#I can never leave
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im never gonna get a new interest because why did the itch to replay/revisit mother 3 emerge again
#memos#I can never leave#I feel like I didn’t sink in as much as I wanted to#I want to pay a freakish amount of attention to the dialogue
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Wtf is it with (ethnic) mums and their precious boys, like what the actual fudge.
#toxic household#ethnic mums and their sons#elder sister#elder daughter#eldest daughter struggles#I just hate it so much#just my life in general#u would expect a grown arse 20 yo MAN to do simple things right?#The fact that he thinks nothing is wrong is astounding#why is it always expected of us to do everything#like f u#I hate u#even when I can't#It's the fact that I just let them do this to me#my sister was right in telling me that I'm empty#because I am haha#good on her for leaving#I can never leave#and I don't necessarily mean it in the physical sense either#my mind is a fucking prison cell#I hate it.
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Your fixation on Eddsworld may be fading now. But one day it will return. It will grip its claws into you, dragging you back into the abyss.
You cannot escape. It is inevitable.
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they've got me discoursing on twitter about the legend of korra again.... god help me.... im sorry....
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My brother's cat has claimed my backpack and my laptop...
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Journal 3 : The Threequel
Just gonna say it!!!!!!! OUT LOUD!!!! FUCK EVERYONE BUT ME!!!!! If ANDRE wants to say something he can SAY IT, cuz it won't bother me anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!! Andre is a lying piece of SHIT, and he's controlling as FUCK. Keep men like that in the garbage pail where they belong!!!!!!!!
#warning#good evening#my name is andre#i cant leave#i can never leave#its all a lie#isnt it?#we exist for others so others can exist for us?#is that right?#Fuck.
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I went out of town for a week and the classic hip hop station turned into a Christian hip hop station.
Clearly I'm not allowed to go on vacation or everything goes crazy.
Fucking Jesus rap
#vacation#i can never leave#jesus#jesus chris superstar#jesus is a twink#Classic rap#Jesus rap#Why is there Jesus rap?#what the fuck#No really#what the actual fuck#christianity#christian rap#christian hip hop#Jesus hip hop#Classic hip hop#this is a travesty#Keep God out of my hip hop#We already have like 40 Jesus channels#Why did we need more#Why
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Happy 1 year anniversary to Mr Sherlock Holmes! Here's a litttleee celebratory comic from me
#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#writing these tags on the 29th of september#which is when john and sherlock ACTUALLY met <3#so there you go#uh once again shout out to candy for letting me talk through some of my processes#it helps immensely and i really wanted to be sure i was getting across what i wanted to with this one#speaking of which - usually i yap a lot in the tags of these bcus i love talking about art#for this one...im not sure i want to comment too much#because i'll be here forever and i think most things can speak for themself#but let me say this one thing#for the first five pages i was drawing john on paper and sherlock on the computer exclusively#and then bringing them together..#uh it really made me think of paul and harry. recording on opposite sides of the world. brought together by the power of editing#its not a particularly emotional scene but i hope ive infused it with. something.#anyway thats it from me#if u want to ask about any particular aspect i would love to yap about the process but i'll just leave it here for now or i'll never shut u#happy 1 year podpals#patsart#oh yeah i will say i did have to take quite a bit of liberty with the audio in order to do what i wanted. forgive me#or dont idc
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this is opla!zoro, to me 🙂
#one piece#one piece live action#opla#crazy that i have to actually tag for spoilers… i never watch things within six months of the release#usually it’s like. years…#zoro#usopp#luffy#someday i might tag my vaguely shippy art#but for now im choosing to leave it up to the viewers interpretation#anyway i enjoyed opla a lot but my general opinion of zoro is ‘i can make him worse :)’
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going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:
There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’
like wow babe. good fucking point
#like you were on the ground biting the carpet and dry sobbing while you wrote that and still. good fucking point#not a shitpost#cptsd#and it's true. there's never a satisfying answer#the truth is i know why i wasn't loved#i analyzed my parent's traumas and abuse to death. i understand why i alienated and was alienated from my siblings#i know why my mom was too overwhelmed to be capable of nurturing#i know why my dad vanished into addiction and avoidance#the details of our cycles of trauma and cptsd and family history i have a phd in all of it#i understood perfectly. i spent years studying and now i knew the answer#and guess what? IT WAS NOT SATISFYING!!!#because they still didn't love me! and i still couldn't change that!#it was still a completely unsatisfying state of affairs!#so like. when the people who are supposed to love you...don't.#when the people who are supposed to take care of you...fail to#you can look for answers and reasons and explanations#but that's not actually going to FIX your situation.#and it's probably not within your ability TO fix the situation. (and definitely not your job)#because you don't need answers--you need a new situation#*inserts Just Walk Out. You Can Leave!!! (Running Skeleton) Meme*#and yes. walking out isn't always possible.#but for you i hope it will be one day soon. and i hope you build the courage to take that leap.#stepping away from the people who failed to love you...it feels like being untethered but also like being lighter than air#new and scary. immensely relieving. the future opens up. empty but empty like a canvas. blindingly bright until your eyes adjust#like climbing out of a pit you called home and for the first time realizing how bright the light of day can truly be#when you aren't just getting glimpses from the bottom of a hole
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mourning black and the death of ideals
#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here#finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain#stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening#about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral#a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief#him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee#and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him#asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind#fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering#i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back#i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws
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There is literally no escape from this. Last year I said it felt like a cage because I knew what was coming. Had the confirmation today. I can never leave. And I cant even be angry. I'm just tired
#i have no future.#i shouldve offed myself 3 years ago#nothing in the past 3 years has been worth staying alive for.#yes ive met many beautiful people and learned so many things#but for what#i can never leave#my parents have been fucking up financially since 2009#and im stuck here helping them because i KNOW i know their trauma#they deserve help and mercy no matter how much shit they put me through#my mother was two years younger than i am right now when she had me#they had hellish lives#no matter what i do they wont ever have good lives but i can ease their debt.#there is nothing i can do but help and suffer in silence.#i have no way out the same way they never did#misc
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A DPxDC soulmate au idea
So DCverse is a soulmate world (pick any soulmate way btw, words, touch, drawings on the skin, can't see color(s) until they see or touch them, etc etc)
DPverse doesn't.
Meaning Danny wasn't born with a soulmark BUT he gets one after becoming a halfa because he is now connected to the Infinite Realms.
SO its during another one of Vlad's schemes, he's popping into different worlds and stealing things or something like that (basically like that one ep where Danny chases Vlad through the timeline after he stole Frostbite's map)
During the chase they pop out into the DCverse in one of the hero cities (pick any, not picky on which) and their fight is getting a bit out of hand (Vlad's fault, he's using the stuff he's been stealing, and Danny is doing his best to getting innocent people from getting hurt)
ANYWAYS during the fight, one of the cities hero's come to try to help/find out whats going on when Danny is hit by Vlad and gets tossed at them. The moment they either touch or Danny/Soulmate says something to the other, Danny feels the odd mark on him burn up and is MEGA confused on whats going on but decides to do what he does best.
Ignore it for now. He'd figure it out later he still needs to stop Vlad.
He apologizes to the other hero and gets back into his fight, missing the look of complete smitten awe/shock said hero had on their face.
#danny phantom#crossover#danny fenton#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#Danny has no clue about soulmarks#His soulmate totally believed they'd never find theirs btw because their soulmark shows signs of death#thats why they're in shock and showing so much emotion#tbh I can see it being Superboy(Jon) if put them in the same age group#Mainly cause I want him to call up Damian and gush/whine over meeting his soulmate who apparently disappeared after the fight#which leads them trying to find a way to find him and discover the Infinite Realms when they connect Danny's hero name is Phantom#and they ask Deadman#BUT I am leaving it open for anyone to be Danny's soulmate#meanwhile Danny been feeling weird since he managed to get home and...#Tucker. Sam. Can you check the mark and-What do you mean his weird mark has changed?!
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Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2
#in anticipation of the incoming remake#i tried my best to imitate the SH font but#silent hill#silent hill 2#angela#angela orosco#theme of laura (reprise)#i've said it before but in spite of its occasionally clunky diction i think silent hill 2 is an unusually emotionally intelligent game#for any year and still today but especially so for where gaming storytelling was in 2001#and for as many pitfalls a story like hers could've dipped into i think it particularly shines through with how they treated angela#not just choosing to depict victimhood as something that can be ugly and fractious and open quote “difficult” but then this#actively rebuffing james for trying to be a white knight and dressing him down for it too#“i know you mean well and want to help but this isn't a simple problem"#“and it's really hurtful and a bit insulting that you act like you can”#the switching to a first person view turning it into an address to the player as well#maybe even old videogame tropes too#“this isn't some princess in a castle kind of situation dude this is more serious than that”#it felt like a very deliberate statement about the depth and severity of a trauma like this#and in doing so showing it so much respect#then angela just leaves#and you never see her again#i really don't think it was to imply that it consumed her i think it was to underline what was just said#this isn't your problem to fix#this is where your part in this story ends#there's some strength in that
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objective: interspecies communication. status: successful [prints]
#mass effect#shakarian#commander shepard#garrus vakarian#Shepard x garrus#femshep#mass effect fanart#video games#art#alien#illustration#artists on tumblr#I almost called this blue is the warmest color LMFAO#ive never drawn them kissing before can you believe it? rectified now#I'll leave the logistics up to you... maybe she's on a really tall box. maybe she's got her legs wrapped around his waist :-)#milkyart
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