definitely east asian to me though.#I might make him chubbier because that is hot and no one can stop me.#I stand by my Carpenter though she’s been clear in my head since day one. Woman of all time.#I keep drawing Paige in suits because of her Office Job but I think she’s more a cardigan woman to me. Much to think about.
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they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr

#I am only a girl living in a society#I make connections#she looks so pretty in blue though I want more#also you’re telling me that rhaenyra saw her walk in all cute looking to not completely crumble at the sight of her?#like my girl got all dolled up for you do something#rhaenyra IS a puppy dog when it comes to those bambi eyes shut up#Alicent was like you think you want her? I’m the love of your life you moron#and rhaenyra is like I KNOW#like she’s been trying to get the other woman to realize that very thing for the last 15+ years#and alicent’s all heartbroken like oh so you’re taking her to wife#and rhaenyra is like nO? WHAT?? all dumb and speechless cause jealous alicent was definitely not on her bingo card this year#whilst also having her own mental breakdown#because how on earth is she meant to explain this to her councel#or jace for that matter#that sure was goint to be a fun future conversation to have with her heir#but also Alicent just strutted into the room and started acting like a scorned wife?#which left rhaenyra feeling like the asshole parent who stopped paying for child support after the divorce#but also she never wanted a divorce in the first place?? and alicent doesn’t seem to get this?#like she’s already figuring out how to most efficiently empty daemon’s chambers for the woman to move in permanently#but alicent’s still yapping off about not having a place in court anymore and fleeing across the sea#and rhaenyra can’t help the bitter taste in her mouth as she states how that ship came in a little too late for them and it is messyyyy#hotd leaks#house of the dragon leaks#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#bridgerton
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being a fan of false/ren/both atm is kinda weird and surreal in these times because you have to carefully tread around in your mind to avoid thinking about upsetting things (which consist of like 50% of the total stuff in your head) and you have to rewire your longtime neural pathways but it’s necessary and doable lol
#the friend group.#took a look at my drafts on main and the stuff i had painstakingly saved/ written… idk what to do with it so im just not doing anything#every time i see someone go ‘oh those two didn’t really interact with anyone else im on the server’ im sitting here with gritted teeth.#but no surprises people never gave a shit#it feels weird. esp as a false watcher.#like to explain to the hermitcraft fans it’s like what happened to the sbi fans when wilbur came out as a piece of shit. but less severe.#i do think a lot of people stopped giving a shit about iskall after hc6 so they automatically ignored everything he did#i think it’s actually insane because as a false/ren/both viewer you can’t just fucking pretend things never happened#it’s been one year since hc10 started 🙂 and things have changed 🙂#there’s no way people have forgotten HOW hc10 started and all the. stuff. that i now don’t look at.#i am fine i am either diassociating or narrowing my scope but it’s still ??????#anywayssss this was prob make lifeseriesifcation worse and false is the only non lifer hermit woman yayyyyy this can’t go wrong yayyy#i do think it’s nice that we don’t know what ren thinks about this like yesss none of our business#can’t wait for more ignorance from the fandom yippee#iskall situation#discourse#salt#ria.txt#ppl celebrating hc10 woohoo new hermits yeah and im over here trying not to think about it. i am not thinking about 90% of it.
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I got a facial yesterday and I’m ovulating so the beauty I’m radiating is so intense, the despair I’m feeling isn’t even visible btw
#literally had a woman stop me to tell me I look beautiful while I was grabbing milk#Arsenal u can’t touch thisssss
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I seriously think girls who are in a fandom centered around men need to go to therapy the second they start hating on men’s real life girlfriends. It’s possible to have a crush and read/write fanfic about a man without absolutely tearing down his girlfriend at every second I promise. If I could do it, you can too!
#like it’s just so annoying!! the internalized misogyny!!#I feel bad for every woman in the public eye who has to date an internet sexy man#they are the worlds strongest soldiers because of teenagers and grown ass women/people were talking about me like that online I’d#definitely have some choice words to say#that’s why I can’t get mad at them when they do get mad at fans because some of these fans need to learn that behavior is not okay and they#need to take a good long look in the mirror for their mental health#you’d think a hot man having a gf would be good because it helps fuel the fanfic but noooo only they themselves are good enough for their#golden boy#like by acting like this you are pushing your golden boy away from his audience and causing him to set more boundaries so you don’t send#death threats to his gf#like don’t you want your golden boy to be happy and live a full life???#I just don’t get it#autumn rambles#I’ll stop complaining I promise xoxo#it just bothers me that fandom culture will always be fandom culture and it will always involve minorities getting unjust hate no matter#what fandom you go into 🧍♀️
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why is this fandom a literal dumpster fire.
#Questions questions#everybody involved in this situation make me roll my my eyes#This is so juvenile#Can we just agree Adam is bad and move on?#And maybe not give the apologists and conspirators the attention they clearly want?#I just can’t believe everybody in this situation are adults#Bc no one is acting like it#We got some parasovial freak conspiracy theorist that felt some need to spout bullshit#and a grown ass woman throwing insults around instead of just leaving it alone like her Words will change anything#If anything it’ll just make them defensive and make YOU look bad to an extent.#you can not be a savior at all times sorry but if they are just a fan that doesn’t deserve all info#Then they don’t deserve your time or words for a response#People have the right to an opinion#you have the right to ignore it knowing nobody sensible will agree with that shit ass opinion#And moving back to the freak#While I am a believer of innocent until proven guilty and blindly believing any and all victims is harmful#Adam Rosner is a rapist#Full stop#there is evidence stacked on him in copious amounts and you can’t just choose whether you want to believe it or not#And call it “investigation”#People aren’t dog piling Adam for no reason#he is just a creep and it is common knowledge#The savior complex from both of those posts reek#Thank you for coming to my Ted talk#emh#everymanhybrid#Adam Rosner#tribetwelve
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god I need to rewatch the wolf man (1941) again I take breaks while watching films often which is a bad habit I need to break I need to stop treating movies like they’re books this film was fantastic I just finished it and like it’s so fucking good. One of my favorite films. Made me wanna cry. Love the themes of isolation and how no one believed Larry’s illness he was either seen as being ridiculous or being inherently cruel deep down in his heart or even just the mere assertion he was insane and needed to get treatment for psychosis when that was not what he was facing in his struggles. He knew he was harmful to others he knew what was happening to him but no one took his word for it. No one truly believed except the mother of a son who lived and died as a werewolf. To know what is wrong with you and try to isolate, try to ensure everyone else is safe after finally acknowledging that is something you are going through, and for everyone else to never understand it is heartbreaking. He did nothing to deserve this fate. No one truly deserves being treated like this, being neglected like this.
I also kinda interpreted how Larry’s father reacted to his son behaving like this as him knowing that the asylums won’t help, you know? This is a recurring issue in their family, something that has sprung up again and again, family members with the same illness, the same curse. I feel like they have at least tried to institutionalize them before at least once, and realized how horrendous they treated them in it. He doesn’t want his son to go through that, he wants his son to just push through this “delusion” and make it through when he cannot. His father basically has to convince himself that his son can push through if he tries hard enough, because that itself feels like it is the only cure for something like this. He doesn’t want his son to become a husk, he doesn’t know how to help his little boy. His own attempts to help him by trying to make him snap out of it only pushes them further off the edge, leading to his death by the hands of his own father at the end of the film.
#rambles#Art talkings and musings#putting this in that tags because this way too informal to be put into my art analysis tag#the wolf man#the wolf man 1941#it kinda reminds me of the metamorphosis and bones and all too#with the metamorphosis it just reminded me of that due to how the people perceive the wolf is similar to how gregor is seen in the novella#with bones and all its about how there’s others like him and how he can’t really control his urge and how no one else can truly help him#no one who hasn’t experienced this pain will ever understand it#At least in bones and all Maren found others like her she found Lee. Larry has no one#The dynamic Larry had with Gwen reminded me of Veronica and Seth from the fly by David cronenberg too#Both relationships even have an other guy the woman either is or was romantically tied with too! God I love both of these films#The way Larry is treated for his lycanthropy and how it’s seen as psychosis reminded me back of the history of how autism was treated#Like autism was commonly mistaken for schizophrenia so much that the dsm5 has put in how a autistic individual needs to show more positive#symptoms for shit like schizophrenia in order to try to stop more diagnosis. autism being compared to schizophrenia is even in the origin o#its name look up what autism means it’s so. Ough#this isn’t me saying this entire film is a allegory for autism in my personal view of it I just wanted to make note of something I know tha#Is similar to what happened in the film. I gotta read up on the Jewish interpretation of this movie I kept thinking about that as I watched
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30 year old birthday pros:
-hang out wit friends
-watch hotel Transylvania 2 : the fetish film
-play video games and get snacks
- 6ish months on t and pass to cops
Cons;
- first car accident
-my car hates me and is ruined forever
Pros:
-car got to bite another car ? that’s enrichment maybe?/
-driver was a former Kia soul driver which reaffirms my theory that only kia souls can damage another Kia soul
#sigh. what a mixed day. well maybe this means the rest of my 30s will be good.#hit them at like 5mph from 4 feet away but still cracked my bumper and ruined my day for the next 3 months#for reference the only other accident I’ve been in is when /I/ got rear ended badly at a light by… another green Kia soul…#(the woman was crying to an npr podcast with her eyes closed)#it’s just such a fucking bummer bc I’ve driven flawlessly not a single ticket or me accident in 12 years#despite the many red light runners I’ve narily avoided (<even got D and D insurance bc of that) and the time my breaks gave out#when I was going 50 and pulled up next to a cop….. yes like my breaks stopped working as I was driving to work going 50…..#and the many many hydroplaning / driving in inches of water moments#y’all would understand my heartbreak if you knew how deeply I love my car. one of my fave things. I cried for hours when I got rear ended#and thought it would be totaled (thankfully MO is a 80% state and 8k damages was still under the threshold )#and now I am no better than a Tesla driver. for not looking. and assuming car in front of me alread merged when it started driving.#sigh. well at least I got he himmed by the cop and went 12 years without causing an accident. which is pretty good I guess.#and can’t kill myself in penance or my car would be sad :( and also my friends or whatever. but ny green Kia soul mostly.#a day in the life of steeve
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#i’m covering two people’s jobs this week and today is still dead i hate days like this 🥹#i bought my very first manga as a thirty year old woman (junji ito) and i’m obsessed i can’t stop thinking about it#i shouldn’t be in work today i should be looking at my picture book#you know when you’re quiet at work and feeling so productive?#like i could sort out the storage beneath my bed if i wasn’t here#i could clear out the garage#i could learn how to bind books#but then you actually get home and. lie down exhausted on your couch for the hours#😭😭#*that should have said three hours but yea. The Hours.#five days is absurd for a working week five days is inhumane
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siggi and finan are married right before the start of season 4, after becoming close during the time jump.
#txt#ch: siggi#siggi x finan#after s3 things are calm for a time for them and the others#and the relative peace and quiet allows them time to act on their feelings#finan catches siggi bathing in the river one day and siggi - bold and unashamed - coaxes him in with her#things devolve from there#as they head back to camp siggi makes a passing remark about him having ruined her for her future husband#and finan laughs like he’s supposed to but can’t help the way his heart aches and his face falls#siggi notices observant as ever#’one shag in a river and what? you want me to be your wife?’#and finan edges closer to her with a hopeful look ‘would that be so bad?’#despite her feelings for him the suddenness of it all scares siggi off and she suggests they head back to camp before the other worry#finan leaves it be and hits himself for being so stupid#later that week things are still awkward between them#but finan knows his heart and what he wants - and he so rarely acts on what he wants! and uhtred insists that he try - properly this time#so finan takes siggi aside one night in cookham and asks if they can talk#‘it’s not rare for me to be a fool but in this I swear I do not jest’#���you truly wish to marry me?’ siggi asks and he has never seen her so vulnerable not in the years he’s known her#‘why’s that so hard to believe? you’re a sight to behold siggi. beyond that you’re a good woman - a good person -#one of the best I’ve known. I cannot stop thinking about you and it’s not because I’ve shagged you.’#and then the truth of it comes out from siggi. that she worries she has nothing to offer him#that she cannot be the ‘good Christian wife’ that he deserves#and finan just shakes his head with a fond smile as he kneels before her#‘I don’t care you who pray to at night or what idol you wear at your neck. I want you siggi - exactly as you are. I swear it on my life’#siggi cups his face and stares into the brown of his eyes and the way his heart is laid bare befor her#and can only smile softly down at him and say a quiet ‘yes’#’yes?’ finan says all his usual charming bastard self#and siggi just tugs him to his feet and says louder this time ‘yes I will marry you finan’#she’s being gathered in his arms and spun before she can stop him 🤡🤡🤡
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definitely on my I hate men bs tonight bc why are y’all like that.
#once I start starving for love attention and affection again it’ll be different but men make it sooo hard for you to like them#individually and as a group#I just feel like it’s not even worth it to try and connect with men anymore for the purposes of romance#you can tell them exactly what you want and what they can do to make you happy and it won’t even be much#and they’ll still fall short and be fucking flaky and weird and stupid as fuck#they play dumb and they say they’re busy but they know exactly what they’re doing and who they’re doing it to#you could be they nicest sweetest most honest woman and they would still find ways to be shitty to you#I’m still going to remain a sweetheart but FUCK!!!!!!!!#all I wanted was one nice man to spend a few weeks with who would treat me right and do what I ask and sex me right and often#but I see now men’s brains aren’t wired that way… as soon as they get it once their effort goes down#I could give consistent effort attention and affection to someone for however long as long as it’s reciprocated#but niggas can’t even do that. bro it was just for a few more weeks you couldn’t keep up the act for a few more weeks?#I would have been giving consistent pussy and affection but apparently asking for gm/Gn texts is asking too much#and asking for a crumb of time is too much#why say you’re available when you’re NOT AVAILABLE#I’m just gonna stop having sex until I’m married because I’m tired of just being the next man’s conquest.#clearly connection and time spent and effort and being honest with people means nothing to anyone anymore.#talking about how you’d like things to go and following through on that means nothing apparently.#so yea I’m just seriously over it. over feeling dumb over feeling used#over feeling dumb as fuck for compromising on my boundaries and then having to put up with even less than that#mine#next time a man wants to give me head I’m gonna let him do it then leave. I’m not having sex anymore unless I’m hooking up specifically#I should have listened to him when he slowly revealed to me that he was not what I was looking for#guess what lesson learned. big time
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I am literally watching in real time yall Taylor swift that fucking channel rook chick into a lasting famous career highly undeserved like the Kanye moment at the 09 vmas did for her. Yall running to play captain save a hoe to a girl who admittedly doesn’t want to be as famous as she’s gotten, who doesn’t know how to separate herself from her “project” her own damn self then wants to cry foul when her failure to properly articulate herself (the irony of being a pop star whose entire schtick is all about being loud and unapologetic with who you are while singing music that is supposed to be about self expression being unable to properly express herself in interviews and tik tok follow ups isn’t lost on me) gets her in some hot water.
And the thing is no one who is a chaperone fan is going to stop listening from her statements. Cancel culture isn’t real and yall will always find an excuse for her. The way yall try to revisionist history Miley getting called out by Nicki Minaj like Miley was being hella racist and appropriative during that time, THUS why Nicki called her out, but yall wanna defend her like she was baby just minding her business when a mean evil old ass black woman embarrassed her wah wah. Like Miley isn’t a nepo baby who would and was good after that.
This situation would have blown over next week, but here comes everyone running to defend the poor white female stuck in a well she climbed in, and the whole world gotta stop to lament on how we are just expecting too much for her to be mindful of not repeating stupid hyper online takes. But more annoying is this behavior means now if she does do anything truly worth criticizing, we can’t because yall will write it off as ppl just hating on a successful woman. And the fans get more fanatical in her defense, and then we’re stuck with her for 15 years where she’ll release her own uninspired version of the tortured poets and yall will try to gaslight us into pretending it’s great (like yall already are about that boring attempt at art).
Like yall are so annoying with this shit. Imagine if yall cared half as much about defending black women and supporting black female artists as yall do these mediocre white acts who will continue to be fine thanks to the monster machine of the white supremacist media that loved (and had been itching for) a new white girl to obsess over. Shut up with the discourse every time that girl puts her foot in her mouth so she can fall back into the obscurity she was born to live in. Jfc.
#I literally said months ago don’t fucking do this shit with her#and look at yall do it#have you people learned nothing?#why can’t yall learn from the past?#cry about Britney then dunk on amber heard so now she has to live in secret in Spain to avoid hate#claim you care about black lives but always support people who bastardize and appropriate our culture and aesthetic#like post Malone and any other white ‘rapper’ defending Miley’s racism and loving the kartrashian type shit#yall are so dishonest with how aggressively hypocritical and disingenuous with your morals and political takes#cut it the fuck up#that woman is closer to 30 than she is most of her fans ages#she can either invest in some goddamn media training or figure it the fuck out on her own#stop fighting these white womens battles for them#especially when yall go so hard here#but won’t for let’s say a white woman accusing one of your favorite white men of rape and abuse#defend shit that matters not that idiots braindead takes jfc
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i want to be part of a book club
#i can’t say this to my friends bc they’ll call me an elderly woman again#but it looks like so much fun#can my fyp stop being like me n my book club ✌️🫶#sighs#sweet nothings ˚‧⁺ ・ ˖ ·
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I’m gonna challenge my subconscious to a fist fight and I’m gonna lose
#i had a dream that mabel kept coming back to life just to sniff stuff or investigate food that she liked#she was still dead but i’d buried her instead of cremating her and for whatever reason i was either digging her up#or she was digging herself up and sniffing and eating stuff#and i was like ‘she’s CLEARLY still alive if she can do this’ and everyone was like ‘no she’s dead you have to bury her again’#whenever she fell asleep she would be dead again. like she’d stop breathing and her heart would stop#i don’t know if she was like. a vampire dog? but it was so upsetting to dream#this is the second sad dream i’ve had about mabel in the course of like 3 days.. no less because the last one made me wake up in tears#on friday morning. and like it’s brought me to my knees honestly. i can’t DO this#also in my dream i went to a careers advisor or life coach or something and they were really mean to me lol#and my family made me go with them to visit some people i didn’t know who insisted on serving us cups of tea#it was really strong hot tea and i don’t really drink tea like that#and my grandma’s friend who was the loveliest woman and died a few years ago was there#and she was just absolutely pouring milk in her tea even though it was overflowing and going everywhere#and mabel was there accosting their terriers even though she was supposed to be dead. it was too much#in another part of the dream my old roommafe (who i really didn’t like) was pressuring me to go drinking with her even though mabel had just#(dubiously) died. and i was like ‘you do realise i’m going to get absolutely paralytic and scream and cry about my dog the whole time’#there was also this subplot where like everyone i knew but me had been in a play and the stage makeup had been made from ‘magic beans’#that stained everyone blue. so everyone i met had randomly blue eyebrows and stuff#there was one man who was just fully blue#also i was supposed to be in the world championships for a game that was like tetris but more esoteric but the servers broke down#or something like that. i think that’s everything#i’m just like.. why make me bawl at 6:30 on a sunday morning. what’s the advantage of that#i’m supposed to be taking care of benji and he’s looking at me like ‘god this woman is a basket case’#his owner has colitis and chronic fatigue and she has her shit more together than me#personal
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Wish I could block very specific posts about botw Zelda…
#Like. I’m not the biggest fan of her pre calamity because she reminded me of someone who was awful to me#Then havingto see posts that are all about hating on her jusy because she’s a woman who actually does stuff#Like no I don’t hate her#And I definitely don’t hate her bc of her accent or the science thing or even for the fact that she yelled at link!(which are all reasons I#Have seen people hate on her for! ) No I don’t care about that#It’s just annoying to me because when I first started this game she reminded me of someone who emotionally abused me#But seeing her character change during the memories and how she and Link must have grown together is nice#She’s different than the person I hate when I look deeper at the actual game and memory contents#But I can’t stop thinking about how I didnt Like her at first bc of that person#So I feel like a shit human whenever I see those posts#Anyway this is fuckign stupid and I hate this fandom sometimes
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