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This shot from Scott!!!!!
#limited life smp#limited life#ethoslab#tangotek#they look so cute#it’s even better with the caption of what Martyn was saying at the time#they look terrified#and it’s great#they remind me of something#I can’t quite place what#but some sort of prey animal that pops its head out of a hole in the ground#just#ahhhhhhh#they’re too cute in this#i can’t stop staring at it
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ever just get the urge to write everything down?
#i get this quite often#and there are some times where i’ll spend the whole day just documenting stuff#my favorite artists musicians books movies songs shows colors places things#all of my playlists with a summary of each#text messages and conversations i’ve had; some with people i don’t talk to anymore and i feel the need to preserve#songs that my mom jams out to in the car#things my dad says that sound terrible out of context#odd traditions behaviors antics and things that my siblings and i do but can’t explain#inside jokes#as many dreams and passing thoughts as i can recollect#characters and ideas; stories i want to tell#every way i’ve died in outer wilds (which is hard to keep track of tbh)#people’s voices and what instruments they sound like#yea#turns out i’m not just a collector of things; but also. a collector of things.#i got that… writing things down… dawg in me#(idk if there’s a word for that)#stan’s forum
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thinkign about how alone and unloved morty was for all his life and rick was the first time anyobdy ever put such an amount of intense attention and dependency onto him . and rick had a whole new family and losing them made him stop seeing the value in other people as a whole and morty was the one and first thing that woke him up
#really long Tag rant down there#one of the most Things Ever about them to me is how morty barely even understands just how much rick loves him. more than anything#and its something ricks done on purpose hes made sure of it#because hes so weak he cant handle it#them being together is agony in avsolutely every way and sense but also theyre the best part of eachothers lives#morty because nobodys payed attention to him quite like rick has and all the exciting space adventures and rick just cause. he literally#just likes him thats it. and he never knew it#also i was thinking of this earlier. one of the reasons season 1 is soooo good to me is cuz you get to see morty grow on rick in real time#stuff like that moment where morty walks through the door and rick is instantly at the sight of him SUPER excited and he goes hey!!! but#then he clears his throat and goes Hey trying to pretend like this dumb scaredy kid isnt becoming his favourite thing hes ever known day af#er day#and goddamn night shaym aliens. in that moment where he realised morty had been fake the whole time i rlly wonder what he was thinking and#how he felt. like. oh man this is messing with me way too much this is Bad#and then he got drunk over it and yknow. that . is it post credits. i think. that scene#n literally At the Very beginning he was tired n drunk n stupid thinking like man fuck this im gonna blow this place up and do what prime#did to me. But he brought morty with him Even just at that point it flashed in his mind and he absolutely could not bear to let morty die#Breathes in#im rewatching in October bc anniversary month. i literally can’t wait im so actually impatient i considered just doing it today So hard#odiespeak
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bruh how did i spend 800 hours on animal crossing during the pandemic, this shits ass
#terraforming is satan’s gift to mankind#like what sick fuck thinks “yes place one tile at a time with the same animation over and over hehehe peak gameplay”#and then a single teardrop rolls down your face as you accidentally replace one tile with another#all bc your character was facing .2 degrees off from intended#for the record ive played all animal crossing games lol i love the series#but terraforming makes me quit the game every time i feel the urge to play again#“but can’t you just enjoy the game without terraforming?” well you see ive already cleared out my trees and moved my buildings#so my island is bald and hideous#so now i HAVE to terraform#one painstaking tile at a time
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Sometime this month a year ago (can’t actually remember the day 🫠) …I watched these movies for the very first time
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My life was changed forever
#sez says#I don’t know what make me quite fall in love with them (everything) but I knew pretty much then that this franchise#is gonna be a huge part of my life#my newest obsession#and I has no regrets#these movies will ALWAYS have a place in my heart#the little reminder of how i really got here#I swear words can’t describe how I felt after watching them and my newfound love for sonic#quickly afterwards#one year down of being a sonic fan and here’s to many more :D#💙❤️💛#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#sonic movie#sonic movie 2#scu#sonic cinematic universe#sonic the hedgehog movie
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TTGFHs as an allegory for colonisers and their actions—almost ALL their actions—as an allegory for colonisation in its many facets?
“More likely than you’d think” doesn’t BEGIN to cover it.
#the ten great family heads#tower of god#tower of god spoilers#spoilers#as always just in case#tell me the hunting down of the ancients or the drawn out war against the 5 flower kingdoms + tower natives isn’t ethnic cleansing#tell me what the Yeon family was doing with Zygenia isn’t stripping a place of its resources and keeping it poor#and Traumerai… ooohhhh when I catch that man#the whole ‘Jahad’s Princess’ thing also reminds me a lot of a certain practice I can’t quite remember the name of#Blood dilution maybe? idk#also the workshop is definitely counted in this cause what the actual fuck in unethical#also just different types of power dynamics generally#like the Khun family reminds me of certain polygamous families I know and know of#to a more extreme degree#the manufactured competition between the Princesses of Jahad as well#whatever the fuck Bloodmadder has going on with his conditional immortality#why is majority of this post in the tags?
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DANG. Absolutely cold-blooded.
#I’d expect a zinger like that outta reggie any day but dilton?#did not see that coming in a million years#he’s choosing an insult OVER answering a question in class correctly?#what did archie DO to motivate this??#archie comics#dilton doiley#archie andrews#mr. flutesnoot#really though you can’t answer the original question without knowing exactly how many gallons archie’s horrible car can hold#my real question is where dilton got 8.342 from#I was expecting it to equal some natural number like 1 or 2 but when I did the calculations it equaled 2.2072932 gallons#I double checked my work with the internet and recieved 2.2037233 gallons instead#I’m almost certain this is a result of mr. flutesnoot rounding his provided number of gallons by several decimal places#so that I calculated the conversion with one liter equaling 0.264 gallons rather than 0.264172 gallons#of course when I checked it again with my own calculator I got 2.203722824 which is closer to but not quite 2.2037233#because even if you rounded it so that a three would follow the two you’re still left with ‘230’ rather than ‘233’ at that one part#so the more accurate values I found must still be rounded by some amount to cause the discrepancy#at ANY rate: unless I have missed something in my calulations the number 8.342 has no particular significance#this isn’t lightning-fast mental math. dilton just made that number up on the spot#and the specificity only exists to make him sound smarter#(and it kinda worked because I did initially assume there was some meaning behind the number)#the joke might have landed better if he’d have said ‘3.785 liters’ (exactly 1 gallon)#UNLESS the gas prices at the time happened to work out so that 2.2037233 gallons equaled exactly one dollar or someth—
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Anyone got any nice stuff suggestions for someone not having a good time of it lately? Music recs, tv or film recs, loustat fic recs, real life pick me up recs, absolutely anything that helps you feel better when you’re feeling shit?
#there’s a lot happening right now and it’s getting on top of me#fandom’s usually my happy place but given what’s going on over on twitter involving people I know#yikes#feeling quite tainted by association and I’ve been obsessing over it in a way that isn’t helpful to anyone#I’m glad I set a time limit on the twitter app and on the website on my laptop but it’s leaving kind of a void#because I’ve got fuck all else going on right now for a bunch of shitty reasons#so there’s no distraction#I should be writing but I can’t focus enough to get any words out
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I am once again having a sexuality crisis (read: wondering if I’m a lesbian or just have been stuck in my hometown for too long yet again and therefore haven’t seen a man who doesn’t look vaguely like a fish in years)
#here’s the problem as i understand it#i have had romantic feelings for several men and i also find quite a lot of men attractive#i don’t know if it’s just because i feel more comfortable feeling and displaying attraction to men because it’s what society expects#or if this is something that is actually genuinely coming from me#and at this point i overthink it so much i would really never know if it’s organic or not#what i DO know is i am not sexually attracted to men at all. when i’ve hooked up with men they do nothing for me#i can conjure up the perfect man in my mind; fantasise about him and nothing happens#this does not happen to me with women#i feel like i’ve been romantically attracted to way less women than men but also physically and sexually attracted to women a lot more ofte#and again — i don’t know if this is society & my own psychology messing with my sense of attraction#because obviously female nudity and sexualisation is all over the place all of the time#when i was younger i actually just thought women were objectively more attractive than men and that everyone thought that lol#i thought my friends were exaggerating when they said they wanted to kiss or have sex with men#i still to some degree think that. like it’s hard for me to imagine being enthusiastic about sex with a man#but can i imagine being in love with one? ehhhhhh… probably#see but what is the POINT if i’d never want to have sex with him? i know asexuals exist but i’m not one#i’d be setting myself up for an unsatisfying sex life#so it seems to make more sense to me to take the overall concept of dating men off the table since it’s not productive and can’t satisfy me#but then what if i fall in love with one anyway. what then. that’d be just my luck#no label ever seems to fit what i have going on with me and i don’t know if that’s because the main thing that’s going on is my head isn’t#screwed on right and i overthink and pathologise every experience i have#can’t even have a crush without wondering if i’m just doing it to get some excitement in my life#i’m not even sure any of it exists. maybe i should just declare myself aroace to give everyone else some peace#personal
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Thinkin about merperson shark max and marine biologist daniel
#cold water shark merperson max in the north sea swimming along the Dutch shoreline#marine biologist Daniel on summer holiday with uhhh Oscar and Logan to Amsterdam#but daniel drags them to the coast to nerd out abt the different sea life there#and sees a cool shark dude jumping out of the water and biting a seal and dragging it down and gets obsessed#the next day daniel brings a tub of raw meat or something to the beach and waits for the shark dude max to return#max and some other merpeople in the area (more of the drivers)(the french & english & germans & Kevin) surfacing to start a hunt#and max instantly swims towards the People Who Hurt Us Place bc he smells fresh meat#while like Esteban and Pierre try to hold him back#daniel throws the meat wad out to the water as he sees the shark dude approach#but max jumps up and catches it midair and lands on top of daniel while monching the shit out of it#Daniel’s excited but stays calm even when Max starts biting his legs bc he knows sharks use their mouth to explore new things#freaking out the other people on the beach and Oscar and Logan who think he’s a maniac#underwater communication is through body language (& sonar but that’s for other fancier merpeople) so Max can’t quite talk to daniel#but there’s a few translation guides on merpeople body language of all areas on earth#so daniel can bare his teeth and scrunch his face up and move his arms in a way that max understands#so now Max becomes obsessed with him because there’s a human from the People Who Hurt Us place who can actually talk to him#and daniel cancels the rest of his summer break plans to learn everything he can about his shark dude#including what happens during mating season#lol#but my mind is going off and I gotta dump it somewhere#maxiel#max verstappen#daniel ricciardo#mv1#dr3#em fic posting#I shoulda put this in the post itself and not tags
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#just want to apologize to anyone who has tried to reach out lately#just like I texted my friend I’ll tell you guys the same#haven’t been talking to a lot of people lately tbh#pretty sure I’ve mentioned php a few times by now#monday was my last day#and I was feeling on top of the world on Monday#I don’t remember the last time I was so genuinely happy#figured it was the med change or something#so I was feeling pretty optimistic#I’m in between programs now#and today was not the best#not as bad as some of my days#but definitely not even near the day I had on Monday#I just wish I could feel that every single day#I’m working on it but still#waiting to start ‘adult day treatment’ and case management#and I think case management will help me find a place??? I’m not sure exactly but that’s kinda what I was getting#which honestly? I know I’ve bitched about how badly I need to move#but while I was in php I realized I don’t think I’ll truly be able to heal while I’m living here… and that’s a scary thought#idk there’s a lot more deeper things that I don’t wanna talk about#but the fact I don’t have space and I don’t feel safe and comfortable here is hard….#my ‘safe’ space was my car but now that I’m trying to quit smoking my car isn’t the best place for me#I’ve been kinda getting used to my room and I’m finally trying to move a few things around#(now that I have a little energy again)#it’s just……. my arachnophobia is KILLING me here#in the past week I don’t even know how many spiders I’ve seen and killed#they haven’t been crazy and I recognize I don’t live in Australia or places where the spiders are as big as fucking cars#I came home and I was in a good mood until I saw a spider in my room 🙃🙃🙃 tried to vacuum it but not sure if I got it……..#so guess im sleeping on the couch….. again…. but can’t help think if out here is any better…#shut up rosie
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narrator stanley parable is so me the way i have memory problems
#watching kwite play tspud lol#‘i can’t quite recall but i think my story took place in an office; do you remember?’ well no i can’t remember what my own house looks like
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Watching Marzgurl’s Vic Mignogna story vid with reports of him seductively whispering into other women and girls’ ears and hearing I wasn’t the only one who had their ear creepily whispered into by him (as Edward Elric for me) after an experience where I met him at FanExpo 2014 when I was 16 and female presenting at the time makes me physically ill and wanting to scream at my teenage self to get away from that autograph booth so much. Literally no other VA had done that before and being a high schooler I thought I was in heaven then. Ten years later I am glad to have recognized how not normal that was.
(more in tags)
#talky toby#no I am not actually saying he sexually assaulted me personally though we know he has others#I am saying from the lens of an adult now it was very disturbing and brushing the line of harassment#and it is horrific to hear about the harassment kaylyn went through by these istandwithvic cultists from death threats to doxxing#all in the name of this one man because he dubbed the english voice of fictional characters they liked#the lengths these people went to to protect the soured image of the andy dick of anime dubbing was quite frankly both laugahable and scary#after hearing so much more info about the situation#just what an insane shitshow the whole situation was#like one of the worst cautionary tales of how far stan and worship culture can go#I can’t imagine what kaylyn had been going through to the point she felt she was in serious danger and am so glad she seems to be in a much#better place now after going through all that
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Baby, I can feel nostalgia for things I’ve never even experienced
#nostalgia#not writing#relatable#seeing a room that looked nothing like my childhood bedroom but everything like what wished it could’ve been#and places I’ve never been in but feel like home anyway in some way I just can’t pinpoint#little universal details that pry at the memory but aren’t quite a perfect representation of what was in there
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I think another reason why I prefer rogue’s hair to be huge and untamed is because I think it fits her a lot more personality wise. rogue might be southern, but she’s never fit into that southern belle type of box. she was born into a cult, and then she was raised by terrorists, and that made a major impact on the way she deals with her feelings and surroundings. rogue can be incredibly violent and aggressive. whether it be threatening remarks or just actual violence she struggles a lot with having a proper response to certain situations. she has very extreme reactions, like her commitment to being self sacrificial to those who show her kindness, or the fact that a small disagreement can lead to her beating the shit out of someone
#in the end it all boils down to not having proper guidance#when it comes to regulating her emotions#she has such complex feelings and she can’t handle them#and obviously with time she gets a better handle on it#I mean rogue is an incredibly empathetic person it comes with her powers#she can quite literally understand what you’ve been through#but she’s been raised in unhealthy environment after unhealthy environment#that anger was just the correct response#violence was the correct response#if mystique wanted her to take care of something she would#and violence was rewarded you know#rogue got mystiques appreciation and respect#and so she uses violence as a form of love now#and she wants other to use it as a form of love for her#because it’s what she knows#I DUNNO LIKE AHHH SHE IS AN INHERENTLY ANGRY WOMAN#why do you think she gets along so well with Logan#idk I feel like I’m just saying a whole lot of nothing but I think it’s so interesting#and I think rogue having a wild mane fits who she is#she’s all over the place she’s a firecracker#her emotions are so extreme she can’t help it
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WHAT LEONA DONT SAY THAT OMG THIS IS MAKING ME SO SAD
#ALL the effort u did just to quit like bro leona#sweetheart please#don’t drag the others dreams in the dirt omg frfr#I feel like he’s just a tad bit scared bc like it seems rn no matter what he does he can’t be good enough for himself#or for others maybe ish#and this hatred for this malleus guy#It’s like he finally found this place where he can be someone people looked up to and be a leader to them only to be knocked right back dow#by malleus the next year and that basically reminded him he will forever be a walking second place#bros#fat huge tears#AND THEN RUGGIE#UR A HYENIA THAT GREW UP IN A DUMP AHUG#AUAG#YES I SPELLED HYENA WRONG LEAVE ME ALONE IM CRYING
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